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Wait mom, why are we driving south from 700 north of here?

It's just going to be faster, dear.

There are just too many cars on I-40 Eight.

I can't believe you are wearing this T-shirt. The group that we will now see.

Come on. This is our first album and it started on tour for the last two months.

I literally turned it into a crop top.

Don't drop too much.

Okay, I don't want some other girl to steal you from me.

No girl could ever sell me to you.

Separately, sorry ma'am, sorry mommy, I can't believe we have great tickets for this thing.

You have amazing connections.

Thank you so much for the best birthday present.

This will be the night, remember, for the rest of your life.

Wait, where, where are all the people in these scenes, but what is this, what is this place where mom is?

It's just a pit stop, honey.

Who she hears all signed release forms and thanks you.

I just had no choice.

Anyone here would like to give me some insight into what the hell is going on?

Don't be mad at mom.

You are just in an institution where you can recognize God's love.

No no.

How could you take me at this moment?

Yo, yo, yo, yo.

My work is in progress.

Great job, Jordan.

This film impressed me.

You're welcome.

Are you sure she'll be okay?

Go.

Go.

No.

Mother Sarah will come to inform you of what will happen before the end of your stay, someone will come with your dinner later.

Our venture has a 95 percent success rate.

Well, can I please call her in a few days and see how she's doing?

I am afraid that this is simply not possible. We have a strict policy of no contact during the first two weeks of the program, no contact with the outside world.

And the friends your daughter had before she came here could lead her to regress.

We will definitely call from time to time and report on the progress of work.

Well, thank you.

And I'll talk to you later.

Great job, Jordan.

This is the third girl this year.

You will be immensely rewarded.

Trust me.

Thanks.

I was thinking about going back to Los Angeles.

do some more recruiting tomorrow.

Not so fast.

I have a feeling that your little friend won't be easily split.

I'm going to keep you by my side for another week or two.

O.

Miss Walker, I'm sorry I was not able to pay attention to you earlier, I needed to meet some other young ladies.

Tell me how long have you been adjusting?

Maybe I could offer you some literature?

You can help me understand what the hell is going on.

Good.

Your mother dropped you off.

This is the number one conversion camp in the country.

Wholeness women.

I won't bore you with statistics, but your chances of becoming a devout woman of God and being naturally married to a loving husband are higher here.

I am stuck.

I can't believe what I'm hearing.

I'm fine, 2088.

I'm out of here.

Not so fast.

Charles.

Mobile phones are prohibited and there are no services anyway.

You think I can't call for help because I don't have a phone.

I'm 19 years old.

You do not have legal authority to hold an adult child against their will in Utah.

Your parents can punish you if you harm yourself or others.

But I never posed a threat to myself or to others.

You are a threat to natural law.

You are a threat to God's will.

And you pose a threat to other people's souls.

Like Lucifer.

You seduce people into thinking that your sin is natural.

But there is nothing unnatural in love, you send yourself and others to the fiery pits of hell every time you go to bed with another woman.

I'm going to figure out how to get out of here. And when I do, you and everyone else who works here will go straight to jail.

The one I love does no harm to anyone.

I'm fine because I decided to love a woman.

So it may be in other sinful lands.

But I thank God that each state has its own jurisdiction.

Now, what you can look forward to at the age of twenty-one, you are given the opportunity to be liberated.

Even if you decide to continue to play with women, but.

Fortunately.

I have faith.

That your soul will be saved long before you fucking go crazy.

You're new here, so I'll let your foul-mouthed offenses slip away.

But if you ever again curse or use the name of the Lord in vain here, I will send you straight to the whole whole.

So it's practically a prison, and going to prison for being gay is it now, Haley?

You are looking at it from the point of view of a half-empty glass.

We are here at Women for Holiness dedicated to saving souls, and I truly believe that your soul is worthy of salvation.

Now.

But the song.

O.

These, yes, well, every time I look in the mirror, I think about it.

About my sinful past.

And now I stand here as a shining example of how anyone can change.

By the way, about the changes.

Put it on.

The first step is to change the outside, and soon the inside will match.

Take off your godless clothes.

And start your makeover.

Good evening to you.

Glad you could join us now.

Everything.

Take the cross and decorate it the way you want.

We will mail them to your parents at home so they all know how much you have improved.

But just remember.

No rainbow patterns, you're new here.

Yes. Two days and it will get easier.

I usually use a good time to figure out how long have we been here?

A little more than six months.

If you just play the part of a praiseworthy kind Christian girl, it will make your stay here much easier and faster.

Thanks.

Anyone would like to share something with the group?

I have a few words that I would like to say, Mom.

My stay here has been so rewarding, and I am a living testimony of what happens when you give up your secular lifestyle and surrender yourself to the Lord.

I am so grateful every day that he opened my eyes to the path I was walking.

I want to be a shining example of his love and his grace.

I feel very excited.

Can we all pray together?

Dear Heavenly Father, I thank you for allowing us to have a place where we can honor you and rejoice in your name, I pray for our future husbands and pray for the heart and mind of each of your daughters here with me.

Amen.

Amen.

Amen.

Thanks.

As God said in the Bible, one, two or three gather in my name, I am in a fog.

You can feel it here, right?

It's charming.

Now.

Anyone else would like to share something, Haley, how about you and your progress?

Do you want to say something?

I haven't really heard anything about what my next step will be after my soul is cleansed and given a new perspective on the world.

But the Lord has really spoken to me lately.

I used to be in a dark place, but now I have some hope for myself in the future.

Wow.

After all, God speaks to all of us.

Just take a little time.

Well, it's 3:00 pm now.

now complete your cross and I will see you all at dinner.

So what do you guys love to do here?

Sleep is not a competition.

I mean, yes, basically, being unconscious is the only pleasure I get here.

If you need something for this and by the way, I will help you see the concern.

Then they will confiscate all your belongings when you enter.

I mean, yes, but.

I have my own ways.

Thank you ladies, Mother Sarah has excused everyone.

Victoria, why don't you come and help me in the garden?

I think Hayley has a little big day ahead of her.

See you later to see.

As for you, let me know if you need anything.

We all have to stick together, and this is where our world completely loses its mind.

Si, si.

We can no longer hide it.

We were so close to almost getting caught that if Miss Reynolds found out what I was doing, what you were doing, it could jeopardize everything.

I love you and I want to be with you.

NS.

Then morning came.

Second thing.

You are.

We could leave here and rent an apartment somewhere in the city.

My aunt and uncle would help us.

No, no, we can't leave, Sarah's mom gave me everything.

She was a better mother to me than my own mother.

I can't just leave her and the girls of this institution.

How can you say that?

Are they trying to teach us that what we have with you is contrary to the will of God?

I don't know how you can sit here in the chapel service or her group meetings and let her say that people like us are damned to hell if someone is good.

Maybe they need to be woken up.

Sneaking it would force you to take some action, do nothing, just show me that you care about me.

Never, never say that I don't care about you.

I love you.

I would do anything for you.

In the end I’ll come up with something.

I promise I will.

In the meantime, we spent this time together.

This is the only thing that keeps me going in these little moments when we block everything else in the world.

That's all that matters to me.

I will contact you before anyone catches us.

People, princess.

Did you like this little show?

I do not understand what you're saying.

Oh, you don't do that, do you?

What a disgrace.

I know you've only been here a few days, Haley, but you know lying is a sin, right?

Mostly I don't lie about it.

Take off the covers.

Spread your legs.

Sorry, did you sign or did not sign a disclaimer that said you will adhere to all parts of this program and chapters of advice at this facility?

Yes, I did it.

But I'm not worried. I'm not going to fuck you.

Just spread your legs so I can test you.

OK.

Yes.

So you really saw everything.

Looks like you really liked it.

That’s what I was afraid of.

I think we'll have to use this for the night, what's inside, just a little precaution, make sure you don't commit any atrocities towards yourself, you know if any other sinful thoughts come up?

Okay, this is just ridiculous.

I don't need this, I don't need this.

You definitely do it.

Dear girl, Idle Hands is the devil's workshop.

I know that lips are his mouthpiece.

You are you, what are your mental disorders, you and Christina, you dreamed, you dreamed of sinful, devilish deeds, and you project them onto me.

That I am, it's okay.

The devil is in your head and he lies a little.

But we will teach you how to listen only to the Lord.

Now, I'll be back a few times tonight to make sure you haven't taken them off.

I would hate to see you in trouble again.

The second time violators are imprisoned in shelter.

By the way, it was me, right?

I lifted the ban when I just left you there, and Mr. Reynolds would come in to wake you up and she would see you.

What have you been doing in my life?

I'm saving your ass.

I heard Lauren screaming at you last night when I got up to go to the bathroom.

Her voice sounded very angry.

What did you say to her or what did you see that you shouldn't have seen?

Ladies, are you ready for a cheerleader and daily reading?

Yes Yes.

From.

Now everyone, bow your heads, I would like to read a prayer at breakfast.

Father, we thank you for this food, we pray that it will nourish us so that we can continue to do your work.

We ask that this food gives us food for our bodies.

And we thank you for your unwavering love and guiding support that you give us every day in Jesus name.

Amen.

Now I would like us to read some of the passages through which God speaks to us, okay?

Note.

I will begin.

Women should not go to bed with a woman the way they go to a man.

This is an abomination.

If there is a woman who lies with a woman in the same way as those who lie with a man, then both of them have committed a disgusting deed.

Well, Aimen, straight from God's work, who's next?

Hailey is in charge of cleaning today, everyone else can enjoy life all day long, but be prepared when I call you into my office for private lessons.

Mallory, you can go first.

Come with me.

I will help you.

Why are you so kind to me?

I do not know.

I like you.

You remind me of me.

When my parents first dropped me off here, I remember how unhappy I was.

And I wouldn't want you to feel that way either.

I wish I was so hostile, I just hate this place, I miss my old life.

I just feel so betrayed by everyone I have ever loved.

To be honest, it just seems to me that there is no end in sight either.

At least you are not alone.

You know where the dish soap is, Miss Reynolds keeps all the cleaning supplies in her office, paint thinner, computer rag, Sandra, although I haven't heard of anyone getting high on dish soap.

So you tell me that I have to go there.

But if you don’t come back in an hour, I’ll send the dogs.

What did I tell you about makeup?

Walk around here like some godless Jezebel, so eyebrows.

I'm sorry.

Hi Haley, Mallory and I were just finishing, come in.

Sorry, I didn't mean to interrupt you, Mom.

I can go back.

Nonsense.

We're done here.

Mallory, you can get fired, just pray that the Lord will let me forgive you.

Well, I just disagree with Victoria and I just came to get some soap for this.

Mallory can give it to her, she can finish for you, for you.

I have not yet conducted any of your individual sessions.

Aren't you happy about some more improvements?

As it should be.

Have a seat.

So tell me Haley why did I let you down?

They don't understand what you are talking about.

Lauren told me that she caught you masturbating on a bank check last night.

All of this after I thought that you are doing so well, this institution does not give you the opportunity to undergo group therapy, and our prayers do not work.

Maybe it's time for a more vigorous workout.

No, no, she's lying.

I caught her with another girl.

Never, never say that lowering your obsession with lesbian sex makes you delirious and full of lies.

Never, ever lie to anyone else in this building.

You understand me?

God only helps others.

If they want to help themselves.

I can’t help you if you don’t want to save yourself.

I'm sorry Mom, but this will happen again.

And the girl.

Right.

Now I have.

A slightly different teaching method.

I would like to practice on you.

So a little.

Unorthodox but proven to be very effective.

Many other girls in the past.

During these sessions, I want you to listen to me, you did not ask me any questions at all, you did exactly as I say.

Their only alternative to this is loneliness, and perhaps you can ask one of your girlfriends what it is like in a hole, you will know that this is your only option.

Now.

Get up.

Father.

Take off your panties.

Continue.

Your fingers are in your mouth, and they stick them inside what I said, you don't ask me any questions, you do exactly as I say, don't speak until someone speaks to you.

Now do it.

I think about this.

On the screen.

Look directly at the screen.

Feel yourself.

You think of the women sitting right in front of you. How dare you look at this.

This is your wedding night.

Are you in love.

Now go on.

This mother.

Look at this, Gus.

Oh listen, open your eyes.

Good girl.

I let him go.

Mom, you told me to come to you at 2:00 pm ..

Yes, Claire.

Come on in.

Have a seat.

Now.

I've been looking at your file.

AND.

You've made some very quick improvements here.

Greater improvement than anyone else I have ever seen in this establishment.

You will be released in just a few weeks.

Do you think you're ready?

I really feel like I've finally found peace when I start to hesitate.

I seek refuge with him and hold on to his promise.

I don't feel like I'm going out into the world alone.

He is my companion.

He is with us always and forever.

And what do you plan to do when you return?

I would like to help other problem women.

I spoke with Sister Lauren about possible recruiting.

My heart is overjoyed.

It's fine.

But, you know, it would be a mistake for me to send you back to the world.

If I wasn't 100 percent sure that you were transformed.

Sane?

Enter your body and your heart.

I assure you it is.

I'm really glad.

Good.

Clare.

The mind can lie and deceive.

But the heart.

The heart cannot lie.

Now get up.

Take off your panties.

Tell me.

I want you to take a look at this and tell me.

This is exciting, you know Mom?

No.

Discomfort is when the truth shines through.

So tell me, Claire.

Are these women swimming against each other around you?

I know, Mom, I'm sorry for you.

Lay down your body and it will tell the truth.

Take off your dress below your chest, lift it up, take it off.

And let me see the truth.

Now.

Do you agree with me and the Lord for a different kind of teaching?

Yes mom.

Hmm, look at your body.

Your nipples are tight.

You're lying, Claire, you're lying.

You are turned on by these women.

I don't know how long you lied for lying to everyone here.

You lie to yourself when you lie to me.

No, Mom, I promise I’m not lying.

Now is not the time for modesty.

What you missed is what you think about?

Mom, please, please. What?

I wish you would stop lying, Father Sush.

Well, let's see, let's see how your body reacts to this.

Stick out your tongue.

You remember very well how it is done.

Continue.

Throw it out of your system.

But hey, what are you doing?

Look, let's see how Claire is.

On her face.

I can feel.

You can feel your throbbing.

I can feel it.

Do you admit that you're lying, Claire?

Do you admit that you are lying?

It just ended.

We need to do this.

You need to heal yourself, whether you are cured or not.

Stop kidding yourself, be quiet, be quiet.

But all the other girls are here, you sit.

Get it out of your head, come on, stop it.

Stop lying to me.

Just please, please, please, please watch.

Quiet, quiet, quiet.

Never lie to your mother.

Do you understand me, Claire?

Never lie to your mother.

What are you, what are you doing?

Don't ask me any questions, Claire.

Mama.

Where are you?

You are a scared child.

What are you doing to me?

Do you trust your mother?

Yes mom.

This is your husband.

Think about your future husband.

This is your wedding night.

This is your husband, you feel that this is how nature intended you to be aroused.

Oh, you are starting the healing process.

I see you like it.

I think you need to stay here for at least a few more months.

You still have a lot.

Now go away.

Are you okay?

Yes, I cannot do this.

I thought it was more for girls, but I haven't seen it.

OK.

What happened?

I can't do this anymore.

Thinking, I prayed, maybe I'm not trying enough, Claire, I know what you're going through, but you must be so hard on yourself.

There is nothing I can do about it.

I can't help thinking.

How happy I was.

I came here before my parents died, I had a girlfriend.

It was happiness.

The parents really liked it.

So perfect.

And why did you come here at all?

I had no immediate family members in the state, so my grandparents took me in.

They knew about me and Michelle immediately sent me here.

They didn't even let me say hello.

They might even give me a chance to say goodbye.

Sorry, I never told you my story.

I came here only six months ago, but that's all.

But if you don't want to tell me, you don't have to know, it's okay.

I was married at a very young age to a man my parents loved.

Looking back.

I have never loved him.

I just wanted my parents to be proud of me.

I always had feelings for my best friend when I was growing up.

But I have never acted on the "a" principle.

So I got scared.

What was her name?

Abigail, and that's a lot.

Thanks for letting me come.

Is it so?

Would you like a cup of tea?

I know.

Don't, don't need any trouble.

AND.

I'm so sorry, I ...

So you attended my bridal shower, my bachelorette party, even a wedding invitation.

I am dying to know why you are participating in every important event in my life.

You couldn't come on the most important date, but I needed you the most.

I am so sorry.

I know it’s too late.

You hurt me.

You, too, never gave me a good reason why.

I mean, are we friends at all?

I would come for you.

Everyone was where Abigail and.

I love you, I have always loved you since we first met and became friends, and I, I, I used to say to take a step and I didn't want to lose you as a friend.

And I know this isn't fair to you.

I feel like yes, and I'm so sorry, I just.

I AM.

I thought I thought I could get over it and.

I know that it is.

I know it’s too late, I just wanted to be close to you, just the closer the day got, the more it got on my nerves.

And I, I couldn't, I couldn't do it.

I couldn't do it.

I couldn't watch the only girl I have ever loved marry someone else. And I know it's too late and.

I'm so sorry that I never meant to hurt you.

I thought he was going to divorce me, but he wanted to hurt me much more than taking everything in the divorce.

He told my family that he alienated me from Abigail.

He let me into this establishment, claiming that I was crazy.

We are still legally married.

I am so sorry.

We'll get out of here soon.

We must stay strong.

It was traumatic.

I hate her, I hate this place.

I cannot stay here for another week.

I'd rather die than do it.

As soon as I figure out a way to escape, I'll let you know.

Trust me, I have tried many times and it always only resulted in me being thrown into a hole.

Okay, where is that hole that I hear everyone talking about all the time?

It is a dark place where they isolate you from light, fresh air, human communication, everything.

It doesn't sound so bad at first, but trust me, it sucks.

You're going crazy over there.

I mean, you start to hear things, the worst part is that you really start to believe that you deserve all the bad shit that they do to us here.

God, that sounds awful.

How did you get here?

It's a long story.

But the short version is this.

I was bullied in high school.

And as soon as I was about to leave.

Things are already out of control.

People threw insults at my car, I remember that someone actually threw a stone at my parents' living room window.

I thought it might be better to let them know about this.

All the shit I've been through in the last three years.

Their only solution.

My sister dropped me off here and completely forgot about me.

Fuck.

I'm so sorry, I can't even imagine.

I thought I was feeling bad.

I'm so, so sorry.

From here you can only get better.

Right, right.

There are no closed doors here, Haley.

You know, you better not let this happen again.

I came to tell you that you will be on duty at the laundry for the next two days, as you were unable to wash the dishes this morning.

Okay, I guess I'll see you later.

Three new girls will come to us this week, I received payments from two families. One of them is still pending.

I just got on the phone with Claire's mother and father.

They send another payment three months in advance, and they were happy to volunteer another three months if we deem it necessary.

Lauren?

I spoke to Haley this morning and she seems to think she caught you fraternizing with one of the other lost souls here.

It was very dark.

She couldn't know who she was.

I didn't say it was night.

Your recklessness will lead to the ruin of this institution.

After all that mother, father has put into this place, I will not let you let him fall to his knees.

I covered you when we were younger.

But I will not let you jeopardize my reputation or stand between me and the cause of God.

Now you can be blood.

Let me remind you that I have no problem cutting off a rotting limb to save the rest of my body.

You are free.

Lauren, I love you.

Jordan, please forgive me, you never loved me.

It was okay to shut up, if they find out we're together, we'll throw Crosspost in a hole.

I do not care.

You deserve all the bad things that happen to you.

You know I loved you.

I trusted you.

Why did I do this to deserve this?

They give me a reward.

To search for girls.

How many was before me, five, if you were the first girl and fell in love with her, get out, I never want to see you again, just go and check it out. Of course, but I won't leave until you come with me. Yes.

And how can I ever trust you again?

I told you about my family.

My father lost his job.

My mom is still sick.

We have nothing.

If I hadn't found a way to work, I don't know what would have happened to us.

And how much did you get for turning me over in this case?

Please forgive me.

You know, you see that we are sick here.

I'm really starting to think we're not family.

God loves us unconditionally.

I love you.

I want to be with you forever.

Lier.

We, please.

I need you.

I need your help to get out of here, okay? I lose touch with myself by being here.

I need to get out of here.

But I won't leave without you.

Please just go away.

Please go away.

I do not want you.

I don't want you to just ...

My God, they sent me for you to take a bath.

Come with me.

I have an idea, and this night will be remembered for the rest of our lives.

You have to be with me 100 percent.

Yes.

There will be a five minute break today at 11:00 am when the guards will switch places.

I know it's risky, but there is a freeway about a mile from this place.

If we get there, we have a chance to escape.

We can never get away with it.

I mean, they'll catch us.

We cannot do this, or we stay and do nothing to figure out how to last three months.

They will keep us for as long as they can.

I won't go if you don't come with me.