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Word: Generation Q...

- [DANI] Dad. What the hell's going on?
- Everything's gonna be okay.

- No. What?
- Call my lawyer.

Do you want to go out
for dinner tonight?

- [FINLEY] Yeah.
- Can I get a rain check?

[BETTE] Carrie is the fucking worst.

It's like, everything
is a fucking joke to her.

I think, you know, you guys
should start, so it'd be easier

for Angie.

Yeah, easier for Angie
or easier for you?

My donor's dying.

Ange, that's a lot.

[ANGIE] You think Mama B
would let me see a therapist?

[SHANE] She'd be more than
willing to give that to you.

What'd you do, you sleep
at a hotel or something?

No, I stayed with my friend Bette.

[TOM] She still dating
your ex's ex-wife?

[GIGI] So yesterday I was your
girlfriend, and today I'm no one?

[BETTE] I can't deconstruct

- your feelings right now.
- I've never asked you

- to deconstruct anything.
- [TESS] Oh, my God, I'm sorry.

- I'm-I'm seeing someone.
- Yeah. Don't need to explain.

- I'm sorry.
- Okay.

[PIPPA] Thank you for dinner.

[BETTE] Please.

[PIPPA] Don't touch me like this

unless you're coming home with me.

♪ Pulsing, dramatic music ♪

[DANI] The fuck are you doing here?

I drove 70 miles to make
sure that you were alive.

[DANI] Well, I am.

[MOANING]

- [MICAH] How was dinner with Sophie?
- [FINLEY] Uh, she's in Ojai.

[MICAH] I'm really
relieved that she told you.

I mean, when Dani told me
that she just showed up,

I wondered if she'd come clean.

[FINLEY] Yeah, no, for sure.

[FINLEY RETCHES, COUGHS]

[SPITS]

[GRUNTS, EXHALES]

[TOILET FLUSHES]

[CLEARS THROAT]

[EXHALES]

[CAN POPS]

[atmospheric music]

♪♪

[GRUNTS]

[SOPHIE] Hey.

Uh, hey.

Um... We're out of O.J.

Oh, I'll just... I'll grab some later.

Are you all right? You're
looking paler than usual.

No, I'm, uh, I'm good.

Yeah. Thanks.

You been hiding out?
Feel like I haven't...

haven't seen you in a couple days.

Yeah. Something like that.

Okay. Well, um...

All right. I-I wasn't fully
honest with you about Ojai.

I know.

How was Dani? Is she... She's good?

She was in the middle of a crisis.

- I know.
- And her dad is in jail,

- and I just, I just thought...
- I know. So crazy.

I just didn't want her thinking
that she was alone. That's all.

Cool.

Well, thank you.

Thanks for understanding.

You're just... You're
always such a good friend.

Sure. Uh...

We're not back together, uh,
if-if that's what you think.

Uh, I don't think anything.

- Okay.
- Okay.

♪ You been drinking,
you been drinking ♪

♪ You been drinking again ♪

♪ You been drinking,
you been drinking ♪

♪ You been drinking again ♪

♪ I keep thinking, I keep thinking ♪

♪ That you'd keep it kosher ♪

♪ You been drinking,
you been drinking ♪

♪ You been drinking again ♪

[KEYBOARD CLICKING]

[GIGI] Good morning.

Mm.

So I'm guessing Tina's
back from Toronto?

- Sorry?
- I figured Angie's with Tina,

which is why you could stay over.

Ah. Right.

Yes, she's back.

Bette?

Do you want to talk about
what happened the other day?

Not unless you need to.

You're more than welcome
to stay as long as you want,

but I have plans to meet someone, so...

[CHUCKLES] That was fast.

No, not like that. I'm seeing Dani.

Oh.

I didn't know you two were friends.

Is that a problem for you?

No, not at all.

[GIGI] 'Cause you can tell
me how you really feel.

I just did.

I found her, by the way.

Found who?

- Pippa Pascal.
- The artist?

She's beyond anything I ever imagined.

I would fucking cut out my
heart to work with that woman.

[BETTE SIGHS]

- [FINLEY] Sup.
- Hey, how you doing?

Oh, my God, that is an
impossible question. See...

It's just rhetorical. [CHUCKLES]

Oh. Copy that. Yeah.

- Hey.
- Hey.

- Hey.
- [TESS] Hi.

So, I told you I met someone.

Yeah.

We met this past weekend

at this, like, bougie
Hollywood Hills party...

[FINLEY] Did you see any celebs?

Was there, like, a sick
pool? Do you have any, um...

No. Um, so...

She wanted to go out with me tonight,

but I told her that I couldn't
because we have our poker game,

so she's coming here to take
me out for coffee instead.

Like, right now.

Is-is that cool?

Well, yeah. [CHUCKLES]

Why wouldn't it be?

Just... because the...

- Yeah, never mind.
- What? No.

Yeah, okay. Yeah. Great.

Yeah. I'd like to meet her, actually.

G-Good. Great. Okay.

- Is that okay?
- Yes.

- Is she on her way now?
- Yes. Yeah. Now.

- Oh. That's quick.
- [DOOR OPENS]

Hi.

[CHERIE] Hi.

♪ Guess who's back ♪

♪♪

So, Cherie, this is Shane.

Shane, this is Cherie.

Cherie.

We've actually met before.

[EXHALES] Of course you have.

♪ Guess who's back ♪

[FINLEY] Finley.

♪ Guess who's back ♪

[ALICE] I kept trying
to tell you on the phone

that ghosts aren't real.

First of all, I was joking about that.

But, on the off chance
that they are real,

you should speak kinder of them.

No, I was up last night
rereading the last chapter

- you gave me.
- Yeah?

I got to tell you, it's
really, really good.

- Really?
- Yeah. I came down here

to congratulate you in person.

- I really hope they like it.
- They will.

Congratulations on your first book.

Come on.

Did you get me a diamond
tennis bracel... Oh.

- It's a pen.
- Yeah. 'Cause you're a writer.

Right. [CHUCKLES]

I love it. Thank you.

I actually have something for you, too.

Come here.

[EXHALES] Okay.

[LAUGHS]

This is what I'm gonna say

in the "Thank you to my
editor" part of my book.

Okay.

"Dear Tom, this book may
be your best trick yet.

With love, Alice".

I love it. [LAUGHS]

- You do?
- I do. I do.

Thank you. It means a lot to me.

Okay, good. Well, I meant it.

- So this is it?
- Yeah.

As far as the book
goes, it's done, so...

Does it always feel this weird?

'Cause I'm so used to
spending so much time with you,

and now I'm not gonna see you tomorrow,

and it's... I don't know.

I can't put words to it.

Mm. We're done professionally,

but we're... definitely friends, right?

- Like, we feel like friends.
- You think?

I mean, I wept in
front of you, so y-yeah.

Right. And I pretty much had,
like, a full mental breakdown.

But who's keeping score?

Yeah, okay. I'd say we're friends.

Me, too.

[DISTANT BUZZING]

In the bin, please. In here.

Thanks.

[BEEPS]

Right this way.

Follow me.

[INDISTINCT RADIO CHATTER]

[KEYPAD BEEPING]

[LOCK BUZZES]

[LAUGHS SOFTLY] It's good to see you.

I'm sorry you have to see me like this.

I-I never imagined I'd
be in this position.

A high-priced legal
team can give anyone

a false sense of security.

You have every right to be upset.

Who says I'm upset?

I need you.

I need you now more than ever.

So it's all about you, huh?

[SIGHS]

You're the only person I trust.

Am I here as your daughter
or your spin doctor?

- Okay, you're angry. I-I...
- Answer the question.

Daniela, you are my
daughter first, always.

But we cannot separate
family from our company.

I don't work for the company.

Actually, you are the interim
CEO of your family's company.

You slipped these in while I was signing

on the house the other day?

- Yeah.
- Have you ever been honest with me?

I'm sorry.

No, you're not.

I refuse to be your puppet.

[LISA] All of your family's assets

are tied into this company.

You walk away from this job,
you walk away from everything.

Then I need to know the truth.

- Dani...
- As your daughter,

I need to know what you
knew and when you knew it.

Unfortunately, due to
liability, he won't...

Don't give me that bullshit.

You tell me the truth,
and I'll run your company.

But if I find out you lied to me,

I'll light that place on
fire and watch it burn.

Am I clear?

[LAUGHS SOFTLY]

What do you want to know?

["The Kids Are Not Fine" by Marieme]

♪ Why are we ♪

♪ So blind to see ♪

♪ That the ones we hurt ♪

♪ Are you and me ♪

Thanks for waiting.

Anytime. What happened?

I, um, I somehow just became

the CEO of my family's company.

Oh, shit.

♪ That the ones... ♪

Well, boss lady, where to?

I just want to go home.

Home it is.

[ENGINE STARTS]

♪ Sealed lips sink ships ♪

♪ No tip, no drip ♪

♪ Got no money ♪

[MICAH] You're, uh,

- you're all here early.
- Bette's gonna be here

- any minute.
- Okay.

Yeah. Yeah. I can, I can check back in.

[QUIETLY] Yeah.

- My stomach hurts.
- [CARRIE] Oh, honey,

you know what? I have
Tums in your mom's purse.

It's okay. I'm just
gonna grab water, I think.

Okay.

- Okay.
- Okay.

- Should we make a break for it?
- [CHUCKLES]

I mean, come on, honey. We could
be in Mexico in a couple hours.

- Right?
- Stop it.

I got that blue light
from my friend, the cop.

I can throw that on the top.

- Right.
- We could be Thelma and Louise

- all the way to Mexico.
- [CHUCKLES]

Now, she's gonna behave, right?

You promise me she's gonna behave?

Yes, I promise. She's gonna be fine.

- Okay?
- Okay.

Look, I-I know that you think
that she can be difficult.

Yes, and I'd be very
surprised to find out

that's an unpopular opinion.

Look, she and Angie have a
very special relationship.

I know that. I do.

- Right? Good.
- [SIGHS]

Maybe I shouldn't have come.

What do you mean? You're the
one that wants to get married.

Well, what do you mean by that?

I... This is the family
that you're marrying into.

- All of us.
- Right. No, you're right.

That's totally true.

I mean, what I have to
do is I just have to start

feeling sorry for her and not
get as pissed off, you know?

- Okay. All right.
- That's-that's the trick.

- Whatever it takes.
- It's gonna work,

because I already feel sorry for her.

- Why is that?
- Because she doesn't have you.

[SCOFFS] She doesn't want me.

- I think she does.
- You say this about everybody.

- I do not.
- She doesn't. I promise you.

- Yes, she does.
- No, she doesn't...

Honey, yes, she does.

Look, it doesn't matter, honey.

- Why not?
- Because I love you.

I want you here and Angie does, too.

You belong here. Okay?

You're the sweetest, you know that?

And when we get home, you got to

get that blue light
out of the garage,

because I just thought
about when we order takeout,

why should we have cold food?

- I don't know.
- I could put that thing on

and get the food home in time.

Okay. I'll remind you.

Thank you, very much.

[JORDI] [OVER PHONE] You nervous?

Well, I told Mama T that I had
to tell her something really big

and that I just, like, really
needed her support in therapy.

That's good. So real.

- Yeah.
- Ms. Porter definitely scares me.

Jordi, you don't need
to call her Ms. Porter

- when you're around me.
- Mm, can't risk it.

- She could pull up at any time.
- [CHUCKLES]

I just hope this isn't horrible.

Ask the universe to be on our side here.

Pretty, pretty, please.

Yes.

But no matter what happens,

at least I get to see you get
nominated onto prom court later.

Bitch, are they gonna call my name?

[LAUGHS] Jordi, there's
no better prom queen.

- You think?
- Duh.

Ready when you are.

Got to go. I'll talk to you later.

Okay. Love the blazer, Ms. Porter.

Thank you, Jordi.

[Slow, somber music]

[PHONE CLICKS]

♪♪

As you know, growing up,
we had no role models.

No one who loved like us on TV.

Except for Jo from
Facts of Life, but go on.

But the longer I work
here, the more I realize

that we're standing on the shoulders

of some incredible people.

For sure.

And you, oh, my God.

[SCOFFS] You have done an amazing job

of highlighting queer celebrities.

- Really.
- Thank you. Thank you.

I mean, that's the whole
reason I wanted to do this show.

Right. But there are
just so many other stories

that haven't been told.

What if we used this segment

to bring to light
everyday queer stories?

I want to highlight people that
are part of the quiet rebellion.

The quiet rebellion.

People who fought for our rights,

but in their own way.

Teachers, nurses, doctors.

It's a documentary-style
segment on everyday

unsung queer heroes.

I love it.

- R-Really?
- You know what it reminds me of?

My ninth grade English
teacher, Ms. McCauley.

Big ole lesbo, and completely
the person who changed my life.

- Right? You see?
- Yeah.

It's always someone like
that. Not just a famous person.

Right. This is really smart.

- I'm totally in.
- Great.

I mean, I-I have a couple coming
in later today for an interview.

Really? Like, a real-life couple?

- Yep.
- Are they, like, disgustingly happy?

Yes, and old.

That's so depressing.

Oh, wait. 'Cause they're old?

[SIGHS] No. 'Cause of Nat.

- Oh.
- I know. She keeps texting me,

saying she wants to get
back together, and I'm trying

to pretend to not get,
like, a dopamine high

every time my phone dings.

That sounds healthy.

Yeah. I'm, like, the beacon of health.

[MICAH] Okay, folks.

So really, you know, the hope for today

is that we can move closer
to having an open dialogue.

Angie and I thought
that a family session

would be the best thing for everyone.

That being said, I do want Angie
to feel like she has the space

to talk about what's important to her.

- Okay.
- That's great.

We're here for you.

[INHALES SHARPLY] Okay.

So...

first of all, I love you all.

- That's so sweet.
- We love you, too, sweetheart.

We love you, too, honey.

So...

you know I've been seeing Kayla,
which I'm really grateful for,

so thank you.

- Of course.
- Whatever you need.

[EXHALES] But, um...

yesterday she told me that, um, her dad,

Marcus, my, um, donor,

he's... sick.

Sick how?

He's, um...

He's dying.

- Oh, no.
- Oh, baby. I'm so sorry.

[CARRIE] That's a lot.
I mean, that's a lot.

You're doing a great job.

He's in kidney failure
and he-he needs a kidney.

I want to see if I can help.

Help how? What are
you thinking, sweetie?

I think that, um...

I think you're saying you want
to find out if you're a match.

Is that what you're saying, honey?

- [BETTE] Oh, oh...
- Yeah.

- No. God. No.
- [MICAH] Ms. Porter,

before we shut her down,
why don't we just...

Look, she can't donate
a kidney. Is that clear?

I mean, but shouldn't we hear her out?

Look, you don't have a say in this.

- Ms. Porter...
- No, I'm not trying to have a say.

- Well, good. Because you don't.
- [CARRIE] I can relate to Angie

- because I'm adopted, too...
- She's not adopted.

- No, I...
- She is our child.

Mine and Tina's. We're her parents.

[TINA] No one's questioning that,

- Bette.
- She did. She just did.

- No, that's not what...
- Maybe-maybe

- if we could just refocus?
- Tina, how are we

even having this fucking conversation?

This is our daughter's body

that we're talking about.

- These are her organs.
- I know, but we're

- here to listen.
- Oh, you want me to be

- the bad guy. Okay, fine.
- No.

- The answer is no.
- I just want to listen.

Absolutely not. No.

- Angie. Angie.
- No, why don't... Ms. Porter,

why don't you let Tina go?

Okay? You just...

You don't want to crowd her.

[BETTE EXHALES]

[SIGHS]

Could I just explain what
I was trying to say earlier?

I'd rather you didn't.

Of course you can.

Bette, I realize that
Angie is not adopted.

I do. We had very
different circumstances,

different lives.

But... I grew up without
my biological mother,

and... it always made me
feel a little different

and... kind of lost.

Then, when we connected, you know,

it answered so many questions for me.

And... if she asked for anything
right now, I'd be there for her.

Well, that's you. That's not Angie.

That's true. You know, every family

has its own dynamic, and
we should never presume

that what worked for us
will work for someone else.

Thank you.

Right, I understand that. I'm just...

I was just meaning that my
connecting with my mother

was very healing for me.

Again, that is not the
case in every family.

[MICAH] If you don't mind me asking,

um, what's your relationship like

with your family, Ms. Porter?

Um...

Uh, my father died years ago and, um...

I haven't seen my mother in 30 years.

She barely raised me.

I am who I am despite
her, not because of her.

Is she still alive?

I wouldn't know. She left me.

Well, wouldn't it be amazing
if you could reconnect with her?

No, it wouldn't be amazing.

How do you know?

The same way you know you don't
like fucking scallops, Carrie.

I tried it once and it wasn't for me.

[Soft, dramatic music]

[TINA] Hey, Ange.

No one wants you to feel hopeless

or alone in all this, okay?

We're here to listen,

and help you... try to
make the best decision.

Well, B seemed pretty
sure about how she felt.

Yeah. Isn't she always like that?

I mean, at first? [CHUCKLES]

What about you?

- Do you support me?
- I will always support you.

That doesn't mean I'm
always gonna agree with you.

I do understand why you'd want to help

save the life of the man
that helped create you.

And I love that this is who you are.

♪♪

Okay? That doesn't make it
any less terrifying for me

and your mom to watch you do something

that might compromise your
health and your well-being.

Come on. Give us a second chance.

Can you do that?

Okay.

All right.

- Okay.
- All right.

Let me know if you need anything else.

- Thank you.
- All right. I'm gonna get back to work.

Enjoy yourself.

Oh, no, no, no. Sit. Have-have
fun with your friends.

No. We have that shipment of
booze. I got to go through...

[FINLEY] Oh, already taken
care of. I'll be behind the bar.

I got it. Come on,
sit down. You're fine.

Yeah, you know what? Come, sit down.

Come on.

I'm impressed.

Shane, you're all grown up.

What can I say, Cherie?
That's what happens.

So... when did you
two... h-how did you meet?

She used to do my hair.

Come on.

We had an affair.

An intense, destructive affair.

She was married. It...
did not end well, did it?

She was a notorious,
irresistible home-wrecker.

[SHANE] "Was".

Operative word.

[CHERIE] That's a shame.

I don't think so.

[CHERIE] Anyway, I-I'm
divorced now, and, uh,

gloriously, aggressively
out of the closet.

And I have you to thank for that.

[SHANE] Well, I'm happy for
you, Cherie. You deserve it.

Now I don't have to sneak around

when I see a hot woman.

Like-like Tess.

[CLEARS THROAT] Did you...

- Did you tell her?
- What?

We have a game tonight.
There's an open spot.

- Yeah.
- Tess runs the show.

- You're welcome to join if you like.
- I love games.

Okay. [LAUGHS]

I'm gonna go check on our food.

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

Fuck. Fuck.

[FINLEY] Uh, is that some sort of

meditation mantra, or... ?

What do you need?

Okay, uh, well...

Sophie said she's not together
with Dani anymore, right?

But then she used the word "friends"

to describe us, but I do
think that could just mean

friends for right now,
and then eventually

lead to something more, right?

Look, you're gonna drive yourself crazy

trying to figure out
what's going on in her head.

Okay? I think if she says
she wants to be just friends,

you should take her at her word.

- I know, but it's...
- Find someone who knows your worth.

People can change, though. Right?

They can. But they rarely do.

Okay.

♪ Dynamite, dynamite, dynamite ♪

[SNIFFLES]

[MICAH] Angie, um, I
think I speak for everyone

when I say that
I'm sorry you felt like

you weren't being heard before.

You, you have our full attention now.

[SIGHS]

So, after everything that's happened

with Black Lives Matter, the murders

and the protests,

I started to think about Marcus.

You know? Like, what has he
had to deal with as a Black man?

I mean, I share his DNA, and...

I don't know.

Kayla's my half sister, so...

I just started talking to her
more and more about race stuff.

[BETTE] And we talk about
racial issues all the time.

I know. And I love that we do.

You got me to read
Ta-Nehisi Coates, and...

But also, you know

that the two of us walk through
this world differently, Mom.

I know.

I mean, just because some
white people mistake me

for... Italian or
whatever, that doesn't mean

that I don't know who I am.

- And you know who I am.
- I do.

But it doesn't change the
fact... that you experience

more privilege because
of the way you look.

I know that.

Kit looked more like me.

But I can't talk to her anymore.

So...

I guess it's just really nice
to talk to Kayla, because...

there's a kind of shorthand with us.

And, um...

[CRYING] I guess I don't
want that to go away.

That's-that's why, if I'm a match,

I am willing to give up a-a part of me.

Because I don't want to lose

something bigger that I am a part of.

Thank you, for sharing
your truth, Angie.

Um, you know, we-we don't
need to come to any decisions,

right now; we can all just process

what Angie's told us
and-and discuss next steps.

[CARRIE] Oh, my God. I have
a headache, I'm starving,

I need a hot tub, I need a massage.

I need that tea that you
give me to calm me down.

- Yeah. It was an intense day.
- Totally intense.

I mean, I should've worn my night guard.

You know, my jaw is killing me
from grinding the whole time.

I mean, your daughter is
amazing, but that Bette,

God, she's a tough one.

Look, she'll come
around. She always does.

- It'll be okay.
- I don't know how you ever married her.

- What?
- What?

Don't talk about her like that.

- Like what?
- She's the mother

of my daughter, and we have
to try to make this work.

- Okay.
- Don't do that.

- What am I doing now?
- Y-Your tone.

- It's...
- My tone?

Are you fucking kidding me, Tina?

I just got verbally
beat up by your ex-wife

and you want to talk
to me about my tone?

Look, it was my fault, okay?

I brought you in too
soon. It was a mistake.

- It was way too soon.
- Again with the "too soon".

When is it gonna be a good time for me?

- You think we should ask Bette?
- Carrie.

No, I'm serious. When
do you want to do it?

I mean, before the
wedding? During the wedding?

- After the wedding?
- Oh, God.

- Stop it.
- Give me a ballpark.

- Is it ten years?
- What do you want me to say?

Am I always gonna be third?

I have to put Angie first.

I know that. You know I know that.

I love Angie. And I'm fine with second.

But third?

Is this the way it's always gonna be?

Because, Tina, I don't
know if you realize it,

but you're always my number one.

Listen, I'm gonna get a Lyft.

I'm gonna stop by the office.

You know, I put a lot of things
off in order to be here today.

I'll see you later.

Look, I love you. You belong here, okay?

Yeah, you keep saying that.

[Slow, somber music]

♪♪

[QUIETLY] What was that?

[SOPHIE] Okay, you guys.

Let's just go back a
little bit, all right?

I know that you've been
together for 43 years,

but I don't know how it all started.

I was a mail carrier.

And I had an apartment on Gardner.

6534.

I would deliver mail to her
house and she would wait for me.

On the porch.

And I'd say, "You're looking lovely".

She was always complimenting me.

[JUNE] Well, back in those
days, you just didn't walk up

to someone and ask them out.

Especially another girl.
So you had to be slick.

- And she was slick.
- I wrote her a letter.

Well, she worked at the post office.

Well, it made sense to
me to do it that way.

[PATTY] And then I wrote her back.

[JUNE] And we went on a date.

Mm, but people talk, you know?

- Mm-hmm.
- And word got out

we were seeing each other.

[CHUCKLES] Somebody left a
pile of shit in my mail truck.

- Right on the driver's seat.
- Dog shit, we think.

[PATTY] Mm-hmm. But who knows?

I was working as a teacher at the time,

and... my principal called
me into his office

and he said he wanted to talk to me

and transfer me out to
a school in the Valley.

He told her

they didn't want a lesbian
working around the kids.

So what did you do?

I quit.

I worked as a tutor.

I taught night classes.

I lost my pension, though.

I couldn't put her under my insurance.

She had to pay for it
out of her own pocket.

It was worth it, though.

- 'Cause we made it through.
- Yes, we did.

[EXHALES] 'Cause the real deal,

it doesn't come around that often.

Mm, but when it does.

You hold on to it.

You fight for it. [CHUCKLES]

You do whatever you
have to do to protect it.

[SOPHIE] Wow. [CHUCKLES]

Thank you. That was
just... [SIGHS] amazing.

I-I think that we're good for today.

We'll pick the rest up on
location, but thank you.

- That was really special.
- [MAN] We're clear.

Thank you so much.

- Aw.
- Thank you.

- That was beautiful.
- Thank you so much.

Thank you.

[Soft, contemplative music]

- They're adorable.
- I know.

Oh...

Do you think it's true?

What? The whole dog shit thing?

Oh, my God. I hope it was dog shit.

[SOPHIE] Mm, no. About the real deal

not coming around that often?

- Oh. Um...
- [BELL RINGING]

Kind of, yeah.

I mean, look, I can count on one hand

the people I've loved.

- Huh.
- You like orange, right?

Yeah. Thank you.

♪♪

[DANI] He says he's innocent.

But?

My dad never dealt
with the everyday stuff.

He says his only crime
was that he trusted

the board of directors too much.

They're the ones who told him
to delegate to the COO and CFO.

Claims the next thing he
knew, walls were closing in.

Do you believe him?

I have reasons to believe him, yes.

- [CHUCKLES]
- What?

[LAUGHS] You can't turn
off that PR spin, can you?

- [LAUGHS]
- You should have run

for office, not Bette.

[LAUGHS SOFTLY] I'm sorry.
I don't mean to, but I...

[SPEAKS FARSI] Don't apologize to me.

I'm fine with it.

Uh, really. I... It's fascinating.

I mean, I think it'd be exhausting

to have to filter my
opinions like you do.

It is.

It's mentally taxing, but if I don't...

You can't protect yourself.

[LAUGHS]

I was gonna say, if I
don't, then I hurt people.

Hmm.

And I don't want to be like that.

You mean like him? Your dad?

Yeah.

Exactly.

On one hand, I feel like
if I don't believe him,

then my whole life might be a lie.

And I can't lose him
after I just lost Sophie.

Losing my mom was hard enough.

This would just be...

Did I tell you that Sophie came to Ojai?

What was that like, seeing her?

It was strange.

And then fine. Like
nothing had happened.

And when it was over,

I was relieved.

Hmm. Wow.

It's hard to admit, but
I feel like part of me

always knew that we weren't
right for one another.

I just don't know how I
ignored that whole part of me.

Yeah.

I don't know why we lie
to ourselves like that.

Self-preservation, I guess.

Yeah. Maybe.

I used to love like that.

- Not anymore?
- Eh,

now I'm... more interested in learning

from whoever I'm with.

I'm trying to give her enough
space to work her shit out

and... taking enough
space to work on mine.

Letting things run
their course and just...

being along for the ride.

Sounds nice.

It is. For a while.

And then I usually get bored and
end up alone again. [CHUCKLES]

[LAUGHS]

You will love like that again.

When?

Soon.

[SIGHS]

You're so easy to talk to.

Well, not everyone
agrees with you. [LAUGHS]

Fuck 'em.

[LAUGHS SOFTLY]

["Shimmer" by Keziri & Koel]

♪ You think you're an
average city girl... ♪

- Ah. Sorry.
- I just need to...

- No, no, no. Go.
- Okay.

♪ But a queen like you should
never drop her crown... ♪

Look, Cherie was a lifetime ago.

I'm not trying to stand
in the way of anything.

I just... [STAMMERS]

You know what? It's fine.

Is this about the other night?

No. You know, I just,
I have a lot of stuff

in my head right now. We're good, okay?

Hey. Check her out, I'm moving on.

- [TESS] Good. I'm happy for you.
- [FINLEY] Right?

Um, so, you mind if I
skip out on my shift?

I just want to see where this goes.

Finley, come on.

♪ My baby... ♪

- Yeah. Go.
- Get the hell out of here. Go.

Oh, you're the best. Thank you.

Did you tell her to move on?

Yeah.

She can't keep pretending to not see

- what's right in front of her.
- That is true.

You think I'm wrong?

I didn't say that. I just, I think...

I think people are complicated.
I think timing is complicated.

I think life can be
complicated. What do I know?

True. But she can't
expect Sophie to change,

and she's made herself
pretty clear, so...

I-I'm sorry. What-what the
hell are we talking about?

Finley.

Right.

[SCOFFS]

I'm gonna go get gin.

[KEYS JINGLE]

[EXHALES]

[SIGHS]

[TAKES DEEP BREATH]

[slow, somber music]

♪♪

[SIGHS]

_

[SIGHS]

[HUMS]

Yeah. Oh, that's cute.

It's cute.

Pretty. That's pretty.

That's... Oh, water.

- [PHONE RINGING]
- Oh.

Yeah!

Hey!

Yeah.

You... Oh.

Okay. Yeah. [EXHALES SHARPLY]

No problem. Mm-hmm.

It's... No, it totally
happens. Totally happens.

I was, I was just gonna
ask you a question.

Um... that vase, my grandma's vase?

The crystal one?

So, if-if you had seen it?

I might have left it at the house?

Uh-huh. Yeah. No.

Oh, if you see it, or if
it's, you know, shows up,

just let me know.

Okay. You got it. Yeah.

Damn it.

Stupid flowers.

Flowers are stupid. Flowers are stupid.

No!

Oh, really?! Fuck.

- [PHONE BUZZES, CHIMES]
- [SIGHS]

_

[CRYING]

That's really great.

[SNIFFLES, CRIES]

[gentle music]

♪♪

- What's wrong? What happened?
- No. No, I'm...

- Why do you look so nice?
- [SIGHS] I was supposed to have a date.

- You canceled your date?
- I thought something was wrong.

Okay, but go. Now. It's not...

It's fine. I'm here.

Look, I'm sorry, but
this-this is bad. All right?

- This isn't right. I just...
- Just tell me what happened.

I had a shitty day at work, all right?

Everyone in a session
sort of lost their minds,

and it-it made me feel like
I'm not any good at my job.

And then I got home, and it was empty,

and I just, I needed...

I needed you.

Uh, I needed you to
talk about nothing with

or eat spicy fruit or
vegan pizza or something.

I don't know. But just, I needed you.

- Micah.
- Just you, and I just,

I wanted... [SIGHS]

♪ Tonight I wanna break the bed ♪

♪ Go harder ♪

♪ Tonight you're
gonna pull my hair ♪

♪ Scream louder ♪

♪ And I don't see nothing wrong... ♪

Don't act like you're gonna
break me, 'cause you can't.

[LAUGHS] Okay.

Well, maybe we can make some type

of cool mosaic with it.

Mm, I'm not crafty.

Oh, well, you look like you
know how to handle a glue gun.

Really?

[TOM SHRIEKS]

- What?!
- They're lobsters.

Yeah. I know what they
are, but what are they doing

- in your sink?
- 'Cause I was gonna surprise Nat

- with a fancy dinner!
- Oh.

She called and canceled on me.

She was leaving Brenda's
house. Who's Brenda, by the way?

Oh, my God, it really is over.

[SIGHS] Anyway, I called you

because I thought maybe
you and I could eat them.

[CHUCKLES]

Alice, I'm deathly
allergic to shellfish.

There's no way I'm gonna eat these.

- Come on!
- There's no way. I'm sorry.

Especially after all they've
been through today with you.

I feel like they're
emotional support animals.

I'd feel weird eating them.

Well, if we're not gonna eat 'em,
what are we gonna do with 'em?

Tell me everything.
I want to know it all.

All right. All right.

So I was sitting there

in the middle of the
bleachers, just full sweating,

and they start calling names.

"Your 2021 prom court is Alexa Faggiano,

Bethany Thompson, Jessie Yang".

Oh, my God. Were you just dying?

Dying. There were so many names.

And then, when they said
the last one, no joke,

like, I didn't even hear them,

and everyone was yelling, "Jordi,

they called you! They called your name!"

I'm... Jordi, I'm so happy for you.

Yeah, and I'm so sorry
I couldn't be there.

It's all right. It's not a big deal.

I-I wanted to be there
so badly, but, um...

I don't know. I just couldn't do it.

Sorry. I didn't want
to cry at your big...

People would've just thought
that you were so happy for me

that you couldn't contain yourself.

Yeah. You know, I'm just so pissed.

Like, they always make
everything about them.

They're just so fucking
selfish, you know?

I bet they're still downstairs
bitching about it right now.

- Um...
- I'm sorry.

But, like, at least now it's kind of

out there and out of the way, right?

Well, Carrie's the only one
who was actually on my side.

'Cause she's the only one that sees me

like a person and not just some kid.

And I think Mama B
just hates her so much

that she doesn't care
about anything else.

You know, and she
wouldn't even listen to me.

It's kind of great,
though, because Mama...

Sorry. Our English
teacher just liked my post.

[JORDI GASPS SOFTLY]

Oh. Um... never mind. Um...

Cool. Hey, you got through it.

Now we can focus on more fun stuff.

[Slow, somber music]

[TOM] Hey, what kind
of lobsters are these?

[ALICE] What does it matter?

Well, if they're Australian,

they're not gonna
know anybody out there.

And if they're the
Pacific spiny kind, well,

all the other lobsters can stop
looking for their lost friends.

- [TOM LAUGHS]
- Why are you such a dork?

- This looks good.
- Okay.

- [SEABIRDS SCREECHING]
- All right!

- All right, guys.
- Okay.

Come on. You are free!

[ALICE] Oh, God.

Did they die?

No, no, no. No. They're shy.

Maybe they just need to
come out of their shells.

How about we bring 'em down there
and let the water take 'em?

- Okay.
- Okay. Come on.

[ALICE] I feel kind of attached

- to this little guy, you know?
- Huh.

We've been through
a lot together... today.

Hi.

Have a great adventure.
Don't ever change.

- Be free!
- Feels good!

[LAUGHING] You want to, uh...

- Yeah.
- Okay.

Hey, bup, bup. Yeah.

- Whoo.
- Yeah.

[ALICE EXHALES HEAVILY]

You okay?

I'm fine.

I'm not a lesbian,

and I've never tried
a poly relationship,

but I wish I would've
experienced one of the two

- so I could be more helpful.
- Mm.

I can offer an ear.

It's really good for
listening if you want to talk.

I just don't know when
it went off the rails.

Like, we're so good.

Nat and I... we're so good.

- I'm sorry.
- Me, too.

For what it's worth,

I think she's nuts

for not trying to work
things out with you.

You're not so bad yourself.

Thank you.

And I never told you,
but the Dana chapter?

It ended up being my favorite.

Yeah, I went from
dreading it to loving it.

It's like you cracked me open.

- Sorry about that.
- No, in a good way.

It's like you took her chapter,

and you took it somewhere
I couldn't, so, thank you.

It's part of my job.

Did you take the rubber band
thingies off their, um... ?

No. Did you?

They're gonna die. They're gonna die.

Oh, my God, we have to find them!

They're gonna die!

Okay. Are they gonna
be, like, in this area,

- or...
- [WHOOPING]

Whoa! It's too cold!

Can you imagine having your
life dependent on the strength

- of some piece of rubber?
- [ALICE] Isn't that,

like, the whole idea with condoms?

[TOM] Oh, yeah. I-I guess so.

[ALICE SHIVERS]

[DANI] I think it's
the one on the right.

Let me know if you
have trouble finding it.

[SPEAKING FARSI]

[BOTH LAUGH]

You and Micah been friends a long time?

Since undergrad, yeah. But...

- What?
- I don't know.

Things are, um, different lately.

They all still live together.

I'm pretty much the odd man out.

I didn't want him to have to
pick sides, but I miss him.

Mm. Have you told him that?

Oh, my God, you're starting
to sound like Sophie.

No, I'm not.

You just don't have anything
else to compare me to.

There's more than just Sophie or not.

You'll see.

I promise.

Are you hitting on me?

[CHUCKLES] Uh, no.

I mean, I don't think... so.

- [GIGI CHUCKLES]
- Okay, but you're not sure.

I like your energy.

[LAUGHS SOFTLY]

- I don't know what that means.
- Sure you do.

It's what you're feeling right now.

Oh.

But...

if my feelings change,

I will let you know.

I'm good at that.

That makes one of us. [LAUGHS]

[PHONE BUZZES, CHIMES]

_

_

Everything okay?

Better than okay.

♪ You, you, you wanna know me ♪

♪ You wanna come see,
take it to the streets ♪

♪ Like win, lose,
I'm makin' a scene ♪

♪ Bust out the back seat,
I'm droppin' the heat ♪

♪ Like you don't even
know what I'm 'bout to do ♪

♪ Lookin' down from space
kinda point of view ♪

♪ Oh, I'm just built different,
never hit a limit... ♪

You happy with that flop?

♪ Light it, light it ♪

♪ Light it up like... ♪

Got something to smile about?

- [SHANE] Maybe.
- You're full of shit.

♪ Light it up, light it
up, light it up like ♪

♪ Light it up like ♪

♪ Light it up, light it
up, light it up like ♪

♪ Go, go, I'm doin' my thing ♪

♪ I'm dodging the shade,
no time for mistakes ♪

♪ Like, oh, no, no need for debate ♪

♪ It's never halfway,
let's go dominate ♪

♪ You don't even know
what I'm 'bout to do ♪

♪ Lookin' down from space
kinda point of view... ♪

Where you off to?

I was just gonna head home early.

Can I come?

No need to ditch the party for me.

Hmm. It'd be my pleasure.

I don't think you should.

Why not?

Because I think you should be
exactly where you want to be.

[DROPS KEYS]

♪ Take your time,
honey, let it all out ♪

♪ Dig your feet into the ground ♪

♪ Try to feel your way around it ♪

♪ See the signs
circling in the sky ♪

♪ You've been trying to hide ♪

♪ Everything deep inside ya ♪

♪ Take a moment to let it all out ♪

♪ What's inside of your head ♪

♪ Get it out of your mouth ♪

♪ And it's something
you never would say ♪

♪ Gotta give it away ♪

♪ You don't know it,
but you wanna hum along ♪

♪ When you do it, no,
you'll never get it wrong ♪

♪ You can do it however
you really want ♪

- ♪ I love it when you ♪
- [TESS MOANING]

♪ Take your time ♪

♪ I love it when you ♪

♪ Face the light ♪

♪ I love it when you ♪

♪ Make up your mind ♪

♪ I love it when you get it right ♪

♪ I love it when you
get it right, right ♪

♪ Get it right ♪

♪ Take a moment, you're
watching it drown ♪

♪ Oh, it never stays down ♪

♪ She's coming back tomorrow ♪

♪ I will follow her into the water ♪

♪ Will I float away? ♪

♪ You don't know it, but
you wanna hum along... ♪

- You're so pretty.
- Don't make it weird.

♪ Wrong ♪

♪ You can do it however ♪

♪ You really want ♪

♪ I love it when you ♪

♪ Take your time... ♪

Can I?

You sure you remember how?

I think so.

♪ I love it when you ♪

♪ Make up your mind ♪

♪ I love it when you get it right ♪

♪ I love it when you
get it right, right ♪

[CRICKETS CHIRPING]

How's Jordi?

Uh, fine.

I was just gonna head upstairs.

Good night.

Um, why don't you come sit with us?

I'm tired, and I don't want
to get into a whole thing.

I-I just wanted to say
that... I behaved so poorly.

I mean, I just acted so much

out of my own fears that I
wasn't even able to hear you.

And I feel really ashamed.

I'm so sorry.

And we... we love you.

And-and we're open to you
reaching out to Marcus.

You can meet him if you want to.

We know how important this is to you.

Oh, my God.

I forgive you.

- I forgive you, and...
- [LAUGHTER]

- thank you so much.
- [BETTE LAUGHS]

[LAUGHING] Oh, my God.

I love you, sweetheart.

Thank you.

- I love you.
- Thanks.

[Gentle music]

♪♪

[DISTANT MOANING]

[MOANING CONTINUES]

♪♪

♪ Why we always actin' stupid? ♪

♪ Why we always do this, do this ♪

♪ Do this to ourselves? ♪

♪ Why we always actin' stupid? ♪

♪ I wouldn't wanna do this
shit with anybody else ♪

♪ 'Cause we kiss and fight
and we fuck all night ♪

♪ 'Cause we kiss and
we fight all night ♪

♪ Why we always actin' stupid? ♪

♪ I wouldn't wanna do this
shit with anybody else ♪

[LOUD MOANING CONTINUES]

♪ We do it to ourselves,
we do it to ourselves... ♪

[SOPHIE] Oh! God!

Ugh!

[SIGHS]

♪ I better watch myself
when I'm with you ♪

♪ I better behave myself
when I'm without you ♪

♪ I better watch myself
when I'm with you ♪

♪ I better behave ♪

[KNOCKING]

Where's Tess?

I-I dropped her off.

You all right?

You gonna let me in?

[SIGHS] Is that a good idea?

Don't make me beg.

♪♪

- Synced and corrected by ChrisKe -
-- for www.addic7ed.com --

♪ Morphine candy ♪

♪ Baby, you're the one ♪

♪ Your sugar sweet, my web is spun ♪

♪ My heart's on fire,
you're under my gun ♪

♪ I hope that you're ready
'cause it's already begun ♪

♪ Can you understand me,
speaking in tongues? ♪

♪ I know I'm a lot
but I promise I'm fun ♪

♪ Ooh, just let me be your doctor ♪

♪ I promise I can help
you if you want it ♪

♪ I want you, I want you ♪

♪ I want you ♪

♪ To be bad for me ♪

♪ Even if it's bad for me ♪

♪ Electrocute me, show me you can ♪

♪ I know what I want
but I ain't gotta plan ♪

♪ Light me up inside
using your hands ♪

♪ Bring me to life, babe,
I need you tonight, babe ♪

♪ I know that it's scary ♪

♪ But, baby, be bad for me ♪

♪ I can show you things... ♪