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Your Sensibility My Destiny

Episode 24

I know you like to eat spicy food and vegetables.

And I understand your concerns.

I'll still love you

even if we don't receive the blessing

from the relatives.

♫ I start missing you whenever I write, the yearning deepens as I sign my name ♫

You're the one with whom I want to spend the rest of my life.

♫ I try to conjure up the image at that moment ♫

♫ As the tear drops, it smudges the ink ♫

Don't worry.

A love that is sincere will always be felt,

♫ Even time is tainted by the ink ♫

as long as the person truly care about us.

♫ I ask the white horse where it sent you ♫

♫ But I receive no answer ♫

Eat more.

You're not my cute bride if you're thinned down.

♫ Draw repeatedly until the ink seeps through the paper ♫

♫ Reminiscing for the rest of my life ♫

It hurts. Be gentle.

It still hurts.

Blow on it for me.

Why don't you just switch back if it hurts?

Why do you torment me like this?

That won't do.

I must let you feel bad about me.

Don't ever think of ignoring me just because I'm senseless.

You said I don't care about you?

I'll make you feel nothing today.

Just cry.

What's wrong?

Didn't you want to make me cry?

I can't do it.

I've cried too many times before.

I'm a bit tired.

We had a hard time settling everything.

Why bother crying?

I'll cook some medicine to ease your pain.

No magic formula

is as effective as your hug.

I was held by you just like this

when we first met.

You were like a perverted thief.

I never thought

that we'd go through so many life-or-death situations.

I've lost count of the times

we nearly lost each other.

Ji Ding Yue lost

but you're still the demon in the prophecy.

His Majesty will punish him

but he might not let you go.

When Father visited me in the jail,

I didn't think he saw me as a demon

because he didn't have fear and hatred towards me

and he wasn't even surprised.

Come to think of it now,

I'm afraid

Father has long known that I'm senseless.

It can't be.

Haven't you been hiding it from him?

And he's been wanting to test you.

Even Brother is almost certain about it,

how could Father not know it?

Moreover,

Father wouldn't have let me live

if he believed in the prophecy.

At least he wouldn't have let me live freely.

By that logic,

I'm afraid that the truth

which Brother, I

and Mother believe

are not the truth.

Father is the only one who knows the real truth.

You're supposed to take care of me.

It seems you're really tired.

Greetings to Your Majesty.

You're here.

Your Majesty,

I hid the fact that Ding Lan is senseless.

I've committed the crime of deceiving the Emperor

I'm willing to take all the blame.

I'll accept every punishment

without complaint.

But everything is my fault,

Ding Lan has nothing to do with it.

You've been protecting him

for all these years.

He's very lucky

to have a mother like you.

Lan'er left the palace when he was a little boy.

Your Majesty might think that he did it to save himself.

But I knew

Lan'er was also afraid that he himself might be a demon

who brings calamity to you and the nation.

That's why he stays away from the imperial court.

But if Lan'er really was a demon,

with his martial skills and intelligence,

why would he allow Ji Ding Yue to do something like this?

That's enough.

I understand.

At this point,

do you still think that Lan'er is a demon?

Ji Ding Lan, the second prince, is here to visit Your Majesty.

Mother.

Lan'er.

Greetings, Father.

Your mother did it just for you!

Mother, I can never repay

your great favours.

Just that I knew

I'm not a demon.

I won't feel guilty about being senseless

and I won't hide it from anyone again.

Mother, you don't have to do this again.

I've never done anything wrong.

Ding Lan,

what do you mean?

I did suspect that I may be a demon.

Or else why would

the Imperial Preceptor

have foreseen that I'm senseless before I was born?

But now, it seems obvious to me

that it's impossible for me to bring calamity to the nation and the people.

As such,

someone must've had used some tricks

to make sure that I'm senseless

to prove that so-called prophecy.

Mother, did anything unusual happen

when you were pregnant?

I was extremely careful back then.

I didn't use the things which the others gave me

except they were from His Majesty.

That's enough!

I don't care what the prophecy or the demon is!

Listen carefully.

Just forget about the past

since Lan'er has saved me.

Do you hear me?

The Empress must be tired. Eunuch Dai,

send the Empress back to her chamber to rest.

Yes.

Your Majesty, please leave.

I'll excuse myself.

Did Prince Rui's mother use you

to poison Mother back then?

Causing my sensory faculties

to degenerate.

As expected.

They've been using this so-called prophecy

to frame me for all these years.

And Father has long known it.

The Imperial Preceptor is dead.

So is Ding Yue's mother.

And Ding Yue has become like this.

You don't have to persist in this matter.

If you had uncovered the lies back then,

Mother and I wouldn't have been

frightened all these years.

And Brother wouldn't have believed in this prophecy

and killed a lot of people.

Ding Lan, if I uncovered it,

it would've made Ding Yue lose his footing forever.

I can only play along

and make everyone believe that I care about this prophecy.

But I never picked on you.

This is the only way

to keep Ding Yue and you safe.

As long as you and the Empress are cautious

and don't get caught,

I'll pretend like I never know about this matter.

You didn't do it just to protect Brother and me.

As long as this prophecy keeps existing,

you'll be able

to have something on Brother and me.

You could get rid of us easily

if any one of us tries to betray you.

Am I right?

Enough!

I'm getting old.

Ding Lan, believe it or not,

I've never thought

of killing you two.

I'm your father, after all.

I believe in you.

Just that it costs me too much.

Get some rest, Father.

I'll excuse myself.

Wait!

It's my fault for turning Ding Yue into this.

But I've already run out

of excuses to protect him.

But you...

I understand.

Ji Ding Yue must die.

He might have a chance to survive

if he was someone else.

Ding Lan.

I can't believe it's you.

Where is Father?

This is the only choice Father can give you.

What if I don't want to choose it?

This is the only choice I have for you.

Why?

Does it matter?

Actually, Ji Ding Yue, Prince Rui, must die

no matter what you choose.

You want Ji Ding Yue to die? In your dream.

I must live on.

So that I can eliminate you this demon.

So that I can exonerate my mother.

So that I can prove that I'm right.

If I died,

my grandparents, my mother

and Ling Yan

would die for nothing.

Are you still not willing to let go?

I'm eligible to let go only after I eliminate you.

Brother,

even you have long been certain that I'm senseless.

This concerns Father's safety.

Do you think he really didn't know it?

Do you really think

he's siding with me?

If he had long known it,

why would he let me live until now?

It's because

he's never believed in your grandparents' prophecy.

Nonsense!

Try to think.

Why wouldn't your grandparents

and your mother let go of this prophecy?

What did they die for?

Who is the one that Father has been protecting?

Your mother framed the prince and the Empress.

She deserved to die.

You thought you were the only one who was sober.

But you didn't know

you're just a silly kid who is easy to read.

Is everything my fault?

Because of my useless revenge,

I've killed many innocent people.

I've disappointed Yan'er.

I killed her.

You've been lying to me.

You've been lying to me.

I won't listen to it.

I won't listen to it!

I won't listen to it!

You've been lying to me.

You've been lying to me.

♫ The light of faith illuminates the future ♫

You've been lying to me.

You've been lying to me.

♫ An obsession without question ♫

♫ I love you so much that even pains come late ♫

♫ I'm afraid to see the look in your eyes ♫

♫ Falling in an instant for someone ♫

♫ Time passed in the blink of an eye ♫

♫ I was too stupid to lock a door ♫

I won't blame it on you.

Just ignore it if you don't want to listen.

♫ And wasn't brave enough to keep you around ♫

Don't force yourself if you don't want to know it.

♫ I caress your face and my tears drop in silence ♫

♫ Needle and thread mend the scars that appear over time ♫

♫ Sewing a floating dream ♫

I'll take you with me, okay?

♫ Wandering in the humanly world with foolishness that may get me killed ♫

♫ If we survive the night, we will likely be together forever ♫

♫ Falling in an instant for someone ♫

♫ Time passed in the blink of an eye ♫

♫ I was too stupid to lock a door ♫

♫ And wasn't brave enough to keep you around ♫

♫ I caress your face, but your silent tears tell me we're not meant to be ♫

♫ A few lanterns burned through the night ♫

♫ Took a look at the ashes of this life ♫

♫ Branded deep but people leave ♫

♫ When I turn around there's no one left ♫

♫ Your wounds are healed with the remaining warmth ♫

Memorial Tablet of Noble Consort Min

Hurry up.

Go.

Junior.

Constable Du.

Ji Ding Lan, please accept the edict.

♫ Warm my senseless body ♫

I'll accept the edict.

Thank you, Father.

♫ Open my heart which is sealed with dust ♫

♫ Honesty under the guise ♫

Your Highness,

His Majesty has sent someone to clean up the Eastern Palace.

♫ Knowing each other only for a moment ♫

When do you want to move in?

Let me know so I can make arrangements.

♫ I don't care for a life of luxury ♫

Please tell Father this.

Since the arrangements have been made,

just pretend that I'm in the Eastern Palace.

It will save all of us the trouble.

♫ It doesn't matter if I fall to the mortal world ♫

I don't think Father will mind.

In that case,

I'll reserve the place.

♫ I'm not afraid of the world's destruction ♫

If you change your mind,

feel free to move in anytime.

♫ I'm not afraid of the change of time ♫

I'll excuse myself first.

Thank you, Eunuch Dai.

♫ With a lamp and a bamboo stool ♫

♫ I set on a journey ♫

♫ A sense of innocence and stoicism ♫

Are you defying His Majesty's edict?

Will His Majesty be mad at you?

♫ Causing injuries all over the body ♫

Father would've wanted the same thing.

♫ No one is spared in the trap of affection ♫

If we often see each other in the palace,

it'd bring back bad memories

♫ Enjoy a poem and a song with a bottle of wine ♫

and remind us of the rift between us.

You're spouting wisdom.

♫ Enjoy a poem and a song if you still can ♫

But the way I see it,

you just want to live a good, simple life.

What a great man you are.

You're right.

It's just that, although I have a wife now,

I haven't had any kids.

Can't you be serious?

Edict

Let's go.

We should get to it.

You can't get away from me this time.

I won't let you go.

What are you doing?

Chang Ting Restaurant

Guest, this way, please.

This is all my personal experience.

Who is that? He ordered so much food.

Looks like a big shot.

Yes.

Come.

Sir.

Waiter.

Who is that?

I am the Crown Princess's master.

My other apprentice

is going to marry Prince Jing soon.

-Simply put, -This way, please.

two of the Emperor's sons

are my sons-in-law.

I'm the princes' father-in-law, get it?

I can eat

and drink whatever I want

in the palace.

No one can control me.

Watch what you say.

Everyone, I think he's drunk.

Our store has nothing to do with what he said.

Our store has nothing to do with it.

You this waiter, seriously?

What are you afraid of? I'm not drunk.

I'm telling the truth.

Sir.

Boss, boss.

This way, please.

Your dishes taste delicious.

Sir, you flatter me.

Do you want me to make you

a huge plaque bestowed by the Emperor?

-No, please don't. -Who's going to believe that?

You're the royal chef as I ate your cooking.

It's an honour for you

to be a royal chef, right?

You don't have to be so formal.

You can't do it.

It's him.

He's spoken a lot of traitorous words.

I'm afraid he's a traitor.

What are you doing?

You... What are you doing?

What are you doing?

I'm one of your people.

You can't embarrass me, your master.

For Chi and Qiu Wan,

just follow me back to the Supreme Court and cool off for a few days.

You this unfilial apprentice.

Do you want to tick me off?

Didn't His Majesty promote you

and designate you as the royal guard?

Why do you have time to arrest me?

Rather than being a royal guard,

I'd prefer to stay in the Supreme Court

to arrest the bandits, adjudicate cases

and protect the citizens.

You liar.

You can deceive others

but you can't deceive your master.

You don't want to be a royal guard

because you're afraid to see Mo Qing Chen and Chi

being together every day in the palace, right?

My silly apprentice.

All right, I'll go to the Supreme Court to keep you company for a few days.

Show me the way.

Look.

Let's go.

I'm really sorry.

He... He drank too much.

Why did he go out again?

I wonder where Master went.

If he wants to propose marriage,

he'd have no one to turn to.

Mo Qing Chen is designated as the Crown Prince.

And His Majesty has given Master a house as a reward.

Why is this kid not in a rush?

He hasn't done what he should.

I'll have to move out with Master soon.

Is he waiting

for me to ask him?

Wan'er.

What are they doing here?

Did you get fooled again?

No.

They are the servants I bought with money.

And I've hired some plasterers and carpenters.

It's fine to buy the servants.

Why did you hire the craftsmen?

Didn't Father give Old Man Zhuang a house as a reward?

I was thinking

of renovating this house

while you're moving out.

Have you packed up?

Do you want me to get someone to help you?

Are you in a hurry to kick me out?

Am I burden to you?

No.

Just that I'm afraid the noise

would disturb you and Old Man Zhuang.

All right, I'll move out now.

-Why is she leaving? -Yeah.

-This... -What's this about?

I don't know. Why is she angry?

Ultimately, it's my wishful thinking.

I thought I could do it

just like Chi.

But it turns out that this is a fantasy.

I should wake up now.

What are you doing? Why do you cry?

Your Highness, don't worry.

These are tears of happiness.

I'm a freeloader here

in Your Highness's place.

Now that master and I have a good place to stay.

We don't have to live in your house anymore.

Your Highness, do whatever you like

to your manor.

Even better, make it seem as though

Master and I have never been here.

Wan'er.

What is this?

Everyone knows

Sister-in-law likes to see the snow.

But no one remembers that you like it too.

It's getting warm.

I can't take you to see the snow.

And I can't seal our shadows in the lake.

So I found someone

to custom-make this small thing

as a token of our love.

Look, that's a snowflake in the middle.

What's wrong? Don't you like it?

♫ Just like the silver-white orb of the full moon ♫

I knew I made it too small.

I used all of my savings

to renovate the residence.

♫ Healing your sorrow ♫

If you don't like it,

I'll go and borrow money from Brother.

I'll make a better one for you, okay?

♫ It is indeed a long journey ♫

Hold on.

Why do you suddenly want to renovate the residence?

♫ The remaining warmth seems redundant ♫

And you even bought servants.

Wan'er, you're going to marry me.

We can't have a lavish lifestyle

♫ Your confused face imprinted on my mind ♫

but I still want to promise you a happy and safe life

as far as I'm able.

♫ Whose warmth are you trying to protect? ♫

Did I do something wrong again?

Do you mean you want to marry me?

♫ The seiche on the lake ♫

Of course.

♫ Secretly come into contact, please don't melt ♫

What if you want to train again?

What if you want to travel again?

♫ We promised to brave the dream together ♫

What if you miss Old Spiritual Teacher?

♫ Hold me tight so you won't get lost in this misty rain ♫

Wan'er, from now on,

♫ The seiche on the lake ♫

you're my destiny,

for better or for worse.

♫ Secretly come into contact, please don't melt ♫

I won't leave

otherwise you might get ripped off

♫ We promised to brave the dream together ♫

if you renovate the residence yourself.

So it's a yes?

♫ Hold me tight so you won't forget in this misty rain ♫

♫ Bear it in mind, don't forget about it ♫

I knew it was you. You startled me.

Why didn't he light the lamps?

He went out again.

He didn't say a word, either.

I think His Highness doesn't like you following them.

He thinks you're annoying.

Stop making things up.

I'm such a cute, nice servant.

Why would he find me annoying?

It's probably because you always show

His Highness weird things.

She's afraid you'd lead His Highness astray.

-That's why they want to avoid you. -You...

All right, fine.

What are we fighting for?

Both of them are not here.

I'll take you out for fun. What do you say?

What new experience can you bring to me?

His Highness always ignores us.

And it's pointless for us to stay in this residence.

Who can we have fun with?

Prince Jing and Miss Qiu are busy renovating their residence.

It's a sweet time for both of them.

They will ignore us for sure.

What about Old Man Zhuang?

Forget it.

Our monthly salary

is never enough for him to spend.

-Du... -Constable Du!

He's an unwanted bachelor.

I want to be his best friend in the future.

It's my idea.

You can't steal it from me.

You're a little girl.

What can you play with Constable Du?

Since I have nothing to do now,

I'm going to find Constable Du now.

Wait. I want to go, too.

I can sleep with Constable Du

in the middle of the night, can you?

I can.

I can't.

I don't care. I'm going with you.

I'm going first.

I want to go, too.

I get that you didn't want to stay in the Eastern Palace.

But now, you don't even want to stay in Wu Mo Manor.

Instead, we had to come all the way out here.

It's quiet here.

So that we could enjoy

the fragrance of grass, the buzzing of insects and the stream in this mountain.

We haven't switched senses

since the last time

we switched senses in the jail.

How could I enjoy the fragrance of the grass with you?

♫ Sad about parting, longing has turned into shame ♫

That's better.

Then, you could focus on feeling me, what do you think?

♫ Scattered fragments randomly put together ♫

Do you remember the topic about having kids

which we had last time?

♫ The loneliness of the moon drifted onto earth ♫

Say something.

♫ Who is sitting at the window alone? ♫

We're not in a hurry to have kids.

But you are

already impatient.

♫ How do I hold your hand bravely again? ♫

♫ If letting go of the light can cast me into a sub-conscious state ♫

♫ I'll wait on the spot ♫

♫ In the lonely night, a tear can change a lifetime of glancing back ♫

♫ There's a storm in my heart but I'm acting calm ♫

Is it delicious?

It's delicious.

You already slept till noon, why are you still sleepy?

Here.

These are all your favourite dishes.

What's wrong?

What's going on?

Are you having an upset stomach?

I don't know.

I didn't hold your hand just now.

I can't taste a thing.

It's strange.

You're fatigued, sleepy

and have no appetite.

What's going on?

This is your favourite food.

Why do you find it so sickening now?

I don't know.

Am I sick?

Here, let me take a look.

You have it.

-Have what? -Have what?

-Have what? -Have what?

You've got it!

Young man, she's pregnant.

Congratulations.

Master, is it true?

Of course it's true.

Congratulations! Congratulations!

-Here, have a drink. -This is wonderful.

Great.

Congratulations, Sister-in-law.

Here.

Chi, you should be extra careful from now on

as you're carrying a royal baby now.

Don't listen to him.

He's also a child.

I'm afraid you wouldn't care about the others

once this niece of mine is born.

All you care about is only this precious baby.

Wan'er is right.

I'm the only one she concentrates on

since she had me.

After all,

taking care of a child is burdensome and tiring.

You couldn't focus on any other things.

Right.

Let's take care of the child

after he is born.

You should move to another place

to live alone, you got to move out and live alone.

We'll arrange a house for you tomorrow.

You got to move out and live alone.

Okay?

No.

We can't have this child.

Why are you not happy?

I only want you.

You're envious of your own child?

I... I'm not.

How do you feel?

I feel very happy.

Do you know why you feel happy?

This kid is the only person

who fuses our blood and flesh.

I can't wait

to raise him with you.

Don't you want to see

our love creation?

I want to see him.

But I want to be with you guys.

Do not leave me behind.

Of course.

But you've got to give me back my sensation.

Why?

Being a pregnant woman is hard, isn't it?

I don't want to miss

the feeling of being a mother.

This is our child.

I'm willing

to suffer for him.

It's great.

Good, very good.

It's great.

Both of you should work harder.

Memorial Tablet of Mr and Mrs Lin Memorial Tablet of Lin An Yan

Father, Mother, Yan'er,

we're here to see you.

I guess your spirits must reunite in heaven.

I'm the only one left in this world

but I'm not alone.

I have master, Sister Wan,

and Brother Du to take care of me.

Now that I've found my beloved husband

and I have my own child now.

I'm doing great.

Don't worry.

Father-in-law, Mother-in-law, don't worry.

I'll take good care of Lin Chi

and raise our child well.

And tell him about you guys

to make him remember you guys.

Thank you.

Lin Chi, I have some concerns.

I'm afraid that...

Don't be afraid.

Even if you're senseless,

I'm sure this child will find a person

who can make him feel everything

just like you found me.

All right.

I guess he'll be as lucky as I am.

Let's teach him how to feel the things

in the world first

before he meets that person.

What do you think?

Peace

Keep pushing.

It's been a long time.

Why isn't she coming out yet?

Young Master, don't worry. She'll be fine.

Keep pushing!

Keep pushing!

How is it?

Hurry up! I need warm water! Hurry up!

Madam, why don't you switch back?

Madam, it hurts! You're pinching me hard!

Lin Chi, let's switch.

You won't feel pain anymore after that.

My heart won't ache too.

I've told you.

I can't miss the feeling of being a mother.

Okay.

I understand, but you don't have to force yourself.

Let's switch if you can't stand it any longer.

Your Highness.

I've used every trick

but this child just doesn't cry.

You go and cook the medicine.

Yes.

What's wrong?

I didn't cry when I was born.

It seems he's just like me.

Don't worry. Let's wait and see.