All language subtitles for Dear Diary 13

[Previously on "Dear Diary"]

You're awake.

I'm so glad that you're fine.

I couldn't do anything

despite seeing how frightened you were.

I'm not that weak.

But you're my woman.

You're my man.

Before I met you,

I had a good life,

but I didn't know the meaning of life.

After I met you,

I realized

that you are the reason I'm alive.

It doesn't matter how life begins,

it's more important to know how to live.

How can you still have the mood for this?

Have you thought about how to confess to Mei Ru?

I've been keeping the diary for years.

I guess you should leave the diary with me.

How dare you suggest that?

She can't be the one to keep the diary though.

Dragon's life depends on the diary.

I'm afraid she will hold a grudge against Dragon.

What can I do to Ninth Heaven Dragon Lady?

The diary can't be changed anyway.

The both of you care about this too much

and are prone to making mistakes.

Our priority now

is to take care of the prince following
his routine and make sure to restore his morale.

We must not let him know about the diary, right?

Your Dragon gets provoked easily

and has relatively low intelligence.

How can we leave the diary with you

if you're going to keep causing trouble?

Stop fighting.

I'll keep the diary.

Among the three of us,

I'm the soberest and wisest.

There's something strange about the crows.

The hemothorax was very bizarre as well.

I had another strange dream.

I must have met the person in my dream before.

Somehow, it feels as if danger is approaching.

Sin-Muballit.

Nanna, lunar deity.

What's going on?

Whatever happened to you was not part of my order.

(The two girls' writings have triggered
the mysterious power of the universe.)

[The History of Ancient Civilization]
They have even reversed time and space.

[Murong Jie Lun]

[Ouyang Wen Shan]
(You're not the king, prince, princess, or guard,)

[Ninth Heaven Dragon Lady]
(but to obey to her diary and come here now.)

(We have to complete the story in her diary.)

We have to find the girl who wrote the diary

and complete the ritual under the blood moon.

That is the key to cracking all of these.

[Dear Diary]

Although my instinct doesn't make sense,

I believe that I'm somehow related
to all of these dangers.

From what I see,

Ninth Heaven Dragon Lady is our biggest threat.

Perhaps, we have underestimated her power,

her love for you,

and her hatred towards Mei Ru.

I won't let Ninth Heaven Dragon Girl off easily,

but I don't want to hurt Mei Ru anymore.

I shouldn't have approached her

if I knew that she would get hurt
whenever she's with me.

Hopefully,

this is not too late.

[This story is purely fictitious.]

[Episode 13]

Dragon, I bought you delicious noodles.

Besides, I have to admit

that I've overcomplicated things.

Most of the characters are purely fictional.

For example, you,

the White Maiden,

Seven Fairies, Fox Spirit...

Where did you get this baby?

This is illegal.

Where did you get this baby?

Hurry up and give it to me.

I understood it now.

What did you understand?

I finally know how to live.

Look at this baby.

He's crying and laughing very genuinely.

He wants whatever he wants,

sleeps whenever he wants.

This is life itself.

It's not that complicated.

Yes.

They are surrounded by love
and enjoy every moment of their lives.

You can do that too.

Hmm.

I'll start all over again

and get rid of all the descriptions
Chen Mei Ru gave me.

I'll do whatever I like

and write my own destiny.

That's right.

Dragon, you don't have to care
about where you come from.

You can shine your own light

and live however you like.

However, it's illegal to take someone else's baby.

Give it to me.

Thanks.

I need to change my life and start all over again.

For now, don't tell her anything yet.

Murong.

I'm going to pray for you.

What are you doing?

Can't you remember anything?

You've done so much for me.

You said that, with a pious ritual,
we will receive blessings from Heaven.

I'll do a ritual for you. A more complete one.

After all, I witnessed how Second Uncle
did it for you.

This could be helpful.

This is not how you do it.

Then, I'll do this.

Then, we'll follow your way.

Is this cold?

Whatever it is,

as long as you think it's going to work,

I will do it for you.

Mei Ru.

You shouldn't be doing this.

If you can do it for me,

I can do it for you too.

Dragon.

I'm so relieved that you've finally come around.

If you want to get rid of the diary,

then free yourself from the original settings.

You should stop thinking about Murong Jie Lun.

Yes.

Murong Jie Lun.

I'm going to find him now.

Wait a minute.

Didn't you just say that you want to
free yourself from the diary?

It's different for Murong Jie Lun.

I got it.

Yes.

You've loved him for a long time.

It won't be easy for you to let him go.

It's more than that.

He's been bewitched by Chen Mei Ru.

He is my kind.

I need to warn him.

We might have a lot of differences,

but...

I should be the one

doing this prayer for you.

I don't want you to get hurt anymore.

However...

[Fire Hydrant]

I'll go.

You only have to wait for me here.

Don't worry.

The prince will take care of this.

What?

I was looking for you.

Come with me.

I have a secret to share with you.

Sichuan Opera Queen.

You are the best.

From now on,

I'll leave the secret of the diary with you.

Zhen.

Are you home?

You saw me just now.

What's the matter with you?

I suppose you'll need this tonight.

Why?

The entire troupe will
interrogate you tomorrow.

Tomorrow is the trial?

Of course.

You went away and ruined the premier.

That was the worst accident
that has ever happened to our troupe.

Haven't you noticed that I'm the only person
in the troupe who's still talking to you?

Yes, I have.

Great. Have you figured out
how to deal with it tomorrow?

I'll do just fine.

Yes, I made a mistake.

If you want to take my life, here it is.

You're being too arrogant.

You grew up in the troupe.
Don't you understand what this means?

Are you mad?

Yes.

I have no idea what's wrong with me.

I have been working for so long

and I've never bowed to anyone.

Now,

I have to do it.

Are you doing this for Ouyang Wen Shan's money?

Yes.

I'm that simple.

We all know

how passionate you are about this industry

and how much effort you put
into this performance.

Is it worth it to give up all these for him?

Yes, it is.

If I were given another chance,

I'd make the same decision too.

Although

I ended up letting you

and myself down.

I'll never be able to convince you.

You're too stubborn.

Ouyang Wen Shan.

You're not real.

I forced Chen Mei Ru to make you
the second male lead.

You should be responsible for my dream.

Why did I have to torture myself because of you?

Murong Jie Lun,

this all happened because of Chen Mei Ru.

Do you think I will believe in your lies?

This is a trap set by Chen Mei Ru.

She's fooling with us

and we have to do as she says.

We can't keep going on like this.

Ninth Heaven Dragon Girl.

Until today, you're still trying
to frame Chen Mei Ru.

We were injured because of your recklessness

and stubbornness.

I'm trying to frame Chen Mei Ru, huh?

You are too stupid.

She is the mastermind.

She made me do these.

She made you do these too.

-This is happening because of her diary.
-Ninth Heaven Dragon Lady!

I thought you would be remorseful
for what you did.

However, not only did you hurt Mei Ru,

but now you also tried to slander her.

Today, I'm going to kill a woman!

You should leave first.

Let go.

I won't leave.

Murong Jie Lun,

are you really going to kill me?

Not only are you blind,

but you're also a blockhead.

I loathe the existence of Chen Mei Ru.

You didn't know your place.

I want you to pay

for all the sufferings she has been through.

You are insane.

Mei Ru won't want you to turn into a killer for her.

I told her to rest assured and wait for our return.

I won't be able to explain this to her later.

Murong Jie Lun.

I know you don't love me.

I once thought

as long as I keep loving you

and caring for you,

you will surely be moved.

I believed this is my destiny.

Just yesterday, I found out

that our existence is nothing but a joke.

Whatever you are doing to Chen Mei Ru
is also just a joke.

I want to tell you the truth

so that my love for you will not go down to drain.

You're not worth it.

I will keep this secret to myself

and you will keep being a fool.

However, don't worry.

I won't do anything to Chen Mei Ru.

I want to see it myself

how the couple of you

dig your own graves.

You're destined to be surrounded by dangers.

She'll never be in a safe place.

You will never get to live a peaceful life.

That

is the price you have to pay.

Where are you going?

Ninth Heaven Dragon Girl is surely wicked,

but she was right about one thing.

As long as I'm with Mei Ru,

she'll never be safe.

All of these happened because of me.

I have to do something for her.

If I can't make it back,

please tell her

to live a good life

and forget about me.

Who's there?

We meet again.

I'm sure you were taken aback by my visit.

Yes. I was somewhat taken aback.

You're an honorable guest.

If I were notified beforehand about your visit,

I would've been able to deliver
better hospitality.

I said that I would visit you.

I was very interested in the information
you provided during our last meeting.

I look forward to working with you.

Regarding the copyright,

you were really of great help.

I'd like to express my gratitude.

I'll be very honored.

Has the girl

turned our story into a play?

Not yet.

However, I'll definitely make her into a big star.

What else can I do for you?

Besides the Babylonian Civilization,
I'm also very interested in modern medicine.

You're doing pretty well here.

Can you provide me with a quiet place?

I don't want to disturb you.

There's a vacant basement under this building.

If you don't mind,

you can take up the room.

And of course.

We will make sure to not disturb you either.

That's great.

It won't take me too long to complete this job.

Duan Shui Liu, keep your voice down.

Don't draw attention.

What are you doing? Others will see us.

What are you doing?

It's so dark inside the house
despite it's during the day.

Stop peeking.

I see.

You're afraid that if Murong
catches you doing this,

you'll not be able to watch him in secret anymore.

Yes. That's why I have to be extra cautious.

This will be good for both of us.

I understand that you miss him,

but do you need to bring this silver basin home?

This is to remind me

about what happened on the rooftop last night.

Last night?

On the rooftop?

What happened?

You're keeping a secret from me now.

Fine.

I won't probe into it.

I'm only making a fool out of myself.

Duan Shui Liu.

Let's move out of this place.

Are you trying to play cat and mouse with him?

Yes.

I guess you're somewhat right.

This is not a solid plan.

I need to reinforce it further.

From now on, I have to always keep my guard up.

Didn't you say that you want to
free yourself from the diary

and write your own destiny?

Murong Jie Lun is a dangerous man.

He'll likely commit another murder.

It took me long enough to realize this.

Now, I feel a chill whenever I think about it.

I understood it now.

After all,

you can't get over him.

Can you see him?

Do you really have to see him?

Yes.

He's the only one you ever care about.

I have to do this to survive.

You're saying

that if you stop looking at him, you will be dead.

Yes.

Let's go.

I won't allow you to die.

Where are we going?

I'm going to buy a high-powered telescope.

It'll work way better than this one.

I don't want you to tire yourself out, Dragon.

What if you damage your vision?

[Sichuan Opera, Charms of Shu]

All the superiors were sitting in the audience.

And the female lead was nowhere to be seen.

Huh?

Jiang Hui Zhen.

Can't you tell what's your priority?

Zhen. It's not every day our troupe gets to perform.

How could you back out at the eleventh hour?

I'm sorry.

I've let you down.

Now,

we will release a statement
to reprimand Jiang Hui Zhen.

An official reprimand? This is so old-fashioned.

Shut up.

Jiang Hui Zhen, a member of our troupe,

took leave without permission
during a major performance.

She failed to cooperate with her teammates.

Because of that, the troupe suffered
a great consequence.

Based on our principles of disciplinary action,

the leaders of the troupe have agreed

to put Jiang Hui Zhen

on indefinite probation,

pending further punishment.

Sir, but...

Jiang.

The show is always our top priority.

Sir.

Thank you for not removing me from the troupe.

From now on, I will stay away from the stage
for at least three months.

I will work under the superior's supervision.

I'll help with the errands and the logistics

and am willing to do all the handiwork.

If I ever do this again,

I will resign from the troupe.

I promise I won't be a bad example to my juniors.

I'll present a kowtow to the Grand Master
to ask for his forgiveness.

Jiang Hui Zhen. There's no need
for you to ask for forgiveness.

You're so obsessed with the stage.
Can you stay off the stage for a few months?

Why don't you tell anyone about
what happened on the day of the performance?

I don't want you to be wronged.

Shut up.

Sir.

Jiang Hui Zhen didn't go missing
because of her lack of discipline.

She was there before everyone else.

Huh?

Someone fainted right before her.

It was a critical situation.

Who was it?

Was it a member of the troupe?

Ms. Zhen didn't have to personally send
the patient to the hospital too, right?

She could have asked for our help.

Indeed.

Jiang Hui Zhen couldn't perform

because the person was injured. Don't you get it?

She cares about the person a lot.

Will you shut your mouth?

This is my first time

hearing this story as well.

You are being too harsh

on Zhen.

Mr. Ouyang. Why are you here?

Hi.

Sorry.

You are our sponsor.

For what happened...

Jiang Hui Zhen saved me that day.

Did you say that Jiang Hui Zhen gave up
on the performance for me?

What else could she have done?

Could she leave you with the ambulance

and carry on with the performance?

You're creating too many troubles for her.

Oops.

Mr. Ouyang.

I feel better if Jiang Hui Zhen
missed the performance

to save someone's life.

However, we can't defy the troupe's rules.

We can't let her off easily.

I will compensate all the loss
the troupe suffered,

however much it costs.

Jiang Hui Zhen's dream is what I live for.

If the show didn't work out,

we can always hold a more grand one next time.

However, if you dare punish her,

you won't get a penny from me.

You have a good intention to help the kids.

Being the head of the troupe,
there's nothing else I can do.

Fine.

I'll not punish Jiang Hui Zhen.

Ouyang Wen Shan.

You're in no place to assert your opinions here.

Do you think you can do that because you're rich?

Sir.

I joined the troupe when I was five years old.

I've been following you since then.

You are my senior and my teacher.

For me, you're like my parent.

You have the right

to hit and scold me, not to mention punish me.

I'll use at least three months
to reflect on my mistake.

I'll stay off the stage, not sing,
and not put on any make-up.

I'll keep my words.

We can accept sponsors,

but we won't offer our principles
in exchange for money.

Why did you do that?

Why did you do that?

Why are you staying off the stage?

You're a star. Why are you running all the errands?

Ouyang Wen Shan, are you kidding me?

How am I a star?

I'm only a nobody who's working
for a run-down Sichuan Opera Troupe.

Otherwise, why do you always talk about
fulfilling my dreams with money?

You've misunderstood me.

You're insulting me.

Isn't your dream is to sing on the stage
and be a big star?

I thought you would never give up on your dream.

Why do you have to stop chasing your dream
for these people?

You know nothing other than money.

Since I was five, we've been staying together
through thick and thin.

My life and my dream

are built on them.

Not only do I care about them,

but I also care about all the audience
who didn't get to see the show.

I should be blamed for letting all of them down.

I deserve the punishment. Do you get it?

Who do you think you are? How can you hurt them?

Yes.

I'm nobody.

I'm your playmate.

I'm your ATM.

That's right.

Then tell me!

Why did you give up the performance
for a playmate who means nothing to you?

Because I was too stupid.

I knew we weren't the same kind.

I knew all you have is money.

You know nothing about kindness.

Still, I betrayed myself

and my troupe because of you.

I...

know nothing about kindness.

Who do you think you are?

Do you think you can fulfill my dreams
with your money?

The troupe is where my dream begins.

Hurting anyone of them

is just like hurting me.

Therefore, you should leave with all your money.

The further you go, the better.

I finally got it now.

You care about everyone,

except for me.

I didn't participate in your past,

so I guess

I won't participate in your future either.

For you, you feel ashamed

to have any feelings for me, right?

You gave up the show for me.

Now, you regretted your choice,

so you are throwing tantrums at me.

If I never exist,

you can keep your cool.

I can cease to exist,

but remember,

you're not cool at all.

You're a hypocrite and a coward.

You refuse to believe in miracles

and you don't believe in emotions.

Just kill me.

Hi.

Can I know if there are any other check-ups

arranged for the patient in Ward 67?

It's not time for the ward round yet,

so he's not undergoing any check-ups.

Where did he go then?

Have you seen him?

No.

Can you please check for me?

Patient in Ward 67.

I'm sure you can recognize him.
He's a mixed-blood man.

I saw a foreigner heading to the rooftop.

You can try the rooftop.

It must be him.

Murong Jie Lun, you...

What did you say?

Sorry.

I got the wrong person.

(Murong Jie Lun.)

Murong Jie Lun,

this all happened because of Chen Mei Ru.

This is a trap set by Chen Mei Ru.

She's fooling with us

and we have to do as she says.

We can't keep going on like this.

She is the mastermind.

She made me do these.

She made you do these too.

-This is happening because of her diary.
-Ninth Heaven Dragon Lady!

Nanna, lunar deity.

What's going on?

The two girls' writings have triggered
the mysterious power of the universe.

(They have even reversed time and space.)

(Is there a girl historian in this dimension too?)

(This girl has written a book
regarding the prince)

(under the blood moon.)

(She mentioned the princess,
the guard, and Babylon.)

Did what she write realize too?

Under the light of the blood moon,
the gate of time and space was opened.

(We have to find the girl who wrote the diary)

(and complete the ritual under the blood moon.)

[Connecting]
(That is the key to cracking all of these.)

(I think that's the girl I'm looking for.)

He's not at home.

(Murong Jie Lun, where are you?)

(You're destined to be surrounded by dangers.)

(She'll never be in a safe place.
You will never get to live a peaceful life.)

(That is the price you have to pay.)

(Mei Ru. I don't deserve to be your prince.)

(I overestimated myself and thought
I could protect you.)

(Little did I know that the harm and danger
I cause you)

(are far more than the help I can give you.)

(This is all my fault.)

(Let me show you my sincerity.)

[Mei Ru, I'm marrying you.]

[We'll be in a monogamous relationship]

[and I'll never leave you.]

♪The cold first quarter moon illuminates
that page of the diary♪

♪Looking forward to a bright story♪

♪I'm always thinking of you,
and it's what fills my heart♪

♪Imagination runs wild, and the fantasy moment
appears at the best time♪

♪You've come to me♪

♪The moment the dream comes true
seems to be an illusion♪

♪It connects the two worlds,
and my mind is sleepless♪

♪The starlight is greeting,
and my tomorrow is for you♪

♪We didn't stand back at each uneasy junction♪

♪The most eternal reason at the end of time♪

♪Is the love that can save our future♪

♪I can feel the same way
when I dedicate myself to you♪

♪I'm eagerly waiting in the same universe♪

♪The miracle is around♪

♪I can feel the same way more
when I dedicate myself to you♪

♪The encounter makes us
appreciate each other's tenderness♪

♪We have each other at this moment,
don't let go of our hands♪

♪Imagination runs wild, and the fantasy moment
appears at the best time♪

♪You've come to me♪

♪The moment the dream comes true
seems to be an illusion♪

♪It connects the two worlds,
and my mind is sleepless♪

♪The starlight is greeting,
and my tomorrow is for you♪

♪We didn't stand back at each uneasy junction♪

♪The most eternal reason at the end of time♪

♪Is the love that can save our future♪

♪I can feel the same way
when I dedicate myself to you♪

♪I'm eagerly waiting in the same universe♪

♪The miracle is around♪

♪I can feel the same way more
when I dedicate myself to you♪

♪The encounter makes us
appreciate each other's tenderness♪

♪We have each other at this moment,
don't let go of our hands♪

♪The starlight is greeting,
and my tomorrow is for you♪

♪We didn't stand back at each uneasy junction♪

♪The most eternal reason at the end of time♪

♪Is the love that can save our future♪

♪I can feel the same way
when I dedicate myself to you♪

♪I'm eagerly waiting in the same universe♪

♪The miracle is around♪

♪I can feel the same way more
when I dedicate myself to you♪

♪The encounter makes us
appreciate each other's tenderness♪

♪We have each other at this moment,
don't let go of our hands♪