Original subtitles

♪ The summer cicadas and the winter snow merely follow each other cyclically in a flash. ♪

♪ Practice enlightenment and pay no attention to the fated calamities of life. ♪

♪ The moonlight seems to practice looking from afar and recording the numerous times the vast sea finished into the mulberry tree field. ♪

♪ It does not speak of the unspeakable fate of tomorrow. ♪

♪ If I want to leave a good reputation throughout all ages, then I have to fall out with the one I love. ♪

♪ Who would care that you missed the opportunity for happiness? ♪

♪ If I am ridicule throughout all ages because my love has become obsessive and confused. ♪

♪ Yet, I do not regret believing in you. ♪

♪ If I want to leave a good reputation throughout all ages, then I have to fall out with the one I love. ♪

♪ Who would care that you missed the opportunity for happiness? ♪

♪ If I am ridicule throughout all ages because my love has become obsessive and confused. ♪

♪ Yet, I do not regret believing in you. ♪

♪ Yet, I do not regret believing in you. ♪ The Journey of Flower - (Hua Qian Gu)

Episode 50

I will definitely be able to control the Great Desolate energy force within me.

I will definitely be able to do it.

I will prove to everyone that this energy force is nothing to fear.

That it is not evil and not something one can't control.

Raising you, rearing you, painstakingly guiding you...

In order to save you, my body became toxic.

To bear your guilt, I endured great sorrow.

In order to shield you,

I became a sinner to the Immortal Sect and the world.

Till today, I cannot but endure it.

Hua Qian Gu, what else can you blame?

All along you've been a burden to him. To atone for you,

he never shirked the responsibility.

And you?

Your pain is deserved.

You asked for it.

Why did it come to this?

Waiting for others to sacrifice for you, again and again.

This Test of Life Stone is...

It's Shi Yi's.

This is Zhu Ran's.

Senior Brother,

I believe there are other solutions.

Say no more. I've decided.

Junior Brother, come.

Sit here.

Keep me company.

Teacher is gone. Dong Hua is gone too.

Zi Hua's gone too.

Only us two are left now.

It's become quieter and quieter.

Seeing everyone by your side leaving, dying...

Immortal Sect's decline, Immortal Realm destitute...

This whole time, I can't help but ask myself

All these people and all these situations...

Junior Brother, did I make a mistake?

No. You've no wrong.

You and Sect Leader Junior Brother have done no wrong. It's just that...

He was too arrogant. And you, too stubborn.

Besides, you know best in your heart how she feels about you.

No matter how you hide it,

this is an unavoidable truth.

I don't believe

that you don't love her at all.

I'm just reminding you.

Stop lying to yourself.

Teacher.

Don't be afraid.

Water of cut sentimental emotions?

Why?

So...

you've always loved me?

You love me!

You love me!

But why?

Why is it that you fell in love with me,

but you could still be so heartless?

Falling in love with me.

Do you think that it's so terrible?

What's one scar?

So what if I love you?

So what if I don't love you?

We can never be together.

We can never be together!

Bai Zi Hua! You would rather die,

then admit that you love me?

Senior Brother!

Honorable Superior has come back!

Zi Hua.

Zi Hua!

Your hand..?

Correct. It is water of cut sentimental emotions.

I've always been lying to myself.

Zi Hua!

-You-!-Senior Brother!

Don't just stand there! Go get medicine!

Let's go!

Hua Qian Gu!

I will never let you go!

Senior Brother. It has nothing to do with Little Bone.

It is all my fault.

I came back this time to persuade you

not to go after the Seven Murder Faction anyone.

Stop saying that to me!

This time I definitely won't stop!

Senior Brother. The people of the Seven Murder Faction have already become good.

It's not impossible to stop the battle between Chang Liu and the Seven Murder Faction.

Put it down. Don't cause people to die anymore.

Okay! I promise you.

But you must promise me too! From now on,

don't go see Hua Qian Gu ever again!

Brother Meng!

-Qing Shui!-Brother Meng, where are you?

-Qing Shui!-Come out, Brother Meng!

Brother Meng!

Why have you come?

In this world, you are my only friend.

I came to see you.

At this time, you would still want to come see me?

I think that I

have no more regrets in this world.

Brother Lang.

You look much older.

I soon can't recognize you.

All humans will grow old. I really miss

the days when we were together at Chang Liu.

It's just a shame that no one can go back.

Yes. We cannot go back.

Qian Gu. In my life,

I was never able to protect you.

But I know, that Hua Qian Gu wasn't wrong.

Everyone says that I was wrong. They ask me to turn back.

They are afraid of me, hate me.

They just want me to die.

But I trust you!

I believe that your choice is right.

If one day,

you have nowhere to go, the entrance to the palace,

is always open for you.

In this place, no one will harm you.

Brother Lang, thank you.

Who are you? Have you seen my Brother Meng?

I'm hungry! I want to eat dinner! I want to eat

Okay okay, let's go eat.

Do you really intend to never seen Qian Gu again?

You've said that you'd never give up on her no matter what.

What right do I have left to see her?

She still hates me.

I'm just afraid that in her entire life,

she'll never want to see me again.

Love and hate are for obsessions.

But why do you keep forcing yourself to not love her?

You could even remove the scar of the water of cut sentimental emotions.

Is that not an obsession?

No wonder Qian Gu hates you. To you,

is this love really so unwilling?

I've never felt like this love was unwilling.

It's just that this love is wrong.

But I am her teacher! I don't have a choice!

I forced her time and again to give up.

But I never thought that I myself

Senior Brother. Since you can accept her love,

you can accept everything about her, why can't you make your heart feel better?

Why must you keep locking yourself up in this Hall of Emotionless?

While it isn't too late and everything can still go back,

take Qian Gu and leave! You can go anywhere in this big world!

No. I want her to stay far away from me.

I want her to stay far from the harm I am to her.

To have to give up on love, give up on hate.

This is the only thing I can do for her.

Then, what plans do you have from here on out?

I'm tired. I intend to go on retreat.

I hope that one day,

I can successsfully

find out what is propriety,

and what is love.

Honorable Teacher.

All the disciples are gathered outside. We can set off at any time.

Okay!

Senior Brother! Didn't you agree to Sect Leader Senior Brother to not go attack the Seven Murder Faction?

How could you go back on your word and suddenly go attack while he is on retreat?

Every day that Hua Qian Gu doesn't die,

Zi Hua can never make it past his fated calamity!

You've seen the injury on Zi Hua's arm.

He's lost all reasoning!

Only by killing Hua Qian Gu will everything stop and return to what it was before!

The one who lost reasoning has always been you!

Enough!

You don't need to say it anymore. If you are willing, then go with me.

If you are not, then stay here to guard Chang Liu!

This time, no matter what, I won't let you go!

Senior Brother, you-!

Don't block me anymore.

Take care of Zi Hua for me.

Come! Take Honorable Ru to the Immortal Prison!

Without my order, no one can set him free!

Senior Brother!

Hurry up! Hurry!

This...!

Why isn't Honorable Superior coming?

How would I know?

Honorable Superior!

Honorabe Superior, you've finally come!

The bell tolled twelve times. Did the Seven Murder Faction come to attack?

No no no!

Honorable Superior, please punish us! We tolled the bell ourselves!

But we had no choice! Honorable Teacher brought people to go attack the Seven Murder Faction!

To ask him to stop, Teacher got thrown into prison!

Honorable Superior, what should we do?

Come with me to go save your Teacher.

Okay! Let's go!

Hua Qian Gu! Have you come alone to die?

Where are your followers from the Seven Murder Faction? Is it that they know they are bound to die,

so they ran away?

I alone am enough to go against you all.

As long as you hand over Bai Zi Hua,

I will let all of you live.

Hua Qian Gu! Go die!

Senior God, please give me some time

to let me finish the grudge I have with Mo Yan.

I will not stop until one lives and one dies!

Okay.

Traitor! You still won't turn back?

Turn back? I planned so meticulously for so many years.

Before my revenge is gotten, you want me to turn back?

How funny!

That year, when you killed my mother, did you know to turn back?

Cut the crap! Today,

let us finish things!

I've lost. Kill me!

After I kill Hua Qian Gu, I will deal with you according to Chang Liu's rules.

Based on all of you, you want to get the Great Desolate Energy Force?

What a joke!

Today, even if all of us die together,

I will make Hua Qian Gu die with no place for burial!

Senior Brother, how many things do you intend to keep from me?

Stop provoking wars and causing deaths.

Zi Hua! Hua Qian Gu cannot be spared!

Bai Zi Hua.

Have you specially come here to stop it because you cannot bear to let me die?

How about we find a place hidden away in this world?

I won't be a demon god, and you won't be Chang Liu's sect leader.

Let us never interfere with the world again.

How about it?

We have to think about the big picture now. Stop being selfish.

The one being selfish is you!

Do you not want me?

Go back.

I want you to tell everyone right now,

how you got the injury from the cut sentimental emotions water.

Why did you have to go back no matter what? Who is the one you love?

Say it! If you say it, I'll let everyone go!

Is it really that important whether I admit it or not?

Why must you be so obsessed with this?

Superior Immortal Zi Xun has already died because she gave all her power to Junior Brother.

Why must you keep forcing him? Zi Hua has already decided to focus completely on cultivation!

Stop being so persistent!

Bai Zi Hua, I'll give you one last chance.

If you don't want to watch the blood run like a a river,

fight a battle to the death with me.

If I lose, you can do whatever you want with me.

If you lose, I won't only kill you,

I will also kill everyone here!

How ridiculous! How could Zi Hua be your match?

Of course he isn't my match.

I'm just giving him a chance to challenge me.

Are you going to fight, or not?

I'll fight.

Why did you choose this place?

We'll finish wherever we began.

I'll look upon the fact that you were once my teacher,

and let you make the first move.

Sympathize Life Sword?

Kill me. Then the Great Desolate Energy Force will never exist again.

Don't force me.

I didn't force you.

Didn't you do a really good job?

If you could do it in the past, you can do it now too!

Superior Immortal of Chang Liu.

For the immortals and mortals, for the peace of all the sects,

what are you not willing to do?

Kill me!

One sword thrust will return things to as they were.

Little Bone, I won't kill you.

Bai Zi Hua, don't you care most about those people's safety?

Then I will destroy them for you to see!

Little Bone!

Bai Zi Hua! Even if I die, I want you and the whole world to die with me!

I want you to watch those people of the world who you love to all die by my hand!

Little Bone!

If you want to kill, then kill me! Don't give up on your last chance!

Turn back!

I have no teacher.

I have no friends!

I have no lover!

I have no children!

Originally, I thought I had the whole world.

Only later did I realize that it was all fake!

The ones who loved me died for me.

The one I loved wants me to die!

The one I trusted betrayed me.

The one I depended on threw me away!

I don't want anything, nor do I ask for anything!

I just want to live simply!

But... but the Heavens forced me.

You forced me!

Do you think I can still return at this point?

Little Bone, don't!

Bai Zi Hua.

You keep the entire world in your thoughts.

But you've never kept me in your thoughts.

-Zi Hua!-Honorable Superior!

Honorable Superior!

Actually... you've never trusted me.

You only trust your own eyes!

You purposely made a trick.

To let me personally kill you!

I've said that you would regret it.

Okay. Since it's like this,

I will leave with you.

-Honorable Superior!-Zi Hua!

Bai Zi Hua.

Are you still not willing to love me?

Since it's like this,

what right do you have to die with me?

Bai Zi Hua.

I curse you as a god.

In this life and world,

in any life that is to follow!

You won't grow old, or die.

You'll never be destroyed!

Bai Zi Hua.

In this life,

I've never regretted anything before.

But...

if I could start over again,

I will not fall in love with you again!

How could you be so cruel?

After you made me kill you,

What are you leaving me alone for?

Whatever you want, it'll be done as long as you say so!

No matter if it's right or wrong,

I'll give them all to you! I'll give you love, I'll give you me!

What does Chang Liu's destruction or continuance have to do with me?

The life and death of all those people, what do they have to do with me?

I'll take you away. We can go anywhere.

It can be however you want. Just,

don't leave me. Don't leave me!

Bai Zi Hua. I know you have no way to accept this ending.

But you must know that all of this is your own choice!

Actually, you knew all along that this was all fake.

You were just not willing to gamble, not willing to believe her.

You didn't dare to let the world face danger.

So, that's why you would choose to die with her!

Women are quite funny.

She would rather bet her everything to prove that you love her.

The most pitiful is Qian Gu. She clearly knew the end result,

yet she still let you hurt her once more.

It was just to see how important she is in your heart.

Actually,

When have you ever been merciful to her?

Your heart hurts, you feel guilty. In so many years,

You keep persisting in what you think is right!

You've never thought about what is best for her! Now, you will use forever to see,

to protect her. Is this the

world that you used the life of the one you love to exchange for?

Little Bone, I regret it!

I was wrong!

What the future will be like isn't within one person's power.

It is in the choices he makes.

To be able to protect those I care about,

the Zu Mountain Sect was restored.

The Seven Murder Faction also became good.

Everything has become right again.

I think

my choice was the right one.

How's her recovery?

It's much better now. Her periods of consciousness have been growing.

That's good. Honestly, Senior Brother,

you can return with me to Chang Liu.

Firstly, it's more convenient to treat Little Bone.

- Secondly, it's your home. -Once, for the sake of Chang Liu.

I wanted to kill her.

Every person has a burden to bear,

but there's no need to keep brooding because of it.

However, seeing that you've returned to your former self,

I'm truly relieved.

You don't know it, but during that time, your deranged manner

disregarding of everyone, was really scary.

Now, I'm afraid I'm just a strained bowstring

that could snap at any moment.

Now, I only wish that I can hold Little Bone at all times.

And never let her endure any pain. If anything happens to her...

It's alright. Everything has passed.

How is Chang Liu? Senior Brother is gone. Can you manage alone?

Don't worry about me. Moreover,

you need not suffer in guilt over Senior Brother.

Senior Brother sacrificed his life to save Hua Qian Gu.

This was something no one expected.

Of course, his doing so wasn't just for you alone.

He was probably aware that everything he did

was wrong.

All along he wanted some way to make up for it

How is Zhu Ran?

The Monastic Discipline Pavillion sentenced him to thirty years of meditation.

He accepted it readily. Now,

he's always at Chang Liu's Stone Pagoda quietly passing his days.

And you? From here on out,

what do you plan to do?

I'll wait till after her injury has healed

to take her out for a stroll.

In the past, I lived for Immortal Sect.

Now, I wish to live only for her.

Do you still plan to associate as teacher and disciple?

Since Qian Gu doesn't remember anything, you might as well...

I don't know. At the moment,

our current status is the most suitable for now.

As long as she still loves me, no matter what she wants me to be,

I'm willing to be it for her.

Senior Brother, you've changed.

At this moment, changed or not,

all of it doesn't matter anymore.

My heart was tied to Chang Liu, the world,

and to all life.

But I never once did anything for her.

I didn't forsake Chang Liu. I didn't forsake the world.

I also didn't forsake all living creatures.

But in the end,

I forsook her and myself as well.

Have you ever thought

that some day Qian Gu will regain her memory?

At that time, what will you do?

I'll take each day as it comes.

I now only hope that every day Little Bone can act she once did.

Preparing a meal for me.

My heart would be satisfied.

Little Thing, where are you?

You've run to Bai Zi Hua again, haven't you?

Don't force yourself. Wait for me.

I will definitely come back to be with you.

♪ With your hands, you untie my lock. We fell into a whirlpool of tenderness. ♪

♪ Through numerous turmoil and wasted time on all the wrong steps, our affections have not changed. ♪

♪ Bound for life, one idea leads to a disaster. But still we insisted on making the same mistake again and again. ♪

♪ In one instant, the vow to stay together for life is shattered to dust. ♪

♪ Falling in love with you, is falling in love with a mistake. ♪

Teacher, this place is so beautiful. Where are we?♪ Losing you is like losing my soul. ♪

Do you like it?

I like it!♪ It's funny how fate teases us. ♪

Does this place have a name?♪ Whether is it this life or the next, there is nowhere to escape. ♪

Give it a name.

♪ It is not that it cannot be spoken of. ♪

How about we call it Bone Painting Peaks?♪ It is that I don't dare to say it. ♪

Okay♪ One step, one smile. One step, one grieve. One step, one calamity. Changed into a moth that flies into the flame. ♪

♪ Because I fell in love with you, I have ceased to exist. ♪

♪ Let everything be disperse with the wind. ♪

♪ It is not that it cannot be spoken of. ♪

Teacher, why are there so many cracks on this bell?♪ It is that I cannot say it. ♪

A fool dropped and broke it.♪ Holding onto the promise. Don't blame me for my weakness. ♪

I'll slowly tell you in the future.

♪ The situation does not allow you and me. Give me up so that you can live. ♪

♪ Because I fell in love with you, ♪♪ did I become me. ♪♪ Sink down together with you. ♪

♪ With your hands, you untie my lock. We fell into a whirlpool of tenderness. ♪

♪ Through numerous turmoil and wasted time on all the wrong steps, our affections have not changed. ♪

♪ Bound for life, one idea leads to a disaster. But still we insisted on making the same mistake again and again. ♪

♪ In one instant, the vow to stay together for life is shattered to dust. ♪

♪ Falling in love with you, is falling in love with a mistake. ♪

♪ Losing you is like losing my soul. ♪

♪ It's funny how fate teases us. Whether is it this life or the next, there is nowhere to escape. ♪

♪ It is not that it cannot be spoken of. ♪

♪ It is that I don't dare to say it. ♪

♪ One step, one smile. One step, one grieve. One step, one calamity. Changed into a moth that flies into the flame. ♪

♪ Because I fell in love with you, ♪♪ did I become me. ♪

♪ Sink down together with you. ♪

♪ Falling in love with you, is falling in love with a mistake. ♪

♪ Losing you is like losing my soul. ♪

♪ It's funny how fate teases us. Whether is it this life or the next, there is nowhere to escape. ♪

♪ It is not that it cannot be spoken of. ♪

♪ It is that I cannot say it. ♪

♪ Holding onto the promise. Don't blame me for my weakness. The situation does not allow you and me. Give me up so that you can live. ♪

♪ Because I fell in love with you, ♪♪ did I become me. ♪

♪ Sink down together with you. ♪