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hi my name is Isabel if you don't
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already know I am 21 years old and I am
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me so I'm taking you guys on a little
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story about my life and the things that
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I've done it used to be kind of crazy in
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high school I went to parties a lot I
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drank and I just had that kind of phase
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of my life very early on and then I went
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to Australia for my first year of
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college and there I ended up actually
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living at an ashram at the age of 17 it
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really changed the way I perceived the
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world and the way I perceived myself
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because prior to that I hadn't really
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become consciously aware of the impact I
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could possibly have on this world and
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all of a sudden I was around people in
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their 20s 30s 60 70s really consciously
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trying to have an impact on this earth
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and it made me stop and think what am i
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doing in this life so I ended up living
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in New Zealand in this yoga ashram and I
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spend my days chopping wood weeding
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scrubbing floors mostly scrubbing
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toilets but one thing that really stuck
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out about this experience was I was
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sitting there with a couple other guys
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and they were from Northern Europe
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somewhere both of them had graduated
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college and we were all talking and this
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Swami walks by who was just this amazing
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lady she was probably in her 70s or 80s
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even she spends like 90% of her time in
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India in one of their ashrams but she
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was like visiting for a little bit to do
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some work or something like that and one
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of the guys asked what's the purpose of
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life to this this lady she replied back
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so simply and this response just like
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hit me straight into
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Sol and she said the purpose of life is
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to love and I know that sounds really
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cliche but all of a sudden I realized
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that the greatest impact we can have on
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this world is to love one another and
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everything on it and ever since that
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time I think that I've had two different
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lives one is this life that's kind of
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defined by society so when I got back to
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the States it was expected of me to go
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to school and then get a job and working
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9:00 to 5:00 and live in a city I tried
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to force myself to do that but the more
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I forced myself the more I realized that
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that is an opinion of somebody else
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somebody else's opinion of what I should
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be doing in my life and it's not exactly
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connected to what my soul wants to be
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doing in this life and all of this
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probably sounds really stupid but I
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think about this a lot because the past
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years I've been so disconnected to the
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people around me and the things that
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I've been doing and spending and putting
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my energy into and I feel probably this
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is because I'm letting society's
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opinions of what I should be doing
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dictate what I am doing and the moment I
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let that go and let myself be free I
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realized that I could have an impact on
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this world I just need to listen to
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myself I need to listen to the love that
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I have I think a lot of us lose sight of
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our purpose when we get so bogged down
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in technology in society and all that
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nonsense but here I am I'm 21 I don't
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know very many things and I'm still
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learning every day but one thing I do
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know I want to spread this intention of
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non-violence and living in a non-violent
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way with each other with animals with
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the earth and with that kind of an
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living as simply and as lovingly as
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possible and this is something I feel
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very connected to I find myself in the
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city around all this consumerism and it
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really brings my energy levels down
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because instead of consuming I wonder
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what it would be like if we were all
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just creating creating the things that
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come from deep within us for no reason
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other than to just feel fulfillment and
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I wonder what that kind of world would
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look like and I wonder what it would
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look like if we were all doing the
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things that we came to this earth to do
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I find myself so often just distracting
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myself with technology with anything
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just to distract myself from the reality
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that I'm not doing and living in the way
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that I would like to be living and not
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doing the things that I know are true to
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myself and not living in that way and
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it's such a struggle to me because I
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have this one life where I do need to be
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a responsible adult and make money and
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do these things except I know deep down
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this is not what I was brought here to
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do and not where I feel connected and
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I'm not finding fulfillment in my life
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at the moment and so I'm struggling a
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lot and struggling to try to figure out
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how to find a balance between those two
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things and how to fit into society
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without completely forgetting about who
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I truly am and I think when I was living
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in that ashram I knew exactly who I was
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and ever since that moment I've just
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been distracting myself from that person
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and I don't want to distract myself
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anymore so this is the beginning this is
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Story number one and today I'm just
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going to simply make some dinner for you
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guys and show you a little bit about the
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things that I love to do and the message
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that I want to share with this world ok
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guys so my favorite thing in the world
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is to block into my garden with bare
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feet on and just like stretch my toes
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into the earth it feels so good I want
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all of you guys to go outside right now
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and do this because wow I just love this
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feeling especially after working like a
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long time taking off my shoes and socks
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and just going into the dirt thanks
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everyone for watching this video and I
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hope you're all having a beautiful night
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and yeah feel free to reach out to me I
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respond to every single message I get or
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I link my Instagram below if you want to
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direct message me yeah anyways see you
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guys later and I hope you tune in for
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