Original subtitles

♪The left bank lights♪

♪Are still faintly lit♪

♪The dream you mentioned♪

♪Is still bumpy♪

♪Don't know much about love when we were young♪

♪Don't have to be perfect♪

♪My heart is warm when you're with me♪

♪We talk and walk together♪

♪The moment I exchange stories with you♪

♪Watching you, waiting for you♪

♪Makes me happy too♪

♪How many people have come♪

♪How many people have left♪

♪Perhaps only by appreciating our love♪

♪Will it become silent and leave a mark♪

♪We once loved♪

=I Am The Years You Are The Stars=

=Episode 13=

Hello?

Anybody here?

No one?

Hello?

Hello.

William.

Where is Jiang Baiju?

Why are you calling me at this time?

Not only is he here but also the love rival.

What are you talking about? What love rival?

How come I don't understand

a single word that you say?

Where is he?

I'm on the run.

Blood almost spilt all over me.

I'm asking you where Jiang Baiju is.

Can you answer my question?

He's at the company,

taking pictures as the love rival tries on the clothes.

You can

ask him about it yourself tonight.

I'm busy.

I'm hanging up.

Wait!

He's ridiculous!

Jiang Baiju, photo studio.

Should be on the 18th floor.

M-Mr. Assistant.

Are you sure this is for me?

Yeah, look.

The top

was designed based on free-range chicken,

along with your ripped bell-bottoms.

When you're wearing them,

they perfectly explain what it means

to fly freely.

I'd like to ask...

Jin Xiaoyu.

Excuse me.

Sorry.

But Mr. Assistant,

I think this set of clothes is really...

Not right.

I-I'll sort you out.

Thank you.

Do you know that girl?

Jin Xiaoyu?

I do.

She's a very close friend of mine.

I don't know

what she came here for.

Do you know each other well?

Yeah.

She grows plants,

and knows traditional Chinese medicine and herbs.

She's nice and straightforward.

It appears

she's your type of girl.

Indeed.

What?

I often see her in the company.

Her boyfriend works here.

Really?

You didn't know?

I didn't know she got a boyfriend.

But it doesn't concern me

whether she has a boyfriend or not.

I still like her.

But it'll affect their relationship.

If so,

then I think that boyfriend of hers

lacks confidence.

You know what?

The clothes are pretty good.

Over time,

it gets pleasing to the eye.

I'll change another set for you.

The free-range chicken isn't your style.

Come.

I'll find you another one.

I think it's pretty nice.

Come.

What the heck?

Is this a "My Bossy Love Rival Falls for Me" drama?

Jin Xiaoyu.

What are you doing here?

Are you here to steal things?

Did you see me steal anything?

I brought this here. It's still warm.

When I stepped into the door,

you were mumbling

"My bossy love rival falls for me."

I was just considering a serious problem.

Just being nosy.

Does Young Master like men

or women?

Or both?

Young Master likes the entire human species.

No wonder he doesn't like William.

Qian Cheng, I'm telling you...

Jin Xiaoyu,

why are you here?

I...

Don't be so mean.

Young Master is a virtuous gentleman.

Yes, virtuous.

His physical condition

leaves him no choice but to be virtuous.

He doesn't have a girlfriend, right?

So what if he doesn't.

One can choose any way he likes

to live his life.

Alright, alright.

Alright, alright.

Go, go, go.

Stop, stop. Go, go, go.

- My daughter - My mom

- is a fool. - is a fool.

Bella,

I watched your TV show.

You played the young female lead

in "The Legend of Mingyue".

Right?

I filmed that when I was five.

I just got into the business,

and my acting wasn't very good.

You can watch my TV show from two years ago.

"The Running Happiness".

That's better.

Xu Nan,

what do you do?

I worked in a school.

I was in charge of office support and educational administration.

Not a teacher?

I didn't teach.

I managed chores in school.

I know.

In a film crew,

there's a similar position called craft service.

Are you married?

Look at how old I am.

Of course, I'm married.

My husband

died last year.

It's so good

that someone's waiting for you on the other side.

My parents are divorced.

I've never seen my paternal grandparents.

And my mom isn't close to her parents, either.

The point is, they're all alive.

When I'm dead, I'll be all alone.

That's so annoying.

Don't worry about it.

If I go there before you,

I'll be waiting for you.

If I die after you,

I'll send my husband a message

asking him to look after you.

Thanks.

Cute girl.

I'm pretty, aren't I?

Yeah.

I'll show you my boyfriend.

He's super handsome.

You've got a boyfriend already?

Look.

(Organ Donation Volunteer Association) His name is Lin Nuoyan.

He's a professor.

I was seen by a group of doctors in his lab.

He was in charge of the lab.

Look. Awesome, right?

Organ Donation Volunteer Association?

He's a professor specialized in organ donation?

No. Look.

He's the spokesman of organ donation events.

These are non-profit events.

When I'm dead,

I'll donate

all of my organs

to those who are in need.

Lin Nuoyan said

there's a shortage of children's organs.

I'm going to donate

my corneas

and my heart.

You're like an adult.

You know everything.

I'm going to contribute to the society.

I'm an actress.

I'm a public figure.

I'm going to set an example

for my fans and all the young people

to inspire them.

You're quite silver-tongued. Well done.

Xu Nan.

Why don't you donate yours as well?

Let's donate together.

But

you're old.

I guess your organs aren't needed.

You can donate your body

to the medical school for experimental purposes.

Will they want me?

Hold on.

I'll call a volunteer.

She'll give you some information.

Hello?

Cheng Weilan,

I'm Bella. Do you have a minute?

If you do, can you come to us?

I'm here with Xu Nan.

You can tell her about body donation.

Okay, I'll wait.

(Radiological Department)

That little girl Bella

is really slick.

She's trying to convince Mrs. Xu to donate her body,

and has asked me to share some information.

She's an actress, right?

What's her illness?

Leukemia.

She's got a sad life.

She came from a single-parent family.

It's a blessing

that she's pretty,

but unfortunately, the illness found her.

The two of them

get on quite well.

I'm sure they share common topics.

I guess

they received too much pressure from their family.

Xiaoyu,

do you also feel pressured at times,

like Mrs. Xu and Bella?

You want the truth?

I want the truth.

Every time my illness relapsed, I'd pray

that you were not on duty.

The last thing I'd like to see

is your anxious looks by the sickbed.

You and Liu Meina

would keep yelling next to me

just like two old wives.

You are really noisy.

You heartless woman.

I was anxious to save you,

yet you call me noisy.

I know that you scold me

for my own good.

Just like how I'm afraid you'd be attacked

during a medical dispute.

Sometimes,

we ourselves would think it's no big deal,

but in the eyes of those who love us,

it'd be super important.

Like how your mother's worried that you may die alone,

or how you're worried that I may die young,

and how I'm worried that no one would bury Master.

So to you,

I only rank second.

I thought we were the most important to each other.

Sorry,

to me, you only rank No. 2,

right behind my master.

I'm fine with being behind Mr. Ge.

I warn you, no handsome guy

is allowed to cut the line.

What handsome guy?

You're gossipy.

You're too gossipy. I'm off.

Guilty, huh?

When I'm gone,

you'll have all of my assets.

Really?

My dear,

just rest in peace.

I promise you I'll get remarried.

All right, you've exposed yourself.

You've found another guy, right?

Yeah.

That Lin guy, right?

I knew that was why you put

the turkey outfit on him.

If the turkey outfit is too much for a man,

then he's not a real man.

I don't know what's the purpose of my life.

I'm busy every day at work

and I have to listen to your babbling at home.

I'd rather be dead.

Don't be mad.

I'm really busy at work lately.

The anniversary is near.

We have trouble getting the artists.

William,

as the anniversary draws near,

lost Miss Qin Rong.

Many sponsors withdrew because of that.

But I saw many artists

posted their invitations to Qing'ai anniversary event online.

It's already got so much attention. Qin Rong isn't essential, right?

You need to reach a balance

when inviting the artists.

Yes, this year, William

has invited a lot of artists of high popularity,

and it is a good idea.

You know, they draw attention.

But he didn't reach out

to all those movie stars

and veteran actors or actresses.

It appears that William

is leading Qin Rong

by the nose,

but her works and the awards that she won

are all first-rate ones in the show biz.

I do know some veteran performers.

You know them?

Who?

But they're all cold.

It's fine that they aren't popular anymore.

As long as they're veteran performers...

They're dead.

Dead?

Then why did you bring them up?

Calm down.

Sit up straight.

What?

Do you need any service

from me?

Earlier,

you said after dealing with Tan Yueran,

you'd give me a full set of

Chinese traditional massage.

Yes.

Do it.

Now?

Yeah.

Come on.

All right.

Distinguished VIP customer,

my service begins now.

Okay.

What?

What is it?

Why is my face covered?

I'm trying to make you relax.

Follow my lead, okay?

Fine, I'll trust you.

Shall we begin?

Can you not talk?

When I serve you,

you cannot make a sound.

Okay.

Keep your mouth shut.

I can speak.

Don't answer or make a sound.

Don't move, either.

It's pretty creepy.

This seems ridiculous,

but in my lifetime,

I don't think I'd see you at my workplace.

I wish you happiness.

Whether you live 100 years

or 200,

I wish you good health, happiness,

peace and joy.

When William is gone,

my happy days will come.

Why did you speak again?

I told you not to speak.

Okay.

I won't. I'll just listen.

Tell me about

the one who played chess with you.

And the old lady at the funeral home.

What's the name of the one who played chess with you?

Actually,

I don't know the lady I played chess with very well.

Liu Meina always plays chess with her.

Liu Meina's Cheng Weilan's colleague.

She's the only one who's happy to play chess with that lady.

But

I only found out that her name's Xia Qi

after she passed away.

Yes, that's right.

She really is Xia Qi. [*"Xia Qi" sounds the same as "playing chess" in Chinese.]

Don't make a sound.

All right.

I will now shape your eyebrows.

♪My hair is still long♪

♪Who can tell♪

Actually,

I don't know much about the checkers lady.

I just know she's into checkers,

telling ghost stories and gossips.

It was before she died did I know

that she was a geologist.

And she was very reputable in her field.

She never got married.

She traveled all over the country

and had written many books.

Before she died,

she left a gift to her friends.

She led a very happy life.

As for

the old lady at the funeral home.

She and her husband loved each other.

Her husband died and she's sick.

Her filial daughter and son-in-law work very hard

to put her in the VIP ward,

so that she can get the best treatment.

But what they don't know is,

their love for her

is a heavy burden.

Their family wants them to live longer,

even though it's going to be painful.

Thus, life becomes a burden as well.

Honey,

look at

what I've got for Mother.

Look.

I bought a new vacuum cup for Mom.

It's nice, right?

What's the matter?

I just feel a bit bad.

Don't go in there yet.

(Receipt)

I've got a part-time stenography job for a meeting.

I won't be around during the weekend.

Don't worry.

I've got it.

I keep doing extra work to make money,

but she insists on getting out of the hospital.

She even called me ill-tempered.

I went in

and saw all the unwashed clothes,

so naturally I got mad.

She's never on her family's side.

All right.

She's old and sick.

Don't be mad at her.

She's my mom,

how can I be mad at her?

In her final days,

I only want the best for her.

Human beings

have no control over their birth,

nor their death.

We're constantly bound by ethics, morals, beliefs,

and all kinds of emotions.

But when there's only

misery and torture in life,

how do we face such a life?

All right, time for the stitch.

It appears no stitch is needed.

Sleep well,

Mr. Bossy.

You've been working hard.

(Year 1935, Shanghai)

I don't remember the moment we met,

but I remember

the night I watched her perform for the last time.

♪In face of time♪

♪Break open a door♪

When will you leave?

My plane leaves tomorrow morning.

Can I see you again?

When we win the Anti-Japanese War,

I'll come back for you.

♪Just like predestination♪

♪Still fall for♪

♪That pair of eyes♪

♪Our meet makes love cruel♪

That was the last time I went to Paramount,

the last time I listened to Miss Chen's singing.

♪Can we protect our hearts♪

♪From getting hurt too much♪

♪Who is repeatedly begging destiny♪

(In memory of Chen Mansha) ♪To be merciful♪

♪A lengthy life♪

♪Have you by the side♪

(In memory of Chen Mansha)

♪Want to escape♪

♪But still turn back♪

♪A mirage♪

♪How to close in♪

♪Once jumpy youth♪

♪Accumulates into annual ring♪

♪And freezes time♪

♪That moment♪

♪Our meet makes love cruel♪

♪Refuse to age together♪

♪Can we protect our hearts♪

♪From getting hurt too much♪

♪Who is repeatedly begging destiny♪

♪To be merciful♪

♪A lengthy life♪

♪Have you by the side♪

Cut.

Don't you think that the hero and heroine's meeting

is too unromantic?

Do they have to meet in front of the funeral,

while spinning as well? That's so cliche.

It's unromantic?

Spinning is a form of artistic expression.

Spin, jump, close your eyes.

It represents love at first sight.

Do you remember the first time

you and Young Master met?

It was as if the time froze

and the world was spinning.

You reminded me.

Speak.

When I watched the bus fall,

I spun like this.

You don't deserve

to study art.

You know nothing about resonance.

I can't be bothered speaking with you.

(Guide to Funeral Makeup Art) This is the writing martial you wanted.

(Guide to Body Preservation) I've got them all here.

Funeral makeup artists.

Body preservation operators.

These are both my textbooks.

I'll bring the books on how to write elegiac couplets the next time.

Are these what you were taught in school?

How did you turn in your homework?

The same as everybody.

Perfect.

(Guide to Funeral Makeup Art) What course were you best at?

Elegiac Couplet Writing.

I'm not bragging,

but back then, my homework

was used as an example for the juniors

by our teacher.

It was the prime time of my life.

Unbelievable.

Elegiac Couplet Writing.

It sounds pretty familiar.

Familiar to you?

The dead's eyes are closed.

Jin Xiaoyu,

your massage yesterday

is how you do makeup on a dead person, right?

No, no. You got it wrong.

How is that possible?

That's ridiculous. I'm off.

But yesterday...

Bye-bye.

Young Master,

your relationship is even more dramatic

than my novel.

How's it going with Peng Na?

We're still discussing.

She asked for...

She asked for exclusive cover of the anniversary brochure.

Is that a joke?

The cover includes 12 stars.

Does she think she's equal to 12 stars?

Plus,

if she attends,

and the other 11 do not,

how would the celebration continue?

Calm down, Mr. Liu.

I know that.

That's why I'm still negotiating.

Qian Cheng.

Hi, Miss Xue.

Hello.

- William didn't come. - Come on, watch it.

I came to see you.

People may see us.

What are you doing?

Answer me a question.

Who will be

William's dancing partner for the celebration?

Anyway it's not me.

I won't let you go

unless you tell me.

Then people will take pictures

and send them to your brother.

Also.

I haven't settled the score with you

for locking me up last time.

Miss Xue,

you can ask him directly.

Why give me a hard time?

If I ask him directly,

will he tell me?

All he does is lie to me, that jerk.

You know he's a jerk,

then why don't you just forget about him?

What's the matter with you?

Do you have to choose a playboy?

Yes, he is a jerk,

but that doesn't stop me from liking him.

Tell me who his dance partner is going to be?

What will you do once I tell you?

Break the girl's leg,

so William has to take you

because he has no other choice?

What a good idea.

What's in it for me

if I tell you?

Let me see.

I know

that you lost Qin Rong,

your spokeswoman.

I've got an option

better than Qin Rong.

But I can only hook you up,

you'll have to convince that person yourself.

Who is it?

Yang Xue'er.

For real?

She won best actress of the three major film awards this year.

And her work won the Best Foreign Language Film nomination.

Compared with her, Qin Rong is just an outdated carpet star.

I reached out to their team,

but I was turned down.

Yang Xue'er never takes part in commercial activities

and she only signs with international brands.

She won't even accept being an ambassador.

She's only interested in the title of spokeswoman.

Ours is a non-profit activity, right?

I can ask my mom to hook you up.

Will your mom really do it?

I don't think that's a good idea.

Suit yourself.

Deal.

Stamp.

(Ambulance)

What's wrong?

She bit me.

For no reason,

the patient in the van lost control and bit her,

and wouldn't let go.

What about the patient?

She's gone.

I'll send the body to the morgue.

(Duty Room) It's okay. Don't be afraid.

Dr. Liu will get you vaccinated later.

Don't be afraid.

Dr. Cheng,

when we were in the van,

the person was breathless,

how did she bite me?

Medically speaking, it's called fake reanimation.

It's no big deal. Don't worry.

I know that.

But I experienced dead people opening eyes,

exhaling, or farting,

how can a dead person bite?

Now, now.

Dr. Liu will be here soon.

Don't be afraid.

It's fine. I'll bring you to get vaccinated.

Where's the body?

In the morgue.

Let's wait and hear from the legal examiner after the autopsy.

Okay.

Have you heard it?

What was it?

This is the first time I heard of such things.

Stop talking about it.

Dr. Cheng.

Alright.

Dr. Liu, get her vaccinated now.

Go, go. Quickly.

William's dancing partner is Jin Xiaoyu,

who works at the municipal funeral home.

She works as a funeral makeup artist.

She's got a simple family background.

You can break her legs however you like.

My Lady, I was told

that Jin Xiaoyu would come to see a doctor today here in the hospital.

Good. Go find her.

Yes.

It's my day off today.

Are you going to start a graveclothes business?

What graveclothes business?

Yes, on the surface, I'm a designer,

but in fact, I'm a web writer on the side.

Oh, wow. Impressive.

Please, no unnecessary courtesy between us.

Don't you feel hot?

I do. I've been wearing this for the whole day.

I'll help you take it off.

Put it on when she comes out later.

Okay.

Oh, right.

Aren't you scared?

What if she got bitten by a zombie?

It'd be like Resident Evil in real life.

You wrote too many novels, didn't you?

I'm a medical worker.

I believe in science, okay?

She doesn't look like her at all.

Qian Cheng must have given me the wrong information.

Plus,

the bitten girl is fine.

I don't care if she's fine or not.

I only care if you're fine.

Can you stop flirting with me?

I've got my love in anime.

I'm your love in real life.

You don't like handsome guys?

Of course, I do.

But I don't see why it has anything to do with you.

I think we lack certain communication and mutual understanding.

It happens that our company will hold an anniversary ball,

and I'd like you to be my dancing partner.

Well, I am

lovely and versatile,

but sadly, I don't know how to dance.

That's exactly what I wanted.

I just need you to be there.

I'd rather be dismembered.

Cheng Weilan, let's go.

Coming.

Please don't turn me down.

Wait.

(Autopsy Room II)

Wait here if you like.

I...

What's so good about her?

My Lady, we've checked.

The doctor is named Cheng Weilan.

She's Jin Xiaoyu's best friend.

Qian Cheng must have

confused one with another.

I want more information about the doctor.

So far, we only know she works in the emergency department.

Her mom used to be

the chief of the emergency department.

A medical family, huh?

Quite professional.

My Lady,

would you consider getting a chef certificate?

Darn it.

Young Master,

I'd like to know about the car accident

while transporting Gao Guofu's body

to the province capital for examination

that happened before my brother's investigation.

What's the result?

I told you many times.

Your brother and I will see to it.

Your main task

is to let Chief Fan cure you,

got it?

My sickness is stable.

It's always been stable at the worst.

I've never been well.

What on earth happened back then?

I've got a meeting with Yang Xue'er's agent.

I won't come home for dinner.

I thought you were on duty, right?

Young Master,

you need to learn how to cook by yourself.

Why are you still here?

I'm waiting for you.

You put the jacket on me?

Do you think

I'd buy such a large-size jacket?

Who did, then?

You never heard,

not to sleep near the morgue or cemetery before?

Its owner may come to find you tonight.

Why would he want to see me?

What do you think?

Where are we going? I'm hungry.

Let's go get some food.

Mrs. Xue treated my boss to lunch

to fill the activity in Xue'er's schedule.

Mr. Qian, you're quite bold.

I didn't mean to force you into anything.

I just wanted to express my sincerity.

Miss Yang Xue'er

won every major award this year.

Instead of getting proud,

she's become more discreet,

which I admire.

The 30th anniversary of Qing'ai Group

is a charity activity. It's non-commercial.

We fund projects concerning medical care, education,

and donation to women in poverty-stricken areas.

I hope you can take some time to learn it.

When it comes to film projects,

Xue'er always respects the choices that our team makes.

But when it comes to activities,

we respect the choices that she makes.

Then for this celebration,

what is Miss Yang's opinion?

Though Mrs. Xue stepped in and our boss made a guarantee,

you should still try harder.

Fortunately, Xue'er proposed to have a meeting.

After Xue'er checked the plan, she did her homework.

And she studied your brand.

She's quite fond of Mrs. Dao,

and she's interested in the third-generation designer

of yours.

The third-generation designer?

Dao Ruifeng?

Yes.

She saw Mr. Dao Ruifeng's work before.

She was very into the collection of Zhuangzhou Dreamt of Butterfly

created in the new designers competition.

She asked to see Dao Ruifeng?

If it's okay,

you can arrange a tour in Qing'ai for Xue'er.

Let her see if your ready-to-wear clothes

are designed with sincerity or not.

And then, Mr. Dao Ruifeng

can talk to Xue'er

while I'll be saying some nice words about you.

That'll do it.

Great. No problem.

He's ill?

38.5 degrees centigrade.

How come?

What did you do to him?

He went to the hospital

and harassed Cheng Weilan on his own

and fell asleep outside the morgue.

It's not my fault.

Maybe he's got a cold.

Noted.

You're done living.

Look at this guy.

Can he be a CEO?

He'll bring down your company.

Who do you think I will choose

between William

and Qian Cheng?

There is no way out I guess.

Oh, right.

The patient who bit the nurse in the ambulance

might have something to do with Gao Guofu.

Look.

This is the picture of the body that Weilan sent me.

The cyanosis on the body

is the same as that on Gao Guofu's.

And there was no rigor mortis,

no livor mortis, only cyanosis.

Qian Tu sent me the conversation recording

between him and Tan Yueran.

Tan Yueran said she found

this illegal clinic online.

And every time she went to Zhao Shan for reexaminations,

he'd check her body thoroughly,

and made detailed reports on all indicators.

It sounds like

he was recording the conditions of the pill-takers.

Think about it,

Gao Guofu had livor mortis,

the patient with leprosy

only had a little livor mortis,

and this one

has no livor mortis at all.

Gao Guofu and the leprosy patient

died, plain and simple.

Whereas this body

could still move after death.

It means after death,

though his brain and heart stopped functioning,

his muscle was still active.

It's an upgrade!

Yes, the specific drug has been upgraded.

They are doing experiments

on those who take the pills.

Zhao Shan is doing experiments on them.

That's why he examined Tan Yueran's body.

I think the other pill-takers

were examined in different ways, too.

They'd upgrade the pill

based on the conditions of the patients.

So they're on the constant lookout for new experimental subjects.

(Outpatient Service Pay/Registration)

Miss, do you know

if the doctors of the TCM Department in this hospital are any good?

Pretty average.

Pretty average?

My man has got cancer.

He's beyond saving,

so we figured we could try traditional Chinese medicine.

We bought the herbs and paid the bills.

But you told me the doctors are pretty average.

Your family got cancer, too?

Yours, too?

We've got a patient at home,

we can't just abandon them, right?

But they really cost a lot of money.

That's true.

Even if it's a giant hole, we have to fill it.

We do the best we can.

Think about it.

If I was sick,

my mother would sell everything she owns for my treatment.

That's all the more why I can't abandon her.

I want her to live a good life.

My dad is gone.

If my mother is gone, too,

I won't have a family.

Yes, they're our family, after all.

We can't just abandon them.

What are you doing?

How about

you ask the doctors here to prescribe some traditional Chinese medicine for your mother?

See if it works

along with nourishments.

What cancer does your husband have?

Pancreatic cancer.

That's not easy to treat.

Indeed.

But lately,

a kind of nourishment I bought kind of worked.

The doctor said my man is getting better.

What kind of nourishment?

A foreign medicine.

You know,

you can't buy it in a hospital.

I know.

Is that expensive?

Not expensive.

But you can't tell others about it.

Will it work?

It's cancer already.

They're going to die with or without it.

Just take a gamble.

Ma'am,

wait.

Then, have a good rest.

I'll take my leave first.

Thank you.

Mom.

This is a kind of nourishment

that I asked my friend to buy from abroad.

It's said to work especially well.

You wasted money again.

It isn't expensive.

Mom, take one pill

every day.

Got it?

Got it.

I'll put them in the drawer for you.

♪For a moment, it's like a long time ago♪

♪The wind blows your clothes, framing the scene♪

♪I don't recognize your delicate face♪

♪You're still young and my hair is still long♪

♪Who can tell if the dream is an obsession or a lie?♪

♪If it's still there after so long, it'll come true♪

♪If we part in this life, we'll meet again one day♪

♪But I don't know what year it is♪

♪I'm too sensitive by nature♪

♪I hide my anxiety, so you won't see through it♪

♪If you're hiding it on purpose♪

♪Why should I try?♪

♪It's hard to deal with a neither-right-nor-wrong answer♪

♪Memories are fading away♪

♪Only a sense of vision leaves in my mind♪

♪I've been walking slowly♪

♪But you're not catching up♪

♪I'm just afraid that the road ahead is not far enough♪

♪And I'll finish it soon♪