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♪ I don't need you to sell me on reasons to want you ♪

♪ I don't need you to search for the proof that I should ♪

♪ You don't have to convince me ♪

♪ You don't have to be scared you're not enough ♪

♪ 'Cause what we've got going ♪

♪ Is good ♪

♪ I don't need more reminders of all that's been broken ♪

♪ I don't need you to fix what I'd rather forget ♪

♪ Clear the slate and start over ♪

♪ Try to quiet the noises in your head ♪

♪ We can't compete with all that ♪

♪ So what if it's us? ♪

♪ What if it's us and only us ♪

♪ And what came before won't count anymore or matter? ♪

♪ Can we try that? ♪

♪ What if it's you, what if it's me ♪

♪ And what if that's all that we need it to be ♪

♪ And the rest of the world falls away? ♪

♪ What do you say? ♪

♪ I never thought there'd be ♪

♪ Someone like you who would want me ♪

Well...

♪ So I give you 10,000 reasons ♪

♪ To not let me go ♪

♪ But if you really see me ♪

♪ If you like me for me and nothing else ♪

♪ Well, that's all that I've wanted ♪

♪ For longer than you could possibly know ♪

♪ So it can be us ♪

♪ It can be us and only us ♪

♪ And what came before won't count anymore or matter ♪

♪ We can try that ♪

♪ It's not so impossible ♪

♪ Nobody else but the two of us here ♪

♪ 'Cause you're saying it's possible ♪

♪ We can just watch the whole world disappear ♪

♪ Till you're the only one ♪

♪ I still know how to see ♪

♪ It's just you and me ♪

♪ It'll be us ♪

♪ It'll be us and only us ♪

♪ And what came before won't count anymore ♪

♪ We can try that ♪

♪ You and me ♪

♪ That's all that we need it to be ♪

♪ And the rest of the world falls away ♪

♪ And the rest of the world falls away ♪

♪ The world falls away ♪

♪ The world falls away ♪

♪ The world falls away ♪

♪ The world falls away ♪

♪ The world falls away ♪

♪ The world falls away ♪

♪ The world falls away ♪

All right, let's just start without him.

♪ The world falls away ♪

♪ And it's only us. ♪

No.

I'm famous for doing that.

I've been told that many times.

Hi, honey.

Come join us.

- I just put dinner in the oven. - Hi.

She made me swear to keep it a surprise.

I'm surprised.

Hi.

It's so nice to finally meet you.

- Hi. - Hi.

Yeah, great.

It's great.

Come on, Evan. Sit.

I-I thought that you were working tonight.

Cynthia called and invited me for dinner,

so, you know, I'm playing hooky.

We were just discussing how sneaky you and Connor were.

I had no idea that he and Connor were even friends.

We were the same.

You know, boys love their secrets.

Something smells good. What's for dinner?

It's chicken Milanese, your favorite.

Actually his favorite is

my great-grandmother's black beans.

Really?

Well, he's the only one

that appreciates my cooking, so...

- That's not true. - Another drop?

No, no. I'm-I'm fine. Thank you.

Um, fascinating story about the wine.

It's from a vineyard in Napa,

and the entire growing process from start to finish,

100% sustainable.

Is that right?

Not to mention, it tastes good, too.

It does.

You know, I-I didn't realize...

Cynthia and Larry were telling me

that you spend so much time here.

Yeah, I... you've been working a lot, so...

Why did I think you were at Jared's?

I-I don't know.

Evan was showing me

all of those scholarship contests that you found.

It's really impressive.

Well, Evan is a great writer.

Well, that does not

surprise me at all.

His English teacher last year told me that he wrote

one of the best papers she'd ever read on Sulu.

Is that right?

- It's Sula. - What?

You said "Sulu." It's Sula.

Yeah, I believe Sulu's

a character on Star Trek.

My mistake.

So, speaking of scholarships...

Right...

Yeah, well, I guess...

now's as good a time as any.

Cynthia, do you want to...?

Well, um...

Zoe happened to mention that Evan was having some difficulty

in terms of the financial burden of college.

And Larry and I started thinking,

and we've been fortunate enough

to set some money aside for Connor.

Um, I'm good.

- I'm okay. - Yeah.

Heidi, with your blessing, we would like to give Evan

the money that we set aside for our son

so he can fulfill his dreams.

Thank you so much...

but we're gonna be fine.

I don't have a lot of money, but I-I do have some.

No, no, no, no, no. I didn't mean to intimate...

No, no, I understand, but, um, we do have money,

so I'm sorry you were under the impression that we didn't.

And whatever money we don't have,

Evan will either make up for with a job

or he'll get a scholarship.

I don't want my son to get the idea that it's okay

to rely on other people for favors.

- Well, it's not a favor. - No.

But as his mother, I need to set that example.

You can't expect things from strangers.

We're not strangers.

No, of course not.

But you're not family either.

Mom, just hold on.

No, I think I better get to work,

see if I can grab a shift now that I know

how concerned you are about our finances.

Mom, will you please come back inside?

My God. Are you kidding me?

Will you just come back inside, please?

They think you're their son, these people.

They're not "these people."

They don't really know you.

Well, they like me. They like me.

I know that that's very hard for you to believe,

that they don't think I'm...

you know, that there's something wrong with me,

that I need to be, like, fixed, like you do.

- When have I ever said that? - My God.

Mom, I-I have to go to therapy, right?

I have to take drugs. I have to...

There's-there's nothing wrong with that.

There-There's nothing wrong with needing help, honey.

Just stop. I know that there is,

and I know that I'm a burden,

that I'm the worst thing that ever happened to you,

and I just... well, I just ruined your life, okay?!

No. You are the best thing.

You're the best thing that's ever happened to me.

I'm sorry I can't give you anything more than that.

It's not my fault if other people can.

I'll see you at home.

Hi.

I'm so sorry. I meant to be there yesterday.

Okay, well, we have two days left, and we're $25,000 short.

Yeah, I just... Everything...

You're right. I know. I'm sorry.

Things have been really busy, so...

I've been wondering something.

Were you ever actually friends with him?

What are you talking about?

Well, the thing about the emails, it's just that,

like, you and Connor keep talking about

climbing this tree together in June.

We were in school in June.

You didn't have a cast until September.

Well, you know what?

We probably just wrote down the wrong date or something.

It's not just the emails, Evan.

You've missed, like, three meetings in a row.

If I were his best friend,

I would be doing everything I could to make sure

his dream of rebuilding the orchard came true.

Okay.

Look, it's terrible that people aren't giving

as much money as we hoped they would.

It is, but-but it's not like it's him.

You know what I mean?

It's-it's just... it's an orchard, Alana.

♪ ♪

We have people watching us,

hoping...

praying that we can prove Connor wrong.

And if the orchard is just an empty promise,

all of those people will know that Connor was right.

That no one cares.

Did you lie to me?

Did I lie to all these people?

Just go to your email.

Another email?

It's not...

it's not another email.

"Dear Evan Hansen..."

If we weren't friends, then he wouldn't...

...he wouldn't have written his note to me.

Look, only his family have seen this, okay?

You can't, you can't show it to anybody else, okay?

Alana.

Okay.

He wasn't right.

You know that, don't you?

♪ The parts we can't tell, we carry them well ♪

♪ But that doesn't mean they're not heavy ♪

♪ The parts we can't tell, we carry them well ♪

♪ But that doesn't mean they're not heavy ♪

♪ The anonymous one ♪

♪ Noticed by none ♪

♪ The parts we can't tell, we carry them well ♪

♪ But that doesn't mean they're not heavy ♪

♪ ♪

♪ The parts we can't tell ♪

♪ We carry them well ♪

♪ But that doesn't mean they're not heavy ♪

♪ The parts we can't tell ♪

♪ We carry them well ♪

♪ But that doesn't mean they're not heavy ♪

♪ ♪

♪ The anonymous ones ♪

♪ Who might just need this moment to remind them ♪

♪ That there are more anonymous ones ♪

♪ They're out there if you take the time to find them ♪

♪ Just to know we're somehow not alone ♪

♪ Isn't that all we're ever really looking for? ♪

♪ ♪

♪ Maybe we ♪

♪ We don't have to be ♪

♪ Anonymous anymore. ♪

♪ ♪

♪ ♪

Can you imagine?

Wh-What's wrong?

♪ ♪

Yep.

♪ ♪

Hi.

Alana, you have to take it down, okay?

They've been through enough.

I took it down already, Evan, but it-it doesn't matter

because it's everywhere.

♪ ♪

Zoe, it's me.

Please call me back, okay?

I'm worried about you.

They have pictures of us now.

Just put it away.

"His parents act like they are bereft,

but where were they when their son was actually alive?"

Please stop reading them.

- Hey. Is Zoe here? - She went home.

♪ ♪

Things really aren't good here.

I know. I just... I had to come.

Where did they even... How did they get Connor's note?

I don't know.

Like, did they hack our computers?

They hacked our emails? Did... These people are adults.

Did you see their pictures?

These people are adults.

Look, maybe let it ring.

I'm sick of hiding. Hello?

Yeah, have-have fun with your miserable life.

What did they say? What's the number?

It's blocked.

It doesn't... No, it doesn't matter.

That's it. I'm calling the police.

No, look, right now, maybe the best thing to do

is to just stay calm, all right?

- And sit... - That's always your solution, isn't it?

Wait and see. Let's just wait and see, right, Larry?

What are the police going to do?

It's the Internet. Wh...

Are they gonna arrest the Internet?

I had to beg you, every step of the way,

for-for therapy, for-for rehab.

What? N-No, no.

You went lurching from one miracle cure to the next...

You're... Really?

...because all he needed was another $20,000

weekend yoga retreat.

What was your alternative,

other than picking apart everything that I did?

How about putting him on

one program and sticking to it?

Remember what he said

the first time that Connor tried to kill himself?

- That he's just looking for attention. - For Christ's sake.

He just wants attention!

I'm not gonna sit here and defend myself!

You couldn't understand him.

You never understood him because he wasn't yours!

Mom, what the hell?

I raised him from the time he was three years old.

He was getting better, and you refused to see it. Ask Evan.

Tell them, Evan.

Evan did everything that he could.

Evan? Evan was in denial of what was happening.

Do not bring him into this.

Read the note, Larry.

Read what he said.

"I just wish that everything was different."

I tried.

- But he was my son! - He wanted to be better! - ZOE: Please.

I-I tried everything!

Stop it! Just please stop!

- Please stop fighting! - He was trying to be better!

He was trying!

And he was failing.

We failed him.

No, you didn't. No, you didn't.

You didn't fail him.

Read the note.

He didn't write it.

I wrote it.

You didn't write Connor's suicide note.

Um, it was an assignment from my therapist.

Write a letter to yourself, um, a pep talk.

"Evan Hansen, Dear Evan Hansen, today's gonna be a good day.

- Here's why." - I-I don't, I don't think that...

I was supposed to bring it to my appointment with me,

but Connor took it, and then I guess he must have had it

with him, um...

...when you found him, so...

What are you saying?

We weren't friends.

No.

No, no, no, no.

♪ I never meant to make it such a mess ♪

♪ I never thought that it would go this far ♪

There were emails. You showed us emails.

♪ So I just stand here sorry ♪

♪ Searching for something to say ♪

♪ Something to say ♪

Y-Y-You knew about the orchard.

He-he took you to the orchard.

That's where you broke your arm.

I broke my arm in Ellison Park, um, by myself.

But that day at the orchard...

You and Connor at the orchard.

♪ ♪

♪ Words fail ♪

♪ Words fail ♪

♪ There's nothing I can say ♪

God.

But you said that you guys would talk about me.

He would...

How could you do this?

♪ I guess I thought I could be part of this ♪

♪ I never had this kind of thing before ♪

♪ I never had that perfect girl ♪

♪ Who somehow could see the good part of me ♪

♪ I never had the dad who stuck it out ♪

♪ No corny jokes or baseball gloves ♪

♪ No mom who just was there ♪

♪ 'Cause mom was all that she had to be ♪

♪ That's not a worthy explanation ♪

♪ I know there is none ♪

♪ Nothing can make sense of all these things I've done ♪

♪ Words fail, words fail ♪

♪ There's nothing I can say ♪

♪ Except sometimes you see everything you wanted ♪

♪ And sometimes ♪

♪ You see everything you wish you had ♪

♪ And it's right there, right there, right there ♪

♪ In front of you ♪

♪ And you want to believe it's true ♪

♪ So you make it true ♪

♪ And you think maybe ♪

♪ Everybody wants it ♪

♪ And needs it ♪

♪ A little bit, too. ♪

Zoe.

♪ ♪

I think it's time for you to go.

♪ ♪

Go away, Evan.

It isn't fair, okay?

You can't, you can't let people

just blame you and your parents.

They need to know it was me, okay?

I'm the one people should hate.

Yeah, well, we're not telling anyone.

Well, that's... I...

You can't... You have to.

It's not my decision.

It's my mom's.

She doesn't want to ruin your life.

She's afraid you'll do something stupid.

Like hurt yourself.

She said they already lost one son.

Can you just...

leave my family alone, okay?

♪ ♪

♪ ♪

♪ This was just a sad invention ♪

♪ It wasn't real, I know ♪

♪ But we were happy ♪

♪ I guess I couldn't let that go ♪

♪ I guess I couldn't give that up ♪

♪ I guess I wanted to believe ♪

♪ 'Cause if I just believe ♪

♪ Then I don't have to see ♪

♪ What's really there ♪

♪ No, I'd rather pretend ♪

♪ I'm something better than these broken parts ♪

♪ Pretend I'm something other than ♪

♪ This mess that I am ♪

♪ 'Cause then I don't have to look at it ♪

♪ And no one gets to look at it ♪

♪ No, no one can really see ♪

♪ 'Cause I've learned to slam on the brake ♪

♪ Before I even turn the key ♪

♪ Before I make the mistake ♪

♪ Before I lead with the worst of me ♪

♪ I never let them see ♪

♪ The worst of me ♪

♪ ♪

♪ 'Cause what if everyone saw? ♪

♪ What if everyone knew? ♪

♪ Would they like what they saw? ♪

♪ Or would they hate it, too? ♪

♪ Will I just keep on running away ♪

♪ From what's true? ♪

♪ All I ever do is run ♪

♪ So how do I step in ♪

♪ Step into the sun? ♪

♪ Step into the sun. ♪

♪ ♪

Evan?

Evan?

Evan?

Honey.

"Dear Evan Hansen..."

You wrote this? Connor's note?

I didn't know.

No one did.

No, honey, that's...

...that's not what I meant.

I didn't know that you were...

...that you were hurting like that.

That you felt...

I didn't know.

I lied.

I lied about so many things.

Not just Connor. Um...

So, last summer, um...

...I just...

...I just felt so alone. Um...

You can tell me.

The tree.

I didn't fall.

I let go.

- Evan. - Do you hate me now?

You should. You should.

If you knew who I am, just how just broken I am.

I already know you.

And I love you.

I can promise you that...

...someday...

...all of this is gonna feel like a very long time ago.

Your dad, um...

Do you remember when he drove by to get his things?

♪ ♪

It was a few weeks after he moved out.

Temporarily, we said.

♪ It was a February day ♪

♪ When your dad came by before going away ♪

♪ A U-Haul truck in the driveway ♪

♪ The day it was suddenly real ♪

♪ I told you not to come outside ♪

♪ But you saw that truck, and you smiled so wide ♪

♪ A real live truck in your driveway ♪

♪ We let you sit behind the wheel ♪

♪ Goodbye, goodbye ♪

♪ Now it's just me ♪

♪ And my little guy ♪

♪ And the house felt so big ♪

♪ And I felt so small ♪

♪ The house felt so big ♪

♪ And I felt so small ♪

♪ That night, I tucked you into bed ♪

♪ I will never forget how you sat up and said ♪

♪ "Is there another truck coming to our driveway? ♪

♪ A truck that will take Mommy away?" ♪

♪ And the house felt so big ♪

♪ And I felt so small ♪

♪ The house felt so big ♪

♪ And I ♪

♪ And I knew there would be ♪

♪ Moments that I'd miss ♪

♪ And I knew there would be ♪

♪ Space I couldn't fill ♪

♪ And I knew I'd come up short ♪

♪ A million different ways ♪

♪ And I did ♪

♪ And I do ♪

♪ And I will ♪

♪ But like that February day ♪

♪ I will take your hand ♪

♪ Squeeze it tightly and say ♪

♪ "There's not another truck in the driveway ♪

♪ "Your mom isn't going anywhere ♪

♪ "Your mom is staying right here ♪

♪ "Your mom isn't going anywhere ♪

♪ Your mom is staying right here" ♪

♪ No matter what ♪

♪ I'll be here ♪

♪ When it all feels so big ♪

♪ Till it all feels so small ♪

♪ When it all feels so big ♪

♪ Till it all feels ♪

♪ So small ♪

♪ Till it all feels so small. ♪

It's gonna get better, I promise.

I was never friends with Connor Murphy.

I lied,

repeatedly,

to his family,

to Alana,

to all of you.

I'm not asking for your forgiveness.

I don't deserve it.

But, um, please...

Connor's family doesn't deserve your hatred.

I do.

I'm sorry.

♪ ♪

♪ Spent so many seasons ♪

♪ Lost inside my mind ♪

♪ Lost inside my mind ♪

♪ Like a message in a bottle ♪

♪ I thought nobody would find ♪

♪ That nobody would find ♪

♪ I've been drifting, I've been dreaming ♪

♪ I would land upon the shore ♪

♪ To a haven, to a harbor ♪

♪ That felt so far before ♪

♪ Well, today ♪

♪ Today ♪

♪ What felt so far away ♪

♪ Feels a little closer ♪

♪ For today, today ♪

♪ Today ♪

♪ It feels a little closer ♪

♪ How long these days of darkness ♪

♪ At the bottom of a well ♪

♪ That old, familiar well ♪

♪ Sitting heavy with these secrets ♪

♪ With nobody to tell ♪

♪ Nobody to tell ♪

- Okay, your turn. Come on. - ♪ High above ♪

♪ A streak of sunlight ♪

♪ And a wall too tall to climb ♪

♪ All the reaching, all the wanting ♪

♪ Just to tumble every time ♪

I think we got it.

All right.

♪ But today ♪

♪ Today ♪

♪ What felt so far away ♪

♪ Feels a little closer ♪

♪ For today, today ♪

♪ Today ♪

♪ It feels a little closer ♪

♪ ♪

♪ And the days carry on ♪

♪ The clouds come rolling in ♪

♪ And then they're gone ♪

♪ As the days keep coming on ♪

♪ The midnight sky turns to dawn ♪

♪ Today, today ♪

♪ What felt so far away ♪

♪ Feels a little closer ♪

♪ Today, today ♪

♪ What felt so far away ♪

♪ Feels a little closer ♪

♪ For today, today ♪

♪ Today ♪

♪ It feels a little closer ♪

♪ A little closer ♪

♪ It feels a little closer ♪

♪ A little closer ♪

♪ It feels a little closer. ♪

You must start school pretty soon.

Two more weeks.

When do you leave for college?

Um, actually I decided to take a year off, so...

Just try to save some money.

Get a job.

Take some time.

So, I'm taking classes at the community college.

I'll have credits to transfer in the fall, so...

That's smart.

Yeah. We'll see.

I always picture you and Connor here.

Even though...

This is my first time.

It's nice.

Peaceful.

My parents come here all the time.

We do picnics, like, every weekend.

Lots of gluten-free sandwiches.

It's helped them a lot, actually.

Having this.

What I did...

...I can't even...

It's the worst thing anyone can do.

I wish we could have met now.

Today.

For the first time.

Me, too.

I should probably...

Yeah. Yeah, of course.

Of course.

Hey, can I just...

Can I just ask you...

Why did you want to meet here?

I wanted to be sure that you saw this.

He really loved it here.

♪ ♪

Dear Evan Hansen...

...today is gonna be a good day, and here's why.

Because today, no matter what else,

today at least you're you.

No hiding, no lying.

And that's...

that's enough.

So no matter how hard it gets,

even if it feels... impossible,

this time you'll know.

Don't let go.

Just hold on and keep going.

Just keep going.

♪ ♪

♪ Today, today ♪

♪ Today ♪

♪ It feels a little closer. ♪

♪ ♪

♪ Have you ever felt like nobody was there? ♪

♪ Have you ever felt forgotten in the middle of nowhere? ♪

♪ Have you ever felt like you could disappear? ♪

♪ Like you could fall ♪

♪ And no one would hear? ♪

♪ Well, let that lonely feeling wash away ♪

♪ Maybe there's a reason to believe you'll be okay ♪

♪ 'Cause when you don't feel strong enough to stand ♪

♪ You can reach ♪

♪ Reach out your hand ♪

♪ And, someone will come running ♪

♪ And I know they'll take you home ♪

♪ Even when the dark comes crashing through ♪

♪ When you need a friend to carry you ♪

♪ And when you're broken on the ground ♪

♪ You will be found ♪

♪ So let the sun come streaming in ♪

♪ 'Cause you'll reach up and you'll rise again ♪

♪ Lift your head and look around ♪

♪ You will be found ♪

♪ You will be found ♪

♪ There's a place where we don't have to feel unknown ♪

♪ And every time you call out ♪

♪ You're a little less alone ♪

♪ If you only say the word ♪

♪ From across the silence ♪

♪ Your voice is heard ♪

♪ Even when the dark comes crashing through ♪

♪ When you need a friend to carry you ♪

♪ And when you're broken on the ground ♪

♪ You will be found ♪

♪ So let the sun come streaming in ♪

♪ 'Cause you'll reach up and you'll rise again ♪

♪ Lift your head and look around ♪

♪ You will be found ♪

♪ You will be found, you will be found ♪

♪ You will be found ♪

♪ You will be found, you will be found ♪

♪ Out of the shadows ♪

♪ The morning is breaking ♪

♪ And all is new and all is new ♪

♪ It's filling up the empty ♪

♪ And suddenly I see ♪

♪ That all is new ♪

♪ All is new ♪

♪ Even when the dark comes crashing through ♪

♪ When you need a friend to carry you ♪

♪ And when you're broken on the ground ♪

♪ You will be found ♪

♪ So let the sun come streaming in ♪

♪ 'Cause you'll reach up and you'll rise again ♪

♪ Lift your head and look around ♪

♪ You will be found. ♪

♪ Ever look at all the people ♪

♪ Seem to know exactly how to be? ♪

♪ How to be, how to be now, how to be ♪

♪ You think, they don't need piles of prescriptions ♪

♪ To function naturally ♪

♪ Functioning natural ♪

♪ Take a look and you might just catch it ♪

♪ Stay a minute more ♪

♪ Minute more, minute more now, minute more ♪

♪ There's a little moment after the sunny smile ♪

♪ Their eyes fall to the floor ♪

♪ To the floor, to the floor now, to the floor ♪

♪ The truth starts peeking through ♪

♪ Peeking through ♪

♪ They're a lot like me and you ♪

♪ They can fake a smile, too ♪

♪ The anonymous ones ♪

♪ Never let you see the ache they carry ♪

♪ They carry, they carry, they carry ♪

♪ All those anonymous ones ♪

♪ Never name the quiet pain they bury ♪

♪ They bury, they bury, they bury ♪

♪ Keep on keeping secrets that they think they have to hide ♪

♪ What if everybody's secret is they have that secret side? ♪

♪ And to know, to know we're not alone ♪

♪ Is all we're hoping for ♪

♪ I don't wanna be anonymous ♪

♪ Why you gotta be anonymous? ♪

♪ I don't wanna be anonymous anymore ♪

♪ Anymore ♪

♪ Spot the girl who stays in motion ♪

♪ Spins so fast so she won't fall ♪

♪ World spins so fast, spins so fast ♪

♪ She's built a wall of her achievements ♪

♪ Keep out the question ♪

♪ Without it, is she worth anything at all? ♪

♪ And truth starts peeking through ♪

♪ They're a lot like me and you ♪

♪ They can fake a smile, too ♪

♪ The anonymous ones ♪

♪ Never let you see the ache they carry ♪

♪ They carry, they carry, they carry ♪

♪ All those anonymous ones ♪

♪ Never name the quiet pain they bury ♪

♪ They bury, they bury, they bury ♪

♪ I don't wanna be anonymous ♪

♪ Why you gotta be anonymous? ♪

♪ I don't wanna be anonymous anymore ♪

♪ The parts we can't tell, we carry them well ♪

♪ But that doesn't mean they're not heavy ♪

♪ The parts we can't tell, we carry them well ♪

♪ But that doesn't mean they're not heavy ♪

♪ The parts we can't tell, we carry them well ♪

♪ But that doesn't mean they're not heavy ♪

♪ Heavy ♪

♪ The anonymous ones ♪

♪ Never let you see the ache they carry ♪

♪ They carry, they carry, they carry ♪

♪ All the anonymous ones ♪

♪ Never name the quiet pain they bury ♪

♪ Keep on keeping secrets that they think they have to hide ♪

♪ What if everybody's secret is they have that secret side? ♪

♪ And to know, to know we're not alone ♪

♪ Is all we're hoping for ♪

♪ I don't wanna be anonymous ♪

♪ Why you gotta be anonymous? ♪

♪ I don't wanna be anonymous anymore. ♪