All language subtitles for Dear Diary 12

Mei Ru.

Murong.

[Dear Diary]

[Previously on "Dear Diary"]

Murong was okay at first.

He didn't get hurt but he collapsed suddenly.

So did Wen Shan.

What did the doctor say?

He said

they were in a deep coma
because they were drowning.

That's impossible. There was no water at all.

The diary.

Duan Shui Liu came to me out of nowhere.

He mentioned the diary.

I thought something was fishy.

Duan Shui Liu?

You didn't burn the diary?

You swore to me last time that you'd burned it!

You watch over them while we look for the diary.

Relax.

I promise we'll find it.

Come here.

I think it's this pool.

It's so big.

How do we find it?

There's something under there.

No way.

The paper is dry.

But it got soaked!

This diary is indeed supernatural.

[I hope the prince will come on my birthday]
The blood. Why is the bloodstain spreading?

Blood pressures are low,
CVP and coagulation are critical.

It's not water that's accumulating
in the lungs and thoracic cavity,

but blood.

If this continues,

they'll die of hemothorax.

You're also afraid, aren't you?

I don't want anyone to die.

You're as concerned about Ouyang Wen Shan

as I am with Dragon Lady.

That's not true.

Jiang Hui Zhen.

You failed this time.

The doctor said

it's hemothorax.

They're going to die.

Chen Mei Ru.

You wrote the diary.

That bloodstain is yours, remember?

You have to believe

that you can solve everything.

What should I do now?

What am I supposed to do?

[The day after tomorrow is my birthday,
I wish the prince can come to me.]

[This story is purely fictitious.]

[Episode 12]

I don't care who you're.

I beg of you.

Please respond to my prayer.

I beg of you.

Answer my prayer, please.

If I were given one more chance,

I'd believe in love

and miracles

like the 12-year-old me.

I'd take them as a present

instead of a disaster.

I'd definitely change.

I beg of you.

I'm willing to do anything.

As long as they can come back.

Let them come back, please.

If there's a cost for this prayer,

I'll pay for the price.

I'll do it.

Please.

The bloodstain is disappearing.

Did someone hear my prayer?

Or it's our illumination?

Or perhaps

the existence and suffering

of both Murong Jie Lun and Ouyang Wen Shan

are real?

Chen Mei Ru.

What is it?

Murong and...

They are getting better.

Let's go.

[The day after tomorrow is my birthday,
I wish the prince can come to me.]

(Will someone find all of this hard to believe?)

(If so, it's merely due to
the lack of faith in love.)

(Love makes one simple and common)

(yet also iridescent.)

(My prince was born for my sake.)

(He vowed to always protect me from getting hurt.)

I, in the name of the prince,

sanitize the evil for my loved one.

I'm willing to forsake my life

to pray for Chen Mei Ru.

Murong Jie Lun.

Didn't you claim yourself as the prince?

You said

you would love me

and protect me forever.

I need your protection right now.

I need

a little bit of love from you.

Wake up, please.

How dare you?

Pretending that you didn't hear me?

Why don't you speak?

Vital signs have all returned to normal.

Just stay here for observation.

Didn't I tell you the wound on your forehead
is quite serious?

Why didn't you get your wound sutured

and you even let it expose to water?

I think you are purposely getting disfigured.

You are the one who suffers

if you don't listen to the advice anyway.

Does it hurt?

How can it hurt being beaten by a woman?

Was there something left unsaid

before you were beaten?

Yes.

I want to tell you,

Ninth Heaven Dragon Lady,

you're the most special one in this world.

Because Ninth Heaven Dragon Lady

comes from a fantasy world of a 12-year-old girl.

You were created

by a pen.

You're more precious than anyone

in this world.

Are you his family member?

Are you his family member?

I'm not.

I'm not his family member.

I was about to ask you to sign the documents
if you were.

It turns out she's not.
She was busy taking care of him just now.

She's just an opera actor.
Does she deem herself a celebrity?

(My good friend, Jiang Hui Zhen,)

(a rising star when she's 24.)

(Ouyang Wen Shan.)

His affection is vigorous, unrestrained,
avant-garde,

and free.

Mei Ru.

Can you write

that Ouyang Wen Shan is extremely charming?

Is this diary yours or mine?

It's yours.

But the story of the second female lead
should be complete.

You should write

Jiang Hui Zhen doesn't care about the status
of Ouyang Wen Shan as a super rich guy.

(They're attracted to each other by strong
chemistry, but no long-term commitment is made.)

(Because Jiang Hui Zhen is super cool.)

You're awake.

I'm so glad that you're fine.

Your hug is too tight.

The porridge...

I've hugged you without your permission again.

Lie down and rest.

The doctor said

both you and Ouyang Wen Shan
didn't take enough rest

as you thought you were strong.

He's in the hospital too?

Aren't you bosom friends?

You are always together.

Well.

I'll quit talking about the past.

Have some porridge.

Mei Ru.

I could tell you were frightened,

but I didn't do anything.

You

won't listen to people's advice.

I'm not that fragile.

But you're my woman.

And you're my man.

I mean,

men don't always have to

protect women.

Women can protect men too.

I...

Can I have more rest?

Sure.

(As the heroine of an unparalleled love story,)

(I'm envied, discussed, and remembered
by everyone.)

(I've long been used to the life
of being the center of focus.)

(It's even become my burden.)

(People can only see the bright side
of the heroine,)

(but they can't feel her sadness.)

(How can they understand)

(the dangers lurk around me)

(as well as the unpredictable tribulation?)

As well as the unpredictable tribulation?

Chen Mei Ru, what's wrong with you?

You're such a drama queen.

Who can endure tribulations?

If the diary had been burnt back then,
there wouldn't be any trouble.

No way.

If the diary was burnt,

Murong Jie Lun wouldn't exist.

I should thank Duan Shui Liu.

[As well as the unpredictable tribulation.]

But, I can't let Murong
always experience tribulation.

Then

what should I do to help Murong Jie Lun?

It' would be good if I could be as outspoken

as Duan Shui Liu is.

Dragon, let me repeat to you again.

From now onwards,

what I'm going to tell you, it's all true.

I'll never hold back anything from you.

So, I was created by Chen Mei Ru?

When she was 12,

she fantasized about a story

and wrote it in a book.

We call it the diary.

In her diary, she wrote about you,

Murong Jie Lun,

and Ouyang Wen Shan.

By right, it's her privacy.

But, no one expected that the diary
was read out in public.

Then everyone knew about your existence.

I've had a crush on you since then.

That's why I always followed her around.

I'm interested in you,

not her.

How could I like her?

It's really a big misunderstanding.

I find it unreasonable too.

The room beside is really in a mess recently.

True. I've never seen someone suffers from
urinary incontinence at such a young age.

I don't want to do the night shift anymore.

True.

He looks young and clever.

Yet after the sickness,

he suffers from that incontinence.

His family is affected, so is he.

Sigh.

Hey.

Do you think it's appropriate

to talk behind the patient?

So what if he has urinary incontinence?

Why did you humiliate him?

Have you drowned before?

Have you been sent into an ICU ward?
Have you vomited blood?

He has his family.

He doesn't need your help. I'll do it.

Yesterday, she said she wasn't his family.
Now she says she is.

We weren't even talking about her. She's strange.

That's right.

Why is there no nappy?

You're here to see me?

What are you looking at?

Nothing.

Where did you go?

Lie down.

I'm all right now.

I don't want to rest anymore.

Oh my.

How could you not rest?

You have the complication.

It's fine.

Take a good rest.

Gradually,

you'll get well.

How was your show?

Did it go well?

Did the audience like it?

The show

has been canceled.

Why?

There're some problems with their preparation.

It's imperfect, that's why I can't perform.

No need to regret then.

I'll prepare a better show for you
after I'm discharged.

Sure.

I have no regrets.

What are you doing?

I... I'm just taking a look.

A look at what?

I'm

worried about

your urinary...

I really...

What happened? Hurry up.

Hurry.

What's up with you?

Changing your trousers.

You're a patient now, don't be shy.

No one is better than me to do this.
Come on, don't dawdle.

I'm a patient now.

Why do you still want to take off my trousers?

Yes.

I just like to do it myself. Alright?

I've seen you all over.

Faster.

I don't have urinary incontinence.

The nurse just now...

She was talking about the patient next door.

Not me.

You're silly.

Dragon, come and have some chicken broth.

When I was little,
I wasn't happy when I heard

that humans were created by Nuwa.

Who the heck is Chen Mei Ru?
She's even worse than Nuwa.

How could she create you?

Who's Nuwa?

She writes a diary too?

Nuwa is from an old tale.

Let's not dive deep on this.

My grandma even bluffed it

that I was picked from the garbage.

I had no mum.

I cried for days over this.

You were picked from the garbage?

She was trying to scare me.

Every child has been conned by this lie.

People tend to lie

about the birth of humans.

Where did you come from then?

Most people are born
after ten months of pregnancy.

But, this doesn't mean

that it's the only way to come to this world.

Just like your case,

yours is special.

Mine is ridiculous.

Well, yes.

Yours is ridiculous,

but you're not the only one.

Look at them.

They were eggs a few days ago

and now they've become chicks.

Life is inexplicable.

So, I'm the same as them?

It's just an example.

You certainly have nothing to do
with the eggs and chicks.

But, from what I know,

in the seven kingdoms of Westeros,
there's a dragon lady

who can hatch eggs.

Humans have been struggling to uncover

the myth of the origin of life
for thousands of years.

Let's take the egg as an example again.

Look, there's a black dot inside, right?

No.

No?

Then it's not fertile
and it can't be hatched into a chick.

It is only for eating.

What's a fertile egg?

A fertile egg can be hatched into a chick.

If it wasn't fertilized,
it won't turn into a chick.

How to fertilize it?

Fertilize...

Fertilization is...

What we talk about...

Let's not discuss this in detail.

What I'm telling you is about the origin of life.

You didn't make it clear though.

Anyway, a fertile egg can be hatched into a chick.

The chick was hatched from an egg,

then it grows up over time

and then lays eggs.

These eggs will turn into chicks again.

They'll never puzzle over their birth.

They just accept this inexplicable fact.

Dragon.

You should learn from them.

Where are the chickens?

In your bowl.

They're born to lay eggs?

After this, they'll be eaten?

And you want me to learn from them?

Eggs are yummy too.

So, humans will eat everything.

If that's life, what's the meaning of it?

Wait, no. Don't be anxious.

You're special and different from them.

They're just an example.

Look.

This chicken

is a form of life too.

Nonsense.

This isn't a chicken.

It's an electronic pet.

We buy it

and insert a battery.

With a gentle press,

it'll be hatched then.

We play with it,

feed it,

watching it grow

and we build a bond with it.

But, it's not a living being.

We give it our affection and love.

It'll then be real and alive.

So, that's the meaning of its existence?

I think so.

Before meeting you,

I was living a good life.

But I was clueless about the meaning of life.

It was only until I met you,

did I realize

that you are the reason of my life.

What matters isn't where life begins,

but how the life is lived.

I'll offer it the meaning of life

and give it a name.

Duan Shui Ji.

Wait...

How can you still have the mood for this?

Have you thought about how to confess to Mei Ru?

Do you mean that we didn't burn the diary?

Your worry isn't just about the diary,

you're afraid that our past affair
will be revealed, aren't you?

Cut your crap. We were young back then.

Okay, I'll stop there.

Will she give me the diary again
if I apologize to her?

You're so cheeky.

Both of you.

Mei Ru.

Have you had lunch?

Have you?

If not, I'll buy it for you.

That's right.

The noodle shop near the gate is pretty good.

It's not spicy and tastes great.

Are you two performing crosstalk?

Your performance is in sync.

Not really.

Since we've had a past affair before.

I thought you just ganged up

to hide the fact that the diary wasn't burnt,

I didn't see this coming.

Chen Mei Ru.

We're bosom friends since we were young,

I have never concealed anything from you.

Except for Duan Shui Liu.

I didn't tell you because I'm ashamed.

I think I was blinded.

When did you both fall for each other?

The diary wasn't burnt but hid for many years.

Did you know about this?

Of course, I didn't.

This ill-fated relationship

actually started from the diary.

Back then, you said you wanted to burn the diary,

I wasn't happy about that.

I cried under a tree,

then he came and purposely asked me about it.

After that,

he said he could help me to burn it
as he had a lighter.

That was when my mum asked me to go home.

So I was conned and gave him the diary.

Afterward, we both shared
the same secret because of this.

We often talked to each other
even after we graduated.

But I asked him whether he had burnt it

when Murong appeared.

He lied to me.

You're so cheeky.

Rascal.

Chen Mei Ru.

I'm a victim too.

Chen Mei Ru.

I've been keeping the diary for years,

I guess you should leave the diary with me.

How dare you suggest that?

You made such a mess.

But she can't be the one to keep the diary.

Dragon's life depends on the diary.

I'm afraid she will hold a grudge against Dragon.

What can I do to Ninth Heaven Dragon Lady?

The diary can't be changed anyway.

I won't agree to it anyway.

It doesn't matter.

The diary is mine.

So, give it to me.

I mean

both of you care about it too much

and are more likely to make mistakes.

I have no feelings for Ouyang Wen Shan.
I'm the most rational one.

-Who knows.
-Who knows.

Fine.

Are you forcing me to talk harshly?

After all,

it's because of you

who wrote those hardships
for the prince to experience.

Our priority now

is to take care of the prince following
his routine and restore his morale.

We must not let him know about the diary, right?

Murong is quite depressed now.

Do we still have to hide the diary?

-Of course.
-Of course.

Did you see it?

You're so unreliable.

Your Dragon gets provoked easily

and has relatively low intelligence.

How can we leave the diary with you

if you're going to keep causing trouble?

Stop fighting.

I'll take it.

Amongst the three of us,

I'm the soberest and wisest.

You two

should better take care of them first.

They said it's a coincidence that we fainted
and were sent to the hospital.

What's your opinion on this?

Something's strange about the crows.

The hemothorax was very bizarre as well.

Perhaps it's more difficult to deal with
than what we've expected.

I had another strange dream.

I must have met the person in my dream before.

But I can't recall it.

Somehow, it feels as if danger is approaching.

Sin-Muballit.

In the name of God, I'm here to wake you up.
Your time will end soon.

Nanna, the lunar deity.

What's going on exactly?

Whatever happened to you was not part of my order.

The two girls' writings have triggered
the mysterious power of the universe

and caused the twist in time and space.

The drowning you experienced
is merely the beginning of the catastrophe.

You're insane.

This isn't the history recited by the official.

It's a capital crime for a historian
to carve the tablet without authorization.

(This historian was sent to the altar by me)

(on the night of blood moon)

(after carving her wish on the tablet
out of her admiration for the prince.)

(While you were afraid of your
illegitimate son and decided to kill him)

(due to his great achievement)

(Yet you didn't succeed.)

(The moment you decided to kill him yourself,)

(that girl came after hearing the news.)

(She rushed towards the altar at the last moment.)

Prince,

you, the one that I wrote about
is destined to be different.

How dare a low commoner comes up to my holy hill
without my permission.

I forsake my life to pray for the prince.

I hope there'll be a girl

to love you on my behalf
to trigger your benevolence one day.

(Under the shine of the blood moon,
the gate of time and space opens up.)

(And the other girl,
she wrote down her prayer regarding the prince)

(under the blood moon as well.)

[The History of an Ancient Civilization]
(It's about the princess, the guard, and Babylon.)

I wish I'm 24 years old now.

My prince

will come to me.

Mei Ru.

(The two girls' blood that fell on the words)

(become the bond linking time and space.)

[Murong Jie Lun]

[Ouyang Wen Shan]
(You're no longer the king, prince, princess, or guard,)

(but to obey to her diary and come here now)

(to accomplish everything written in the diary.)

What should I do?

What should I do to restore everything?

To find the modern girl who wrote this

and re-enact the ritual under the blood moon.

That's the key to solve everything.

[Mei Ru, I'm marrying you.]

[We'll be in a monogamous relationship]

[and I'll never leave you.]

♪The cold first quarter moon
illuminates that page of the diary♪

♪Looking forward to a bright story♪

♪I'm always thinking of you,
and it's what fills my heart♪

♪Imagination runs wild, and the fantasy moment
appears at the best time♪

♪You've come to me♪

♪The moment the dream comes true
seems to be an illusion♪

♪It connects the two worlds,
and my mind is sleepless♪

♪The starlight is greeting,
and my tomorrow is for you♪

♪We didn't stand back at each uneasy junction♪

♪The most eternal reason at the end of time♪

♪Is the love that can save our future♪

♪I can feel the same way
when I dedicate myself to you♪

♪I'm eagerly waiting in the same universe♪

♪The miracle is around♪

♪I can feel the same way more
when I dedicate myself to you♪

♪The encounter makes us appreciate
each other's tenderness♪

♪We have each other at this moment,
don't let go of our hands♪

♪Imagination runs wild,
and the fantasy moment appears at the best time♪

♪You've come to me♪

♪The moment the dream comes true
seems to be an illusion♪

♪It connects the two worlds,
and my mind is sleepless♪

♪The starlight is greeting,
and my tomorrow is for you♪

♪We didn't stand back at each uneasy junction♪

♪The most eternal reason at the end of time♪

♪Is the love that can save our future♪

♪I can feel the same way
when I dedicate myself to you♪

♪I'm eagerly waiting in the same universe♪

♪The miracle is around♪

♪I can feel the same way more
when I dedicate myself to you♪

♪The encounter makes us appreciate
each other's tenderness♪

♪We have each other at this moment,
don't let go of our hands♪

♪The starlight is greeting,
and my tomorrow is for you♪

♪We didn't stand back at each uneasy junction♪

♪The most eternal reason at the end of time♪

♪Is the love that can save our future♪

♪I can feel the same way
when I dedicate myself to you♪

♪I'm eagerly waiting in the same universe♪

♪The miracle is around♪

♪I can feel the same way more
when I dedicate myself to you♪

♪The encounter makes us appreciate
each other's tenderness♪

♪We have each other at this moment,
don't let go of our hands♪