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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:00,062 --> 00:00:03,950 _ 2 00:00:22,440 --> 00:00:24,660 I'm not asking you to give me the lease for free. 3 00:00:24,662 --> 00:00:27,464 I'm telling you to overcharge me on the rest of the building 4 00:00:27,466 --> 00:00:30,233 and then look the other way for the rent on that space. 5 00:00:30,235 --> 00:00:34,003 Oh, you can't or you won't? 6 00:00:34,005 --> 00:00:36,506 Ashley, I got this. Why don't you take a long lunch? 7 00:00:36,508 --> 00:00:38,340 - Okay. - Because if you can't, Alan, 8 00:00:38,342 --> 00:00:40,075 I got to talk to the person who can. 9 00:00:40,077 --> 00:00:42,911 And if you won't, well, let's talk about why you won't. 10 00:00:42,913 --> 00:00:46,014 I always say that everything happens for a reason. 11 00:00:46,016 --> 00:00:48,484 Now, I have something I have to get to, 12 00:00:48,486 --> 00:00:51,720 so I have exactly five more minutes to spend on this, 13 00:00:51,722 --> 00:00:54,456 but just so we're clear, at the end of this call, 14 00:00:54,458 --> 00:00:57,126 we will either have a deal 15 00:00:57,128 --> 00:00:59,861 or we will never have a deal. 16 00:01:02,015 --> 00:01:04,933 No, no, no! No, today is the day! 17 00:01:04,935 --> 00:01:06,368 I can't be in this marriage anymore, 18 00:01:06,370 --> 00:01:07,642 and I want to be with you. 19 00:01:07,645 --> 00:01:09,845 Now, in exactly 5 hours, 12 minutes, 20 00:01:09,848 --> 00:01:11,181 Katherine's gonna come home. 21 00:01:11,184 --> 00:01:14,364 She's gonna want to get takeout Indian food again. 22 00:01:14,367 --> 00:01:15,910 My people are from Milwaukee. 23 00:01:15,912 --> 00:01:17,912 We weren't bred to eat that much vindaloo. 24 00:01:21,351 --> 00:01:23,284 I don't know what I'm gonna tell Theo. 25 00:01:23,286 --> 00:01:25,853 Maybe that Daddy needs to be happy. 26 00:01:25,855 --> 00:01:28,489 - Eddie? - Damn it. 27 00:01:28,491 --> 00:01:30,258 I forgot my briefcase. 28 00:01:30,260 --> 00:01:31,759 Didn't you notice I left it? 29 00:01:31,761 --> 00:01:33,961 Ah. Hey, you! 30 00:01:33,963 --> 00:01:35,396 Great. 31 00:01:35,398 --> 00:01:37,198 Now I lost an hour out of my day. 32 00:01:37,200 --> 00:01:38,688 Now I don't have time to pick up Theo. 33 00:01:38,690 --> 00:01:39,933 Uh, you got him, right? 34 00:01:39,935 --> 00:01:42,436 Oh. Actually, I was gonna teach a guitar lesson at noon. 35 00:01:42,438 --> 00:01:44,705 Unbelievable. She didn't file the motion, like I told her to. 36 00:01:44,707 --> 00:01:46,840 Why is everyone an idiot? 37 00:01:46,842 --> 00:01:49,243 Okay, so, uh, you got Theo? 38 00:01:49,245 --> 00:01:51,312 - Yeah. - Okay. 39 00:01:51,314 --> 00:01:52,513 See you tonight. 40 00:02:13,002 --> 00:02:14,334 Sorry to keep you waiting, Gary. 41 00:02:14,336 --> 00:02:16,503 Just wanted to review your X-ray. 42 00:02:16,505 --> 00:02:18,345 It's in line with what I was expecting. 43 00:02:18,348 --> 00:02:20,607 Wow, Doc. The suspense is killing me. 44 00:02:21,711 --> 00:02:22,910 Is anything else killing me? 45 00:02:22,912 --> 00:02:25,512 The fact is... 46 00:02:25,514 --> 00:02:26,747 Dr. Martin. 47 00:02:26,749 --> 00:02:28,682 No, I was very clear... 48 00:02:28,684 --> 00:02:30,584 Balsamic vinaigrette. 49 00:02:30,586 --> 00:02:32,485 Yes, they do. I get salad there three days a week. 50 00:02:32,487 --> 00:02:34,154 It's right next to the edamame. 51 00:02:34,156 --> 00:02:35,622 Are you looking at the edamame? 52 00:02:35,624 --> 00:02:37,891 That brownish liquid next to the edamame is called... 53 00:02:37,893 --> 00:02:38,959 Sorry. 54 00:02:38,961 --> 00:02:40,427 I don't mean to interrupt 55 00:02:40,429 --> 00:02:42,862 what sounds like a super important salad conversation. 56 00:02:42,865 --> 00:02:45,098 I just have one quick question. 57 00:02:45,100 --> 00:02:47,633 Is my cancer back? 58 00:02:47,636 --> 00:02:50,770 And so more than three years after the crisis began, 59 00:02:50,773 --> 00:02:53,973 the class-action lawsuit is once again making 60 00:02:53,975 --> 00:02:56,676 water in Flint, Michigan, front-page news. 61 00:03:24,506 --> 00:03:26,873 ...were aware of the contamination. 62 00:03:26,875 --> 00:03:29,809 For months, Flint reside were unaware that 63 00:03:29,811 --> 00:03:33,712 water from their own faucet was silently killing them. 64 00:03:33,714 --> 00:03:36,715 When the defendants became aware of the crisis... 65 00:03:47,399 --> 00:03:50,133 ...water crisis in Flint as a wake-up call. 66 00:03:55,770 --> 00:03:56,936 What?! 67 00:03:56,938 --> 00:03:58,404 You're not gonna believe this. 68 00:04:27,767 --> 00:04:30,294 Jon killed himself. 69 00:04:37,777 --> 00:04:42,947 - Synced and corrected by VitoSilans - -- www.Addic7ed.com -- 70 00:04:46,888 --> 00:04:49,775 This is our chance! One time it! One time it! 71 00:04:51,114 --> 00:04:54,825 Way to go, Pastrnák! Whoo! 72 00:04:54,827 --> 00:04:56,427 Never, ever count out my B's! 73 00:04:56,429 --> 00:04:57,929 30 seconds ago, you said they sucked. 74 00:04:57,931 --> 00:04:59,196 30 seconds ago, they did suck. 75 00:04:59,198 --> 00:05:01,432 Hey, guys, I want to get a photo really quick. 76 00:05:01,434 --> 00:05:02,600 Uh, do yourself a favor, Ed, 77 00:05:02,602 --> 00:05:04,335 and tuck that hideous necklace, please? 78 00:05:04,337 --> 00:05:07,004 Uh, this good-luck charm just got the Bruins their last goal. 79 00:05:07,006 --> 00:05:08,739 Oh, really? I thought it was Pastrnák. 80 00:05:08,741 --> 00:05:10,635 Damn it. I can't believe Jon is missing this! 81 00:05:10,638 --> 00:05:11,575 I saw it. 82 00:05:11,578 --> 00:05:13,644 And watch your potty mouth, there, sunshine. You're a lady. 83 00:05:13,646 --> 00:05:15,049 I love the necklace, by the way. 84 00:05:15,052 --> 00:05:16,706 Hey, gentlemen, I just want to get one photo 85 00:05:16,708 --> 00:05:17,915 with the four of us on opening night. 86 00:05:17,917 --> 00:05:18,916 Can we do that? 87 00:05:18,918 --> 00:05:20,885 "A thirst-quenching, ice-cold beer" 88 00:05:20,887 --> 00:05:22,586 for the commercial director. 89 00:05:22,588 --> 00:05:23,888 Got one for no-nips-McGee. 90 00:05:23,890 --> 00:05:24,722 - Hey! - Ooh! 91 00:05:24,724 --> 00:05:26,023 I had breast cancer. 92 00:05:26,025 --> 00:05:27,625 I know. No nips. 93 00:05:27,627 --> 00:05:29,360 Oh, my... What? 94 00:05:29,362 --> 00:05:31,329 And a flat ginger ale for the stay-at-home mom. 95 00:05:31,331 --> 00:05:33,097 Yeah, that's right. 96 00:05:33,099 --> 00:05:34,365 Well, at least I have nips. 97 00:05:34,367 --> 00:05:36,010 Cancer in my body, people. 98 00:05:36,013 --> 00:05:38,697 What is this? Is this another charm for the necklace? 99 00:05:38,700 --> 00:05:41,619 Oh. I promised Theo I'd bring him something home from the game. 100 00:05:41,622 --> 00:05:43,604 And now you're gonna be up for stay-at-home dad of the year. 101 00:05:44,614 --> 00:05:46,744 You think they do that ceremony at home? 102 00:05:46,746 --> 00:05:49,213 Hey, you guys forget that this stay-at-home dad 103 00:05:49,215 --> 00:05:50,783 was once the lead singer in a band 104 00:05:50,786 --> 00:05:52,717 who opened up for Kings of Leon... 105 00:05:52,719 --> 00:05:53,784 Right over there. 106 00:05:53,786 --> 00:05:55,286 Of course, that was a decade ago, 107 00:05:55,288 --> 00:05:57,054 and you were so wasted that you forgot it 108 00:05:57,056 --> 00:05:59,557 and the lyrics to the only decent song you guys had. 109 00:05:59,559 --> 00:06:00,925 Do they have a decent song? 110 00:06:00,927 --> 00:06:03,327 You know, since then, I've been working on my craft. 111 00:06:03,330 --> 00:06:05,392 - Which means teaching... - Guitar lessons. 112 00:06:05,395 --> 00:06:06,864 Okay, you guys suck. 113 00:06:06,866 --> 00:06:08,966 And you still owe me for the guitar lesson 114 00:06:08,968 --> 00:06:11,068 - this week for your daughter. - Oh, what's that? 115 00:06:11,070 --> 00:06:12,670 Is that Katherine calling to check on your balls? 116 00:06:12,672 --> 00:06:14,138 When does she need those back? 117 00:06:14,140 --> 00:06:16,007 Guys, wives are off-limits. 118 00:06:16,009 --> 00:06:17,875 - One photo, four of us. - All right. 119 00:06:17,877 --> 00:06:20,344 Ed, seriously, if money's the reason you're still together, 120 00:06:20,346 --> 00:06:22,146 I'll write you a check tonight. 121 00:06:22,148 --> 00:06:24,853 Yeah? Life's too short. Just be happy. 122 00:06:26,819 --> 00:06:29,020 That was just last week. 123 00:06:29,022 --> 00:06:30,721 How does this happen? Why did he do this? 124 00:06:30,723 --> 00:06:32,705 It makes no sense. 125 00:06:32,708 --> 00:06:35,893 Look, I haven't been to church since I left for college, 126 00:06:35,895 --> 00:06:37,561 but I think I'm gonna swing by on Sunday, 127 00:06:37,563 --> 00:06:41,427 'cause someone needs to explain this to me. 128 00:06:41,430 --> 00:06:43,666 "Life's too short. Just be happy"? 129 00:06:43,669 --> 00:06:46,169 How are we supposed to do that, Jon, without our best friend? 130 00:06:46,172 --> 00:06:47,369 He should be here. 131 00:06:47,372 --> 00:06:50,174 Yeah, knowing some guy he could call to fix all this. 132 00:06:50,176 --> 00:06:53,077 I just... I can't accept this. 133 00:06:53,079 --> 00:06:54,879 Regina, these are amazing. 134 00:06:54,881 --> 00:06:57,048 What are these, pork? Veal. 135 00:06:57,050 --> 00:06:58,416 - Hey, Gare. - Pork. 136 00:06:58,418 --> 00:07:00,718 H-Hey, Gare. Stop. Those are for after the funeral. 137 00:07:00,720 --> 00:07:03,845 Yeah, for the guests actually capable of expressing human emotion. 138 00:07:03,848 --> 00:07:06,415 After what Gary had to do, he can have as many as he wants. 139 00:07:07,427 --> 00:07:09,660 I can't imagine having to tell Delilah. 140 00:07:27,547 --> 00:07:30,147 By the way, if any of you have "delivering horrific news" 141 00:07:30,149 --> 00:07:31,749 on your bucket lists, take it off. 142 00:07:31,751 --> 00:07:33,317 It's not as fun as you'd think. 143 00:07:34,954 --> 00:07:38,322 I went to see her, and I just... 144 00:07:38,324 --> 00:07:39,990 I didn't know what to say. 145 00:07:48,934 --> 00:07:50,468 I mean, what do you say to the woman 146 00:07:50,470 --> 00:07:53,370 who just lost the love of her life? 147 00:07:53,372 --> 00:07:56,140 You guys, this doesn't make any sense. 148 00:07:56,142 --> 00:07:58,476 This is Jon. 149 00:07:58,478 --> 00:07:59,944 Perfect Jon. 150 00:08:03,015 --> 00:08:05,149 How do we know he didn't just fall? 151 00:08:06,719 --> 00:08:08,219 Because he's not 4. 152 00:08:08,221 --> 00:08:12,056 When I spoke to Ashley, she said that up until then, 153 00:08:12,058 --> 00:08:14,058 it was a normal day at the office. 154 00:08:14,060 --> 00:08:16,193 He wasn't upset. 155 00:08:16,195 --> 00:08:18,829 She said he was making jokes. 156 00:08:23,769 --> 00:08:25,469 No!! 157 00:08:28,441 --> 00:08:31,041 Help! Somebody! 158 00:08:33,079 --> 00:08:35,513 How could he not leave a note? 159 00:08:35,515 --> 00:08:37,815 But, then again, what could a person possibly write 160 00:08:37,817 --> 00:08:40,130 that could explain any of this? 161 00:08:41,853 --> 00:08:43,119 He could've said something. 162 00:08:43,122 --> 00:08:44,767 Because right now, this doesn't add up. 163 00:08:55,382 --> 00:08:57,793 I want to pick what Dad would pick. 164 00:08:57,796 --> 00:09:00,252 Stripes... no question. 165 00:09:00,254 --> 00:09:02,054 Where are my sunglasses? 166 00:09:02,056 --> 00:09:03,555 Why are we riding in a limo? 167 00:09:03,557 --> 00:09:05,324 Sophie, sweetie, I just need to know 168 00:09:05,326 --> 00:09:07,793 that you know what you're wearing tomorrow. 169 00:09:07,795 --> 00:09:11,263 Because, honey, I-I want the three of us to be together. 170 00:09:11,265 --> 00:09:13,465 Okay, Soph, should I just pick something for you? 171 00:09:15,502 --> 00:09:17,803 I want to play a song for him at the service. 172 00:09:19,874 --> 00:09:22,975 I mean, if that's okay. 173 00:09:22,977 --> 00:09:24,576 Yeah. 174 00:09:29,516 --> 00:09:30,983 He would love that. 175 00:09:33,187 --> 00:09:34,720 Um, Mom? 176 00:09:36,724 --> 00:09:38,824 Yeah. 177 00:09:38,826 --> 00:09:40,192 I love you guys. 178 00:09:41,328 --> 00:09:43,729 And so, I always find a reason 179 00:09:43,731 --> 00:09:46,598 for Randall and I to have the lights off. 180 00:09:46,600 --> 00:09:49,735 I'm just not ready for him to see me like this. 181 00:09:49,737 --> 00:09:53,005 He thinks I'm really into candles. 182 00:09:54,909 --> 00:09:58,043 I like candles. I like pillows. 183 00:09:58,045 --> 00:09:59,152 Sue me. 184 00:09:59,155 --> 00:10:00,846 Thanks, Peggy. 185 00:10:00,848 --> 00:10:02,781 What we alhere share in common 186 00:10:02,783 --> 00:10:05,617 is the incredible relief to be in remission. 187 00:10:05,620 --> 00:10:08,602 That said, we all take life after breast cancer 188 00:10:08,605 --> 00:10:09,721 in a different way, 189 00:10:09,723 --> 00:10:12,224 and you have to find the way that works for you. 190 00:10:12,226 --> 00:10:14,726 Maggie, did you maybe want to introduce yourself? 191 00:10:14,728 --> 00:10:16,561 Sure. 192 00:10:16,563 --> 00:10:19,398 Okay, um... 193 00:10:19,400 --> 00:10:20,666 My name is Maggie. 194 00:10:20,668 --> 00:10:22,234 Hi, Maggie. 195 00:10:22,236 --> 00:10:24,603 Hi, everyone. 196 00:10:24,605 --> 00:10:26,438 Um... 197 00:10:29,009 --> 00:10:31,143 Honestly... 198 00:10:31,145 --> 00:10:34,813 old me never would've come to a group like this, 199 00:10:34,815 --> 00:10:38,850 but I just feel like I'm... 200 00:10:38,852 --> 00:10:42,120 I'm in a place where I'm... 201 00:10:42,122 --> 00:10:44,856 where I feel like I, um... 202 00:10:44,858 --> 00:10:47,359 Ooh. I am so sorry. What is he doing here? 203 00:10:47,361 --> 00:10:48,827 Men get breast cancer, too. 204 00:10:48,829 --> 00:10:50,446 It is a real thing. 205 00:10:50,449 --> 00:10:53,498 It only affects 1% of us, but it got all of me. 206 00:10:53,500 --> 00:10:55,695 Believe me, I would've preferred ball cancer. 207 00:10:58,405 --> 00:10:59,738 Sorry, Joan. 208 00:10:59,740 --> 00:11:01,840 The boys are doing just fine, by the way, 209 00:11:01,842 --> 00:11:03,108 in case you were wondering. 210 00:11:03,110 --> 00:11:04,543 Okay, good to know. Thank you. 211 00:11:04,545 --> 00:11:06,611 Also, I only ate one doughnut, Gail. 212 00:11:11,385 --> 00:11:12,517 I'm Gary. 213 00:11:14,995 --> 00:11:16,128 To friendship. 214 00:11:16,131 --> 00:11:18,223 - To friendship. - To friendship. 215 00:11:18,225 --> 00:11:21,193 Wait, no, no, no. I'm not done. I'm not done. 216 00:11:21,195 --> 00:11:23,595 Come on, chuckleheads. 217 00:11:23,597 --> 00:11:25,030 Friendship is when you don't care 218 00:11:25,032 --> 00:11:26,898 when your buddy throws up in your car 219 00:11:26,900 --> 00:11:28,934 when you're taking him back from chemo. 220 00:11:28,936 --> 00:11:30,936 And yet he keeps mentioning it. 221 00:11:30,938 --> 00:11:33,305 Friendship is believing that your friend 222 00:11:33,307 --> 00:11:35,273 will one day make his movie. 223 00:11:35,275 --> 00:11:37,109 What do you think I'm doing? 224 00:11:39,079 --> 00:11:42,280 It's holding a friend's hand when she loses her restaurant, 225 00:11:42,282 --> 00:11:44,416 'cause you know she's gonna open up a better one. 226 00:11:44,418 --> 00:11:48,820 It's the person that you trust with your wallet and your keys 227 00:11:48,822 --> 00:11:50,856 and your wife and your kids. 228 00:11:50,858 --> 00:11:53,392 And it's being able to have the hard conversations 229 00:11:53,394 --> 00:11:55,093 and be willing to listen. 230 00:11:55,095 --> 00:11:56,661 It's a million little things. 231 00:11:56,663 --> 00:11:59,431 - A million little things. - A million little things. 232 00:11:59,433 --> 00:12:00,465 A million little things. 233 00:12:01,969 --> 00:12:03,702 Hey, babe. 234 00:12:03,704 --> 00:12:05,303 I know we talked about postponing 235 00:12:05,305 --> 00:12:09,241 our vacation to Kona because of Jon, but... 236 00:12:09,243 --> 00:12:12,244 I think Jon might be the reason we should go. 237 00:12:20,827 --> 00:12:21,987 Yeah. 238 00:12:27,528 --> 00:12:29,238 Obviously, my boobs are fake. 239 00:12:29,241 --> 00:12:31,295 Obviously, I'm okay with that. 240 00:12:38,839 --> 00:12:40,539 What? 241 00:12:40,541 --> 00:12:43,241 No. No. It's just, uh... 242 00:12:53,754 --> 00:12:55,854 Life's too short. Just be happy. 243 00:12:57,825 --> 00:13:00,425 Wow, babe. Really beautiful. 244 00:13:04,998 --> 00:13:08,033 Why didn't he just tell Delilah he was hurting? 245 00:13:10,513 --> 00:13:11,846 You know? 246 00:13:16,066 --> 00:13:18,633 Regina. Thing is... 247 00:13:20,543 --> 00:13:21,847 What is it? 248 00:13:23,717 --> 00:13:25,217 What, babe? 249 00:13:31,959 --> 00:13:33,725 I think we should go to Kona. 250 00:13:33,727 --> 00:13:34,759 Okay. 251 00:13:38,165 --> 00:13:39,464 Mm. 252 00:13:55,781 --> 00:13:57,547 Uh, I-I keep waiting, 253 00:13:57,549 --> 00:14:01,284 'cause it feels weird starting without Jon here. 254 00:14:01,286 --> 00:14:03,820 A part of me keeps thinking that, at any moment, 255 00:14:03,822 --> 00:14:07,215 Jon is gonna hang up that God-awful Blackberry 256 00:14:07,218 --> 00:14:08,625 he refused to get rid of 257 00:14:08,627 --> 00:14:10,460 and... 258 00:14:10,462 --> 00:14:12,696 come barreling through those doors right there. 259 00:14:16,034 --> 00:14:17,701 Wow. 260 00:14:17,703 --> 00:14:19,202 Sorry. Sorry. 261 00:14:21,573 --> 00:14:23,640 Can we just... just nudge in with you guys? 262 00:14:23,642 --> 00:14:25,508 All right. Thanks. 263 00:14:25,510 --> 00:14:26,543 All right. 264 00:14:26,545 --> 00:14:28,044 That was perfect. 265 00:14:30,382 --> 00:14:33,883 You see, Jon always said, 266 00:14:33,885 --> 00:14:36,753 "Everything happens for a reason." 267 00:14:36,755 --> 00:14:38,988 He refused to believe in coincidence... 268 00:14:38,990 --> 00:14:40,557 Even how we all met. 269 00:14:40,559 --> 00:14:43,226 People always assume Jon, Gary, Rome, and I 270 00:14:43,228 --> 00:14:44,794 went to college together. 271 00:14:44,796 --> 00:14:46,629 And Jon was always quick to say, 272 00:14:46,631 --> 00:14:49,532 "You think these douche bags could get into Harvard?" 273 00:14:50,669 --> 00:14:54,170 No, the real way we met was so random. 274 00:14:54,172 --> 00:14:57,640 We were all on an elevator... 275 00:14:57,642 --> 00:14:59,209 that got stuck. 276 00:14:59,211 --> 00:15:01,478 Now, there are two kinds of people on elevators... 277 00:15:01,480 --> 00:15:03,413 People who don't talk to strangers 278 00:15:03,415 --> 00:15:04,781 and Jon. 279 00:15:04,783 --> 00:15:07,484 And Jon started talking and talking, 280 00:15:07,486 --> 00:15:10,353 and he got really deep at some points. 281 00:15:10,355 --> 00:15:13,957 And then he found out we were all Bruins fans. 282 00:15:15,560 --> 00:15:16,626 Even Rome. 283 00:15:16,628 --> 00:15:18,294 - Go, B's. - That's right. 284 00:15:18,296 --> 00:15:20,396 By the time the Boston Fire Department 285 00:15:20,398 --> 00:15:22,332 pried open those doors, 286 00:15:22,334 --> 00:15:26,736 Jon had convinced us to go in on season tickets. 287 00:15:26,738 --> 00:15:28,404 Yeah, then he never took our money. 288 00:15:28,406 --> 00:15:31,407 41 home games a year. 289 00:15:31,409 --> 00:15:35,645 In that decade, our friendship has moved outside the Garden. 290 00:15:38,984 --> 00:15:40,483 A couple of us got married, 291 00:15:40,485 --> 00:15:41,942 a couple of us had kids, 292 00:15:41,945 --> 00:15:43,511 one of us beat cancer, 293 00:15:43,514 --> 00:15:45,481 and one of us got sober. 294 00:15:48,727 --> 00:15:51,027 Jon was the one who pulled me aside 295 00:15:51,029 --> 00:15:53,963 right after Theo was born 296 00:15:53,965 --> 00:15:57,367 and told me that I needed to stop drinking. 297 00:15:57,369 --> 00:15:59,068 I haven't had a drink in almost seven years 298 00:15:59,070 --> 00:16:01,237 because that random guy 299 00:16:01,239 --> 00:16:03,740 who I spent 2 1/2 hours in an elevator with 300 00:16:03,742 --> 00:16:05,241 was there for me. 301 00:16:11,854 --> 00:16:13,763 And it absolutely kills me 302 00:16:13,764 --> 00:16:15,687 that I wasn't there for you, buddy. 303 00:16:20,091 --> 00:16:22,826 Jon, you say everything happens for a reason. 304 00:16:24,077 --> 00:16:26,262 I can't find a reason for this. 305 00:16:34,206 --> 00:16:37,473 Now Jon's daughter, Sophie, 306 00:16:37,475 --> 00:16:39,876 would like to play a song for her father. 307 00:16:43,882 --> 00:16:46,199 If she plays something by Bruno Mars, 308 00:16:46,202 --> 00:16:49,185 I will burn this place down. 309 00:16:51,022 --> 00:16:52,789 That was beautiful. 310 00:16:52,791 --> 00:16:53,823 Thank you. 311 00:16:57,295 --> 00:17:00,597 Love you, Daddy. 312 00:17:07,906 --> 00:17:13,109 ♪ Rows and flows of angel hair ♪ 313 00:17:13,111 --> 00:17:17,714 ♪ And ice cream castles in the air ♪ 314 00:17:17,716 --> 00:17:22,518 ♪ And feathered canyons everywhere ♪ 315 00:17:22,520 --> 00:17:25,922 ♪ I've looked at clouds that way ♪ 316 00:17:27,859 --> 00:17:32,729 ♪ I've looked at clouds from both sides now ♪ 317 00:17:32,731 --> 00:17:37,033 ♪ From up and down, and still somehow ♪ 318 00:17:37,035 --> 00:17:42,372 ♪ It's clouds' illusions I recall ♪ 319 00:17:42,374 --> 00:17:48,077 ♪ I really don't know clouds at all ♪ 320 00:17:50,215 --> 00:17:52,715 Wow, you're just... doing that. 321 00:17:52,717 --> 00:17:54,584 Well, you're not talking, 322 00:17:54,586 --> 00:17:57,053 so I'm just trying to figure out who you really are, 323 00:17:57,055 --> 00:18:00,423 because, uh, "guy with breast cancer" 324 00:18:00,425 --> 00:18:04,093 seems to be the least surprising thing about you. 325 00:18:04,095 --> 00:18:06,496 Uh, you're... You're running low on this. 326 00:18:06,498 --> 00:18:07,949 I wasn't sure if you knew that. 327 00:18:07,952 --> 00:18:10,500 Oh! Bull's-eye. Charleston Chews. 328 00:18:10,502 --> 00:18:11,501 These are my favorite. 329 00:18:11,503 --> 00:18:13,084 Uh, no, no, no. Don't eat that. 330 00:18:13,087 --> 00:18:14,887 I have no idea where that even came from. 331 00:18:16,608 --> 00:18:18,041 Any idea where this came from? 332 00:18:18,043 --> 00:18:21,311 Probably whoever owned that candy bar. 333 00:18:23,949 --> 00:18:25,615 I'm so sorry. 334 00:18:25,617 --> 00:18:27,583 Thanks, Ashley. 335 00:18:27,585 --> 00:18:29,843 You were amazing through all of this. 336 00:18:30,722 --> 00:18:32,922 You were so important to Jon. 337 00:18:36,594 --> 00:18:39,529 Do you... Do you have any idea why? 338 00:18:50,442 --> 00:18:52,976 He was always so happy at work. I don't... 339 00:18:55,012 --> 00:18:57,546 - I didn't mean... - No, no. I know. 340 00:18:57,549 --> 00:18:58,648 It's okay. 341 00:19:02,220 --> 00:19:04,020 Just give me a second. 342 00:19:05,781 --> 00:19:06,956 Hey. 343 00:19:09,094 --> 00:19:11,427 Just to be clear... 344 00:19:11,429 --> 00:19:13,196 I don't want to be here. 345 00:19:15,333 --> 00:19:17,467 Yeah. Makes two of us. 346 00:19:23,241 --> 00:19:25,808 For the record... 347 00:19:25,810 --> 00:19:28,911 You are stronger than all of us combined. 348 00:19:46,731 --> 00:19:48,473 Hey. Ro, you coming? 349 00:19:48,476 --> 00:19:50,166 Y-Yeah, I just forgot these, man. 350 00:19:51,169 --> 00:19:52,201 That's smart. 351 00:19:52,203 --> 00:19:53,804 Their living room gets very sunny. 352 00:19:55,031 --> 00:19:57,073 Hey, I heard about the Shasta campaign. 353 00:19:57,075 --> 00:19:58,408 Congrats. That's amazing. 354 00:19:58,410 --> 00:19:59,842 Yeah, well, it's not making my movie, 355 00:19:59,844 --> 00:20:01,044 but if I can get one person... 356 00:20:01,046 --> 00:20:03,179 Just one person... To buy soda... 357 00:20:04,416 --> 00:20:05,782 How's work with you? 358 00:20:05,784 --> 00:20:07,817 Ugh. Crazy, as usual. 359 00:20:07,819 --> 00:20:09,986 Just rushing in to give Delilah a quick hug. 360 00:20:09,988 --> 00:20:12,355 I didn't realize this would be an all-day thing. 361 00:20:14,025 --> 00:20:16,526 Welcome to my world. 362 00:20:17,796 --> 00:20:19,059 Just confirming... 363 00:20:19,062 --> 00:20:21,798 You brought a date to our friend's funeral. 364 00:20:21,800 --> 00:20:23,399 It was morning, okay? 365 00:20:23,401 --> 00:20:26,369 I wanted to buy her breakfast, and... we ran out of time. 366 00:20:26,371 --> 00:20:28,062 So I made her breakfast? 367 00:20:29,161 --> 00:20:30,473 And where'd you meet this one? 368 00:20:30,475 --> 00:20:32,263 10 bucks says his breast-cancer support group, 369 00:20:32,265 --> 00:20:34,143 and if I'm right, you're gross. 370 00:20:34,145 --> 00:20:35,945 And you're 10 bucks richer. 371 00:20:35,947 --> 00:20:38,381 So, what, you're just working your way around the circle? 372 00:20:38,383 --> 00:20:41,176 I got to be honest... It doesn't feel like work to me. 373 00:20:41,179 --> 00:20:42,285 That's just... 374 00:20:42,287 --> 00:20:43,719 - What? - ...not okay. 375 00:20:43,721 --> 00:20:45,247 - Nothing's okay about that. - That's very okay. 376 00:20:45,249 --> 00:20:46,465 No, it's so not. 377 00:20:46,468 --> 00:20:50,159 That night that my water broke, he had the car five days. 378 00:20:51,396 --> 00:20:53,830 Yeah, I don't know how he got them to take it back. 379 00:20:55,200 --> 00:20:57,967 He had a way with people. 380 00:20:57,969 --> 00:20:59,268 Yeah. 381 00:20:59,270 --> 00:21:01,571 He always made me feel like I was part of the group. 382 00:21:06,744 --> 00:21:08,444 All right, everybody. Listen up. 383 00:21:08,446 --> 00:21:10,313 This is Maggie? Right? Okay. 384 00:21:10,315 --> 00:21:13,416 - This is Rome, Regina, and Ed. - Eddie. 385 00:21:13,418 --> 00:21:15,194 That was a beautiful eulogy. 386 00:21:15,197 --> 00:21:16,496 Yeah. You made this one cry. 387 00:21:16,499 --> 00:21:18,710 Are we sure that's why she was crying? 388 00:21:18,713 --> 00:21:21,057 Okay, just so you're not left out, 389 00:21:21,059 --> 00:21:24,193 a long time ago, these two went on a date. 390 00:21:24,195 --> 00:21:26,195 One horrendous date. 391 00:21:26,197 --> 00:21:27,699 What is this? Why are we doing this? 392 00:21:27,702 --> 00:21:29,298 - Man up. - Well, you say it was bad, 393 00:21:29,300 --> 00:21:31,467 but did it end with him taking you to a funeral? 394 00:21:32,770 --> 00:21:34,656 I love her so much. 395 00:21:34,659 --> 00:21:35,972 Who is this woman? 396 00:21:37,108 --> 00:21:40,143 I mean, why didn't he get help? 397 00:21:40,145 --> 00:21:43,479 I mean, to a lot of people, it's still taboo. 398 00:21:43,481 --> 00:21:44,881 On my dad's side, they'd be like, 399 00:21:44,883 --> 00:21:47,183 "We black. We don't talk about that. We got Jesus." 400 00:21:50,054 --> 00:21:53,122 Maybe... he just lost sight of the horizon. 401 00:21:55,994 --> 00:21:59,495 I-I was watching this documentary on JFK Jr. 402 00:21:59,497 --> 00:22:01,664 You remember when his plane went down? 403 00:22:01,666 --> 00:22:03,499 July 16, 1999. 404 00:22:04,769 --> 00:22:05,942 It's my birthday. 405 00:22:05,945 --> 00:22:08,037 No. Your birthday is the 12th. 406 00:22:08,039 --> 00:22:09,879 This is the only grown man ever in existence 407 00:22:09,882 --> 00:22:12,074 to celebrate his birthday for a whole week. 408 00:22:13,178 --> 00:22:15,811 "Happy birth week" is not a thing yet. 409 00:22:15,813 --> 00:22:18,590 Anyway, Kennedy was a novice pilot, 410 00:22:18,593 --> 00:22:22,618 and he was flying at night, and the clouds came in. 411 00:22:22,620 --> 00:22:25,121 His instruments were telling him which way was up, 412 00:22:25,124 --> 00:22:26,589 but he didn't trust them. 413 00:22:26,591 --> 00:22:29,592 The truth was right in front of him, and he couldn't see it. 414 00:22:29,594 --> 00:22:31,827 And he lost sight of the horizon 415 00:22:31,829 --> 00:22:34,063 and nose-dived. 416 00:22:34,065 --> 00:22:37,233 And by the time he realized what was happening, 417 00:22:37,235 --> 00:22:41,003 it was too late, and he couldn't pull up. 418 00:22:41,005 --> 00:22:42,338 And what does this have to do... 419 00:22:42,340 --> 00:22:45,474 That's... depression. 420 00:22:47,712 --> 00:22:49,504 Now, maybe he wasn't depressed. 421 00:22:49,507 --> 00:22:51,881 I mean, maybe something else was going on. 422 00:22:51,883 --> 00:22:55,985 People keep secrets from their close friends and loved ones. 423 00:22:55,987 --> 00:22:58,746 Sometimes, you don't even know they have these secrets 424 00:22:58,749 --> 00:23:01,390 until, um... 425 00:23:01,392 --> 00:23:03,326 an event like this happens. 426 00:23:09,167 --> 00:23:11,067 Okie-doke. 427 00:23:11,069 --> 00:23:15,207 Apparently, Maggie moonlights as an armchair psychologist. 428 00:23:15,210 --> 00:23:16,372 It's true. 429 00:23:16,374 --> 00:23:19,175 But during the day, I'm a clinical psychologist 430 00:23:19,177 --> 00:23:23,045 at Boston General, specializing in... 431 00:23:23,047 --> 00:23:24,580 depression. 432 00:23:29,020 --> 00:23:32,855 Tell me you knew the occupation of your funeral plus-one. 433 00:23:32,857 --> 00:23:36,092 No, he did not. 434 00:23:36,094 --> 00:23:38,194 No, I did not. 435 00:23:39,764 --> 00:23:41,998 Hey, Maggie? 436 00:23:42,000 --> 00:23:44,637 Would you mind if I got your business card? 437 00:23:44,640 --> 00:23:46,031 Oh. Yeah, sure. 438 00:23:46,034 --> 00:23:48,938 The whole thing you were saying about losing sight of the horizon was... 439 00:23:48,940 --> 00:23:50,039 Yeah. 440 00:23:50,041 --> 00:23:52,408 Hey, hey, hey. Whoa. Really? 441 00:23:52,411 --> 00:23:54,247 Because I went on one date 442 00:23:54,250 --> 00:23:55,878 a million years ago with your wife? 443 00:23:55,880 --> 00:23:57,580 No, you know what? I want this for you. 444 00:23:57,582 --> 00:24:00,604 The movie I'm trying to make has a therapist in it. 445 00:24:00,607 --> 00:24:02,340 Okay? Ohh. 446 00:24:02,343 --> 00:24:04,043 Just want to ask Maggie a few questions. 447 00:24:04,046 --> 00:24:04,954 Okay. 448 00:24:08,559 --> 00:24:10,934 There's a Bruins game tonight, isn't there? 449 00:24:10,937 --> 00:24:12,662 And Jon hated waiting for us. 450 00:24:12,664 --> 00:24:14,764 Made us set an alarm on our damn phones. 451 00:24:14,766 --> 00:24:16,332 You guys should go. 452 00:24:16,334 --> 00:24:17,633 Seriously, you should go. 453 00:24:17,635 --> 00:24:19,769 You know he wouldn't want the tickets going to waste. 454 00:24:19,771 --> 00:24:23,820 And, uh, I can use some time alone with my best friend. 455 00:24:23,823 --> 00:24:25,474 And my new friend. 456 00:24:25,476 --> 00:24:26,790 Maggie, please stay. 457 00:24:26,793 --> 00:24:28,457 - Yeah? - Yeah, sure. 458 00:24:28,460 --> 00:24:30,546 Yeah. All right. Well, we fully support this plan. 459 00:24:30,548 --> 00:24:33,949 There's only one problem... The tickets. 460 00:24:33,951 --> 00:24:35,818 Are in Jon's office. 461 00:24:35,820 --> 00:24:37,453 Correct. 462 00:24:37,455 --> 00:24:41,791 So, anyway, we just... We wanted to be in his space 463 00:24:41,793 --> 00:24:43,518 for a little while, get some closure, 464 00:24:43,521 --> 00:24:45,254 let the reality of what happened sink in. 465 00:24:45,257 --> 00:24:46,090 You need the tickets. 466 00:24:46,092 --> 00:24:47,187 - Yep. - Yeah. 467 00:24:48,195 --> 00:24:50,700 Ash, what are you doing here? Tell me you're not working. 468 00:24:50,702 --> 00:24:53,869 Just tying up odds and ends. 469 00:24:53,871 --> 00:24:56,138 You got to love odds and ends. 470 00:24:57,141 --> 00:24:58,864 - Shut it down. - What? 471 00:24:58,867 --> 00:25:01,377 Jon specifically said do not have sex with her. 472 00:25:01,379 --> 00:25:03,355 And we're sure he was talking to me? 473 00:25:24,736 --> 00:25:27,837 I feel like I just threw a party. 474 00:25:27,839 --> 00:25:31,040 For Jon. He's not even here. 475 00:25:31,042 --> 00:25:33,075 He would've loved it. 476 00:25:33,077 --> 00:25:34,110 Hm. 477 00:25:34,112 --> 00:25:35,578 He would've been so mad 478 00:25:35,580 --> 00:25:38,170 that I let people in the house with their shoes on. 479 00:25:43,898 --> 00:25:47,199 I just felt like I had to make it easy for everybody today. 480 00:25:50,895 --> 00:25:52,843 How could I not know? 481 00:25:55,166 --> 00:25:58,167 How could I not see it? 482 00:25:58,169 --> 00:26:00,503 We're here for you. 483 00:26:00,505 --> 00:26:02,071 I'm here for you. 484 00:26:03,647 --> 00:26:04,946 Whatever you need. 485 00:26:06,944 --> 00:26:10,346 I need a time machine. 486 00:26:16,687 --> 00:26:18,921 Do you have any idea why he did this? 487 00:26:18,923 --> 00:26:21,803 Why does everyone keep asking me that? 488 00:26:21,806 --> 00:26:24,160 Sorry. I just, uh... 489 00:26:24,162 --> 00:26:26,251 You know, you were with him all day. 490 00:26:26,254 --> 00:26:28,454 Didn't know him like you guys did. 491 00:26:29,901 --> 00:26:31,033 What's the code? 492 00:26:39,277 --> 00:26:40,876 See? 493 00:26:40,878 --> 00:26:42,645 There are things you know that we don't. 494 00:26:45,047 --> 00:26:47,496 He was on that business call for a really long time. 495 00:26:47,499 --> 00:26:48,761 It's not the last call he made. 496 00:26:48,764 --> 00:26:50,519 No, yeah, it was. 497 00:26:50,521 --> 00:26:52,354 When I came in to give him the mail, 498 00:26:52,356 --> 00:26:55,253 he was standing on the balcony, just finishing up the call. 499 00:26:55,256 --> 00:26:56,959 He made a call right after that. 500 00:26:58,696 --> 00:27:00,062 To you. 501 00:27:11,070 --> 00:27:15,467 Yeah, Jon called you at 12:27. 502 00:27:15,469 --> 00:27:18,570 Uh, yeah... Mondays, noon, 503 00:27:18,572 --> 00:27:22,707 I teach this kid, Talbot, guitar during his lunch break. 504 00:27:22,709 --> 00:27:26,027 Uh, I turn my phone off. It rang once during a recital. 505 00:27:26,030 --> 00:27:27,779 Yelled at the parents, which was brilliant, 506 00:27:27,781 --> 00:27:29,878 'cause it turned out to be my phone. 507 00:27:32,586 --> 00:27:34,319 He tried to call me. 508 00:27:36,423 --> 00:27:38,123 You can't do what you're doing right now. 509 00:27:38,125 --> 00:27:39,925 - But maybe I could've... - No, stop it. 510 00:27:39,928 --> 00:27:40,925 Ashley... 511 00:27:40,927 --> 00:27:42,694 I'll get the tickets. 512 00:27:42,696 --> 00:27:44,929 No, I just like to give Gary crap. 513 00:27:44,931 --> 00:27:47,332 Seriously, Gary's an amazing friend. 514 00:27:47,334 --> 00:27:49,200 Underneath that hot mess is... 515 00:27:49,202 --> 00:27:50,902 A lukewarm mess? 516 00:27:50,904 --> 00:27:53,238 I just never thought 517 00:27:53,240 --> 00:27:56,875 that a guy like Gary would be the first man 518 00:27:56,877 --> 00:27:59,044 to truly understand what I am going through. 519 00:28:03,272 --> 00:28:04,671 Were you scared? 520 00:28:06,058 --> 00:28:07,152 Yeah. 521 00:28:07,154 --> 00:28:08,355 I see that in Gary. 522 00:28:08,358 --> 00:28:09,987 H-He tries to hide it, 523 00:28:09,990 --> 00:28:12,557 but even though he's in remission, 524 00:28:12,559 --> 00:28:15,060 it's like he's afraid... 525 00:28:15,062 --> 00:28:17,629 That it's gonna come back. 526 00:28:17,631 --> 00:28:19,164 Is it the same for you? 527 00:28:20,967 --> 00:28:24,102 As much as I can be similar to Gary. 528 00:28:36,030 --> 00:28:37,196 To Jon. 529 00:28:37,199 --> 00:28:39,832 And to that tradition he started on the elevator 530 00:28:39,835 --> 00:28:41,301 all those years ago. 531 00:28:42,823 --> 00:28:45,824 I-I... I'm not drinking to that. 532 00:28:45,826 --> 00:28:47,092 I spend 40 hours a week 533 00:28:47,094 --> 00:28:50,028 valuing people's lives for insurance companies. 534 00:28:50,030 --> 00:28:53,131 The time that we spend together isn't worth a damn thing. 535 00:28:53,133 --> 00:28:54,466 - Dude. - Really? 536 00:28:54,468 --> 00:28:56,468 Do the math... Average length of a hockey game 537 00:28:56,470 --> 00:28:58,369 is 2 hours, 19 minutes, 538 00:28:58,371 --> 00:29:02,040 times 41 home games for 10 years... 539 00:29:02,042 --> 00:29:07,946 That means I spent almost 950 hours sitting next to Jon, 540 00:29:07,948 --> 00:29:10,348 and I had no idea that he was depressed. 541 00:29:10,350 --> 00:29:12,300 Did you? Did you? 542 00:29:12,303 --> 00:29:14,619 No. You want to know why? 543 00:29:14,621 --> 00:29:16,472 Because we don't talk. 544 00:29:16,475 --> 00:29:17,474 Yes, we do. 545 00:29:17,477 --> 00:29:19,176 No. Ed, we don't. 546 00:29:19,179 --> 00:29:21,128 The last time we said anything deep 547 00:29:21,131 --> 00:29:23,865 was when we were in that elevator. 548 00:29:23,868 --> 00:29:25,495 We were more honest with each other 549 00:29:25,498 --> 00:29:26,797 before we were friends. 550 00:29:26,800 --> 00:29:27,832 Now we do this. 551 00:29:27,834 --> 00:29:29,768 We sit shoulder-to-shoulder like guys, 552 00:29:29,770 --> 00:29:31,160 like we're doing right now. 553 00:29:31,163 --> 00:29:36,307 And the truth, the very sad truth, is that... 554 00:29:36,309 --> 00:29:38,160 we don't really know each other. 555 00:29:38,163 --> 00:29:41,706 I bet you two don't even know what color my eyes are. 556 00:29:41,709 --> 00:29:43,548 Yeah. I'll drink. 557 00:29:43,550 --> 00:29:46,017 I-I'll drink to whatever we thought this was. 558 00:29:50,090 --> 00:29:51,988 Think I liked you better with cancer. 559 00:29:51,991 --> 00:29:53,652 Me too. 560 00:29:53,655 --> 00:29:55,293 You have your own place? 561 00:29:55,295 --> 00:29:57,428 I did. 562 00:29:57,430 --> 00:30:00,265 I opened a restaurant with an investor. 563 00:30:00,267 --> 00:30:02,100 It was years ago now. 564 00:30:02,102 --> 00:30:04,355 But she rented way too big a space. 565 00:30:04,358 --> 00:30:07,104 We just... couldn't make the rent. 566 00:30:07,107 --> 00:30:08,940 The first time I ever met Jon, 567 00:30:08,942 --> 00:30:11,209 he helped me get out of that lease. 568 00:30:11,211 --> 00:30:13,417 I didn't even know him. 569 00:30:13,420 --> 00:30:15,446 I mean, he was doing it more as a favor to Rome, 570 00:30:15,448 --> 00:30:18,216 but... but still... 571 00:30:18,218 --> 00:30:19,651 Wow. 572 00:30:21,688 --> 00:30:24,889 And because of Jon, I'm not giving up. 573 00:30:24,891 --> 00:30:28,410 I'm gonna open up my own place again someday. 574 00:30:28,413 --> 00:30:31,663 And this time, I'm gonna do it right. 575 00:30:36,506 --> 00:30:38,000 Grab your coats. 576 00:30:38,003 --> 00:30:40,471 Oh, I'm so glad you said that. It's freezing out here. 577 00:30:40,473 --> 00:30:42,340 No, we're gonna go on a road trip. 578 00:30:42,342 --> 00:30:44,209 I need to show you something. 579 00:30:44,211 --> 00:30:45,910 What is it? 580 00:30:45,912 --> 00:30:49,047 It's the last thing Jon did before he died. 581 00:30:50,350 --> 00:30:53,451 Look, Gary, I know you like to go dark, 582 00:30:53,453 --> 00:30:55,520 but I need this to not be 583 00:30:55,522 --> 00:30:56,921 as horrible as it is, 584 00:30:56,923 --> 00:30:59,891 because I keep thinking that maybe I could've done something. 585 00:30:59,893 --> 00:31:01,459 Like what, Ed? Like... 586 00:31:01,461 --> 00:31:03,828 Like maybe if you hugged him one more time, he'd still be alive? 587 00:31:03,830 --> 00:31:06,064 You have magic hugs? Who the hell are you? 588 00:31:06,066 --> 00:31:08,366 Well, apparently, someone who's a little more 589 00:31:08,368 --> 00:31:11,803 in touch with his emotions than you are. 590 00:31:11,805 --> 00:31:13,004 Enjoy the game, bro. 591 00:31:13,006 --> 00:31:15,199 Should be a good one. 592 00:31:15,202 --> 00:31:19,577 Maybe Jon's death is like a wake-up call, you know? 593 00:31:19,579 --> 00:31:21,300 It's like... It's like he always said, 594 00:31:21,303 --> 00:31:22,647 "Everything happens for a reason." 595 00:31:22,649 --> 00:31:23,715 Are you kidding? 596 00:31:23,717 --> 00:31:25,524 Our... Our friend offed himself. 597 00:31:25,527 --> 00:31:26,618 Wh-What are you saying? 598 00:31:26,620 --> 00:31:29,020 If we live better lives, he wouldn't have died in vain? 599 00:31:29,022 --> 00:31:30,355 Maybe. 600 00:31:30,357 --> 00:31:31,355 Yes. Okay. 601 00:31:31,358 --> 00:31:33,624 Well, I got news for you, Ed... That's not gonna happen. 602 00:31:33,627 --> 00:31:35,226 'Cause we're not gonna live any differently. 603 00:31:35,228 --> 00:31:37,095 You hate your stupid job... Your words... 604 00:31:37,097 --> 00:31:37,938 But you won't quit 605 00:31:37,941 --> 00:31:40,964 because directing asinine pizza commercials 606 00:31:40,967 --> 00:31:43,067 pays way too much money. 607 00:31:43,069 --> 00:31:44,669 You and your wife can't stand each other, 608 00:31:44,671 --> 00:31:46,571 but you'll never leave her... Not ever... 609 00:31:46,573 --> 00:31:49,507 Because you're too afraid to take a chance on yourself. 610 00:31:49,509 --> 00:31:51,476 People always say they're gonna live differently. 611 00:31:51,478 --> 00:31:54,579 And you know what? We will... For exactly two weeks. 612 00:31:54,581 --> 00:31:56,414 And then we'll go right back 613 00:31:56,416 --> 00:31:58,950 to doing the same crap that we've always done. 614 00:31:58,952 --> 00:32:00,383 I'm in love with someone. 615 00:32:03,023 --> 00:32:04,155 What? 616 00:32:04,157 --> 00:32:07,480 She's a... the mom of one of my students. 617 00:32:07,483 --> 00:32:09,984 We did not mean for it to happen. 618 00:32:09,987 --> 00:32:13,564 But I love her, and she believes in me. 619 00:32:13,566 --> 00:32:16,534 And I need to leave Katherine, 620 00:32:16,536 --> 00:32:20,004 but I just have to make sure everything's okay with Theo first. 621 00:32:20,006 --> 00:32:22,707 And I'm in love with beer. 622 00:32:22,709 --> 00:32:24,475 Mind if I go ahead of you guys? 623 00:32:24,477 --> 00:32:26,244 - Sorry 'bout that. - It's all right, fellas. 624 00:32:26,246 --> 00:32:28,513 Look, Ed, I'm thrilled that you are getting out of a marriage 625 00:32:28,515 --> 00:32:31,082 that is more toxic than anything that's ever been in my body, 626 00:32:31,084 --> 00:32:32,917 but it's your need to credit ending something 627 00:32:32,919 --> 00:32:34,085 that should've ended two years ago 628 00:32:34,087 --> 00:32:36,154 to our friend jumping off a concrete diving board. 629 00:32:36,156 --> 00:32:37,785 Listen, it's not just that. 630 00:32:37,788 --> 00:32:40,825 It's the fact I haven't had a drink in seven years 631 00:32:40,827 --> 00:32:43,261 because that same friend stepped onto an elevator... 632 00:32:43,263 --> 00:32:45,363 Knock it off. Knock it off with the elevator crap, man. 633 00:32:45,365 --> 00:32:47,098 What do you think I would've done if I hadn't met you guys? 634 00:32:47,100 --> 00:32:48,183 Seriously. 635 00:32:48,186 --> 00:32:49,707 I would've become friends with three other schmucks. 636 00:32:49,709 --> 00:32:52,704 I mean, look around. There are Bruins fans all over the place. 637 00:32:54,074 --> 00:32:55,840 Gary... 638 00:32:55,842 --> 00:32:58,476 how does a man who beat cancer 639 00:32:58,478 --> 00:33:01,679 not see that maybe there is a reason that things happen? 640 00:33:01,681 --> 00:33:03,183 Let me be very clear. 641 00:33:03,186 --> 00:33:06,851 First of all, God didn't cure my cancer. Science did. 642 00:33:06,853 --> 00:33:09,754 Secondly, it's not that I don't have cancer, Ed. 643 00:33:09,756 --> 00:33:13,358 It's that I don't have cancer right now. 644 00:33:13,360 --> 00:33:15,193 The all-clear screening I got this week 645 00:33:15,195 --> 00:33:16,394 just gives me permission 646 00:33:16,396 --> 00:33:18,563 to hold my breath for another three months! 647 00:33:21,234 --> 00:33:23,001 Hooray for me. 648 00:33:31,044 --> 00:33:34,212 Damn it, Jon. You had... 649 00:33:34,214 --> 00:33:35,346 everything. 650 00:33:44,724 --> 00:33:47,125 Everything happens for a reason? Really? 651 00:33:47,127 --> 00:33:49,961 Tell me one good thing that's happened because of this. 652 00:33:49,963 --> 00:33:51,596 One. 653 00:33:54,644 --> 00:33:56,644 If you hadn't called to tell me about Jon, 654 00:33:56,647 --> 00:33:58,347 I would be dead right now. 655 00:33:59,472 --> 00:34:02,373 I had a mouthful of pills when I answered that phone. 656 00:34:04,209 --> 00:34:07,411 And I know... I know... I know that sounds crazy... 657 00:34:09,349 --> 00:34:11,416 ...because I have an incredible life 658 00:34:11,418 --> 00:34:13,753 and I am married to the most amazing woman. 659 00:34:13,756 --> 00:34:18,259 But sometimes, I feel so hopeless! 660 00:34:18,262 --> 00:34:20,929 It's like I can't breathe. 661 00:34:20,932 --> 00:34:24,267 Only, I'm breathing. 662 00:34:24,270 --> 00:34:26,230 And I just... I think, you know, 663 00:34:26,232 --> 00:34:29,500 maybe if... If... if I just stopped, 664 00:34:29,502 --> 00:34:31,903 it wouldn't hurt so much. 665 00:34:40,031 --> 00:34:44,233 And for the record, Gary, your eyes are hazel. 666 00:34:44,236 --> 00:34:46,036 And they're magnificent. 667 00:34:49,923 --> 00:34:52,223 We got you, man. 668 00:34:52,225 --> 00:34:54,192 Come on. We got you. Come on. 669 00:35:05,881 --> 00:35:09,232 So, Ashley told me at the house today that, uh, 670 00:35:09,235 --> 00:35:13,971 the last thing Jon did was close this huge real estate deal. 671 00:35:13,973 --> 00:35:15,888 Of course he did. 672 00:35:15,891 --> 00:35:17,174 I wanted you to see it. 673 00:35:17,176 --> 00:35:18,442 Wait... this is it? 674 00:35:18,444 --> 00:35:19,631 Yeah. Jon's last deal 675 00:35:19,634 --> 00:35:21,912 was for the old Griffin Street Bakery building? 676 00:35:21,914 --> 00:35:23,447 This place is incredible. 677 00:35:23,449 --> 00:35:27,251 On the bottom floor, there is this great restaurant space. 678 00:35:27,253 --> 00:35:29,520 That's why Jon fought so hard to get it. 679 00:35:31,953 --> 00:35:35,125 Your new restaurant is opening spring of 2019. 680 00:35:35,128 --> 00:35:36,927 W-What? Wait. 681 00:35:39,209 --> 00:35:40,765 Jon's last deal was for me? 682 00:35:40,767 --> 00:35:42,588 - Mm-hmm. - Why? 683 00:35:42,591 --> 00:35:44,635 - "Why?" - Yeah. 684 00:35:44,637 --> 00:35:46,716 Because... Because he believed in you. 685 00:35:46,719 --> 00:35:48,466 He was working on it for months, 686 00:35:48,469 --> 00:35:50,552 and he didn't even mention it to Rome. 687 00:35:50,555 --> 00:35:52,542 He wanted to surprise you. 688 00:35:52,545 --> 00:35:54,979 Stop. 689 00:36:00,286 --> 00:36:01,952 - Yeah! - Whoo! 690 00:36:23,265 --> 00:36:28,178 _ 691 00:36:39,058 --> 00:36:40,950 How are we able to do this? 692 00:36:40,953 --> 00:36:43,794 I thought you had a music lesson to teach today. 693 00:36:43,796 --> 00:36:45,029 Oh, I did. 694 00:36:45,031 --> 00:36:47,231 But Talbot got pink eye. 695 00:36:47,233 --> 00:36:49,312 Oh. Got to love that pink eye. 696 00:36:49,315 --> 00:36:51,569 I'm sorry. Are you rubbing your eye right now? 697 00:36:51,571 --> 00:36:54,430 I am. Do I have it? Check, please. 698 00:36:54,433 --> 00:36:56,166 God, you are beautiful. 699 00:36:57,710 --> 00:36:59,343 Even with the pink eye. 700 00:37:03,670 --> 00:37:05,482 - Shall we toast? - Yes. 701 00:37:05,485 --> 00:37:06,784 Where did you get the wine? 702 00:37:06,786 --> 00:37:09,086 Oh, I brought the wine... And the glasses... 703 00:37:09,088 --> 00:37:10,554 From your house. 704 00:37:10,556 --> 00:37:12,223 I really love this woman. 705 00:37:14,360 --> 00:37:16,398 To Jon. 706 00:37:16,496 --> 00:37:18,086 To Jon. 707 00:37:18,180 --> 00:37:19,329 To Jon. 708 00:37:41,854 --> 00:37:44,921 Say that last part again. 709 00:37:44,924 --> 00:37:48,765 Well, I was saying, you know, as bad as this seems, 710 00:37:48,768 --> 00:37:52,463 I truly believe that everything happens for a reason. 711 00:37:52,465 --> 00:37:55,900 The challenge in life is to find that reason. 712 00:38:00,690 --> 00:38:02,806 You can't be here. 713 00:38:02,809 --> 00:38:04,875 We can't do this. 714 00:38:04,877 --> 00:38:06,177 Not now. 715 00:38:07,780 --> 00:38:10,781 What if he knew about us? 716 00:38:10,783 --> 00:38:12,680 What if that's why he did it? 717 00:38:12,683 --> 00:38:14,418 He didn't know. 718 00:38:14,420 --> 00:38:16,367 Maybe that's why he tried to call you. 719 00:38:25,097 --> 00:38:27,898 You should answer it, just... just so... 720 00:38:27,901 --> 00:38:30,134 No, I'll call him in 10 minutes from the car. 721 00:38:31,562 --> 00:38:32,670 We need to tell... 722 00:38:32,672 --> 00:38:33,838 I know. 723 00:38:35,128 --> 00:38:36,160 I know. 724 00:38:37,789 --> 00:38:40,978 Tell me you don't love me... 725 00:38:40,980 --> 00:38:43,747 and I will leave here right now. 726 00:38:47,433 --> 00:38:51,255 If you love me, you'll leave right now. 727 00:38:57,018 --> 00:38:59,496 Sometimes, w-what happens is terrible... 728 00:38:59,498 --> 00:39:02,586 ...you know, and you think, 729 00:39:02,589 --> 00:39:05,402 "What good could possibly come of this?" 730 00:39:07,883 --> 00:39:10,474 Sometimes, what happens is so hard to believe 731 00:39:10,476 --> 00:39:12,710 that you refuse to accept the truth. 732 00:39:20,052 --> 00:39:23,554 And sometimes, you even try to change it. 733 00:39:37,823 --> 00:39:39,570 Maggie, it's Dr. Gordon. 734 00:39:39,572 --> 00:39:41,238 You missed your appointment today. 735 00:39:41,240 --> 00:39:43,207 If we're gonna beat this thing again, 736 00:39:43,209 --> 00:39:45,976 you have to stick to your chemo schedule. 737 00:39:47,564 --> 00:39:50,422 _ 738 00:40:02,956 --> 00:40:04,094 Hi, Daddy. 739 00:40:04,097 --> 00:40:05,497 Oh, hey, bud. 740 00:40:05,500 --> 00:40:07,781 I just wanted to get my hockey stick. 741 00:40:09,535 --> 00:40:10,734 What are you doing? 742 00:40:17,310 --> 00:40:22,313 But... as bad as this seems... 743 00:40:22,315 --> 00:40:24,782 there is good. 744 00:40:24,784 --> 00:40:27,515 And you will find it. 745 00:40:27,518 --> 00:40:30,617 I promise. 746 00:40:30,620 --> 00:40:32,489 Everyone back away from the door! 747 00:40:32,491 --> 00:40:33,557 - Oh! - Hey! 748 00:40:33,559 --> 00:40:36,694 - Yeah! - Are you serious? 749 00:40:36,696 --> 00:40:38,629 Ah! Go, B's! 750 00:40:38,631 --> 00:40:40,302 Don't tell me who won the game, though. 751 00:40:40,305 --> 00:40:42,933 ♪ I've looked at clouds from both sides now ♪ 752 00:40:42,935 --> 00:40:46,737 ♪ From up and down, and still somehow ♪ 753 00:40:46,739 --> 00:40:50,414 ♪ It's clouds' illusions I recall ♪ 754 00:40:50,417 --> 00:40:53,510 ♪ I really don't know clouds ♪ 755 00:40:55,915 --> 00:40:57,915 ♪ At all ♪ 756 00:41:04,328 --> 00:41:08,325 ♪ Tears and fears and feeling proud ♪ 757 00:41:08,327 --> 00:41:12,229 ♪ To say "I love you" right out loud ♪ 758 00:41:12,231 --> 00:41:15,570 ♪ Dreams and schemes and circus crowds ♪ 759 00:41:15,573 --> 00:41:18,539 ♪ I've looked at life that way ♪ 760 00:41:21,640 --> 00:41:25,509 ♪ But now old friends are acting strange ♪ 761 00:41:25,511 --> 00:41:29,446 ♪ They shake their heads and say I've changed ♪ 762 00:41:29,448 --> 00:41:33,384 ♪ Well, something's lost, but something's gained ♪ 763 00:41:33,386 --> 00:41:36,469 ♪ In living every day ♪ 764 00:41:38,805 --> 00:41:40,257 I love you. 765 00:41:45,914 --> 00:41:49,956 ♪ I've looked at life from both sides now ♪ 766 00:41:49,959 --> 00:41:53,537 - ♪ From win and lose, and still somehow ♪ - ♪ From win and lose, and still somehow ♪ 767 00:41:53,539 --> 00:41:57,581 ♪ It's life's illusions I recall ♪ 768 00:41:57,584 --> 00:42:00,269 ♪ I really don't know life ♪ 769 00:42:02,114 --> 00:42:06,766 ♪ Really don't know life at all ♪ 770 00:42:06,769 --> 00:42:09,285 _ 771 00:42:09,288 --> 00:42:11,321 ♪ Mmm ♪ 772 00:42:14,393 --> 00:42:18,729 ♪ Mmmmmmmm ♪ 773 00:42:20,706 --> 00:42:25,776 - Synced and corrected by VitoSilans - -- www.Addic7ed.com -- 55985

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