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RUE: Nate Jacobs was in love.
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He didn't know how it happened.
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He didn't know why it happened.
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But he could just feel it.
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And it felt so fucking good.
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But it was complicated.
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[DISTORTED]: We need to get him
to a hospital.
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- [GRUNTS] He's so heavy.
- Is he good?
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- Just open the door, bro.
- It's unlocked. Just open it.
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Bring him to the hospital.
Let's go, please.
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The door!
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[VOCALIZING]
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♪♪
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RUE: What was it about Cassie Howard
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that allowed Nate to
fully surrender himself?
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With Maddy, it was always a game.
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Cassie was the opposite.
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He knew he wasn't perfect.
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That he had some... issues.
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But maybe the reason he had those issues
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is because Maddy brought
out the worst in him.
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And maybe if he met Cassie
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when he was a sophomore
instead of Maddy...
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she would've brought
out the best in him.
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How could he have ever overlooked her?
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Underestimated her?
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She was everything you
could ever want in a woman.
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♪♪
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["LIVE OR DIE" BY LIL XAN
AND NOAH CYRUS PLAYING]
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[VOCALIZING]
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♪♪
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RUE: He knew it was
a little soon to say,
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but he could imagine
spending life with her.
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[IN SLOW MOTION]:
I wanna feel you inside of me.
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RUE: He was at home... and in love.
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♪♪
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She was intuitive and emotional.
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♪♪
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She was sensitive and vulnerable.
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♪♪
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She was a strong, powerful woman.
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♪♪
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NATE: I don't wanna
weird you out or anything,
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but I can imagine
starting a family with you.
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♪♪
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[MACHINE BEEPING]
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RUE: Nate began to wonder
if he had brain damage.
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CAL: Can you hear me?
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RUE: How would he know?
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RUE: He knew he could do
a better job than his dad.
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He wouldn't fuck his kid up
the way his dad fucked him up.
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And the way his granddad
fucked his dad up.
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Almighty God, you are the only
source of health and healing.
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CASSIE: Does your dad
work out every day?
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♪♪
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RUE: Except his dad was
such a fuckin' idiot.
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- He couldn't even control himself.
- [MOANING]
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I want you to come with
my tongue in your ass.
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Ah, fuck.
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RUE: And had jeopardized
everything their family worked for.
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Any soon-to-be-Mamas wanna take a dip?
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♪♪
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RUE: Sometimes... he
just wished that his dad
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would drop dead of a heart attack...
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[SCREAMING]
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and be free of him.
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[MACHINE BEEPING]
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But there's no point in
fantasizing about a life
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with Cassie when he knew
that Maddy had that disc.
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[SHOWER RUNNING]
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[SCREAMS] Fuck!
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RUE: What if he could
go back to the beginning?
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What would he wish?
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Where would things go?
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Who would he be?
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In you, there is calm.
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Amen.
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- [MACHINE BEEPING RAPIDLY]
- [BODY THUDDING]
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[YELLS] Nurse! Nurse!
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Nurse!
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- [CASSIE GRUNTING]
- Oh, my God!
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CAL: You fuckin' whore. Slut.
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[MOANING]
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[GRUNTING, MOANING CONTINUE]
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[DISCORDANT, CHAOTIC MUSIC PLAYING]
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[SCREAMING, MOANING]
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[MUSIC ENDS]
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[BABY CRYING]
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["I'VE NEVER FELT SO
ALONE" BY LABRINTH PLAYING]
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Synced & corrected by QueenMaddie
www.addic7ed.com
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♪♪
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♪ Oh-oh-oh ♪
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♪ Ah-ah-oh ♪
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RUE: It was the first day
of school after the new year.
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And I finally had everything
I'd ever wished for.
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[ELECTRONIC MUSIC PLAYING]
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♪♪
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- You know you're like a dream?
- [JULES CHUCKLES]
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I didn't know you were
such a romantic, Rue.
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What can I say?
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Oh, fuck... I completely
forgot he goes to our school.
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JULES: I love you.
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RUE: If this asshole says
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anything about doing drugs,
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I will literally slit
his throat in the quad.
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Rue?
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Yeah?
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I said, "I love you."
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- I love you, too.
- You kinda checked out for a second.
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RUE: Please, God, do
not fuck up my life.
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- ELLIOT: Yo, Rue.
- RUE: Hey.
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What's goin' on?
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- JULES: Hi.
- Hi.
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Nothin'.
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I'm Jules.
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Sorry, this is Jules.
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Hey, I'm Elliot. Nice to meet you.
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Sorry, introductions
are, usually, very, um,
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overwhelming and...
debilitating for me...
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at least.
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Uh, so, how do you know Elliot?
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We met on New Year's.
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[CHUCKLES] Oh shit, yeah.
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That was it, New Year's. That's...
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That's where we met.
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Jules is my girlfriend.
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Wow... I didn't know you were, um...
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In a relationship?
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RUE: The other thing I
wish I could mention is
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I, sort of, spent the last few
days hangin' out with Elliot.
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[STRUMMING ELECTRIC GUITAR]
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Which was cool 'cause
he makes a ton of money
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selling music stems online,
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and we bought a bunch of drugs.
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Um... it was nice to meet you,
and I'll see you later, Rue.
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- ELLIOT: Nice to meet you.
- RUE: I love you. Bye.
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Fuck. Was it just me, or
was that super awkward?
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That was awkward.
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- Hey, Cass.
- Hey, Jules.
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RUE: Since winter formal,
Cassie had gone through
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a low-grade depression.
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When was the last time you showered?
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When are you gonna clean
your side of the room?
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Wait, when have you ever been single?
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CASSIE: I was reading
this article on abstinence,
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and how not having sex is
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like its own spiritual journey.
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Right.
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The writer compared it to how monks take
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their vows of silence,
and I really feel like
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that's my journey next year.
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Bitch, I don't believe
a word you're saying.
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Why?
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Because you love to be loved.
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How do I fix that?
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I don't know, when you wanna say yes,
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you just say no.
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NATE: Would you like
a ride to this party?
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You wanna go to the bathroom?
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You able to do this
and not tell anybody?
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Yes.
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[LIGHT MUSIC PLAYING]
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RUE: But she was drunk. Not super drunk.
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But she never would've said yes if
Maddy and Nate were still together.
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'Cause that would be unforgivable.
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Maddy was her best friend.
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You just get back from the hospital?
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[DOOR SLAMS]
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[CASSIE SOBBING]
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RUE: Maddy couldn't sleep.
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And if she were being
totally honest with herself,
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she wanted to be in that
hospital bed with Nate.
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♪♪
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[PHONE BUZZES]
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Lexi, where's the fucking Tylenol?
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Is that Nate's blood on your leg?
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Why didn't you wash it off?
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♪♪
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Nate sent me the most beautiful
text message this morning.
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Really? What he say?
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[MELANCHOLY MUSIC PLAYING]
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That's so sweet.
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Yeah, I know he's a horrible person,
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but I'm kind of torn.
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When are you getting off the phone?
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Why do you care?
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Because I wanna talk to you.
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Hey, Cass, I'm gonna go hang
out with my best friend Theo
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and I'll call you later.
Okay. Okay, bye.
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RUE: Babysitting wasn't
her first choice of a job.
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[CHEERING]
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I'm sorry, but 17-year-olds
can't donate eggs.
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That's fucking retarded.
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RUE: She liked the kid she babysat for.
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[READING TO THEO]
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But what she loved the most was...
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["COME RAIN OR COME SHINE"
BY JUDY GARLAND PLAYING]
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♪ I'm gonna love you
like nobody's loved you ♪
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♪ Come rain or come shine ♪
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♪ I guess when you met me ♪
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♪ It was just one of those things ♪
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- [CAMERA CLICKS]
- ♪ I'm gonna love you ♪
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♪ I'm gonna love you ♪
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♪ I'm gonna love you
come rain or come shine ♪
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♪ High as a mountain
and deep as a river ♪
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♪ Come rain or come shine ♪
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♪ I'm gonna love you,
I'm gonna love you ♪
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♪ I'm gonna love you ♪
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- [ALARM BEEPS]
- Fuck.
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[TENSE MUSIC PLAYING]
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Maddy?
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Fuck.
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♪♪
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SAMANTHA: Maddy?
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♪♪
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- Hey.
- Hi.
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- SAMANTHA: Hi.
- How was your night?
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Whew...
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it was fun, uh...
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it's nice to be drunk.
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[CHUCKLES]
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Maddy?
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Can you come here for a second?
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Sure.
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[TENSE MUSIC PLAYING]
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Hey... can you help me with this zipper?
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I don't know where my husband is.
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Oh, yeah, of course.
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Thanks.
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Thank you for being so sweet.
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[SOFTLY]: That's all.
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- Good night.
- Good night.
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I feel like I would
look so sexy pregnant.
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Maddy, please do not get pregnant.
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I wouldn't wear any of those
nasty maternity clothes.
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I would just be me... plus pregnant.
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Remember when I got pregnant?
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Yes, and it would be nothing like that.
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Well, speakin' of baby daddies,
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I've seen the photo that
Ethan posted of the two of you.
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It's cute as fuck.
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Yeah, Kat, stop flaunting
your healthy, non-abusive,
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wonderful relationship.
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It's actually triggering.
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Yeah, he's, um... He's really sweet.
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RUE: And he was really sweet.
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["DO WHAT YOU WANT, BE WHAT YOU
ARE" BY HALL & OATES PLAYING]
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I just have to go to the bathroom
real quick, okay?
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Okay.
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♪ There ain't no right or wrong way ♪
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♪ Just a play from the heart ♪
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♪ It ain't a sign of weakness, girl ♪
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♪ To give yourself away ♪
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♪ Because the strong
give up and move on ♪
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[MUSIC FADES]
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[SWORD SCRAPES]
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[OMINOUS MUSIC PLAYING]
258
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Ethan?
259
00:16:31,115 --> 00:16:32,991
[BLOOD SQUELCHING, SPRAYING]
260
00:16:38,414 --> 00:16:42,501
[TRIBAL MUSIC PLAYING]
261
00:16:56,265 --> 00:16:57,641
Ahh.
262
00:16:59,476 --> 00:17:01,219
He was the love of my life.
263
00:17:02,688 --> 00:17:05,495
No, no, not totally.
264
00:17:08,983 --> 00:17:11,111
[CHUCKLES] Come on.
265
00:17:15,575 --> 00:17:16,860
[GASPS]
266
00:17:19,393 --> 00:17:20,869
What are you doing?
267
00:17:23,799 --> 00:17:25,455
Okay.
268
00:17:25,992 --> 00:17:27,373
Ah.
269
00:17:27,378 --> 00:17:29,757
[MOANING]
270
00:17:38,557 --> 00:17:41,692
Wait, you're telling me
Ethan tore your clothes off
271
00:17:41,697 --> 00:17:43,221
and fucked the shit out of you?
272
00:17:43,486 --> 00:17:45,971
Yeah... it's great.
273
00:17:47,031 --> 00:17:49,908
- Wow.
- Go Ethan!
274
00:17:50,569 --> 00:17:51,916
Bye.
275
00:18:01,190 --> 00:18:04,026
RUE: Nate was released from
the hospital a few days earlier.
276
00:18:14,462 --> 00:18:15,994
CAL: I have a hard time believing
277
00:18:15,999 --> 00:18:17,788
you don't know who did this to you.
278
00:18:20,210 --> 00:18:23,547
- Dad, just leave it alone.
- Well, I'm not going to.
279
00:18:25,062 --> 00:18:26,730
NATE: Yeah, well, you should.
280
00:18:30,103 --> 00:18:32,518
RUE: It's one thing to
dislike your parents.
281
00:18:33,232 --> 00:18:35,346
It's not like you have a choice.
282
00:18:36,073 --> 00:18:38,064
But if you dislike your kid...
283
00:18:39,910 --> 00:18:42,329
well, that's sort of your fault.
284
00:18:44,326 --> 00:18:47,299
I just have a hard time
believing it was unprovoked.
285
00:18:47,492 --> 00:18:49,221
He's our son.
286
00:18:50,128 --> 00:18:53,382
I know... I know. I'm just sayin'.
287
00:18:55,545 --> 00:18:58,963
[CASSIE ON PHONE, CRYING]
... I just wanna kill myself.
288
00:18:58,968 --> 00:19:01,663
RUE: As soon as Nate had been
released from the hospital...
289
00:19:02,385 --> 00:19:04,632
he wished he was back in the hospital.
290
00:19:04,637 --> 00:19:06,973
Just take a deep breath.
291
00:19:07,422 --> 00:19:09,716
Nate, I'm legit going crazy right now.
292
00:19:09,721 --> 00:19:11,710
You can't do this to me.
293
00:19:12,776 --> 00:19:15,374
- SUZE: Lex?
- What?
294
00:19:15,744 --> 00:19:17,632
What's going on with your sister?
295
00:19:18,360 --> 00:19:20,401
I think she's having
a nervous breakdown.
296
00:19:20,406 --> 00:19:21,939
About what?
297
00:19:22,243 --> 00:19:24,912
LEXI: I don't know.
Being single or something.
298
00:19:26,373 --> 00:19:28,208
No...
299
00:19:28,431 --> 00:19:31,026
those aren't the emotions
of a single person.
300
00:19:33,875 --> 00:19:36,378
RUE: The only way Nate was
able to calm Cassie down enough
301
00:19:36,383 --> 00:19:39,716
to stop crying was to tell her...
302
00:19:39,721 --> 00:19:42,877
I promise we can meet
in person next weekend.
303
00:19:43,594 --> 00:19:46,263
RUE: But then he said something
that totally freaked her out.
304
00:19:46,533 --> 00:19:49,008
[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]
305
00:19:49,021 --> 00:19:51,019
NATE [ON PHONE]: If Maddy
finds out, she's gonna spend
306
00:19:51,023 --> 00:19:53,312
the rest of her life trying to kill me.
307
00:19:53,317 --> 00:19:54,517
I know.
308
00:19:54,522 --> 00:19:56,857
NATE: But she'll actually kill you.
309
00:19:56,862 --> 00:19:59,862
♪♪
310
00:20:01,904 --> 00:20:03,572
Fucking racist.
311
00:20:03,827 --> 00:20:05,078
Ahh!
312
00:20:07,317 --> 00:20:09,945
Sorry, I didn't hear you, bitch. What?!
313
00:20:11,592 --> 00:20:15,054
[TENSE MUSIC PLAYING]
314
00:20:15,059 --> 00:20:17,059
♪♪
315
00:20:22,554 --> 00:20:25,554
[FRANTIC ORGAN PLAYING]
316
00:20:31,065 --> 00:20:33,401
- JULES: Hey, Cass.
- CASSIE: Hey, Jules.
317
00:20:35,207 --> 00:20:37,042
RUE: Now, at the time,
I didn't know how much
318
00:20:37,047 --> 00:20:38,882
the Elliot thing upset Jules.
319
00:20:41,234 --> 00:20:44,237
But I never thought that Jules
was like clingy or jealous,
320
00:20:44,242 --> 00:20:47,235
so I didn't think it'd be a big deal.
321
00:20:47,240 --> 00:20:49,560
- It is a big deal.
- Why?
322
00:20:49,928 --> 00:20:52,080
The fact that you're even
asking me to explain it to you
323
00:20:52,084 --> 00:20:54,660
- is kind of an even bigger deal.
- Oh, I don't understand
324
00:20:54,665 --> 00:20:56,667
how such a small fucking thing
325
00:20:56,672 --> 00:20:59,794
has become such a big fucking thing.
326
00:21:00,717 --> 00:21:03,001
- 'Cause it hurt my feelings.
- RUE: Why?
327
00:21:03,006 --> 00:21:04,974
'Cause I can tell you
have a crush on him.
328
00:21:05,427 --> 00:21:07,548
I do not have a fucking crush on him.
329
00:21:07,553 --> 00:21:10,149
JULES: Then why else would
you forget meeting him?
330
00:21:10,154 --> 00:21:13,620
- Like, "Oh, that's right. New Year's."
- Jules, it's not like that.
331
00:21:13,625 --> 00:21:15,320
- "Silly me."
- RUE: It's not like that.
332
00:21:15,325 --> 00:21:18,860
Well, I hope not.
That would really suck.
333
00:21:19,146 --> 00:21:21,859
- I'm sorry.
- Um, I gotta be home in 15 minutes,
334
00:21:21,864 --> 00:21:24,491
or else I'm gonna get
grounded for another two weeks.
335
00:21:24,574 --> 00:21:26,326
I'll see ya later, Rue.
336
00:21:28,203 --> 00:21:31,536
- I get you in trouble?
- Yeah, kinda.
337
00:21:33,661 --> 00:21:35,945
I feel like we should do drugs.
338
00:21:35,950 --> 00:21:39,381
[ELECTRONICA MUSIC PLAYING]
339
00:21:39,386 --> 00:21:41,529
♪ Hey, y'all know what's up ♪
340
00:21:52,056 --> 00:21:53,989
Why don't you have a seat, Cassie?
341
00:21:54,766 --> 00:21:58,286
Mr. Jacobs believes you
know who assaulted his son.
342
00:21:58,608 --> 00:22:01,069
[TENSE MUSIC PLAYING]
343
00:22:01,074 --> 00:22:02,325
[SLURPS]
344
00:22:02,974 --> 00:22:04,474
RUE: Meanwhile...
345
00:22:04,971 --> 00:22:07,396
Fezco had a new house guest.
346
00:22:08,294 --> 00:22:11,911
Ashtray was so pissed off
he couldn't even speak to Fez.
347
00:22:14,525 --> 00:22:15,735
[SIGHS]
348
00:22:18,795 --> 00:22:21,724
- Good morning!
- Morning.
349
00:22:22,628 --> 00:22:24,755
RUE: Fezco couldn't
understand the whole story.
350
00:22:24,760 --> 00:22:25,761
[DOG BARKING]
351
00:22:25,766 --> 00:22:27,211
But apparently Faye had pushed
352
00:22:27,216 --> 00:22:29,009
the motel manager off the balcony.
353
00:22:29,014 --> 00:22:31,808
[MANAGER YELLING]
354
00:22:33,013 --> 00:22:35,307
- [DOG BARKING]
- [HELICOPTER HOVERING]
355
00:22:35,312 --> 00:22:37,314
The fucking cops are looking for Faye.
356
00:22:37,397 --> 00:22:38,565
What the fuck!
357
00:22:38,570 --> 00:22:41,094
[CRIES] I, I didn't do anything.
358
00:22:41,099 --> 00:22:43,294
RUE: Unfortunately,
Custer wouldn't leave her.
359
00:22:43,299 --> 00:22:47,216
I know, dude, but she's
the love of my life.
360
00:22:48,903 --> 00:22:50,638
RUE: And the last thing Fezco needed
361
00:22:50,643 --> 00:22:52,991
was the cops finding Faye with Custer.
362
00:22:53,700 --> 00:22:55,633
- [WHINES]
- Get in the fucking vent.
363
00:22:57,083 --> 00:22:59,331
OFFICER: I know you're in there.
Open up!
364
00:22:59,336 --> 00:23:02,042
CUSTER: Oh my God.
Get in the fucking vent!
365
00:23:02,200 --> 00:23:03,396
I love you.
366
00:23:04,208 --> 00:23:06,086
RUE: Custer told Fez he could find her
367
00:23:06,091 --> 00:23:08,701
behind the dumpster
of the new Taco Bell.
368
00:23:08,706 --> 00:23:12,210
[RAP MUSIC PLAYING ON CAR STEREO]
369
00:23:16,345 --> 00:23:18,389
Don't look at me like that.
370
00:23:18,684 --> 00:23:20,477
The only reason that I went so crazy
371
00:23:20,482 --> 00:23:24,404
is because the motel manager
kept saying such mean things.
372
00:23:25,320 --> 00:23:27,614
I honestly don't give a fuck.
373
00:23:29,950 --> 00:23:31,738
RUE: So Faye came to live with Fez.
374
00:23:31,743 --> 00:23:34,247
Yo, don't touch nothin'.
375
00:23:35,038 --> 00:23:37,372
- Don't talk to Ash.
- Okay.
376
00:23:37,377 --> 00:23:40,220
And don't go in
my fuckin' room, all right?
377
00:23:41,484 --> 00:23:43,361
I promise.
378
00:23:46,726 --> 00:23:50,063
- Want some of my sandwich?
- FAYE: Okay.
379
00:23:52,931 --> 00:23:55,064
Cassie, I asked you a question.
380
00:23:55,433 --> 00:23:57,561
LEXI: She didn't see anything.
381
00:23:57,644 --> 00:24:00,994
I'm not asking you. I'm asking her.
382
00:24:03,478 --> 00:24:05,939
I already told Mrs. Jacobs
I didn't see anything.
383
00:24:06,077 --> 00:24:08,913
I know. We just don't believe you.
384
00:24:10,365 --> 00:24:11,947
I'm telling the truth.
385
00:24:12,895 --> 00:24:14,895
Look, Cassie, I'm more than happy to get
386
00:24:14,900 --> 00:24:18,187
the Chief of Police,
Bill Greenwood, involved.
387
00:24:18,192 --> 00:24:19,642
Old family friend.
388
00:24:20,116 --> 00:24:22,900
Maybe he should have this
conversation with you.
389
00:24:23,727 --> 00:24:26,771
With everyone, in fact. You know?
390
00:24:28,365 --> 00:24:30,588
Get everyone's cell phones.
391
00:24:31,261 --> 00:24:33,013
Text histories.
392
00:24:33,909 --> 00:24:36,036
Find out what exactly happened.
393
00:24:37,017 --> 00:24:38,994
Should we do that instead?
394
00:24:40,937 --> 00:24:43,918
RUE: Now, what scared
the shit out of Cassie...
395
00:24:45,619 --> 00:24:47,605
was last night she texted Nate.
396
00:24:47,750 --> 00:24:49,546
[TEXT NOTIFICATION]
397
00:24:53,487 --> 00:24:55,418
[PHONE RINGING]
398
00:24:55,554 --> 00:24:56,554
Hello?
399
00:24:56,559 --> 00:24:58,680
NATE [ON PHONE]: Don't ever
put that in writing again.
400
00:24:59,956 --> 00:25:01,676
I'm sorry.
401
00:25:04,336 --> 00:25:07,255
Don't look at her. Look at me.
402
00:25:11,348 --> 00:25:13,433
- Why would you say that?
- What?!
403
00:25:13,559 --> 00:25:16,255
- What was I supposed to do?
- Not say anything.
404
00:25:16,260 --> 00:25:18,178
You heard him!
He was going to call the police!
405
00:25:18,183 --> 00:25:19,843
No, he wasn't. He was bluffing,
406
00:25:19,848 --> 00:25:21,897
and you fell for it 'cause
you're a fucking idiot!
407
00:25:21,902 --> 00:25:23,512
Why do you even care?!
408
00:25:23,517 --> 00:25:25,176
Because you just ruined someone's life!
409
00:25:25,181 --> 00:25:29,018
Fezco almost killed Nate!
That was his decision.
410
00:25:36,532 --> 00:25:38,867
RUE: Lexi had thought
about that night a lot.
411
00:25:38,990 --> 00:25:43,004
How could Fezco be so kind to
her, and so violent towards Nate?
412
00:25:43,829 --> 00:25:46,451
She couldn't remember the last
time someone her age asked her
413
00:25:46,456 --> 00:25:48,574
so many questions about herself.
414
00:25:49,417 --> 00:25:52,035
He actually cared about
what she had to say.
415
00:25:52,764 --> 00:25:54,599
And then, 10 minutes later...
416
00:25:56,301 --> 00:25:58,856
almost beat Nate Jacobs to death.
417
00:26:00,629 --> 00:26:04,354
And even if Nate deserved it,
it was a horrible thing to do.
418
00:26:08,452 --> 00:26:10,579
It made her think about her entire life.
419
00:26:13,655 --> 00:26:16,340
How she's always been so passive.
420
00:26:21,208 --> 00:26:24,003
How she never had
the courage to say anything.
421
00:26:28,309 --> 00:26:31,606
And even the time when she did
get the courage to say something?
422
00:26:32,048 --> 00:26:34,134
Rue, you really need to get help.
423
00:26:35,458 --> 00:26:37,684
What, are you gonna
tell my mom or something?
424
00:26:38,751 --> 00:26:40,895
Yeah, if you don't stop.
425
00:26:43,476 --> 00:26:45,020
Okay.
426
00:26:46,946 --> 00:26:49,031
- [SNORTS]
- She backed down.
427
00:26:52,211 --> 00:26:53,796
SUZE: Hon...
428
00:26:55,728 --> 00:26:57,824
I don't wanna scare you...
429
00:26:58,550 --> 00:27:00,507
but somethin' happened to Rue.
430
00:27:00,512 --> 00:27:03,090
She's okay. She's okay.
431
00:27:04,684 --> 00:27:06,740
But I think she overdosed.
432
00:27:06,745 --> 00:27:08,871
[SOMBER MUSIC PLAYING]
433
00:27:08,876 --> 00:27:11,666
Oh...
434
00:27:11,671 --> 00:27:14,090
Come here. Come here.
435
00:27:17,051 --> 00:27:19,238
[LEXI CRYING] It's my fault.
436
00:27:22,559 --> 00:27:24,471
RUE: She hated herself for being so weak
437
00:27:24,476 --> 00:27:26,387
and passive and afraid.
438
00:27:27,129 --> 00:27:29,434
So, a couple of days
after Cal came over,
439
00:27:29,439 --> 00:27:31,608
she decided to say something.
440
00:27:31,613 --> 00:27:35,820
["HAUNTED" BY LAURA LES PLAYING]
441
00:27:35,825 --> 00:27:39,434
♪ Yeah, do you think it's cute
that I'm so fucking stupid ♪
442
00:27:39,439 --> 00:27:40,996
♪ Tired of bein' useless ♪
443
00:27:41,001 --> 00:27:42,241
♪ I've been up for three days ♪
444
00:27:42,246 --> 00:27:44,694
♪ Everything is haunted,
everybody's evil ♪
445
00:27:44,699 --> 00:27:46,451
♪ And there's bugs inside the carpet ♪
446
00:27:46,456 --> 00:27:47,947
♪ Do you think I'm frightening ♪
447
00:27:47,952 --> 00:27:50,413
♪ Organ chords and lightning,
if I show my fangs ♪
448
00:27:50,418 --> 00:27:51,749
♪ Will you tell me that they're cool ♪
449
00:27:51,753 --> 00:27:53,662
♪ Mirrors shatter when I'm passing ♪
450
00:27:53,667 --> 00:27:55,222
♪ Broken glass and crashing ♪
451
00:27:55,227 --> 00:27:58,271
♪ Little blurry stars
scattered all across my room ♪
452
00:28:03,890 --> 00:28:05,262
[LOADS GUN]
453
00:28:07,096 --> 00:28:08,848
RUE: Now, I didn't know any of this
454
00:28:08,853 --> 00:28:11,598
'cause I was with Elliot
smokin' a little bit of weed.
455
00:28:12,185 --> 00:28:14,437
Jules invited me over
to her house for dinner.
456
00:28:14,442 --> 00:28:18,718
I guess like to apologize,
but I had NA that night
457
00:28:18,723 --> 00:28:20,235
so I went to Elliot's for a bit.
458
00:28:20,240 --> 00:28:23,523
♪ Long as I've got your love ♪
459
00:28:23,528 --> 00:28:26,363
♪ You know that I'll never leave ♪
460
00:28:27,366 --> 00:28:30,328
♪ When I wanted you to share my life ♪
461
00:28:30,333 --> 00:28:33,706
♪ I had no doubt in my mind ♪
462
00:28:33,711 --> 00:28:38,049
♪ And it's been you, woman ♪
463
00:28:38,054 --> 00:28:41,390
♪ Right down the line ♪
464
00:28:44,472 --> 00:28:49,060
♪ I just wanna say this is my way ♪
465
00:28:49,065 --> 00:28:52,684
♪ Of tellin' you everything ♪
466
00:28:52,689 --> 00:28:56,025
♪ I could never say before ♪
467
00:28:56,030 --> 00:28:58,115
♪♪
468
00:28:59,221 --> 00:29:00,848
[KNOCK ON DOOR]
469
00:29:01,072 --> 00:29:04,200
DAVID: Should I just put dinner
in the oven till Rue gets here?
470
00:29:04,284 --> 00:29:07,412
Uh, no, she's not coming.
She has a meeting.
471
00:29:09,284 --> 00:29:11,411
You sure she's a good influence?
472
00:29:11,416 --> 00:29:14,502
She's part of the reason you
decided to get on that train.
473
00:29:14,616 --> 00:29:18,020
Yeah, but she's not the one
who got on the train.
474
00:29:18,506 --> 00:29:20,508
It still doesn't answer my question.
475
00:29:26,010 --> 00:29:28,296
You know what I feel like
nobody in my life understands?
476
00:29:28,301 --> 00:29:31,352
Is that like drugs are honestly
the only way I can be myself.
477
00:29:31,707 --> 00:29:34,058
Yeah, I, I don't think that's true.
478
00:29:34,063 --> 00:29:35,273
Nah, it is true.
479
00:29:35,613 --> 00:29:37,103
Like when I first met you,
480
00:29:37,254 --> 00:29:40,236
I would've never had
the balls to just, like,
481
00:29:40,398 --> 00:29:43,116
- come up to you and talk to you.
- Why?
482
00:29:43,121 --> 00:29:46,106
RUE: I don't know. I'm just
like a deeply shy person.
483
00:29:47,736 --> 00:29:50,856
And like with Jules, right? Like...
484
00:29:51,706 --> 00:29:54,215
when I first met her, I was just...
485
00:29:56,134 --> 00:29:58,261
immediately in love.
486
00:30:00,423 --> 00:30:02,634
- In love?
- RUE: Yeah.
487
00:30:04,067 --> 00:30:06,444
When you say it out loud
it kind of sounds small.
488
00:30:07,639 --> 00:30:09,682
What's a bigger feeling than love?
489
00:30:12,894 --> 00:30:14,187
Loss.
490
00:30:15,605 --> 00:30:17,106
ELLIOT: You think?
491
00:30:18,274 --> 00:30:19,609
Yeah, I think so.
492
00:30:22,487 --> 00:30:24,238
Yeah.
493
00:30:25,137 --> 00:30:26,922
I don't know. Maybe
that's what it was, right?
494
00:30:26,926 --> 00:30:28,409
Like...
495
00:30:28,777 --> 00:30:32,262
as soon as I saw her, I was just
immediately afraid to lose her.
496
00:30:33,248 --> 00:30:34,918
Who have you lost?
497
00:30:35,667 --> 00:30:37,379
Uh, my dad.
498
00:30:37,835 --> 00:30:40,567
- Meaning?
- Meaning he's dead.
499
00:30:42,048 --> 00:30:43,910
Shit, I'm sorry.
500
00:30:44,630 --> 00:30:47,012
It's fine. You didn't, like, kill him.
501
00:30:47,017 --> 00:30:48,518
How was he killed?
502
00:30:49,667 --> 00:30:51,336
RUE: Oh, he wasn't.
503
00:30:51,348 --> 00:30:53,507
- Are you fucking with me right now?
- [RUE LAUGHS]
504
00:30:53,512 --> 00:30:56,062
Uh, no, it was, it was cancer.
505
00:30:57,564 --> 00:30:58,773
Shit.
506
00:30:59,362 --> 00:31:00,572
[RUE SIGHS]
507
00:31:00,733 --> 00:31:02,332
Yeah.
508
00:31:03,528 --> 00:31:06,573
- How old were you?
- RUE: I was 14.
509
00:31:06,578 --> 00:31:09,456
- So recently.
- Not really.
510
00:31:10,785 --> 00:31:12,620
I feel like that's kind of recent.
511
00:31:13,742 --> 00:31:15,934
I don't know. I guess.
512
00:31:16,416 --> 00:31:19,309
Honestly it feels like
fuckin' forever ago.
513
00:31:20,916 --> 00:31:22,709
Is that why you started doing drugs?
514
00:31:22,809 --> 00:31:25,675
[CHUCKLES] That's funny.
That's what, uh...
515
00:31:25,758 --> 00:31:28,261
That's what everybody asks in rehab.
516
00:31:28,573 --> 00:31:30,897
- ELLIOT: What do you mean?
- Uh, just that, you know, like,
517
00:31:30,901 --> 00:31:33,177
I wish it was that
simple, you know, like...
518
00:31:33,261 --> 00:31:35,722
"Well, my dad died, so
I started doing drugs."
519
00:31:35,727 --> 00:31:37,279
- ELLIOT: Yeah.
- Yeah.
520
00:31:37,363 --> 00:31:39,559
I feel like everyone's
looking for like a...
521
00:31:39,564 --> 00:31:41,482
cause and effect.
522
00:31:41,753 --> 00:31:44,063
Sometimes shit's just
like is what it is.
523
00:31:44,068 --> 00:31:45,581
RUE: Yeah, exactly.
524
00:31:45,994 --> 00:31:47,511
I don't know.
525
00:31:47,650 --> 00:31:49,871
To be honest, if my dad was still here,
526
00:31:49,876 --> 00:31:51,753
I'd probably still be doin' this shit.
527
00:31:53,077 --> 00:31:55,788
[RUE SNORTS, GRUNTS]
528
00:31:56,016 --> 00:31:58,435
How does Jules not know
that you're doing drugs?
529
00:31:58,440 --> 00:32:01,169
Ugh, 'cause I'm good at my job.
530
00:32:02,593 --> 00:32:05,179
Do you think it's a good
thing that we're friends?
531
00:32:06,556 --> 00:32:07,891
Yeah, why?
532
00:32:08,968 --> 00:32:10,762
I just feel like...
533
00:32:11,050 --> 00:32:13,901
we might not bring out
the best in each other.
534
00:32:17,398 --> 00:32:19,667
I feel like I'm okay with that.
535
00:32:25,109 --> 00:32:26,474
ETHAN [ON PHONE]: I love you.
536
00:32:26,479 --> 00:32:28,983
- I love you.
- ETHAN: I love you more.
537
00:32:28,988 --> 00:32:30,854
I love you more than more.
538
00:32:34,511 --> 00:32:35,823
[VIDEO PLAYS ON COMPUTER]
539
00:32:35,828 --> 00:32:37,821
[VIDEO PLAYS ON COMPUTER]
540
00:32:37,826 --> 00:32:40,729
RUE: Ethan made plans with
Kat to go bowling that night.
541
00:32:41,163 --> 00:32:43,331
Kat was depressed because
she couldn't figure out why
542
00:32:43,336 --> 00:32:44,964
she didn't love Ethan.
543
00:32:45,555 --> 00:32:49,104
So she decided to make
a list of pros and cons.
544
00:33:08,731 --> 00:33:10,760
But she couldn't think of anything,
545
00:33:10,765 --> 00:33:13,704
which made her realize Ethan
might not be the problem.
546
00:33:13,709 --> 00:33:15,878
Mmm. [IMITATES GUNSHOT]
547
00:33:17,406 --> 00:33:19,033
[VIDEO PLAYING]
548
00:33:19,038 --> 00:33:20,923
RUE: Kat hated herself.
549
00:33:21,577 --> 00:33:24,789
But the problem with hating yourself
is you can't really talk about it.
550
00:33:25,003 --> 00:33:26,499
Because at some point recently,
551
00:33:26,504 --> 00:33:28,706
the whole world joined a self-help cult
552
00:33:28,711 --> 00:33:30,254
and won't shut the fuck up about it.
553
00:33:30,259 --> 00:33:32,637
It's not gonna solve
all your life problems,
554
00:33:32,642 --> 00:33:33,923
but it is gonna solve...
555
00:33:33,928 --> 00:33:35,204
INFLUENCER: Kat.
556
00:33:35,800 --> 00:33:37,071
You're one of the bravest,
557
00:33:37,076 --> 00:33:38,942
most beautiful human beings
558
00:33:38,947 --> 00:33:40,435
I have ever seen.
559
00:33:40,626 --> 00:33:44,058
- [MOUTH FULL] That's not true.
- Yes, it is.
560
00:33:44,063 --> 00:33:46,357
I wish I had your confidence.
561
00:33:46,511 --> 00:33:49,472
But I don't, like... feel healthy.
562
00:33:49,485 --> 00:33:50,903
Yes, you are.
563
00:33:51,064 --> 00:33:54,345
No, like... seriously. I'm not.
564
00:33:54,693 --> 00:33:57,387
Kat, you just have to love yourself.
565
00:33:57,392 --> 00:33:59,387
KAT: But that's what
I'm trying to tell you!
566
00:33:59,392 --> 00:34:01,414
I fucking hate myself!
567
00:34:01,575 --> 00:34:04,087
Every day you get out of bed...
568
00:34:04,621 --> 00:34:06,236
It's an act of courage.
569
00:34:06,483 --> 00:34:07,567
That's easy for you to say.
570
00:34:07,572 --> 00:34:09,525
You don't have like
fucking mental problems.
571
00:34:09,962 --> 00:34:13,031
Yes, I do. Why do you
think I look like this?
572
00:34:13,036 --> 00:34:14,371
Are you kidding?
573
00:34:14,376 --> 00:34:16,785
I wish my mental problems
made me look like you.
574
00:34:16,790 --> 00:34:18,970
- Trust me, you don't.
- KAT: Trust me, I do!
575
00:34:18,975 --> 00:34:21,375
You're like the most beautiful
person I've ever fucking seen.
576
00:34:21,380 --> 00:34:24,778
Maybe by a white, cis-male,
heteronormative standard.
577
00:34:24,783 --> 00:34:27,095
Oh, my God. Are you fucking joking?!
578
00:34:27,353 --> 00:34:28,854
[YELLS] Kat! Are you fucking serious?!
579
00:34:28,858 --> 00:34:31,512
That's not you fucking
talking! It's the patriarchy!
580
00:34:31,517 --> 00:34:34,587
It is me talking! You are not listening!
581
00:34:34,592 --> 00:34:36,981
No! Society puts things into your mind!
582
00:34:36,986 --> 00:34:40,387
I don't care about
society! I feel like shit!
583
00:34:40,392 --> 00:34:43,395
Kat, you need to smash
all beauty standards.
584
00:34:43,400 --> 00:34:45,076
But I can't even get out of bed!
585
00:34:45,081 --> 00:34:46,684
You have to love yourself.
586
00:34:46,689 --> 00:34:48,817
You need to find your
inner fuckin' warrior!
587
00:34:48,822 --> 00:34:51,637
- Become a bad bitch.
- Just like you did last year.
588
00:34:51,642 --> 00:34:54,543
- But that wasn't even real.
- It looked real.
589
00:34:54,548 --> 00:34:57,317
- KAT: That was the point!
- I found it inspiring.
590
00:34:57,322 --> 00:35:01,427
- Shut the fuck up!
- Love yourself! Love yourself!
591
00:35:01,432 --> 00:35:04,309
Love yourself! Love yourself!
592
00:35:05,989 --> 00:35:09,018
[KAT SHOUTS] Leave me alone!
Get the fuck out!
593
00:35:09,023 --> 00:35:13,653
[SHOUTING, CHANTING CONTINUE]
594
00:35:13,727 --> 00:35:15,103
[PHONE CHIMES]
595
00:35:21,136 --> 00:35:22,596
[CHANTING STOPS]
596
00:35:25,577 --> 00:35:26,733
Fuck.
597
00:35:26,738 --> 00:35:27,781
[PHONE BUZZES]
598
00:35:28,876 --> 00:35:30,169
Hey.
599
00:35:31,563 --> 00:35:36,235
Uh, nothing just...
depressed in the bath.
600
00:35:39,428 --> 00:35:40,972
Bowling?
601
00:35:40,977 --> 00:35:44,063
["SHE BRINGS THE RAIN" BY CAN PLAYING]
602
00:35:44,068 --> 00:35:47,068
♪♪
603
00:35:59,878 --> 00:36:03,299
♪ Yes, I care if she brings me spring ♪
604
00:36:04,300 --> 00:36:05,557
♪ But don't care about nothing ♪
605
00:36:05,561 --> 00:36:07,355
RUE: What the fuck?
606
00:36:08,620 --> 00:36:10,830
♪ She brings the rain ♪
607
00:36:11,151 --> 00:36:13,749
♪ Oh yeah, she brings the rain ♪
608
00:36:13,754 --> 00:36:17,592
♪♪
609
00:36:18,027 --> 00:36:21,340
♪ In the dawn of the silvery day ♪
610
00:36:21,345 --> 00:36:22,550
[LINE RINGING]
611
00:36:22,555 --> 00:36:26,511
♪ Clouds seem to melt away ♪
612
00:36:26,941 --> 00:36:29,128
♪ She brings the rain ♪
613
00:36:29,133 --> 00:36:32,595
♪ Oh yeah, she brings the rain ♪
614
00:36:36,235 --> 00:36:40,017
♪ She brings the rain,
it feels like spring ♪
615
00:36:40,391 --> 00:36:42,182
NATE [ON VOICEMAIL]:
Yo, this is Nate. I'm busy.
616
00:36:42,186 --> 00:36:43,979
Leave a message at the beep.
617
00:36:45,407 --> 00:36:47,700
♪ She brings the rain ♪
618
00:36:47,939 --> 00:36:50,254
♪ Oh yeah, she brings the rain ♪
619
00:36:50,259 --> 00:36:51,802
[PHONE BUZZES]
620
00:36:54,501 --> 00:36:58,878
♪ She brings the rain,
it feels like spring ♪
621
00:36:59,196 --> 00:37:03,007
♪ Magic mushrooms out of things ♪
622
00:37:03,384 --> 00:37:07,422
♪ She brings the rain,
it feels like spring ♪
623
00:37:07,945 --> 00:37:11,734
♪ She brings the rain,
it feels like spring ♪
624
00:37:12,282 --> 00:37:16,228
♪ She brings the rain,
it feels like spring ♪
625
00:37:16,374 --> 00:37:18,814
♪ She brings the rain ♪
626
00:37:18,819 --> 00:37:21,819
♪♪
627
00:37:29,241 --> 00:37:31,074
[GRUNTS]
628
00:37:37,713 --> 00:37:39,340
[WHIRRING]
629
00:37:46,472 --> 00:37:47,848
[SIGHS]
630
00:37:49,684 --> 00:37:51,936
Look who the cat dragged in.
631
00:37:53,241 --> 00:37:54,956
Yeah, yeah.
632
00:37:57,690 --> 00:38:00,726
[WHISPERS]: I see you're
still on your suicide mission.
633
00:38:02,628 --> 00:38:06,007
Let go. Let God.
634
00:38:11,080 --> 00:38:12,289
[ALI SIGHS]
635
00:38:19,683 --> 00:38:21,893
Where are we goin'?
636
00:38:31,350 --> 00:38:33,811
[INAUDIBLE]
637
00:38:33,823 --> 00:38:37,823
♪♪
638
00:38:53,372 --> 00:38:55,249
What are you thinking about?
639
00:38:56,949 --> 00:38:58,700
We're almost there.
640
00:39:05,270 --> 00:39:07,476
I've never been over here before.
641
00:39:13,524 --> 00:39:17,695
So... you wanna tell me who
that girl was you just had over.
642
00:39:19,648 --> 00:39:22,218
What? No. She's a friend.
643
00:39:25,104 --> 00:39:28,608
I can count on my hand how many
friends you done had over here.
644
00:39:30,451 --> 00:39:32,495
Well, she's one of 'em.
645
00:39:33,162 --> 00:39:35,498
- Mm-hm.
- Mm-hm.
646
00:39:38,371 --> 00:39:41,499
[VOCALIZING]
647
00:39:41,504 --> 00:39:44,504
♪♪
648
00:39:46,425 --> 00:39:48,094
[PINS CLATTERING]
649
00:39:49,214 --> 00:39:51,258
[UPBEAT ELECTRONIC PLAYING]
650
00:39:51,263 --> 00:39:55,263
♪♪
651
00:40:34,014 --> 00:40:36,016
Look, Cass, um...
652
00:40:37,268 --> 00:40:39,140
I really like you.
653
00:40:42,731 --> 00:40:45,374
How I wish that things
could be different.
654
00:40:49,733 --> 00:40:52,369
I just think what happened
between us was a mistake,
655
00:40:52,374 --> 00:40:54,796
and we never should
have did what we did.
656
00:40:57,587 --> 00:40:59,523
Yeah, but...
657
00:41:01,476 --> 00:41:03,103
NATE: It was my fault.
658
00:41:04,753 --> 00:41:06,499
I shouldn't have, uh...
659
00:41:07,756 --> 00:41:09,968
It was my fault, too.
660
00:41:10,839 --> 00:41:14,217
I just thought... I ju... I just
didn't think that I'd get so, um...
661
00:41:18,976 --> 00:41:22,460
It doesn't matter. It is what it is.
662
00:41:24,390 --> 00:41:26,025
We can't see each other.
663
00:41:27,671 --> 00:41:30,216
And we can never, ever speak about this.
664
00:41:35,082 --> 00:41:40,004
I'm so sorry. I'm...
I'm so fuckin' sorry.
665
00:41:46,629 --> 00:41:47,963
[SHOUTS]: Cassie!
666
00:41:50,189 --> 00:41:51,694
Cass!
667
00:42:03,484 --> 00:42:05,174
- Lexi Howard.
- Hi.
668
00:42:05,179 --> 00:42:08,663
- How you doin'?
- I'm good, um...
669
00:42:09,109 --> 00:42:13,937
- Hi. I'm Faye.
- I'm Lexi, um...
670
00:42:15,486 --> 00:42:17,488
Are, are you guys...
671
00:42:17,790 --> 00:42:21,408
FEZCO: Yeah, no, she's just
stayin' with me for a bit,
672
00:42:21,647 --> 00:42:23,525
but, but she's cool, though.
673
00:42:24,875 --> 00:42:27,173
What brings you out here anyway?
674
00:42:29,516 --> 00:42:31,935
Oh, I just came to get a, a drink.
675
00:42:34,971 --> 00:42:38,558
Okay, well, we got plenty of those.
676
00:42:38,806 --> 00:42:42,759
Um... do you need help finding anything?
677
00:42:43,644 --> 00:42:45,145
No, I'm okay.
678
00:42:45,229 --> 00:42:48,941
Oh, uh, that's the malt liquor.
679
00:42:50,872 --> 00:42:52,206
Yeah, I know.
680
00:42:56,824 --> 00:42:58,200
[CAR DOOR CLOSES]
681
00:42:58,205 --> 00:43:01,205
[TENSE MUSIC PLAYING]
682
00:43:06,548 --> 00:43:07,883
[CAR DOOR CLOSES]
683
00:43:14,608 --> 00:43:16,297
NATE: Cassie!
684
00:43:16,302 --> 00:43:18,512
[AIRPLANE FLYING OVERHEAD]
685
00:43:18,517 --> 00:43:20,143
Cass!
686
00:43:24,977 --> 00:43:26,520
Cassie!
687
00:43:35,751 --> 00:43:37,336
NATE: Cassie!
688
00:43:38,282 --> 00:43:40,117
Cassie!
689
00:43:44,413 --> 00:43:46,999
[AIRPLANE FLYING OVERHEAD]
690
00:44:20,157 --> 00:44:22,659
[MELANCHOLY MUSIC PLAYING]
691
00:44:22,664 --> 00:44:25,664
♪♪
692
00:44:55,692 --> 00:44:58,570
NATE: You don't know
how much power you have.
693
00:44:58,909 --> 00:45:00,317
[KISSING]
694
00:45:00,322 --> 00:45:01,532
[CASSIE MOANS]
695
00:45:02,654 --> 00:45:04,155
NATE [QUIETLY]: Fuck.
696
00:45:18,215 --> 00:45:21,510
How are you ever gonna
look Maddy in the eye again?
697
00:45:27,307 --> 00:45:30,634
Feel sorry I didn't get to
say goodbye on New Year's.
698
00:45:30,941 --> 00:45:32,193
Good evening.
699
00:45:33,540 --> 00:45:35,274
[TENSE MUSIC PLAYING]
700
00:45:35,279 --> 00:45:37,017
What's up, man?
701
00:45:40,529 --> 00:45:43,529
♪♪
702
00:45:59,788 --> 00:46:01,565
You got any spearmint gum?
703
00:46:01,570 --> 00:46:04,698
I don't know, man. The gum's right here.
704
00:46:08,515 --> 00:46:11,515
♪♪
705
00:46:14,985 --> 00:46:16,775
This your store?
706
00:46:17,480 --> 00:46:19,462
It's a family business.
707
00:46:21,862 --> 00:46:23,739
CAL: Do your parents own it?
708
00:46:23,744 --> 00:46:25,579
[BAG CRINKLING]
709
00:46:29,411 --> 00:46:32,236
You usually ask this
many questions, man?
710
00:46:37,134 --> 00:46:38,396
Just you.
711
00:46:41,924 --> 00:46:43,967
She tell you who I am?
712
00:46:47,058 --> 00:46:50,520
- Nah, man.
- FAYE: Are you a cop?
713
00:46:53,060 --> 00:46:54,493
No.
714
00:46:55,763 --> 00:46:58,763
♪♪
715
00:47:33,642 --> 00:47:35,853
Just a concerned father.
716
00:47:43,998 --> 00:47:48,669
[CAR DOOR CLOSES, ENGINE STARTS]
717
00:47:57,833 --> 00:48:00,127
[LIGHTS FLICKERING]
718
00:48:01,545 --> 00:48:04,172
[POP MUSIC PLAYING ON SPEAKERS]
719
00:48:06,758 --> 00:48:09,079
You know what's kind of depressing?
720
00:48:09,636 --> 00:48:13,595
- What?
- I'll never find that kind of love.
721
00:48:14,808 --> 00:48:16,435
What do you mean?
722
00:48:16,666 --> 00:48:21,134
There's just no darkness.
It's just sweet.
723
00:48:21,526 --> 00:48:23,278
JULES: Yeah.
724
00:48:23,525 --> 00:48:25,986
I don't know if that would
ever be enough for me.
725
00:48:28,481 --> 00:48:31,165
I don't know... I mean,
726
00:48:31,170 --> 00:48:34,470
I guess some people are
just kinda built different.
727
00:48:38,451 --> 00:48:39,744
Yeah.
728
00:48:41,418 --> 00:48:42,919
Guess so.
729
00:48:46,006 --> 00:48:48,923
ALL: It works if you work it.
730
00:48:49,332 --> 00:48:52,861
[APPLAUSE]
731
00:48:53,554 --> 00:48:55,178
How 'bout you let me
give you a ride home?
732
00:48:55,182 --> 00:48:57,675
Um, I'm okay. I got my, uh, my bike.
733
00:48:57,680 --> 00:48:58,680
Yeah, yeah.
734
00:48:58,685 --> 00:49:01,009
I'm not sure you should be
behind the handlebars right now.
735
00:49:01,014 --> 00:49:04,517
["BLUE MONK" BY THELONIOUS MONK PLAYING]
736
00:49:07,314 --> 00:49:09,345
Yo, you ever listen to Thelonious Monk?
737
00:49:09,350 --> 00:49:10,507
No.
738
00:49:10,512 --> 00:49:11,626
- [SCOFFS]
- What?
739
00:49:11,631 --> 00:49:13,732
Greatest jazz pianist who ever lived.
740
00:49:13,987 --> 00:49:16,698
Supposedly, he had huge hands.
741
00:49:16,703 --> 00:49:18,337
He would play like this,
742
00:49:18,342 --> 00:49:20,749
and then he would roll his hands over,
743
00:49:20,754 --> 00:49:22,673
hit the keys... [FADES OUT]
744
00:49:22,678 --> 00:49:25,678
♪♪
745
00:49:34,383 --> 00:49:36,093
[TURNS OFF ENGINE]
746
00:49:36,342 --> 00:49:39,466
- All right.
- Okay, what are you doing?
747
00:49:39,471 --> 00:49:41,443
I'm gonna introduce
myself to your mother.
748
00:49:42,223 --> 00:49:43,404
What are you talkin' about?
749
00:49:43,409 --> 00:49:45,680
Rue, if my daughter
was gettin' rides home from NA
750
00:49:45,685 --> 00:49:48,146
by a 54-year-old crackhead,
and he didn't come to the door
751
00:49:48,151 --> 00:49:50,334
to look me in the eye
and shake my hand...
752
00:49:50,776 --> 00:49:52,695
I'd think somethin' was afoot.
753
00:49:52,700 --> 00:49:54,397
O-Okay, but you can't, like,
754
00:49:54,402 --> 00:49:55,904
go in there and start...
755
00:49:55,909 --> 00:49:59,615
- talkin' and stuff, you know?
- Oh shit.
756
00:50:00,580 --> 00:50:04,256
You scared I'mma tell your mama
you're still doin' drugs, huh?
757
00:50:04,871 --> 00:50:07,332
Oh, the anxiety you must have.
758
00:50:07,337 --> 00:50:10,337
[TENSE MUSIC PLAYING]
759
00:50:14,720 --> 00:50:19,123
[KEYPAD BEEPING]
760
00:50:21,101 --> 00:50:23,437
[SIREN WAILING IN DISTANCE]
761
00:50:32,307 --> 00:50:33,892
[EXHALES]
762
00:50:34,557 --> 00:50:35,933
RUE: Mom?
763
00:50:35,938 --> 00:50:38,649
[INDISTINCT]
764
00:50:44,118 --> 00:50:45,927
Five minutes. Okay?
765
00:50:45,932 --> 00:50:48,498
What is she gonna do for five minutes?
766
00:50:49,193 --> 00:50:51,112
MADDY: I don't even wanna know!
767
00:50:52,924 --> 00:50:54,342
[PHONE BUZZING]
768
00:50:58,138 --> 00:51:00,639
I think I'm gonna get
back together with Nate.
769
00:51:03,727 --> 00:51:05,732
It's a mistake, right?
770
00:51:07,314 --> 00:51:11,276
- Don't do it.
- I don't know if I can help it.
771
00:51:14,070 --> 00:51:18,014
I wish you could see yourself
the way the rest of the world does.
772
00:51:30,170 --> 00:51:33,951
[CHUCKLES] I got two daughters
myself, so I know it can't be easy.
773
00:51:35,709 --> 00:51:37,693
I've got a lot of respect for you.
774
00:51:39,090 --> 00:51:41,467
Well, I'm just doin' what I can.
775
00:51:42,219 --> 00:51:44,123
Do you want somethin' to drink or eat?
776
00:51:44,128 --> 00:51:45,587
Do you want to sit down?
777
00:51:45,592 --> 00:51:47,872
Nah, nah, nah. I was just
comin' to introduce myself.
778
00:51:47,877 --> 00:51:50,296
I'm sponsorin' the little troublemaker.
779
00:51:54,993 --> 00:51:57,037
But she's doin' well, right?
780
00:52:05,825 --> 00:52:08,725
I can't tell if that's a statement...
781
00:52:08,944 --> 00:52:10,368
or a question.
782
00:52:10,373 --> 00:52:11,873
[CHUCKLES]
783
00:52:11,878 --> 00:52:14,569
Well, she's got a long way to go.
784
00:52:15,257 --> 00:52:17,435
But so did I at her age.
785
00:52:20,220 --> 00:52:22,968
[SIGHS] Oh, well.
786
00:52:23,170 --> 00:52:25,727
- Thank you for having me by.
- LESLIE: Oh, of course.
787
00:52:25,732 --> 00:52:28,774
- All right. You have a lovely night.
- LESLIE: You too.
788
00:52:28,779 --> 00:52:30,021
Good night.
789
00:52:35,277 --> 00:52:36,982
[DOOR OPENS]
790
00:52:38,280 --> 00:52:40,459
- [DOOR CLOSES]
- [RUE SIGHS]
791
00:52:42,826 --> 00:52:44,578
[CAR ENGINE STARTS]
792
00:52:46,329 --> 00:52:47,956
He's handsome.
793
00:52:53,587 --> 00:52:56,587
♪♪
794
00:53:03,972 --> 00:53:05,390
[THUDDING]
795
00:53:29,956 --> 00:53:31,541
FAYE: Oh...
796
00:53:32,542 --> 00:53:33,960
I'm sorry.
797
00:53:35,541 --> 00:53:37,001
I fell.
798
00:53:40,133 --> 00:53:43,562
Come on, kid. Let's get you to the bed.
799
00:53:47,408 --> 00:53:50,578
Is it true you killed Mouse?
800
00:53:50,810 --> 00:53:52,562
FEZCO: Go to sleep.
801
00:54:14,694 --> 00:54:17,540
You want to tell me why some
punk drug dealer beat you up?
802
00:54:17,622 --> 00:54:19,516
NATE: You sure you want
to have this conversation?
803
00:54:19,520 --> 00:54:21,390
Yeah, Nate. I do.
804
00:54:23,176 --> 00:54:24,702
Okay.
805
00:54:28,427 --> 00:54:30,637
I don't think you want Mom to hear.
806
00:54:30,642 --> 00:54:31,977
[CLEARS THROAT]
807
00:54:35,691 --> 00:54:39,320
You remember that classmate
of mine that you fucked? Jules?
808
00:54:41,203 --> 00:54:43,939
All right, so
she told her best friend...
809
00:54:43,944 --> 00:54:45,902
who told her drug dealer.
810
00:54:46,116 --> 00:54:48,717
And now they keep threatening
to go down to the police station,
811
00:54:48,722 --> 00:54:50,937
and say that you like
to fuck little kids.
812
00:54:50,942 --> 00:54:52,374
Fuck.
813
00:54:54,534 --> 00:54:56,745
So maybe I was stickin' up for you.
814
00:55:03,169 --> 00:55:05,875
- I want to apologize...
- I don't need your apologies.
815
00:55:05,880 --> 00:55:08,049
CAL: I need you to understand...
816
00:55:08,054 --> 00:55:10,346
I didn't know she went to your school.
817
00:55:10,351 --> 00:55:12,929
- I didn't know how old she was.
- Mm-hm.
818
00:55:13,035 --> 00:55:15,871
Well, what she didn't know
is that you were filming her.
819
00:55:19,581 --> 00:55:21,124
Do you have it?
820
00:55:22,814 --> 00:55:25,764
[FUNKY ELECTRONIC MUSIC PLAYING]
821
00:55:25,769 --> 00:55:27,479
CAL: Nate?
822
00:55:30,360 --> 00:55:31,987
Do you have it?
823
00:55:34,767 --> 00:55:37,767
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