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MY EARLIEST MEMORY

IS OF A SENSE OF GUILT...

...AND THEN TERROR.

Arriving on track two--

Fort Lauderdale, Sebring...

I WAS MOVED FROM PLACE TO PLACE

AND PASSED FROM PERSON TO PERSON.

THANK YOU.

TIME FOR ME TO GO.

CAN YOU WAIT HERE LIKE A BIG GIRL?

NO ONE SEEMED TO KEEP ME

FOR VERY LONG.

I REMEMBER WISHING THEY WOULD.

Arriving on track five--

Rio Grande, Salt Lake City...

I MUST HAVE BEEN HANDLED WITH CARE

SINCE I REMAINED INTACT.

I'M HERE NOW, REBECCA.

EVERYTHING'S FINE.

THAT'S RIGHT.

OH...

LOOK AT YOU.

YOU ARE MY BEAUTIFUL REBECCA...

AND I'M YOUR MOMMY.

AND THIS IS YOUR DADDY.

AND WE'RE GOING TO TAKE YOU HOME NOW.

THERE WERE SECRETS IN THE BIG HOUSE.

WHERE DID I COME FROM?

THAT WAS SOMETHING WE NEVER TALKED ABOUT.

IT WASN'T REALLY IMPORTANT TO ME THEN.

A LOVING MOTHER HAD FINALLY FOUND ME.

THAT WAS ALL THAT MATTERED.

I'LL DO IT, MOMMY.

THANK YOU, SWEETHEART.

I LOVE YOU.

MMM.

LIKE MOTHER, LIKE DAUGHTER, HUH?

COME ON, TEACH ME A SPINNER.

PROMISE NOT TO RAT ME OUT TO YOUR MOM, OKAY?

SHE DOESN'T WANT ME TURNING YOU INTO A TOMBOY.

SHE WANTED YOU, NOT YOUR BROTHER.

WHAT BROTHER?

YOUR BROTHER.

YOU WERE A TWIN.

BUT YOU WANTED A BOY?

OH...

BECKY.

THE MINUTE THAT I LAID EYES ON YOU

I DIDN'T WANT ANYBODY ELSE.

WHY DIDN'T YOU GET US BOTH?

UH... ONLY ONE TO A CUSTOMER.

BECKY...

MOM!

MOM, WE'RE LATE!

MOM?

MOM...

MOM.

YOU KNOW WHAT, SWEETHEART?

YOUR LAZY MOTHER

NEEDS A NAP.

AND YOU ARE SO GOOD THAT YOU CAN MISS A CLASS.

OKAY...

TWINKLE TOES?

SURE, IT'S FINE.

I'LL JUST REST HERE.

WE'LL GO NEXT WEEK.

I LOVE YOU.

OH...

COME ON, MOM.

EVERYTHING'S READY.

OH...

LOOK AT THIS.

LOOK, HUH?

BEAUTIFUL, BEAUTIFUL!

GO AHEAD, BLOW THEM OUT.

BLOW THEM OUT NOW, COME ON.

MAKE A WISH!

YOU DID SO WELL. THANKS, MOM.

YOU REALLY IMPROVED QUITE A BIT.

SEE YOU FRIDAY.

OKAY, BYE.

BYE.

BYE!

MOM!

MOMMY!

MOM!

WHERE ARE YOU?!

WHAT ARE YOU DOING?

LEAVE THAT ALONE!

GO ON, GET OUT OF HERE!

GET OUT!

MAZZEL-TOV!

MAZZEL-TOV!

A LITTLE SUGAR FOR MY SUGAR.

AH... CHERRIES JUBILEE.

I LOVE THEM.

MMM...

OH, YOU TAKE SUCH GOOD CARE OF ME.

WELL, YOU BETTER GET USED TO IT, MISTER.

YOU SEE WHAT TIME IT IS?

SHE NEEDS DISCIPLINE.

SHE'D GET IT AT OAKWOOD.

SHE DOESN'T WANT TO GO AWAY TO SCHOOL.

SHE'S GOT FRIENDS HERE.

NO, YOU DON'T ASK HER; YOU TELL HER.

SHE'S A CHILD.

FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE, SHE'S NOT EVEN YOURS.

ELAINE, I DON'T WANT TO HAVE THIS DISCUSSION WITH YOU AGAIN.

WHO IS SHE?

WE DON'T KNOW IF SHE'S JEWISH...

ELAINE, I MADE A PROMISE.

I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU PROMISED HELEN.

OAKWOOD IS A GOOD SCHOOL!

IT'S A FINE SCHOOL AND YOU AND I DESERVE A LIFE! ELAINE, I...

FINE!

FINE!

FINE! YOU KNOW WHAT?

MAYBE YOU DIDN'T WANT A WIFE AFTER ALL.

MAYBE I WAS JUST

MORE COST-EFFECTIVE TO YOU THAN A FULL-TIME BABY-SITTER.

I DON'T KNOW...

ELAINE!

ELAINE!

PLEASE COME BACK!

I'LL DO WHATEVER YOU SAY.

I'LL EVEN GO AWAY TO SCHOOL.

JUST PLEASE DON'T LEAVE HIM.

HE NEEDS YOU.

PLEASE, ELAINE!

PLEASE!

PLEASE.

PLEASE.

PLEASE.

I WAS NO LONGER WELCOMED AT HOME.

AT BOARDING SCHOOL

WHEN THE GIRLS WENT HOME FOR THE HOLIDAYS

I HAD NOWHERE TO GO.

LATER, I RAN AWAY AND JOINED THE NAVY.

YOU OKAY, REBECCA?

YEAH.

CHRISTMAS, AND I STILL HAD NOWHERE TO GO.

A DRAFT.

MAKE IT TWO.

YOU GOT SOME I.D.?

REBECCA...

ANOTHER ONE.

OKAY.

HERE YOU GO.

VERY NICE.

EXCUSE ME...

DON'T LET ME CATCH YOU IN HERE AGAIN.

GO ON.

DO YOU BELIEVE THIS?

MERRY CHRISTMAS.

WHAT A JERK.

I THOUGHT BARTENDERS

USUALLY CLOSED ONE EYE AND KEPT THE CHANGE.

I'M NOT A BARTENDER.

I'M A BUILDER.

MM-HMM.

I'M MOONLIGHTING. WHAT CAN I GET YOU?

TWO GINGER ALES, PLEASE.

GOT SOME I.D.?

FOR GINGER ALE?

I'M JUST TRYING TO FIND OUT YOUR NAME.

YOU COULD ASK.

WOULD YOU TELL ME?

NO.

MY POINT ENTIRELY.

TAKING AN AWFUL LONG TIME

TO POUR THOSE GINGER ALES, MR. BARTENDER-BUILDER.

I'M TAKING JUST ABOUT AS LONG AS IT TAKES.

KEEP THE CHANGE.

THANKS, BECKS.

UH-OH, YOU'RE IN TROUBLE.

WHAT?

DON'T TURN AROUND, BUT THE BARTENDER'S STARING

TO BEAT THE BAND.

IS HE STARING!

I PROBABLY JUST DIDN'T LEAVE HIM A BIG ENOUGH TIP.

THAT MUST BE IT.

THAT'S EXACTLY THE LOOK I GET

WHENEVER I DON'T LEAVE A BIG TIP.

HEY, RYAN, BRING UP THAT CASE, WILL YOU?

IT'S REBECCA.

REBECCA.

SO, HAVE YOU NOTICED IT'S CHRISTMAS, MISS GINGER ALE?

THE FACT HASN'T ESCAPED ME.

HOW COME YOU'RE NOT SITTING IN FRONT OF A FIRE

WITH SOME GUY WHO'S NUTS ABOUT YOU?

YOU KNOW THE PHRASE "UNLUCKY IN LOVE"?

YEAH.

I INSPIRED IT.

WHAT ABOUT YOU?

WELL, I'M JUST TOO ORNERY.

NOBODY'LL HAVE ME.

BUT I LIKE IT THAT WAY.

MERRY CHRISTMAS. MERRY CHRISTMAS.

( laughing

YOU ARE BAD!

HELLO.

HI, DAD, IT'S ME.

REBECCA.

GUESS WHAT?

I'M GETTING MARRIED.

HEY, PARTNER. COME BACK HERE.

WE'RE WINNING.

A week from Saturday.

DO YOU THINK YOU COULD...?

OH... OKAY.

YEAH, I UNDERSTAND.

I'LL TALK TO YOU REAL SOON.

I'VE GOT TO GET OFF.

BYE.

THEY'RE NOT COMING.

OH, DARLING...

MORE CAKE FOR ME.

SO, NOBODY GAVE ME AWAY AT MY WEDDING

AND THERE WERE NO GRANDPARENTS TO DOTE ON THEM

WHEN OUR DAUGHTERS WERE BORN.

HE WAS THE ONLY FATHER I'D EVER KNOWN

AND MY GIRLS WOULD NEVER MEET HIM.

AMEN. AMEN.

SHE'S A REAL PIECE OF WORK.

IF SHE HAD CALLED ONE WEEK EARLIER

I COULD HAVE SAID GOOD-BYE TO HIM.

CAREFUL. THEY'RE MY MOTHER'S THINGS.

JUST BE CAREFUL. OKAY, I GOT THEM.

HE LOVED ME IN HIS WAY.

HE LOVED ME IN HIS WAY.

I KNOW THAT.

HEY, I KNOW YOU.

I COME HOME, YOU'RE ON THE COMPUTER, WE GRAB DINNER

YOU RUN OFF TO CLASS, YOU'RE UP ALL NIGHT

YOU NEVER COME TO BED...

JACK... TRY WORKING A FULL-TIME JOB

AND WRITING A MASTER'S THESIS AT NIGHT.

THAT'S NOT WHAT YOU'RE DOING HERE.

YOU'RE ON THE INTERNET.

WHAT'S UP?

I POSTED A SEARCH FOR MY TWIN BROTHER.

I KNEW IT.

COME HERE.

COME ON.

SIT DOWN.

I THOUGHT WE WENT DOWN THIS ROAD WHEN THE KIDS WERE BORN.

I KNOW, BUT THAT WAS A SEARCH FOR MY PARENTS.

THIS IS DIFFERENT, JACK.

HOW?

HE'S MY TWIN.

HE'S MY BROTHER.

I JUST, I JUST KEEP THINKING...

HE MIGHT BE...

LONELY.

LOOK

YOU SHOULD HAVE HAD A CHANCE TO SAY GOOD-BYE TO KARL.

WHEN YOU LOSE THAT SECOND PARENT, IT...

THERE'S NO ONE THERE IN FRONT OF YOU ANYMORE.

IT'S LIKE YOU'RE NEXT IN LINE.

BELIEVE ME, I KNOW.

JUST LET IT GO, BECKY.

YOU BETTER LET IT GO.

WHEN MY MOTHER DIED, I COULDN'T CRY.

I TRIED TO REACH DOWN AND PULL IT UP OUT OF MYSELF

BUT IT WAS NO USE.

I JUST COULDN'T DO IT.

I COULDN'T CRY.

YOU KNOW HOW THEY TELL YOU

TO GET A GRIP?

I COULDN'T GET A GRIP ON THAT SORROW.

I COULDN'T HOLD IT.

COULDN'T PICK IT UP, COULDN'T PUT IT DOWN.

AFTER THAT, I DIDN'T BELONG TO ANYBODY...

OR ANYTHING.

I DON'T CARE HOW MUCH IT HURTS.

I WANT TO TOUCH BOTTOM AND STOP FALLING.

GRAB ON.

I WON'T LET YOU FALL.

I'M ALL RIGHT.

DON'T FLIP OUT. I'M OKAY.

I CAN WALK. IT'S THE MORPHINE.

NO, WILL YOU NOT...?

SIT. WILL YOU SIT DOWN, JACK?!

DON'T STAND UP! NOTHING'S BROKEN.

I HAD A LITTLE FALL.

SIX WEEKS, IT'LL HEAL.

JUST SIT DOWN UNTIL I TALK TO THE DOCTOR.

ALL RIGHT.

HOW DO YOU FEEL?

HOW DO I FEEL?

TRUSSED UP LIKE A FRYER CHICKEN.

HOW DO I LOOK?

"TRUSSED CHICKEN" KIND OF NAILS IT, BABE.

BYE, CARRIE, SWEETIE, I'M LATE FOR CLASS.

MOM, COULD YOU NOT FORGET TO PICK UP MY NOTEBOOKS?

I WILL NOT FORGET TO PICK UP YOUR NOTEBOOKS.

OKAY. BYE. BYE-BYE.

"SHE LOOKED AT THE KEY

"FOR QUITE A LONG TIME.

SHE TURNED IT OVER AND OVER, AND THOUGHT ABOUT IT."

EAT YOUR BURGER.

BUT IT TASTES WEIRD.

IT'S A PERFECTLY GOOD BURGER.

OIL ME.

YES, DEAR.

I'LL GET THE OIL CAN.

MOMMY, I THINK I'M GOING TO BE SICK.

HANNAH? HANNAH?!

I WANTED TO TAKE HER TO CHILDREN'S HOSPITAL

BUT JACK THINKS I'M OVERREACTING.

SOMETIMES THESE BUGS JUST STICK AROUND.

KIDS ARE PRETTY TOUGH.

ARLENE, I'VE TAKEN HER TO THREE PEDIATRICIANS.

NOBODY KNOWS WHAT'S WRONG.

BECKS, YOU WORRY TOO MUCH.

THE KID'LL BE FINE.

SHE'S LOST SIX POUNDS.

I'M SORRY.

YOU'RE ENTITLED.

EVERYTHING SEEMS TO BE FALLING APART.

YOU WON'T LET IT.

OH, BOY.

JACK SAYS I'M THE ROCK.

I AM NOT A ROCK.

BECKY, YOU'VE GOT A SICK KID, A LOUSY JOB

AND A CRIPPLED HUSBAND.

BY THE WAY, HOW'S THE THESIS GOING?

THANK YOU FOR THAT, ARLENE.

YOU HAVE A GREAT GIFT FOR CHEERING PEOPLE UP.

DID YOU REALLY ASK THE DOCTOR?

I CAN'T CATCH THIS? YES, YES, YES.

L.L.D. IS NOT A DISEASE.

IT'S A CONDITION

AND YOU DON'T CATCH IT, YOU INHERIT IT.

YEAH, BUT YOU DON'T HAVE IT

AND DAD DOESN'T HAVE IT.

WELL, HANNAH DOES HAVE IT.

IT JUST MEANS SHE CAN'T EAT MEAT OR DAIRY

OR SHE'LL GET SICK.

IN FACT, THE ONLY MEAT SHE CAN EAT IS VENISON.

WHAT'S VENISON?

DEER MEAT-- FOR RICH PEOPLE

WHICH WE ARE NOT.

WELL, ARE WE POOR?

NO, NO.

IT'S GOING TO BE A LITTLE TIGHT, THOUGH

UNTIL DADDY GETS BETTER AND CAN GO BACK TO WORK.

LISTEN, LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT.

YOU GOT TO RIDE IT, NOT LET IT RIDE YOU.

OKAY? THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IS

WE HAVE EACH OTHER.

I HAVE DADDY, WE BOTH HAVE YOU

AND ALL THREE OF US HAVE HANNAH.

HANNAH?

WORSE COMES TO WORSE

WE SEND HER OUT ON THE STREET TO SELL MATCHES.

COOL.

HELLO?

Oh, hello?

I HOPE THIS ISN'T A BAD TIME.

UH, THIS IS GRACE REYES FROM ARIZONA.

I'm sorry, who?

I CALLED YOU THE OTHER DAY.

I'M THE WOMAN WHO'S LOOKING FOR MY MOTHER'S TWINS.

THEY WERE STOLEN FROM A HOSPITAL IN FORT DEFIANCE.

OH, YEAH, YEAH, ABOUT THE POSTING ON THE INTERNET.

YEAH, WAIT... LET ME THINK.

UH, YOU KNOW WHAT I THINK THE BEST THING WOULD BE TO DO?

LET ME JUST SEND YOU THE INSTRUCTIONS, OKAY?

OH, ARE YOU SURE?

OH, YEAH, IT'S NO TROUBLE.

HOLD ON, LET ME JUST GET A PIECE OF PAPER HERE.

So that is...

"REYES".

Could you spell that?

"R-E-Y-E-S"

And it is Route Two...

YEAH...

BOX 173, SADIITO.

Spell that.

"S-A-D-I-I-T-O"

YOU KNOW, THIS IS CRAZY, BUT I'VE SEEN THIS.

I'VE SEEN THIS SOMEWHERE.

I THINK MY MOTHER KNEW SOMEBODY THERE.

Really?

HOLD ON.

HOLD IT.

LET ME JUST CHECK THIS OUT.

SADIITO?

I THOUGHT IT WAS A PLACE IN ITALY.

THERE WAS A TELEPHONE NUMBER HERE, TOO, BUT I...

I TRIED IT, BUT THERE WERE TOO MANY DIGITS, OR NOT ENOUGH

BECAUSE I COULDN'T GET THROUGH.

HOLD ON, WAIT, OKAY, HERE IT IS.

"S-I-D-I-T-O."

YOU KNOW SOMEBODY NAMED BETTY JACKSON

Monroe?

WHAT'S THE NUMBER?

Um... 01...

991...

203-944.

THAT'S NOT A PHONE NUMBER.

WHAT IS IT?

It's a Navajo census number.

IT WAS GIVEN TO THE TWINS WHEN THEY WERE BORN.

BETTY JACKSON IS MY MOTHER.

Betty Jackson Monroe.

WHAT ELSE DID THEY SAY?

IS THERE ANYTHING ELSE?

MAY 5.

THAT'S THE DAY THEY WERE BORN.

WAIT A MINUTE.

YOU'RE MY SISTER.

YOU'RE MY SISTER.

UM...

ALL RIGHT, OKAY... LET'S NOT JUMP THE GUN HERE.

I HAVE TO CALL DAD.

IS HE ALIVE?

HE'S ALIVE?

Yes.

MY FATHER'S... OUR FATHER IS STILL ALIVE.

HIS NAME IS YAZZI MONROE.

WAIT-WAIT A MINUTE.

Y-A-Z-Z-I?

Yazzi?

YES.

Yazzi Monroe is our dad.

OH, DON'T LEAVE, OKAY?

I-I'M RIGHT HERE, ALL RIGHT?

I'm not going anywhere.

THANK YOU.

I'LL CALL YOU RIGHT BACK.

I DON'T KNOW ABOUT TAKING THE GIRLS

TO AN INDIAN RESERVATION.

HANNAH'S PRETTY EXCITED ABOUT MEETING HER GRANDPA.

I'M WHITE, I'M JEWISH.

I HAVE NOTHING IN COMMON WITH THESE PEOPLE.

SURE YOU DO.

HANNAH'S GOT L.L.D.

ALL HER 11 COUSINS GOT L.L.D.

BUT AFTER WE'VE COVERED THAT, WHAT DO WE TALK ABOUT?

YOU AND GRACE TALK PRETTY GOOD.

I GOT THE PHONE BILL TO PROVE IT.

JACK...

I'M TERRIFIED.

TELL ME IT'S OKAY TO BE TERRIFIED.

EVERYTHING BIG IN LIFE INVOLVES A LITTLE TERROR, BECKS.

YOU KNOW THAT.

JUST COME BACK.

This is your final boarding call for St. Louis Flight 1223.

LET'S GO. THEY'RE BOARDING.

THAT'S THE MATTHEWS CLAN, ALWAYS JUST UNDER THE WIRE.

ALL RIGHT, YOU TWO, I WANT YOU TO DO ME A FAVOR.

I WANT YOU TO TAKE CARE OF POCAHONTAS HERE, OKAY?

DAD, I'M HALF NAVAJO.

I DON'T THINK THAT'S VERY FUNNY.

WELL, CAN I HAVE A HUG ANYWAY

EVEN THOUGH I'M MEAN AND NASTY AND POLITICALLY INCORRECT?

OH, CAREFUL OF THE BACK.

HEY, DAD, COULD I STAY HERE WITH YOU

AND THEN FLY OUT LATER, PLEASE?

GO, MEET YOUR AUNTS AND UNCLES.

IT'S A GENUINE ADVENTURE.

IT'S THE CODE OF THE ROAD.

YOU'D NEVER PASS UP A GENUINE ADVENTURE.

I LOVE YOU.

BYE, DAD.

I'M GOING TO CALL YOU THE MINUTE WE GET THERE, OKAY?

GOOD LUCK.

I'M GOING TO MEET MY FATHER.

MY HEAD KNOWS THIS, BUT MY HEART HAS NOT CAUGHT ON YET.

GET OUT OF HERE.

I LOVE YOU.

RELAX, MOM, THEY HAVE TO LIKE YOU.

NOT NECESSARILY. I'M NOT LIKE ANYTHING THEY IMAGINED.

HOW DO YOU KNOW?

'CAUSE I KNOW WHAT I IMAGINED AND IT'S NOTHING LIKE THIS.

YOU'RE FREAKING.

BINGO.

YOU OKAY?

BECKY!

OH, BECKY!

YOU'RE GRACE? YOU'RE GRACE?

YES, YES, YES, I'M GRACE.

HI.

THIS IS MY HUSBAND, EDDIE.

HI, EDDIE. NICE TO MEET YOU.

AND THESE ARE YOUR SISTERS.

I'M KATE. HI, KATE.

THIS IS MY BOYFRIEND, PETER.

HI, PETER.

HI. I'M DORRINE.

DORRINE, HI.

THIS IS MY HUSBAND, RED EAGLE.

HELLO, NICE TO MEET YOU.

NIZHONIYEE NIHAA NEINIDZA NIL NI.

BAA AHEEH HASIN.

IT'S GOOD TO HAVE YOU HOME.

WELL...

I THINK I'M YOUR DAUGHTER.

HELLO.

HELLO.

OH, YOU KNOW THAT PICTURE YOU SENT?

WELL, TO BE HONEST WITH YOU

I TOOK ONE LOOK AT IT AND SAID, "FORGET IT.

SHE'S WHITE."

BUT YOU ARE NO BILAGAANA, LADY.

EVEN HER EYES, HUH?

DORRINE.

WHAT?

OH! OH!

BILAGAANA JUST MEANS "WHITE."

I FORGOT YOU WERE MARRIED TO ONE.

OKAY, SO I GOT TO ASK YOU.

WHAT DOES HE THINK ABOUT YOU NOW--

YOU KNOW, NOW THAT HE KNOWS YOU'RE INDIAN?

DORRINE!

WHAT?

I HAVE SOME PICTURES, PICTURES OF OUR MOTHER.

SO MANY PICTURES... JUST WAIT RIGHT HERE.

YOU KNOW WHAT?

DON'T MIND ME, ODETTE MARIE.

I HAVE BEEN A COP FOR TOO LONG

AND I GOT A BIG MOUTH BESIDES.

YOU DON'T MIND IF I CALL YOU BY YOUR GIVEN NAME?

OH... NO!

I LIKE IT, I LIKE IT.

GOOD.

I DON'T KNOW... ALL THESE YEARS

IN MY MIND YOU'VE ALWAYS BEEN ODETTE MARIE TO ME.

HERE, WE GOT TO MAKE YOU A REAL INDIAN WOMAN.

MAKE ME SOME FRY BREAD.

OKAY, WHAT DO I DO WITH THIS NOW?

IT'S KIND OF...

NOT-NOT LIKE A HOCKEY PUCK.

NAVAJO ROASTED CORN.

THANK YOU.

HI.

I'M YOUR MOTHER'S SISTER KATE.

WELL, UM...

THANK YOU, AUNT KATE...

BUT I'M NOT HUNGRY.

THAT'S NORI. SHE'S YOUR CLAN.

HEY, COME ON.

LET ME SHOW YOU AROUND.

YOU KNOW, THERE ARE OVER 50 NAVAJO CLANS?

WE'RE "BITTER WATER DINE'E."

YOU GET YOUR CLAN FROM YOUR MOTHER'S SIDE.

MY ROOMMATE IN COLLEGE WAS THE FIRST BLONDE I EVER MET.

NOT TOO MANY BLONDES ON THE REZ.

THAT'S OUR MAMA.

TELL ME ABOUT HER.

I WANT TO KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT HER.

TODAY WE BRING A LOST BIRD HOME.

FOR MANY YEARS, NAVAJO CHILDREN WERE STOLEN FROM THEIR FAMILIES

TO BE RAISED IN OTHER CIRCUMSTANCES.

WE WILL NOT ALLOW THAT TRAGEDY AGAIN.

WE WELCOME ODETTE MARIE MONROE

HOME TO HER FAMILY

AND TO HER TRUE HERITAGE.

ODETTE MARIE, NICE TO HAVE YOU HOME.

YEAH.

HEY.

I'M YOUR COUSIN.

YOU ARE?

WELCOME HOME.

THANK YOU.

YOU ALWAYS UP SO EARLY?

YEP.

EVER SINCE I WAS A LITTLE GIRL

I WOKE UP BEFORE THE DAWN.

I'D LIE IN BED UNTIL I GOT SO RESTLESS

I COULDN'T STAND IT ANYMORE

AND THEN I'D JUST GRAB A SWEATER

RUN OUT THE BACK DOOR AND...

WAIT...

FOR THE SUN TO RISE.

MAMA USED TO SHOO US OUT OF THE HOUSE

EVERY MORNING.

SUNRISE IS WHEN THE HOLY PEOPLE

GIVE US THEIR BLESSINGS.

MAYBE IT WAS MAMA WAKING YOU UP.

THIS IS GOING TO SOUND KIND OF CRAZY, BUT...

I THINK I SAW HER...

AT THE CHAPTER HOUSE LAST NIGHT.

YOU WANT TO KNOW ABOUT HER?

I REMEMBER HER AS QUIET, VERY STRICT.

SHE NEVER MADE JOKES.

SOMETIMES I SAW HER CRYING.

WHEN I WAS A KID, I...

I WAS AFRAID I HAD DONE SOMETHING WRONG.

I USED TO SIT BY HER LOOM...

AND... NOT SPEAK.

AND DAD SAID SHE WAS VERY DIFFERENT

BEFORE IT HAPPENED.

ME?

MM-HMM.

YOU KNOW...

YOU SHOULD ASK HIM ABOUT HER.

HE'LL TELL YOU.

WHEN I SHOWED HIM YOUR PHOTOGRAPH

HE SAID...

"BRING MY DAUGHTER HOME."

GRACE, THERE SHE IS.

JUST LOOK RIGHT DOWN THE ROAD, RIGHT NOW.

THERE SHE IS.

HMM?

IT'S HER.

THAT'S AUNT MARY.

OH! OH!

SHE'S MAMA'S YOUNGER SISTER.

AUNT MARY!

OVER THERE, THAT'S WHERE YOUR MOTHER RAN

ON THE LAST DAY OF HER KINAALDA

WHEN SHE BECAME A WOMAN.

IT'S THE MOST POWERFUL CEREMONY A YOUNG GIRL CAN HAVE.

YOU MUST RUN WITH STRENGTH

AND A CLEAR MIND

AND NOT LOOK BACK.

FOR AS FAR BACK AS THERE IS MEMORY

THIS LAND UNDER OUR FEET IS WHERE WE HAVE LIVED.

HERE IS THE OLD HOGAN.

THIS IS WHERE

YOUR MOTHER MARRIED YOUR FATHER.

MY SISTER WAS HARVESTING BLUE CORN.

THE PAINS CAME SO FAST, I HAD TO HELP HER.

YOU WERE BORN FIRST, THEN YOUR BROTHER.

HE WAS DARK.

YOU WERE LIGHT

WITH A SMALL BIRTHMARK ON THE MIDDLE FINGER

OF YOUR LEFT HAND

AND ANOTHER ONE ON YOUR FOOT.

HERE...

I BURIED YOUR UMBILICAL CORD.

THAT'S WHAT WE DO TO MAKE CERTAIN

THAT YOU AND THE LAND ARE ONE.

THAT YOU ALWAYS COME HOME.

YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND.

NO, I DO.

I DO.

YOU WILL.

THIS IS WHERE YOU BELONG.

OUT THERE, THE WIND DOES NOT KNOW YOUR NAME.

HERE, THE WIND KNOWS YOUR NAME.

LISTEN.

LISTEN.

I'M TRYING.

TRY LESS HARD.

OH.

JACK, EVERYBODY IS JUST DYING TO MEET YOU OUT HERE.

I'VE BEEN SITTING ON THE BENCH FOR MONTHS.

ALL OF A SUDDEN, I'VE GOT THREE JOB OFFERS.

It's too good to pass up.

OKAY. OKAY.

Just not now.

OKAY.

HOW'S THE BITTER WATER GANG?

Well, it's the strangest thing.

IT'S LIKE I'VE BEEN AWAY FOR A WHILE

AND NOW, THEY'RE GLAD I'M BACK.

I MEAN, I'M NOT A STRANGER TO THESE PEOPLE AT ALL.

I'M ODETTE MARIE.

ODETTE MARIE, THAT'S WHACKED.

YEAH, MAYBE.

A LITTLE BIT... AT FIRST.

You know how you've always said you wanted to live on a ranch?

PIPE DREAMS.

Oh, no.

NOT HERE.

HERE, IT'S THE REAL THING.

AND NOBODY IS EVER IN A HURRY.

IT'S 'CAUSE THEY GOT NOWHERE TO GO.

Becks?

SWEETHEART... I MISS YOU SO MUCH.

WELL, CUT IT SHORT THEN.

COME HOME.

I LOVE YOU.

I love you, too.

Come on home.

I THOUGHT YOU DIDN'T WANT ME.

THAT WAS NEVER TRUE, ODETTE MARIE.

ON THE SECOND DAY, AFTER YOU AND YOUR TWIN BROTHER WERE BORN

YOUR MOTHER WAS VERY WORRIED ABOUT YOU.

YOUR SKIN WAS YELLOW, AND YOUR LIPS BLUE.

WE ALL DROVE ON THE WAGON

TO THE WHITE MAN'S HOSPITAL.

THEY SAID WE MUST LEAVE YOU

AND YOUR BROTHER.

YOUR MOTHER WOULD NOT GO HOME.

THE NEXT MORNING, THEY SAID

"WE WILL TELL YOU WHEN YOUR CHILDREN ARE WELL.

GO HOME."

A DAY PASSES, THEN ANOTHER.

YOUR MOTHER AND I, WE GO BACK

TO THE WHITE MAN'S HOSPITAL.

"WHERE ARE MY CHILDREN?"

"YOUR CHILDREN ARE NOT HERE.

THEY ARE TAKEN TO THE HOSPITAL IN FORT DEFIANCE."

BUT OUR CHILDREN ARE NOT IN FORT DEFIANCE.

YOUR MOTHER CANNOT STOP WEEPING.

CANNOT STOP LOOKING FOR HER LOST BIRDS.

"WHERE ARE MY BABIES?" SHE KEEPS ASKING.

"WHERE ARE MY BABIES?!"

SHE CANNOT STOP SEARCHING.

YEAR AFTER YEAR.

BUT THEY ARE GONE.

LIKE SMOKE.

AND SHE CANNOT STOP WEEPING.

THERE ARE OTHERS TAKEN FROM THEIR CRADLEBOARDS

FROM THE FLATBED OF A WAGON.

BUT YOU... YOU HAVE COME BACK

AND YOU BRING JOY AND HOPE.

AND WE ARE GRATEFUL.

THOSE WERE WOVEN BY YOUR MOTHER.

SHE WOULD HAVE TAUGHT YOU.

WHAT'S THIS?

A SPINDLE.

CARDING PADDLES.

THEY ARE FOR YOU.

WE BELIEVE THAT IF YOU WANT

TO KNOW SOMEONE

YOU ONLY HAVE TO WALK THE PATH THAT THEY WALKED.

I...

I WOULD NOT WANT YOU TO WALK

THE PATH YOUR MOTHER WALKED.

TO KNOW THE LOSS OF CHILDREN

IS NOT SOMETHING I WANT FOR YOU.

SHE WAS TWO WOMEN.

THE ONE BEFORE...

AND THE ONE AFTER.

SHE KNEW THE SONGS AND STORIES OF THE WEAVER.

SHE UNDERSTOOD THE COLORS OF THE YARN

AND WHAT THEY MEANT.

THESE ARE THE THINGS YOU WILL LEARN.

THESE ARE THE THINGS YOU WILL TEACH YOUR DAUGHTERS.

AUNT MARY

MY DAUGHTERS HAVE TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL

AT THE END OF THE MONTH.

I HAVE A JOB I HAVE TO RETURN TO.

THIS IS YOUR HOME.

OUT THERE, YOU ARE LOST.

HERE, YOU ARE KNOWN.

HEY, YOU GUYS.

SEEN MY HUSBAND?

YEP. IF I KNOW HIM, HE'S PROBABLY ALREADY DANCING.

THAT'S MY MAN.

WHAT IS THIS, A BLESSINGWAY CEREMONY?

NO.

WHAT KIND OF CEREMONY IS IT?

IT'S NOT A CEREMONY.

WELL, WHAT ARE WE CELEBRATING HERE?

NOTHING.

GEE, DON'T BILAGAANA EVER JUST HAVE PARTIES?

UH, NO, NO.

WE ALWAYS HAVE TO BE CELEBRATING SOMETHING.

HEY, COME ON. YOU'VE GOT TO DANCE.

ME?

COME ON, BECKS. LET'S GO.

NO, NO, NO. I'LL SIT THIS OUT.

I'M A QUIET PERSON.

JUST FOLLOW THE DRUMS.

HELLO?

Jack

YOU'VE GOT TO GET OUT HERE.

WHAT HAPPENED? IS IT THE GIRLS?

NO, NO, NO.

NOTHING LIKE THAT.

WELL, WHAT IS IT THEN?

Why do I have to come out there?

JACK, TRUST ME. JUST GET YOUR TOOTHBRUSH

GET ON THE FIRST PLANE

AND GET OUT HERE.

YOU GOT TO COME OUT HERE AND DANCE WITH ME, BABY.

GET UP, GET UP, GET UP AND GREET THE DAWN.

COME ON, GET UP, GET UP. WHAT?

LET'S GO. LET'S GO.

WE'LL MISS IT, COME ON.

OKAY, OKAY.

WE'VE GOT TO GET OUT IN TIME FOR THE BLESSING.

MOM... OH, LOOK AT THAT.

MOM, WE ARE ONLY HALF NAVAJO

AND THE WHITE HALF NEEDS MORE SLEEP.

I SEE IT. IT'S BEAUTIFUL.

I'M GOING BACK TO BED.

I'M HUNGRY.

OKAY.

GOOD.

OKAY, GOOD.

MOM...

IT'S ME... ODETTE MARIE.

PLEASE MAKE THIS WORK.

HOW YOU DOING?

YOU THE HUSBAND OF MY DAUGHTER?

I'M JACK MATTHEWS.

YAZZI MONROE. LET'S GO.

YOU MARRIED MY DAUGHTER.

YOU OWE YOUR WIFE'S CLAN 12 SHEEP.

IS BECKY HERE?

ODETTE MARIE'S PARKING THE TRUCK.

YOU THINK 12 SHEEP IS TOO MANY?

UH...

NO, I FIGURE YOU'RE GIVING ME A BREAK.

SHE'S WORTH TWICE THAT MUCH.

OKAY. 24.

PAY WHEN YOU CAN.

JACK!

ODETTE MARIE!

I MISSED YOU.

YA'AT'EEH, BABY.

BOY, DID I GET YOU CHEAP.

BECKY WANTS TO TAKE YOU ALL

TO THE HOUSE TOMORROW.

IT'S SMALL, BUT IT'S ON A REAL ROAD.

REAL ROAD, THAT'S GOOD.

I'M GLAD YOU FINISHED YOUR JOB

BEFORE SCHOOL STARTS.

I TOLD BECKY

YOU WANTED A PLACE WHERE THEY CAN CATCH A SCHOOL BUS.

SCHOOL BUS? I'M SORRY...

YOU SHOULD JUST GO TO SLEEP.

YOU'RE EXHAUSTED.

YOU'VE GOT JET LAG.

GO HELP BECKY PUT THE GIRLS TO BED.

SHOULDN'T I GO SAY GOOD NIGHT TO EVERYONE?

OH, NO, I CAN TAKE CARE OF THAT. YOU JUST GO.

OKAY.

THANKS FOR DINNER.

IT WAS GREAT.

JACK, I JUST WANTED TO THANK YOU.

WHAT YOU'RE DOING MEANS SO MUCH TO DAD AND TO ALL OF US.

I JUST HOPE YOU'RE HAPPY LIVING HERE.

OH. DAD WANTED YOU TO HAVE THIS.

SWEET DREAMS.

BECKS?

OKAY, YOU'RE DONE BEING MAD?

OKAY, I'M DONE BEING MAD.

CAN YOU GUYS FIGHT IN A DIFFERENT ROOM, PLEASE?

WE ARE NOT FIGHTING.

WE'RE DISCUSSING.

YOU TALK TO THE GIRLS ABOUT THIS?

TALK TO US ABOUT WHAT?

HANNAH. GO TO SLEEP.

HOW CAN I, WHEN YOU KEEP DISCUSSING?

DO YOU WANT TO LIVE HERE?

NO WAY.

JACK, I WOULD NEVER DECIDE SOMETHING LIKE THAT

WITHOUT CONSULTING YOU.

GRACE JUMPED THE GUN.

WE TALKED ABOUT IT, THAT'S ALL.

SHE CAN'T BEAR THE THOUGHT OF MY LEAVING SO SOON.

OH, I UNDERSTAND.

NO, YOU DON'T.

NO, YOU DON'T.

YOU CAN'T.

NOBODY CAN UNDERSTAND THIS.

LOOK, I LOST MY FOLKS WHEN I WAS 14.

YOU KNOW THAT.

YEAH, BUT YOU KNEW WHO THEY WERE.

YOU KNEW YOUR BLOOD.

YOU KNEW YOUR GENES.

YOU KNEW WHERE YOU BELONGED FROM DAY ONE.

HE HELD ME.

HE HELD ME WHEN I WAS LESS THAN A MINUTE OLD.

SUPPOSE...

JUST FOR ONE INSANE SECOND...

SUPPOSE WE STAY.

HOW ARE WE GOING TO EAT?

YOU KNOW WHAT THEY USED SADIITO FOR IN THE '60s?

MOON LANDING PRACTICE FOR ASTRONAUTS.

YEAH... I KNOW

BUT I WOULD HAVE GROWN UP ON THIS LAND.

I WOULD HAVE GROWN UP WITH MY PEOPLE HERE

WITH THEIR WAYS.

I WOULD HAVE BEEN WEAVING RUGS.

I WOULD HAVE HAD A KINAALDA.

WOULD HAVE RUN OFF AND JOINED THE NAVY, MET ME IN A BAR...

THAT NEVER WOULD HAVE HAPPENED.

LOOK, LOOK...

WHAT ABOUT WE GIVE IT A TRIAL RUN?

COULD WE RENT A HOUSE?

COULD WE ASK THE GIRLS TO GO TO SCHOOL HERE?

FOR A WHILE.

JUST FOR THE EXPERIENCE OF IT, JACK.

FOR THE ADVENTURE OF IT.

FOR THE GENUINE ADVENTURE OF IT, JACK.

IF IT DOESN'T WORK OUT

WE GO BACK TO PENNSYLVANIA.

WE'LL GIVE IT TILL CHRISTMAS.

THANK YOU!

HEY, CARRIE, COME EXPLORE WITH ME.

NO.

OKAY.

WELL, AS SOON AS I GET MY CENSUS NUMBER

WE CAN APPLY FOR GOVERNMENT HOUSING

LIKE THE KIND GRACE AND EDDIE HAVE.

IF WE STAY.

IF WE STAY, IF WE STAY.

LOOK, JACK, I KNOW THIS IS A TRIAL

BUT WHILE WE'RE HERE, LET'S GIVE IT A GOOD CHANCE, OKAY?

WHAT ABOUT CAROLINE?

WELL, AS YOU CAN SEE, CAROLINE IS SITTING OUTSIDE

LOOKING A BIT TRAGIC...

AND NOT GIVING IT MUCH OF A CHANCE.

HI, MOM.

OH, LOOK AT THAT!

SHE'S TRYING, SHE'S HERE.

SHE'S JUST BUMMED OUT.

YEAH, I KNOW.

BUT YOU KNOW HOW SHE FEELS ABOUT YOU.

IF YOU CAN BE A LITTLE BIT UPBEAT ABOUT IT

SHE WILL, TOO.

OKAY... IT'S A CLASSIC FIXER-UPPER.

WHAT'S THE RENT?

EXCUSE ME, THAT'S MY LOCKER.

CORN HEAD.

CARRIE, I HAVE TO USE THE BATHROOM.

CARRIE!

GO AWAY!

MOM!

CARRIE!

MOM, SHE'S BEEN IN THERE FOREVER!

CARRIE...

CAROLINE! ARE YOU OKAY?

NO... I AM NOT.

CARRIE!

EW! GROSS!

OH, SHUT UP, HANNAH.

Aunt SPOTTED TAIL.

DREAMING BEARS.

BLACK HAWK.

CORN HEAD.

ALL PEOPLE GET NICKNAMES.

"CORN HEAD" IS NOT A NICKNAME.

THEY SAY IT TO BE MEAN.

IT'S NOT HOW THEY SAY IT.

IT'S HOW YOU HEAR IT.

I'LL CALL YOU "CORN HEAD."

YOU CALL HER "CORN HEAD."

THE WHOLE FAMILY.

WE'LL SAY IT TILL IT HAS

GOOD MEANING.

I DON'T THINK THAT'S SUCH A GOOD IDEA

AUNT MARY.

ODETTE MARIE DOESN'T MEAN TO BE RUDE.

YOU WERE RAISED WITH DIFFERENT WAYS.

YOU'RE MY SISTER'S DAUGHTER.

YOU'LL LEARN OUR WAYS.

AND YOU, TOO, CORN HEAD.

I GOT IT!

CASHIER, SALESPERSON, PAINT MIXER

AND GENERAL HARDWARE CONSULTANT.

PART-TIME.

GREAT!

YOU'RE GOING TO DRIVE 50 MILES EACH WAY?

YEAH... UNLESS YOU KNOW A SHORTCUT.

JACK'S TRYING TO GET CONSTRUCTION WORK

BUT I COULD NEVER ASK HIM TO COMMUTE THIS FAR

FOR MINIMUM WAGE.

HE DOESN'T WANT TO BE HERE IN THE FIRST PLACE.

OKAY, HEY

WE SHOULD STOP FOR GROCERIES ON THE WAY BACK. THANKS.

OKAY, BUT NOT AT THE POST, ALL RIGHT?

I JUST GOT FOOD STAMPS YESTERDAY

AND I'M A LITTLE BIT EMBARRASSED.

I KNOW-- DON'T SAY IT.

I JUST AM.

BECKY...

WELL...

MY FATHER USED TO SAY... CARL, THAT FATHER...

USED TO SAY, "MAKE A BUCK, NOT AN EXCUSE"

AND HE WOULD NOT LIKE THE IDEA

OF FOOD STAMPS ANY MORE THAN I LIKE...

HAVING MY FAMILY PROP ME UP.

IT'S NOT LIKE YOU'VE GOT IT TO SPARE.

HEY, THERE IS ALWAYS ENOUGH TO SPARE.

OKAY, WORST INSULT YOU

"HE ACTS AS IF HE HAS NO FAMILY."

OKAY? THINK ABOUT THAT.

OKAY, GREYEYES, LIE DOWN.

MAY I HELP YOU?

OH, EDWARD, GRACE'S HUSBAND.

SORRY.

I'M LOUSY WITH FACES.

I MUST BE GETTING OLD, I GUESS.

MAN, I USED TO REMEMBER EVERYBODY'S NAME

EVERYBODY'S FACE

EVERYBODY'S DRINK.

BACK WHEN I TENDED BAR, I USED TO...

I USED TO TEND BAR BACK IN PHILLY...

YOU WANT TO COME IN?

WE BROUGHT THE LOOM FROM AUNT MARY'S.

IT'S FOR ODETTE MARIE.

OH, YEAH... UH, YEAH.

WHERE DO YOU WANT IT?

RIGHT HERE'S PRETTY GOOD, I GUESS.

CAN I HELP YOU?

THAT'S ALL RIGHT.

I GOT MY NEPHEW, JOHN.

ALL RIGHT.

THAT'S IT.

I CAN COME BACK AFTER WORK AND PUT IT TOGETHER FOR YOU.

IT'S OKAY-- I CAN DRIVE A NAIL.

YOU ON

THAT HOUSING PROJECT?

YOU KNOW ANYBODY

THAT'S LOOKING TO GET SOME WORK DONE...

IT DOESN'T HAVE TO BE A BIG JOB.

I'M LOOKING.

THERE'S PLENTY OF LOCALS FOR THAT.

YOU TRY TUBA CITY?

HE LIVE IN THE HOUSE?

WHO?

THE DOG.

HE'S LOOKING FOR WORK.

WHO KEEPS ANIMALS IN THE HOUSE?

HE DOESN'T WANT ME TO COME BACK.

SAID HE'D PUT IT TOGETHER HIMSELF.

LET HIM.

GO BACK TO CLASS, BOBBY.

YOU, TOO, MISS JACKSON.

MISS MATTHEWS, STAY HERE.

YOU'RE NEW HERE.

YOU'RE GOING TO GET SOME TEASING.

LIKE WATER OFF A DUCK'S BACK, MISS MATTHEWS.

LET IT ROLL.

I AM SO SORRY.

WHY DID YOU LIE?

BOBBY GRABBED YOU, TOO.

I SAW HIM.

THEY DO IT TO ALL OF US

AND BOBBY'S NOT THE ONLY ONE.

IT'S JUST HOW GUYS ARE.

IF YOU TELL

THEY'LL DO WORSE STUFF TO EVERY GIRL.

OW!

SORRY, CORN HEAD.

COME ON, COME ON.

GRANDFATHER'S GOING TO GIVE ME

A SECRET NAME AT MY BLESSINGWAY.

OH, BIG DEAL.

HE HAS ONE FOR YOU, TOO.

I DON'T WANT ONE.

WHY NOT, CARRIE? WHY NOT?

LEAVE ME ALONE, OKAY?

ARE YOU OKAY?

WHAT HAPPENED?

YOU MADE THIS?

YEAH.

NO, GRACE BROUGHT IT OVER.

DID YOU TELL HER THAT I HAVE A JOB NOW?

DID YOU TELL HER

SHE DOESN'T HAVE TO BRING BY FOOD?

YOU TELL HER.

WHATEVER I SAY, IT'S LIKE

I'M INSULTING SOMEBODY... I DON'T KNOW

HOW TO TALK TO THESE PEOPLE.

"THESE PEOPLE"?

DON'T JUMP DOWN MY THROAT.

YOU SAID THE SAME THING YOURSELF.

I'M NOT GOING TO SCHOOL TOMORROW.

WHY?

ARE YOU SICK?

I DON'T LIKE IT, I DON'T LIKE THE KIDS

AND I'M NOT GOING TO GO.

CAROLINE, I HAVE SPENT THE WHOLE DAY

COUNTING TEN-PENNY NAILS.

AND WHOSE FAULT IS THAT?

I DIDN'T ASK TO COME HERE.

WHAT DO YOU WANT OUT OF ME?

SHE'S RIGHT.

YOU KNOW WHAT I LIKE ABOUT YOU?

WHAT?

YOU'RE SUCH AN UNPREDICTABLE SON OF A GUN.

GOT TO KEEP YOU ON YOUR TOES.

IT'S BEAUTIFUL.

THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

IT'S BEAUTIFUL.

YOU KNOW, BIG GUY

I KNOW WE SAID "UNTIL CHRISTMAS"

BUT WE DON'T HAVE TO STICK TO THAT.

A DEAL'S A DEAL.

IT'S MY MOTHER'S LOOM, RIGHT?

YEP.

WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR, SPIDER WOMAN?

GET WEAVING.

AUNT KATE, WHERE DO THEY COME FROM?

THEY RUN WILD IN THE CANYONS

AND ONCE A YEAR, THEY ROUND UP AS MANY AS THEY CAN

AND HOLD AN AUCTION.

YOU'LL SEE. BY TONIGHT, THERE WON'T BE ONE LEFT.

I CAN RIDE.

REALLY?

YEAH. MY DAD TAUGHT ME.

MY DAD CAN RIDE ANYTHING.

HEY, CARRIE, COME HERE.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THAT MARE OVER THERE?

THE BROWN ONE.

MOM, THEY'RE ALL BROWN.

THAT BUCKSKIN ONE, WISE GUY-- NUMBER 28.

SHE'S GOT SPIRIT.

THINK DADDY'D LIKE HER?

WHO WOULDN'T?

I THOUGHT WE JUST CAME TO LOOK.

KATE, WHAT DO YOU THINK NUMBER 28 WOULD GO FOR?

I DON'T KNOW, BUT THERE SHE COMES NOW.

I THINK I HAVE IT NOW.

NO, WAIT A MINUTE, NO.

OH, WHAT A MESS.

OKAY, OKAY, I THINK I'VE GOT THIS NOW.

HOLD THIS HERE AND THIS GOES IN...

JUST UNDERNEATH THE BATTEN...

NO...

OH! I HAD IT RIGHT.

I HAD IT RIGHT.

OKAY, I PUT THIS IN...

HERE AND HOLD THIS.

OH...

THIS DOES NOT WANT TALKING.

YOUR HANDS KNOW WHAT TO DO.

NO, ACTUALLY, THEY DON'T, AUNT MARY.

MY HANDS NEED STEP-BY-STEP

ILLUSTRATED INSTRUCTIONS.

AND THIS...

OKAY, I THINK I GOT THIS.

WEAVING WILL MAKE YOU A NAVAJO WOMAN.

IT IS A LIVING.

IT'S HOW YOUR MOTHER TOOK CARE OF HER FAMILY.

WEAVING WILL GIVE YOU DEFINITE HANDS.

DON'T TRY TO FILL SILENCE.

DON'T TRY TO TEACH WORDS

TO HANDS.

REMEMBER TO LEAVE A BREAK IN THE DESIGN.

YOU DON'T WANT TO TRAP YOUR SPIRIT IN THAT RUG.

YOUR MOTHER WOULD'VE TAUGHT YOU THESE THINGS.

THAT'S A NICE HORSE YOUR MOTHER BOUGHT.

A LITTLE WILD, BUT...

BUT SHE'LL BE FINE.

YOU KNOW, THAT REMINDS ME OF A...

OF A STORY ABOUT YOUR GRANDMOTHER AND A WILD HORSE

JUST LIKE THAT BROWN MARE OUT THERE.

WANT SOME APPLE JUICE?

OKAY.

WELL...

IT HAPPENED MANY, MANY YEARS AGO.

YOUR GRANDMOTHER SAW THESE DARK CLOUDS

OVER THIS VERY MOUNTAIN.

HER FATHER HAD GONE TO THE TRADING POST

"THERE'S A STORM COMING.

"AND THERE ARE SHEEP IN THE CANYON

THAT NEED TO COME HOME."

WELL...

THE ONLY HORSE IN THE CORRAL WAS THIS WILD HORSE

THAT NO MAN WOULD RIDE.

WELL, YOUR GRANDMOTHER JUMPED ON THAT HORSE AND POW!

RODE OFF TO THE CANYON.

SHE HAD GREAT COURAGE.

YEAH.

GREAT COURAGE.

WHAT HAPPENED TO THE SHEEP?

OH, SHE SAVED THE SHEEP.

THEN CAME THE YEARS OF NO RAIN

AND NO GRASS...

AND NO SHEEP.

WHY DIDN'T YOU DO THE RAIN DANCE?

THE HOPI DO THE RAIN DANCE TO BRING BACK

THE WATER BLESSING.

THAT'S NOT THE NAVAJO WAY.

WE DON'T ASK NATURE TO CHANGE FOR US.

MY DAD LOVES HORSES.

HE USED TO WORK ON A RANCH EVERY SUMMER

BEFORE HE MET MY MOM, EVEN.

HERE'S HARRY.

I SENT FOR HIM.

HARRY'S THE BEST HORSE TRAINER ON THE RESERVATION.

HE WAS A RODEO CHAMPION.

HARRY. HEY, HEY.

MEET MY GRANDDAUGHTER HANNAH.

HI.

THE FELLA THAT BOUGHT

THIS HORSE IS HANNAH'S FATHER.

LOOK AT HER.

YEAH.

SHE'S A BEAUTY, HUH?

THE REASON I CALLED YOU IS

IF ANYONE CAN BREAK HER, YOU CAN.

DAD, I THOUGHT YOU WERE GOING TO TRAIN THE BROWN ONE.

HARRY'S A FRIEND OF YOUR GRANDPA'S.

HE'S TRAINED A LOT OF WILD HORSES.

HE KNOWS MORE THAN I DO.

YEAH

BUT IT'S OUR HORSE.

IT'S OKAY, HANNAH.

IT'S OKAY.

IT'S GOING TO BE FINE.

YAZZI KNOWS WHAT HE'S DOING.

LET'S TAKE A WALK.

GRACE WAS TELLING ME

ABOUT THE LONG WALK OF THE NAVAJO OUT OF EXILE

AND BACK INTO THEIR ANCESTRAL LANDS, HERE, YOU KNOW?

AND, JACK, IT'S THE SAME STORY

IT'S THE SAME... JOURNEY

AS THE JEWS RETURNING TO JERUSALEM.

NOTHING'S THE SAME, BECKS.

YOU JUST SWEAT TO MAKE THE PIECES FIT

AND THEY DON'T...

NOT EVEN YOUR NAME, FOR CRYING OUT LOUD.

"ODETTE MARIE"?

WHAT IS THAT?

THAT'S NOT YOU.

WHO ARE YOU, ANYWAY?

I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU ANYMORE.

I'M, UH...

I GOT OFFERED A GOOD JOB BACK HOME.

REMEMBER THAT?

WITH HARRIS AND SEALOVE-- FOREMAN ON A PROJECT.

I'M TAKING IT.

WELL, THIS ISN'T WORKING.

I CAN'T SUPPORT A FAMILY HERE

AND YOU CAN'T WALK YOUR MOTHER'S PATH.

I THOUGHT YOU ALWAYS WANTED TO LIVE ON A RANCH.

Y-YOU-YOU TOLD ME...

A RANCH OF MY OWN, NOT A RESERVATION!

WHAT ABOUT BROWN ONE?

I THOUGHT... I THOUGHT...

YOU THOUGHT WHAT?

YOU THOUGHT YOU'D GIVE ME A NICE, NEW LITTLE HOBBY?

YOUR DAD'S GOT HARRY WHAT'S-HIS-NAME--

THE RODEO CHAMP. I TOLD THEM...

HE'S BOARDING THE HORSE. HE'S FEEDING THE HORSE.

HE'LL BE RIDING THE HORSE IN ABOUT FIVE MINUTES.

THEY CAN DO WHATEVER THEY WANT WITH THAT HORSE.

WHY DON'T I JUST GIVE HIM THE HORSE

INSTEAD OF THE 24 SHEEP?

THAT WAY, THERE'LL BE ONE PERSON ON THIS RESERVATION

THAT I DON'T OWE!

COME SIT WITH ME, CORN HEAD.

COME ON.

COME ON.

GET IN YOUR SEATS!

LET GO! COME ON!

MOMMY!

MOMMY!

MOMMY!

CAROLINE'S HURT.

SHE'S BLEEDING.

WHAT HAPPENED? HER HEAD--

SHE HIT HER HEAD.

SHH...

NO CONCUSSION, NO BROKEN BONES.

STITCHES SHOULD DISSOLVE IN ABOUT A WEEK.

COME BACK IF SHE HAS ANY PERSISTENT HEADACHES

BLURRED VISION

ETCETERA, OKAY?

THANKS, DOC. YOU'RE WELCOME.

YOU HAVE TO KEEP THE PRESSURE ON IT, NICE AND STEADY.

DO YOU THINK WE COULD GO HOME NOW?

I SHOULD'VE TAKEN THAT TEASING SERIOUSLY.

I JUST DIDN'T THINK

THAT THE PREJUDICE COULD GO THAT DEEP.

EXCUSE ME.

IT'S NOT JUST 'CAUSE I'M WHITE.

THEY DO THIS TO ALL THE GIRLS.

CARRIE!

Doctor LOOKS LIKE A BLADE SAW.

YEAH, IT WAS A CIRCULAR SAW.

THREE DAYS, MRS. MATTHEWS.

THAT'S IT?

MY DAUGHTER GETS 11 STITCHES

AND ALL BOBBY GETS IS A THREE-DAY SUSPENSION?

HE WAS TEASING HER.

I'M SURE HE FEELS BAD

ABOUT HER ACCIDENT

BUT SHE SHOULDN'T HAVE BEEN OUT OF HER SEAT

WHILE THE BUS WAS MOVING.

I DON'T THINK YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT WE'RE TELLING YOU.

IT'S NOT JUST CAROLINE, SEE?

IT'S ALL THE GIRLS.

AND THIS IS NOT JUST TEASING.

MS. MATTHEWS...

LOOK-LOOK, WHEN THREE BOYS

BLOCK A DOOR SO A GIRL CAN'T GET THROUGH

WITHOUT... INAPPROPRIATE CONTACT

THAT IS NOT TEASING.

THAT IS SEXUAL HARASSMENT.

THESE GIRLS

ARE SCARED.

WHAT OTHER GIRLS?

NO, I CAN'T, ODETTE MARIE.

SORRY.

LOOK, IT'S JUST NOT OUR WAY TO PROTEST IN PUBLIC.

IT'S HARD FOR NAVAJO WOMEN TO SPEAK OUT.

NORRIE'S MOTHER'S JUST SCARED.

WELL, SOMEBODY BETTER LIGHT A FIRE

UNDERNEATH THAT PRINCIPAL.

MAYBE WE SHOULD JUST LET THE SCHOOL BOARD INVESTIGATE IT.

INVESTIGATIONS, LAWSUITS--

THOSE ARE WHITE- WORLD SOLUTIONS.

WELL, THEY'VE BEEN PRETTY EFFECTIVE

WITH WHITE-WORLD PROBLEMS

AND WHAT YOU HAVE HERE IS A WHITE-WORLD PROBLEM.

IT CAME WITH ALCOHOL AND THE SATELLITE DISH.

WHAT DOES JACK THINK ABOUT ALL THIS?

JACK IS NOT VOLUNTEERING VERY MUCH

ABOUT ANYTHING THESE DAYS.

WE HAD A... A FIGHT.

WELL, IT WASN'T REALLY A FIGHT.

WE-WE...

IS EVERYTHING OKAY?

YEAH, YEAH.

THERE HAVE TO BE RULES.

THERE HAVE TO BE WRITTEN GUIDELINES

FOR THE STUDENTS AS WELL AS THE TEACHERS.

PARTICULARLY THE TEACHERS HAVE TO BE MADE AWARE OF THIS

AND IF WE REALLY SPEAK UP AT THAT BOARD MEETING

THERE'S AN AWFUL LOT WE CAN PRESSURE THE SCHOOL TO DO.

IT DOESN'T MATTER.

THE SCHOOL JUST WON'T DO ANYTHING.

WELL, THEN, WE'LL HIRE A LAWYER AND WE'LL SUE THEM.

OH, I'M SORRY.

I JUST CAN'T SIGN THIS.

IT'S A PETITION

TO ASK THE BOARD TO INVESTIGATE.

THAT'S ALL.

WOULD NORRIE HAVE TO ANSWER QUESTIONS

IN FRONT OF PEOPLE?

HI, MOM.

MOM!

HEY, MOM, LOOK.

I WAS BORED, AND AUNT MARY SAID

IT WAS OKAY, SO DON'T BE MAD.

WHY WOULD I BE MAD?

OKAY, JUST WATCH.

SEE?

YOUR WEAVING HAS HELPED BRING RAIN.

LET'S GO, LET'S GO.

COME ON, HONEY.

TIME TO GO HOME.

JUST ONE MORE MINUTE?

JUST SO I CAN SEE HIM LEAD HER

WITH THE ROPE.

YOU SHOULDN'T SHOW HER THE ROPE YET-- SHE'S NOT READY.

LOOK AT THE WAY SHE HOLDS HERSELF

WHEN HE WALKS TOWARDS HER.

SEE HER EARS?

HE'S TRAINED A LOT OF HORSES, JACK.

SHE'LL SPOOK.

SHE WON'T, DAD.

SHE'S SMART-- HARRY SAYS A SMART HORSE WANTS TO LEARN.

YOU'RE CRAZY TO GO ON FOOT!

OKAY, OKAY, OKAY.

IT'S YOUR CALL.

I CAN WAIT.

WHY ISN'T DAD BACK?

HE'LL BE BACK.

HE PROBABLY GOT A RIDE HOME WITH HARRY.

WOULDN'T HE HAVE CALLED?

NOT EVERYBODY ON THE RESERVATION HAS A PHONE.

MOM, WHAT IF HE STAYED?

I MEAN, HE COULD BE LOOKING IN THE CANYON.

WHAT IF HE GETS LOST?

A LOT OF PEOPLE GET LOST IN CANYONS.

HONEY, YOUR FATHER WAS A BOY SCOUT BEFORE THE ARK.

HE KNOWS HIS WAY AROUND A COMPASS.

WE COULD GO LOOK FOR HIM.

IN THE DARK?

WITH NO IDEA WHERE HE IS?

MOM, IF YOU WERE OUT THERE, HE WOULD GO LOOKING.

EVEN IF YOU'D HAD A FIGHT, HE WOULD WANT YOU TO BE OKAY.

HE LOVES YOU, MOM.

HEY... BIG GIRL

WHAT'S THE MATTER?

I REALLY DON'T WANT YOU GUYS TO GET A DIVORCE.

I'LL DO WHATEVER YOU SAY.

I WILL LIVE HERE

AND I-I WON'T COMPLAIN ABOUT ANYTHING

AND I'LL MAKE NO MORE TROUBLE AT SCHOOL, I PROMISE. JUST...

PLEASE DON'T BE MAD AT DAD.

WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?

NOBODY'S GETTING A DIVORCE. YOU ARE, AND IT'S BECAUSE OF ME.

OKAY, I'M ALWAYS SAYING HOW MUCH I HATE IT HERE.

HE DOESN'T WANT TO GO BACK-- HE'S HAPPY HERE.

NO, THAT'S NOT TRUE.

HE WAS OFFERED A JOB, SWEETHEART, A VERY GOOD JOB.

AND YOU KNOW WHAT?

I'VE BEEN THINKING MAYBE WE SHOULD ALL GO BACK...

OKAY?

ALL OF US.

HERE YOU ARE.

HERE YOU ARE, SWEETHEART.

MAYBE WE SHOULD RUN AWAY TOGETHER.

WHAT DO YOU THINK?

OKAY...

THAT'S IT.

THAT'S RIGHT, SWEETHEART.

NICE AND EASY.

THAT'S IT.

YES... YES...

ALL RIGHT, SWEETHEART.

LET'S GO HOME NOW, WHAT DO YOU SAY?

YOU HAVE A GIFT.

I'M JUST STUBBORN, THAT'S ALL.

I WAS WRONG.

YOU HAD NO REASON TO TRUST ME WITH A HORSE.

I HAD NO REASON NOT TO.

OH, SURE YOU DID-- I'M AN OUTSIDER.

WITH THE NAVAJO, A MAN LEAVES HIS MOTHER'S CLAN

AND TAKES CARE OF HIS WIFE'S CLAN.

HER FAMILY BECOMES HIS.

EVEN WITH THE DINE, IT'S NOT ALWAYS EASY.

YOU KNOW, I UNDERSTAND.

I DIDN'T...

BUT I'M STARTING TO.

YOU SCARED ME LAST NIGHT.

I'VE GOT SOMETHING TO SAY, JACK

AND IT'S-IT'S NOT GOING TO BE EASY

SO LET ME JUST TRY TO GET THROUGH THIS, OKAY?

I'VE BEEN A FOOL.

I'VE BEEN THE WORST KIND OF FOOL--

I'VE BEEN A FOOL WITH BLINDERS ON.

I JUST THOUGHT YOU WANT WHAT I WANTED...

AND I WENT TO TOWN

SELLING YOU ALL A BILL OF GOODS ABOUT...

MY CULTURAL HERITAGE AND... ADVENTURE

AND HORSES AND RANCHES AND WHAT ALL AND...

I NEVER ONCE CHECKED OUT THE STATS.

I NEVER ONCE CHECKED OUT THE SCHOOLS, JOBS, HOUSING...

NOTHING.

I NEVER... REALLYTHOUGHT ABOUT WHAT YOU'D BE GIVING UP.

VERY SELFISH.

I SAT IN THAT CLINIC

AND I WATCHED THEM PUT 11 STITCHES IN MY DAUGHTER'S HEAD.

KIDS HAVE ACCIDENTS.

COULD HAVE HAPPENED ANYWHERE.

IT HAPPENED HERE.

EVEN PARADISE HAS SNAKES.

LOOK...

YOU WANTED TO BE WITH PEOPLE WHO LOVE YOU...

WHO'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR YOU ALL YOUR LIFE. WHO WOULDN'T?

TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH, WHEN I PUT YOU ON THAT PLANE

I THOUGHT YOU MIGHT NEVER COME BACK.

AND THEN YOU DIDN'T.

YOU AFRAID I'D CHOOSE THEM OVER YOU?

JACK...

YOU'RE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE...

AND IF CHOOSING THEM MEANS LOSING YOU

YOU'LL JUST HAVE TO EXCUSE ME WHILE I PACK MY BAGS

BECAUSE WE'RE GOING BACK TO PENNSYLVANIA.

MM.

SO WHAT'S IT GOING TO BE?

WE TODDLE OFF

BACK TO PENNSYLVANIA

AND LEAVE YOUR CLAN DAUGHTERS IN THE DUST?

YOU GOING TO LET THAT BULLY

KNOCK ANOTHER LITTLE GIRL DOWN LIKE HE DID CARRIE?

HMM.

WHAT KIND OF BITTER WATER ARE YOU?

THERE'S A SEAT OVER HERE. LET'S GO.

WANT SOME COFFEE?

YES, PLEASE.

YA'AT'EEH.

YA'AT'EEH.

THANK YOU ALL FOR COMING.

WE CAN BEGIN THIS MEETING.

GO TO YOUR SEAT.

OKAY, DADDY.

YA'AT'EEH.

YA'AT'EEH.

I'M IN.

LOST BIRD, MEET THE ONE

WHO CATCHES THE HORSE.

I THINK WE CAN DISPENSE

WITH THE MINUTES FROM OUR LAST MEETING.

YES?

EXCUSE ME.

YES.

UM, COULD THE BOARD ADDRESS MY PETITION FIRST?

THE SEXUAL HARASSMENT ISSUE?

DO YOU KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT THIS?

THIS IS RIDICULOUS.

MRS. MATTHEWS, ARE YOU THE SOLE PETITIONER?

YES.

THIS ISN'T A MATTER FOR THE BOARD.

SOUNDS LIKE YOU NEED TO TAKE IT UP

WITH YOUR SCHOOL'S ADMINISTRATION.

THE SCHOOL WON'T HELP ME.

I WANT AN INVESTIGATION.

THIS IS A PROBLEM BETWEEN TWO STUDENTS.

IT NEEDS TO BE HANDLED BY THE SCHOOL.

CAN WE BEGIN? WE HAVE A FULL AGENDA.

UH, I'D JUST LIKE THE BOARD TO KNOW

THAT IF THERE IS NO INVESTIGATION

WE'LL BE FILING A CLASS-ACTION LAWSUIT.

I'M SORRY, BUT YOU'RE NOT AN ENROLLED MEMBER

OF THIS TRIBE.

I AM, AND AS A TRIBAL MEMBER

I'M GOING TO SPEAK OUT FOR MY DAUGHTER.

THERE IS A PROBLEM

IN THIS SCHOOL.

I'M A MEMBER.

WE SPEAK OUT FOR OUR DAUGHTERS.

WE WANT

AN INVESTIGATION.

VERY WELL.

IT SEEMS

AN INVESTIGATION IS IN ORDER.

WE WILL TAKE YOUR STATEMENT

AT THE CLOSE OF THIS MEETING.

YOU MADE TROUBLE.

YES.

WOMEN WHO WANTED TO BE SILENT--

YOU ASKED THEM TO SPEAK.

YES.

AND THEIR DAUGHTERS WILL NOW SPEAK

OF PRIVATE THINGS IN A PUBLIC WAY.

YES.

BUT OUR SCHOOLS WILL BE SAFE AND BETTER FOR OUR CHILDREN.

I HOPE SO.

ODETTE MARIE

IT MAY BE THAT YOU WERE TAKEN FROM YOUR MOTHER

TO LEARN NEW WAYS

AND BROUGHT BACK TO SAVE OUR DAUGHTERS.

EVERYONE HAS A PATH.

I DON'T KNOW WHY I WALK THE PATH I WALK.

I ONLY KNOW I HAVE TO.

AND THAT IT'S AN ACT OF FAITH MADE DAILY.

IT'S AN ACT OF COURAGE MADE DAILY.

YOU WALK YOUR MOTHER'S PATH.

WHEN NO ONE WOULD SAVE THE SHEEP

SHE RODE THE WILD HORSE.

I LOVE YOU.

SO IS DAD GOING TO HEAD CAROLINE'S CEREMONY?

NO, DAD CAN'T DO IT.

SHE'S HIS GRANDDAUGHTER.

HEY, BUT THERE'S THAT MEDICINE MAN

THAT DID LORA'S KINAALDA.

HE'S REALLY GOOD.

I'LL SEE IF I CAN TRACK HIM DOWN FOR YOU.

ASK HIM.

SO HAS SHE MADE UP HER LIST YET?

I MEAN, BESIDES THE COUSINS.

WHO ELSE IS THERE

BESIDES THE COUSINS? BESIDES THE COUSINS?

HERE IS THE SHIRT MAMA WORE FOR HER KINAALDA.

YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO WEAR SILVER JEWELRY

AND WE SEWED DIMES TO MAMA'S SHIRT.

I WORE IT FOR MY KINAALDA

AND DORRINE DID, TOO

AND KATE.

AND YOU WOULD HAVE, TOO.

HEY, YOU KNOW?

YOU SHOULD HAVE A CEREMONY

BECKY.

OUR CLAN WOULD SING

AND PRAY FOR YOU.

IT'S LIKE STARTING OVER.

I THINK I'LL WAIT TILL I FIND MY BROTHER.

I WAS... BORN WITH HIM.

YOU KNOW, I'D LIKE TO BE REBORN WITH HIM, TOO.

YEAH.

I THINK I'M GOING TO WAIT FOR THAT.

THIS IS THE OLD RANCH.

IT BELONGED TO ODETTE MARIE'S MOTHER'S FAMILY.

NOW IT BELONGS TO HER CHILDREN.

IT'S A BIG PIECE OF LAND.

YEAH, BUT LIFE IS HARD HERE.

THERE AREN'T MANY JOBS

AND THE LAND'S ALL DRIED UP.

PEOPLE STAY.

ODETTE MARIE TOLD ME

A STORY SHE LEARNED IN HER TEMPLE.

A MAN PAYS A SERVANT TO ALWAYS WALK BESIDE HIM

SO THAT HE WOULD REMEMBER EVERY MINUTE OF EVERY DAY

TO PRAISE HIS GOD.

A PLACE CAN BE LIKE THAT SERVANT.

A PLACE CAN MAKE YOU REMEMBER--

EVERY DAY-- WHO YOU ARE.

I SEE WHAT YOU MEAN.

THIS PLACE-- I DON'T KNOW.

IT JUST FEELS RIGHT.

THOSE GIANT ROCKS

THE CANYONS I'VE BEEN RIDING IN.

THIS RIVER'S LIKE A MIRACLE.

WHERE'D IT COME FROM?

SOMETIMES A MAN IS NOT BORN TO HIS HOME.

SOMETIMES HE FINDS IT

AMONG PEOPLE HE'S NEVER KNOWN

AND HE HAS PEACE.

I TOOK MY DAUGHTERS AND MY HUSBAND

AWAY FROM EVERYTHING THAT THEY KNEW.

I BROUGHT THEM TO A PLACE WHERE THEY

WOULD ALWAYS BE DIFFERENT.

IT WASN'T SO MUCH THAT WE FOUND A HOME HERE

AS THAT WE RECOGNIZED IT

AS A PLACE THAT HAD ALWAYS

BEEN WAITING FOR US.

MY BIRTH FAMILY TOOK ME BACK

AS IF I'D NEVER BEEN GONE.

THE FOUR DAYS OF CAROLINE'S KINAALDA

WERE NEARING THEIR END.

THE CEREMONIAL CAKE WAS READY

FOR THE MEN TO CARRY INSIDE THE HOGAN.

TOMORROW AT DAWN, MY DAUGHTER WOULD TAKE HER FINAL RUN.

SHE WOULD RUN WITH STRENGTH AND A CLEAR MIND

AND NOT LOOK BACK.

MY ONLY REGRET WAS NEVER BEING ABLE TO KNOW MY MOTHER--

THE WOMAN WHO WOULDN'T GIVE ME UP--

THE WOMAN WHO NEVER STOPPED LOOKING FOR ME.

SOMETIMES, I THINK I WOULD HAVE BEEN THE CHILD

WHO GAVE HER THE MOST TROUBLE, THE ONE WHO OPPOSED HER...

THE CHILD WHO STOOD HER GROUND...

THE ONE WHO INHERITED HER STUBBORNNESS...

THE ONE WHO DEFIED HER.

BUT I ALSO LIKE TO THINK

I WOULD HAVE BEEN THE ONE CLOSEST TO HER.

THERE ARE DAYS WHEN I FEEL

AS IF THIS HAS ALWAYS BEEN OUR HOME.