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♪ Proceeding and stopping ♪

♪ As if stuck in a maze ♪

♪ Repeating one's insincere words ♪

♪ Why do we feel pain ♪

♪ When we own something? ♪

♪ Now, I have nothing ♪

♪ Maybe the sadness ♪

♪ That has hidden itself away
has forgotten to tell me ♪

♪ That loneliness ♪

♪ Has penetrated my life ♪

♪ Life is just like a farce ♪

♪ Falling into a vortex ♪

♪ And stuck in the desert ♪

♪ How can we escape? ♪

♪ So I was a fool to trust fate ♪

♪ It forgot to tell me ♪

♪ That understanding ♪

♪ Loves to splurge ♪

♪ From night till dawn ♪

♪ My decisive decisions ♪

♪ Have gathered nothing but desolateness ♪

♪ Is this right ♪

♪ Or wrong? ♪

♪ So what ♪

♪ If I have it? ♪

♪ Who can understand my feelings? ♪

[Adapted from Fei Wo Si Cun's original novel
"Because of You"]

[Episode 4]

I always come back here

in countless dreams.

The sunlight is perfect.

You're good, too.

I'm sitting behind you.

It's a great time.

[We'll meet again
sometime in the future if fate permits it.]

I've written everything
that I want to say here.

Check it out only after I've left.

I understood.

Everything is indeed already over.

No matter how much I want to hold on to it,

it's already over.

Actually, it was all over a long time ago.

I have to be glad

that it's finally over.

Today is the first day of the rest of my life.

[I want to wipe the suffering off your eyes]

It'll be over in the blink of an eye.

It won't be painful at all.

Be good.

Mengmeng, what happened?

She's going to undergo an operation soon.

She's in a bad mood.

Look, Mengmeng.

What are these?

These are soybeans.

Once the operation is over,
the beans will sprout.

When you wake up,

you'll get to see white, fat bean sprouts.

Is it really so amazing?

Yes, it is.

Don't belittle them for being tiny and hard.

They'll grow gradually

as long as you water them a little bit.

So you need to be as strong as them.

Got it?

I got it.

Mr. Nie,

you need to wait until the beans sprout
together with me.

Sure, let's wait together.

Be a good girl. I'll come and visit you again

early in the morning tomorrow.

You've eaten the porridge and peaches.

I'm really going back.

My father has been very strict with me lately.

He keeps calling to my dorm at night.

Don't go.

Let me do a magic trick for you.

When I was little, my father worked overtime

and my mother went to play the piano
to earn extra income,

I used to do so.

Do you know what this is called?

I don't know.

This is called the beans sprouting magic trick.

Whenever my mother left home,

she'd put a few beans into it.

She told me

that when the beans sprouted, she'd be back.

In the end, she really came back
the next day in the morning.

Moreover, the beans really sprouted.

She was even making breakfast for me
in the kitchen.

It was so amazing.

Are you trying to trick me?

You even wanted to be my mother.

I didn't mean so.

There's nothing good about being your mother.

I think it's better for you to be a mother
instead of a wife.

No way.

I'd be envious of your son.

No one will be envious of their own sons.

I'll make a move then.

I'll be back when the beans sprout.

And you'll have recovered.

I'm leaving.

I can't bear to part with you.

Mrs. Feng.

I guess you're not a bad person.

You're just a bit short-tempered.

In fact,

our family indeed faces financial difficulty.

My kid has congenital heart disease.

We're waiting to get money for an operation.

Really?

This is the most that I can offer.

Look.

You're so good-looking,

but why is your life so challenging?

Monitor Sun Zhijun
more strictly when you're back.

Don't let him act in a domineering manner outside.

Today...

He hit my husband today.

Both of us are soft-hearted and easy to deal with.

It wouldn't end up like this
if he hit another person instead.

He may try and see.

Can such a small amount of money settle the issue?

It's impossible.

We're not arguing
because of this small sum of money.

It's hardly possible for anyone to not feel bad

after being hit unreasonably.

Yes.

Enough said.

I see that you come to the hospital
every day, right?

You also have quite a good attitude
towards admitting the wrongdoing.

For your sake,
we won't be suing then.

We'll inform the police station

that we've reconciled.

Thank you.

Take care of your kid properly when you're back.

Okay.

It's not easy for her.

Yes.

Then I'll take my leave.

Take care.

He'll be discharged from the hospital soon.

You don't have to come over anymore.

Okay.

Bye-bye.

Bye-bye.

This lady has made appointments
for echocardiography

and electron beam computed tomography.

You tell her which direction to take
and where to go.

Okay.

No worries, she'll bring you there.

It's terrible.

How much did Feng Hui request from you?

How much is the money?

You can't blame me.

I didn't want to be like this.

No way could he joke like that.

Wasn't that a personal attack?

No way could he do that.

I already held back.

Go back to take a bath and rest for a while.

I'm going back to the company for work.

Aren't you going to eat something?

Stand properly.

Tan Jing.

Bring it over now.

This is the transaction history from yesterday.

So

a total of four birthday cakes
were sold yesterday,

right?

Yes.

I didn't ask you.

Liang Yuan'an, you're the cake decorator.

You say it.

There were three deliveries.

One was made and taken away right on the spot.

Then why is there another box missing?

Is it?

Are you sure you decorated four,
not five cakes?

Yes, just four.

But on the CCTV,

it has shown clearly
that you decorated five cakes.

Where is another one?

You're referring to the badly decorated cake?

That one can't be sold.

Moreover, there are failure indicators

for us cake decorators every month.

I haven't used it even once.

Then how about the badly decorated cake?

It's impossible for it to just vanish.

I ate it.

You ate it?

According to the rules of the store,

only expired bread and cakes can be disposed of.

But for a freshly made birthday cake,

it can be kept for three
days in the refrigerator.

You ate such a big
cake on your own?

I was especially hungry yesterday,

so I ate it on my own.

We can only claim a loss
on a badly decorated cake

only after you've seen it.

Yes.

Are you sure you've seen it?

Not at all.

Then you've committed a theft.

Moreover, one box has gone missing now.

I can entirely suspect

that you took the cake and sold it on your own.

I...

The problem is with me.

It was my birthday yesterday.

And I requested Mr. Liang
to make a cake for me.

Because as staff members,

we are entitled to a discount.

But I didn't have time.

I thought

that it was just a cake,

and I'd just make up the money today.

Jing.

You can't make a joke about this matter.

Don't I understand you well

when you've been working in the store for years?

You won't do this kind of thing.

It's really my problem.

It was really my birthday yesterday.

The duty manager has
our personal particulars.

You can ask him.

Well, that is true.

I'm sorry. It's my fault.

Jing.

Enough said.
I don't want to make a big deal of this either.

You make up the money yourself

and tender your resignation.

Resign?

Store manager.

Jing.

Jing.

Let's have a talk with the manager again.

It's really all right.

The store manager is looking at you.

There's no need for us both to lose our jobs.

Now you're left alone to stay at your job.

It's quite good.

I'm really all right.

Hurry up and go.

Be good.

Ms. Wang.

The meal allowance of Pingping this month.

Tan Jing, it's not the time for this now.

There's no rush.

We can talk about this
when you've found a new job.

I still need to pay you anyway.

I'm putting it here for you.

Moreover,

when I'm out for interviews these two days,

Pingping still needs to have his meals here.

You can go and look for a job with peace of mind.

I'll take care of Pingping.

Why did this kid, Yuling,
do such a silly thing?

She caused you to be treated unfairly.

It's my fault. I didn't teach her properly.

It was my birthday yesterday.

She wanted to make me happy.

So she took a cake out for everyone to celebrate.

But I don't know what happened

to the duty manager today

that she insisted
on putting the blame on me for this.

In fact, we staff members
are entitled to a discount.

It just happened that she discovered that.

It's not bad though.

I can now

spare more time to keep Pingping company.

That's true.

Coming.

Jing.

- Why are both of you here?
- Jing.

We're here to tell you something.

Okay.

Pingping has fallen asleep.
Let's head out and talk.

The store manager asked you to go back
for work tomorrow.

Both of us have resigned.

You...

It's all over.

Why did both of you resign?

Jing, well,
haven't I always been planning

to open my own store?

The timing is right now.

It's good to open a
store but it's not that easy.

Yes.

He has been thinking about it for so long.

With his skills right now,

it's definitely not an issue.

He can look for a
store that is not too big,

faces the north, and is clean.

He can definitely make a living.

Yes, but you're aware

that the rental fees in Shanghai are very high.

It's true that he has great skills.

But once the store has been opened,

someone would need
to deal with the operations.

Yes, that's true.

What do you mean?

Have a guess.

You mean...

Yes.

Don't feign ignorance.

When you worked in the store,

I could see that there was something going on
between you two.

Enough said. Hurry up and go back to rest then.

Okay.

We'll leave now.

Okay, go ahead.

Go and look for a nice store.

Bye-bye.

You laughed at me just now.

I didn't.

I'm looking forward to it very much.

Looking forward to what?

My new assistant hasn't been enrolled yet
even until now.

You must be training him now, right?

Mr. Sheng, there's one thing
that I'm unsure if I should tell you or not.

Sheng Fangting, you jerk!

Let go of me!

Get out of the way!

What are you doing?

Shu, get out of the way!

You were with an old man in the past,

and now you're with this deputy general manager
who has just returned from overseas.

You thought you'd end up
having a successful and prosperous life?

You'll end up in the same state as me
in the future.

They'll kick you out

when they can no longer take advantage of you.

Zhao, don't be so agitated.

I know that you're
frustrated and furious.

I'm completely aware

of the tremendous efforts you put in
for the company.

It's the key period for the company now.

The superiors and subordinates
are all checking on us.

We have to make sure everyone is satisfied.

As my conscience dictates,

what the company offers to you

is considered generous.

No one else in this industry can get so much.

I had been working sedulously
for the company for so many years,

and yet they just offered me
such a small sum of money

to dismiss me.

Mr. Zhao,

we can talk about the specific conditions
in an exact sense.

But...

Don't make a scene anymore.

Zhao, we're in a public space now.

It's not good to act so.

Let's not say anything else.

After you've left Shengmei,

you'll still work in this industry.

The circle is not that big.

We'll see each other frequently.

Let's not burn each other's bridges.

Let's each take a step back.

Do you agree with this rationale?

I'm already in my 40s,
where else can I still go?

Who will still want to hire me?

You can't say so.

You're experienced and well-connected.

There's no need to worry about your next endeavor.

Calm down.

No rush.

Come to my office.

Let's have some tea and have a proper chat,
okay?

Okay.

It's all right.

Come in.

How is the shirt?

Does it fit you well?

Not bad. Thank you.

There's one more thing.

Regarding the matter involving Mr. Zhao,

what do you think is the suitable way
to handle it?

I think that we should still
compensate Zhao more

so that he can leave the company
with no dissatisfaction.

To be frank,

after all, Zhao has contributed a lot
to the company.

If we just let him go like this,

I'm afraid that the veterans in the company
will be disappointed.

You're still speaking up for him?

Aren't you angry

at his groundless claims just now?

Since I know
that they were just groundless claims,

why should I be angry?

If there's nothing else, I'll make a move first.

Vicky.

You've become a lot more mature. Thank you.

Congratulations.

Come on.

Cheers!

Shouldn't we thank
the matchmaker?

May the business boom
and the two of you stay in love forever.

Sure.

It's too spicy.

Come.

Be careful.

Take off your shoes.

Let me tell you.

You don't have to worry about doing
all these household chores in the future.

I'll do all of them instead.

Jun, I can still do these chores.

Let's allocate the chores evenly in the future.

I'm already very grateful to you.

If it weren't for your aunt
who rented this house to me,

I'd end up homeless.

You shouldn't say that.

Let me tell you.

Even though the condition of this house
is a bit poor,

it can still protect you from the wind and rain.

You just stay here with peace of mind

so that I can also take care of you
with no worries.

You still need to take care of me
when it's so hard for you at work.

I'm willing to do so.

I just don't know if I'm blessed enough

to take care of you for a lifetime.

How much did Feng Hui request from you?

Where did you get the money from?

I borrowed it.

Drop it.

You've borrowed money
from all those who can lend you.

Who lent you the money?

Did you borrow the money from Nie Yusheng?

You had wine?

Did you drink with him?

You don't have the right to ask who I drank with.

Yes, I don't have the right to ask you.

You've been taking care of me over the years.

I've caused you trouble. I'm the one to blame.

But when it comes to getting money
from Nie family,

I have the right compared to anyone else.

I just want to ask

how you borrowed money from him.

How much did you get from him?

I forsook everything,

including my self-esteem and face.

I forsook everything.

I begged others in a servile manner
to lend me money.

Are you satisfied with it?

What are you doing every day?

It's not that you don't have a home.

You don't come home

and drink outside all the time.

I can't get in touch with you either.

Pingping asks me every day

when his father will come back.

He wants to play with you.

I'm really not thinking about anything else now.

I just want to get his illness cured.

I can put my mind at ease
once his illness has been cured.

Stop torturing us, okay?

Let's forget what happened in the past.
Don't think about it anymore.

Move forward, okay?

Okay, I also want to move forward.

But how?

How am I going to move forward?

I'm also agitated to know that our kid is sick.

I also head out every day

to earn money.

Then I was unlucky,
and you've gotten yourself into this.

But it's different this time around, Jing.

I really saw it myself.

My buddy earned a high rate of interest.

I mean it.

I'll just borrow ten thousand yuan.

Within one month,

I'll get the principal and interest back for you.

Trust me.

Are you silly?

If it's so easy to earn money,

do I still need to beg people in a servile manner

every day to borrow money from them?

I know. I know.

Let me tell you. I have a rotten life.

I'm okay with anything.

Anyway, if I'm at my wit's end,

Nie Yusheng and his father

will risk their lives confronting me.

These jerks.

None of these jerks will get to escape.

[Clinical Diagnosis: Congenital Heart Disease]

Ventricular septal defect.

Combined aortic regurgitation.

The defect

is under the pulmonary valve
of the supraventricular crest.

There is muscle tissue

between the upper edge of the defect
and the pulmonary valve annulus.

The blood shunted from left to right
through the defect

directly penetrates into
the right ventricular outflow tract.

The defect needs to be filled.

There's also a problem with the aortic valve.

Both need to be dealt with at the same time.

We can try to shape it first.

If it doesn't work,

the aortic valve needs to be replaced.

For this kind of situation,

it'd usually be best to conduct an operation

before school age.

The risk of the operation will be higher

as he has waited until now.

Are you confident?

Of course.

The hospital has approved the project.

It's the one subsidized by the CM company.

What's with the expression?

When this project was first proposed
to be introduced,

you were the most proactive one.

Didn't you say that it still needs
to be examined and approved?

The argument has been approved.

The hospital conducted
a meeting last week.

Moreover,
we invited a few pundits.

You didn't take part in the meeting on that day.

After all, it's a new project.

You need to be meticulous and careful
for everything.

Dong recommended the patient.

The family is facing financial difficulty
apparently.

I guess

she will accept our subsidization proposal.

I'll let you be in charge of this project.

You go and contact the patient's parents later.

Okay.

This patient is called Sun Ping.

He's also the first
patient for our project.

[Changpu Hospital,
Cardiovascular Angiography Report]

The parent of Sun Ping.

Come, bring the kid in.

Mr. Fang, this patient is unsuitable.

Why?

The risks of operations
for the CM Project are higher.

It's best if our first patient is an adult.

I've thought about this.

But have you ever thought about it

that although adults
can endure operations better,

this project targets only those
with specific illnesses?

Among these patients who are adults,

there's no one suitable for the time being.

I'm still against choosing this patient.

Look, this patient is too young.

Combining the two problems,

we might need to replace the aortic valve.

Relatively speaking,

the patient's condition is much more serious.

Furthermore,
although ventricular septal defect

and combined aortic regurgitation

are not congenital heart diseases
that are too complicated,

the location of the defect in this patient

is relatively rare.

Moreover, the area of the defect is 8%.

It'll be very complicated to fill the defect.

Director, we just kickstarted our project.

Would you want to consider

beginning with a simpler case?

We can move forward step by step.

Moreover,
I met this patient once.

The parent didn't appear
to be willing to accept it.

I'm aware of everything you said.

But if you don't try it yourself,

how do you know
that the parent isn't willing to accept it?

[Changpu Hospital, Outpatient Medical Record]

[Parent Tan Jing]

Okay, thank you.

Those at the headquarters
still haven't got him enrolled.

I have no idea what happened.

Look, he's so anxious.

Tan Jing, it's for you.

It's from the hospital.

Help me to tend the counter for a while.

Mr. Zhu, I need to answer a call from the hospital.

Alright. Go ahead.

Hello.

I'm the parent of Sun Ping.

You're the parent of Sun Ping, right?

Sun Ping's case was registered with us before.

Yes.

You signed an agreement at that time.

You agreed that we could openly discuss

Sun Ping's case for education

and research purposes.

Well,

Dr. Dong suggested that I sign this at that time.

Our hospital

is going to conduct
a subject-based research soon.

We've chosen Sun Ping's case.

We'll need to trouble you to drop by the hospital.

Regarding the details,
our research team

will explain them to you.

Pingping was selected?

Does that mean his illness can be cured?

That I cannot guarantee.

Maybe you can come to the hospital first.

Okay.

Then where do I go to sign this?

You can come to our hospital's
inpatient department,

then proceed to the department
of cardiac surgery in block C.

Once you're here,

you can contact Dr. Nie Yusheng directly.

What is the matter?

You invited me for a drink all of a sudden.

Can't I just ask you out for a drink with no agenda?

Absolutely.

Do you think

there's a feeling of déjà vu?

It's just like the first time

you invited me for a drink

when we studied in Belgium.

Did I?

Didn't you?

It was to thank me for
saving your life back then.

I was also in a daze on that day.

Watching from afar,
a Chinese student

was mowing the lawn under the scorching sun.

I wondered at the time

why you had to mow the lawn
on such a sultry day.

I hadn't gotten the answer

when I saw that student banged...

I then fell to the ground and was unconscious.

Fortunately, you were wise and decisive.

You climbed over the fence

and sprinted over to save me.

You scared that old foreign couple to death.

I wanted to send you to the hospital

by calling an ambulance at that time.

We can't simply take an ambulance
in foreign countries.

It's much more expensive than your life.

It was all because of
me who was decisive.

I decided not to send you to the hospital.

I brought ice cubes for you.

And you saved my life.

I also saved your money.

Come.

It's said that a drop of water
shall be returned with a burst of spring.

Come, repay me more.

You were so famous at that time.

Everyone knew Nie Yusheng in medical school.

You were like an iron man who didn't sleep.

You visited either the librar
or the laboratory every day.

And you got scholarships every year.

You acted like your life was least important.

In fact, I've always wanted to ask you

if you really wanted to be a doctor that much.

You could risk your life for it.

Tell me.

I spent so much money on your education.

I didn't want you to study medicine.

I wanted you to study finance instead.

You're to inherit my business.

I don't want to be

in your business empire at all.

I just want to study medicine.

So you think I don't know

the purpose of you studying medicine.

You're doing it for Tan Jing.

You want to treat her father's illness, right?

Don't you earn money for women as well?

Do you think those women

would still follow you if you were penniless?

Okay.

Then I will tell you one more thing.

If you insist on studying medicine,

then I'll leave you in the lurch.

I won't get even a penny from you.

Then brace yourself for the hunger
and poverty you are about to endure.

Okay?

Just take care of yourself.

No wonder your father is furious.

Why did you change your mind all of a sudden?

It's all right if others don't know.

But you don't know either?

It's fine for my father,
my teacher,

and the whole world to not understand me,

but not you.

It's not that I don't know

that you study medicine
because you want to treat my father's illness.

But I didn't mean it like that.

I'm not asking you

to listen to your father and go study finance.

I'm thinking

that you can pursue your own ambition.

Don't sacrifice your ambition because of me.

It's not a sacrifice.

I'm willing to do so.

Nie Yusheng.

We can look for another doctor

to treat my father's illness.

But you

need to live your life pursuing your ambition.

You can go back now.

I don't want to see you anymore in the future.

Let me accompany you for a walk.

But I have an exam later.

So it can't be long.

Hello.

Qing.

Come and pack the bread.

Okay.

Thank you.

Tan Jing, there's a phone call for you.

It's from the hospital.

Okay, thank you.

Put them away for me, please.

Mr. Zhu.

I need to get this call.

Be back quickly.

Hello.

I'm the parent of Sun Ping.

Hello, I'm Nie Yusheng.

My colleague called you

regarding our new subject matter.

We want to use Sun Ping's case for our research.

I see.

I'll send the information to you.

Then you don't have to
come to the hospital to look for me.

Think about it
after looking through the information.

What do you think?

Huh?

I'm saying
that since there's a lot of information,

I'll send it to your
mailbox via email.

I see.

Okay.

Do you have an email address?

Yes, I do.

Tell me then.

tn4ever@126.com.

A bit louder.

A lowercase

t,

a lowercase n,

the number four,

and "ever".

[Recipient, Subject: Relevant Information
About the CM Project's Operation]

I've received a copy of your email

sent to the parent of Sun Ping.

I'll use it as an example.

Look how well you've covered

the possible situations from all angles.

Such a good example.

You made this failed case too obvious,
didn't you?

I'm worried that once the patient's parent
has finished reading it,

she'll give up

on your treatment proposal out of fear.

The risk of the operation
is high in the first place.

I need to let the parent think it through.

It's 2,720 yuan.

It's correct, right?

Yes.

Get off work quickly.

Okay.

Good job today.

Mr. Zhu.

Hello.

Can you spare me a few minutes of your time?

What is it?

Well, I'm aware

that I haven't been doing my job well lately.

I'm always late for work.

And I answer phone calls quite often.

What do you think

if I give up my leaves this month?

I'll use all of them to work overtime.

Okay, very good.

It's good that you're aware of it.

There's one more thing.

If I make any mistakes at work,

you may tell me immediately.

You... You just do
your job properly.

Don't always let your personal matters
interfere with your job.

They're all about those requirements

stated in the headquarters' rules
and regulations anyway.

Go back and reflect properly, okay?

Tan Jing,

how is your kid's illness?

It's considered stable lately I guess.

Good, go and do your job then.

Thank you for asking.

No worries, go ahead.

Okay.

[Email]

[Inbox, Nie Yusheng, Relevant Information
About the CM Project's Operation]

[Complaint Letter]

[Regional Supervisor,
Subject reported: Tan Jing, Cashier]

[Whistleblower: Zhu Zhaobin]

Rock.

Paper.

Here it comes. One, two, three.

Here we go.

Now.

It's your turn.

- Rock, paper, scissors.
- Coming.

Get ready.

- One, two, three.
- Jing.

Let me play it.

- I won't go in.
- You lost.

- I'm just here to fetch Pingping home.
- It's your turn.

Come on.

- Rock, paper, scissors.
- Hurry up and come to save us.

Jing hasn't had dinner yet.

Let her stay for dinner.

Mom.

Jing.

Are both of you going to confess?

But look at my mother.

Mom, Jing is here.

Ms. Wang.

Tan Jing is here?

♪ For many years ♪

♪ And for many things ♪

♪ We thought that was the end of them ♪

♪ Many words ♪

♪ Are not forgotten ♪

♪ Still flickering ♪

♪ Even though you remember them ♪

♪ You pretended not to ♪

♪ No one could tell ♪

♪ How fragile you are ♪

♪ Two people ♪

♪ On parallel lines ♪

♪ Doing our best to live our own lives ♪

♪ We can't escape ♪

♪ From Heaven's right decision eventually ♪

♪ There's no need to explain ♪

♪ The difficulties ♪

♪ And misunderstanding ♪

♪ I knew we were right ♪

♪ I once ♪

♪ Felt sorry for you
and that's why I granted you your wish ♪

♪ At this moment ♪

♪ Others' opinions don't matter ♪

♪ The moment when you suddenly left ♪

♪ Has taken away several years of my laughter ♪

♪ As the rainy days come ♪

♪ We wait for the sunny days' arrival ♪

♪ The moment when you suddenly hug me ♪

♪ Is like what I've been waiting for
after traveling billions of light-years ♪

♪ The warm look in your eyes ♪

♪ Has never been away ♪