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This is not
RuPaul's Best Friend Race.

I feel very attacked!

If you don't have star quality,

get the fuck out of here.

Oh, my God.

RuPaul: This is Untucked,

backstage
at the competition

to become America's
next drag superstar.

Girl, if you're
not watching Untucked,

you're only getting
half the story.

Director: That's a break
on the main stage.

All cameras re-po.

RuPaul: Welcome, ladies.

I've made some decisions.

Alyssa Hunter,
Bosco,

Kerri Colby,
Kornbread,

Daya Betty,
DeJa Skye,

Jasmine Kennedie,
Lady Camden...

You are safe.

You may leave the stage.

The Ball challenge
was a challenge

that I thought
I would excel at.

The fact that I was just safe

makes me pissed at myself.

Maybe I'm not
as good of a sewer

as I thought I was.

I feel mad.

I wanted to win the challenge.

I think I am the most couture
right now here

for all these bitches.

It doesn't feel amazing
that I'm safe

on a sewing challenge

because I'm a seamstress.

But after being
in the bottom two,

I'm fine with it.

All cameras up.

Copy that. Here we go.

We got the queens walking.
[clack]

Okay.

Meow.

-We're safe. We're safe.
-Libations.

The first Untucked with all
of our Season 14 sisters.

-Yay!
-Yay!

Whatever.

How y'all feeling?

Alyssa, can you open this?

First ball.

-Gimme some tip, bitch.
-Ooh!

I'll give you more
than just the tip, baby.

Oh!

Is anyone kind of
in their feelings?

I'm not bitter--
well, I am bitter.

-[laughs]
-I'm pissed.

I'm pissed because of this.

Because this
didn't get praised.

-"Because of this."
-What is that, bitch?

It just felt like
I didn't make top.

Jasmine is emotional
because she thought

she was going to land
in the top.

But, girl, look around.

There were people that had
much better garments than you,

so build a bridge
and get over it.

The wedding part
was a little tricky

because some of us,

we looked like
we're going to a beauty pageant.

Well, some of us.

Alyssa, how are you feeling?

I am a little bit disappointed.

-I'm gonna be honest.
-Yeah.

Because before
I entered Drag Race,

I was, oh,
I literally need to win,

you know, the Ball challenge.

This is amazing.

When RuPaul said "You're safe,"

literally my face,
it was, fuck.

Is this really happening?

Like, I'm here
to win challenge,

and last week,
I was in the bottom three.

That's not a position
that I love it.

So this week, I just
put myself together

and I was, Alyssa,

this is your time
to redeem yourself

and be in the top.

And I was pretty confident
that I would be in the top.

It sucks.

I come from
a beauty pageant background,

I am a runway coach.

I wanted to win the challenge.

You, Lady Camden,

like, I'm surprised
you're not in the top.

I think that was a part of me
that was, like,

oh, my God, it would be
really fucking sick

to be, like, in the top.

But then I also realize, like,

that sewing's
not my thing, man.

What the hell do you mean
sewing's not your thing?

You did a great job.

I faked it really well.

So part of me was, like,

that would have been
really fucking cool.

And then when she said safe,

I was, like, disappointed.

But to be fair,
I don't think

my red or white were anything
to really write home about.

I think the part that
I'm the most bummed about

is, like, when you're safe,
which is great,

you don't get to hear
any feedback.

I wanted to know
what they thought

we could have done better.

I think these girls
are ridiculous.

You are safe.

You're here to see
another week.

I don't know why
you are so butt hurt about it.

-I went home last week.
-Right.

How you feel
that you coming back?

Baby, you're
in the game again.

I feel so much better,
you guys.

Literally, last week
was so disheartening to me.

Me and her were crying
when they sent you home.

Bitch, I was crying
after I got sent home.

I was feeling really confident

just because I do sew.

Like, that's what I do.

But I'll take it,
because last week, you know,

I was not in this situation,

and it fucked me up.

And seeing you for the first
time with your drag aesthetic,

I think you need to be here
in this competition.

You give a very,
like, animated element

that I think is so well done.

You saying that
really means something to me,

so I really appreciate that
coming from you.

And I'm about to cry.

-Again.
-We got you.

No, but seriously, you guys,

I'm so happy to be here.

I don't think, like,

this competition was ready
for you to go yet.

And that is why I'm here.

And I plan on staying
a lot longer,

so fuck yeah.

It's great that you
get to show more of a bitch.

When they said two more people,

I said, girl,
are y'all playing with me?

Yeah, I was definitely, like,

we just had six new queens.

They were just, like,

okay, just met
the six other ho's,

and now there's two
back in the game.

and I thought, like,

I'd at least
jumped over the hurdle

of not being first out.

It was not easy
to get to where we were

to have the six.

So when the two girls
walking out,

I was, like, oh, God,
here we go back to square one.

The vibe is...awkward.

I see some of the girls
eyeballing me.

I can tell
they're a little pissed.

So that's intimidating as hell.

Did I feel some type of way
when y'all walked up in here?

Any bitch in a competition
for $100.000

that feel like
they are the best

that are trying
to knock ho's down

should feel some kind of way.

I was, like,
it's 14 people again.

-Yeah.
-We're in a competition.

And if any
of these bitches say

that they did even feel
a little inkling

or a twist in their spirit,

that there were two more
people in the competition,

they fucking lying.

I felt that energy from you,
and it kind of like--

you know, it freaks me out
a little bit.

But you here now.

I can't change that
'cause my name ain't RuPaul.

So I'm just, like,
now that you here,

I'm not gonna make you feel like
you don't deserve to be here.

Because if I deserve
to be here,

all you ho's
deserve to be here.

It would never be that.

Period.

For this particular ball,
the real shit,

girl, when she said safe,

I was the happiest ho
on the planet.

'Cause, bitch,
I'm not no seamstress.

Did I make a lot
of this garment? Yes.

Did I get help?
Abso-fucking-lutely.

I am not that kind if girl
that's gonna sit here

and just be, like,
yes, Miss Thing, I made it.

'Cause I would have called
you out if you did. [laughs]

Bitch--never mind.

Fuck. No, fuck,
take credit, girl.

Oh, child.

DeJa, you helped Jasmine.

You helped her.
Y'all happy now?

I was getting
to that goddamn point,

but never mind, ho.

[all laugh]

Kornbread, you are going to be
very big competition this year.

Baby, when you walked
into this werkroom,

I saw you in the final four.

I really appreciate that,
and, girl, I hope that's true.

-[laughs]
-My mindset?

I don't worry about nothin'
none of y'all are doing.

If I would have made
my garment like this

and then looked at any
of y'all's moments--

except Kerri's--
any of y'all moments--

[all laugh]

I would never compare myself,

because it does not change
your skill level.

Yeah.

So, Miss Kerri, how you feeling?

Honestly, this was the challenge

that I was the most, like,
uncomfortable with,

because I have never
sewed nothing before.

You've overcome your biggest
fear in this competition,

which was the one thing that
you're not the greatest at.

-Mm-hmm.
-Like, writing lyrics,

I know I'm gonna need help
from y'all girls.

Which is so weird,
because you talk nonstop.

[all laugh]

With maturity,
there's social cues

that you pick up on,

and I don't think Jasmine's
quite developed those yet,

so she doesn't really know
when to stop talking.

So who is in the top
and who is in the bottom?

My homegirl June
is in the bottom.

I think her zebra look
was the worst.

What? Oh, uh-uh.

Fuck you.
Drink your shit, bitch.

Even though
I love June's outfit,

I think it's gonna be
Maddy and June.

-Yeah, you think so?
-I think Miss Maddy.

I just wanna put everybody
in the bottom, so whatever.

Here's the thing.

I will say that you two
are very distinct and very boom.

I'm just gonna say it.

I can see it kind of coming off
the wrong way, so--

Also it's like--I think
this happens with pageantry.

If someone's asking our opinion,

we're just very
to the point with it.

Where I'm from, there's
literally pageant girls

and then, like, underground,
a little rough around the edges,

which is more where I fit in.

So a lot of the times, we get
this weird rep from them,

and we're always
kind of put down.

And sometimes in pageantry,
like, oh, you're pageant,

so you are, like, bitchy,

you are nah, nah, nah, nah.
But, no.

When you know me
as a person,

I am a good person.

We're not saying you're not.

No, no, no, no, no.
But just to know,

I hate when the people
call me, like,

oh, you're a pageant queen.

No, bitch, I'm more than that.

Okay, can I clarify something?

Where I'm from,
it's, like, one or the other.

It's, like, I have always
had to defend my type.

Whew.

We need to respect, like,

if you're different than I am,
like, just respect that.

Because drag
is everything, bitch.

Like, we can do everything.

-Anything you want, yeah.
-Always.

Ooh, girl.

-Aah!
-Oh, they're back.

-Ooh.
-And we're back.

Come on, get a cocktail.
Come sit.

Girl, I'm ready.

Sit, take your shoes off, girl.

Tell us the tea.
Tell us the tea, y'all.

-Who wants to start?
-So what's the tea?

Well, they first
started with Willow.

She got really, really--

-They loved her.
-They loved Willow.

[cheering]

They said that my second look,
they loved.

And the first one,
they liked it,

but they said it was kind of
like hot suburban mom,

which is what I was going for.

[all laugh]
So I feel on top of the world.

As you should.

[cheering]
Now, Miss Orion, girl,

what was your mindset?
How are you?

They said it's too busy,
and I'm, like, I don't see it.

-This look?
-Yeah.

Yeah, I don't personally
think it's too busy.

I really do think
it's between you and June.

Well, June,
how do you feel, bitch?

Groundhog's Day.

They really loved the fabric
on the second outfit.

They were just, like,

it looked like I was
struggling walking in it.

And Ru said it looked like
my hair was not my hair.

That hair, it felt like
it wasn't for you.

It felt like it was
someone else's hair,

and you don't want that.

What? That was my favorite part.

And I loved my hair, and I--

You look like
Mary J. Blige, baby.

Before I came here,

I didn't have sisters
or a drag mother to loan hair,

so I'm literally
commissioning all of my hair.

What did they say
about this look?

Michelle said it was too busy.

I was, like, but last week
you told me details.

Like, I really wanted to show
that, okay, I can do details.

But I guess I should have
pulled back a little bit.

I thought that the pieces
were gorgeous,

but I felt like you did kinda
get in your head a little bit,

and I felt like you looked
a little bit defeated.

When you manifest that
you're not loving it,

it can kind of spiral
into something more negative

than it really needed to be.

That's something
you gotta work on,

and you keep fucking
yourself up mentally.

It's so weird, because I've only
been doing drag two years,

and it's just like
I know what I see myself,

and it's, like, I have to, you
know, live up to everyone else.

-No.
-And it's like--

Don't be worried about
anything that we're doing.

You need to focus on you.

Can I just say, like, June,

like, you were one of
the first people in the group

to make me feel like, oh,
I feel like someone sees me.

You might not have 10 years
of experience in drag--

I'm not trying to make you cry
right now, you stupid bitch.

DeJa's old also.

But I feel like
you're being yourself.

And that takes a lot of people

a lot of time to figure out.

I mean, I spent years

seeing myself gain weight,

looking at myself in the mirror,
not liking what I see,

and I was just like,
let me just be me.

June gives me that,
to dance and perform freely,

and to just not care
what other people think.

And then coming here,
I care so much what they think

that I'm starting to forget
what I know.

-Yeah.
-Yes.

I do wanna have a moment
for Miss Maddy as well.

I wanna save some time
for Miss Maddy.

I thought they were
gonna love my resort,

but honestly, like, none of the
judges liked the resort look.

At least two or three
of the judges

said it looked like
off-the-rack,

which is, like, I sewed it
myself, so, hey, you know.

But I was, like,
so fucking worried,

like, going into this,

just because everything
that I was trying to do,

none of it worked out.

I spent, like,
eight hours for no reason,

and I had to bust this out
in, like, a lot less time.

-But it looks amazing.
-It does.

All right, ladies,
10 minutes till main stage.

So you all--whoever wants
to get ready, get ready, but...

This bitch done wrote
the whole script, girl.

No, I'm not directing anything.

Sorry, I'm gonna
shut the hell up.

This ho done told everybody
what to do, how to do it,

when to do it, how to say it,
how to get it.

This bitch been telling us
what the fuck to do

since she walked up in here.

I talk way too much.

-Go ahead, baby.
-Excuse me, girls.

-Girl.
-Me, too, bitch.

Oh, Lord.

June.

How you feeling?

-Can you take my shoe off?
-Yeah.

Take it off. Take it off.

-Do your own thing.
-Take the shoe off.

If I'm not safe,
I'm gonna send someone home.

Period!

Are you good?

[speaking very softly,
inaudible]

I want you to be that ho.

And go ahead
and let that out now, bitch.

Yeah, because when you get
out there, I need you to--yeah.

Hey, you're gonna make it.

Like, literally,
just do your thing.

Don't cry.

Just pull it together,
and just be you, okay?

I believe in you, bitch.

I don't think I deserve
to be in the bottom.

I don't think you are.

Do you think
it's gonna be Maddy?

Mm-hmm.

I just want y'all to just focus.

I'm so proud of you.

Like, you're doing, like--

I just want you to stay so bad.

You're doing an amazing job.

You're doing amazing, sweetie.

Thank you.

Oh, I just don't want you to go.

I'm gonna fight.

-I need you here, I need you
here.
-I'm gonna fight.

Like, if you can't do it,
do it for me.

Baby, I'm sorry
that they didn't love it.

Bitch, I'm pissed.

I don't think it's the worst.

Well, let's hope that they
don't think it's the worst, too.

Look at Maddy right now, bitch.

She's lip syncing
for somebody, honey.

I think you need
to go get ready.

I wanna stay
in this competition so badly,

I'm going to entertain
the hell out of them.

I just have to fight
extremely hard.

Being a young, Black,
gay kid from the South,

that's all I know how to do.

It's ingrained in me.

I'm about to lip sync
for my life.

I am just laser-focused
on this lip sync right now.

These girls can't keep me in
the competition or take me out.

Only I can.

I'm trying to act
like June is not even here.

I can't let her get in my head
right now.

In this moment,
it is me versus myself.

This is, like,
where I show the judges

why I'm in this competition.

I don't know
what's really going on,

but what I do know,
we're going somewhere,

and it's not home.

All right, ladies,
time for the main stage.

Follow me.

Let's go, y'all.

Ooh! Aah!

Bitch, I can't feel
my lower half, honey.

This corset done yanked the ho.

RuPaul:
Welcome back, ladies.

I've made some decisions.

RuPaul: June Jambalaya.

Maddy Morphosis.

The time has come

for you to lip sync

for your life.

Maddy Morphosis,
shantay you stay.

June, sashay away.

I knew it was coming,

and I said, let me get out
of these box braids

and have my pussycat wig
and my jungle dress,

and just, you know, live this
fantasy on these people's stage.

Werk. She didn't, honey.

She didn't werk.

I'm sad, obviously,

because no one wants to be
first to go home.

This Jambalaya is definitely
still cooking right now.

Sometimes, you know,
when the rice ain't all the way
there,

you just gotta let it cook
a little bit

till the rice is right.

That's when you add
everything else in it.

So we gonna let the rice cook
a little bit more.

I wish things
would have been different,

but they're just
lessons learned.

All the people that were,
like, backing me,

I just hope that, you know,

I ain't disappoint them
too much, chile.

You know, Black people
real competitive.

They gonna be at home telling
me,
"You shoulda won."

This is from Miss Kornbread.

"I am beyond proud of you.

"Hold your head high.

"Keep your shoes on.

P.S., leave me this heart wig."

I was, like, most excited
to wear this wig.

Oh.

Fine.

[sniffles] Oh.

Kornbread asked to keep it.

Miss Kornbread, she love
her frizzy hair, honey.

I...

I enjoy performing so much.

I...

want to be able
to do it forever.

I still know that I'm going to
get the opportunity to perform

and do what sets
my soul on fire.

Don't make the mistake
that I did,

looking at the room
of where you don't fit.

Look at where you stand out.

Never stop embracing what
makes you different and special.

It was fun, it was real,

but most importantly, I was me.

The most beautiful thing
about this journey,

people always told me
when I become old enough,

I'll find my chosen family.

I didn't understand it at 15,
but I do now.

I hope y'all come get this
Jambalaya special on the road.

♪ Oh, baby ♪

♪ Oh, winner, baby ♪

♪ Oh, winner, baby ♪

♪ Oh, winner, baby ♪

♪ Oh, playing with
the game of love ♪

♪ Oh, winner, baby ♪

♪ Winner ♪

♪ MTV ♪