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- Previously on The Resident...
- I hope it will be
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a comfort that Nic
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chose to be an organ donor.
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"We, Jake and Gregg,
solemnly swear to treat
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Sammie as our natural child."
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Dr. Pravesh
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is gonna be spending more time
doing clinical trials,
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and we need somebody
to fill his slot
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- in the ER.
- Is that a job offer?
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I need a photo
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of my son.
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Mom!
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Perhaps when you feel up to it,
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you'll tell me
what's really going on.
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This could be something simple,
treatable.
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You know it's not.
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(whirring)
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(beeps)
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(grunts softly)
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(inhales deeply)
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And?
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Would you like to talk
in your office?
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Let's just talk here.
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(Bell exhales)
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It's multiple sclerosis.
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Mixed white and gray matter
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with black holes consistent
with worsening damage.
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It's hard to know how long
it's been going on.
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Months, at least. Years, maybe.
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But the science is advancing
in this field,
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and there are
some amazing treatments.
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There's no cure.
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We will find ways
to help you get through this.
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A specialist
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- can tell you more.
- Okay. Thanks, Conrad.
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Not now.
Let's talk about it later.
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Thanks.
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Of course.
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(door opens)
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(breathing shakily)
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♪ ♪
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♪ Feel like I gottado it today ♪
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♪ Crossing the street,don't look no both ways ♪
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♪ I'm duckin' 'em alllike a weekday... ♪
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- What?
- (chuckles): Nothing.
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You're staring.
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No.
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I'm just watching my boyfriend
get ready to change the world.
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(Devon chuckles softly)
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It's a tie.
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On a doctor-turned-scientist
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who's basically
going to cure cancer
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with his new clinical trial.
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You are the one that is crushing
her neurosurgery rotation.
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Billie's been telling everyone
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what a star you are.
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She's a great mentor.
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And you're changing the subject.
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Starting today,
we get to finally enroll
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our first patients.
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This is the beginning
of a new journey.
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One which will end with you
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- receiving a Nobel Prize.
- (laughs)
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Let's not get ahead
of ourselves.
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But you did forget
one of the best parts
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of running a clinical trial.
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- More than winning a Nobel?
- Oh, yeah.
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Fewer hours at work
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mean more time with you.
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♪ So be cool ♪
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I like the sound of that.
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♪ Just be cool. ♪
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KIT:
I am so glad you could come.
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Randolph has been so
looking forward to seeing you.
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We both have.
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- Will there be drums and firecrackers?
- So many.
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And a lion dance
from local performers, darling.
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But tonight is
more than just a party.
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Celebrating Lunar New Year
is just one of the ways
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we hope to look out
for the well-being
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of our Asian American community.
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Yeah, well, I'm all for that.
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And I'm happy to help out
with the free hep B screenings.
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- Thanks.
- JAKE: Mm-hmm.
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KIT:
Look who's here!
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- BELL: Hey!
- Grandpa!
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(roars)
Hi.
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(chuckles)
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- Hey, Jake. (Grunts)
- Hey. Good to see you.
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I'm so glad
you guys could make it.
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JAKE: We love
celebrating Lunar New Year
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with Sammie,
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and when she heard
about what you were doing,
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she practically booked
the whole trip herself.
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(chuckles)
Where's Gregg?
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He had to work last-minute,
but he sends his love.
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Uh, the three of us
need to talk.
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Okay. What-What's this about?
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BELL: Well, let's get
Sammie settled first.
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How would you like to help
the preschoolers
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- make some decorations, honey? How's that sound?
- Yes.
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BELL: Yeah? Wonderful.
All right, come on. Let's do it.
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Bay Two, drop an NG tube
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for a gastric lavage
to identify if it's an upper
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or lower GI bleed.
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Bay Three, grab some sugar
packets from the breakroom.
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Sprinkle them on the
prolapsed stoma, then reduce it.
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- On it.
- Bay Four,
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avoid sutures
for that poor girl's head lac.
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Just use her hair
and some Dermabond.
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Dr. Sullivan,
I see why Kit hired you.
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- Bet you put the "go" in "go, team."
- CADE: If I'm not ordering
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- new sneakers every other month, I'm not doing my job.
- Me, too.
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So, how's your first week been?
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Fine.
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A bunch of us are gonna hit
the Lunar New Year party
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after work. You should join.
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- Free food.
- Yeah, tonight's not gonna work.
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Dr. Sullivan, I'm starting
to think you don't like us.
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I don't know you well enough
to like you or not, Dr. Feldman.
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Exactly. So maybe come hang
and, you know, find out.
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Unfortunately, I have plans.
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IRVING (whispering):
I don't think
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- she really has plans.
- (chuckles)
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So, what do we say to everyone
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who keeps asking us
who the new ER doctor is?
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Tell them I believe in the soul.
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The hanging curveball.
High fiber. Good Scotch.
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That the novels of Susan Sontag
are self-indulgent crap.
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I believe
Lee Harvey Oswald acted alone.
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And I believe there ought to be
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a constitutional amendment
outlawing Astroturf
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and the designated hitter.
I believe in opening
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- your presents...
- IRVING: ...in opening your presents Christmas morning
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rather than Christmas Eve.
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Crash Davis's speech
from Bull Durham.
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- Great movie.
- CADE: It's the best.
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Evidence suggests you and I
could be friends, Feldman.
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I'm impossible not to like,
Sullivan.
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So, you aren't on social media.
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I tried to find you to make sure
you weren't a psychopath.
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Well, I'm not an exhibitionist
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- or a narcissist.
- Harsh.
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- But a picture is emerging.
- CADE: Love to get back
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- to my patients now. If you don't mind.
- HUNDLEY: Mm.
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IRVING:
Do your thing.
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I so agree with everything
you just said, by the way.
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I, too, am tired
of the humblebrags
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and the... You're
just gonna keep wa... Okay.
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Thanks, Dr. Sullivan.
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Another successful interaction,
Zach.
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You paged?
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29-year-old female.
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Had a syncopal episode
during spinning class.
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She had a heart transplant,
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so figured
you should take a look.
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What do we have here?
Initial EKG,
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chest X-ray
and head CT negative.
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Vitals are stable.
She's awake and orientated.
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Call Hawkins.
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- IRVING: For a consult?
- Just call him.
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- What's up?
- AUSTIN: Hey.
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- Is it your mom?
- No. No, no,
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this is about a young lady
here in the ER
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with a syncopal episode
and a cardiac history.
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They called me to do a consult
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because she had
a heart transplant.
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- Okay. Let's have a look.
- It's...
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a little more complicated
than that.
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The transplant was performed
by a former colleague of mine
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at Redman Hospital
three years ago.
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Three years ago.
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- In September.
- When in September?
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September 17th.
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Yeah, there's no doubt about it.
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She has Nic's heart.
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Gigi, this is Sammie,
and she'd like to help you
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- with some decorations. Is that okay?
- Okay.
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Hi, Sammie.
I'm not very good with scissors.
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I can help. I'll show you how.
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You're a great dad, Jake.
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She's a sweetheart.
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It's all Sammie.
I think she was born this way.
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So, what's this all about?
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Let's get a coffee,
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- find a quiet place to talk.
- Okay.
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♪ ♪
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Don't say anything to her.
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There's no reason
she has to know.
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And I don't want to talk
about it. At least
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- not until we know what's wrong and fix it.
- Understood.
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Hannah.
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Hey. I'm Dr. Austin,
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- and this is my colleague Dr. Hawkins.
- Hello.
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- Nice to meet you both.
- So, we heard you had a bad fall.
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Yeah. I started
taking a spin class.
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Been getting in good shape,
and I love it.
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So, you think maybe
you pushed yourself too hard?
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That's what's weird.
I mean, I don't think so.
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I forgot my spin shoes at home,
so I had to come back.
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And I remember I'd just joined
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the class
when "Nonstop" came on.
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- Ah, I love that song.
- (Hannah laughs)
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- (chuckles)
- Uh,
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and all of a sudden,
I couldn't catch my breath
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and just collapsed on the bike.
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Paramedics had to unclip me,
and I came to in here.
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Well, let's take a listen
to your heart, shall we?
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Your turn.
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Hmm?
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(heart beating)
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Heart sounds normal.
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AUSTIN: All right, let's
lie you down for an echo.
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Okay.
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We saw that you had
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a heart transplant
a few years ago.
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Yeah. I'm one of the lucky ones.
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Well, aside from
the shortness of breath
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in class,
you have any leg swelling?
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Wake up with trouble breathing?
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HANNAH:
No, um,
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not since my transplant.
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It was like a miracle.
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I was born with a bad heart.
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I mean, I suffered
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with every symptom
of heart failure
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for so long, it felt
like I was dying every day.
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And then
after I got my new heart,
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I was alive again.
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Any other symptoms?
Anything at all?
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I have headaches occasionally.
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Well, the echo shows
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that your heart's
ejection fraction is low.
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Meaning it's-it's not pumping
as well as we'd like,
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which is probably the cause
of your collapse.
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Uh, Hannah,
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I'm sorry to tell you this,
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but you are
in early heart failure.
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(crying):
No. No, no.
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Um, I prayed that I'd never hear
those words again.
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This heart can't fail.
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It can't.
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After my transplant,
I did everything
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the doctors told me to do.
I-I never missed an appointment.
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I mean, I...
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- How could this happen?
- Don't worry.
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We're gonna run some labs,
and we're gonna figure this out.
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(Hannah breathing shakily)
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Relax.
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Take a deep breath.
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- Okay?
- Okay.
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There you go.
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It's gonna be okay.
254
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- What's the story there?
- IRVING: Hmm?
255
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Why do you ask?
256
00:11:53,739 --> 00:11:55,965
Why the urgent page?
257
00:11:56,759 --> 00:11:58,426
Now Hawkins seems concerned.
258
00:11:59,169 --> 00:12:02,846
So, are we sharing
personal tidbits now?
259
00:12:03,791 --> 00:12:05,265
Okay. All right. I deserve that.
260
00:12:05,493 --> 00:12:08,853
IRVING: That young woman
was the recipient of a donor heart,
261
00:12:08,937 --> 00:12:10,597
and it belonged
to Conrad's wife,
262
00:12:10,681 --> 00:12:14,066
who died in an auto accident
three years ago.
263
00:12:14,836 --> 00:12:16,193
Damn.
264
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IRVING: She was a
legendary nurse practitioner.
265
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One of us.
266
00:12:21,283 --> 00:12:24,025
And Nic and Conrad
were a great couple.
267
00:12:24,177 --> 00:12:26,780
A true love story.
268
00:12:26,864 --> 00:12:28,614
That's tragic.
269
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IRVING:
It's taken him years to recover.
270
00:12:30,942 --> 00:12:32,851
He's finally starting
to live again.
271
00:12:32,945 --> 00:12:34,454
And...
272
00:12:34,538 --> 00:12:36,047
if that woman
has something seriously wrong
273
00:12:36,131 --> 00:12:38,125
and should happen to die...
274
00:12:38,209 --> 00:12:41,302
- Who knows how he's gonna react.
- IRVING: Yeah.
275
00:12:42,046 --> 00:12:46,132
A few weeks ago,
I started feeling... off.
276
00:12:46,216 --> 00:12:50,137
Numbness in my hands
and a loss of dexterity.
277
00:12:50,221 --> 00:12:52,388
That's why I pulled myself
278
00:12:52,539 --> 00:12:54,222
out of surgery. I just wanted
279
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to make sure
I knew what it was first
280
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before-before I worried you.
281
00:12:57,821 --> 00:12:59,394
So I waited.
282
00:12:59,547 --> 00:13:01,655
But I got
the final results today.
283
00:13:01,883 --> 00:13:03,742
And I...
(exhales)
284
00:13:03,826 --> 00:13:05,651
I don't want to spoil
this visit.
285
00:13:05,735 --> 00:13:08,644
I've been so looking forward
to it. But you're here,
286
00:13:08,739 --> 00:13:09,973
- so...
- What is it?
287
00:13:10,057 --> 00:13:11,499
P-Please, just tell us.
288
00:13:11,725 --> 00:13:15,001
I have multiple sclerosis.
289
00:13:16,172 --> 00:13:18,913
Oh, darling, I'm so sorry.
290
00:13:19,008 --> 00:13:21,067
- We're-we're here for you.
- And I...
291
00:13:21,159 --> 00:13:22,835
I know. You know,
I just learned this morning,
292
00:13:22,919 --> 00:13:24,919
so I'm...
293
00:13:25,072 --> 00:13:27,472
still kind of processing.
294
00:13:28,576 --> 00:13:29,718
A-And to be honest,
295
00:13:29,802 --> 00:13:31,351
I'm just... I'm just reeling.
296
00:13:31,578 --> 00:13:33,229
Of course.
297
00:13:34,581 --> 00:13:36,097
But there's hope.
298
00:13:36,250 --> 00:13:38,260
- (chuckles)
- Whatever you've been experiencing
299
00:13:38,344 --> 00:13:40,861
- can be treated with meds.
- JAKE: Yeah.
300
00:13:41,088 --> 00:13:42,204
W-We need to jump into this
right away.
301
00:13:42,288 --> 00:13:43,840
We need to find
the best place for you
302
00:13:43,924 --> 00:13:45,617
- to get treatment.
- I, you know, I have to round
303
00:13:45,701 --> 00:13:48,277
on some patients that I've been
asked to consult on, so...
304
00:13:48,428 --> 00:13:51,205
Of course. Go.
We'll get more information,
305
00:13:51,432 --> 00:13:53,615
and come find us
in my office when you're done.
306
00:13:53,768 --> 00:13:55,334
Yeah. Okay.
307
00:14:09,133 --> 00:14:11,783
Now the decompression.
308
00:14:12,543 --> 00:14:16,230
Placing the needle
into the subdural hematoma.
309
00:14:25,298 --> 00:14:26,407
Nicely done.
310
00:14:26,576 --> 00:14:30,054
I can see why AJ is courting you
for cardiothoracic.
311
00:14:30,138 --> 00:14:32,580
Choosing a specialty
is gonna be so hard.
312
00:14:32,807 --> 00:14:33,914
I wish I could do it all.
313
00:14:34,066 --> 00:14:35,990
I think
being a heart surgeon's great.
314
00:14:36,085 --> 00:14:38,144
If you want to be a plumber.
315
00:14:38,312 --> 00:14:39,586
(laughs)
316
00:14:39,813 --> 00:14:42,174
- Do not let Dr. Austin hear you say that.
- (chuckles)
317
00:14:42,258 --> 00:14:45,259
No shade to Dr. Austin,
but the heart is just a pump.
318
00:14:45,369 --> 00:14:48,745
The brain is more complex
than the universe
319
00:14:48,838 --> 00:14:51,823
and the source of everything
that makes us human.
320
00:14:52,918 --> 00:14:56,662
It's the source of my dyslexia
and the key to overcoming it.
321
00:14:56,754 --> 00:14:58,330
See, it's personal to you.
322
00:14:58,423 --> 00:15:00,607
That's how passion
for a field is born.
323
00:15:00,835 --> 00:15:02,684
You think I could do this?
324
00:15:03,504 --> 00:15:06,113
We could always use more women
in neurosurgery.
325
00:15:06,340 --> 00:15:08,506
We are overloaded
with arrogant men.
326
00:15:09,268 --> 00:15:12,285
But I would never try
to recruit you.
327
00:15:12,513 --> 00:15:13,178
Why?
328
00:15:13,272 --> 00:15:15,114
Well, Devon would kill me,
329
00:15:15,198 --> 00:15:16,849
- for one thing.
- Oh. He...
330
00:15:16,942 --> 00:15:19,534
- He'll support whatever I choose to do.
- I know.
331
00:15:19,687 --> 00:15:22,289
But as a neurosurgeon,
your life becomes the hospital.
332
00:15:22,373 --> 00:15:24,123
To be truly excellent
requires total commitment,
333
00:15:24,207 --> 00:15:26,292
and the pressure is intense.
334
00:15:26,376 --> 00:15:27,386
If you ever want
335
00:15:27,470 --> 00:15:30,787
- to have kids...
- That's far in the future.
336
00:15:30,880 --> 00:15:33,057
If ever.
337
00:15:34,051 --> 00:15:36,302
I really want to consider this.
338
00:15:36,386 --> 00:15:37,885
All right.
339
00:15:38,038 --> 00:15:40,140
Well, we can talk about it.
340
00:15:40,224 --> 00:15:42,309
You have both the brains
and the guts.
341
00:15:42,393 --> 00:15:44,375
(chuckles)
342
00:15:44,470 --> 00:15:46,738
Okay, you ready to try it blind?
343
00:15:46,822 --> 00:15:49,548
Oh, hell yeah.
344
00:15:50,308 --> 00:15:53,827
Lunar New Year was your father's
favorite holiday.
345
00:15:53,979 --> 00:15:55,155
And I also remember as a kid,
346
00:15:55,239 --> 00:15:56,581
he would give me
those little red envelopes.
347
00:15:56,665 --> 00:15:58,824
And I thought today,
348
00:15:58,908 --> 00:16:02,168
perhaps you could use one.
349
00:16:06,676 --> 00:16:08,750
Can always use a little luck.
350
00:16:08,903 --> 00:16:11,302
(Carol coughing)
351
00:16:14,075 --> 00:16:15,850
(sighs)
352
00:16:16,076 --> 00:16:17,176
(chuckles)
353
00:16:17,260 --> 00:16:19,854
Do you really think
this drug trial
354
00:16:20,004 --> 00:16:22,004
could beat my cancer?
355
00:16:22,692 --> 00:16:26,693
Most success rates are low,
generally, in clinical trials,
356
00:16:26,845 --> 00:16:28,028
but this one's different.
357
00:16:28,179 --> 00:16:29,772
I mean,
they're thinking this could be
358
00:16:29,923 --> 00:16:31,847
the next big thing
in lung cancer.
359
00:16:31,942 --> 00:16:33,200
But one step at a time, Mom.
360
00:16:33,351 --> 00:16:36,620
First, we have to get you
enrolled in the trial.
361
00:16:39,191 --> 00:16:42,710
So, my mother's cancer
is spreading.
362
00:16:42,937 --> 00:16:43,869
Her lung masses are growing,
363
00:16:43,953 --> 00:16:45,689
and there's a new met
in her liver,
364
00:16:45,773 --> 00:16:49,635
and if it continues to spread...
365
00:16:49,719 --> 00:16:52,302
The next step will be hospice.
366
00:16:52,889 --> 00:16:54,663
Yeah.
367
00:16:54,815 --> 00:16:56,049
We're not there yet,
368
00:16:56,133 --> 00:16:58,966
but I do want to give her
the best chance to live,
369
00:16:59,120 --> 00:17:01,387
and-and right now,
it's your trial.
370
00:17:01,471 --> 00:17:03,556
But have you looked
at the side effects
371
00:17:03,640 --> 00:17:04,961
- of this trial?
- Yeah.
372
00:17:05,125 --> 00:17:07,308
She can do this, Pravesh.
373
00:17:07,461 --> 00:17:09,730
I'll need to assess that
for myself
374
00:17:09,814 --> 00:17:12,146
- very carefully.
- Yeah.
375
00:17:12,299 --> 00:17:14,157
Yeah, please do.
376
00:17:15,469 --> 00:17:17,737
But...
377
00:17:17,821 --> 00:17:20,163
This is our last hope.
378
00:17:29,074 --> 00:17:30,816
- Hey. I heard.
- How?
379
00:17:30,909 --> 00:17:32,011
BILLIE:
The gossip mill at Chastain
380
00:17:32,095 --> 00:17:33,160
- is alive and well.
- (groans)
381
00:17:33,244 --> 00:17:35,261
We're all pulling for her.
382
00:17:35,489 --> 00:17:37,683
- Do you know what's wrong?
- Heart failure.
383
00:17:37,767 --> 00:17:39,760
We're seeing what we can do.
384
00:17:39,844 --> 00:17:41,509
How are you holding up?
385
00:17:42,270 --> 00:17:45,271
I'm keeping perspective.
The heart is a muscle.
386
00:17:48,836 --> 00:17:50,611
Hey.
387
00:17:50,837 --> 00:17:52,947
This is me, Conrad.
388
00:17:53,097 --> 00:17:55,825
Inside this woman
who walked into our ER
389
00:17:55,976 --> 00:17:58,852
is a part
of someone we both loved.
390
00:17:58,936 --> 00:18:01,079
That means something.
391
00:18:02,125 --> 00:18:04,365
After Nic died,
I kept seeing things
392
00:18:04,518 --> 00:18:06,302
that made me feel
like she was near me.
393
00:18:06,386 --> 00:18:09,538
A song we loved would
suddenly come on the radio.
394
00:18:09,690 --> 00:18:11,539
A woman in the park
with her laugh.
395
00:18:11,692 --> 00:18:14,219
I'd find an old note
she left for me in the drawer.
396
00:18:14,303 --> 00:18:15,594
That type of thing.
397
00:18:16,972 --> 00:18:19,122
Then eventually, it faded.
398
00:18:19,866 --> 00:18:22,049
But now a small part of her,
399
00:18:22,202 --> 00:18:24,886
a real part of her, is here.
400
00:18:25,038 --> 00:18:26,721
Alive.
401
00:18:26,874 --> 00:18:29,232
(alarm beeping)
402
00:18:30,987 --> 00:18:32,211
Hannah, talk to me.
403
00:18:32,304 --> 00:18:33,988
(gasping)
I can't... I can't breathe.
404
00:18:34,214 --> 00:18:36,230
- I can't breathe.
- She's hypotensive,
405
00:18:36,325 --> 00:18:38,049
tachycardic,
and her sats are dropping.
406
00:18:38,143 --> 00:18:39,985
CONRAD: This looks
like cardiogenic shock.
407
00:18:40,069 --> 00:18:43,580
- I need a norepinephrine drip.
- And page Austin.
408
00:18:49,172 --> 00:18:50,913
Her ejection fraction
is only 15%.
409
00:18:51,007 --> 00:18:53,423
We need to get her
to the cath lab now.
410
00:18:57,846 --> 00:18:59,680
(monitor beeping steadily)
411
00:18:59,830 --> 00:19:01,182
AUSTIN:
Inserting
412
00:19:01,333 --> 00:19:03,017
the pump into the aorta.
413
00:19:03,167 --> 00:19:06,761
That should help her heart
pump a little easier.
414
00:19:06,913 --> 00:19:09,506
CONRAD: But it's only a
stopgap. Her heart failure
415
00:19:09,599 --> 00:19:11,599
- is getting worse.
- BILLIE: She must be rejecting
416
00:19:11,751 --> 00:19:13,085
the transplanted heart.
417
00:19:13,178 --> 00:19:15,446
CONRAD: I wish there
were some other explanation.
418
00:19:15,530 --> 00:19:18,365
AUSTIN: Well, she
stabilized enough to tolerate
419
00:19:18,517 --> 00:19:20,942
the biopsy.
That should tell us more.
420
00:19:21,095 --> 00:19:23,412
Biopsy catheter to me.
421
00:19:31,047 --> 00:19:34,214
So, AJ told me
you've discussed how, um,
422
00:19:34,365 --> 00:19:37,718
brutal and, uh, dangerous
this trial would be.
423
00:19:37,886 --> 00:19:39,454
And you're sure
you'd want to do it?
424
00:19:39,538 --> 00:19:43,223
I'm sorry to ask you again,
but given the risks,
425
00:19:43,375 --> 00:19:45,726
I need to hear it
from you directly.
426
00:19:45,952 --> 00:19:48,103
Yes.
427
00:19:50,807 --> 00:19:52,398
And...
428
00:19:52,550 --> 00:19:55,878
do you have any concerns that
you want to discuss with me?
429
00:19:55,962 --> 00:19:58,980
I'm not just doing this
for myself
430
00:19:59,133 --> 00:20:00,733
but for others.
431
00:20:00,817 --> 00:20:02,327
I mean,
432
00:20:02,411 --> 00:20:05,237
it will help advance
the science, right?
433
00:20:05,321 --> 00:20:06,321
Yeah.
434
00:20:06,414 --> 00:20:08,575
That's the point
of the clinical trials.
435
00:20:08,659 --> 00:20:10,335
They're experiments.
436
00:20:10,419 --> 00:20:12,810
Okay. I'm in.
437
00:20:12,903 --> 00:20:14,755
I admire that enormously.
438
00:20:14,905 --> 00:20:17,917
But we still have to determine
if you meet the criteria,
439
00:20:18,001 --> 00:20:21,595
which means one more test.
440
00:20:21,821 --> 00:20:24,138
- Okay?
- Okay.
441
00:20:25,768 --> 00:20:27,594
So,
442
00:20:27,678 --> 00:20:31,020
I'm gonna put this
over your nose.
443
00:20:32,942 --> 00:20:36,101
Now I want you to put your mouth
444
00:20:36,185 --> 00:20:38,278
around this mouthpiece
and breathe in normally.
445
00:20:38,447 --> 00:20:41,030
(Carol inhales)
446
00:20:42,768 --> 00:20:44,368
All right, Carol. I want you
447
00:20:44,452 --> 00:20:47,453
- to pant. In and out.
- (Carol panting)
448
00:20:47,605 --> 00:20:48,622
Good.
449
00:20:50,683 --> 00:20:52,366
Now take a deep breath in.
450
00:20:52,461 --> 00:20:53,684
(Carol inhales)
451
00:20:53,778 --> 00:20:54,713
Now breathe all of the air out.
452
00:20:54,797 --> 00:20:57,372
- (Carol exhales)
- Keep going.
453
00:20:57,465 --> 00:20:59,383
Come on.
454
00:21:00,693 --> 00:21:03,387
(coughs)
455
00:21:03,471 --> 00:21:04,863
And we're done.
456
00:21:04,955 --> 00:21:07,307
Let me try that again.
457
00:21:07,977 --> 00:21:10,310
Okay. One more time.
458
00:21:12,205 --> 00:21:14,722
The rules of the trial
are clear.
459
00:21:14,875 --> 00:21:18,152
We need an FEV1 of 50% or more.
460
00:21:19,063 --> 00:21:22,155
Hers were 45 both times.
461
00:21:23,808 --> 00:21:25,652
I'm so sorry.
462
00:21:25,736 --> 00:21:27,368
She didn't pass.
463
00:21:29,405 --> 00:21:32,157
So, you're telling me that
she doesn't meet the criteria
464
00:21:32,241 --> 00:21:34,310
based on what's essentially
a rounding error?
465
00:21:34,394 --> 00:21:36,002
No, it's more
than a rounding error.
466
00:21:36,230 --> 00:21:37,395
There are other issues.
467
00:21:37,489 --> 00:21:38,756
I reviewed Carol's chart.
468
00:21:38,840 --> 00:21:41,592
Her echo and performance status
were borderline, AJ.
469
00:21:41,676 --> 00:21:44,010
A-Are you cherry-picking
470
00:21:44,162 --> 00:21:46,846
only healthy patients to protect
471
00:21:46,998 --> 00:21:48,099
your numbers?
472
00:21:48,183 --> 00:21:50,759
I'm not protecting my data.
473
00:21:50,853 --> 00:21:52,760
I'm protecting Carol.
474
00:21:52,855 --> 00:21:54,170
And given her condition,
475
00:21:54,263 --> 00:21:55,514
I'm not sure how likely it is
476
00:21:55,598 --> 00:21:56,924
this incredibly
difficult regimen
477
00:21:57,008 --> 00:21:58,400
would even help her.
478
00:21:59,510 --> 00:22:00,854
"Not sure"
479
00:22:00,938 --> 00:22:03,680
doesn't cut it when we're
talking about my mother's life.
480
00:22:03,773 --> 00:22:05,515
I'm sorry,
481
00:22:05,608 --> 00:22:07,802
but these criteria exist
482
00:22:07,886 --> 00:22:10,037
for a reason.
483
00:22:11,539 --> 00:22:13,265
Who are you?
484
00:22:14,058 --> 00:22:16,859
No, really,
is-is this who you are?
485
00:22:16,953 --> 00:22:18,769
A numbers dude
486
00:22:18,939 --> 00:22:23,008
who blocks
a desperate woman's last hope?
487
00:22:32,970 --> 00:22:35,061
(door closes)
488
00:22:42,980 --> 00:22:45,823
Wh-What happened?
489
00:22:45,907 --> 00:22:48,616
Your heart failure is worsening.
490
00:22:49,987 --> 00:22:51,663
We're waiting
for tests to confirm,
491
00:22:51,747 --> 00:22:53,896
but we're worried that...
492
00:22:54,065 --> 00:22:58,067
your body is rejecting
your transplanted heart.
493
00:22:58,903 --> 00:23:01,580
(voice breaking):
You have to fix it.
494
00:23:01,664 --> 00:23:03,589
Please.
495
00:23:03,759 --> 00:23:05,651
We're trying.
496
00:23:05,743 --> 00:23:09,422
I'll let you know as soon as we
get the results of the biopsy.
497
00:23:09,506 --> 00:23:11,006
Okay.
498
00:23:11,157 --> 00:23:12,925
If you need anything
499
00:23:13,009 --> 00:23:14,101
or you feel any discomfort,
500
00:23:14,327 --> 00:23:16,678
I want you to push
this red button, okay?
501
00:23:16,771 --> 00:23:19,565
I trust you.
502
00:23:20,592 --> 00:23:23,752
I know you'll help me.
503
00:23:23,836 --> 00:23:26,070
I will.
504
00:23:30,786 --> 00:23:32,111
CADE:
Hey.
505
00:23:32,195 --> 00:23:33,361
I'm doing a split shift,
506
00:23:33,513 --> 00:23:35,513
so I'll be taking care
of Hannah in the ICU.
507
00:23:35,606 --> 00:23:38,775
- Want me to catch you up?
- No. Already did that myself.
508
00:23:38,902 --> 00:23:40,270
I'll keep a close eye.
509
00:23:40,354 --> 00:23:43,172
Page you if anything comes up.
510
00:23:44,708 --> 00:23:46,615
Conrad?
511
00:23:46,710 --> 00:23:48,093
Yeah?
512
00:23:49,712 --> 00:23:52,597
I'm sorry about your wife.
513
00:23:54,218 --> 00:23:55,894
Thanks,
but this isn't about Nic.
514
00:23:55,978 --> 00:23:57,719
It's about Hannah, okay?
515
00:23:57,871 --> 00:24:01,105
(indistinct P.A. announcements)
516
00:24:10,808 --> 00:24:15,119
(muffled):
Open. Ah. Open...
517
00:24:15,888 --> 00:24:17,071
It's good. It's okay.
518
00:24:17,223 --> 00:24:19,374
- (man grunts)
- It's okay.
519
00:24:22,671 --> 00:24:24,412
(exhales)
520
00:24:24,507 --> 00:24:26,798
- (high-pitched ringing)
- Oh!
521
00:24:32,072 --> 00:24:35,163
(echoes):
Dr. Bell, are you okay?
522
00:24:35,925 --> 00:24:38,352
(echoes):
Yeah, fine. Thanks.
523
00:24:39,355 --> 00:24:41,020
(exhales)
524
00:24:41,172 --> 00:24:43,397
(high-pitched ringing)
525
00:24:49,531 --> 00:24:50,771
(ringing fades)
526
00:24:50,865 --> 00:24:53,241
(panting echoing)
527
00:25:06,214 --> 00:25:07,881
- (knocks)
- We have great news.
528
00:25:08,032 --> 00:25:09,192
Kit and I have been calling in
529
00:25:09,276 --> 00:25:10,359
every favor.
We're really excited
530
00:25:10,443 --> 00:25:12,443
to tell you
what we've come up with.
531
00:25:12,537 --> 00:25:13,961
Sit down.
532
00:25:15,281 --> 00:25:18,115
It's all right. I'm not
completely incapacitated yet.
533
00:25:18,209 --> 00:25:20,394
Uh, n-no, I know. I just...
534
00:25:20,563 --> 00:25:24,223
The landscape around MS
is always evolving.
535
00:25:24,307 --> 00:25:27,884
New immunomodulator therapies
reduce relapses
536
00:25:27,978 --> 00:25:29,395
and progression.
537
00:25:29,479 --> 00:25:30,655
JAKE:
If you experience a relapse
538
00:25:30,739 --> 00:25:31,904
after, uh, starting
539
00:25:32,132 --> 00:25:33,716
one treatment,
many patients try another,
540
00:25:33,800 --> 00:25:36,310
and-and they keep trying
until they're symptom-free.
541
00:25:36,394 --> 00:25:38,738
Finding the right specialist
is paramount,
542
00:25:38,822 --> 00:25:40,563
so Jake pulled some strings
543
00:25:40,656 --> 00:25:44,326
and got you a neuro consult
at the Mayo Clinic on Tuesday.
544
00:25:44,478 --> 00:25:46,420
JAKE: The chair of
the department's a friend.
545
00:25:46,570 --> 00:25:48,980
I did his nephew's cleft palate
surgery a few years ago.
546
00:25:49,074 --> 00:25:50,648
He's already been filled in.
547
00:25:50,741 --> 00:25:52,925
Thank you. Both of you.
548
00:25:53,077 --> 00:25:54,178
JAKE:
So you'll go?
549
00:25:54,262 --> 00:25:56,089
- Yeah, of course.
- (Jake chuckles)
550
00:25:56,173 --> 00:25:58,080
- And I'm-I'm grateful.
- (Kit sighs)
551
00:25:58,249 --> 00:25:59,591
I'm so encouraged.
552
00:25:59,675 --> 00:26:02,521
- Jake, I need a couple minutes alone with Kit.
- Yeah.
553
00:26:02,605 --> 00:26:06,064
I'll, uh, let Mayo know
you're confirmed.
554
00:26:08,425 --> 00:26:11,236
- (Bell exhales)
- (door opens)
555
00:26:11,779 --> 00:26:13,404
(door closes)
556
00:26:14,616 --> 00:26:16,608
Kit, I'm leaving Chastain.
557
00:26:16,692 --> 00:26:18,192
A leave of absence.
558
00:26:18,345 --> 00:26:20,769
- Of course. To heal...
- No. Permanently.
559
00:26:20,939 --> 00:26:22,180
What?
560
00:26:22,272 --> 00:26:24,124
I'll-I'll try the treatments,
561
00:26:24,275 --> 00:26:26,776
and I'm grateful for the help,
562
00:26:26,944 --> 00:26:28,104
but I'll never operate again,
563
00:26:28,188 --> 00:26:30,463
- even if I get markedly better.
- Why not?
564
00:26:30,615 --> 00:26:33,717
You at 95% is better
than anyone at 100.
565
00:26:33,801 --> 00:26:35,876
It's more complicated than that.
566
00:26:35,971 --> 00:26:38,389
Then, please, explain it to me.
567
00:26:38,473 --> 00:26:42,509
- Optic neuritis. You familiar?
- Of course.
568
00:26:42,736 --> 00:26:43,792
Eye pain, vision loss.
569
00:26:43,886 --> 00:26:45,369
Are you experiencing any?
570
00:26:45,462 --> 00:26:48,233
I just had an episode.
It cleared up.
571
00:26:48,317 --> 00:26:51,317
But it's a sign the disease
is progressing rapidly.
572
00:26:51,469 --> 00:26:54,488
I'll lose my strength,
then the ability to walk
573
00:26:54,638 --> 00:26:57,149
and speak and eat.
574
00:26:57,233 --> 00:26:58,659
And at some point,
575
00:26:58,809 --> 00:27:01,154
- I'll end up paralyzed in a hospital bed...
- Okay, stop.
576
00:27:01,238 --> 00:27:03,329
- ...unable to feed myself.
- Stop.
577
00:27:03,557 --> 00:27:05,207
Stop.
578
00:27:07,652 --> 00:27:09,576
(inhales sharply)
579
00:27:09,746 --> 00:27:11,923
(stammers)
580
00:27:12,007 --> 00:27:16,093
See, you fell in love with
the man that I wanted to be.
581
00:27:19,071 --> 00:27:22,807
And I became him because of you.
582
00:27:24,744 --> 00:27:27,854
What are you saying?
583
00:27:28,006 --> 00:27:30,315
I love you.
584
00:27:32,435 --> 00:27:35,510
And I will not saddle you
with this.
585
00:27:35,605 --> 00:27:37,689
(pager beeping)
586
00:27:37,773 --> 00:27:41,194
I have a welcome speech to give,
but don't leave.
587
00:27:41,278 --> 00:27:44,496
- We have to talk about this.
- No, we don't.
588
00:27:46,040 --> 00:27:48,333
I have an office to pack.
589
00:27:54,790 --> 00:27:57,134
♪ ♪
590
00:28:10,714 --> 00:28:12,606
♪ ♪
591
00:28:39,502 --> 00:28:40,551
Kit!
592
00:28:42,765 --> 00:28:45,265
Hey, Kit!
593
00:28:47,417 --> 00:28:48,518
Kit!
594
00:28:49,921 --> 00:28:51,480
What'd he say?
595
00:28:54,925 --> 00:28:57,234
What happened?
596
00:29:12,943 --> 00:29:14,701
(screams)
597
00:29:14,855 --> 00:29:16,789
Gigi, wait! Sammie, wait!
598
00:29:16,873 --> 00:29:19,340
- Sammie!
- (screams)
599
00:29:20,876 --> 00:29:24,136
(monitor beeping rapidly)
600
00:29:24,364 --> 00:29:27,382
She's seizing.
Two milligrams of lorazepam now.
601
00:29:27,476 --> 00:29:30,059
I'm gonna get her on her side
before she aspirates.
602
00:29:36,634 --> 00:29:39,311
- (door opens)
- So, she came in with heart failure,
603
00:29:39,395 --> 00:29:40,739
rapidly developed
cardiogenic shock.
604
00:29:40,823 --> 00:29:43,223
- BILLIE: And now seizures?
- CADE: Despite everything
605
00:29:43,307 --> 00:29:44,390
we're throwing at her,
she continues trending
606
00:29:44,474 --> 00:29:46,319
- in the wrong direction.
- She has a bleed.
607
00:29:46,403 --> 00:29:48,303
BILLIE: Likely caused by the
blood thinners we put her on
608
00:29:48,387 --> 00:29:49,644
for the balloon pump.
609
00:29:49,739 --> 00:29:51,916
I mean, thankfully, it's small,
so we can just monitor.
610
00:29:52,000 --> 00:29:53,917
But look at the meninges
lining her brain.
611
00:29:54,001 --> 00:29:56,060
Usually they're smooth,
but here they're bumpy.
612
00:29:56,153 --> 00:29:58,078
Something more serious
is happening here.
613
00:29:58,230 --> 00:29:59,506
Infection.
614
00:29:59,732 --> 00:30:01,091
An infection while
we're blasting her with meds
615
00:30:01,175 --> 00:30:02,985
to suppress her immune system
would be deadly.
616
00:30:03,069 --> 00:30:05,821
- Devi and I will do a spinal tap.
- I'll get her a full body scan.
617
00:30:05,905 --> 00:30:08,098
I'll send off autoimmune labs
and talk to pathology,
618
00:30:08,182 --> 00:30:09,982
see if the biopsy results
are back.
619
00:30:10,911 --> 00:30:13,437
- So what did I miss?
- Hannah's labs came back normal.
620
00:30:13,521 --> 00:30:17,022
Spinal tap was negative.
No cancer on the full body scan.
621
00:30:17,250 --> 00:30:18,098
Pathology told me
her biopsy proves
622
00:30:18,250 --> 00:30:19,290
she's rejecting her heart.
623
00:30:19,419 --> 00:30:21,102
Tacro levels
are in the basement.
624
00:30:21,253 --> 00:30:22,839
So her heart's failing because
she's probably not taking
625
00:30:22,923 --> 00:30:24,948
- her immunosuppressants.
- I don't think she would do that.
626
00:30:25,032 --> 00:30:26,192
Not based on everything
she told us.
627
00:30:26,276 --> 00:30:27,942
Well, we don't
really know her, do we?
628
00:30:28,095 --> 00:30:30,369
You know,
people can surprise you.
629
00:30:30,520 --> 00:30:32,163
(pager beeps)
630
00:30:33,023 --> 00:30:34,867
I got to check on a patient.
631
00:30:34,951 --> 00:30:36,792
I'll be back in five.
632
00:30:39,864 --> 00:30:41,047
You all right?
633
00:30:41,199 --> 00:30:44,791
My mom's not getting
into Devon's trial.
634
00:30:44,886 --> 00:30:47,386
He said she missed the cut.
635
00:30:47,538 --> 00:30:49,290
Why don't you talk to Hannah
about those meds?
636
00:30:49,374 --> 00:30:50,765
I'll talk to Devon.
637
00:30:59,142 --> 00:31:01,485
(distant fireworks booming)
638
00:31:01,569 --> 00:31:05,404
Carol was outside the FEV1
entry criteria by five percent?
639
00:31:07,467 --> 00:31:09,742
Those are the rules.
My hands are tied.
640
00:31:09,894 --> 00:31:11,162
Protocol exists for a reason.
641
00:31:11,246 --> 00:31:13,413
I taught you to break
the rules for the patients.
642
00:31:13,640 --> 00:31:14,982
You taught me to also follow
the science.
643
00:31:15,066 --> 00:31:17,818
And what you're saying now
is to ignore it.
644
00:31:17,902 --> 00:31:18,982
Yeah, we both know her odds
645
00:31:19,069 --> 00:31:20,562
are long
and this is your first trial,
646
00:31:20,646 --> 00:31:24,648
but to turn her down because
she'd skew your statistics?
647
00:31:24,784 --> 00:31:26,024
Do you think it was easy for me
648
00:31:26,169 --> 00:31:28,428
to tell AJ that she wasn't
a candidate?
649
00:31:29,338 --> 00:31:30,923
But I know it was
the right thing to do.
650
00:31:31,007 --> 00:31:32,339
The right thing to do for who?
651
00:31:32,491 --> 00:31:34,842
The patient, the pharma company
or for you?
652
00:31:34,936 --> 00:31:38,395
(sighs)
For everyone.
653
00:31:39,441 --> 00:31:42,424
If your father were still alive,
654
00:31:42,519 --> 00:31:47,089
and you had a chance to save
him with this trial,
655
00:31:47,173 --> 00:31:49,925
but he didn't fit the criteria
by a small number,
656
00:31:50,009 --> 00:31:52,130
would you make the same call
you did for Carol?
657
00:31:52,345 --> 00:31:55,180
I have spent all day
trying to convince myself
658
00:31:55,272 --> 00:31:57,416
it is okay to let her
into this trial.
659
00:31:57,500 --> 00:32:00,034
But I know that if I do,
she will likely end up
660
00:32:00,127 --> 00:32:02,954
on dialysis
when her kidneys fail.
661
00:32:03,038 --> 00:32:07,040
Fluid in her lungs will make her
feel like she is drowning.
662
00:32:07,210 --> 00:32:10,060
But what if she
makes it through?
663
00:32:10,196 --> 00:32:12,954
I don't see that happening.
664
00:32:13,048 --> 00:32:15,059
Carol is brave.
665
00:32:15,143 --> 00:32:17,292
She wants to help the science.
666
00:32:17,386 --> 00:32:19,813
But if I bend the rules
to let her in,
667
00:32:19,963 --> 00:32:23,400
her sacrifice,
it won't even do that.
668
00:32:25,377 --> 00:32:26,570
I am not going to torture
669
00:32:26,654 --> 00:32:28,546
an older immunocompromised
woman.
670
00:32:28,638 --> 00:32:32,784
She's already been through
enough. I won't do it.
671
00:32:37,906 --> 00:32:40,040
(indistinct P.A. announcements)
672
00:32:43,395 --> 00:32:44,923
- You talk to Devon?
- I did.
673
00:32:45,007 --> 00:32:46,424
- And?
- I'll explain later.
674
00:32:46,508 --> 00:32:49,233
But we will do what's right
for Carol, I promise.
675
00:32:49,326 --> 00:32:51,078
We're out of time.
She's getting worse.
676
00:32:51,162 --> 00:32:52,920
What about
the immunosuppressants?
677
00:32:53,073 --> 00:32:55,340
She insists she's been taking
them. She has from the start.
678
00:32:55,424 --> 00:32:58,666
She told us she had headaches
off and on.
679
00:32:58,761 --> 00:33:00,846
She had seizures.
680
00:33:00,930 --> 00:33:02,837
Maybe she thinks
she's taking the meds.
681
00:33:02,932 --> 00:33:05,692
She could be forgetting
to take them,
682
00:33:05,843 --> 00:33:09,237
because of an underlying
neurological problem.
683
00:33:13,108 --> 00:33:15,593
How long has she been
tapping like that?
684
00:33:15,761 --> 00:33:16,869
CADE:
For hours.
685
00:33:17,096 --> 00:33:19,163
It's the same consistent tempo.
686
00:33:24,788 --> 00:33:28,589
Her tapping matches the beat
of her heart on the monitor.
687
00:33:30,277 --> 00:33:33,010
Maybe she's hearing
her heartbeat in her ears.
688
00:33:37,726 --> 00:33:40,144
You're right. I can hear it.
689
00:33:40,228 --> 00:33:42,228
Must be a dural
arteriovenous fistula.
690
00:33:42,380 --> 00:33:43,878
AUSTIN:
An abnormal connection
691
00:33:44,015 --> 00:33:45,898
of blood vessels in the brain.
692
00:33:46,125 --> 00:33:48,152
Explaining all her symptoms.
693
00:33:48,236 --> 00:33:49,895
From the headaches
to the seizures
694
00:33:49,979 --> 00:33:54,233
to forgetting to take her meds,
resulting in the heart failure.
695
00:33:54,317 --> 00:33:57,634
So, her heart problem
is really a brain problem.
696
00:33:57,728 --> 00:34:00,038
And that can be fixed
through surgery.
697
00:34:02,066 --> 00:34:04,125
One second.
698
00:34:08,981 --> 00:34:10,481
Unequal pupils.
699
00:34:10,574 --> 00:34:11,843
Her brain bleed
is getting worse.
700
00:34:11,927 --> 00:34:15,010
I'll page Billie now.
701
00:34:16,097 --> 00:34:18,097
LEELA:
Dr. Austin?
702
00:34:18,248 --> 00:34:20,081
If you don't mind,
I'd like to monitor
703
00:34:20,175 --> 00:34:24,010
our patient's intraoperative
cardiac function.
704
00:34:24,164 --> 00:34:26,271
BILLIE:
Of course.
705
00:34:27,943 --> 00:34:30,275
This one's for Nic.
706
00:34:40,530 --> 00:34:41,946
- Sammie?
- Gigi?
707
00:34:42,030 --> 00:34:43,456
- Sammie, Gigi!
- Gigi?
708
00:34:43,608 --> 00:34:45,958
- Sammie!
- Gigi?
709
00:34:46,110 --> 00:34:48,503
TEACHER:
Sammie!
710
00:34:51,708 --> 00:34:53,507
- Girls?
- Sammie!
711
00:34:55,043 --> 00:34:57,555
Once there was a little bunny
712
00:34:57,639 --> 00:34:59,045
who wanted to run away.
713
00:34:59,141 --> 00:35:02,635
So he said to his mother,
"I'm running away."
714
00:35:02,719 --> 00:35:04,534
"If you run away,"
said his mother,
715
00:35:04,628 --> 00:35:08,389
"I'll run after you,
for you are my little bunny."
716
00:35:08,483 --> 00:35:11,224
"If you run after me,"
said the little bunny,
717
00:35:11,378 --> 00:35:13,894
"I'll become a fish
in a trout stream,
718
00:35:14,047 --> 00:35:15,981
and I will swim away from you."
719
00:35:16,065 --> 00:35:18,382
So the mommy keeps him safe?
720
00:35:18,476 --> 00:35:21,827
Yes, you see? No matter
what the little bunny does,
721
00:35:21,978 --> 00:35:23,387
he's always protected.
722
00:35:23,481 --> 00:35:27,417
Like you protected me
from the dragon?
723
00:35:27,501 --> 00:35:29,168
SAMMIE:
That's right, Gigi.
724
00:35:31,822 --> 00:35:33,091
(monitor beeping steadily)
725
00:35:33,175 --> 00:35:35,507
LEELA: Pickups and
dural scissors to me.
726
00:35:37,070 --> 00:35:38,594
Opening the dura now.
727
00:35:41,757 --> 00:35:43,557
(monitor beeping rapidly)
728
00:35:44,686 --> 00:35:46,518
BILLIE:
It was unavoidable.
729
00:35:46,670 --> 00:35:49,856
Two large bore suctions.
730
00:35:50,083 --> 00:35:52,750
Sutures. We have
to repair the sinus.
731
00:35:52,842 --> 00:35:55,195
AUSTIN:
Cardiac doppler to me.
732
00:35:57,090 --> 00:35:59,440
We got an air embolism.
733
00:35:59,592 --> 00:36:01,618
LEELA: If air in the
blood hits the heart,
734
00:36:01,702 --> 00:36:04,036
it could be fatal.
735
00:36:04,264 --> 00:36:05,784
BILLIE:
Chu, drop the head of the bed.
736
00:36:07,407 --> 00:36:09,266
Devi, flood the field
with irrigation.
737
00:36:09,360 --> 00:36:13,338
AUSTIN: I need a central
line to aspirate the embolism.
738
00:36:21,038 --> 00:36:22,947
CHU:
Heartrate's stable.
739
00:36:23,039 --> 00:36:25,124
AUSTIN:
All good, man.
740
00:36:25,208 --> 00:36:26,977
All right.
741
00:36:27,061 --> 00:36:29,561
All right, let's keep it going.
742
00:36:36,887 --> 00:36:39,197
♪ ♪
743
00:36:50,418 --> 00:36:52,168
(sniffles)
744
00:36:54,481 --> 00:36:57,416
You can run, but you can't hide.
745
00:36:57,500 --> 00:36:59,342
I will find you.
746
00:37:01,170 --> 00:37:04,222
Wherever you go, I will follow.
747
00:37:05,675 --> 00:37:07,916
We will go to the Mayo Clinic
together.
748
00:37:08,010 --> 00:37:09,745
And wherever the road
leads after that.
749
00:37:09,829 --> 00:37:12,713
But it will lead back here,
to Chastain.
750
00:37:12,797 --> 00:37:15,016
Because you will get better.
751
00:37:15,168 --> 00:37:17,501
You will operate again.
752
00:37:17,594 --> 00:37:21,429
And you will save lives
as you have before.
753
00:37:21,523 --> 00:37:23,365
Well, you don't know that.
754
00:37:29,940 --> 00:37:31,291
I do know
755
00:37:31,442 --> 00:37:35,120
that whatever complications
may be ahead,
756
00:37:35,204 --> 00:37:37,521
we will face them together.
757
00:37:37,614 --> 00:37:41,358
Because you are the great love
of my life,
758
00:37:41,494 --> 00:37:46,139
and I'm pretty sure
I'm the great love of yours.
759
00:37:47,867 --> 00:37:49,801
(exhales)
760
00:37:49,885 --> 00:37:51,793
It's gonna be okay.
761
00:37:51,887 --> 00:37:54,271
(exhales)
It's okay.
762
00:38:02,806 --> 00:38:04,407
(door opens)
763
00:38:06,768 --> 00:38:08,486
AUSTIN:
So?
764
00:38:08,570 --> 00:38:11,204
Is my mother in your trial
or what?
765
00:38:12,891 --> 00:38:15,585
No. I'm sorry, AJ.
766
00:38:19,065 --> 00:38:20,091
I agree with the decision.
767
00:38:20,175 --> 00:38:22,248
AUSTIN:
What?
768
00:38:22,385 --> 00:38:23,918
Wow.
769
00:38:24,012 --> 00:38:27,304
Wow. I really expected more
from you.
770
00:38:29,184 --> 00:38:31,684
When Nic came into this hospital
gravely injured,
771
00:38:31,835 --> 00:38:33,754
I would have died to save her,
but I couldn't.
772
00:38:33,838 --> 00:38:35,021
No one could.
773
00:38:35,248 --> 00:38:37,356
I know better than anyone
there is nothing harder
774
00:38:37,507 --> 00:38:40,175
than not being able
to deliver a miracle.
775
00:38:40,344 --> 00:38:42,687
This trial
would not help your mom.
776
00:38:42,771 --> 00:38:44,197
It would harm her.
777
00:38:45,367 --> 00:38:46,841
But that doesn't mean
there's nothing we can do
778
00:38:46,925 --> 00:38:48,492
for your mother.
779
00:38:49,778 --> 00:38:50,945
I'm...
780
00:38:51,072 --> 00:38:54,456
actually a little relieved.
781
00:38:56,210 --> 00:38:57,535
If I'd qualified for the trial,
782
00:38:57,619 --> 00:39:01,713
I'd have given it
everything I've got.
783
00:39:01,940 --> 00:39:03,257
But...
784
00:39:04,568 --> 00:39:06,970
I'm tired.
785
00:39:07,054 --> 00:39:11,306
Part of me was doing it for you.
786
00:39:16,806 --> 00:39:18,139
Wow. Mom, I'm sorry.
787
00:39:18,291 --> 00:39:20,807
I-I didn't mean
to push this on you.
788
00:39:20,960 --> 00:39:22,986
Hush. Hush, son.
789
00:39:23,070 --> 00:39:26,114
You've been an angel.
790
00:39:28,635 --> 00:39:30,251
DEVON: Carol, I'm
gonna call your oncologist
791
00:39:30,335 --> 00:39:32,969
about starting you
on palliative care right away.
792
00:39:33,139 --> 00:39:35,489
It's not hospice.
793
00:39:35,641 --> 00:39:36,916
You don't need that yet.
794
00:39:37,067 --> 00:39:40,338
No, no. Palliative care doctors
will treat your symptoms
795
00:39:40,422 --> 00:39:44,090
and make sure you live
your best life without pain.
796
00:39:44,240 --> 00:39:46,158
DEVON: It's something
we should've started
797
00:39:46,242 --> 00:39:47,668
the day you were diagnosed.
798
00:39:48,487 --> 00:39:51,682
Studies have shown that people
with metastatic lung cancer
799
00:39:51,766 --> 00:39:53,266
can actually live longer...
800
00:39:53,492 --> 00:39:54,926
- And better.
- DEVON: ...than those who continue
801
00:39:55,010 --> 00:39:57,844
aggressive
and sometimes harmful treatment.
802
00:39:57,996 --> 00:40:01,014
And this will give us more time
to do the things that we love.
803
00:40:01,108 --> 00:40:02,108
Together.
804
00:40:02,277 --> 00:40:06,737
AJ, honey, I would love that.
805
00:40:08,173 --> 00:40:09,507
(monitor beeping steadily)
806
00:40:09,599 --> 00:40:11,192
BILLIE:
That should heal in a few weeks.
807
00:40:11,286 --> 00:40:14,205
And your neurologic symptoms
should start resolving soon.
808
00:40:14,289 --> 00:40:15,846
BILLIE:
The fistula in your brain
809
00:40:15,940 --> 00:40:16,948
didn't just cause headaches.
810
00:40:17,032 --> 00:40:18,532
It affected your memory.
811
00:40:18,684 --> 00:40:20,867
That made you forget
to take the meds,
812
00:40:21,019 --> 00:40:22,287
which led to the rejection.
813
00:40:22,371 --> 00:40:24,789
- And my heart?
- We've begun treatment,
814
00:40:24,873 --> 00:40:28,050
and your heart is already
showing signs of recovery.
815
00:40:29,211 --> 00:40:32,346
Dr. Hawkins made the diagnosis.
816
00:40:33,641 --> 00:40:35,391
HANNAH:
Dr. Hawkins.
817
00:40:36,052 --> 00:40:38,436
How can I thank you?
818
00:40:39,871 --> 00:40:42,106
All of you.
819
00:40:42,983 --> 00:40:45,233
Get some rest.
820
00:40:56,164 --> 00:41:00,041
I wasn't sure if I
was gonna tell you this, but...
821
00:41:01,744 --> 00:41:04,295
("From the Morning"
by Nick Drake playing)
822
00:41:05,414 --> 00:41:08,007
My wife was an organ donor.
823
00:41:09,068 --> 00:41:11,635
And she saved a lot of lives.
824
00:41:14,923 --> 00:41:16,474
Including yours.
825
00:41:17,260 --> 00:41:18,851
♪ A day once dawned ♪
826
00:41:19,003 --> 00:41:20,853
(exhales)
What?
827
00:41:21,005 --> 00:41:23,481
♪ And it was beautiful... ♪
828
00:41:25,860 --> 00:41:27,585
I...
829
00:41:27,677 --> 00:41:30,320
I have your wife's heart?
830
00:41:33,701 --> 00:41:36,284
Can I see her picture?
831
00:41:43,193 --> 00:41:47,288
♪ Then the night, she fell ♪
832
00:41:48,215 --> 00:41:49,358
♪ And the airwas beautiful... ♪
833
00:41:49,442 --> 00:41:51,026
I do have a favor to ask.
834
00:41:51,110 --> 00:41:52,885
Yeah, anything.
835
00:41:53,036 --> 00:41:54,945
Could I introduce you
to my daughter?
836
00:41:55,039 --> 00:41:56,947
♪ All around ♪
837
00:41:57,041 --> 00:41:59,057
Of course.
838
00:42:01,788 --> 00:42:03,603
♪ So look, see the days ♪
839
00:42:05,958 --> 00:42:09,309
♪ The endless colored ways... ♪
840
00:42:10,463 --> 00:42:12,887
Gigi, I want you to meet
a very special person.
841
00:42:13,056 --> 00:42:16,409
This is Hannah.
Hannah, this is Gigi.
842
00:42:16,559 --> 00:42:18,485
Hi, Gigi.
843
00:42:18,579 --> 00:42:20,329
Hi.
844
00:42:28,146 --> 00:42:31,257
♪ And now we rise ♪
845
00:42:32,092 --> 00:42:33,818
♪ And we are everywhere... ♪
846
00:42:33,911 --> 00:42:35,469
Can we listen?
847
00:42:36,579 --> 00:42:38,589
Yeah.
848
00:42:38,673 --> 00:42:41,516
♪ From the ground ♪
849
00:42:44,938 --> 00:42:47,598
♪ And see she flies ♪
850
00:42:47,682 --> 00:42:49,833
(heart beating)
851
00:42:49,927 --> 00:42:52,445
♪ She is everywhere ♪
852
00:42:54,023 --> 00:42:56,523
- ♪ See, she flies ♪
- Hi, Mommy.
853
00:42:56,675 --> 00:42:58,409
♪ All around. ♪
854
00:43:05,351 --> 00:43:08,610
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