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♫ Just tell me you can get up, so, so ♫

♫ Oh oh oh oh ♫

[Yoon Shi Yoon]

[Ahn Hee Yeon]

[Park Ki Woong]

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♫ Right now ♫

[You Raise Me Up]

♫ Holding on to the time that’s getting farther away ♫

♫ I talked to myself and said please stop for a moment ♫

You. You said you can treat me, right?

♫ Your warm touch, ♫

You said you can fix me. You said you can't watch me break down.

You said that, with your help,

I could do it too.

♫ I can’t do anything ♫

I hate the fool that I am too, so

Please, fix me!

♫ I can’t do anything. Even when I close my eyes for a moment ♫

♫ I can still clearly remember you ♫

♫ Moments I hoped would last forever ♫

♫ I didn’t know would come to an end ♫

♫ Only tears fall because I couldn’t be better to you ♫

♫ I really can’t do anything ♫

♫ I don’t want to let you go, please don’t leave me ♫

♫ Even if I forget you for a moment, thoughts of you ♫

♫ still remain with me ♫

♫ so I can’t do anything now ♫

Oh!

Why are you here at this time, Oppa?

- Please buy me a drink. - What?

You see, this is the only place I can comfortably go to when I have no money.

Come in.

Are they out of their minds?

How despicable. There's a limit to playing with someone's feelings but what? A bet?

How highly did they think of themselves to use someone's pain and make a bet?

Argh! I want to make voodoo dolls that look exactly like them and stab them with darts!

Forget it.

It's because I'm a fool that it happened. The kind of person you can easily make a fool out of.

Oppa.

Why is my life in this state, Kim Myung Ja?

It's not Kim Myung Ja, it's Jennifer.

Oppa, why are you crying like a fool?

When this happens, you should get yourself together and proudly live a good life.

You know Talmud, right?

That person called Talmud said so. "Live a good life."

That's the best way to take revenge.

You should also proudly get your erectile dysfunction treated,

become a new man, and live a good life not feeling inferior to those two. That's how you take revenge. Got it?

That...

- Talmud is not a person. - What?

- It's a book. - Is that so?

I got confused because it's English.

It's Hebrew.

- It's not from the US? - No.

By the way, how does a person who knows this much keep failing the exam?

Hey!

That's right! It's better to see you getting mad like this. Don't be disheartened, Oppa!

Cheers!

It's my first time seeing him like that.

You started this without knowing it will turn out this way.

You might feel bad but forget everything and—

- I want to fix it. - What?

That's why Ji Hyuk,

Please help me.

Ru Da.

To be honest, in the past few days I've tried a bunch of things as I was trying to treat him on my own.

It was too difficult.

You know that Yong Shik's illness is psychological.

I need your help.

Then what about us?

We'll talk about our problem after Yong Shik's treatment.

Let's talk about it later.

That's how it should be.

The moment that you cause an accident, you don't have time to think about how to handle the aftermath.

But once your anger subsides and the time to settle things come,

Whoever they may be, they swear inside and end up saying these words.

Why did I do that?

I hate the fool that I am too, so

Please, fix me!

Why did I do that?

No matter how many times I ask myself, "Why did I do that?"

in the end, the problems I have don't disappear. In that case, there's only one way out.

However uncomfortable the situation may be, I must hold out. This is why you shouldn't make mistakes.

I'm just going to a doctor to get treated. That's it.

Yes?

Do Yong Shik has arrived.

You're here. Oh... please sit down.

Since I'm here for treatment, let's not talk about other things.

I want to know the exact treatment plan going forward.

Who did you talk with and what?

I cannot treat you on my own. As you know, your erectile dysfunction is caused majorly by your psychiatric issues.

I definitely need help from an expert in that area.

So you and Dr. Do both will treat me?

Are you kidding me right now?

I know it's uncomfortable for you.

But if not for Ji Hyuk you'll have to tell your entire background and all your problems to yet another doctor. That's not as simple either.

Ji Hyuk is a renowned doctor in this field. I'm sure he can help you.

I hate it.

Do you really want to fix it?

Were you being sincere when you asked me to fix you because you hate yourself so much?

Even so, you're trying to put your pride first?

If you really want to change then don't obsess over things as trivial as pride.

Anyhow, in this situation, Ji Hyuk and I are just doctors who want to treat you.

Because I'm really serious.

Firstly I'd like to say that I regret how things have been in the past.

We caused you to get hurt because of our problems.

Please only talk about my treatment.

All right.

Before we can treat your erectile dysfunction,

we need to treat is your...obsession.

My opinion is that we must start with getting rid of your obsession with the color pink.

You said that you don't know why you started obsessing over the color pink one day, right?

- Yes. - There is a way to found out about it.

Let's go to the day where Do Yong Shik started to like the pink color first.

What do you see?

I see Ru Da.

She was wearing a pink color one-piece dress... We went to watch a movie,

and we had decided to dress as grown-up as we could.

And after?

After watching the movie, we were on the way o our homes

A glass window falling from above.

It's above Ru Da.

It's ok.

It's ok.

It's ok.

It's alright.

It's ok. It's ok.

It's alright. It's alright.

I open my eyes and

all I see is the color pink.

And I hear Ru Da's heartbeat.

What about Yong Shik?

He left.

It was because of me.

If I hadn't asked him to go to the movie with me,

Yong Shik wouldn't be fond of the pink color.

He wouldn't be so dispirited like that either.

It was all my mistake.

What he did to deal with his anxiety was entirely his choice.

You don't really need to feel guilty.

So, that's why I like pink color.

I hope Ru Da doesn't feel guilty about it.

There's no way that would actually happen. They played with me after all.

You came back.

What should I do Ru Ri?

So Yong Shik got to know the bet you guys made about him?

I knew this would happen.

That's why I told you not to do play with a person's feelings like that!

I feel so sorry. What should I do?

First of all, you haven't apologized to him yet, right?

Apology?

For making a bet on him, for hurting him,

and for unknowingly being the reason for his obsession with the pink color.

Too much to apologize for?

I feel so guilty about it, I'm not sure I'd be able to get the apology out of my mouth.

But if you think about Yong Shik, you should apologize properly.

When you see someone driving recklessly, your anger towards them subsides if they at least using their blinkers to say sorry.

Even if you can't make all his wounds disappear, you can at least apply some medicine to it.

Just by saying you're sorry.

Yong Shik?

Yong Shik?

Is he not at home?

Do you really want to fix it?

Were you being sincere when you asked me to fix you because you hate yourself so much?

That's right. I'll make sure to at least get treated for erectile dysfunction.

♫ The bird with bent wings ♫

♫ In the dark room ♫ ♫ It stays alone ♫

♫ Tears fall down endlessly ♫

♫ Leaning on the wall today it also closes its eyes ♫

♫ I'm dreaming ♫

♫ A dream about flying ♫

I definitely can't get in alone.

♫ Far, far fly higher ♫

♫ Dream of flying high to reach the sky ♫

♫ You quietly came to me ♫

♫ Without a word, you stay next to me ♫

♫ Another tough day has passed again ♫

♫ I close my eyes and try to imagine tomorrow ♫

Just what are you up to, Do Yong Shik?

♫ I dream of just you and me flying in the sky ♫

[How to completely heal erectile dysfunction]

♫ Far, far fly higher ♫

♫ I dream of flying away with you ♫

Yes, mom?

What are doing tomorrow, son?

I'm busy studying.

Is it so.

If you are busy what can I do.

But are you dating anyone right now?

W-why?

No, you see, Sang Yoon who lives next door brought back home a girl yesterday.

And she's already in her trimester!

It's not even a bad thing these days! It's just evidence that you're healthy.

So, it's okay if you bring home a child before marriage.

And just tell me if something like that happens.

That's not going to happen.

What do you mean? Things like that happen in the blink of an eye!

As long as your thing down there is fine.

They say living a good life is the best revenge.

But why won't my body and mind comply?

Looks like you finally did something about it.

I was so tired of hearing things from people in the neighborhood, I got him neutered.

Are you happy?

Even if my Choon Sam is running around the block now, it's won't even matter. It's meaningless.

Nice one, Choon Sam!

I know how you feel.

Let's go, Choon Sam.

Yong Shik

It's late.

What's going on?

Ah? That is,

I haven't apologized properly,

I'm sorry.

For making a bet on you.

And for being the cause of your obsession with the color pink.

Lastly, I'm really sorry you had to hear all those nasty things.

Alright.

I will eat well.

Do you have something more to say?

Ah?

Nothing.

Go back safely.

I waited for so many hours and he accepted my apology just like that and went back in.

I mean, what else was he supposed to do? What was I even expecting?

Where are coming from?

Why are you here Ji Hyuk?

Your mobile was off and I heard you haven't gone home yet so I was worried and came out.

Where and what were you doing?

That is...

Haven't you eaten yet?

I waited the whole day and finally met Yong Shik.

He just went inside after I said sorry.

I know he must be very angry but it was a bit upsetting.

You know what, I'd thought that he had lost all of his self-esteem.

I was a little surprised. Well, I guess that's one good thing that came out of this.

By the way, don't you think other than the medicines we've already given him shouldn't we also prescribe some other forms of treatment?

I mean, Buspirone does help curb the anxiety but

it doesn't really help treat the obsession from its roots.

- Yong Shik's condition... - Stop talking about him.

No, it's been 30 minutes since that was served

You couldn't eat properly because you talk about him.

That's because I feel sorry.

Shall we leave now?

Yes.

Ji Hyuk, what cognitive behavioral therapy is there that we can combine with medications?

It's just that I'm worried because I'm thinking he ended up that way because of me.

What's most important is the efforts he puts in to treat his obsession.

Ah, ok.

"Exposing them to the triggers that provoke their OCD and"

"making them not rely on their compulsive behaviors is the way to treat their disease in the long run."

"This will help prevent compulsive behavior from its roots."

So, I must get rid of his dependency on the pink color

in the moments he's feeling anxious.

Okay.

Who is it?

Who is it?

Lee Ru Da.

I'm here for your treatment. It's okay for me to come in, right?

What treatment?

First of all, we'll have to start by removing your clothes.

What are you doing?

Gosh!

Up to this, I will take these away for today.

This is a treatment where you will endure anxiety throughout the day without pink things.

Ahh..Ah..

But like there is no need to

take things away all at once. You can slowly, gradually—

Do you want to slowly and gradually become erected?

Let's do well today.

Why do we have a company get together every other day?

I want to go back before getting hired.

Say things correctly.

Even when you're rolling in a dog crap field, the land of the living is still better. Being an employee is better than being a job seeker.

Rather than prepping to get hired, I would rather serve the army again.

I guess prepping to get hired after 30 is not a favorable thing to do.

Give me at least the handkerchief.

Are you an attention seeker? Do you think you are a celebrity?

These people don't even care a bit about you.

Why are you over reacting when they are just having a conversation between themselves?

Fight it. I cannot give you the handkerchief.

What about Seoul University? Why are you scared?

Excuse me, this is our spot.

Just the handkerchief.

Go.

Ah...

Did you do well on the practice test?

Do you think I would have?

Oh you are enduring it pretty well, Do Yong Shik.

If we continue to do training together, you will become well very soon.

I don't think my back will last until then.

Hey, let's go quickly. You're late for your part time job.

Let's go!

Welco-

Welcome. This way.

- Ah, yes. - This is nice.

Please be quiet.

- You should change it quickly. - It's so noisy.

What are we going to eat?

We got to eat meat since we are at a meat restaurant.

What are you doing tomorrow?

I'm busy studying.

If your busy what can I do.

Are you paying?

Alright, okay!

Aigoo, seriously!

Hey, why are you doing this?

You were doing well so why are you suddenly acting like this?

My mom.

What?

In front of mom and her friends,

I can't go like this.

But...

doesn't Yong Shik live in Seoul?

Yeah he lives nearby here but he is busy studying so I didn't tell him.

What can we do?

When is he going to study until? Is he not going to get hired?

He will when it is time.

The time to has already passed! He is 31 years old.

31!

Looks like you will have some hardship during your late years.

You never know how things will be with people.

Even if my son is late to getting hired,

who knows, he might bring the best daughter-in-law.

Do you think that would happen?

Girls these days are so shrewd!

They're such foxes!

- What's wrong? - My stomach has been slowly aching.

But you have had anything. What's wrong?

Where is the restroom?

Suddenly what happened?

Seriously, she

was so happy that their cabbage harvest went well

but it looks like they failed with their son.

The only son is unable to fulfill his duties.

She's going around paying everyone congratulatory money for their marriage, but will she be able to get any back?

- I didn't know she was like that. - I know, right?

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