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Lindsey! 7 00:00:29,296 --> 00:00:31,164 Lindsey: Looking back over my life, 8 00:00:31,198 --> 00:00:34,201 I can't believe everything that has happened to me. 9 00:00:37,170 --> 00:00:39,206 I'm a very different person than I was, 10 00:00:39,239 --> 00:00:41,341 and it's not because I woke up one morning 11 00:00:41,375 --> 00:00:43,377 and it changed. 12 00:00:46,648 --> 00:00:48,816 I know what it feels like to be afraid. 13 00:00:48,850 --> 00:00:51,218 I know what it feels like to not believe in myself. 14 00:00:51,251 --> 00:00:52,687 I know what it feels like to look in the mirror 15 00:00:52,720 --> 00:00:56,123 and hate everything you see. 16 00:00:56,156 --> 00:01:00,394 I've fallen multiple times as I've been on this journey. 17 00:01:00,427 --> 00:01:03,163 Moments like this, I just try to stop feeling 18 00:01:03,196 --> 00:01:05,567 because I'm too scared. 19 00:01:05,600 --> 00:01:09,169 All my trials really helped me prepare myself 20 00:01:09,202 --> 00:01:11,706 to become more brave. 21 00:01:11,739 --> 00:01:15,375 Every time you get up a little bit stronger. 22 00:01:15,409 --> 00:01:21,181 This is who I am right now. 23 00:01:21,214 --> 00:01:23,216 ( cheering ) 24 00:01:23,250 --> 00:01:26,219 - Girl: We love you! - Man: Yeah! 25 00:01:26,253 --> 00:01:29,256 ( music playing ) 26 00:01:42,336 --> 00:01:46,641 ♪ Don't let this feeling 27 00:01:46,674 --> 00:01:49,443 ♪ Don't let this feeling fade ♪ 28 00:01:49,476 --> 00:01:51,178 ♪ Turn it up let me hear you live ♪ 29 00:01:51,211 --> 00:01:54,749 ♪ Don't let this feeling 30 00:01:54,782 --> 00:01:57,652 ♪ Don't let this feeling fade ♪ 31 00:01:57,685 --> 00:01:59,319 ♪ One life, one love 32 00:01:59,353 --> 00:02:02,890 ♪ Don't let this feeling 33 00:02:02,924 --> 00:02:05,760 ♪ Don't let this feeling fade ♪ 34 00:02:05,793 --> 00:02:07,461 ♪ Turn it up let me hear you live ♪ 35 00:02:07,494 --> 00:02:11,331 ♪ Don't let this feeling 36 00:02:11,365 --> 00:02:14,334 ♪ Don't let this feeling fade ♪ 37 00:02:14,368 --> 00:02:15,870 ♪ One life, one love. 38 00:02:17,672 --> 00:02:20,207 ( clapping ) 39 00:02:20,240 --> 00:02:24,344 You got a slow clap. 40 00:02:24,378 --> 00:02:26,948 Erich, put your hands in the air. 41 00:02:26,981 --> 00:02:29,717 - Look excited. - Whoo. 42 00:02:29,751 --> 00:02:32,654 Yeah, thank you, Chad. Yeah. 43 00:02:32,687 --> 00:02:34,656 Whoo. 44 00:02:34,689 --> 00:02:37,692 ( violin playing ) 45 00:02:47,769 --> 00:02:49,302 ♪ Some 46 00:02:49,336 --> 00:02:51,839 ♪ Somebody shine a light 47 00:02:51,873 --> 00:02:53,407 Okay. 48 00:02:55,375 --> 00:02:56,644 Okay. 49 00:02:56,678 --> 00:03:00,447 ♪ Somebody make me feel alive ♪ 50 00:03:00,480 --> 00:03:03,985 ♪ And shatter me 51 00:03:04,018 --> 00:03:07,555 Can you put some reverb and a tiny bit of delay on it? 52 00:03:07,588 --> 00:03:09,489 ♪ Make 53 00:03:09,524 --> 00:03:11,759 Just cover it up a little bit, you know? 54 00:03:11,793 --> 00:03:13,594 I'm not a singer. 55 00:03:13,628 --> 00:03:16,864 The very first day of the tour will be on my 30th birthday. 56 00:03:16,898 --> 00:03:20,267 ( music playing ) 57 00:03:20,300 --> 00:03:22,302 Whoo. 58 00:03:22,335 --> 00:03:23,805 Turning 30 does make you evaluate 59 00:03:23,838 --> 00:03:26,273 where you've been in your life. 60 00:03:26,306 --> 00:03:29,877 My career has taken me in so many unexpected directions. 61 00:03:29,911 --> 00:03:33,548 Like, how can, you know, this crazy dancing violin thing 62 00:03:33,581 --> 00:03:36,584 that no one's gonna like, how does that happen? 63 00:03:36,617 --> 00:03:39,554 Yay. 64 00:03:39,587 --> 00:03:42,289 The thought of turning 30 has mostly made me think 65 00:03:42,322 --> 00:03:43,858 about who I want to be in the future. 66 00:03:43,891 --> 00:03:46,761 ( music playing ) 67 00:03:46,794 --> 00:03:49,864 ( violin playing ) 68 00:03:49,897 --> 00:03:52,700 ( laughter ) 69 00:03:52,734 --> 00:03:55,268 Lindsey is the most hands-on artist you'll ever see. 70 00:03:55,302 --> 00:03:56,804 ( muttering ) 71 00:03:56,838 --> 00:03:59,406 - From the live show... - Walk it back. 72 00:03:59,439 --> 00:04:01,542 - The choreography... - Bum, bum, turn. 73 00:04:01,576 --> 00:04:03,611 - The videos... - Might just cheat it a little bit. 74 00:04:03,644 --> 00:04:05,378 I was a little behind. 75 00:04:05,412 --> 00:04:06,981 Du, du, du, ba, da, da, one. 76 00:04:07,014 --> 00:04:09,449 - Lindsey does do it all. - Are you ready to go? 77 00:04:09,483 --> 00:04:10,885 Let's do it. 78 00:04:10,918 --> 00:04:13,755 ( music playing ) 79 00:04:13,788 --> 00:04:16,624 Ha ha! Yeah, I think this is good if, 80 00:04:16,656 --> 00:04:18,325 during their thing if it just kind of sleeky-- 81 00:04:18,358 --> 00:04:20,427 - If it's dark, yeah. - Sleekly come out. 82 00:04:20,459 --> 00:04:22,496 Yeah, they can definitely get up there and do their thing. 83 00:04:22,530 --> 00:04:24,866 There's so much going on in this new tour. 84 00:04:24,899 --> 00:04:29,436 White is not matching at all. 85 00:04:29,469 --> 00:04:30,905 She's the creative everything behind it, too. 86 00:04:30,938 --> 00:04:32,740 So there's just stress there to begin with. 87 00:04:32,774 --> 00:04:36,043 Ahh! I'm gonna-- ( groans ) 88 00:04:36,077 --> 00:04:38,579 White doesn't glow every well under blacklight. 89 00:04:38,613 --> 00:04:40,782 It has to have some pigment to it. 90 00:04:40,815 --> 00:04:43,818 ( music playing ) 91 00:04:49,924 --> 00:04:51,726 It's good enough. Look, I fixed my costume. 92 00:04:51,759 --> 00:04:54,962 - Yeah. Is that gaffe tape? - Did you see it before? 93 00:04:54,996 --> 00:04:57,765 How'd you do that? Is it really? 94 00:04:57,799 --> 00:05:00,701 Just stand back, Bertie, please. It'll look great. 95 00:05:00,735 --> 00:05:03,738 ( violin playing ) 96 00:05:05,940 --> 00:05:09,710 The whole concept of this Brave Enough tour 97 00:05:09,744 --> 00:05:12,412 is about the courage to feel, to feel everything. 98 00:05:12,445 --> 00:05:15,817 ( violin playing ) 99 00:05:15,850 --> 00:05:17,819 You know, I wrote the album very much inspired 100 00:05:17,852 --> 00:05:20,788 by the passing of, you know, my best friend 101 00:05:20,822 --> 00:05:25,126 and that extreme loss and learning to reopen again. 102 00:05:25,159 --> 00:05:27,795 ( music playing ) 103 00:05:27,829 --> 00:05:30,397 You know, we can't block ourselves from emotions. 104 00:05:30,430 --> 00:05:32,900 If you numb the bad, then you'll numb the good. 105 00:05:32,934 --> 00:05:35,770 Who's here for me? Oh, Drew's here for me. 106 00:05:35,803 --> 00:05:38,840 Drew: We've all had moments where we've worried about her, 107 00:05:38,873 --> 00:05:41,108 especially on this tour with the stress 108 00:05:41,142 --> 00:05:44,444 and this heartache and this loss. 109 00:05:44,477 --> 00:05:46,479 But she's still, like, that spritely, like, 110 00:05:46,514 --> 00:05:47,882 "Hey, guys, what's going on? How you doing?" 111 00:05:47,915 --> 00:05:50,051 Look at the back. I just made it so pretty. 112 00:05:50,084 --> 00:05:52,720 Look at you. You should, you know, be a costumer. 113 00:05:52,753 --> 00:05:56,057 You know what? In my next life, that's what I'm gonna do. 114 00:05:56,090 --> 00:05:59,359 ( indistinct chatter ) 115 00:06:03,831 --> 00:06:06,701 Today is the first show. 116 00:06:06,734 --> 00:06:09,503 My mom talked to me yesterday, 117 00:06:09,537 --> 00:06:11,973 and she was devastated that she couldn't be here today. 118 00:06:12,006 --> 00:06:15,176 She's been at almost every first show. 119 00:06:15,209 --> 00:06:18,411 They can't leave Arizona because of my dad's health. 120 00:06:18,445 --> 00:06:20,181 All right, let's do this. 121 00:06:20,214 --> 00:06:23,416 ( cheers and applause ) 122 00:06:26,954 --> 00:06:29,156 Life got a lot harder this year. 123 00:06:29,190 --> 00:06:32,827 And I am so nervous to go up there 124 00:06:32,860 --> 00:06:37,899 and play these songs that stir up grief. 125 00:06:37,932 --> 00:06:40,067 I hope I can get through them. 126 00:06:40,101 --> 00:06:43,104 ( violin playing ) 127 00:06:54,849 --> 00:06:57,952 The show starts with a song called "The Phoenix," 128 00:06:57,985 --> 00:07:00,154 using the phoenix, the mythical bird, 129 00:07:00,187 --> 00:07:02,924 as a symbol of rising from the ashes, 130 00:07:02,957 --> 00:07:05,693 going through cycles of being at the top 131 00:07:05,726 --> 00:07:07,929 and then falling down. 132 00:07:07,962 --> 00:07:10,164 Life is about picking yourself up over and over again. 133 00:07:10,197 --> 00:07:14,201 and that basically is the story of my entire life. 134 00:07:14,235 --> 00:07:17,437 ( music playing ) 135 00:09:16,891 --> 00:09:19,894 ( cheers and applause) 136 00:09:30,638 --> 00:09:33,641 ( music playing ) 137 00:09:50,858 --> 00:09:53,127 I'm Diane Stirling, and I'm Lindsey Stirling's mother. 138 00:09:53,160 --> 00:09:55,262 I've been at her first show 139 00:09:55,296 --> 00:09:56,997 in the last two tours, 140 00:09:57,031 --> 00:09:59,633 and I really wanted to be here for this one. 141 00:09:59,667 --> 00:10:01,268 ( audience cheers ) 142 00:10:01,302 --> 00:10:04,638 I was so surprised, and, um, made me start to cry. 143 00:10:04,672 --> 00:10:06,841 My mom means so much to me, 144 00:10:06,874 --> 00:10:08,676 and she's always taking care of me. 145 00:10:08,709 --> 00:10:10,311 Oh, this is one of your green juices. 146 00:10:10,344 --> 00:10:13,380 Thanks, yeah. That Mom makes. 147 00:10:13,414 --> 00:10:14,782 This is what you made Dad drink all the time. 148 00:10:14,815 --> 00:10:16,650 It is, yeah. 149 00:10:16,684 --> 00:10:18,886 I want her to know that even though there's tough things 150 00:10:18,919 --> 00:10:20,855 going on in our lives and our family 151 00:10:20,888 --> 00:10:23,390 that, um, she still matters. 152 00:10:23,424 --> 00:10:26,026 Oh, I'm so glad you were surprised. 153 00:10:26,060 --> 00:10:29,296 These milestones are important to her entire family, 154 00:10:29,330 --> 00:10:32,032 and her father would be here if he could. 155 00:10:33,267 --> 00:10:35,236 He can't. 156 00:10:35,269 --> 00:10:37,371 Diane: But her father has cancer 157 00:10:37,404 --> 00:10:40,774 and is going through the battle of his life. 158 00:10:40,808 --> 00:10:43,944 Lindsey: Oh, look at that smile. That's the smile I love. 159 00:10:45,012 --> 00:10:46,680 A little less than a year ago, 160 00:10:46,714 --> 00:10:48,883 my dad was diagnosed with cancer. 161 00:10:48,916 --> 00:10:51,285 He's been going through chemo treatment. 162 00:10:51,318 --> 00:10:53,954 My dad has played a huge role 163 00:10:53,988 --> 00:10:56,891 in little bits and pieces of all the details 164 00:10:56,924 --> 00:10:58,459 that make up who I am. 165 00:10:58,492 --> 00:11:00,961 His signature is in everything I do. 166 00:11:00,995 --> 00:11:01,996 How you doing, Papa? 167 00:11:02,029 --> 00:11:03,697 Pop's fine. 168 00:11:03,731 --> 00:11:05,199 You know, he wouldn't just say, "You can do this" 169 00:11:05,232 --> 00:11:06,400 and then send me on my way. 170 00:11:06,433 --> 00:11:08,068 He'd say, "You can do this, 171 00:11:08,102 --> 00:11:10,004 and I'm gonna do everything I can to help you." 172 00:11:10,037 --> 00:11:12,473 Father: Keep at it, Linds. Come on. You can do this. 173 00:11:12,507 --> 00:11:14,441 Thing is, he didn't just do this with me. 174 00:11:14,475 --> 00:11:16,443 He did this with his students. 175 00:11:16,477 --> 00:11:21,215 He taught religious studies to teenagers. 176 00:11:21,248 --> 00:11:23,017 He had thousands of students 177 00:11:23,050 --> 00:11:24,752 that he taught through the years. 178 00:11:24,785 --> 00:11:27,454 Everybody else got chocolate, I got pumpkin seeds. 179 00:11:27,488 --> 00:11:29,390 They're incredibly nutritious. 180 00:11:29,423 --> 00:11:33,227 And delicious. Right, Dad? 181 00:11:33,260 --> 00:11:36,263 Mm. I'll say so. Nutritious. 182 00:11:36,297 --> 00:11:38,098 My parents, they're just-- 183 00:11:38,132 --> 00:11:40,801 I wouldn't be here today where I'm at 184 00:11:40,834 --> 00:11:42,102 if they hadn't just helped me along 185 00:11:42,136 --> 00:11:43,938 every step of the way. 186 00:11:43,971 --> 00:11:48,175 - One more surprise... - ♪ Happy birthday to you... 187 00:11:48,209 --> 00:11:51,278 Mostly, I'm proud of the person that she is, 188 00:11:51,312 --> 00:11:53,347 how she has stuck to her values 189 00:11:53,380 --> 00:11:55,416 and stayed true to who she is. 190 00:11:55,449 --> 00:11:57,351 Thank you, guys. 191 00:11:57,384 --> 00:11:59,386 She's just a bundle of light. 192 00:11:59,420 --> 00:12:01,121 Ever since she was a little tiny thing, 193 00:12:01,155 --> 00:12:03,457 just a bundle of light. 194 00:12:03,490 --> 00:12:06,427 I was six years old when I first picked up 195 00:12:06,460 --> 00:12:10,164 my first violin. 196 00:12:10,197 --> 00:12:13,167 My parents, they loved classical music. 197 00:12:13,200 --> 00:12:19,006 (classical music playing) 198 00:12:19,039 --> 00:12:21,308 That was the majority of what I was exposed to 199 00:12:21,342 --> 00:12:23,210 in terms of music as a kid. 200 00:12:23,244 --> 00:12:26,080 That's kind of what I thought it was to be a star. 201 00:12:26,113 --> 00:12:27,515 I would see the violinists 202 00:12:27,549 --> 00:12:29,383 and that they always got the solos. 203 00:12:29,416 --> 00:12:31,252 You know, they seemed to be the rock star of the orchestra, 204 00:12:31,285 --> 00:12:32,520 so in my mind as a six-year-old, 205 00:12:32,554 --> 00:12:34,321 I was like, "I gotta get my hands 206 00:12:34,355 --> 00:12:35,557 on one of those wooden things. 207 00:12:35,590 --> 00:12:36,558 That's how I become a star." 208 00:12:39,426 --> 00:12:41,829 I begged my parents for two things: 209 00:12:41,862 --> 00:12:44,431 violin lessons, and I begged for dance lessons. 210 00:12:44,465 --> 00:12:47,434 They were able to scrape up enough money for one. 211 00:12:47,468 --> 00:12:50,304 I've always loved dance, but I chose the violin. 212 00:12:55,075 --> 00:12:57,512 I was in a pageant-style competition. 213 00:12:57,545 --> 00:12:59,280 It was called Junior Miss. 214 00:12:59,313 --> 00:13:01,248 And there was a lot of violinists in this competition, 215 00:13:01,282 --> 00:13:02,816 and I remember thinking, 216 00:13:02,850 --> 00:13:04,485 "If I do something really different..." 217 00:13:09,089 --> 00:13:11,091 It was the first time I ever danced 218 00:13:11,125 --> 00:13:14,562 while playing the violin. 219 00:13:14,596 --> 00:13:16,230 That was the moment I fell in love with performing. 220 00:13:20,934 --> 00:13:23,505 ( cheers and applause ) 221 00:13:23,538 --> 00:13:25,272 It was unlike any reaction 222 00:13:25,306 --> 00:13:27,007 I'd ever had from an audience. 223 00:13:27,041 --> 00:13:28,409 I'd had, like, approval, 224 00:13:28,442 --> 00:13:29,977 and I'd impressed people before, 225 00:13:30,010 --> 00:13:33,080 but I had never felt like I had entertained 226 00:13:33,113 --> 00:13:36,618 until that moment, and it was this addictive feeling. 227 00:13:36,651 --> 00:13:38,085 I thought, "I have to figure out 228 00:13:38,118 --> 00:13:40,120 how to make this my life." 229 00:13:42,423 --> 00:13:45,159 Musically, I was starting to write music. 230 00:13:45,192 --> 00:13:46,860 I was starting to dabble in it. 231 00:13:46,894 --> 00:13:49,496 I was realizing that, you know, I wanted to do music, 232 00:13:49,531 --> 00:13:53,334 but didn't have any idea how. 233 00:13:53,367 --> 00:13:55,869 I was in college trying to discover 234 00:13:55,903 --> 00:13:58,172 what I want to do with my life. 235 00:13:58,205 --> 00:14:00,542 Classes were overwhelming. 236 00:14:00,575 --> 00:14:04,011 I felt like my life was out of control. 237 00:14:04,044 --> 00:14:06,480 I just started to cling to food 238 00:14:06,514 --> 00:14:09,883 and become obsessive about it. 239 00:14:09,917 --> 00:14:11,418 It's all I thought about. 240 00:14:11,452 --> 00:14:12,920 I remember going to parties, 241 00:14:12,953 --> 00:14:15,155 and all you see is the food tray. 242 00:14:15,189 --> 00:14:18,058 And then you're like, "Who's the skinniest girl in the room? 243 00:14:18,092 --> 00:14:19,193 Is it me?" 244 00:14:21,328 --> 00:14:22,963 You know, I'd go on dates, 245 00:14:22,996 --> 00:14:24,566 but all I could think about was panicking 246 00:14:24,599 --> 00:14:26,400 when I realized they were taking me to a pizza spot 247 00:14:26,433 --> 00:14:30,070 and, like, thinking, "How can I avoid eating the pizza?" 248 00:14:30,104 --> 00:14:32,272 Feeling like I could control my weight 249 00:14:32,306 --> 00:14:35,008 seemed very empowering to me. 250 00:14:35,042 --> 00:14:37,478 Even though you think this is giving you a sense of control, 251 00:14:37,512 --> 00:14:39,213 there starts to be this inner dialogue 252 00:14:39,246 --> 00:14:41,148 that is actually controlling you, 253 00:14:41,181 --> 00:14:45,052 telling you that you're worthless. 254 00:14:45,085 --> 00:14:47,454 I didn't really care about my passion. 255 00:14:47,488 --> 00:14:51,191 I wasn't playing the violin anymore. 256 00:14:51,225 --> 00:14:54,128 My mom kept saying, "I think we need to figure something out. 257 00:14:54,161 --> 00:14:55,597 I think something's wrong." 258 00:14:55,630 --> 00:14:59,400 And one day, finally, it clicked, 259 00:14:59,433 --> 00:15:03,971 and I realized, "I think I'm anorexic." 260 00:15:20,688 --> 00:15:23,457 "Shatter Me" used the ballerina in a music box 261 00:15:23,490 --> 00:15:26,528 to be a metaphor for me being, you know, 262 00:15:26,561 --> 00:15:28,962 stuck in an eating disorder 263 00:15:28,996 --> 00:15:30,931 and feeling like I couldn't break free. 264 00:15:32,734 --> 00:15:36,571 ♪ Somebody shine a light 265 00:15:36,604 --> 00:15:40,374 ♪ I'm frozen by the fear in me ♪ 266 00:15:40,407 --> 00:15:44,077 ♪ Somebody make me feel all right ♪ 267 00:15:44,111 --> 00:15:47,214 ♪ And shatter me 268 00:15:47,247 --> 00:15:49,983 ( cheers and applause ) 269 00:16:19,112 --> 00:16:22,449 ♪ If only the clockwork could speak ♪ 270 00:16:22,483 --> 00:16:24,985 ♪ I wouldn't be so alone 271 00:16:31,826 --> 00:16:35,630 ♪ We'd burn every magnet and spring ♪ 272 00:16:35,663 --> 00:16:39,667 ♪ And spiral into the unknown ♪ 273 00:16:45,372 --> 00:16:48,676 ♪ Somebody shine a light 274 00:16:48,710 --> 00:16:52,145 ♪ I'm frozen by the fear in me ♪ 275 00:16:52,179 --> 00:16:55,082 ♪ Somebody make me feel alive 276 00:16:55,115 --> 00:16:58,653 ♪ And shatter me 277 00:16:58,686 --> 00:17:02,256 ♪ So cut me from the line 278 00:17:02,289 --> 00:17:05,660 ♪ Dizzy spinning endlessly 279 00:17:05,693 --> 00:17:08,462 ♪ Somebody make me feel alive ♪ 280 00:17:08,494 --> 00:17:12,366 ♪ And shatter me 281 00:17:23,578 --> 00:17:26,146 ♪ Shatter me 282 00:17:26,179 --> 00:17:29,449 ♪ If I break the glass then I'll have to fly ♪ 283 00:17:29,483 --> 00:17:30,852 ♪ There's no one to catch me 284 00:17:30,885 --> 00:17:33,086 ♪ If I take a dive 285 00:17:33,120 --> 00:17:36,123 ♪ I'm scared of change and the days stay the same ♪ 286 00:17:36,156 --> 00:17:39,359 ♪ The world is spinning but only in vain ♪ 287 00:17:39,393 --> 00:17:42,597 ♪ If I break the glass then I'll have to fly ♪ 288 00:17:42,630 --> 00:17:46,166 ♪ There's no one to catch me if I take a dive ♪ 289 00:17:46,199 --> 00:17:49,269 ♪ I'm scared of change and the days stay the same ♪ 290 00:17:49,303 --> 00:17:52,640 ♪ The world is spinning but only in vain ♪ 291 00:17:52,674 --> 00:17:55,475 It was one thing to change my eating habits, 292 00:17:55,510 --> 00:17:57,645 but it was a completely different process 293 00:17:57,679 --> 00:17:59,814 to try to change my automatic thoughts. 294 00:17:59,847 --> 00:18:01,583 Like, these voices in my head that would look in the mirror 295 00:18:01,616 --> 00:18:03,350 and say, "You're ugly." 296 00:18:03,383 --> 00:18:05,587 I would stop and I would say out loud, like, 297 00:18:05,620 --> 00:18:08,422 "You're beautiful." 298 00:18:08,455 --> 00:18:11,491 ♪ Somebody shine a light 299 00:18:11,526 --> 00:18:14,829 ♪ I'm frozen by the fear in me ♪ 300 00:18:14,862 --> 00:18:17,865 ♪ Somebody make me feel alive ♪ 301 00:18:17,899 --> 00:18:21,536 ♪ And shatter me 302 00:18:21,569 --> 00:18:24,872 ♪ So cut me from the line 303 00:18:24,906 --> 00:18:28,208 ♪ Dizzy spinning endlessly 304 00:18:28,241 --> 00:18:31,244 ♪ Somebody make me feel alive 305 00:18:31,278 --> 00:18:34,314 ♪ And shatter me 306 00:18:44,592 --> 00:18:48,195 ♪ Shatter me 307 00:18:54,468 --> 00:18:57,905 ♪ Somebody make me feel alive ♪ 308 00:18:57,939 --> 00:19:01,308 ♪ And shatter me 309 00:19:01,341 --> 00:19:02,910 In the road of recovery, 310 00:19:02,944 --> 00:19:05,445 I went on a search to find myself. 311 00:19:05,479 --> 00:19:07,815 Then I started to write music again, 312 00:19:07,849 --> 00:19:11,686 and, uh, I would never go back. 313 00:19:16,724 --> 00:19:18,726 How you doing? 314 00:19:18,760 --> 00:19:21,929 Good to see you too. 315 00:19:21,963 --> 00:19:23,665 They sensed the energy. 316 00:19:23,698 --> 00:19:26,266 Okay, let's do this. 317 00:19:33,240 --> 00:19:34,709 Good morning. 318 00:19:34,742 --> 00:19:36,511 We're backstage at the Dolby theater. 319 00:19:36,544 --> 00:19:38,378 Doughnuts. 320 00:19:38,412 --> 00:19:40,915 We've done the show over 30 times on this tour, 321 00:19:40,948 --> 00:19:42,650 but the Dolby theater, 322 00:19:42,684 --> 00:19:44,251 it's one of the biggest shows of my career, 323 00:19:44,284 --> 00:19:47,722 and how lucky am I that I get to be here? 324 00:19:47,755 --> 00:19:49,322 Whoo! 325 00:19:49,356 --> 00:19:51,425 Do you know if, uh, the dancers are awake? 326 00:19:51,458 --> 00:19:52,694 - Uh-huh. - Yeah? 327 00:19:52,727 --> 00:19:54,294 They're in their room there. 328 00:19:54,327 --> 00:19:55,462 - Oh, really? - At least a couple of them. 329 00:19:55,495 --> 00:19:56,664 Must be a special day. 330 00:19:56,698 --> 00:19:58,365 Being here at the Dolby theater, 331 00:19:58,398 --> 00:20:00,233 it's, you know, the biggest show of the tour. 332 00:20:00,267 --> 00:20:02,235 I mean, this is where they hold the Academy Awards. 333 00:20:07,274 --> 00:20:10,712 Wow, I haven't come out here yet. 334 00:20:10,745 --> 00:20:15,248 This is so-- wow, this is so beautiful. 335 00:20:15,282 --> 00:20:16,918 Holy cow. 336 00:20:16,951 --> 00:20:18,586 Drew: Looking up at those empty seats 337 00:20:18,619 --> 00:20:21,321 and just being like, "These are all going to be full 338 00:20:21,354 --> 00:20:23,624 of ravenous, crazy fans, 339 00:20:23,658 --> 00:20:25,292 it literally gives me goose bumps 340 00:20:25,325 --> 00:20:27,494 and just makes me giddy with excitement. 341 00:20:27,528 --> 00:20:29,964 Little spaceships all, like, you know, 342 00:20:29,997 --> 00:20:31,933 like Star Wars pods. 343 00:20:31,966 --> 00:20:34,802 "Emperor! We have a request." 344 00:20:34,836 --> 00:20:36,470 It's the LA show. 345 00:20:36,504 --> 00:20:38,506 The LA show always brings extra pressure 346 00:20:38,539 --> 00:20:40,675 because all the industry folks come out. 347 00:20:40,708 --> 00:20:42,510 This is your chance to be like, 348 00:20:42,543 --> 00:20:44,779 "I deserve to be on this stage," you know. 349 00:20:44,812 --> 00:20:46,413 Impress everyone. 350 00:20:46,446 --> 00:20:48,883 - Are you ready in five? - Uh, sorry. 351 00:20:48,916 --> 00:20:51,619 I'm just admiring my glory. 352 00:20:51,652 --> 00:20:53,353 Just, uh, running late. 353 00:20:53,386 --> 00:20:54,555 Oh, sorry. I'm sorry. 354 00:20:54,589 --> 00:20:55,757 It's all good. 355 00:20:55,790 --> 00:20:57,592 - Bye! - Bye. 356 00:21:01,495 --> 00:21:03,564 LA just makes you nervous, you know, 357 00:21:03,598 --> 00:21:04,999 'cause, like, all your friends are coming. 358 00:21:05,032 --> 00:21:07,769 Yeah, up in-- I kept having nightmares 359 00:21:07,802 --> 00:21:09,302 for the last, like, week. 360 00:21:09,336 --> 00:21:10,872 There was a tornado coming in one, 361 00:21:10,905 --> 00:21:13,340 and I was stuck in this car that wouldn't drive. 362 00:21:13,373 --> 00:21:14,976 Like, that kind of nightmare. 363 00:21:15,009 --> 00:21:16,343 Wake up in a panic? 364 00:21:16,376 --> 00:21:17,779 And I wake up in, like, a panic. 365 00:21:17,812 --> 00:21:19,680 I'm nervous, but I'm excited. 366 00:21:19,714 --> 00:21:21,849 It's crazy to be playing at such an amazing, 367 00:21:21,883 --> 00:21:23,718 historic venue, 368 00:21:23,751 --> 00:21:25,485 especially when you think about 369 00:21:25,520 --> 00:21:29,389 how, you know, my career really started. 370 00:21:29,422 --> 00:21:32,760 After college, I had found my passion again 371 00:21:32,794 --> 00:21:34,461 and I wasn't about to give it up. 372 00:21:36,931 --> 00:21:38,833 I was starting to dabble 373 00:21:38,866 --> 00:21:41,736 in this new style of playing the violin and dancing. 374 00:21:41,769 --> 00:21:43,403 I was doing covers. 375 00:21:43,436 --> 00:21:44,872 I joined a country band, 376 00:21:44,906 --> 00:21:46,473 and it was the first time I was hired 377 00:21:46,507 --> 00:21:48,910 as a professional musician. 378 00:21:48,943 --> 00:21:50,845 I actually bought a book that was 379 00:21:50,878 --> 00:21:52,680 "How to Make It in the Music Industry," 380 00:21:52,713 --> 00:21:54,749 and it became something that I was obsessed with. 381 00:21:54,782 --> 00:21:57,819 The more I tried, the more it started to sound impossible, 382 00:21:57,852 --> 00:22:01,022 because agents and management and record labels 383 00:22:01,055 --> 00:22:03,423 all just kept saying to me, 384 00:22:03,456 --> 00:22:04,926 "It's really interesting, 385 00:22:04,959 --> 00:22:08,095 but, you know, you just don't fit in the box." 386 00:22:08,129 --> 00:22:10,965 I just kept knocking on door after door after door, 387 00:22:10,998 --> 00:22:13,534 and they just kept closing in my face. 388 00:22:13,568 --> 00:22:17,370 And then finally I had my moment. 389 00:22:17,404 --> 00:22:20,107 The energy in here tonight is on fire. 390 00:22:20,141 --> 00:22:21,776 And here are three words 391 00:22:21,809 --> 00:22:23,978 you don't often hear in the same sentence. 392 00:22:24,011 --> 00:22:25,746 Hip-hop violinist. 393 00:22:25,780 --> 00:22:27,515 But that's exactly what our next act is. 394 00:22:27,548 --> 00:22:30,918 She's Lindsey Stirling. 395 00:22:30,952 --> 00:22:34,121 I felt so inspired to go on that show. 396 00:22:34,155 --> 00:22:36,090 They tell you that this is your make or break. 397 00:22:36,123 --> 00:22:39,426 Like, this is your moment for you to have your shot. 398 00:22:39,459 --> 00:22:42,964 - I'm gonna say yes. - You're going to Hollywood. 399 00:22:42,997 --> 00:22:44,832 Lindsey: When I made it to the quarterfinals, 400 00:22:44,866 --> 00:22:48,102 like, in my mind, that meant that I was probably gonna win. 401 00:22:48,135 --> 00:22:49,971 Good seeing you. 402 00:22:50,004 --> 00:22:51,672 Piers Morgan: One problem. The violin. 403 00:22:51,706 --> 00:22:53,774 You end up missing loads of notes, 404 00:22:53,808 --> 00:22:55,509 and there were times when it sounded to me 405 00:22:55,543 --> 00:22:57,111 like a bunch of rats being strangled. 406 00:22:57,144 --> 00:22:58,613 Seriously. That bad. 407 00:22:58,646 --> 00:23:00,681 ( audience boos ) 408 00:23:00,715 --> 00:23:02,116 Lindsey: At that moment, I thought what they said was God's word. 409 00:23:02,149 --> 00:23:04,085 Like, "I don't have what it takes. 410 00:23:04,118 --> 00:23:07,588 You're right. I did sound terrible." 411 00:23:10,091 --> 00:23:12,760 I ran backstage, and I just found the only place 412 00:23:12,793 --> 00:23:14,729 I could be alone, which was the bathroom. 413 00:23:14,762 --> 00:23:17,598 You know, that's the only place the cameras wouldn't find me, 414 00:23:17,632 --> 00:23:20,935 and I just sat on the floor and I sobbed for hours 415 00:23:20,968 --> 00:23:23,170 until the cleaning staff came in, 416 00:23:23,204 --> 00:23:26,107 and they were like, "Oh, we didn't know anybody was still here." 417 00:23:26,140 --> 00:23:28,009 Like, "Hon, we're closed up for the night." 418 00:23:28,042 --> 00:23:29,744 Like, "You gotta go home." 419 00:23:29,777 --> 00:23:31,746 I don't think what you're doing right now 420 00:23:31,779 --> 00:23:36,684 is enough to fill a theater in Vegas. 421 00:23:39,787 --> 00:23:43,124 ( cheers and applause ) 422 00:23:43,157 --> 00:23:44,926 I remember feeling that night 423 00:23:44,959 --> 00:23:47,628 that I had blown the biggest moment of my life. 424 00:23:47,662 --> 00:23:49,864 Thank you so much, LA! 425 00:23:49,897 --> 00:23:51,232 But I've come, since that moment, 426 00:23:51,265 --> 00:23:52,967 to realize that life is kind, 427 00:23:53,000 --> 00:23:55,169 and it will give you another opportunity. 428 00:27:33,854 --> 00:27:36,423 ( cheers and applause ) 429 00:27:46,767 --> 00:27:49,136 Lindsey: After "America's Got Talent," it hurt so bad, 430 00:27:49,170 --> 00:27:51,972 but something inside me wasn't ready to give up yet, 431 00:27:52,006 --> 00:27:53,774 and so I started to write, 432 00:27:53,807 --> 00:27:56,443 and I started experimenting with dubstep music. 433 00:27:56,477 --> 00:27:59,446 There was not a lot of EDM producers 434 00:27:59,480 --> 00:28:00,915 living in Provo, Utah, 435 00:28:00,948 --> 00:28:02,116 but I found one guy... 436 00:28:02,149 --> 00:28:03,884 This is Mark OG, everybody. 437 00:28:03,918 --> 00:28:05,085 - How you doing? - Yeah. 438 00:28:05,119 --> 00:28:06,921 He is the best, and he makes me 439 00:28:06,954 --> 00:28:08,989 look super-- and sound super good. 440 00:28:11,292 --> 00:28:14,061 ( imitating music ) 441 00:28:17,231 --> 00:28:19,033 I would have to, you know, pay him 442 00:28:19,066 --> 00:28:20,901 before I even started to create a track with him, 443 00:28:20,935 --> 00:28:22,303 because I had this idea 444 00:28:22,336 --> 00:28:23,938 of being a dancing, electronic violinist. 445 00:28:23,971 --> 00:28:25,839 No one's gonna take a risk on that, 446 00:28:25,873 --> 00:28:27,908 so I-- you know, every time I could earn enough money, 447 00:28:27,942 --> 00:28:29,511 I would create a new track. 448 00:28:29,544 --> 00:28:32,514 Basically, all my savings went into this project 449 00:28:32,547 --> 00:28:34,281 that I didn't even know if I could do. 450 00:29:52,192 --> 00:29:54,395 Lindsey: We wrote three songs, they'd been sitting on iTunes. 451 00:29:54,428 --> 00:29:57,464 My mom bought them and my grandma bought them, 452 00:29:57,498 --> 00:30:00,502 and that's about it. 453 00:30:00,535 --> 00:30:03,538 Suddenly, I put up this one video on YouTube, 454 00:30:03,571 --> 00:30:05,005 and they started to sell. 455 00:30:05,039 --> 00:30:06,407 I saw the iTunes spike. 456 00:30:24,592 --> 00:30:26,393 ( plucks string ) 457 00:30:26,427 --> 00:30:28,329 I finished my first album when I was 26. 458 00:30:28,362 --> 00:30:31,932 And I was on my first tour, like, a week later. 459 00:30:31,965 --> 00:30:34,968 Everybody wanna introduce yourself to the camera? 460 00:30:35,002 --> 00:30:37,204 I'm Drew, the drummer. 461 00:30:37,237 --> 00:30:39,239 Gavi, the piano guy. 462 00:30:39,273 --> 00:30:40,642 Lindsey: Can't see Gavi the piano guy. 463 00:30:40,675 --> 00:30:43,377 - Piano guy. - Lindsey: Yay. 464 00:30:43,410 --> 00:30:46,914 - Wow, that is amazing. - This is 'cause this guy. 465 00:30:46,947 --> 00:30:48,583 Lindsey: I met Gavi and Drew 466 00:30:48,616 --> 00:30:51,919 two days before my very first ever ticketed show. 467 00:30:51,952 --> 00:30:54,121 Just kinda got them word of mouth, you know. 468 00:30:54,154 --> 00:30:55,590 I'd never met them before, 469 00:30:55,623 --> 00:30:58,125 and here we are rehearsing for my first ever show. 470 00:31:00,094 --> 00:31:02,930 On that first tour, we were doing these tiny, little venues 471 00:31:02,963 --> 00:31:04,298 that were, like, 200 people, 472 00:31:04,331 --> 00:31:07,067 and I was, like, living the dream. 473 00:31:07,101 --> 00:31:09,002 I was like, "I can't believe I'm a rock star." 474 00:31:09,036 --> 00:31:10,371 Like, "I love this." 475 00:31:10,404 --> 00:31:12,172 And I was meeting fans for the first time. 476 00:31:12,206 --> 00:31:13,608 Thanks so much for coming out today. 477 00:31:13,641 --> 00:31:16,210 Ugh. Have you guys had fun at the festival? 478 00:31:16,243 --> 00:31:18,245 - Yeah! - Yeah? 479 00:31:18,278 --> 00:31:21,148 Drew: As a band, our relationship grew over time, 480 00:31:21,181 --> 00:31:24,351 and Lindsey and Gavi got very, very close 481 00:31:24,385 --> 00:31:26,387 as far as, like-- they just became best friends. 482 00:31:26,420 --> 00:31:29,156 Gavi: She's being a good team member right now. 483 00:31:29,189 --> 00:31:31,392 My band colors with me. 484 00:31:33,460 --> 00:31:35,563 Don't pretend you're not enjoying this. 485 00:31:35,597 --> 00:31:37,364 Oh, this is awesome. 486 00:31:37,398 --> 00:31:39,066 Man: You're showing your manlihood right now. 487 00:31:39,099 --> 00:31:40,702 Yeah, I'm flexing while I do this, though, 488 00:31:40,735 --> 00:31:42,403 so it's all good. 489 00:31:42,436 --> 00:31:43,605 From the moment I met Gavi, 490 00:31:43,638 --> 00:31:45,573 he made me feel just at ease. 491 00:31:45,607 --> 00:31:46,974 Almost like an older brother. 492 00:31:47,007 --> 00:31:48,275 Gavi and I can never sleep 493 00:31:48,308 --> 00:31:50,344 past, like, 7:00 in the morning, 494 00:31:50,377 --> 00:31:54,281 so we hang out here in the captain's seat. 495 00:31:54,314 --> 00:31:56,283 But it's nice being up here. 496 00:31:56,316 --> 00:31:57,985 We get first glance at the scenery 497 00:31:58,018 --> 00:32:00,020 while everybody else is still asleep. 498 00:32:00,053 --> 00:32:01,556 We would just talk about life 499 00:32:01,589 --> 00:32:03,625 and, you know, and laugh together. 500 00:32:03,658 --> 00:32:06,026 I just took picture by the Christmas tree out there. 501 00:32:06,059 --> 00:32:07,562 - Oh, my gosh. - Christmas came early. 502 00:32:07,595 --> 00:32:10,464 ( laughter ) 503 00:32:10,497 --> 00:32:12,065 You know, when you have people 504 00:32:12,099 --> 00:32:13,133 that you can sit there and do nothing with 505 00:32:13,167 --> 00:32:14,435 and love every second of it... 506 00:32:14,468 --> 00:32:16,738 Wolf pack. Animal pack. 507 00:32:16,771 --> 00:32:18,472 You know, those are your best friends. 508 00:32:18,506 --> 00:32:21,208 Those are the people that will be with you forever. 509 00:32:21,241 --> 00:32:23,143 ( cheers and applause ) 510 00:32:29,249 --> 00:32:32,252 For the first 18 months of touring, 511 00:32:32,286 --> 00:32:34,488 every single show sold out. 512 00:32:34,522 --> 00:32:37,324 For nearly a year and a half. 513 00:32:37,357 --> 00:32:39,993 Then it was like, "Oh, well, that 400-seater 514 00:32:40,027 --> 00:32:41,261 sold out really quickly. 515 00:32:41,295 --> 00:32:42,362 Let's go up to the 800-seater." 516 00:32:42,396 --> 00:32:44,131 That one sold out again. 517 00:32:44,164 --> 00:32:45,567 "Okay, let's go up to the 1,200-seater." 518 00:32:45,600 --> 00:32:48,202 We're like, "This is real." 519 00:32:51,338 --> 00:32:53,474 ( cheers and applause ) 520 00:34:14,254 --> 00:34:16,356 ( cheers and applause ) 521 00:34:19,393 --> 00:34:22,764 Man: Gavi? Gav-- 522 00:34:22,797 --> 00:34:25,331 - What's up? - I was just gonna ask you about this show. 523 00:34:25,364 --> 00:34:26,466 Your thoughts right now. 524 00:34:26,501 --> 00:34:28,368 This is fun. 525 00:34:28,402 --> 00:34:32,507 I've come to the conclusion that you never take for granted 526 00:34:32,540 --> 00:34:34,474 the people that come to see you play. 527 00:34:34,509 --> 00:34:36,143 I think it's very cool people are out here. 528 00:34:36,176 --> 00:34:37,679 We're in the middle of Tokyo 529 00:34:37,712 --> 00:34:39,880 and people are out here to see Lindsey play, 530 00:34:39,914 --> 00:34:42,282 so I'm excited. 531 00:34:42,315 --> 00:34:43,483 I've been begging my booking agent 532 00:34:43,518 --> 00:34:45,217 to bring us to Asia for a while, 533 00:34:45,252 --> 00:34:47,487 and now it's just crazy that here we are. 534 00:34:47,522 --> 00:34:49,389 I was making all these little music videos. 535 00:34:49,422 --> 00:34:51,391 My fan base grew exponentially, 536 00:34:51,425 --> 00:34:53,159 And Drew and Gavi and I 537 00:34:53,193 --> 00:34:56,396 set out to do basically a full world tour. 538 00:34:59,534 --> 00:35:01,234 I've said the wrong city twice. 539 00:35:09,443 --> 00:35:12,446 - Wow. - I'm freezing. 540 00:35:12,479 --> 00:35:14,348 The crazy part. Right there. 541 00:35:14,381 --> 00:35:16,584 You're on an animal. You're on an animal. 542 00:35:16,618 --> 00:35:18,786 Lindsey: Last year, we were actually on tour, 543 00:35:18,820 --> 00:35:21,388 and, um, you know, in the middle of tour 544 00:35:21,421 --> 00:35:25,359 we found out that Gavi had, uh, lymphoma cancer. 545 00:35:39,239 --> 00:35:41,441 Gavi got sick very quickly. 546 00:35:41,475 --> 00:35:43,878 He went home immediately. 547 00:35:47,548 --> 00:35:49,349 Okay, so I'm gonna send this to you. 548 00:35:49,383 --> 00:35:51,552 I think you guys are about to go on right now. 549 00:35:51,586 --> 00:35:54,656 9:30. So I'm gonna be a part. Ready? 550 00:35:54,689 --> 00:35:58,693 This is why... 551 00:36:01,428 --> 00:36:04,899 Lindsey: The doctors were very sure that he would get better. 552 00:36:13,641 --> 00:36:16,243 He did get better. He was cancer-free. 553 00:36:16,276 --> 00:36:17,879 He left the hospital. 554 00:36:17,912 --> 00:36:20,213 We had a welcome home party for him. 555 00:36:29,322 --> 00:36:31,391 I didn't think that that welcome home party 556 00:36:31,425 --> 00:36:32,927 would be the last time that I saw him. 557 00:36:43,336 --> 00:36:46,373 It was the most devastating moment of my life, 558 00:36:46,406 --> 00:36:48,810 realizing that my best friend was just gone. 559 00:37:14,434 --> 00:37:18,271 Before he got sick, Gavi and I started writing a song together 560 00:37:18,305 --> 00:37:19,473 one day during sound check, 561 00:37:19,507 --> 00:37:21,475 and I kept promising him 562 00:37:21,509 --> 00:37:24,679 that we're gonna finish that song that we started. 563 00:37:24,712 --> 00:37:26,379 And it never even occurred to me 564 00:37:26,413 --> 00:37:27,849 that he might not get better. 565 00:37:27,882 --> 00:37:30,017 It just wasn't a possibility in my mind. 566 00:37:31,919 --> 00:37:35,322 So this is Gavi's song. 567 00:38:02,817 --> 00:38:05,352 ( applause ) 568 00:38:13,728 --> 00:38:16,898 After Gavi passed away, I just kind of closed up. 569 00:38:16,931 --> 00:38:20,001 I was so almost numb to everything. 570 00:38:20,034 --> 00:38:23,403 But one thing my dad tells me all the time, 571 00:38:23,436 --> 00:38:25,106 he's told me my whole life, 572 00:38:25,139 --> 00:38:28,441 is that you're never alone no matter how alone you feel. 573 00:38:28,475 --> 00:38:31,411 Our loved ones aren't gone after they pass away. 574 00:38:33,548 --> 00:38:35,016 Every time I went in the studio, 575 00:38:35,049 --> 00:38:37,118 I wore something that reminded me of him, 576 00:38:37,151 --> 00:38:40,855 and I would also pray that Gavi would help me write. 577 00:38:43,791 --> 00:38:45,492 It's been really hard. 578 00:38:45,526 --> 00:38:47,862 I remember just being terrified to go on the road 579 00:38:47,895 --> 00:38:49,530 without Gavi. 580 00:38:49,564 --> 00:38:51,065 Being surrounded by that environment 581 00:38:51,098 --> 00:38:52,867 that I knew him the best in, 582 00:38:52,900 --> 00:38:55,069 seeing, you know, the keyboard setup, 583 00:38:55,102 --> 00:38:56,737 and just all these things 584 00:38:56,771 --> 00:38:59,941 stirred up so many memories that were so close. 585 00:38:59,974 --> 00:39:02,442 Just-- I couldn't believe they weren't there-- 586 00:39:02,475 --> 00:39:03,945 they weren't happening anymore. 587 00:39:03,978 --> 00:39:06,479 And this goes down further to the ground, right? 588 00:39:06,514 --> 00:39:08,516 Man: Uh, actually, I'm not sure. 589 00:39:08,549 --> 00:39:09,984 I haven't looked at the framing of it yet. 590 00:39:10,017 --> 00:39:11,886 Still gotta be lower. 591 00:39:11,919 --> 00:39:14,789 It's about a foot too high. 592 00:39:14,822 --> 00:39:17,859 Grief is a very strange thing. 593 00:39:17,892 --> 00:39:20,460 It comes at you when you least expect it. 594 00:39:20,493 --> 00:39:21,996 It comes in waves. 595 00:39:22,029 --> 00:39:23,898 And it can be triggered by something 596 00:39:23,931 --> 00:39:26,033 that you would never even imagine. 597 00:39:26,067 --> 00:39:28,669 ( coughs ) 598 00:39:28,703 --> 00:39:32,740 So I'm really upset 599 00:39:32,773 --> 00:39:37,545 because, um, man... 600 00:39:37,578 --> 00:39:39,981 oh, I'm just so disappointed. 601 00:39:40,014 --> 00:39:43,517 I've planned this whole show. 602 00:39:43,551 --> 00:39:45,853 Half of it is built around this idea 603 00:39:45,887 --> 00:39:50,024 of this scrim, and I was told it would look a certain way, 604 00:39:50,057 --> 00:39:51,959 and, um, it's not working, 605 00:39:51,993 --> 00:39:55,096 and I'm just kinda devastated about it. 606 00:39:55,129 --> 00:39:57,932 You know, man, if I was just 607 00:39:57,965 --> 00:40:01,035 a better violinist, 608 00:40:01,068 --> 00:40:02,837 if I could just play better, 609 00:40:02,870 --> 00:40:08,109 I wouldn't have to plan all these stupid tricks and... 610 00:40:08,142 --> 00:40:12,513 visuals and dancing and costumes 611 00:40:12,546 --> 00:40:15,349 to cover up the fact that I'm just mediocre. 612 00:40:19,220 --> 00:40:22,657 I'm at a loss. 613 00:40:22,690 --> 00:40:24,892 So disappointed, 614 00:40:24,926 --> 00:40:28,696 and also right now I'm just, 615 00:40:28,729 --> 00:40:31,464 you know, this is when... you know, 616 00:40:31,498 --> 00:40:34,201 it's moments like this when Gavi would come find me 617 00:40:34,235 --> 00:40:38,105 and he would, you know, he'd give me a big hug 618 00:40:38,139 --> 00:40:42,043 and he'd tell me that everything was gonna be okay. 619 00:40:42,076 --> 00:40:45,546 He was always the first person to come find me 620 00:40:45,579 --> 00:40:48,816 when I'd run off and, you know, be worried, 621 00:40:48,849 --> 00:40:52,186 and now he's not here. 622 00:40:52,219 --> 00:40:55,122 My whole album was written about being brave enough-- 623 00:40:55,156 --> 00:40:57,725 brave enough to feel. 624 00:40:57,758 --> 00:40:59,894 And sometimes I have-- this is a dark time, 625 00:40:59,927 --> 00:41:01,595 and at moments like this, 626 00:41:01,629 --> 00:41:04,265 I just stop-- I almost just try to stop feeling 627 00:41:04,298 --> 00:41:08,269 because I'm too scared. 628 00:41:08,302 --> 00:41:10,137 I got that one, though. 629 00:41:10,171 --> 00:41:11,539 Yeah, that little rat. 630 00:41:11,572 --> 00:41:13,708 Hi, Luna. 631 00:41:13,741 --> 00:41:16,544 Oh, gosh, I look terrible. 632 00:41:20,047 --> 00:41:22,850 ( music playing on computer ) 633 00:41:22,883 --> 00:41:25,086 Do you like this shot? 634 00:41:25,119 --> 00:41:28,522 ( laughs ) I don't think I ever saw that. 635 00:41:28,556 --> 00:41:31,592 In so many ways, Gavi's a huge part of this tour, 636 00:41:31,625 --> 00:41:33,260 of this album. 637 00:41:33,294 --> 00:41:34,829 I know he's been there with me 638 00:41:34,862 --> 00:41:37,965 not only in the studio, but he loved the stage, 639 00:41:37,999 --> 00:41:39,600 and I know he's there with me. 640 00:41:39,633 --> 00:41:41,569 Lindsey: This one's gonna make you cry. 641 00:41:41,602 --> 00:41:42,937 - Man: It already did. - Really? 642 00:41:42,970 --> 00:41:44,538 Oh, my goodness. Every time. 643 00:41:44,572 --> 00:41:46,841 Think we're all gonna be bawling every day. 644 00:41:46,874 --> 00:41:48,242 Lindsey: I invited his mom to the show, 645 00:41:48,275 --> 00:41:50,011 and I was like, "There's gonna be, like, 646 00:41:50,044 --> 00:41:51,712 a big tribute to Gavi in it." 647 00:41:51,746 --> 00:41:54,648 Gavi's mom is coming to the show tonight, 648 00:41:54,682 --> 00:41:57,118 and it's the first time she's been to a show 649 00:41:57,151 --> 00:41:59,220 since he passed away. 650 00:41:59,253 --> 00:42:02,990 And I actually haven't seen his mom since his service. 651 00:42:03,024 --> 00:42:04,992 I'm hoping that I say the right things 652 00:42:05,026 --> 00:42:07,028 and that it comes out, um, you know, 653 00:42:07,061 --> 00:42:09,296 comes out in a very special way. 654 00:42:09,330 --> 00:42:11,799 At his service, over and over again, 655 00:42:11,832 --> 00:42:14,802 people kept saying that Gavi was so brave-- 656 00:42:14,835 --> 00:42:16,904 he was so brave with his heart, 657 00:42:16,937 --> 00:42:19,173 and that struck me, and I thought, "That's so true." 658 00:42:19,206 --> 00:42:22,943 Gavi lived with his whole heart and he was so brave in that way, 659 00:42:22,977 --> 00:42:26,614 something that I had never been brave enough to be, 660 00:42:26,647 --> 00:42:29,617 and so my album is called "Brave Enough." 661 00:42:29,650 --> 00:42:31,786 This tour is the "Brave Enough" tour 662 00:42:31,819 --> 00:42:34,021 and it's all based around this idea 663 00:42:34,055 --> 00:42:37,058 of what I was inspired by Gavi to be, 664 00:42:37,091 --> 00:42:40,628 and it was to live life in a brave enough way. 665 00:42:40,661 --> 00:42:43,330 ( music playing ) 666 00:42:50,871 --> 00:42:55,743 ♪ I remember, I remember those days ♪ 667 00:42:55,776 --> 00:43:00,648 ♪ Laughing out loud, staying up too late ♪ 668 00:43:00,681 --> 00:43:06,187 ♪ Staring out the window as I see your face ♪ 669 00:43:06,220 --> 00:43:08,722 ♪ I remember, I remember those days ♪ 670 00:43:08,756 --> 00:43:10,724 ♪ I remember those days 671 00:43:10,758 --> 00:43:15,096 ♪ We had a little bit of time, but it's never enough ♪ 672 00:43:15,129 --> 00:43:16,964 ♪ Remember driving all night 673 00:43:16,997 --> 00:43:20,901 ♪ We'd been talking 'bout love ♪ 674 00:43:20,935 --> 00:43:25,139 ♪ Now that you're gone it sure is tough ♪ 675 00:43:25,172 --> 00:43:28,642 ♪ We had a little bit of time but it's never enough ♪ 676 00:43:28,676 --> 00:43:30,845 ♪ No, it's never enough 677 00:43:33,447 --> 00:43:38,719 ♪ I remember, I remember those days ♪ 678 00:43:38,752 --> 00:43:41,755 ♪ I remember, I remember those days ♪ 679 00:43:41,789 --> 00:43:43,824 ♪ Yeah 680 00:43:43,858 --> 00:43:48,329 ♪ I remember, I remember those days ♪ 681 00:43:48,362 --> 00:43:50,931 ♪ I remember those days 682 00:44:10,751 --> 00:44:15,823 ♪ I remember, I remember those eyes ♪ 683 00:44:15,856 --> 00:44:20,728 ♪ They saw my heart without any disguise, yeah ♪ 684 00:44:20,761 --> 00:44:25,466 ♪ And in your arms there's nothing to hide ♪ 685 00:44:25,499 --> 00:44:28,869 ♪ I remember, I remember those eyes ♪ 686 00:44:28,903 --> 00:44:30,971 ♪ I remember those eyes 687 00:44:33,274 --> 00:44:38,479 ♪ I remember, I remember those days ♪ 688 00:44:38,513 --> 00:44:41,849 ♪ I remember, I remember those days ♪ 689 00:44:41,882 --> 00:44:43,918 ♪ Yeah 690 00:44:43,951 --> 00:44:48,722 ♪ I remember, I remember those days ♪ 691 00:44:48,756 --> 00:44:50,891 ♪ I remember those days 692 00:45:43,210 --> 00:45:48,516 ♪ I remember, I remember those days ♪ 693 00:45:48,550 --> 00:45:53,555 ♪ I remember, I remember those days ♪ 694 00:45:53,588 --> 00:45:58,859 ♪ I remember, I remember those days, yeah ♪ 695 00:45:58,892 --> 00:46:01,362 ♪ I remember those days 696 00:46:01,395 --> 00:46:04,865 ♪ I remember, I remember those days ♪ 697 00:46:04,898 --> 00:46:06,467 Love you. 698 00:46:06,501 --> 00:46:08,869 Love you guys. 699 00:46:08,902 --> 00:46:11,105 ♪ I remember those days 700 00:46:11,138 --> 00:46:13,907 ( applause ) 701 00:46:13,941 --> 00:46:16,544 - Oh. - I know. I'm gray now. 702 00:46:16,578 --> 00:46:20,281 You look beautiful. 703 00:46:20,314 --> 00:46:22,182 Such a beautiful, 704 00:46:22,216 --> 00:46:24,084 beautiful tribute to him. 705 00:46:24,118 --> 00:46:25,953 I was crying, so I missed... 706 00:46:25,986 --> 00:46:27,555 You know, we have in spirit brought Gavi 707 00:46:27,589 --> 00:46:30,291 around the world with us the last few months. 708 00:46:30,324 --> 00:46:32,192 He's still a part of what we do, 709 00:46:32,226 --> 00:46:34,395 and he'll always be a part of this show. 710 00:46:34,428 --> 00:46:36,497 That makes me feel so good 711 00:46:36,531 --> 00:46:39,366 to know that he's still appearing in people's lives, you know. 712 00:46:39,400 --> 00:46:41,135 Oh, 100%. 713 00:46:41,168 --> 00:46:42,936 Just hearing her talk about Jason 714 00:46:42,970 --> 00:46:47,241 and what, you know, he meant to her was wonderful, 715 00:46:47,274 --> 00:46:49,343 and he was always goofy and silly, 716 00:46:49,376 --> 00:46:51,845 and I think he found a kindred soul in Lindsey, 717 00:46:51,879 --> 00:46:53,480 'cause I think she's like that too, 718 00:46:53,515 --> 00:46:55,449 so they had a wonderful time together. 719 00:46:55,482 --> 00:46:57,484 I hope that you... 720 00:46:57,519 --> 00:47:00,154 felt his spirit there. 721 00:47:00,187 --> 00:47:02,289 Being vulnerable and living with your whole heart 722 00:47:02,323 --> 00:47:03,991 is a lifelong pursuit. 723 00:47:04,024 --> 00:47:05,560 It's not something you learn in a year. 724 00:47:05,593 --> 00:47:08,996 I've been sharing this story of being brave enough, 725 00:47:09,029 --> 00:47:11,999 you know, now every night for 40 shows. 726 00:47:12,032 --> 00:47:16,003 It took me about 20 shows to not sob through that number. 727 00:47:16,036 --> 00:47:18,906 Like, I'm at a good place. It's been kinda therapeutic. 728 00:47:18,939 --> 00:47:21,609 You know, it felt like I hoped it would feel 729 00:47:21,643 --> 00:47:24,278 to be able to see what the show meant to her. 730 00:47:24,311 --> 00:47:26,880 Thank you for being here. You're amazing. 731 00:47:26,914 --> 00:47:28,916 And also it made me realize 732 00:47:28,949 --> 00:47:30,351 that it's so important to me 733 00:47:30,384 --> 00:47:33,320 to continue to share this message. 734 00:47:35,456 --> 00:47:37,157 Oh, I just got a great idea. 735 00:47:39,460 --> 00:47:41,328 Yeah, it's really cool. 736 00:47:41,362 --> 00:47:42,896 Um, I'm actually thinking-- 737 00:47:42,930 --> 00:47:44,465 let me see. Open this up. 738 00:47:44,498 --> 00:47:46,166 The show gets kinda heavy at a certain point, 739 00:47:46,200 --> 00:47:48,603 where I talk about loss, I talk about grief, 740 00:47:48,636 --> 00:47:50,304 talking about how life goes on 741 00:47:50,337 --> 00:47:52,206 and, you know, playing Gavi's song, 742 00:47:52,239 --> 00:47:54,475 and so I wanted to kind of come out of that 743 00:47:54,509 --> 00:47:56,910 into something a little lighter, 744 00:47:56,944 --> 00:47:58,680 and so I decided I would do some magic. 745 00:47:58,713 --> 00:48:00,447 Yeah, so come out with it, 746 00:48:00,481 --> 00:48:02,349 spin it around, and also, like, 747 00:48:02,383 --> 00:48:04,952 you know, when you unveil and I'm in there, 748 00:48:04,985 --> 00:48:06,588 um, you know, you guys do that-- 749 00:48:06,621 --> 00:48:08,590 ( gasps ) and then quickly open it. 750 00:48:08,623 --> 00:48:10,924 Magic makes things new. It makes things exciting. 751 00:48:10,958 --> 00:48:12,493 It makes people feel like a little kid again 752 00:48:12,527 --> 00:48:13,561 when they're watching it. 753 00:48:13,595 --> 00:48:15,597 Woman: Perfect. 754 00:48:15,630 --> 00:48:17,931 You know, even though there's all this hard, heavy stuff 755 00:48:17,965 --> 00:48:20,602 that is in everyday life, you know, 756 00:48:20,635 --> 00:48:23,571 there's also magic. 757 00:48:23,605 --> 00:48:25,607 Woman: Come in. 758 00:48:25,640 --> 00:48:27,575 Hi. I just wanted to say hey-- 759 00:48:27,609 --> 00:48:29,977 - Oh! - Hi. How you doing? 760 00:48:30,010 --> 00:48:31,513 What's up? I'm so good. How are you? 761 00:48:31,546 --> 00:48:34,047 Good to see you. Good. Thanks for having us. 762 00:48:34,081 --> 00:48:36,216 ZZ and I wrote "Hold My Heart" together, 763 00:48:36,250 --> 00:48:38,085 so she will be singing that 764 00:48:38,118 --> 00:48:39,654 and performing that live with us. 765 00:48:39,687 --> 00:48:41,689 - How's the tour going? - It's been so good. 766 00:48:41,723 --> 00:48:43,390 - Yeah? - Been a super fun tour. 767 00:48:43,424 --> 00:48:45,159 Like, I love the show, 768 00:48:45,192 --> 00:48:47,428 and I think my favorite number is "Hold My Heart." 769 00:48:47,461 --> 00:48:50,097 - Really? - Yeah, we do, like, a whole magic thing. 770 00:48:50,130 --> 00:48:53,100 - Yes! - People love that song. 771 00:48:53,133 --> 00:48:56,069 Six months ago, uh, went in the studio with Lindsey. 772 00:48:56,103 --> 00:48:58,172 She really knew what she wanted. 773 00:48:58,205 --> 00:49:02,409 You know, for her to want me to bring my style 774 00:49:02,443 --> 00:49:06,280 and my artistry to the collaboration is great. 775 00:49:06,313 --> 00:49:09,116 Can I watch the magic show as it's happening, though? 776 00:49:09,149 --> 00:49:11,452 Oh, like, what we're doing? 777 00:49:11,485 --> 00:49:13,053 How it works? 778 00:49:13,086 --> 00:49:14,622 Yeah, what you guys are doing is so cool. 779 00:49:14,656 --> 00:49:17,124 A magician never reveals her tricks. 780 00:49:17,157 --> 00:49:21,094 I think it's amazing when someone can put their own story 781 00:49:21,128 --> 00:49:25,499 into their music and into their whole show, 782 00:49:25,533 --> 00:49:28,570 and, uh, I think the song is boss. 783 00:49:28,603 --> 00:49:30,471 I really love the song. 784 00:49:30,505 --> 00:49:34,742 ♪ I need a hero to save me 785 00:49:34,776 --> 00:49:38,378 ♪ I'm not a girl to set free ♪ 786 00:49:43,217 --> 00:49:48,255 ♪ It's nothing you did to me ♪ 787 00:49:48,288 --> 00:49:51,391 ♪ I've always been this way 788 00:49:59,767 --> 00:50:02,336 ♪ I might be strong 789 00:50:02,369 --> 00:50:05,105 ♪ I might be weak 790 00:50:05,138 --> 00:50:09,409 ♪ There might be a part of me that I won't let you keep ♪ 791 00:50:09,443 --> 00:50:11,746 ♪ Been on this road 792 00:50:11,779 --> 00:50:13,748 ♪ And come this far 793 00:50:13,781 --> 00:50:16,116 ♪ Don't need a man to hold my hand ♪ 794 00:50:16,149 --> 00:50:18,786 ♪ I just want one to hold my heart ♪ 795 00:50:26,628 --> 00:50:28,495 ♪ I just want one to hold my ♪ 796 00:50:28,530 --> 00:50:30,097 ♪ Heart 797 00:50:36,871 --> 00:50:38,105 ♪ Hold my 798 00:50:38,138 --> 00:50:39,674 ♪ Heart 799 00:50:46,614 --> 00:50:49,617 ♪ Don't be afraid to hold this ♪ 800 00:50:51,451 --> 00:50:54,454 ♪ Even the thorns have roses ♪ 801 00:50:56,724 --> 00:50:59,727 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh 802 00:50:59,761 --> 00:51:01,529 ♪ I know I can stand alone 803 00:51:04,231 --> 00:51:06,266 ♪ But I can't love on my own ♪ 804 00:51:06,300 --> 00:51:09,169 ♪ I might be strong 805 00:51:09,202 --> 00:51:11,506 ♪ I might be weak 806 00:51:11,539 --> 00:51:16,143 ♪ There might be a part of me that I won't let you keep ♪ 807 00:51:16,176 --> 00:51:18,478 ♪ Been on this road 808 00:51:18,513 --> 00:51:20,314 ♪ And come this far 809 00:51:20,347 --> 00:51:22,449 ♪ Don't need a man to hold my hand ♪ 810 00:51:22,482 --> 00:51:25,218 ♪ I just want one to hold my heart ♪ 811 00:51:33,460 --> 00:51:35,295 ♪ I just want one to hold my ♪ 812 00:51:35,329 --> 00:51:36,396 ♪ Heart 813 00:51:44,204 --> 00:51:47,508 ♪ Ooh 814 00:51:47,542 --> 00:51:50,210 ♪ Oh 815 00:51:56,918 --> 00:51:59,587 ♪ Oh 816 00:52:06,426 --> 00:52:09,429 ♪ Oh 817 00:52:12,667 --> 00:52:15,235 ♪ Want you to, want you to hold my heart ♪ 818 00:52:15,268 --> 00:52:17,572 ♪ Want you to, want you to hold my heart ♪ 819 00:52:17,605 --> 00:52:19,807 ♪ Want you to, want you to hold my heart ♪ 820 00:52:19,841 --> 00:52:22,242 ♪ Want you to, want you to hold my heart ♪ 821 00:52:22,275 --> 00:52:24,579 ♪ Want you to, want you to hold my heart ♪ 822 00:52:24,612 --> 00:52:27,414 ♪ Want you to, want you to hold my heart ♪ 823 00:52:27,447 --> 00:52:29,483 ♪ Want you to, want you to, want you to, want you to ♪ 824 00:52:29,517 --> 00:52:31,819 ♪ Want you to, want you to hold my heart ♪ 825 00:52:31,853 --> 00:52:34,622 ♪ I might be strong 826 00:52:34,656 --> 00:52:36,624 ♪ I might be weak 827 00:52:36,658 --> 00:52:41,228 ♪ There might be a part of me that I won't let you keep ♪ 828 00:52:41,261 --> 00:52:43,898 ♪ Been on this road 829 00:52:43,931 --> 00:52:45,867 ♪ And come this far 830 00:52:45,900 --> 00:52:48,335 ♪ Don't need a man to hold my hand ♪ 831 00:52:48,368 --> 00:52:51,706 ♪ I just want one to hold my heart ♪ 832 00:52:51,739 --> 00:52:55,510 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh 833 00:52:58,513 --> 00:53:00,748 ♪ I just want one to hold my ♪ 834 00:53:00,782 --> 00:53:02,282 ♪ Heart 835 00:53:04,852 --> 00:53:09,691 ♪ Ooh, I just want one to hold my heart ♪ 836 00:53:13,528 --> 00:53:15,663 Drew: The record's extremely personal for her. 837 00:53:15,697 --> 00:53:19,433 She's learned how to kind of reopen herself 838 00:53:19,466 --> 00:53:22,302 and reopen her heart into actually finding happiness 839 00:53:22,335 --> 00:53:25,707 and not being shut off from the world emotionally. 840 00:53:25,740 --> 00:53:29,010 Thank you so much. How you guys doing? 841 00:53:29,043 --> 00:53:31,378 ( cheering ) 842 00:53:31,411 --> 00:53:34,782 What about the top balcony? How are you doing up there? 843 00:53:34,816 --> 00:53:37,018 ( cheering ) 844 00:53:37,051 --> 00:53:38,385 Whew! 845 00:53:38,418 --> 00:53:39,987 Lindsey: It means so much to me 846 00:53:40,021 --> 00:53:42,489 when you get this connection with your audience 847 00:53:42,523 --> 00:53:44,659 and when you can see that they felt it, 848 00:53:44,692 --> 00:53:46,794 they felt all the things that I felt on stage. 849 00:53:46,828 --> 00:53:50,832 Hi, Luna! Hey, nice suit, by the way. 850 00:53:50,865 --> 00:53:53,000 Okay, spin. Spin. 851 00:53:53,034 --> 00:53:55,636 My favorite comment is when people say 852 00:53:55,670 --> 00:53:58,271 they laughed and they cried 853 00:53:58,305 --> 00:53:59,841 and they had fun. 854 00:53:59,874 --> 00:54:01,876 ( laughter ) 855 00:54:01,909 --> 00:54:04,545 Everyone, give it up for Miss Luna! 856 00:54:04,579 --> 00:54:05,880 ( cheers and applause ) 857 00:54:08,916 --> 00:54:10,852 I wanted to make sure that it was something 858 00:54:10,885 --> 00:54:12,854 that people walked away from uplifted. 859 00:54:12,887 --> 00:54:14,488 That's really important to me. 860 00:54:14,522 --> 00:54:16,057 I know that every single one of you 861 00:54:16,090 --> 00:54:17,892 has talents, you have passions, 862 00:54:17,925 --> 00:54:19,060 you have things that you're amazing at, 863 00:54:19,093 --> 00:54:21,394 things that you want to share. 864 00:54:21,428 --> 00:54:23,898 But I also know how terrifying 865 00:54:23,931 --> 00:54:25,566 and almost crippling it can be, 866 00:54:25,600 --> 00:54:28,401 the thought of taking something that you love 867 00:54:28,435 --> 00:54:30,671 and putting it out there for other people to judge. 868 00:54:30,705 --> 00:54:33,541 People that succeed fail a lot. 869 00:54:33,574 --> 00:54:35,076 They failed many, many times. 870 00:54:35,109 --> 00:54:37,678 But they know how to rise every time they fall, 871 00:54:37,712 --> 00:54:40,047 and so that's what this next song is about. 872 00:54:40,081 --> 00:54:42,083 It's about shutting out the voice 873 00:54:42,116 --> 00:54:45,787 and having the courage to step into the arena. 874 00:56:39,600 --> 00:56:43,638 ( cheering ) 875 00:56:43,671 --> 00:56:46,574 Whoo! Yeah! 876 00:56:46,607 --> 00:56:48,576 It was this massive show. Dancers! 877 00:56:48,609 --> 00:56:50,211 - Oh, my God. - Magic! 878 00:56:50,244 --> 00:56:52,713 Magic was the best part! 879 00:56:56,751 --> 00:56:58,786 Lindsey: I'm so happy with how it was received. 880 00:56:58,819 --> 00:57:01,454 As much stress and as much fear went into the show, 881 00:57:01,488 --> 00:57:02,590 it was all so worth it. 882 00:57:02,623 --> 00:57:04,625 - ( cheering ) - Oh, my God! 883 00:57:04,659 --> 00:57:06,160 Just a little bit nervous 884 00:57:06,193 --> 00:57:08,195 because some of my friends were here tonight. 885 00:57:08,229 --> 00:57:10,031 It's almost easier to talk about these things 886 00:57:10,064 --> 00:57:12,967 in front of strangers than it is to, like, 887 00:57:13,000 --> 00:57:14,635 really be raw and vulnerable 888 00:57:14,669 --> 00:57:16,537 in front of people that you care about. 889 00:57:16,570 --> 00:57:18,506 And by the way, the show was absolutely well done. 890 00:57:18,539 --> 00:57:19,573 Oh, thank you. 891 00:57:19,607 --> 00:57:21,642 Thank you for being here. 892 00:57:21,676 --> 00:57:23,476 It's so special to have you all. 893 00:57:37,525 --> 00:57:40,995 ( sobbing ) 894 00:57:43,164 --> 00:57:45,633 This tour has been an example, personally, 895 00:57:45,666 --> 00:57:48,970 of perseverance for me, because as I'm talking about 896 00:57:49,003 --> 00:57:51,505 these experiences of loss, 897 00:57:51,539 --> 00:57:54,175 no one really knows what I'm going through with my dad. 898 00:57:56,010 --> 00:57:57,878 It's stage-four cancer. 899 00:57:57,912 --> 00:57:59,180 It started out as something 900 00:57:59,213 --> 00:58:02,183 that I knew my dad would beat, 901 00:58:02,216 --> 00:58:03,818 but they're really having a hard time treating it. 902 00:58:03,851 --> 00:58:08,222 My mom was just calling to tell me, like, 903 00:58:08,255 --> 00:58:11,225 "We're going to hear news back next week, 904 00:58:11,258 --> 00:58:14,028 but just prepare yourself, 905 00:58:14,061 --> 00:58:16,163 because I don't want you 906 00:58:16,197 --> 00:58:19,200 to get really bad news out of nowhere." 907 00:58:19,233 --> 00:58:20,701 I was just starting to get up 908 00:58:20,735 --> 00:58:22,203 from the wave that just hit me, 909 00:58:22,236 --> 00:58:26,874 so it's really hard to experience this again. 910 00:58:26,907 --> 00:58:29,076 And it's really hard 911 00:58:29,110 --> 00:58:30,644 not to go back into a little shell. 912 00:58:30,678 --> 00:58:33,881 I wasn't expecting that today. 913 00:58:33,914 --> 00:58:35,216 Drew: Yeah. 914 00:58:35,249 --> 00:58:36,717 I don't think you could ever be prepared 915 00:58:36,751 --> 00:58:39,587 to be told to prepare yourself. 916 00:58:39,620 --> 00:58:40,888 No, not at all. 917 00:58:40,921 --> 00:58:42,289 Basically, we were told by the doctors 918 00:58:42,323 --> 00:58:44,759 to prepare for good-bye. 919 00:58:44,792 --> 00:58:47,595 I started flying home every day off. 920 00:58:47,628 --> 00:58:51,899 You know, from New York, to Arizona, back to D.C. 921 00:58:51,932 --> 00:58:55,302 I'm just trying to spend as much time as I can. 922 00:58:55,336 --> 00:58:56,837 He's fought such a hard fight, 923 00:58:56,871 --> 00:59:00,641 and in so many ways 924 00:59:00,674 --> 00:59:03,110 I am the woman I am today because of my dad. 925 00:59:03,144 --> 00:59:05,780 - What do you think? - I think it's awesome. 926 00:59:05,813 --> 00:59:10,751 I really attribute this sense of adventure to him. 927 00:59:12,820 --> 00:59:16,690 It's really hard when you see people start to lose hope. 928 00:59:18,893 --> 00:59:20,795 What time is meet and greet? 929 00:59:20,828 --> 00:59:22,830 Man: 6 to 7. 930 00:59:25,366 --> 00:59:29,136 Drew: With her father's diagnosis, 931 00:59:29,170 --> 00:59:32,973 obviously there are days where it's extremely difficult 932 00:59:33,007 --> 00:59:35,843 and we just all try and be there for her. 933 00:59:35,876 --> 00:59:38,646 It's been a really, really rough one. 934 00:59:38,679 --> 00:59:40,281 There's just stress there to begin with, 935 00:59:40,314 --> 00:59:43,651 let alone these two massive, major issues in her life. 936 00:59:45,953 --> 00:59:46,987 ( no audible dialogue ) 937 00:59:47,021 --> 00:59:49,824 But she flips a switch, gets up, 938 00:59:49,857 --> 00:59:51,358 wipes the tears off, and just, like, 939 00:59:51,392 --> 00:59:55,129 "Okay, I've got to be Lindsey Stirling. 940 00:59:55,162 --> 00:59:57,264 I can't be... Lindsey Stirling." 941 01:00:03,070 --> 01:00:05,139 - Oh, I'm so ready. - Let's do it! 942 01:00:05,172 --> 01:00:07,074 - Hey, come on in. - Hi! 943 01:00:07,108 --> 01:00:08,409 - Oh, my gosh. - Hello! 944 01:00:08,442 --> 01:00:11,679 Ooh, you're so pretty. I love your hair. 945 01:00:11,712 --> 01:00:13,814 Lindsey: I try to be really optimistic with my fans. 946 01:00:13,848 --> 01:00:14,849 So cool. 947 01:00:14,882 --> 01:00:16,217 You want to be uplifting. 948 01:00:16,250 --> 01:00:18,652 Yeah! Where does one get a stormtrooper helmet? 949 01:00:18,686 --> 01:00:21,155 It's a constant battle to be that kind of person. 950 01:00:21,188 --> 01:00:22,289 ( chattering ) 951 01:00:22,323 --> 01:00:23,958 Yeah, come over here. 952 01:00:23,991 --> 01:00:26,660 But it doesn't mean I don't have days 953 01:00:26,694 --> 01:00:28,863 when I don't win the fight. 954 01:00:28,896 --> 01:00:31,899 ...what to do with my life. 955 01:00:31,932 --> 01:00:33,968 And a few days later your album came out 956 01:00:34,001 --> 01:00:37,671 and that song "Don't Let This Feeling Fade" came up. 957 01:00:37,705 --> 01:00:41,809 God, like, I just knew right there that I had something to do. 958 01:00:41,842 --> 01:00:43,144 I'm so glad that you enjoyed it 959 01:00:43,177 --> 01:00:44,812 and that it meant something to you. 960 01:00:44,845 --> 01:00:45,980 - Thank you so much. - Thank you. 961 01:00:46,013 --> 01:00:48,015 Everybody has bad days, 962 01:00:48,048 --> 01:00:50,684 but when bad days are compounded by grief, 963 01:00:50,718 --> 01:00:52,987 it's really hard to feel like I can be everything 964 01:00:53,020 --> 01:00:54,989 I need and want to be for my fans 965 01:00:55,022 --> 01:00:58,225 when you hurt so much inside. 966 01:00:58,259 --> 01:01:00,728 You know, you really saved my life. 967 01:01:00,761 --> 01:01:02,463 I was going through a really dark time and, 968 01:01:02,496 --> 01:01:05,866 um, I was at the brink, 969 01:01:05,900 --> 01:01:07,368 and your music came on 970 01:01:07,401 --> 01:01:09,737 and it just reminded to hang on. 971 01:01:09,770 --> 01:01:11,172 And your music always pulls me through. 972 01:01:11,205 --> 01:01:13,040 Oh, girl. Thank you for sharing that. 973 01:01:13,073 --> 01:01:15,075 That's so beautiful. 974 01:01:19,514 --> 01:01:25,119 ( music playing ) 975 01:01:31,492 --> 01:01:33,160 A lot of the songs on "Brave Enough" 976 01:01:33,194 --> 01:01:35,329 obviously were written, inspired by, 977 01:01:35,362 --> 01:01:37,097 you know, losing Gavi, 978 01:01:37,131 --> 01:01:39,099 and they kind of gain a whole new depth now 979 01:01:39,133 --> 01:01:40,502 thinking about the fact 980 01:01:40,535 --> 01:01:42,403 that I'm probably going to lose my dad. 981 01:01:54,348 --> 01:01:57,251 "Lost Girls" is about being lost emotionally. 982 01:01:57,284 --> 01:02:00,387 and fighting the urge to go back 983 01:02:00,421 --> 01:02:02,524 into your comfort zone. 984 01:02:02,557 --> 01:02:04,425 It's this really beautiful 985 01:02:04,458 --> 01:02:05,926 symbolic journey of this little ballerina 986 01:02:05,960 --> 01:02:07,461 discovering herself in the forest. 987 01:02:07,494 --> 01:02:10,497 And she almost goes back into her snow globe, 988 01:02:10,532 --> 01:02:12,866 but chooses to stay free. 989 01:03:27,074 --> 01:03:28,976 ♪ Lost girls 990 01:03:31,011 --> 01:03:34,982 ♪ Lost girls find a way 991 01:03:35,015 --> 01:03:37,017 ♪ Lost girls 992 01:04:14,421 --> 01:04:18,425 ♪ Lost girls find a way 993 01:04:42,082 --> 01:04:46,588 ( applause ) 994 01:04:49,089 --> 01:04:51,091 Lindsey: I can't believe we've now been on tour 995 01:04:51,125 --> 01:04:52,226 for three months. 996 01:04:52,259 --> 01:04:54,361 Tonight is our final show, 997 01:04:54,395 --> 01:04:57,197 in Phoenix, my hometown. 998 01:04:58,499 --> 01:05:00,300 My dad will be at the show. 999 01:05:00,334 --> 01:05:02,604 He is so excited to see it. 1000 01:05:02,637 --> 01:05:06,306 My dad has just always been so proud. 1001 01:05:06,340 --> 01:05:09,644 I think it's going to be really, really special. 1002 01:05:09,677 --> 01:05:12,279 I can't believe it's the last day. 1003 01:05:12,312 --> 01:05:13,715 It's insane to me. 1004 01:05:13,748 --> 01:05:15,215 Woman: Yeah, I hear you. 1005 01:05:15,249 --> 01:05:18,285 This has been an extremely exhausting tour, 1006 01:05:18,318 --> 01:05:20,120 not only just physically, 1007 01:05:20,154 --> 01:05:22,122 but also have the built-up emotions 1008 01:05:22,156 --> 01:05:23,424 about what my family's going through 1009 01:05:23,457 --> 01:05:25,125 and worrying about my dad. 1010 01:05:25,159 --> 01:05:28,495 - Want me to push him? - Sure, that would be great. 1011 01:05:30,665 --> 01:05:32,700 Hi! 1012 01:05:32,734 --> 01:05:35,637 - Here's the man himself. - Look who's here. 1013 01:05:35,670 --> 01:05:37,971 Stephen: My name is Stephen J. Stirling 1014 01:05:38,005 --> 01:05:40,174 and I am Lindsey's father. 1015 01:05:40,207 --> 01:05:44,344 I've come to see the last performance in Phoenix. 1016 01:05:44,378 --> 01:05:46,581 What do you warm up to first? 1017 01:05:48,182 --> 01:05:50,317 I usually do scales and then I play-- 1018 01:05:50,350 --> 01:05:52,620 I like to play the song I open with 1019 01:05:52,654 --> 01:05:55,557 so I can imagine that I'm doing it. 1020 01:05:58,292 --> 01:05:59,661 I'm really excited. 1021 01:05:59,694 --> 01:06:01,028 I'm going home with my parents tonight. 1022 01:06:01,061 --> 01:06:02,597 I'm loading up in the car 1023 01:06:02,630 --> 01:06:04,264 and we're going to go home 1024 01:06:04,298 --> 01:06:06,099 and just spend time with my family. 1025 01:06:06,133 --> 01:06:08,368 - How you feeling today? - A lot better. 1026 01:06:08,402 --> 01:06:10,204 - You look better. - You do. 1027 01:06:10,237 --> 01:06:13,373 You look really just awake today and you look great. 1028 01:06:13,407 --> 01:06:16,210 There's color in your skin and light in those eyes. 1029 01:06:16,243 --> 01:06:18,546 I was dead yesterday because they worked me out too much yesterday. 1030 01:06:18,580 --> 01:06:21,048 I know. You know, that was pretty, 1031 01:06:21,081 --> 01:06:22,216 pretty intense what you go through. 1032 01:06:22,249 --> 01:06:25,219 And today, uh-oh. 1033 01:06:25,252 --> 01:06:28,222 So today you didn't have to go to the doctor? 1034 01:06:28,255 --> 01:06:31,058 - Nice! Day off. - Are you done? 1035 01:06:31,091 --> 01:06:32,560 Stephen: It's delightful for me 1036 01:06:32,594 --> 01:06:34,361 to come to these venues, these experiences. 1037 01:06:34,394 --> 01:06:36,163 First concert I went to, it blew me away. 1038 01:06:36,196 --> 01:06:38,533 Little girls there that came to see Lindsey. 1039 01:06:38,566 --> 01:06:40,367 "Will you sign my violin?" 1040 01:06:40,400 --> 01:06:43,370 And then I was standing in front of a guy. 1041 01:06:43,403 --> 01:06:46,541 He was a great big burly biker, you know, 1042 01:06:46,574 --> 01:06:48,375 with braids down the back of his-- 1043 01:06:48,408 --> 01:06:51,078 and he's just-- just having a great time. 1044 01:06:55,415 --> 01:06:57,785 I've taken a lot of inspiration from just watching Lindsey 1045 01:06:57,819 --> 01:06:59,453 and seeing how she's coped 1046 01:06:59,486 --> 01:07:02,322 and handled her father's cancer. 1047 01:07:02,356 --> 01:07:06,594 In many ways, these trials have brought us together more. 1048 01:07:06,628 --> 01:07:10,264 There's always a silver lining. 1049 01:07:10,297 --> 01:07:12,299 We stick together. 1050 01:07:12,332 --> 01:07:13,801 You need to stop worrying about everybody else-- 1051 01:07:13,835 --> 01:07:16,504 Well, I will. 1052 01:07:16,538 --> 01:07:18,438 Well, of course I'm proud of her. 1053 01:07:18,472 --> 01:07:22,109 I'm proud of her for the way she has used her talents 1054 01:07:22,142 --> 01:07:24,111 to share with the world the joy 1055 01:07:24,144 --> 01:07:26,280 and the brightness that is her life 1056 01:07:26,313 --> 01:07:28,115 and her personality. 1057 01:07:28,148 --> 01:07:30,284 Stephen: What Lindsey does is also quite fearless. 1058 01:07:30,317 --> 01:07:32,286 With Lindsey, it's more than just the performance 1059 01:07:32,319 --> 01:07:34,454 or more than just becoming a rock star. 1060 01:07:34,488 --> 01:07:36,456 Lindsey has a statement to make. 1061 01:07:36,490 --> 01:07:39,293 She wants someone to walk away having learned something. 1062 01:07:39,326 --> 01:07:41,128 I don't think there are words to describe 1063 01:07:41,161 --> 01:07:43,798 what a father can feel, that I feel, 1064 01:07:43,831 --> 01:07:46,868 that Lindsey's accomplished. 1065 01:07:46,901 --> 01:07:49,804 Man on PA: Final ten-minute call for show. 1066 01:07:49,837 --> 01:07:52,139 - Last one! - Last pray, last pray. 1067 01:07:52,172 --> 01:07:54,107 Father, we're so grateful 1068 01:07:54,141 --> 01:07:55,810 that we can all be here together... 1069 01:07:55,843 --> 01:07:57,377 There was a lot all happening at once 1070 01:07:57,411 --> 01:07:58,680 as I was preparing this album 1071 01:07:58,713 --> 01:08:00,180 and preparing this tour, 1072 01:08:00,213 --> 01:08:02,684 and I was turning 30, 1073 01:08:02,717 --> 01:08:05,753 I had just lost my best friend. 1074 01:08:05,787 --> 01:08:08,188 I feel like I've been really brave. 1075 01:08:08,221 --> 01:08:10,357 And it's not because I was born that way, 1076 01:08:10,390 --> 01:08:11,859 and it's not because it's natural to me, 1077 01:08:11,893 --> 01:08:13,795 because it's not. 1078 01:08:13,828 --> 01:08:17,397 But it's because Gavi and my dad made me realize 1079 01:08:17,430 --> 01:08:19,198 that every time we go through a big trial, 1080 01:08:19,232 --> 01:08:20,602 we get a little braver. 1081 01:08:20,635 --> 01:08:24,136 - Jesus Christ, amen. - All: Amen. 1082 01:08:24,171 --> 01:08:27,575 - ( music playing ) - ( cheering ) 1083 01:08:32,245 --> 01:08:34,881 ♪ Don't let this feeling fade ♪ 1084 01:08:34,916 --> 01:08:39,854 ♪ Launch into the sky like a private plane ♪ 1085 01:08:39,886 --> 01:08:42,857 ♪ Hang on, we'll ride this wave ♪ 1086 01:08:42,890 --> 01:08:45,859 ♪ Watch the tide come in a little ♪ 1087 01:08:45,893 --> 01:08:48,563 ♪ Just a little more each day ♪ 1088 01:08:50,229 --> 01:08:52,399 ♪ Don't let this feeling fade ♪ 1089 01:08:54,535 --> 01:08:55,903 ♪ Don't let this feeling 1090 01:08:55,937 --> 01:08:59,272 ♪ Hang on, we'll ride this wave ♪ 1091 01:08:59,305 --> 01:09:01,943 ♪ Launch into the sky like a private ♪ 1092 01:09:01,975 --> 01:09:05,178 ♪ Fly like a private plane 1093 01:09:19,993 --> 01:09:21,696 ♪ Don't let this feeling 1094 01:09:23,798 --> 01:09:26,868 ♪ Don't let this feeling fade ♪ 1095 01:09:26,901 --> 01:09:28,368 ♪ Turn it up, let me hear you live ♪ 1096 01:09:28,402 --> 01:09:30,270 ♪ Don't let this feeling 1097 01:09:32,238 --> 01:09:34,942 ♪ Don't let this feeling fade ♪ 1098 01:09:34,975 --> 01:09:36,343 ♪ One life, one love 1099 01:09:36,376 --> 01:09:38,680 ( cheers and applause ) 1100 01:09:44,819 --> 01:09:47,522 Lindsey: Whoo! Thank you so much, Phoenix! 1101 01:09:47,555 --> 01:09:49,791 I want to bring out my whole crew! 1102 01:09:54,028 --> 01:09:55,830 ♪ Don't let this feeling 1103 01:09:57,565 --> 01:10:00,501 ♪ Don't let this feeling fade ♪ 1104 01:10:00,535 --> 01:10:02,302 ♪ Turn it up, let me hear you live ♪ 1105 01:10:02,335 --> 01:10:06,473 ♪ Don't let this feeling 1106 01:10:06,507 --> 01:10:09,276 ♪ Don't let this feeling fade ♪ 1107 01:10:09,309 --> 01:10:10,845 ♪ One life, one love 1108 01:10:10,878 --> 01:10:14,314 ( cheering ) 1109 01:10:35,503 --> 01:10:37,638 Lindsey: I didn't have time with Gavi 1110 01:10:37,672 --> 01:10:40,007 to say all the things I wanted to say. 1111 01:10:40,041 --> 01:10:42,476 I didn't get to say good-bye 1112 01:10:42,510 --> 01:10:44,645 or tell him everything I wanted him to know, 1113 01:10:44,679 --> 01:10:46,446 or how much I cared. 1114 01:10:46,480 --> 01:10:47,949 I think the process of losing Gavi 1115 01:10:47,982 --> 01:10:50,450 helped me realize that I wanted things 1116 01:10:50,484 --> 01:10:51,719 to be different with my dad. 1117 01:10:51,753 --> 01:10:54,856 I knew that this was coming, 1118 01:10:54,889 --> 01:10:56,858 and I made changes in my life 1119 01:10:56,891 --> 01:11:00,494 so that I would have as little regrets as possible. 1120 01:11:00,528 --> 01:11:05,398 What a blessing it was to have some time with my dad. 1121 01:11:07,568 --> 01:11:10,370 You're the best puppy in the world. 1122 01:11:10,403 --> 01:11:11,873 The best Luners. 1123 01:11:11,906 --> 01:11:16,409 ( music playing ) 1124 01:11:19,113 --> 01:11:20,882 I'm finally going back on tour. 1125 01:11:20,915 --> 01:11:24,051 It's just hitting me right now. 1126 01:11:24,085 --> 01:11:26,554 I'm about to head out on the European run 1127 01:11:26,587 --> 01:11:28,022 of the "Brave Enough" tour. 1128 01:11:28,055 --> 01:11:30,290 I'm so excited. 1129 01:11:46,406 --> 01:11:49,409 ( line ringing ) 1130 01:11:49,442 --> 01:11:52,445 - Hi, Lindsey. - Hey, Mommy! 1131 01:11:52,479 --> 01:11:54,682 I'm on my way to the airport right now, 1132 01:11:54,715 --> 01:11:56,784 but I just wanted to call you to say, 1133 01:11:56,818 --> 01:11:58,619 you know, say good-bye before I leave. 1134 01:11:58,653 --> 01:12:00,555 Did you take your supplements with you? 1135 01:12:02,489 --> 01:12:05,960 I... brought some of them. 1136 01:12:05,993 --> 01:12:07,962 Okay. All right, I love you, sweetheart. 1137 01:12:07,995 --> 01:12:09,831 - Good-bye. - Love you, too. Bye. 1138 01:12:11,966 --> 01:12:14,502 She's such a mom. 1139 01:12:16,469 --> 01:12:19,640 Life is not one journey to a destination. 1140 01:12:21,642 --> 01:12:23,544 It's a constant fight, it's a constant battle 1141 01:12:23,578 --> 01:12:26,113 to stay optimistic, 1142 01:12:26,147 --> 01:12:29,650 even if you've been hurt multiple times. 1143 01:12:33,154 --> 01:12:34,454 The scars that you carry, 1144 01:12:34,487 --> 01:12:36,456 they can either make you hard 1145 01:12:36,489 --> 01:12:38,458 or they can make you strong, 1146 01:12:38,491 --> 01:12:42,129 make you empathetic and not bitter. 1147 01:12:42,163 --> 01:12:44,732 And we all have that choice. It's a climb. 1148 01:12:44,765 --> 01:12:47,501 You can rise past your trials. You can be brave. 1149 01:12:49,036 --> 01:12:51,438 As I continue to perform, 1150 01:12:51,471 --> 01:12:53,107 I know my dad will be there with me, 1151 01:12:53,140 --> 01:12:56,844 because he's always been my biggest fan. 1152 01:12:56,878 --> 01:13:00,715 ( cheers and applause ) 1153 01:13:11,626 --> 01:13:16,030 ( music playing ) 81456

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