All language subtitles for Dear Diary 10

[Previously on "Dear Diary"]
What did you say just now? Carry on with it.

It was because of her

that Brother Duan dumped us.

Why are you spouting nonsense again?

When you brought us to sign the contracts,

you weren't behaving like this.

You said that we were all princesses,
and you were our bodyguard.

You also said that you admired and liked us.

Were these said by you?

What nonsense are these?

She's different from you.
She's not an internet influencer.

She's a female artiste?

You really regard yourself as a princess?

You're like scornful women
who are venting your frustration.

Was it wrongdoing for me
to take a leave of absence from work?

Okay. Go.

We go now.

Retrieve the deleted accounts for us.

Exactly. Don't you have an old friend there?

Was what they said true?

You made use of

and messed around with me.

It was also insincere of you
to say that I was a princess.

You're exaggerating to say that I lied.

Aren't you not letting me love you?

I'm just a bodyguard who doesn't deserve to love.

Go!

Chen Mei Ru, what do you think you're doing?

They got dragged into the mess this time around.

You just deleted their accounts
without getting to the bottom of the matter.

What makes you think that you can always
simply control the fates of others?

Chen Mei Ru,

you're way too bold.

Isn't the IP address
which accessed the undesirable video

yesterday night yours?

You're a twenty-four-year-old female gangster.

How could you write something like this?

You're a twelve-year-old female gangster!

Gosh,

why is there a person sitting here?
I got frightened.

Didn't you leave with Duan Shui Liu?

Why are you sitting here instead?

When he was a kid,
he liked to run around after little girls.

At that time, there was a rumor saying

that Duan Shui Liu was into Chen Mei Ru.

Duan Shui Liu is into Chen Mei Ru.

Prince Murong is also into Chen Mei Ru.

They left me alone

and made use of me

all because of her.

The diary is a nightmare.

I can no longer escape from it

in my life.

For the past twelve years,

I've been trying to prove

that there'll be something good in the diary.

In my diary, I'd be a big star.

So I want to become a big star

today.

I want to prove to you

and all those who mocked us before

that we're right.

The diary is not a nightmare either.

[Dear Diary]

Is there someone who is fond of surprises
in the world?

There is, for sure.

But I don't like surprises.

There's nothing that is scarier than the unknown.

Humans set rules

so as to avoid the disorder caused by the unknown,

which will pave the way
to civilization eventually.

I like my career.

Because it makes me feel like
I'm holding a scalpel in my hand,

which can allow me
to get rid of the excessive desire precisely.

Kids like to have sweets,

and they'll eat uncontrollably

until they spit it out.

When I first entered university, I'd drink
until I was drunk and couldn't bear to leave.

But adults shouldn't behave like this.

Adults

should control the boundaries of their desire.

So

I made it my career.

But I'm tendering my resignation now.

I realized that there's one thing in the world
that can't be controlled

and knows no bounds,

which is love.

(It's not like civilization)

where once everything is organized, it can remain
the same from the beginning until the end.

Love makes no sense,

and there's no tutorial to teach you how to love.

Everyone cognizes

that once we've grown up,
we'll understand what love is.

But in fact, we just pretend to understand.

Those past painful memories,

feeling of insecurity,

and instinctive fear

will always be with us in our lives.

If we don't learn to love,

we'll only grow older,

not grow up.

I want to learn to love.

So

I wish to embrace surprises

and the unknown,

and even to not be afraid of the disorders

that might happen in my life anymore.

I want to put my scalpel down.

It's already afternoon?

Mei Ru,

you're back?

I...

Where am I back to?

[This story is purely fictitious.]

[Episode 10]

You drank yesterday night

and became another person.

Huh?

You said you must wear my clothes

so as to protect me.

However, you hit me.

I hit you?

You asked me to stay here

and do not move at all.

You said I looked like a painting

and wanted to admire me.

I acted insanely after drinking?

Yes.

I

would only vomit when drinking in the past.

I never got drunk.

Jiang Hui Zhen is to blame for this.

It's better

for you not to drink anymore in the future.

Why are you blaming her?

I'm sorry

for what happened to you yesterday night.

You can let me prepare ahead in the future.

I can handle it.

I knew that I'd be all right

since you were present yesterday.

So I acted slightly uncontrollably.

I'll always protect you

from getting harmed.

From now onwards,

I'll try my best
to be like the way I was yesterday.

You'll drink every day?

No.

I mean

I'll be happier

and relaxed a bit.

Only then will good things happen.

There're actually no curses in the world,

right?

There're curses in the world.

Don't spout nonsense.

We'll wake up eventually
even when we have a nightmare.

As long as we're willing to change bit by bit,

everything will become better and better.

As long as you say no,

curses naturally won't exist.

The investor is here to review the training?

I'm here to visit you.

Oh, thank you.

This is for you.

A performance costume?

You pass it to my colleague will do.

Are you still angry at me because of the incident
relating to the solid perfume on that day?

I don't understand what you mean.

Hurry up and leave
once you've put the costume here.

You should see if it fits

at least.

There's no need to do so.

I think you intentionally want to talk to me.

Don't you know my figure well?

I'm very familiar with your figure.

But I don't know your temper well.

I don't have a temper, and on what grounds
can I have a temper?

You have a temper.

You've said before that I'm not allowed
to simply contact you.

You start to get angry if I don't contact you.

Whenever I go overseas
and there's fragrance on my body,

you'll suspect that I have nightlife
and get angry again.

But in fact, I was making arrangements
for the custom order of this costume.

So I rarely appeared.

That made you get even angrier.

You're thinking too much.

When you first came just now, I was taken aback.

I could barely recognize you.

We're unfamiliar with each other.

My temper has nothing to do with you.

Everything related to you has got to do with me,

from the thread of this costume

to your pleasure, anger, sorrow and joy.

There's no performance now,

and you're not an actress either.

So you can tell me

your real thoughts,

including when you'll misunderstand me until.

Yes.

There's no performance now,

and you're not an actor either.

So you don't have to pretend to care about my mood.

If you had really understood,
why would you come only now?

Don't play hard to get.

I won't fall for it.

A woman is really unreasonable
when she gets angry.

In order to understand you,

I've been reading lots of books and watching
numerous movies related to women lately.

From now onwards,

I'll contact you

even if you don't allow me to.

I'll appear

even if you don't allow me to.

I'll understand

that you're saying something
contrary to your intention.

I don't really want to see you at times.

Don't flatter yourself.

I have lots to talk to you.

I'll only do so after your performance has ended.

After all, this is why I exist.

Don't always trick me with your dream.

Enough said.

You exist not only because of this.

Then what else?

Jiang Hui Zhen!

You have a visitor.

I have something important to talk to you.

I'll talk to my boss first.

You wait for me for a while. I'll come down shortly.

Let's go to the theater to watch the performance
of Jiang Hui Zhen later on.

Okay.

You're vastly different

today.

In a good or bad way?

A good one.

I'll become better and better.

I want to tell Dragon the truth about the diary.

What are you talking about?

I'll tell her

that Chen Mei Ru wrote a diary.

I must find her.

Duan Shui Liu,

are you insane?

I'm very conscious now.

Have you thought about the impact
of having said that?

Have you thought about the outcome?

Isn't this the price we should pay?

Don't tell me you want to keep this
from Ouyang Wen Shan for good?

I... I don't know

if I can be with Ouyang Wen Shan together forever.

But I know

that not all truths revealed
can result in a good outcome.

But our minds can be at ease.

They're human beings as well.

They should also make their own choices.

Duan Shui Liu.

Chen Mei Ru has just managed
to have some good days.

If you dare to harm her,

you'll be so dead.

That's the matter between her and I.

I'll go and look for her now.

Thinking of the friendship between the two of us,

I came to inform you of this first.

The diary will no longer be a secret.

Duan Shui Liu.

What do you mean by acting like that just now?

I'll show the diary to Dragon.

I want to tell her

that I surely won't let her lose her love
and be alone for the rest of her life.

You want to show the diary to Dragon Lady?

Didn't you tell me firmly
that the diary had been burned?

You deceived me.

Is it strange for a scumbag like me

to deceive people?

Duan Shui Liu!

Tell me clearly about everything!

Duan Shui Liu!

What happened?

You're so anxious.

Mei Ru,

your incident made me lose my vitality
for the past two days.

I'm sorry for causing you to suffer losses.

But after thinking,

you've contributed a lot to the company after all.

So

for this incident,

I'll deduct half a month of your salary,

and you'll need to apologize
at the regular meeting.

These will do.

Boss,

if it comes to apologizing,

I think

you should apologize to me
for what you said on that day.

What do you mean?

You insulted me publicly.

That was wrong.

Are you here to accuse me
of committing wrongdoing?

I'm here to tender my resignation.

Alas.

When the astronomical phenomenon is bad,

I won't be feeling well. I usually

won't make any decisions related to the company.

I know that you're superstitious,

but I'm not.

Enough said. Time's up for my meditation.

Let's talk about it later.

[Victoria's Security Science
and Technology Company]

I want to look for Chen Mei Ru.

Boss.

Boss.

Boss.

Boss.

Boss.

Boss.

Boss.

Boss.

Chen Mei Ru, come out!

Chen Mei Ru!

Chen Mei Ru!

Why are you here?

Duan Shui Liu brought you here?

I don't care what's with you. Let's go first.

I always feel that things are weird today.

You still dare to mention Duan Shui Liu?

I'll kill you today.

You can't deploy this technique here.

Where has Duan Shui Liu been?

Where has he been exactly?

I once thought that I didn't need to kill you.

But you've made everyone dislike,

deceive and abandon me.

Chen Mei Ru.

You should die!

(The Ninth Heaven Dragon Lady's ability)

(to call the wind and summon the rain
has caused me to suffer a lot.)

(But my miserable state will only make Prince
love me more.)

Miss.

Miss.

It's in broad daylight.

Jiang Hui Zhen, be well-prepared
for your performance.

The performance will be all right.
But I'm just restless.

What?

Why did Ninth Heaven Dragon Lady go to see you?

You...

Who are you looking for?

Where is Chen Mei Ru?

Why is there another person
looking for Chen Mei Ru?

Be careful!

Duan Shui Liu also said just now that he wanted
to look for you. I felt that something was fishy.

What did you say?

Duan Shui Liu is looking for me, too?

I happen to want to look for you.

Go away.

-I want to tell you a thing.
-Don't block me here.

I'm not going to deceive Dragon anymore.

Dragon Lady attacked me just now.

What did you say?

I've never seen the eye expression
displayed by her just now.

She seemed to really want to kill me.

I'm going to look for Murong.

What?

Hey, Dragon.

Scram!

You just need to perform well.

I'll handle the rest.

I've never felt so restless.

Don't tell me you want to keep this
from Ouyang Wen Shan for good?

You're nervous before performing?

It might be so.

There'll be lots of people today

who specially come to watch your performance.

Everyone is looking forward
to your most fantastic performance.

Don't be nervous. Be relaxed.

Mei Ru...

She has Prince with her.

If you're worried about her, I can bring her here.

Don't go.

Stay here.

No worries.

I'm here.

No worries, Mei Ru will be all right.

I don't know what happened to you.

Let's first calm down and have a proper talk.

Dragon.

Dragon, what happened to you?

Listen to me.

I've had enough of it.

Since you want to protect her,

-then do your utmost till the end.
-I'm protecting her?

I... I've been looking for you everywhere
since yesterday night.

I shouldn't have yelled at you.

I'm to blame for everything.

Mei Ru!

Both you and Murong are into her.

Dragon.

Two of you are into her only.

You said...

What did you say?

Only I'm alone.

Why are you deceiving me?

Why?

You've misunderstood.

Chen Mei Ru and I...

Forget it. I came here to tell you...

I won't believe in any single word you say anymore.

If I was into Chen Mei Ru,

I'd be willing to die in front of you.

You should die.

[Victoria's Security Science
and Technology Company]

I'm going up to the stage.

(People only see the glamor of the heroine.)

(However, they're unable to feel her sorrow.)

(Why would they understand?)

(Crises are destined to be with me.)

(There're even unexpected tribulations.)

Dragon, you'll know once you've seen this.

It was written by Chen Mei Ru.

I'll never believe in you again.

I'll give you the best

for everything you want.

Mei Ru.

Duan Shui Liu.

Duan Shui Liu.

(Life is so unfair.)

(Although Ninth Heaven Dragon Lady
is peerlessly beautiful,)

(she's destined to lose her love
and be alone for the rest of her life.)

Ninth Heaven Dragon Lady

is going to lose her love
and be alone for the rest of her life?

Since Dragon is here,

I need to change her fate for her.

[Ninth Heaven Dragon Lady]

Duan Shui Liu.

[Ouyang Wen Shan]

[Murong Jie Lun]

(What is the price)

(that Murong Jie Lun and I will be paying
for this relationship?)

(I don't know. No one knows.)

(To be in a great relationship,
I mustn't be afraid of sacrifice.)

(I'm willing to be against the world)

(for Murong Jie Lun.)

(Murong Jie Lun, forgive me for forgetting
to tell you in the end)

(that I like the scene of you staring at me
in the crowd very much.)

(A great love does need the annotation of death.)

Dr. Zhang, hurry up and come to take a look.

The QRS complex has disappeared.

It's 400 beats per minute for ventricular
fibrillation. There's cardiac arrest.

Increase the adrenaline shot.

Okay.

Prepare for tracheotomy.

Get the automated external defibrillator.

Perform brain resuscitation immediately.

Two hundred joules.

What happened?

The storm is so strong that the power is out.

The patient's vital signs have dropped
significantly. Save him at once.

It's just a power supply disruption.

-You all go back to your own rooms.
-Nurse!

Nurse.

It's just a transient power supply disruption.

You go back to your own room first, okay?

Okay.

Murong!

Murong!

Murong Jie Lun!

[Mei Ru, I'm marrying you.]

[We'll be in a monogamous relationship]

[and I'll never leave you.]

♪The cold first quarter moon
illuminates that page of the diary♪

♪Looking forward to a bright story♪

♪I'm always thinking of you,
and it's what fills my heart♪

♪Imagination runs wild,
and the fantasy moment appears at the best time♪

♪You've come to me♪

♪The moment the dream comes true
seems to be an illusion♪

♪It connects the two worlds,
and my mind is sleepless♪

♪The starlight is greeting,
and my tomorrow is for you♪

♪We didn't stand back at each uneasy junction♪

♪The most eternal reason at the end of time♪

♪Is the love that can save our future♪

♪I can feel the same way
when I dedicate myself to you♪

♪I'm eagerly waiting in the same universe♪

♪The miracle is around♪

♪I can feel the same way more
when I dedicate myself to you♪

♪The encounter makes us
appreciate each other's tenderness♪

♪We have each other at this moment,
don't let go of our hands♪

♪Imagination runs wild,
and the fantasy moment appears at the best time♪

♪You've come to me♪

♪The moment the dream comes true
seems to be an illusion♪

♪It connects the two worlds,
and my mind is sleepless♪

♪The starlight is greeting,
and my tomorrow is for you♪

♪We didn't stand back at each uneasy junction♪

♪The most eternal reason at the end of time♪

♪Is the love that can save our future♪

♪I can feel the same way
when I dedicate myself to you♪

♪I'm eagerly waiting in the same universe♪

♪The miracle is around♪

♪I can feel the same way more
when I dedicate myself to you♪

♪The encounter makes us
appreciate each other's tenderness♪

♪We have each other at this moment,
don't let go of our hands♪

♪The starlight is greeting,
and my tomorrow is for you♪

♪We didn't stand back at each uneasy junction♪

♪The most eternal reason at the end of time♪

♪Is the love that can save our future♪

♪I can feel the same way
when I dedicate myself to you♪

♪I'm eagerly waiting in the same universe♪

♪The miracle is around♪

♪I can feel the same way more
when I dedicate myself to you♪

♪The encounter makes us
appreciate each other's tenderness♪

♪We have each other at this moment,
don't let go of our hands♪