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♫ Oh, you have shoulders broad enough ♫

♫ To bear the weight of your words ♫

♫ Of never changing yourself, woo~ ♫

♫ When your strong faith ♫

♫ Silences fate ♫

♫ Romance will become your privilege ♫

♫ Dancing with ecstasy and grief will be like a grand banquet ♫

♫ And taking blazes as fireworks will be a classic never to regret ♫

♫ Oh, love without sadness is devoted love ♫

♫ Like an invisible existence ♫

♫ It's everywhere ♫

♫ Fending for your true love ♫

♫ I wish the one I love ♫

♫ Could safely sail through the sea of love ♫

♫ Once you let go, it will weigh on your mind for life ♫

♫ The most selfless love is love without sadness ♫

All Out of Love

Episode 11

♫ Those foolish behaviour of times gone by ♫ ♫ Has all ended in sorrow ♫

♫ How many places do I have to pass through ♫ ♫ Before I can smell the fragrance of the flowers ♫

♫ Keeping all my hesitation into my back pack ♫ ♫ There is nowhere to hide my loneliness ♫

♫ In darkness I am unable to tell which direction to follow ♫ ♫ You are the one who light up the stars for me ♫

♫ When you come close to me slowly♫ ♫ To the door which I have closed ♫

♫ I don't want you to see the scars of my sorrow ♫ ♫ If time can respond to me ♫

♫ I wish that the past can be ♫ ♫ Made into wine, and every drop be drained ♫

♫ Snowflakes are falling outside the window ♫ ♫ Dressing the whole world like a fairy tale ♫

♫ My heart is frightened because it has fallen in love with you ♫ ♫ It will melt under the sun ♫

Where have you gone to?♫ Missing you is hard to bear and I fell ♫

♫ Controlling all my foolish words♫ ♫ I'm scared to give you my heart♫

If.. if you hope to receive the happiness which you have longed for since a long time ago

Then you must eat an entire apple on Christmas Day.

And the person whom you have been waiting for will, on a certain Christmas Day when the snow falls,

Appear in front of you again.

♫ Can you once again... ♫

Hurry, hurry. Come over here and look! Come!

There!

♫ And wander to the end of the world with you. ♫

Why are you back?

To be with Tianen during the holiday season.

You came solely for this?

Grandfather is not at home. He's lonely at home by himself. I'm back to keep him company.

He's looking forward to your return. Will you be going back?

I will go back tomorrow morning? In such a hurry?

I have no choice. Is he in the living room?Yes.

Yes. Good.

Brother.

Happy Festive Day.

Thank you, Brother.

Brother, my wish is, that you will not go anywhere tonight

Stay at home. Is that okay?

Okay. I promise you.

Come. You must be hungry.

Have some biscuits first. Dinner will be ready soon.

Thirsty? Have some coke.Jiang Sheng.

Can you not be a light bulb to them?

That's right. Let them have some time alone.

I'm happy to be. So what if I'm a light bulb?

Xiao Jiu. Welcome back.

You must have suffered much hardship when you were outside.

But it's good that you are back.

It's okay. Anyway, you are back now.

Aiyo, I want to cry every time I think of how you must have suffered so much hardship outside.

What's there to tear about? Shouldn't we be very happy now?

Right, eat. Don't cry anymore. What's there to cry about?

Finally I get to eat. I'm almost starved to death. Quickly, eat!

Eat.Eat.

Have some vegetables.

Why are you so quiet today?Eat.

You did this on purpose. You wouldn't talk now that I'm back.Ha...

Ha..ha.. Eat. Eat.

Ay. Come, let's toast. Merry Christmas.Mmm.

Bottoms up.Merry Christmas..Merry Christmas...

Aye..Mmm..

Aiya. My brother and Jin Ling, where are they?

Your brother has gone to the library. Jin Ling has gone to class.Mmm.

Why are you packing your luggage?

To give up some space for Xiao Jiu. And not to let you guys have a chance to run wild with your imagination.

I'm going back to the dormitory now.

Can I ask you? Why did Xiao Jiu come back suddenly?

That is not important anymore.

I have a date with Xiao Jiu this afternoon. Please be understanding and don't follow us.

Who wants to be your light bulb?

Xiaowu. Where do I keep these clothes?

Which one?

Three. Let me take them.

Good.

Let me do it. Let me. It's heavy.

Put the clothes here. Then the books here.

When I see them being playful together

I don't know why, but it makes me think of Cheng Tianyou suddenly.

Since he went on the business trip, he seemed to have evaporated from earth.

At times, I almost feel like he is but a figment of my imagination.

Is the wound on your hand still painful? Let me have a look.

Let go!

I hurt you that day. And I'm feeling especially bad about it.

I should not have bitten you so hard.

Are you a psychopath? What do you really want?

No wonder my brother likes you. I was actually going to apologize to you this time round.

But now you are mad at me. And that makes me like you now.

I'm warning you. Don't talk nonsense.

Jiang Sheng. I'll come and look for you when I miss you.

You mustn't hide from me. If you tried to hide,

I will do something that you can never imagine or expect.

What are you doing? Studying?

What happened? You don't look happy.

I failed.

Not to worry. Even if you fail this subject, there are other subjects.

Jiang Sheng

I need to ask you something. Please answer honestly.

Would you do anything just for someone you like?

Of course. If it makes them happy, I'll do anything.

Then, Jiang Sheng, am I your good friend?

Definitely. Xiao Jiu and you are my best friends.

Then would you harm your friends for the sake of the person you like?

Definitely not! What's wrong with you?

Is it the exam you failed or is it your brain that failed? What on earth are you thinking?

Aiyah..I don't even know what I'm thinking.

Perhaps it's due to failing the exam.

Here..

Hey..how's your dad?

- Has he returned? - Who knows? I don't have any money.

What's up?

Please be kind, miss...

- Big Mouth He! - Yo!

It looks like my birthday wish came true.

Doctor said your leg injury is minor. Just follow the instructions here for the medicine everyday.

It's your choice if you want to take them or not.

What's up with you?

Do you see yourself as a wartime nurse?

For people like that, no need to be reviving the dead and nursing the wounded.

So what if his leg is injured? It won't kill him.

- But if his heart is evil, he will get retribution sooner or later.- Enough!

For the sake of coming from the same village.

Hang on. If you didn't say he came from our village, I would be okay with it.

-The things he did in the past. - But isn't he pitiful now?

Wait until he's better, he can go home okay?

You are more pitiful than him.

Ok. ok. Let him stay here. Have a look at him when you are free.

Okay

I'll listen to you. I'll provide for him like he is my ancestor.

During the new year and holidays, I'll burn him some paper money.

Speaking rubbish. Let's go!

Is this true or not? Wasn't Old He imprisoned already?

So he was released then.

I found him so pitiful. I couldn't just leave him like that.

Old He is mentally unstable. We have to be careful. Let him leave after he recovers from his injury.

Okay. I understand.

Mr Cheng. Here are the gift boxes you requested.

- So many? - Just choose one.

Eh..

- I'll leave these here for you to decide. Here's the gift wrapping paper. - Okay

Don't worry. Take your time to choose.

What sort of precious gift are you wrapping?

Eh...

Oh I see... it's a secret.

That's right.

- Take your time choosing. - Thanks

You're welcome.

Looks like it's not needed.

It's ok. Slow down.

Let's eat this when we get home.

The next time you should leave earlier as I nearly froze to death waiting along the road.

- Let me go! - Let you go?

It's all due to your mum and Bei Guoxiong, causing me to like this. I'm going to strangle you.

Gangster! Get out!

Bastard!

No. No.

Why? Is she your woman?

My woman, your grandma!

You people from the Bei family are indeed from the same lair. Your father and her mother have been together for so many years.

What can I say?

When your dad went to Hebei for business, he brought her mother along.

Now your dad is on the run, her mother is still waiting for him in Hebei.

What? You don't believe me. You can just ask any of your dad's friends.

Who doesn't know about this? He treated you and your mum as fools.

- You're lying! It's not true at all. - How can it not be true?

This messy situation!

- Shut up! - Why should I shut up?

Your mum's health has not been good. Why did your dad not return to Weijiaping? It's because of her mother!

Get out! Get out! Get out!

Saying it makes me disgusted!

At that time, I felt that my whole world fell into chaos

I didn't know what to do.

I just felt that at that moment, the world is reeking with blood.

The sunshine disappeared.

Since that day

I couldn't find Xiao Jiu

nor could I find Bei Xiaowu.

Bei Xiaowu returned to school before the spring break.

He returned to do the exams and for the results.

When Liang Sheng and I went to look for him

He wouldn't even look at me.

Xiaowu, how's Xiao Jiu?

She went to look for her mother.

Jiang Sheng. Don't let this get you down.

Everything will get better. Please believe your brother.

I believe you, brother.

Take another mouthful.

After hearing the news of Uncle Bei's flight, Xiao Jiu immediately left for Hebei to bring her mother back.

What she didn't expect was her mother, who was unlike her former self.

Because of Uncle Bei's disappearance, she started to be crazy.

She could not even recognise Xiao Jiu right in front of her.

I beg you! Do not leave me! Do not...

- I don't want anything anymore! I didn't mean to do it...- Mom, what's wrong?

Who are you?

- Mom.- Where am I?

- What's wrong? You're at our home.- Don't touch me!

Mom, what is wrong?

Did you have a nightmare again?

You know where he is, am I right?

I beg you, take me to find him. He can't leave me behind. He can't. I beg you.

Mom, just forget that man.

He already abandoned you. Why must you still think of him?

My daughter is gone. My home is gone.

I don't have anything anymore.

No, I must go find him! I beg you, take me to find him!

Enough! Do you want to get abandoned again?!

Have you not had enough?

If that man really loves you, can he bear to treat you like this?

Look at me. I'm Xiao Jiu.

I'm that daughter that you abandoned 12 years ago.

My Xiao Jiu...

Sorry, Xiao Jiu. Sorry...

Mom, can we live our days well?

I will be by your side. I won't leave you.

Sleep now. Sleep, okay?

- Don't leave me behind.- I won't. Sleep now.

When your father went to Hebei to work, he brought her mother with him!

Now, your father has ran away, but her mother is still in Hebei waiting for your father!

I know that your dad...

will never come back.

Your older brother hasn't come yet to fetch you?

That's right. I'm going to wait for him for a while.

Then...let me wish you in advance.

I wish that you'll be more beautiful in the coming new year and that everything you wish will come true.

- Be careful on the road.- Okay.

- I'll get going then. Bye-bye.- Bye-bye.

Don't miss me too much.

I came to tell you that I won't be going back with you.

You're not going home to spend the new year anymore?

I don't have a home there anymore.

Bei Xiaowu,

- I...- You two have a good new year. I'll stay to accompany Xiao Jiu.

Okay. I'll get going now.

Happy new year.

Happy new year.

- Jiang Sheng.- Brother.

What's wrong?

Bei Xiaowu told me that he's not going home with us to spend the new year. He's staying to accompany Xiao Jiu.

Oh, Weiyang is here to send us off.

Jiang Sheng, happy new year.

I especially came to send you two off. When you return, let's go to my sister's place to have some fun.

Okay...

Let's go. Thank you.

- Slowly. - Let me take that.

Bye-bye.

You still haven't finished handling the matters abroad. You flying back and forth like this, can you really take it?

Grandpa came back from Hong Kong to spend the new year. Of course, I must come back too.

Isn't it just a new year meal? You flew back here from the US and had to ride more than 10 hours of plane. Is it worth it?

It's the new year. A family reuniting is better than anything else.

If you fly like this, you won't be able to rest anymore.

- Where's grandpa?- Inside.

- Put my luggage to my room first.- Okay.

Zhou Mu wants to see you. I asked him to wait outside. So you think...

Grandpa, I'm back.

Okay. It's good that you're back.

Tianyou must be tired from your travels. Quickly sit down.

Come.

As the eldest grandchild, you still remember the rules of our family.

No matter how busy you are or wherever you are, you must return for the new year dinner.

One must not forget the rules of your family. That's being filial. You did great.

As long as grandpa is happy, we are happy.

Okay already. Tell Zhou Mu that I'm busy.

Okay.

Zhou Mu? Why is he here?

To put it nicely, it's for a collaboration.

Isn't it because they saw how you're progressing very well lately? They came here to

earn some money and take some advantage.

Zhou Mu must be here to talk about the project of his joint venture Tourist Estate Development Company.

I know about it more or less. It actually has a great profit potential.

If our family can collaborate with them,

- it should—- That person, Zhou Mu,

always has limitless demands.

No matter how good a project is, I'm not interested to work with him.

President Zhou, sorry to make you wait.

Mister Cheng isn't feeling well. He can't see any guests for the meantime.

It's fine.

Happy new year.

Happy new year!

This is a small gift from our President Zhou.

Okay. I'm accepting it in behalf of Mister Cheng. This way please.

Okay.

That old man Cheng is really quite stubborn.

He can't be stubborn for so long.

Okay already. It's the new year, so stop worrying.

How long can you stay this time?

I must leave after the new year. I still haven't finished handling the matters over there. I probably will be done in a month.

Very good. You dare to work hard and temper yourself, not afraid of enduring hardships.

You look at lot like me when I started my business from scratch.

Grandpa, you have always been my idol.

I'm old. If our Cheng family can just have a flourishing number of members,

a family full of grandchildren, that would be great.

It can also be more lively during new year's eve.

That day will surely come. Don't worry.

The snow fall today is stronger than last year.

- Mom, eat this. I'm the one who wrapped it.- Okay...

I guarantee that you will have a long life after eating it.

Mom.

- Older brother, for you.- Thanks.

- After eating it, you'll get the top mark in your exam.- Thanks.

This is for you.

Dad, here. This is for you.

Do you want that dish?

When eating dumplings during the new year, it's not called 'eating dumplings'. It's called eating 'yuan bao'.['yuan' means first as in first day of the year; 'bao' means treasure]

This way, you'll welcome money and treasures to come into your life, be auspicious and have things go your way.

Mom, the dumplings this year are really delicious.

Dad, have some.

Mum. Happy New Year! Wishing you health.

- Prosperity - Longevity

Dad. Happy New Year!

This is..

our specially prepared hongbao for you both.

Mum. Did you sew this yourself?

Thank you mum.

New money.

Isn't this fragrant? Have a smell.

Mum doesn't have much for you. Buy yourself something you like with this money.

Liang Sheng

Mum always felt sorry towards you. as you had to start school two years late.

You have both grown up.

Mum. Let's not speak of this in this new year.

Wait until I've graduated and found a job.

With this money, I can save for a house and bring Dad and you to the city.

Then you can stroll along the parks and city streets.

And even ride a taxi.

Right. Brother, I'll save your new year gift money for you.

You'd better not forget to give return this to your brother.

Let's go and light some fire crackers.

Happy Spring Festival (Lunar new year)

So fast?

Happy new year to you.

I've back in China. How about you?

I'm at home. What about you?

I'm home too.

I'll return once the new year holiday is over.

Brother

- Tianen - You're back.

I heard from Uncle Wang that you're back. I looked everywhere for you. Finally found you hiding here texting.

- How have you been? - Doing fine.

Brother. Can you stay for a few more days?

- What happened? - Don't mention.

Women are hard to figure out. Can you teach me?

- What on earth happened? - She had a change of heart. Can't blame her.

I'm in this state where being looked down by others is quite normal.

No way

You have confidence. You are the best.

Don't comfort me brother. In your eyes, I am the best. But in the eyes of others..

I'm sure she got to know other guys.

Perhaps you are overthinking this?

I'm sure.

Mum seems to have aged a lot this visit.

That's right. Mum worries just about everything. How could she not age?

Mum was so beautiful when she was young. Now her entire head is full of white hair.

Brother. Let's stay up and watch night together. The later we stay up, the longer will mum live to. Right?Mm.

Mm.Mmm.

What are you looking at?

I was thinking what brother would look like if he had a head full of white hair in future.

Everyone will age and have white hair. So will you.

Brother. Have you heard of an ancient poem?

It goes like this. When we parted last, the snow fell like flowers. Now we are here again, the flowers in full bloom are like the snow.

How is it? Does't it sound very meaningful?

Mm. When parting in winter, the snow looks like falling flowers floating in the air.

When meeting in spring again, the spring flowers in full bloom look like snow. Mmm.

It's really beautiful. I hope that I'll never be separated from you, Brother. Would you say that's good?

Mum just said that we will look after each other for our entire lives. Have you forgotten already?

Are you cold? Let's go inside.

I'm not cold. I'm not going inside.

- Really not going inside? - Not going in.

I want to stay here and watch night carefully for mum. Don't you want mum to live to a hundred years old?

I want to but I'm afraid you might be cold.

When I'm with you, I'll never be cold.

Wishing everyone a Blessed New Year

Brother

Have you.. heard of this before?

It is said that, if we wrote the names of two people together on the white snow,

they will never ever be separated.

I've heard of this.

Be careful, it's hot.

How's the flavour?

Xiaowu.

Come in.

Here...dumplings.

You eat this. I have to go.

- Why don't you join us? - I have something to do. I have to go now.

Don't. It's good to have company

I really have to go.

Look, Mother. Xiaowu brought dumplings for us.

Try it.

It's good, isn't it?

Huh...

Grandfather. I have something to tell you but don't know whether to say it or not.

- What's the matter? - But this matter is not confirmed yet.

If you have something to tell me. Just say it.

When Aunty was alive, she may have had a son.

♫ The season of my heart depends on your sad or joyful look ♫

♫ How beautiful the poetry is in the chaos and bitterness I feel for you ♫

♫ With the happiest-looking smile, the loneliest boy ♫

♫ Insists on caring for her for life to thank her ♫

♫ I'm the fire that burns away the coldness. I burn myself to create a warm world ♫

♫ I hear your wishes and help you fulfill them. In the circle of life, my true love never dies ♫

♫ I'm the blue sky that drives away cloud and mist. To leave you a clear sky, and that devours blizzards ♫

♫ And sweeps up leaves so you can smell the flowers. The circle of life is ♫

♫ longer than eternity. ♫

♫ Love is not accompanying you to the end, holding your hand in mine ♫

♫ It's letting you go so that you can reach the turning point ♫

♫ I'm the fire that burns away the coldness. I burn myself to create warm world ♫

♫ I hear your wishes and help you fulfill them. In the circle of life, my true love never dies ♫

♫ I'm the blue sky that drives away cloud and mist. To leave you a clear sky, and that devours blizzards ♫

♫ And sweeps up leaves so you can smell the flowers. The circle of life is ♫

♫ longer than eternity. ♫