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For as long as I can remember, I've never been happy

It's nobody's fault

I just don't like the world that's surrounded me

I'm so unhappy to be alive that I can no longer fall asleep

I've tried to put up my misery

I've moved to a foreign country

But nothing has changed

Each new day is worse than the previous

Today, I've decided to die

Why today ?

I don't know

I've chosen to throw myself beneath a subway train

It's not the way that appealed to me the most. But it's the most effective

I feel a little bad imagining my crushed body

I feel bad for the onlookers

Everything's finally over

Now !

I wake up in a garbage dump

I recognize it for being situated in my neighborhood

I don't know what I'm doing here

I don't know what's going on

The only thing I know is that I'm still alive

I don't care how I ended up in this dump

What I want is to die

The pain is unbearable

A flood of pain freezing my whole body, little by little

Slowly, very slowly, I can feel myself slipping toward death

A peaceful feeling overwhelms me and everything finally makes sense

I'm about to leave this life and enter the void

And it feels wonderful

Daylight burns my eyes

My body feels numb, as if I've been asleep for several days without waking up

But it's only the next day

I can't help wondering if I've gone crazy

No, I'm not crazy

I want to feel the moment of passing over as much as I can

If I can't die, I've decided to relive this moment

Over and over

PRECUT GIRL

Little by little, routine replaces excitement

I kill myself and come back

Without ever having felt the intensity of that first time in my bathroom

I need help

We've been talking for fifteen minutes but I still haven't asked you your name

What's your name ?

Nami

Your name is Nami

I've met Max

I went to a caf� and just picked a man out of the crowd

And so you're Japanese

I chose the one I disliked the least

He seems fragile

Easy to manipulate

I hope I chose right

I think you're pretty

Stab me

But I don't want to

Stab me !

What are you, crazy ?

Seeing him panic amuses me

It makes my approaching death a lot more delightful

Give me those keys !

Stab me

I don't want to stab you !

I try to make the pleasure of the situation last

Before impaling myself on the table

No, that wasn' me

That wasn' me

What have I done ?

Please give me your keys

Please

Fear

Fear of being imprisoned by a situation you don't understand

I tell him the whole story

The places I wake up, and how long after I die

It disturbs him

I know he likes me

If he helps me, I promise him that we'll always be together

Stab me

Here

Where the scars are

Go on

It's easy

Come on !

Is that it ?

I can't

You only know how to beg

Stab me !

Scum !

You're such a scum !

Come on !

You fill me

with nothing but disgust !

I told you to stab me !

I can't

Maybe seeing me come back to life would help him conquer his fear

But I'm wasting my time

He stabbed me so hard that I die too fast

I didn't have time to reach what I call "the moment"

I let him hold me provided he doesn't make the same mistake twice

Here

Come on !

Fool

Damn fool

That won't kill me

I'll agonise for days before I die

I need to be stabbed again

I try to do it myself

But my arm is numb with pain

I don't have the strength to pierce my flesh

I hurt

I hurt so much

Why is he waiting for me ?

I thought he couldn't take it any longer

I'll give him a little time

Maybe those moments will bring us closer together

Maybe he'll understand what I want from him

Once again, I was wrong

Maybe I was always wrong

Perhaps "the moment" doesn't exist for someone like me

As soon as I reach it, it pulls away

I realize now that I'll never know this moment myself

That makes me sad

I can't just abandon the idea of knowing what is when we enter the void

It wasn't hard to convince him to come back to my place

I asked him to forgive me for everything that I put him through

Except he knows that I don't mean it

His submission is very touching

Today is his birthday

Happy birthday, Max

What do you see ?

Nothing...

Nothing, Nami...

What do you see ?

What do you see ?

I knew he was dead when I felt him come inside me

Why didn't he see anything ?

I got a glimpse of something as I approached the passage

Is what I call "the moment" nothing but a silly fantasy that I blindly pursue ?

Maybe my life is just one giant failure ?

Failure made of suffering

Time has passed

Months

Time in which I have stopped killing myself

As time goes by, I've come to think that "the moment" wasn't linked to my death

But to the process of my rebirth

I realized that if I wanted to explore death, I had to explore life

I'll soon give birth to Max's child

An innocent outlook upon the absurdities of life

I'll keep searching for "the moment" while feeding on its distress born of this painful world

And when he asks me to help him understand, I'll tell him that there's no use trying

Because whatever he does, nothing will ever make sense

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