All language subtitles for Because of Love episode 11 [Viki]

♪ Proceeding and stopping ♪

♪ As if being stuck in a maze ♪

♪ Repeating my insincere words ♪

♪ Why do we feel pain ♪

♪ When we own something? ♪

♪ Now, I have nothing ♪

♪ Maybe the sadness ♪

♪ That has hidden itself away
has forgotten to tell me ♪

♪ That loneliness ♪

♪ Has penetrated my life ♪

♪ Life is just like a farce ♪

♪ Falling into a vortex ♪

♪ And being stuck in the desert ♪

♪ How can we escape? ♪

♪ So I was a fool to trust fate ♪

♪ It has always forgotten to tell me ♪

♪ That understanding ♪

♪ Loves to splurge ♪

♪ From night till dawn ♪

♪ My decisive decisions ♪

♪ Have resulted in nothing but loneliness ♪

♪ Is this right ♪

♪ Or wrong? ♪

♪ So what ♪

♪ If I have it? ♪

♪ Who can understand my feelings? ♪

[Adapted from Fei Wo Si Cun's original novel
"Because of You"]

[Because of Love]

[Episode 11]

(I had a dream)

(that night.)

(I found you)

(among the crowd of hundreds of people.)

(I actually think you're so close to me)

(Much closer than you are to me)

(in reality.)

(I had a dream)

(that night.)

(I found you)

(among the crowd of hundreds of people.)

(I actually think you're so close to me)

(Much closer than you are to me)

(in reality.)

[A woman with a child can't be defeated.]

Tan Jing.

Mr. Sheng.

Mr. Sheng, your X-ray film will be ready
this afternoon.

I'll send it over when it's ready.

Okay, thank you.

All right.

Let me pour you some water.

It's okay.

Just sit and do your work.

I can do it myself.

How's Pingping?

He's asleep.

Why? Are you not in a good mood?

This morning,

a kid in the same ward as Pingping died

on the surgery table.

Tan Jing,

let me tell you a story.

A long time ago,

there was a mother

who had a weak and sick child.

The child had no father

so she was

a single mother.

People treated her scornfully.

There were many of them.

But she was never afraid.

Do you know what she feared the most?

Her child's poor health.

It was something she couldn't control.

When a woman has a child,

she'll become stronger.

You had no idea how
much she had suffered.

But guess what?

She ate until she gained weight.

Why was that?

She forced herself to eat a lot.

She really ate a lot.

She said to herself,

"I must be healthy."

"If I'm ill,"

"it'll be over for my child."

This child...

is me.

This single mother is my mother.

Every time she saw me suffer,

she would hate herself

for not giving me a healthy body.

But I wanted to tell her, "Mom,"

"don't hate yourself."

"I'm fine. I'm doing okay."

I'm glad that I've experienced this

because it taught me to cherish.

Tan Jing, you need

to treat yourself well.

You must have confidence
in the future and Pingping.

I'll be here.

Tell me if you need anything.

Thank you.

[Zhihui Restaurant]
Do you want buns or rice?

Rice.

Rice, 21 yuan.

Would you like sweet and sour fish?

Yes.

What are you having?

A bun, tomato scrambled eggs,
a chicken leg, and a chicken fillet.

That will be 26 yuan.

Here.

What would you have?

Tomato scrambled eggs.

Can I use mobile payment?

You can only use the card.

That kind of card?

Yes.

But I don't have one.

It's hospital policy.

I'll pay for you.

She wants tomato scrambled eggs.

What else?

Sauteed shredded pork with celery.

I want shredded pork with lettuce, chicken fillet,

and 100 grams of rice.

That's a total of 27 yuan.

Thank you, Dr. Nie.

Dr. Nie, please open your payment app.

I'll transfer the money to you.

It's okay.

Really?

Thanks.

How did you know I wanted
tomato scrambled eggs?

I saw the lunch box you bought.

You saw it?

I thought you knew fortune-telling.

Is it that Pingping
should have surgery as soon as possible?

It better be.

Then, what about the surgery cost?

The patient is not stable.

It's too risky.

He might need to be admitted
to the ICU after surgery.

The cost would be high.

ICU?

I watched the news today.

It said a Mr. Nie in this hospital donated

two hundred thousand yuan to an injured child.

He even covered all
of the child's medical expenses.

I asked the nurse.

This Mr. Nie is your father,

the Chairman of Dongyuan Group.

Pingping's illness...
What do you want to say?

Can you talk to your father
about helping Pingping?

We don't need him to donate.

Just lend us some money for the surgery.

After we make some
money, we'll pay him back.

My dad and I are two different people.

I understand.

That was insensitive of me.

Enjoy your meal. Thanks again.

Did... Tan Jing let you ask me this?

No.

That's impossible.

With her temper and personality,

she's even embarrassed to borrow
from her close friends.

Let alone from a stranger.

Her boss took the initiative to lend her the money

for Pingping's hospitalization fees.

She was so embarrassed and stressed about it.

I'm done eating.

Thank you.

You're welcome.

Jing,

did you and Dr. Nie know each other before this?

Why do you ask?

I asked him about donations.

But he said he and his father
were two different people.

He even asked if you told me to ask him.

He didn't say "Pingping's mom,"

but "Tan Jing."

He even knows you like tomato scrambled eggs.

He's Pingping's attending doctor.

It's normal for him to know.

But...

That makes sense too.

I heard Dr. Nie's father donated

two hundred thousand yuan to a sick child.

So, I asked Dr. Nie if
he could ask his dad

to donate money to Pingping.

He became upset and
rejected me that instant.

Ling, why didn't you ask
me before asking him that?

Don't do this again, okay?

You won't agree even if I talk to you about it.

I just find Dr. Nie to be a good person.

He paid for these meals.

I was just trying my luck to see
if Pingping would be as lucky.

Two hundred thousand yuan
can solve everything here.

All will be well.

What?

Stop asking and eat.

[Surgery]

[Comprehensive ICU]

[Surgical Department]

[Emergency Center]

Mom, where are we going?

Are you awake?

We're not going to do the surgery anymore.

We're going home.

But I want to do it.

I'll be okay after that.

[1F]

Mom,

don't be scared.

Okay.

(People often cry)

(at the hospital.)

(Often I have the illusion)

(that the woman crying is)

(Tan Jing.)

(This is how she cries.)

(She doesn't even know how to cry out loud.)

(She only sobs silently.)

(Then I forced myself)

(to see for real again and again)

(that it wasn't Tan Jing.)

I only have one request from you.

You must not let Tan Jing cry again.

All right.

I swear.

I'll never

let Tan Jing cry again.

(What exactly did time run off with, )

(making us like strangers)

(and drifting apart?)

(There are two different worlds)

(even when only a wall separates us.)

The surgery isn't that dangerous.

The CM Program has been repeatedly demonstrated

before being introduced

into our hospital.

It may be new,

but it's been around for a long time overseas.

Besides, CM is a huge company.

They won't do anything reckless.

Are you confident

with this surgery?

Yes.

[CM Program Application Form]

[Paid surgery]
[Tan Jing]

Mr. Tan.

Mr. Liu, are you practicing chess?

Two people are playing chess.

Boss.

Hello.

All right, I've paid this time.

Okay, see you.

Liang, move the car quickly.

It's not allowed to park here.

You're blocking the way.

Okay. Mom, careful.

Ms. Wang.

Ms. Wang, I... Well...

Is Pingping at your place?

Where's Jing'er?

She didn't answer when I called.

Careful.

Hear me out.

I've found a job lately.

It's pretty good.

I don't have any other intention.

I just want to have a meal
with my son and Jing'er.

Jun, are you drunk?

No, I'm not.

Mom, go home first.

Ms. Wang.

Are you drunk?

What's wrong, Ms. Wang?

Get some rest.

Pingping is ill.

He's at the hospital.

Tan Jing is keeping him company.

Did Xu and Li start making
trouble while I was not around?

I don't think they dare to,
even if they want to.

Don't worry about it.

The company is really gaining momentum.

You should recuperate well.

I'm going back to work next week.

So I need to keep myself busy.

You simply can't enjoy some free time, can you?

But honestly peaking, promoting
Zhao and Lin wasn't a waste.

They've started to do your bidding.

Did you also quietly give them a hand?

A friend visited me a couple of days ago.

He brought wine from overseas.

If I'm not mistaken, it's your favorite.

It's one from 2014.

Thank you, Mr. Sheng.

How thoughtful of you.

But I can't drink this anymore.

The aftereffect is bad.

How could that be?

I think it suits you very well.

"Yesterday Once More".

A total of 45 new patients
were admitted to our hospital,

and 28 surgeries were done this week.

Among these cases, there are
two cases that need to be discussed.

Sir, please take a look.

This is a case [Changpu
Hospital] of a 78-year-old male.

He's suffering from dyspnea on
exertion for more than six months.

It got worse around seven days.

Six months ago,

there was a sign of shortness of breath
after physical activity.

It usually lasts

from ten minutes to half an hour
when he exercises more.

Then,

he had chest pain first, and
then, both his legs were swollen.

He didn't have difficulty breathing at night.

He coughed and coughed up blood,

and later, he threw up and felt nauseated.

He checked with a local hospital.

[Coronary Angiography]
The diagnosis is coronary heart disease.

They recommended doing bypass surgery.

He came to our hospital
for further surgical treatment.

Okay.

Anything else to discuss?

Sir, the patient of Bed 39 has
applied for CM Program's subsidies.

When should we arrange for the surgery?

Since it's the first surgery,

we must be careful.

We have two major surgeries this Friday.

Let's schedule it for Wednesday, then.

The day after tomorrow?

It may be a little bit rushed.

But for the child's sake,
the sooner the better.

All right. Notify every department
for preoperative preparation.

Okay.

Also, all of you must take note.

Don't let the same incident at the
Neurology Department happen again.

Both of the child's parents must be present

and sign the surgical consent form.

Okay, I understand.

Is there anywhere you don't feel good?

Sun Ping's surgery is set on the day after tomorrow.

From tomorrow on, he must fast.

The nurse will inform you what
to take note of before surgery.

Also,

tell your husband to come here
to discuss before the surgery.

Also, both of you need to be present

to sign the surgical consent form.

Dr. Nie,

my husband won't be able to come
because he's busy with work.

Can I sign it alone?

What work is more important
than his child's surgery?

According to the procedure, he must come.

Yeah, the child has been hospitalized
for several days.

But his dad never visited.

Let's continue reading "Big Cat".

Where were we?

[Cardiac Surgery]

[Changpu Hospital]

Why are you standing there?

Nothing. I'm just tired.

If I were you, I'd be tired too.

Let's go.

Where are we going?

Where is he?

Where can he go after chemotherapy?

Ah, I remember now.

The kid who fell at the
construction site woke up

after a critical period.

Mr. Nie mentioned visiting him.

Could he be there?

Mr. Nie, there you are.

Where did you go?

I went to check on Fengfeng.

Careful.

Be careful.

Careful.

You should visit Fengfeng.

He's so adorable.

He couldn't talk because he just had surgery.

When you asked him something,

he just shook his head,
nodded his head, and winked.

He's so full of expression. So adorable.

Yusheng, what's wrong?

You look dispirited.

I'm fine. Just like always.

You must be tired.

Get proper rest if you're tired.

Stop thinking you're a superman
and keep working overtime

all the time.

Your employees always work overtime too, okay?

Look at Mr. Quan.

He's always at your beck and call.

He's working overtime now.

I already got off work.

I'm using my spare time to visit your father.

This isn't working overtime.

What's wrong?

Let me take this call.

Okay.

Hello?

Who provoked you?

Did you have a fight with your colleague?

Or did your superior scold you?

Mr. Nie, you see.

He can't hide anything from you.

It was Mr. Fang who scolded him just now.

He's still upset about it.

Did Fang scold you?

Tell me about it.

Tell me.

Didn't Ms. Qin say

she wanted to stew
cordyceps black chicken soup for you?

Is it in that flask?

Yes.

I'll pour you some.

It won't be good if it cools down.

Ms. Qin said you gave her the recipe.

I like everything that you cook.

Yusheng has been picky with food
since he was a kid.

Meeting you is his greatest luck.

He won't die from hunger now.

You're flattering me.

But I'm sure my cooking skills
won't make him die from hunger.

Dr. Nie, do you want a bowl?

I'm not hungry.

Luckily, he's not hungry.

If he drinks this, there
won't be enough for me.

Let's not give it to him, then.
I'll save it all for you.

Is it still hot?

Are you really not going to drink?

You, go ahead.

[Tan Jing]

(Pingping and I are at the hospital.)

Delivery for No. 88.

- I'm here.
- Delivery for No. 88.

Can't you say something nice to your dad?

He's ill now.

Yes. Yes. Yes.

I was just a little tired today.

Something... is bothering me.

Let me tell you what it is.

There is a man and woman
who were friends for many years.

Due to certain reasons, they started dating.

This girl knows that this
guy has his first love engraved

in his heart.

But she didn't expect his first
love to be her colleague at work,

someone whom she often meets at work.

How did you know?

This girl thought after
years of being close friends,

there should be some honesty.

What she mind wasn't

his old flame but his secrets.

So she still doesn't understand
what this guy is thinking.

If he's afraid of hurting
her, or just... Sorry.

It's my fault.

We can talk about anything
when we were best friends.

But we become distant as a couple.

So what's the point of doing this?

What about Mark?

Have you told me everything about him?

I remember the brand of
the wine we're drinking now

was your favorite when we were still studying.

You drank it for a long time.

You stopped drinking after that.

Give me some time.

When I'm ready, I'll tell you everything.

[Emergency/ Inpatient]

[Office Building/ S&E Building]

From now on, we can't eat or drink.

Starving is tough.

I'll starve with you, okay?

Mom, what's surgery?

Surgery?

Surgery is

when the doctors do a magic trick.

They make you sleep first.

After that, they'll fix the
little engine in your heart.

When you're awake,

you'll be able to run and play around like other kids.

Will Dad be around?

Will Dad come?

Yes.

You'll see your dad and
me after you're awake.

Ms. Ling too.

Mom, why do we need
to change to a new one?

From tomorrow on,

we'll have a new starting point.

Look how busy our celebrity, Mr. Fang is.

You don't have to visit me all the time.

I just dropped by to check on you.

We've been friends for decades already.

I would never keep anything from you.

You should take your time to recuperate.

You don't have to worry about Yusheng.

He's prudent.

Unlike you, who always
caused trouble when young.

I don't think you're here to visit me.

You're here trying to change my mind.

Who says we can't ask for a refund?

Why not?

You can get a refund when you buy things.

So is surgery.

Everything can be refunded.

My son isn't a toy.

Can you keep it down?

Keep it down, okay?

What's wrong with me?

The children are sleeping.
Their parents are here too.

Sleeping?

No, wait...

These parents are watching.

The children are sleeping.

Jing, listen.

I'm the child's father.

They said both parents needed to sign.

I'm his father.

I didn't sign.

Why did you sign it?

Nie, have you talked to the
parents of the CM Program's patient?

They haven't signed the surgical consent form.

I've informed the mother.

But the patient's father is not here yet.

Mr. Fang!

[Outpatient]
Come quick!

The family members of patient Bed
39 in the pediatrics are quarreling.

What happened?

I don't know.

The couple is quarreling.

It's getting worse.

Did you drink again?

Don't change the subject.

Why do you drink so much during the day now?

My son isn't a toy.

- He's not a lab rat!
- Come to your senses.

I won't... What's all this fuss?

Can you discuss this at home instead?

I'm sorry.

Why?

Don't treat my son like a lab rat.

Why don't you let me speak?

This is the hospital ward.
You're disturbing other patients.

Then you shut up too! We all do, OK?

- You're affecting...
- Let's talk outside.

Let's all keep quiet. How about that?

Shut up, then.

You shut up too.

Stop talking!

- Let's talk outside.
- I'm not going to...

- I'm not talking to you.
- How outrageous.

I want to see that doctor.

Tell me.

Sun Ping's doctor.

Nie something.

Yes, give it to me.

Talk it out nicely! Calm down!

Take it easy!

Let's talk it over!

Take it easy!

Stop fighting!

What are you doing?

Talk it out nicely!

Nie Yusheng!

[Security]
What are you doing? Stop it!

What are you doing? Stop it!

Let go!

It's the fourth time this month.

You even hit a doctor.
So, you're the almighty now, huh?

I didn't start it first.

It wasn't me.

Let's leave the fight aside.

The surgery that they're
planning to do is very risky.

Also, it's common for them to
get a commission from the program.

Does my son's life mean nothing?

What commission?

Can you stop spitting nonsense?

You always say whatever you want.

We've discussed this surgery for a long time.

It's a regular surgery.

There's no such thing as commissions.

What? Are you even his mother?

Am I not his father?

Why are you taking their sides?

You hit our doctor at our hospital.

Do you think you're right?

Officer Zhang, after
our doctor's injury heal,

he'll cooperate in the investigation.

No.

He must come to the police station with me.

Also, he mentioned

something about a high-risk surgery
with commissions.

What is that about?

Nonsense.

The CM Program was approved

after a collection of discussions in the hospital.

Moreover, the procedure is transparent.

Their subsidy will be transferred
directly to the patient's account.

It doesn't involve us at all.

If this is how things go,

we'll just halt the program.

I'm not going to do the surgery anymore.

Mr. Fang, we have made all the preparation.

Just do the surgery as scheduled.

I'm not ready.

Officer Zhang, I'm the head of cardiac surgery.

I guarantee that Nie Yusheng is clean.

See that?

Now, he's not ready.

He must feel guilty.

Enough, you're drunk.

Can you stop talking?

Just stop talking.

This is slandering.

Pure nonsense.

Enough, stop talking.

Come back to the station to make your statement.

(What on earth were you thinking?)

(There were so many people at the hospital.)

(Why did you hit him?)

(Don't you know the consequences?)

How can I ignore it when he is causing trouble?

You can call for security.

Look at you. Meddle in something you shouldn't have.

And what?

Got punched!

Stop working.

Go back and get some rest.

I have surgery scheduled this afternoon.

I'll do it for you.

Just go home and reflect
on your recent behavior.

Can't believe it.

Why are you still here?

Blood pressure.

Inhale.

Pulse.

Mr. Fang is concerned about you.

He saw you got injured so he told
you to go home and get some rest.

But it's not his fault.

Why must he scold him?

Stop talking.

Why did you hit me? I was stating the facts.

What's wrong with you?

[Family Waiting Area. Cardiac Surgery Ward]
He didn't do anything wrong.

Mr. Fang is being nice to him.

Can't you see that?

But Mr. Fang shouldn't have criticized him blindly.

What's the matter with you?

When are you bringing him home?

I call you every day.

I can't wait anymore.

You've been together for a while now.

And you know each other well.

Just get married.

It's complicated between us.

Stop changing the subject.

Yusheng is pretty okay.

He has a great family background,
and he's a good person.

About the beef dumplings that I made.

Did his dad like them?

I'm thinking of a
different filling this time.

I'll make some more. His dad must love it.

I think you can just marry in my place.

You can surely be a beautiful and virtuous wife.
How great is that?

What nonsense is that? Silly girl.

Hello, Dong.

What?

Take a look.

Sign here if you have no more questions.

[Police]

We've inspected the surveillance
footage and Dr. Nie's testimony.

He'll be detained for sure.

Many doctors and nurses from the hospital

and the patients' families
said it was his fault.

It all depends on the doctor's decision now.

In the worse case, he'd be given a heavy sentence.

Don't sign anything.

Don't sign anything. We'll talk after I get out.

- Do you hear me?
- Move it.

It's very likely to be an experiment.

It'll be too late to regret after that.

What happened to your lip? Who hit you?

You're talking as if they're begging you.

They wouldn't be willing to do it
even if you wanted them to.

Officer Zhang,

the heavy sentence that you mentioned just now.

How heavy will that be?

♪ For many years ♪

♪ And for many things ♪

♪ We thought that was the end of them ♪

♪ Many words ♪

♪ Not forgotten ♪

♪ Still flickering ♪

♪ Even though you remember them ♪

♪ You pretended not to ♪

♪ No one could tell ♪

♪ How fragile you are ♪

♪ Two people ♪

♪ On parallel lines ♪

♪ Doing our best to live our own lives ♪

♪ We can't escape ♪

♪ From Heaven's right decision eventually ♪

♪ There's no need ♪

♪ To explain ♪

♪ The difficulties and misunderstanding ♪

♪ I knew we were right ♪

♪ I once ♪

♪ Felt sorry for you.
That's why I granted you your wish ♪

♪ At this moment ♪

♪ Others' opinions don't matter ♪

♪ The moment when you suddenly left ♪

♪ Has taken away several years of my laughter ♪

♪ As the rainy days come ♪

♪ We wait for the sunny days' arrival ♪

♪ The moment when you suddenly hugged me ♪

♪ Is like what I've been waiting for
after traveling billions of light-years ♪

♪ The warm look in your eyes ♪

♪ Has never been away ♪