Original subtitles

♫ I thought that your purposes were simple ♫

♫ I thought that we'll eventually lose each other ♫

♫ I thought that friends like these would only plan for themselves ♫

♫ But every time I took a turn ♫

♫ And every time something unexpected happened ♫

♫ I realized that our friendship can no longer be replaced by others ♫

♫ It's like only you can understand my loneliness ♫

♫ And only I can feel your love and hate ♫

♫ Let's go through this craziness of the world together ♫

♫ Let's fight the absurdness of human heart together ♫

♫ Even though we had different dreams to start with ♫

♫ We are actually looking for the same heaven ♫

♫ As this road got harder, we are the only ones who are still staying with each other ♫

♫ We didn't lose each other ♫

Chinese Paladin 5: Clouds of the World- Episode 12 -

Timing and subtitles brought to you by The Clouds of the World Team @ Viki

How do you feel?

A lot better, thanks Junior Master.

It's almost 20 years now, and the blood jade is losing its powers.

I'm afraid that you'll face a crisis soon.

The blood jade allowed me to live for twenty years.

I should be satisfied.

Who is it?

It's me, Yunfan.

I'm not feeling so well. I want to rest

What's wrong? I'm coming in.

There are rules of propriety, so please don't rude!

A while ago you said you're not happy and now you're saying you're not feeling well.

I'm very worried about you. Can you open the door and let me see you?

I'm fine, so please leave.

Open the door and let me see you, then I can set my mind at ease.

Right now I need to rest.

If you don't go, I'm going to get mad.

Okay, I'm leaving.

After you get some rest, I'll come back later.

Does that brat know your situation?

If that's so, I need to remind you.

The blood jade's power is fading. If you still can't find a way to prolong your life,

you may soon die.

I know. I am not afraid of death.

You're prepared but what about him?

If you want what's good for him then don't give him false hope.

That way, you won't harm others or yourself when the time comes.

♫ Even winds calm, rain stops, and clouds scatter ♫

♫ So why do we insist on wanting everlasting love? ♫

Junior Master, I know what to do now.

♫ We've yet to see how the stars rise and fall ♫

♫ So how can we make any promises about the days ahead? ♫

Come! Come!

Stop running!

♫ The threads of fate are hidden behind time ♫

He's gone but here I am, pining over him everyday.

Thinking of him...feeling sad and crying over him...

♫ Even if I were to forget myself, my past, or the end ♫

♫ Even if I were to forget myself, my past, or the end ♫

♫ No matter how my memory wanders, it always comes back to your face ♫

Yurou!

♫ Fate has drowned out all misery and sorrow ♫

Yurou!

♫ Having loved you, my life is now complete ♫

Yurou!

Yu Rou!

Yurou! YUROU!-Yurou!

Here, I bought something good to eat.

How come you're not eating? This peach is especially sweet.

Believe me.

I haven't tasted this kind of peach for many years.

Today, I finally tasted it again.

What is so special about this peach?

Why do we have to wait 10 years for it?

Of course there's nothing special about it.

But the person I'm eating it with is.

Actually, I wasn't talking about its taste

but the emotions that come with it.

What do you mean?

The first time I ate peaches

was with Mom. We were sharing it, bite by bite.

I was very happy and I really like that feeling.

So each time I want to eat a peach

I insisted on sharing it, bite by bite, with my mother.

It feels as though someone who really cares about me is by my side.

Even if everyone leaves your side

the person who eats peaches with you will never leave you.

You haven't eaten any peaches after your mother passed away?

I have.

But I never got that feeling again.

Then...what about today?

I feel like I found another person to eat peaches with me so

I found the feeling that I had before.

I'm sorry.

I don't know why I told you all that.

That's alright.

You were just caught up in your emotions.

Miss Yurou, quick, eat it.

Relax, we won't be sharing one.

Sweet!

Mr. Xia, is Miss Lin awake?

Not yet.

I saw that her lips were dry so

I used honey water to moisten them.

With Mr. Xia's care, Miss Lin will definitely get better very soon.

Did you come to take Miss Lin's pulse?

I will get going then.

Miss Lin.

Miss Yurou.

You're looking much better now. There shouldn't be any more problems.

How long have I slept?

It has been 3 days.

3 days?

I feel like I was knocking on Heaven's door and

that there was someone holding me back, not wanting me to die.

That person is Miss Tang, right?

That person should be Mr. Xia.

He was always by your side while you were sick.

How many men in the world would use honey water to moisten someone's lips?

I didn't think that there would be a very warm heart under such a cold face.

Mr. Xia.

Miss Lin.

It looks like your body is better now.

I came to thank you, Mr. Xia.

I heard that you have been taking care of me these past few days.

You are the Huangfu family's guest. It's what I should do.

I still have things to take care of. I will leave first.

I have something to give you.

These are crude sketches. Please excuse them.

I am not very well educated. I don't know how to appreciate them.

I would rather not waste your efforts. Please take it back.

You're not even taking a look?

I've never bothered with things that do not belong to me.

I drew this for you.

Take a look at what I've drawn.

Please forgive my lack of understanding.

It must be because I drew them too poorly.

I do have something important to do. I will leave first.

When I was almost dead, weren't you the one who held tightly onto my hand?

I don't know.

That person is you!

I remember the feeling of holding his hands.

You're the one who was always encouraging me by my side,

and even dragged me back from death's door—

Miss Tang, did you see everything?

Perhaps Mr. Xia is in a bad mood.

Perhaps it's just wishful thinking on my part.

Congrats! Miss Lin, you can finally get out of bed!

I've troubled you guys these past few days.

It's not a problem. To be able to help others is a happy thing.

At least I can prove to others that I don't need their help, right?

I'll go back first.

Get some rest!

Where are you taking the medicine chest to?

To go see patients with you of course!

There's no need for that.

I'm just a little late and you're angry?

I was late just now because I went to get some peaches.

That's not what I mean. I have already asked Mr. Xia to come with me.

But—! But didn't we decide to go together? Why did you suddenly change your mind?

Mr. Xia knows is more familiar with this place.

I can ask him for help should any problems arise.

He shall go with me to see the patients from now on.

Take care of Miss Lin in his stead, okay?

No!

What I mean is, I'm not unwilling to take care of Miss Lin

but I rather go with you to visit the sick!

It seems like...Miss Lin is very troubled.

Is that so?

Miss Lin asked me, why do you treat her so differently

during and after her illness?

I don't understand either.

Even I can tell that you treat her differently.

Have you two known each other since a long time ago?

We're close friends who've never seen each other's faces before.

I was born with a special ability.

No matter what I come in contact with, I can sense its past.

I can even communicate with them.

It's because I have this special ability

that others feel that I'm a monster.

Even my parents abandoned me.

So I've always lived off scavenging old goods.

One day, I came across a sword hilt

and was going to sell it for money.

But I accidentally slipped and broke my leg.

I was immobilised and all alone in the boonies.

So I thought to myself—why not just die if I'm going to live every day in despair?

And so I crawled to the edge of a cliff and right at that moment,

I heard a voice call out to me.

I looked, and discovered that the sound had come from the sword hilt.

It was the sword spirit Xia Gulin?

Since then, he changed my life.

I didn't feel lonely anymore.

No matter what I had to go through, I knew

that he would be by my side.

Slowly, he became my everything.

Then why did you have to go so far away from humans?

I am a sword spirit. She's a human.

Now, do you understand?

Then you can choose to go to the ends of the earth

and go to a place with her where there isn't anyone else.

I'm not the only man in this world.

If I make her fully disappointed with me, then she'll give up on me and be able to start afresh.

Disappointment...so that she'll be able to start afresh?

If that's the case...then isn't Miss Lin very pitiful?

She came so far just to find you.

You should tell her your reasons.

Even if you die, you should tell her.

If I don't care about her, she'll forget me very soon.

Miss Yurou, I prepared food for you!

Were you roasting sweet potatoes here?

Yeah! I was waiting for you to return.

So I stayed here.

This place isn't Gale Fortress.

I know. So I did all the roasting sneakily. Come and try them!

Just now...did you burn yourself?

It's not a big deal.

It's good that you're okay. I'm not going to eat, I'm tired.

You're not going to eat?

How about you leave them for tomorrow?

Get some rest early too.

Actually...I wanted to tell you something.

Miss Lin, are you doing well today?

I have troubled you. I'm alright.

Miss Lin, I've already told Yurou about your situation.

Miss Lin, the most important thing for you now is to recuperate.

You haven't completely recovered from the poison yet, so you need to rest well and keep your spirits up.

I know.

That's right! I already persuaded her all afternoon!

But she still has unresolved issues.

I was thinking that she needs to see a living example.

That way she will have hope that things will get better.

I don't understand what you mean.

What I mean is that the living example is you and me.

Think about it. We first met at the Fortress.

You are a high-ranking lady of illustrious birth.

And me? I'm just a common mountain folk. We have a big difference in status.

I didn't even dare to hope that you'll like me back.

However, in the end, Fate has brought us together.

Who could have thought that was possible, right?

Of course, we had to go through a lot to be together.

Miss Lin, you don't know. It's almost like I just met Yurou yesterday!

We killed demons together! Yurou even held an open contest for her hand.

Not only did she invite me to participate, she also wanted me to win!

What kind of a rigged contest is this

when obviously she wants me to—-Stop it!

Okay okay, I won't talk about it anymore. I'm pretty thick-skinned.

Anyway, this are the workings of Fate.

Sometimes Fate puts people through all sorts of tests.

That's right! The more you go through, the stronger your relationship will be!

There's a phrase that's really great!

"Love outlasts stones." Ores undergo multiple trials to become steel, just like us.

Miss Lin, no matter what the future will be,

if you're unhealthy, then any talk of happiness becomes moot.

I have made you two worry. Don't worry,

if I start thinking nonsense in the future,

I will think of the "love between the fish and the bird" that you two have

and the many obstacles you had to endure to get here.

So our love's akin to one between a fish and a bird! *(a difficult love)

Let's not bother Miss Lin anymore.

Miss Yurou, what does a "love between the fish and the bird" mean?

I will definitely work hard to learn in the future. I don't want others to think I'm uneducated. With the Heavens as my—

Enough!

♫ Drifting alone among the crowd ♫

♫ Used to this loneliness ♫What's wrong?

Your attitude towards me is so erratic. What happened? Or did I do something wrong?

♫ Your sudden appearance was a beautiful accident ♫

I don't know how to be romantic, I don't know how to deal with—

I'm sorry!

♫ How can I promise you a future? ♫

Why are you apologizing?

-Because I made you misunderstand.-Misunderstand?

That's right. You and I

are like Long You and I, Xiao Man and I. We are just friends.

♫ Pretending to be cold in order to push you away ♫

So the way you treat me...is like how you treat Xiao Man and Long You?

It's good that we cleared things up. We'll be friends in the future too. I am really tired.

Get some rest early.

♫ To end it now is the right thing to do ♫

♫ My memories with you are precious ♫

♫ These memories will sustain me even as they hurt me ♫

♫ And thoroughly forget this wisp of cloud ♫

This liquor is so fragrant! Let me have a sip!

Do you understand what love is?

Let me have a sip and I'll tell you!

It's good to be a dog.

You don't understand what love is, and so you won't be hurt either.

I've heard of the phrase "like a dagger through my heart".

But I never knew what that felt like.

I finally understand today.

Humans are all like this—always bringing pain upon themselves.

You should be like us dogs! If you like it then take it!

If you can't beat the other person, then take the next one!

So what if I take it?

Even if you got it,

that's not love!

You—! Why are you being like this?

What do we dogs do things for? First, we do things to live.

And then? We do things to live happily.

We aren't like you humans. Sometimes for love,

you won't even want to live anymore!

This is why I always say that humans live so wretchedly!

Happiness...joy...

That's right!

I want to be happy! I want to be joyful!

Thank you!

I said so!

Sometimes humans don't even want to live anymore!

Honestly!

If you're not going to drink it, let me drink it!

What a waste!

You only had some scrapes.

I had to trouble you.

During this messy time, you drank yourself into a stupor.

You fell down from so high up too!

-It's because I-!-I hope I wasn't wrong about you.

At least I think that no matter when it is,

you know how to balance your priorities.

Yurou, I promise you. I won't be like this anymore.

I won't be by your side for your entire life.

You can just promise yourself.

To be able to know you is my honor!

It is also fate! I will drink first. Cheers!

Stop!

Let me ask you. Do you think that Miss Ling can't match you?

Mr. Jiang, let's go back.

Why should we go back?

Can going back solve the problem? You came from so far away to come here,

what was it for?

I think you know that very well.

We have a misunderstanding.

Misunderstanding? Is that so?

Everyone come over! Come over here!

Everyone come over and give us some justice!

-Come and give us some justice!-Mr. Jiang! What do you intend to do?

Miss Tang, it's fine.

What is the problem?

You're too much!

Since he says it's a misunderstanding, I'll ask everyone to give us some justice.

Let's see if it really is a misunderstanding!

This Hero Xia and Miss Ling

have always sent letters back and forth.

They also look after each other.

When Miss Ling smiles, he smiles with her!

When Miss Ling cries, he cries with her!

Also, both of them think

that the other person is more important than their own lives!

What do you think this is called? What is this called?

This is called being happy and sad together, right?

-Right, that's true!-But what happened?

After they went through so much,

when they were together,

he said to her,

I treated you well only as a friend!

You just overthought things and was dreaming!

Do you think this is a misunderstanding?

Does that make sense?

A man should take responsibility for his actions!

That's right! That's being too irresponsible!

Who says it isn't?

Mr. Jiang, have you said enough?

I wasn't asking you!

I wonder if you heard what I said just now?

If you have any thoughts, you can tell everyone.

Come back here! Running away won't solve the problem!

Da Hwang, come out!

Da Hwang, bring that sword spirit back here!

Enough!

Miss Ling, do you not want to clear things up?

Love was their private matter to start with!

But, he cut off all relations because of an misunderstanding.

-That's right.-That's too unfair.

It looks like I really overthought things.

Miss Ling! Miss Ling!

-Forget it, let's go.-Are you satisfied now?

Are you happy now?

It's because I'm not happy or satisfied,

I only said this after being forced to!

Then continue standing here and making a fuss!

-Where are you going?-Don't follow me!

Why did you call me out?

I'm sorry. It's my fault.

Yunfan is criticizing me. He used you and Miss Ling's matter to talk to me.

So you don't need to care too much about it.

You don't need to comfort me.

It's true that I forsook Miss Ling.

If there's no ending, then you shouldn't start.

It looks like we were all wrong.

I'm not a normal person. I'm only a sword spirit who borrowed the sword to live.

I have no right to love a human.

I also don't need to talk about futures. But Miss Yurou, you're different.

Why aren't you willing to accept that Jiang Yunfan?

I'm the same as you.

I have no future.

I also have no right to talk about love.

Is it because...he is Jiang Shili's son and can't be accepted by others?

The problem isn't with him.

It's me.

You?

Everyone has their hidden pains.

Sometimes,

I really don't know where to start talking about it.

What's wrong? Who scolded you?

It's not that.

I'm the one who offended someone and is currently hated.

Hated by others?

What did you do now?

Long You, when Miss Ling was poisoned and unconscious,

Xia Gu Ling stayed by her side every day!

He didn't eat or drink water, he barely even blinked!

Can you call that a misunderstanding?

There aren't that many coincidences and misunderstandings!

The most annoying thing for me now is to hear "misunderstanding"!.

Look at your angry expression right now.

It looks like you're not only yelling at Xia Gu Ling.

If it's not him, then who is it?

So irresponsible, he's not even like a man!

Acting so cold, who's he fooling?

I treated him like a real hero!

It was all fake!

but your heart feels terrible. It's hard to take, isn't it?

Speak. Don't lie in front of brothers.

Just be honest.

It's not like I'm not being honest. Yurou is the one not being honest!

Her one word of "misunderstanding"

destroyed all of the happy events between us.

She made us like normal friends now!

We went through so much! If she says we're regular friends,

who's going to believe her?

Yunfan. Think about it carefully.

Could it be that you did something wrong or said something wrong to anger her?

If I really did say or do something wrong,

she could just tell me!

Why would she have to suddenly say such hurtful words?

First is that Xia Gu Ling, then it's Yurou! Their moods changed so much overnight!

Have they been cursed or something?

I have only just met that Xia Gu Ling, but I trust his character.

As for Yurou...

there's no need to discuss about her.

The two of them wouldn't do that without a reason.

-They must have their painful reasons to do that.-Painful reason?

Because of a painful reason, they can say or do whatever they want?

And hope everyone can accept it?

I'm just making a guess.

As for accepting or not, it'll depend on if someone is willing to.

Long You, I'm just ranting to you. Can I not accept it?

I must clear things up!

Or else I won't give up!

Yurou said the same words before.

Men should act like a man and have a manly air.

Not only am I a man,

I am the young master of the best fortress in this world!

If I give up this easily,

Cai Wei and the others will look down on me and laugh at me!

Dad and my brothers will definitely support me!

I'm happy when I think about Dad!

I'm happy when I think about Cai Wei!

I'm happy when I think about the mountain fortress!

I'm happy when I think about my brothers!

Happy, happy! I'm so happy!

Happy, happy, I'm so happy!

Happy! Hap-!

Who is it?

It's me.

Yurou, are you okay? Hurry and sit.

What's wrong?

I'm okay.

How can you take it off at any time? Hurry and put it on.

Are you better now?

I'm a lot better.

If I can save a life,

what's a little suffering?

The twenty year deadline is approaching.

While the blood jade still has power,

why not let it be more beneficial?

That way this rare treasure won't go to waste.

Yurou! You have to wear this jade well, you can't just take it off!

This is what your teacher made just for you to prolong your life!

You can't waste his efforts!

If it was Teacher, she would do that too.

She won't blame me.

I can't deal with you.

Yurou!

Senior Uncle Lingyin, where is Yurou?

Go back. Yurou is tired, she has to rest.

Then I'll come again when she's rested.

You'd best stay farther away from Yurou. Don't come bother her again.

Why?

Don't ask why, just do it.

I think...I know the reason.

Yurou and I had a great relationship before.

But ever since you came, Yurou stopped caring about me.

I think this must have to do with you.

Say whatever you'd like. Just don't bother Yurou.

Why? Is it because I'm Jiang Shili's son?

Because I'm a evil monster that's different from you all?

That's right.

Senior Uncle Lingyin, no matter who my father is,

no matter what blood runs in my veins,

I know my name is Jiang Yunfan, the young master of Gale Fortress.

It's fine if others call me a little demon.

But...I know what I should do.

So I won't give up.

I'll have to trouble you to give these flowers to Yurou.

Why don't you understand? Yurou doesn't want to see you!

It's fine if she doesn't want to see me. It's not a problem if she doesn't accept these flowers.

But what I want to say is, I will come every day and bring flowers.

Until the moment she wants to see me.

Then, you are not giving up?

That's right. Please tell Yurou that I will come again. Goodbye.

Just what am I to you for you to treat me like this?

Even if you don't hate my appearance like this,

I can't live very long.

Yunfan. One day, you will understand.

I'm sorry.

The villager's poison has been neutralized.

After you go back, you must be careful.

If you meet a strange woman like her again who doesn't even talk sense,

you won't be as lucky as this time.

Thank you for saving me, hero!

If I smell that strange woman's scent again,

I will hide as far away as I can and won't make contact with humans again!

It's good that you learned your lesson.

Go along now.

Or else someone else is going to come looking for trouble at night again.

Then ask after Big Sister Yurou for me!

Bite you, bite you, bite you!

Since you've come, why not show yourself?

That's right, I forgot to remind you.

Bing Ling just left, you can still catch her.

If I really wanted to do something, why would I need to wait until now?

Why have I heard you say that if you come across a demon,

you will kill one when you see one, and kill a pair when you see a pair?

Killing demons and gaining peace for the humans are my responsibility.

Since it's like that...

I can see that she still has some kindness.

Killing her will dirty my Mt. Shu's goal of destroying evil demons.

It's jus ta shame that there are very few demons like Bing Ling.

In the future, if I meet any other demons,

I will definitely kill without thinking twice!

You're going to go fight demons so soon?

Perhaps I can help you.

You help me?

When you were chasing after Bing Ling, didn't you also notice that there was a demonic aura nearby?

Come with me.

I really didn't think

that you're so much younger than me, yet have already become one of the Seven Sages of Shu.

You're really not simple. I'm impressed.

That's right. I heard Miss Yurou say that you have a big sister called Ling Bo.

Please don't mention her again.

Why not?

I came here to chase after demons.

I don't want to talk about irrelevant matters.

It looks like only demons and demonic monsters can capture your attention.

But have you ever heard

perhaps one day, you will fall in love with a demon.

What did you say?

If both love each other, why must status and identity be so important?

You dare to keep talking?

I'm just joking. I'm just talking about perhaps, not definitely.

Why get so angry?

This sort of love isn't allowed by the heavens!

If you mention it again, I'll cut off your tongue!

Every time we see each other, we meet with swords.

It looks like there will be many days together yet.

What a mouth full of nonsense.

If you don't bring me to the place where the demonic aura is,

I'll leave.

It's just in front. Let's go.

What a fragrant scent.

What are you doing?

I don't dare to have any feelings for you.

Your scent was too seductive.

I momentarily forgot my manners, I hope you will forgive me.

I will definitely be very thankful.

How despicable!

Timing and Subtitles brought to you byClouds of the World Team@Viki

♫ I tried so hard to see through the darkness of night ♫

♫ But I can no longer understand the brightness of light ♫

♫ I no longer care about what's right and what's wrong ♫

♫ But I still want to know where the line is between those two ♫

♫ How should I choose to start so that I could end it well ♫

♫ How should I change my fate so that I won't leave any regret ♫

♫ Will the different roads we chose lead to the same destination? ♫

♫ Who are those people we found ourselves to be? ♫

♫ So much joy; so much sorrow ♫

♫ Whether we laugh or cry, we'll miss them all ♫

♫ How many are awake; how many are drunk ♫

♫ Does it matter whether or not our dreams are real ♫

♫ No matter how I choose to start, I must end it well ♫

♫ No matter how I change my fate, I have no reason for regret ♫

♫ It doesn't matter whether or not our roads will lead to the same destination ♫

♫ At least I've already let go of who I am ♫