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Our Secret EP14

In this exam,

the performance of our class

is very satisfying.

A couple of students

have made obvious progress.

Ding Xian,

538.

Excellent.

Keep it up.

Sun Jiacheng,

559.

Hello everyone,

I am Zhou Siyue from Senior Three Class Three.

Perhaps many students

have had this kind of moments.

You may think the article of classical Chinese is so long,

and the math problems

are so difficult.

We feel sleepy every day,

because we can't even sleep for six hours every day.

Every two day we run out of

the ink of a brand new gel pen.

In days exhausting our life like these,

I always ask myself one question.

Does everything we are doing now

really worth it?

But it is exactly

in these insipid and dull days

that we meet the group of people,

lovely and kind, around us.

We share the same goal,

and we together

work hard

towards this goal.

Within the broad space and infinite time,

even if we end up in separation,

looking up at the stars with you,

is already the best thing happened in my life.

So, just keep moving forward.

Don't be afraid.

Those days after days that may seem little to you

will make you understand the meaning of persistence

one day in the future.

I always believe in one sentence,

"there is still glory on the other side."

Why are you here?

Who are you expecting then?

How was it?

Where do you want to go after the exam?

I want to get drunk.

Okay.

I happen to know some nice places.

We can call Song Ziqi and the others.

No. No.

Just Shasha and me will be fine.

We girls have a lot to talk about.

Let's go.

Cheers!

You couldn't drink in this way.

What's going on?

I don't know.

My brain went blank when I was taking the exam.

I couldn't recall anything.

Same. Me too.

I couldn't answer many questions.

Now that the exam is over,

stop thinking about these anymore.

There is no chance for me.

It's fine. It's fine.

It's fine. It's fine.

I thought I could be closer to Zhou Siyue.

I have studied so hard.

Finally I still failed, Shadi.

I'll never keep up with him, won't I?

You fool.

You said I was a fool?

You are a fool yourself.

You like Song Ziqi, don't you?

I don't.

Just

as soon as I think of our parting,

I feel sad.

That's all.

Right.

We are going to separate now.

Not only Zhou Siyue and I are separating,

but also you and me,

Song Ziqi,

and You Keke.

We are all about to be parted.

Why... Why are you talking about this so early?

I have never thought about these.

Forget about these.

Xianxian

If we could restart our high school life,

I would be your best friend on day one.

Me too.

We must be friends forever.

Don't forget me when you go to the university.

You too.

Why are you crying so ugly again?

You are the ugly one.

Well, well.

Let's sing.

Sing.

Shadi

I really don't want to separate with you.

Then let's go back.

Let me take a rest.

Zhou Siyue

Zhou Siyue

Ding Xian, you are so funny.

You mistake the trash can for Zhou Siyue.

He is Zhou Siyue.

Look, he is over there.

Liar.

Ding Xian

Come over here.

You two make us uneasy.

Siyue and I searched every shop.

But we couldn't find you.

I'll take her back home.

Why are you ignoring me?

I don't want to talk to you.

After all, we are not deskmates

or neighbors anymore.

Who cares about you?

You care about me.

I want you to care about me all the time.

Ouch.

I don't want to care about you.

Slow down.

You.

I don't want to go with you.

You always walk so fast

that I am left behind.

How about you walking ahead of me from now on?

Whether I walk ahead of you or behind you,

I can't walk with you anymore.

Stand up, ok?

Come.

Get on.

Didn't we agree

that we should face everything together?

Siyue

Zhou Siyue

I'm here.

I am always wondering,

what will we be like

when we are adults?

Will we be like when we were in high school?

Every day is simple and happy.

We will.

You are lying to me.

People change after they get separated.

Will we

be strangers one day?

Come off it. You're drunk.

I'm not.

Zhou Siyue

Have you ever heard about this saying?

"I'm not afraid that the moon will be shadowed by the clouds,

for you are brighter than the stars."

You future

is just like the stars.

Silly.

Stars don't shine.

I don't care.

If I say they shine,

they do.

Silly.

Open your mouth.

Better? Have some more?

Song Ziqi

What should I do?

After this vacation,

I can't see you next term.

We have been together since childhood

for so many years.

How can you live without me?

It's okay.

I'm fine. I'm fine.

But I can't bully you anymore,

and can't play tricks on you anymore.

I'm fine.

You are lying.

You have been lying to me since we were kids.

When did I lie to you?

When I met my pants

once in kindergarten,

you said I should stand on the playground

for my pants would dry up faster that way.

And when we were in primary school,

you lied that girls also have beards.

and let me to shave them with a razor.

Then I got chased and beaten by my mom.

Most egregious of all, during the senior high school entrance examination,

you lied to me that the essential balm could help energize me,

so that I should rub it on my eyelids.

Song Ziqi, if you don't like me,

you should just tell me.

No, you listen to me.

I, every time I see you,

I find you interesting.

That's why I want to play tricks on you.

Are you an idiot?

I let you do these to me for so long.

Can't you see that I like you?

You're always angry with me,

beat me,

tell me to do this and that,

treat me as your underling.

How can I tell that you like me?

Don't change the subject.

Just tell me.

Do you like me?

Kong Shadi

For so many years,

I have always been behind you.

If I don't like you,

whom will I like?

Then

are we going to have a long-distance relationship?

It doesn't matter.

Maybe

when we're in a long-distance relationship,

you'll find me more pleasant to be with.

I am serious!

Don't worry.

Even if it's a long-distance relationship,

I won't let you go.

Then it's a deal.

You need to call me every day.

You can't miss my calls.

Or my messages.

Sure.

We need to meet once a month.

Sure.

You can't lie to me or scold me.

You need to care about me.

Sure.

If I am bullied,

you should go to me as soon as possible.

And,

during festivals, anniversaries,

and birthdays, you...

What are you doing?

Mom, you scared me.

You silly girl,

it is afternoon already. Get up now.

I called you yesterday, but you didn't pick up.

You got home so late and drunk.

How free you are after the exam.

Then how did I get home?

Siyue brought you home.

Get up quickly.

How was the exam?

Have you estimated your scores?

Not yet.

Mom, I need to wash my face first.

Ding Xian

Your teacher said that your score

can be enrolled in Hangzhou's key universities.

Mom.

I'm not going to apply for universities.

What did you say?

I said I'm not going to apply for universities.

I want to be in school for another year.

You can go to a key university already,

but still want to pay to study for another year, right?

Did too much study break your brain?

I could have done better

in this exam.

I can't be reconciled.

I don't agree.

I'll ask your teacher now

to fill the application form for you.

Don't even think of another year.

Mom.

Can you just leave me alone?

This is my life, not yours.

Can you for once let me make my own decision?

No matter the result is good or bad, I'll take it.

Okay?

Fine.

From now on,

I will not mind your business.

Rest assured.

I have packed my luggage.

We'll go to you this afternoon.

We should stay by your side at this kind of moment.

Okay.

See you.

What happened, mom?

Are you going out?

Siyue,

have a seat.

Let me tell you something.

What happened?

Siyue,

we're going to Jiangling early than expected.

Is it because

something happened to Dad?

It's a little complex

to explain.

I see.

Mom, I need to go out for a while.

I'll be back soon.

Just go.

I failed in the exam.

I can't go to Jiangling.

Then, where do you apply to?

I plan to

study for another year.

Another year?

You can wait for me in Huaqing University.

Maybe

I can outdo myself.

And I can go find you then.

All right.

Actually I have one thing

to tell you.

I'm leaving soon.

Will you be back during the vacation?

I'm afraid...

not.

Fine.

I will miss you.

I should leave now.

I am going to start

a new round of senior three life tomorrow.

Wait.

I have a parting gift for you.

Isn't this the D2-T3 robot

you showed me last time?

Good for you.

You still remember this.

Why is it called D2-T3?

I named it randomly.

Then let me give it a name.

Good. What do you want to call it?

April.

April?

I will always remember

the summer of my 18.

Extremely hot.

And extremely difficult to endure.

The past

is saying goodbye to me.

All I can do

is to face it frankly.

Smile and say goodbye to it.

Xianxian

Here's the thing.

Mr. Wang of senior three,

is always the head teacher of the key class,

and his class has a very high university enrollment rate.

Your mom and I thought it over.

Maybe

you can study in his class this year?

Okay. I also heard that he's amazing.

Perhaps I can make bigger progress.

Great.

I need to go.

Finish quickly and go to school.

Dad, I'm almost done.

Let's go together.

Sure.

Go.

I'll take it.

Go.

We are leaving.

Okay.

Everyone,

Let's cut the chase.

As to the tension of senior three,

I believe that you guys know it well already.

I

will not do empty talks with you.

But

I have one request.

Fill in your dream university seriously.

Work hard towards it from now on.

We have a couple of old students in our class.

I hope you

can face the past,

review yourself,

and make better choice this time.

My new term started.

I feel that I am

further away from the guys.

Everyone is following the normal track

and moving forward,

while only I seem to go off track.

I missed

Zhou Siyue and the others.

Though these days are tough

and dim,

I do not dare to slack off.

I am afraid that as soon as I stop,

numerous people will surpass me.

One after another.

Hello, Professor Ye.

I am the son of Zhou Zongtang.

You are Siyue, right?

Zhou used to mention you.

I finally get to meet you today.

Yes. I heard it before

that you and my dad are good friends.

Sorry to bother you today.

It is okay.

Professor Ye,

do you know

what on earth happened to my dad?

Ding Xian,

you want to go to Huaqing University?

Yes.

Ding Xian,

this year is neither short nor long.

If your goal is Huaqing University,

you may need to make more efforts

than the others.

I understand.

I will.

Hello.

Hello.

Zhou Zongtang's mail. Please sign for it.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Let's eat.

Mine?

Yes.

You continue eating. It's OK.

I need to make a call.

Mr. Wang,

sorry for bothering you.

Zhou's paper issued before

was reported for copying and counterfeiting.

He is being investigated now.

Siyue

What are you thinking about now?

Eat.

You too.

I have thought it through.

I will wait unit the truth comes out.

Dad

What is going on?

I have experienced hypoglycemia lately.

A doctor prescribed some medicines to me.

Rest assured.

Go have some rest.

Dad

I went to see Professor Ye today.

I know

you are afraid

that I will be affected in school.

But I am not afraid.

I believe you.

Sorry.

I brought troubles to you and mom.

We are family.

You don't need to say things like this.

Besides,

you are not the only professor in Huaqing University.

Perhaps nobody knows you,

nor me.

You have not eaten, right?

I'll warm the dishes for you.

Hello?

Hello?

Do you know

your scores in the entrance exam today?

How about it?

Fine.

My rank is good.

How come you think of calling me now?

I just want to tell you

that I have settled down here.

I can go to my university tomorrow or the day after.

You don't need to worry about me.

How about you?

How are you doing in school?

Ding Xian

What happened to you?

I'm fine.

The score and rank

of this exam

are kind of great.

The teacher said that there's good chance that

I could go to Huaqing.

Right.

When you go to Huaqing University,

can you take some photos for me?

Silly.

Of course.

I really want to know what Huaqing University is like.

You will know when you are here.

I hope things can go smoothly.

Are you really all right?

I'm just tired.

Sleepy.

Then go to sleep.

Everything will be all right.

Everything will be all right.

Siyue

Mom

You haven't slept?

I just finished washing the clothes

and want to hang them up on the balcony.

Why don't you sleep?

Why are you putting these away?

Just some useless things.

I wonder whether I can sell them all.

Aren't these your favorites?

I liked them as a kid.

But now I've grown up.

Right, mom.

Perhaps before the term starts,

I need to go back to Shen Hai.

Ding Juncong

Did you stay up late all night and play video games?

It's weekend.

What's wrong with playing video games?

You are about to go to junior high school.

You need to focus on your study.

If you study half as hard as your sister,

I will never scold you.

Sis studies too hard to be a normal guy.

Nonsense.

Xianxian

You studied all night?

A few days ago, Mr. Wang talked to me.

He said you made a huge progress.

You did very well in the exam.

But I want to remind you,

don't push yourself too hard.

Make sure you get enough rest. Be careful with your health.

I understand.

I'm going back to my bedroom.

Why did you eat so little?

I'm full already.

She can't continue this way.

Her mental state is getting worse.

I heard her talk in her sleep last night.

She was reciting formulas in her dream.

I don't know what to do now.

Perhaps you can talk to her.

No.

I refused to let her study for another year back then.

Because I was afraid that she would get stuck in it.

What for?

Fine, stop saying things like this.

It is pointless.

Then what should we do?

I don't know what to do.

Sis may listen to

one guy.

Who?

Mom, I am not hungry.

I won't have lunch. You don't need to wait for me.

Xianxian, it's me.

Su,

didn't you go to Jiangling?

I come by to visit Uncle and Aunt.

And you.

Go. Let's take a walk.

Don't stay in the room all day studying.

My parents asked you to come, didn't they?

They worried about you.

I am fine.

Studying for another year

must be hard, right?

Many people live a harder life than me.

It is nothing.

Su

Do you know?

There is a girl called Lin You in my class.

She has studied for three extra years.

Every year, she wanted to go to Nanjing University.

But every year, she did worse

than her last year.

I think she is the most serious

and hard-working student in my class.

However, the harder she learned, the worse result she got.

Once, in my class,

she got a mental breakdown.

She tore all her books and papers apart.

Studying for another year

is really horrifying.

Xianxian

Do you really think like this?

Actually,

if you are tired,

and stop to have some rest,

nobody will blame you.

Su,

I'm so tired.

I'm really so tired.