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Previously on The Resident...
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Have either of you heard from Devon?
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Hey, can I get some help
in here?! (COUGHS)
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They found him collapsed
in the elevator on the roof.
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What happened?
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Hey, sweetheart.
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NIC: Hey, how's it going so far?
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Mama isn't here.
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We talked about that.
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Hey, it's me. Just trying again.
Call me back.
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She's gonna be back tomorrow night.
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Conrad Hawkins?
There's been an accident.
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(TIRES SCREECHING)
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PILOT: This is Traumahawk Three
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requesting landing field
briefing at Chastain.
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- (TIRES SCREECHING)
- OPERATOR: Chastain
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- helipad is clear. Go ahead.
- Chastain,
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we are inbound, five souls
on board, ETA five minutes.
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(TIRES SCREECHING)
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PILOT: We are requesting an overhead
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level-1 trauma on arrival.
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OPERATOR: Request granted.
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Handing you off to the medics.
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Patient is female, 30s,
status post-MVC, GCS 3
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- at the scene.
- (TIRES SCREECHING)
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Single car collision.
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Significant intrusion
on the driver's side.
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Intubated at the scene,
tachy's to the 120s,
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stable BP.
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Dr. Hawkins?
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(PHONE RINGING)
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ER.
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Whoa. Where's the fire?
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(PHONE RINGING)
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Got us a table for two at Ray's.
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- I adore Ray's.
- (PHONE BUZZING)
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I thought you said
you were off the clock.
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(PHONE CHIMES)
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OPERATOR: Do we have
an ID on the patient?
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Nicolette Nevin.
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Conrad!
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- (HELICOPTER BLADES WHIRRING)
- (GRUNTING)
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Hold on, man.
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They have to bring her to us!
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Okay. I'm good, I'm good,
I'm good, I'm good.
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On my count.
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One, two, three. (GRUNTS)
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- (BEEPING)
- We got a problem here.
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Her pressure's tanking.
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Why haven't they brought her out yet?
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They must not be able to move her.
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Conrad!
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(GRUNTS)
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Doc, we got this.
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I'm not her doctor. I'm her husband.
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Nic. (PANTING)
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I'll update the transport team.
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Nic, I'm here. What happened?
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Police don't have a cause.
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There were no other
vehicles at the scene,
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no inclement weather.
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No idea where she was coming
from or where she was headed.
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She was coming home.
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Wait. You're Dr. Conrad Hawkins, right?
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I've heard the other medics mention you.
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You're ex-military, right?
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Corpsman. Afghanistan.
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Syria. Air Force Para-rescue.
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You know what they teach us?
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Watch the monitors, not the patient.
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- (RAPID BEEPING)
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She needs an ultrasound.
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MCDONNELL: There. No lung sliding.
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It's a tension pneumo.
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We can decompress her here.
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Pass me an angiocath.
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I got it.
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Really.
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(RAPID BEEPING CONTINUES)
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She didn't even flinch.
What did you sedate her with?
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Nothing. She's not sedated
with anything.
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Nic, wake up. Wake up.
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(PANTING)
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On my count. Three, two.
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- One.
- One.
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At some point,
we will have to intervene.
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He can't take control of Nic's care.
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I know, and we will once we know
what we're dealing with.
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The pneumothorax was easily resolved,
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but Nic hasn't done anything purposeful
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since the paramedics found her.
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KIT: Which could mean
a myriad of things.
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Accidental ingestion,
electrolyte abnormality.
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Sure, it's a possibility.
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I mean, from the neck down,
Nic appears to be okay.
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But the impact from the crash
may have damaged her brain.
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Badly.
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Let's not catastrophize just yet.
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(PANTING): Where's Nic?
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Ooh, Dr. Pravesh,
you're not looking too good.
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She's right, Devon. Slow down.
You're still recovering.
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I'm fine.
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Hey, where's Nic?
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She's in CT. Conrad is with her.
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Kit's keeping me posted.
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Whoa, buddy, hold on. Hey,
didn't I just discharge you?
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It's Nic. I'm not going home.
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Okay, but you're also not going
to badge in.
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Let's find you a place to lie down.
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I'll order you a neb. Come on.
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No. It's fine.
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(MAN SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY OVER P.A.)
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It's subtle, but there's
some evidence of edema.
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Yeah, but we're used to looking
at scans of older people.
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A young brain is bound
to look full in contrast.
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Well, these tiny
petechial hemorrhages in
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the basal ganglia tell us
there's damage.
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Well, the question is...
how will it evolve?
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KIT: Dr. Sutton, what's our plan?
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CONRAD: Place an ICP monitor
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and treat her with meds
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to lower her intracranial
pressure if it's high.
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And repeat the CT in four hours.
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Sooner. I want to know
if there's any changes.
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Nic is strong. She's healthy.
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I've had patients make it
through injuries like this.
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We all have.
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Got here as fast as I could.
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Oh, my God. I'm so sorry.
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There's nothing to be sorry about.
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Nic is gonna be fine.
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Does everyone hear that?
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Nic is gonna be fine.
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Go home, Pravesh. You shouldn't be here.
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(DOOR OPENS)
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(DOOR CLOSES)
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I need help over here!
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Mrs. Sandoval?
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- It's not me. It's Gabe.
- (WHEEZING)
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He's having trouble breathing again.
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Hey, it's my favorite long-haul
COVID survivor. You missed us?
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Not really.
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- No offense.
- (LAUGHS)
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Let's get you checked out.
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- (GABE WHEEZES, WHIMPERS)
- (SHUSHES)
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Only oxygen. No tubes.
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Now you know I don't
make the rules, Mr. Sandoval.
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Just try and relax. We've got you.
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He's been doing so well
since the surgery.
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I wrote down his pulse oximeter reading.
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This is 94, 96, 93, 94.
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My wife is paranoid.
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She's thorough.
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We like that.
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CHERRY: I try to keep him alive.
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His health has never been
the same since he had COVID.
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That's a lot of wheezing I'm hearing.
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How do you feel about checking
in to the Hotel de Chastain?
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- Huh?
- I told you they'd admit me.
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- Shh.
- IRVING: Page Dr. Austin.
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- Mm-hmm.
- Let's get Mr. Sandoval started on a neb,
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order a chest X-ray, and
give him 125 IV Solu-Medrol.
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Um, is Nurse Nevin here?
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She always likes
to know how Gabe is doing.
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Uh, not tonight.
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Sit tight.
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- We'll get you fixed up, Mr. Sandoval, okay?
- (GRUNTS)
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- Shh.
- (WHEEZING)
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You need to stop beating yourself up.
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You saw the look on his face.
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(TAKES DEEP BREATH)
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He's not angry with you.
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He's terrified.
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Which is exactly
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how I felt when we didn't know
what happened to you.
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And Conrad was with you the
whole time I was unconscious.
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I need to be there for him.
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Just give him time.
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If Nic doesn't turn a corner soon,
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there may not be much time.
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Inserting the electrode into the dura.
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Tox screen negative.
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She doesn't have a drop
of alcohol in her.
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So her EKG and her echo were normal.
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There's no evidence of any arrhythmia
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that could have preceded this.
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(RAPID BEEPING)
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(CONRAD SIGHS)
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BILLIE: Swelling on the
CT wasn't an overcall.
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Her intracranial pressure is high.
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- Then we start her on hypersaline...
- Dr. Sutton?
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Uh, we start her on hypertonic
saline, Lasix and mannitol.
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- If that doesn't work...
- It has to work.
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Let me talk to you for a second.
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Billie is a strong neurosurgeon,
but if you would like
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a second opinion, you just name
the doctor, and I'll deliver...
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- I don't want another surgeon.
- No, I-I get... I know.
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What you want is to direct
Nic's care, but you cannot.
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Doing so would be a risk to Nic
that we can't let you take.
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You can't expect me to do nothing.
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I'm not saying that,
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but you must give this team the chance.
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(MONITOR BEEPING STEADILY)
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You don't have to stay for this.
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Oh, don't mind me, dear. There's
nowhere else I need to be.
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Oh, no. Cherry's an old pro.
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She sat beside Gabe for the six months
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he was in ICU recovering from COVID.
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Six months, one week, five days.
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Is "bronchoscopy" two Os or three?
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- That's three.
- Ah.
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I-I like to write everything down.
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I-I know you keep Gabe's records
in the clouds or whatever,
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but I like to keep
my own account right here.
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Hey, Devi, park the scope right there.
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See how his trachea collapses
every time he breathes?
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That's what's causing the wheezing.
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It's the tracheomalacia again.
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Okay, Devi, we're good.
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He needed all that time on
the breathing tube for COVID,
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but it made his trachea weak and floppy.
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And given his history,
I'm afraid we're gonna have
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to go back to the tracheostomy tube.
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- Oh, he hated that so much.
- I know.
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How long will he need it?
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Indefinitely.
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And he's most likely going
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to need the ventilator at home, as well.
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I mean, the damage to
his own trachea is so extensive,
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it's the only way we can
get Gabe to breathe safely.
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Cherry, I know this is not
what any of us wanted,
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but I promise you,
it is the best that we have.
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No explanation from the police
on what caused the accident?
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Not yet.
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I texted my prayer group to include Nic.
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I hope that's okay.
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How's she doing?
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Listen, about earlier. I should...
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- What's this?
- Elaine Quinn, patient from last winter.
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40 years old? She had the dogs?
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Two huskies.
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I remember. Her car
got hit by a snowplow.
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Worst TBI we'd seen, but she recovered.
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If I can figure out why
she made it through,
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I can help Nic make it through.
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Elaine Quinn's scans were
entirely different than Nic's.
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She had a brain bleed.
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We were able to intervene on that.
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I know that's not what you want to hear.
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You think I'm in denial?
253
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I don't.
254
00:13:02,176 --> 00:13:05,145
I don't pretend to know at all
what this is like for you.
255
00:13:06,647 --> 00:13:08,681
I want to help you.
256
00:13:10,618 --> 00:13:12,585
I just don't want
to say the wrong thing.
257
00:13:17,224 --> 00:13:19,588
No. I want you to be honest with me.
258
00:13:19,593 --> 00:13:21,694
I know it's bad.
259
00:13:23,597 --> 00:13:25,565
It is.
260
00:13:36,477 --> 00:13:38,507
How you doing?
261
00:13:38,512 --> 00:13:41,744
(SNIFFLES) Me? I'm fine.
262
00:13:41,749 --> 00:13:43,749
Well, then you're made
of something much stronger
263
00:13:43,754 --> 00:13:46,154
than the rest of us.
It's okay not to be okay
264
00:13:46,159 --> 00:13:48,584
when your critical patient
is also your friend.
265
00:13:48,589 --> 00:13:50,323
How are you, really?
266
00:13:52,600 --> 00:13:55,564
This is one of the worst nights
of my life as a doctor.
267
00:13:55,569 --> 00:13:58,400
And I want to cry and scream
and throw things
268
00:13:58,405 --> 00:14:01,170
because my best friend
should not be in an ICU bed
269
00:14:01,175 --> 00:14:03,410
fighting for her life.
270
00:14:05,779 --> 00:14:07,747
And how's Nic's progress?
271
00:14:11,085 --> 00:14:14,850
Her ICP is higher than
I would like, but it's stable.
272
00:14:14,855 --> 00:14:18,358
Stable's not the same thing
as recovering. Right?
273
00:14:20,594 --> 00:14:22,591
Which is why I think it's time
274
00:14:22,596 --> 00:14:24,460
to put her in a phenobarbital coma.
275
00:14:24,465 --> 00:14:26,232
And you're worried Conrad won't agree?
276
00:14:27,435 --> 00:14:31,137
This is your call...
how you approach this.
277
00:14:32,539 --> 00:14:34,507
You're the doctor.
278
00:14:40,614 --> 00:14:43,612
If we put her in a coma,
she can't wake up
279
00:14:43,617 --> 00:14:45,614
until the sedatives wear off.
280
00:14:46,019 --> 00:14:48,216
How can I know she's improving
281
00:14:48,221 --> 00:14:50,018
if she's being flooded with sedatives?
282
00:14:50,023 --> 00:14:53,059
- We rely on monitoring parameters.
- Mm-mm.
283
00:14:54,495 --> 00:14:55,728
(SNIFFLES)
284
00:14:57,731 --> 00:15:00,696
Listen, I have to do something
I don't want to do.
285
00:15:00,701 --> 00:15:02,698
I have to talk to you the way
286
00:15:02,703 --> 00:15:05,271
I would the spouse of any other patient.
287
00:15:12,646 --> 00:15:15,744
Unfortunately, despite our meds,
288
00:15:15,749 --> 00:15:18,547
the pressure in your
wife's brain is still too high.
289
00:15:18,552 --> 00:15:20,816
If we don't put her
in a medically-induced coma,
290
00:15:20,821 --> 00:15:24,090
we risk compromising any chance
she has at recovery.
291
00:15:30,130 --> 00:15:32,732
(SIGHS) Oh, Conrad.
292
00:15:34,668 --> 00:15:38,634
Nic has been my best friend
since we were children.
293
00:15:38,639 --> 00:15:42,671
I love her, too, and I will
do anything for her.
294
00:15:42,676 --> 00:15:44,873
It doesn't compare
to what you're going through,
295
00:15:44,878 --> 00:15:47,476
but you have to trust me.
296
00:15:47,481 --> 00:15:50,650
I can't. I can't let go.
297
00:15:53,520 --> 00:15:54,850
(SNIFFLES)
298
00:15:54,855 --> 00:15:58,624
What if we do this
and it's the end, and...
299
00:16:01,061 --> 00:16:03,696
... and I-I can't ever
talk to her again?
300
00:16:07,735 --> 00:16:10,366
This is her best chance,
301
00:16:10,371 --> 00:16:12,634
maybe her only chance.
302
00:16:12,639 --> 00:16:14,607
You know that.
303
00:16:18,645 --> 00:16:21,610
What would Nic tell us to do
in this situation?
304
00:16:21,615 --> 00:16:24,384
What would she say right now?
305
00:16:28,355 --> 00:16:30,323
She would say, "Start the drip".
306
00:16:53,010 --> 00:16:54,510
It's herbal.
307
00:16:55,400 --> 00:16:58,436
Caffeine never does anyone
any good at this hour.
308
00:17:00,000 --> 00:17:02,264
Thank you, Mrs. Sandoval.
309
00:17:02,269 --> 00:17:04,237
How are you?
310
00:17:07,308 --> 00:17:09,972
Is it Gabe?
311
00:17:09,977 --> 00:17:13,312
Dr. Austin said he needs
another trach tube.
312
00:17:14,548 --> 00:17:17,517
I have a feeling that's gonna
go over like a lead balloon.
313
00:17:19,153 --> 00:17:21,951
You can't imagine how relieved we were
314
00:17:21,956 --> 00:17:24,153
when Nic got Gabe diagnosed.
315
00:17:25,158 --> 00:17:29,158
Neither one of us had ever heard
of tracheomalacia.
316
00:17:29,163 --> 00:17:33,462
She helped us understand what
long-haul COVID would mean
317
00:17:33,467 --> 00:17:35,435
for Gabe, for both of us.
318
00:17:37,800 --> 00:17:41,899
And she made us believe
that we could face it together.
319
00:17:41,904 --> 00:17:43,601
Maybe it's silly at my age,
320
00:17:43,606 --> 00:17:47,242
but Nic made me want to go back
to school and become a nurse.
321
00:17:48,678 --> 00:17:50,779
She gave us hope.
322
00:17:53,883 --> 00:17:56,781
I wish I could thank her again for that.
323
00:17:56,786 --> 00:18:00,289
You can... when she wakes up.
324
00:18:02,658 --> 00:18:05,427
- (DOOR OPENS)
- BELL: I hope to God you won't have to.
325
00:18:08,731 --> 00:18:11,662
- No updates?
- No, there's-there's nothing yet, um,
326
00:18:11,667 --> 00:18:12,698
but I brought you a visitor.
327
00:18:12,702 --> 00:18:16,201
This is Santina Lopez from Nexus Life.
328
00:18:16,206 --> 00:18:17,668
Hello, Santina.
329
00:18:17,673 --> 00:18:19,670
I'm sorry you made the trip up here,
330
00:18:19,675 --> 00:18:22,310
but I have no need of you at this time.
331
00:18:24,580 --> 00:18:27,245
I'm sorry. Could you
just give us a minute?
332
00:18:27,250 --> 00:18:28,483
Of course.
333
00:18:33,489 --> 00:18:36,521
You know, there's never
a good time to make this call,
334
00:18:36,526 --> 00:18:37,822
and if this were
335
00:18:37,827 --> 00:18:39,324
- any other patient...
- It isn't.
336
00:18:39,329 --> 00:18:40,825
... with a severe TBI
337
00:18:40,830 --> 00:18:42,927
and no trauma to major organs...
338
00:18:44,332 --> 00:18:47,832
Just given everything we know
at this moment,
339
00:18:47,837 --> 00:18:50,735
we have to consider
every possible outcome.
340
00:18:50,740 --> 00:18:52,637
There are tens of thousands of people
341
00:18:52,642 --> 00:18:54,539
in this country
waiting for organ transplants.
342
00:18:54,544 --> 00:18:57,879
I know, I have patients
of my own on that list.
343
00:19:00,750 --> 00:19:04,649
If the time comes
to discuss Nic's wishes,
344
00:19:04,654 --> 00:19:07,857
I promise I will handle it.
345
00:19:10,493 --> 00:19:12,590
(MONITOR BEEPING STEADILY)
346
00:19:12,595 --> 00:19:14,392
(WHEEZING)
347
00:19:14,397 --> 00:19:16,461
CHERRY: Oh, there you are. (LAUGHS)
348
00:19:16,466 --> 00:19:18,496
- You miss me?
- (WHEEZING)
349
00:19:18,501 --> 00:19:20,202
How's your breathing, Mr. Sandoval?
350
00:19:21,871 --> 00:19:24,802
We should talk about
what we found on the scope.
351
00:19:24,807 --> 00:19:28,439
We want to put in
another tracheostomy tube.
352
00:19:28,444 --> 00:19:32,109
No? Honey, this isn't
a yes-or-no question.
353
00:19:32,114 --> 00:19:33,978
Page Dr. Austin.
354
00:19:33,983 --> 00:19:37,019
He should be a part
of this conversation.
355
00:19:38,487 --> 00:19:39,750
We'll be right back.
356
00:19:39,755 --> 00:19:42,520
(MAN SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY OVER P.A.)
357
00:19:42,525 --> 00:19:44,222
(GABE CLEARS THROAT)
358
00:19:44,227 --> 00:19:47,058
When the trach tube came out last time,
359
00:19:47,063 --> 00:19:50,361
we agreed I'd never have another one.
360
00:19:50,366 --> 00:19:53,431
It's okay. Our insurance can cover it.
361
00:19:53,436 --> 00:19:56,100
It's not the cost, honey.
362
00:19:56,505 --> 00:19:58,669
I'll be tethered to a machine.
363
00:19:58,674 --> 00:20:00,771
(WHEEZING)
364
00:20:00,776 --> 00:20:04,312
The noise, the inconvenience.
365
00:20:06,382 --> 00:20:09,684
All you do is take care of me.
366
00:20:11,487 --> 00:20:14,352
With a trach, it's endless.
367
00:20:14,357 --> 00:20:17,288
I signed up for better or worse,
sickness and health.
368
00:20:17,293 --> 00:20:19,624
I love you.
369
00:20:19,629 --> 00:20:21,692
And I love you.
370
00:20:21,697 --> 00:20:23,665
(WHEEZING)
371
00:20:27,570 --> 00:20:29,604
That's why I've made up my mind.
372
00:20:31,574 --> 00:20:33,571
I'm done, honey.
373
00:20:33,576 --> 00:20:38,609
No more tubes,
no more chest compressions.
374
00:20:38,614 --> 00:20:41,479
- Uh-uh.
- (RAPID BEEPING)
375
00:20:41,484 --> 00:20:42,747
- (LOUD WHEEZING)
- No.
376
00:20:42,752 --> 00:20:45,483
Doctor? Dr. Devi!
377
00:20:45,488 --> 00:20:47,718
(WHEEZING)
378
00:20:47,723 --> 00:20:50,054
- (RAPID BEEPING)
- We need a code airway!
379
00:20:50,059 --> 00:20:53,991
DNI. DNI. DNI.
380
00:20:53,996 --> 00:20:56,294
- DNI.
- Mr. Sandoval, you could die without intubation.
381
00:20:56,299 --> 00:20:57,528
REENA: Dr. Devi?
382
00:20:57,533 --> 00:20:59,397
(LOUD WHEEZING)
383
00:20:59,402 --> 00:21:01,947
Cancel the code. Mr. Sandoval
just informed me he's DNI.
384
00:21:01,952 --> 00:21:03,502
Get the BiPAP machine, please.
385
00:21:03,507 --> 00:21:05,670
We can keep you breathing
for now, but you need
386
00:21:05,675 --> 00:21:07,772
a permanent solution.
387
00:21:07,777 --> 00:21:09,845
(WHEEZING)
388
00:21:13,649 --> 00:21:16,647
Conrad told me not to come,
but I had to.
389
00:21:16,652 --> 00:21:18,019
How's Nic?
390
00:21:19,288 --> 00:21:21,486
- I think he'll be happy you're here.
- (GIGI BABBLES)
391
00:21:21,491 --> 00:21:24,655
All right. Kyle's on his way.
392
00:21:24,660 --> 00:21:27,725
He, understandably,
is taking this very hard,
393
00:21:27,730 --> 00:21:29,059
and I'm worried.
394
00:21:29,064 --> 00:21:31,295
I'll see to Kyle.
395
00:21:31,300 --> 00:21:33,298
Why don't you get GiGi to the nursery,
396
00:21:33,303 --> 00:21:35,099
and I'll have one of the staff
from Peds come
397
00:21:35,104 --> 00:21:36,767
- and help you get her settled?
- Okay.
398
00:21:36,772 --> 00:21:38,569
(GIGI FUSSING)
399
00:21:38,574 --> 00:21:40,338
(ALARM SOUNDING)
400
00:21:40,343 --> 00:21:42,373
- Her ICP is up again.
- I can get more mannitol.
401
00:21:42,378 --> 00:21:45,444
No. Her osmolarity is already 320.
402
00:21:46,849 --> 00:21:49,279
Asymmetric pupils.
Nonreactive on the right.
403
00:21:49,284 --> 00:21:50,515
That's new.
404
00:21:50,520 --> 00:21:52,354
(ALARMS SOUNDING)
405
00:21:54,657 --> 00:21:57,757
So is the bradycardia.
This could be a bleed.
406
00:21:57,762 --> 00:21:59,162
That could be something we can fix.
407
00:22:00,195 --> 00:22:02,797
Let's get her to CT to find out. Now.
408
00:22:05,600 --> 00:22:07,597
Kyle.
409
00:22:07,602 --> 00:22:09,699
Hey. Hi. Hi. Hi.
410
00:22:09,704 --> 00:22:13,803
Hi. I, uh... I, uh, found this,
you know, message board online.
411
00:22:13,808 --> 00:22:16,239
They said that sensory reminders
can be helpful.
412
00:22:16,244 --> 00:22:18,241
Uh, where's Nicky?
413
00:22:18,246 --> 00:22:21,345
She's just been brought to CT.
414
00:22:21,350 --> 00:22:23,947
I want to prepare you
for when you see her.
415
00:22:23,952 --> 00:22:27,684
Oh, is it... ? It's that bad?
416
00:22:27,689 --> 00:22:30,920
On the outside Nic looks okay,
like she's sleeping.
417
00:22:30,925 --> 00:22:32,822
Well, that's good, right?
418
00:22:32,827 --> 00:22:34,858
Not exactly.
419
00:22:34,863 --> 00:22:37,894
The impact from the accident
was powerful enough
420
00:22:37,899 --> 00:22:40,964
- to injure her brain.
- (GASPS)
421
00:22:40,969 --> 00:22:43,867
- It's, uh, like a severe bruise you can't see.
- Don't.
422
00:22:43,872 --> 00:22:46,202
And we don't know if or when
423
00:22:46,207 --> 00:22:47,971
that bruise will improve or worsen.
424
00:22:47,976 --> 00:22:49,672
It's got to improve.
425
00:22:49,677 --> 00:22:51,908
It will improve.
426
00:22:51,913 --> 00:22:54,911
I'm afraid, at the moment,
that's far from certain.
427
00:22:54,916 --> 00:22:57,446
Okay, I want...
I want to... I want to see her.
428
00:22:57,451 --> 00:22:58,715
I need to talk to her.
429
00:22:58,720 --> 00:23:01,451
(VOICE BREAKING): I want her
to know that I'm here.
430
00:23:01,456 --> 00:23:04,958
Of course. You can see her after the CT.
431
00:23:06,861 --> 00:23:10,627
Can... can-can-can...
can I wait in her room?
432
00:23:10,632 --> 00:23:12,199
Yes.
433
00:23:14,569 --> 00:23:15,932
There.
434
00:23:15,937 --> 00:23:17,667
I see it.
435
00:23:17,672 --> 00:23:21,438
Diffuse effacement
of the gray-white junction.
436
00:23:21,443 --> 00:23:23,373
Ventricular compression.
437
00:23:23,378 --> 00:23:26,080
Her brain is herniating.
438
00:23:30,819 --> 00:23:34,384
All right. So, we do
a decompressive craniotomy.
439
00:23:34,389 --> 00:23:35,621
That could stop the herniation.
440
00:23:35,625 --> 00:23:37,720
- No, I can't.
- Yes, you can.
441
00:23:37,725 --> 00:23:40,762
I can't reverse the injury.
442
00:23:44,699 --> 00:23:47,067
Nic won't recover from this, Conrad.
443
00:23:55,677 --> 00:23:57,941
That's my wife in there.
444
00:23:57,946 --> 00:24:00,877
GiGi's mother. The center of our world.
445
00:24:00,882 --> 00:24:02,917
We are not giving up on her.
446
00:24:32,714 --> 00:24:35,449
♪ ♪
447
00:24:40,522 --> 00:24:42,489
(SIGHS): I love you.
448
00:24:43,558 --> 00:24:44,787
(SNIFFLES)
449
00:24:44,792 --> 00:24:46,758
(SIGHS)
450
00:25:03,895 --> 00:25:06,495
This is unsurvivable.
451
00:25:06,500 --> 00:25:08,301
Yeah, I know.
452
00:25:13,341 --> 00:25:15,375
These images make it clear.
453
00:25:18,145 --> 00:25:20,180
Nic is gone.
454
00:25:21,716 --> 00:25:24,148
There's only one thing left
to do to confirm the diagnosis.
455
00:25:24,153 --> 00:25:26,050
The brain death exam. I...
456
00:25:26,055 --> 00:25:28,590
I don't think Billie should handle that.
457
00:25:29,700 --> 00:25:31,864
She's going through enough.
458
00:25:31,869 --> 00:25:34,134
Conrad will insist
on performing the tests.
459
00:25:34,139 --> 00:25:36,269
No, we can't allow it.
460
00:25:36,274 --> 00:25:38,876
Who does that leave?
461
00:25:41,846 --> 00:25:43,847
Are you sure you're up for this?
462
00:25:47,752 --> 00:25:49,853
Am I up for it?
463
00:25:51,722 --> 00:25:53,719
No.
464
00:25:53,724 --> 00:25:57,561
Is it gonna destroy me? Yes.
465
00:25:59,664 --> 00:26:01,632
But it's not about me.
466
00:26:04,202 --> 00:26:06,566
It's about two people I love
and their child.
467
00:26:06,571 --> 00:26:09,103
And I'm gonna do it for Nic.
468
00:26:10,608 --> 00:26:12,605
And Conrad.
469
00:26:12,610 --> 00:26:14,411
And GiGi.
470
00:26:16,714 --> 00:26:20,684
(MONITOR BEEPING STEADILY)
471
00:26:31,896 --> 00:26:33,893
(CONRAD GROANS)
472
00:26:33,898 --> 00:26:36,398
I got you.
473
00:26:43,641 --> 00:26:45,705
GiGi's asleep in the nursery.
474
00:26:45,710 --> 00:26:47,677
(SNIFFLES)
475
00:26:48,713 --> 00:26:51,711
Kyle, I'm so sorry.
476
00:26:51,716 --> 00:26:55,481
Well, she looks okay.
477
00:26:55,486 --> 00:26:57,483
Right?
478
00:26:57,488 --> 00:26:59,456
I think she's gonna be okay.
479
00:27:02,727 --> 00:27:05,462
MARSHALL: Kit said there are tests?
480
00:27:07,966 --> 00:27:10,797
Why don't we, uh, take a walk,
get some air?
481
00:27:11,402 --> 00:27:15,535
KYLE: Nah, I'm gonna stay
here in case she wakes up.
482
00:27:15,540 --> 00:27:18,571
MARSHALL: The doctors have
to run some more tests.
483
00:27:18,576 --> 00:27:21,478
We can come back
as soon as they're done.
484
00:27:21,483 --> 00:27:23,450
(SIGHS)
485
00:27:42,500 --> 00:27:44,467
(CONRAD SIGHS)
486
00:27:46,504 --> 00:27:47,737
(SNIFFLES)
487
00:28:07,592 --> 00:28:09,827
Need a hand?
488
00:28:12,763 --> 00:28:15,263
I called them just in case.
489
00:28:16,534 --> 00:28:18,468
We want to help.
490
00:28:19,537 --> 00:28:21,371
Thank you.
491
00:28:26,711 --> 00:28:29,679
Pupils are fixed and dilated.
No corneal reflex.
492
00:28:34,452 --> 00:28:36,653
No oculocephalic reflex.
493
00:28:46,764 --> 00:28:50,363
Negative oculovestibular reflex.
494
00:28:50,368 --> 00:28:53,066
Now I'm gonna test her pain response.
495
00:28:53,471 --> 00:28:55,768
She's not feeling any pain.
496
00:28:55,773 --> 00:28:57,737
(HUNDLEY CRYING)
497
00:28:57,742 --> 00:28:59,939
Once I disconnect the vent,
we wait eight minutes
498
00:28:59,944 --> 00:29:01,478
to see if she breathes.
499
00:29:10,655 --> 00:29:12,622
(RAPID BEEPING)
500
00:29:17,561 --> 00:29:20,493
- Enough.
- You're a fall risk. Lie back.
501
00:29:20,498 --> 00:29:22,599
- Give me my clothes.
- Why? You got a hot date to get to?
502
00:29:22,603 --> 00:29:24,304
- I want to go home.
- I'm not taking you home.
503
00:29:24,308 --> 00:29:26,106
- Then I'll call a cab.
- I won't give you the phone.
504
00:29:26,110 --> 00:29:29,075
I'd rather die at home
than in this hospital room.
505
00:29:29,080 --> 00:29:34,046
Sweetheart, can't you just let me go?
506
00:29:34,051 --> 00:29:36,953
Don't sweetheart me,
you pain in my ass! (GASPS)
507
00:29:37,848 --> 00:29:41,484
(GABE WHEEZING)
508
00:29:42,720 --> 00:29:45,622
(CHERRY WHIMPERING)
509
00:29:52,596 --> 00:29:54,564
CONRAD: Everything okay?
510
00:29:56,901 --> 00:29:58,702
(CHERRY SHUDDERS)
511
00:30:00,671 --> 00:30:02,205
Is it Nic?
512
00:30:06,110 --> 00:30:09,042
(CHERRY SIGHS DEEPLY)
513
00:30:09,047 --> 00:30:10,376
When Gabe was at his worst,
514
00:30:10,381 --> 00:30:12,478
people would tell me it was God's will.
515
00:30:12,483 --> 00:30:15,681
- (SCOFFS)
- Or "The universe won't give you
516
00:30:15,686 --> 00:30:17,416
more than you can handle".
517
00:30:17,421 --> 00:30:18,784
They didn't mean any harm,
518
00:30:18,789 --> 00:30:21,324
but they didn't make things any easier.
519
00:30:29,567 --> 00:30:30,567
(CHERRY SIGHS)
520
00:30:33,504 --> 00:30:36,306
She's going to live forever
in your heart.
521
00:30:39,377 --> 00:30:42,012
You need to carry Nic inside you now.
522
00:30:44,248 --> 00:30:46,616
For you and your daughter.
523
00:30:55,760 --> 00:30:57,861
(CHERRY SNIFFLES)
524
00:31:01,665 --> 00:31:02,665
Cherry.
525
00:31:05,469 --> 00:31:07,337
Don't let him give up.
526
00:31:11,242 --> 00:31:13,539
(DOOR OPENS)
527
00:31:13,544 --> 00:31:15,708
(DOOR CLOSES)
528
00:31:15,713 --> 00:31:17,643
- (BEEPING)
- _
529
00:31:17,648 --> 00:31:18,748
Time.
530
00:31:24,522 --> 00:31:25,718
I appreciate it.
531
00:31:25,723 --> 00:31:27,553
What are they doing?
532
00:31:27,558 --> 00:31:30,323
Wait, whoa, whoa, wait, stop!
Stop! What are you doing?
533
00:31:30,328 --> 00:31:31,991
Conrad, they're... What are they doing?
534
00:31:31,996 --> 00:31:33,893
- They're pulling the plug?
- No.
535
00:31:33,898 --> 00:31:36,161
No, Mr. Nevin. That is not
what's happening.
536
00:31:36,166 --> 00:31:37,997
No one here wants to hurt Nic.
537
00:31:38,002 --> 00:31:40,866
Don't-don't manage me, Marshall.
That's my daughter in there.
538
00:31:40,871 --> 00:31:42,996
What you saw was a test
539
00:31:43,001 --> 00:31:44,230
of Nic's brain stem responses.
540
00:31:44,235 --> 00:31:46,005
We had to confirm her diagnosis.
541
00:31:46,010 --> 00:31:47,273
What diagnosis? What?
542
00:31:47,278 --> 00:31:48,445
Diagnosis?
543
00:31:52,883 --> 00:31:54,784
I'm sorry. Nic is brain dead.
544
00:32:00,158 --> 00:32:03,889
N-No, no. We... uh, we saw
her hand move earlier.
545
00:32:03,894 --> 00:32:05,724
Conrad, tell them. We saw it.
546
00:32:05,729 --> 00:32:09,532
Involuntary movements can be
triggered by spinal reflexes.
547
00:32:10,634 --> 00:32:12,898
I-I can see with my own eyes.
548
00:32:12,903 --> 00:32:14,537
She's not dead.
549
00:32:17,708 --> 00:32:20,539
The way Nic talks about you,
550
00:32:20,544 --> 00:32:22,508
she thinks you're a miracle worker.
551
00:32:22,513 --> 00:32:24,543
You can save everyone
in this damn hospital,
552
00:32:24,548 --> 00:32:26,083
but you won't save her?
553
00:32:34,225 --> 00:32:36,222
Her heart is still beating!
554
00:32:36,227 --> 00:32:38,558
CONRAD: Her heart is beating
because of a machine.
555
00:32:38,562 --> 00:32:41,660
Her lungs are inflating
because of a machine.
556
00:32:41,665 --> 00:32:43,930
Fine, fine. Then let them
do their work. J-Just go,
557
00:32:43,934 --> 00:32:45,164
please, do your work.
558
00:32:45,169 --> 00:32:46,534
I don't care if it takes days or weeks
559
00:32:46,538 --> 00:32:47,713
or months for her to wake up.
560
00:32:47,718 --> 00:32:49,748
- Just do it...
- She won't wake up.
561
00:32:49,753 --> 00:32:51,254
Nic is gone.
562
00:32:52,643 --> 00:32:54,440
And being kept here,
hooked up like this...
563
00:32:54,445 --> 00:32:57,343
that was her idea of hell, and
I'm not gonna do that to her.
564
00:32:57,348 --> 00:33:01,484
I will not lose another
daughter in this hospital.
565
00:33:04,722 --> 00:33:06,752
(CRYING): She's all I've got left.
566
00:33:06,757 --> 00:33:08,458
Please.
567
00:33:09,827 --> 00:33:12,458
I intend to honor Nic's decision.
568
00:33:12,463 --> 00:33:14,760
(KYLE BREATHING HEAVILY)
569
00:33:14,765 --> 00:33:16,733
It's all I can do for her now.
570
00:33:22,907 --> 00:33:25,175
I will never forgive you for this.
571
00:33:38,800 --> 00:33:41,800
(CONRAD CRYING)
572
00:33:55,500 --> 00:33:57,497
(CLEARS THROAT, SNIFFLES)
573
00:33:57,502 --> 00:33:59,236
Uh... are they here?
574
00:34:00,538 --> 00:34:02,869
I don't normally discuss
575
00:34:02,874 --> 00:34:05,739
a... a patient's wishes with the family.
576
00:34:05,744 --> 00:34:08,008
Nexus Life does that for us.
577
00:34:08,013 --> 00:34:10,047
But I insisted.
578
00:34:11,683 --> 00:34:15,481
While nothing can compare to your pain,
579
00:34:15,486 --> 00:34:18,484
I hope you know
how much we all loved her.
580
00:34:18,489 --> 00:34:20,490
I do know that.
581
00:34:22,493 --> 00:34:23,627
She loved you.
582
00:34:29,000 --> 00:34:30,864
In time,
583
00:34:31,269 --> 00:34:34,867
I hope it will be
a comfort to you and GiGi
584
00:34:34,872 --> 00:34:37,537
that Nic chose to be an organ donor.
585
00:34:37,542 --> 00:34:39,606
She'll be able to save the lives
586
00:34:39,611 --> 00:34:42,275
of eight critically ill patients...
587
00:34:42,280 --> 00:34:43,610
(SNIFFLES)
588
00:34:43,615 --> 00:34:46,616
... and vastly improve the lives
of dozens more.
589
00:34:47,953 --> 00:34:51,184
She helped so many people
during her time at Chastain.
590
00:34:51,189 --> 00:34:52,489
(SOBBING)
591
00:34:54,225 --> 00:34:56,089
It's quite miraculous
592
00:34:56,094 --> 00:34:58,362
that her life-saving work will continue.
593
00:35:01,666 --> 00:35:05,569
If there is anything I can do...
594
00:35:08,139 --> 00:35:10,103
This is what she wants.
595
00:35:10,108 --> 00:35:12,505
So... (SNIFFLES)
596
00:35:12,510 --> 00:35:15,145
... this is what I want.
597
00:35:16,281 --> 00:35:18,411
(EXHALES)
598
00:35:18,416 --> 00:35:20,284
(SIGHS DEEPLY)
599
00:35:45,376 --> 00:35:47,637
So, we need to get Mr. Sandoval
600
00:35:47,642 --> 00:35:49,642
on my surgery schedule immediately.
601
00:35:49,647 --> 00:35:51,845
He is a match for a donor
602
00:35:51,850 --> 00:35:54,347
who can provide a trachea replacement.
603
00:35:54,352 --> 00:35:56,553
A trachea transplant?
604
00:35:57,588 --> 00:35:59,352
We never knew that was an option.
605
00:35:59,357 --> 00:36:01,725
Oh, it wasn't. Until now.
606
00:36:07,598 --> 00:36:11,297
This is an extremely rare
opportunity for Gabe.
607
00:36:11,302 --> 00:36:12,632
It could mean an end to his pain.
608
00:36:12,637 --> 00:36:14,371
(SOFT LAUGH)
609
00:36:16,574 --> 00:36:19,839
I don't know how to convince him
to have another surgery.
610
00:36:19,844 --> 00:36:22,446
He is refusing any and all treatments.
611
00:36:24,349 --> 00:36:25,912
(WHEEZING)
612
00:36:25,917 --> 00:36:27,513
Where are my shoes?
613
00:36:27,518 --> 00:36:28,681
Did my wife hide my shoes?
614
00:36:28,686 --> 00:36:31,588
- Mr. Sandoval, please.
- AUSTIN: Mr. Sandoval.
615
00:36:32,657 --> 00:36:34,520
Word has it that you want to check out.
616
00:36:34,525 --> 00:36:38,191
That's right. No surgery.
617
00:36:38,196 --> 00:36:40,159
No surgery? Wow, you talk a big game
618
00:36:40,164 --> 00:36:42,362
for a man who can barely breathe.
619
00:36:42,367 --> 00:36:44,664
I can't live with that tube.
620
00:36:44,669 --> 00:36:46,866
Okay, so how about we ditch the tube?
621
00:36:46,871 --> 00:36:49,602
Huh? No more looking for a quick fix.
622
00:36:49,607 --> 00:36:51,671
I'm talking a total trachea replacement.
623
00:36:51,676 --> 00:36:54,844
A trachea transplant would mean
breathing on your own again.
624
00:36:56,848 --> 00:36:59,645
- What if it doesn't work?
- What if the sky falls?
625
00:36:59,650 --> 00:37:02,248
What if the simulation fails?
626
00:37:02,253 --> 00:37:05,485
Most importantly, Gabe,
what about your wife?
627
00:37:05,490 --> 00:37:08,621
- Cherry knows my wishes.
- CHERRY: Don't fool yourself.
628
00:37:08,626 --> 00:37:10,956
You're not making wishes.
You're giving up.
629
00:37:10,961 --> 00:37:12,559
AUSTIN: Damn straight you are.
630
00:37:12,564 --> 00:37:14,128
And there's not a soul in this hospital
631
00:37:14,133 --> 00:37:16,496
who wants to hear anything
about giving up.
632
00:37:16,501 --> 00:37:20,533
Not today. Not after we've lost
the best nurse practitioner
633
00:37:20,538 --> 00:37:22,335
we've ever known.
634
00:37:22,340 --> 00:37:23,469
Nurse Nevin?
635
00:37:23,474 --> 00:37:26,672
- She didn't make it.
- (WHEEZES)
636
00:37:26,677 --> 00:37:29,209
And now Dr. Hawkins has to figure out
637
00:37:29,214 --> 00:37:31,945
how to live without
the love of his life.
638
00:37:31,950 --> 00:37:34,084
Like you want me to do.
639
00:37:36,287 --> 00:37:38,984
Gabe, listen to me.
640
00:37:38,989 --> 00:37:41,421
When millions lost their lives
641
00:37:41,426 --> 00:37:43,456
during the pandemic, you survived.
642
00:37:43,461 --> 00:37:46,229
There's no rhyme, there's no reason.
643
00:37:47,265 --> 00:37:49,629
You are a unicorn, Gabe.
644
00:37:49,634 --> 00:37:51,965
And every person in this room knows
645
00:37:51,970 --> 00:37:54,200
that your party is not over.
646
00:37:54,605 --> 00:37:56,502
So come on, brother, what do you say?
647
00:37:56,507 --> 00:38:00,277
You want to see what life
still has left to offer?
648
00:38:03,514 --> 00:38:05,482
(CRYING)
649
00:38:08,252 --> 00:38:10,387
- Let's do it.
- (SOBBING)
650
00:38:13,491 --> 00:38:16,456
You heard the man, Dr. Devi.
651
00:38:16,461 --> 00:38:18,324
Let's do this.
652
00:38:18,329 --> 00:38:20,530
(LAUGHING)
653
00:38:23,367 --> 00:38:26,236
(GIGI BABBLING)
654
00:38:27,271 --> 00:38:29,372
(CONRAD SPEAKS INDISTINCTLY)
655
00:38:30,441 --> 00:38:34,340
You know, you don't have
to do this right now.
656
00:38:34,345 --> 00:38:36,179
Not until you're ready.
657
00:38:37,448 --> 00:38:39,483
I don't think I'll ever be ready.
658
00:38:41,519 --> 00:38:43,286
Thank you, Dad.
659
00:38:49,928 --> 00:38:52,225
Look who's here, Nic.
660
00:38:52,230 --> 00:38:54,197
(GIGI GRUNTING)
661
00:38:55,600 --> 00:38:57,697
(CONRAD GRUNTS)
662
00:38:57,702 --> 00:39:00,233
Brought your favorite person.
663
00:39:00,238 --> 00:39:02,235
GiGi...
664
00:39:02,240 --> 00:39:04,205
(CONTINUES INDISTINCTLY)
665
00:39:14,900 --> 00:39:17,900
("IRIS" BY VALERIE BROUSSARD PLAYING)
666
00:39:27,025 --> 00:39:31,258
♪ And I'd give up forever to touch you ♪
667
00:39:31,663 --> 00:39:35,566
♪ 'Cause I know that
you feel me somehow ♪
668
00:39:36,802 --> 00:39:41,068
♪ You're the closest to heaven
that I'll ever be ♪
669
00:39:41,073 --> 00:39:45,142
♪ And I don't want
to go home right now ♪
670
00:39:46,311 --> 00:39:49,576
♪ And all I can taste
is this moment... ♪
671
00:39:49,581 --> 00:39:51,344
CLARA: Why do you do this?
672
00:39:51,349 --> 00:39:54,618
Not many people get a chance
to make a difference.
673
00:39:55,253 --> 00:39:57,417
A good nurse can.
674
00:39:57,422 --> 00:40:00,153
♪ It's over ♪
675
00:40:00,158 --> 00:40:04,357
♪ I just don't want
to miss you tonight... ♪
676
00:40:04,362 --> 00:40:07,060
Jess? Hey. Jess?
677
00:40:07,065 --> 00:40:08,195
Jessie, hi.
678
00:40:08,200 --> 00:40:09,463
♪ See me ♪
679
00:40:09,468 --> 00:40:14,234
♪ 'Cause I don't think
that they'd understand ♪
680
00:40:14,239 --> 00:40:19,539
♪ When everything's made
to be broken... ♪
681
00:40:19,544 --> 00:40:23,843
HUNDLEY (SOBBING): Can you please
tell Raylee I love her again?
682
00:40:23,848 --> 00:40:25,378
NIC: You will tell her yourself
683
00:40:25,383 --> 00:40:27,847
because you will wake up.
684
00:40:27,852 --> 00:40:30,050
- (SOBBING)
- Now let us fight for you.
685
00:40:30,055 --> 00:40:32,189
♪ ♪
686
00:40:34,793 --> 00:40:36,727
She's moving.
687
00:40:37,662 --> 00:40:42,028
♪ Can't fight the tears
that ain't coming ♪
688
00:40:42,033 --> 00:40:46,433
♪ Or the moment of truth in your lies ♪
689
00:40:46,938 --> 00:40:50,970
♪ When everything feels
like the movies ♪
690
00:40:50,975 --> 00:40:52,972
♪ Yeah, you bleed... ♪
691
00:40:52,977 --> 00:40:54,811
- DEVON: Devon.
- NIC: Nic.
692
00:40:55,347 --> 00:40:57,077
Watch and learn.
693
00:40:57,082 --> 00:40:59,279
Conrad's the guy who tightens the bolt.
694
00:40:59,284 --> 00:41:01,014
♪ See me ♪
695
00:41:01,019 --> 00:41:06,119
♪ 'Cause I don't think
that they'd understand ♪
696
00:41:06,124 --> 00:41:10,590
♪ When everything's made to be broken ♪
697
00:41:10,595 --> 00:41:15,461
♪ I just want you to know who I am ♪
698
00:41:15,466 --> 00:41:17,734
♪ ♪
699
00:41:25,210 --> 00:41:30,010
♪ And I don't want the world to see me ♪
700
00:41:30,015 --> 00:41:35,248
♪ 'Cause I don't think
that they'd understand ♪
701
00:41:35,253 --> 00:41:39,620
♪ When everything's made to be broken ♪
702
00:41:39,625 --> 00:41:43,460
♪ I just want you to know who I am. ♪
703
00:41:47,365 --> 00:41:49,333
("FOREVER YOUNG" BY BOB DYLAN PLAYING)
704
00:42:00,800 --> 00:42:04,699
♪ May God bless and keep you always ♪
705
00:42:04,704 --> 00:42:08,669
♪ May your wishes all come true ♪
706
00:42:08,674 --> 00:42:11,706
♪ May you always do for others ♪
707
00:42:11,711 --> 00:42:15,610
- ♪ And let others do for you ♪
- _
708
00:42:15,615 --> 00:42:17,582
♪ ♪
709
00:42:19,752 --> 00:42:21,716
No tears, Devi.
710
00:42:22,221 --> 00:42:24,218
Nic gave us a gift.
711
00:42:24,223 --> 00:42:27,688
We're going to save this man
right here, right now.
712
00:42:27,693 --> 00:42:30,395
We focus on that.
713
00:42:31,597 --> 00:42:33,498
Be grateful for the miracle.
714
00:42:34,667 --> 00:42:37,532
- (SIGHS)
- ♪ Forever young... ♪
715
00:42:37,537 --> 00:42:39,500
She's going to save so many lives.
716
00:42:39,505 --> 00:42:41,339
Exactly.
717
00:42:42,642 --> 00:42:48,710
♪ Forever young ♪
718
00:42:49,415 --> 00:42:54,487
♪ Forever young ♪
719
00:42:56,623 --> 00:43:00,789
♪ May you stay ♪
720
00:43:01,494 --> 00:43:03,558
GIGI: Mama.
721
00:43:03,563 --> 00:43:07,599
♪ Forever young. ♪
722
00:43:55,000 --> 00:43:58,500
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