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Your Sensibility My Destiny

Episode 18

I only realized what fancying someone feels like

after meeting you.

But I know that

making you happy

makes me happy too.

I'm grateful for you to be with me.

If there's a next life...

If...

If I fail to notice you at first sight,

please walk over to me first.

Because in the next life,

I'll still want to be with you.

Master must be over the moon.

He's been awaiting the betrothal gifts for so long.

He's finally going to have them now.

However...

You're worried he might lavishly spend all the money again?

Worry not.

As long as they're someone close to you,

no matter what happens between you and them,

I'll ensure that from now onwards,

they won't have to worry about making a living.

My only hope is that

you won't have to worry over

such matters in the future anymore.

I really hope Yan'er will be present at the wedding.

She keeps avoiding you.

Are you sure she will attend?

No matter the amount of methods I'll try,

I must make her leave that person.

Because in this world,

I'm the closest relative to her.

Lin's Residence

Little bunny, eat up.

Have more.

Eat up.

Yan'er.

You're finally willing to meet up with me.

I remember when we were young,

there used to be two swallows living beneath the roof.

They were so free

and happy.

I heard that you're getting married.

On the wedding day,

I hope you'll be there too.

You don't just want me to attend your wedding, right?

I hope you'll stay with me.

Yan'er, we both know that

Mo Qing Chen isn't the culprit who exterminated our family.

Why are you still being so persistent about it?

Leave Prince Rui's residence.

Follow me back to Wu Mo Manor.

If you dislike that,

you can move over here too.

This is where we both grew up in.

Just leave Prince Rui.

He's been the nicest person to me since I was young.

Apart from him,

I trust no one else.

Do you fancy Prince Rui?

Yan'er, back then you said that I was

obscured by my feelings for Mo Qing Chen.

Aren't you not hindered by

your affections for him right now?

So what if that's the truth?

Can you guarantee that

whatever you think is the truth?

Yan'er, you and I are bonded by blood.

It'll always be that way between us.

Throughout those years that I was absent,

you must have suffered a lot.

I'll make it up to you for the rest of my life.

We'll start off better now.

Please believe me, will you?

I won't leave him.

Yan'er.

Whenever you come back looking for me,

I'll always be there.

Long Yang

How are you feeling, Your Majesty?

My chest feels better now.

This misty grass really is effective.

I'm feeling a little cold.

You should rest earlier too.

You too, Your Majesty.

I'll be leaving now.

Eunuch Dai.

His Majesty needs to rest up for a long time while he's on treatment.

Try not to agitate him within this period.

Yes.

Your Majesty.

What is it? You may speak freely.

Per my observations,

ever since His Majesty used the misty grass,

his condition has indeed improved.

However, I don't know why,

but His Majesty has been extremely aversive to cold recently.

His cough has worsen too.

What did the imperial physician say?

He concocted a tonic

to treat the aversion of cold and coughing,

but there hasn't been an improvement yet.

Understood.

Slow down, sir.

Have a safe trip home, sir.

Why are you here?

I heard that master has spent lavishly in the casino again.

So I came looking for him.

And I happen to see you here.

This one's for you.

I understand your feelings.

I can't seem to hide anything from you.

Anyone can see that

you fancy Lin Chi.

What's the point of you

drinking here?

Will going there make any difference?

Du Ruo, don't you get it?

Since what you hope most is Lin Chi to be happy,

go tell her then.

That's the right thing to do if you like her.

Waiter.

How can I assist you, sir?

Get me paper and pen.

Sure.

Young Master, Du Ruo came over.

He sent this.

To Mo Qing Chen, private and confidential

Letter of challenge. I've long heard that you're skilled in martial arts, hence I'd like to challenge you to a contest.

Where is he?

He's waiting at the foreyard.

My apologies for disturbing you, Your Highness.

I knew you'd come here eventually.

But I wasn't expecting you to be so late.

It doesn't matter when,

since many things have already been set in stone.

After you.

Miss Lin.

Young Master and Constable Du are in a fighting contest.

Why is my senior contesting Qing Chen in a fight?

They both aren't on a par.

I'll go check on them.

-Miss. -Miss.

Stop.

Mo Qing Chen.

Senior, you two...

I've always found him insufferable.

In few days, he'll become my brother-in-law.

Hence, I came over to blow off some steam.

Are you okay?

He's fine.

Thank you, Your Highness.

I concede my defeat.

I shall be attending your wedding.

I'll excuse myself now.

Lin Chi.

How I wish to return to when we were young.

Why would you agree to compete?

It won't happen again.

Happen again?

It means this time...

Why are you two saying weird stuff like that?

Tell me.

Can you tell me now?

Why would my senior want to fight you?

Didn't he say it himself?

He's intolerable of me.

Hence, he wanted to teach me a lesson.

Stop taking me as a fool.

Did he say something to you?

He said a lot of things to me.

What was it about?

Chi is afraid when there's thunder.

So when it thunders,

you must be by her side.

She'll deny it.

But in that moment, you must not leave her.

As she'll be really frightened.

Alright. When there's thunder and rain,

♫ How do I feel touched in the world when I am emotionless? ♫

no matter if it's day or night, I'll be there to protect her.

♫ Don't talk about the interlacing of fate ♫

She has also learned to drink.

Don't allow her to drink a lot.

She'll start spewing nonsense.

If she drinks three glasses or more,

♫ I feel the fluctuation of emotions all of a sudden ♫

remember to prepare...

I shall prepare a bowl of honey drink for you.

♫ The years forgot about being rejected ♫

Sometimes she'll seem to act recklessly.

But she's actually trying to hide her feelings inside.

She's kind and considerate.

♫ Sad about parting, longing has turned into shame ♫

She won't be acting recklessly without any reason.

Don't worry, I definitely cherish and take good care of her.

♫ Scattered fragments randomly put together ♫

She has been mischievous since young and pretty brave too.

She's only scared of spiders.

♫ The loneliness of the moon drifted onto earth ♫

She'll scream when she sees them.

If a spider ever lands on her,

♫ Who is sitting at the window alone? ♫

don't let her know about it.

Just disposing the spider will do.

If not, it's not just going to be her,

♫ How do I hold your hand bravely again? ♫

but you'll be up for one too.

I'll order the servants to clean the room daily.

The thing that Lin Chi fears

♫ If letting go of the light can cast me into a sub-conscious state ♫

What else did my senior say?

♫ I'll wait on the spot ♫

♫ In the lonely night, a tear can change a lifetime of glancing back ♫

To observe the look in your eyes.

Observe the look in her eyes.

♫ There's a storm in my heart but I'm acting calm ♫

Whatever she fancies or dislikes

will be reflected through them.

Also,

you probably already know that

she likes her food a little spicy.

Alright then, from today onwards,

you'll be fully responsible for Chi's happiness.

♫ Sad about parting, longing has turned into shame ♫

If you mistreat her even the slightest,

I, as her senior, will never

let you off the hook.

♫ Scattered fragments randomly put together ♫

He's really talkative.

♫ The loneliness of the moon drifted onto earth ♫

What did you reply then?

♫ Who is sitting at the window alone? ♫

I'll definitely make her the happiest lady

within the four corners of the world.

♫ How do I hold your hand bravely again? ♫

You're really not going to profess

♫ If letting go of the light can cast me into a sub-conscious state ♫

your feelings for her in person?

♫ I'll wait on the spot ♫

♫ In the lonely night, a tear can change a lifetime of glancing back ♫

This will suffice.

Alright, come at me then.

♫ There's a storm in my heart but I'm acting calm ♫

Okay.

♫ Willingly turning into the wind, I'd brew across the stars ♫

♫ After those gloomy years, will I finally be able to forget the outside world ♫

♫ And hold you in my arms? ♫

♫ This evening rain evokes those times when my hands rest on your shoulders ♫

♫ Stepping into the fleeting time, all is dyed red ♫

Young Master, Miss Lin.

♫ Time fleets just like before, like a dream ♫

Her Majesty has sent a letter

to have you enter the palace earlier

to discuss something.

The Empress?

Don't worry.

I'm here for you.

He went out so early today

and has yet to return.

Miss, Young Master is probably just caught up in

some banter with Her Majesty.

There's nothing to worry about.

It's already noon.

I wonder if he has eaten yet.

Are you worried that Her Majesty might have a change of mind

about your marriage with Young Master?

It's impossible.

His Majesty has already decreed

to confer the title of Princess Zhu Yang on you.

That's to be taken seriously.

His Majesty and the Empress definitely won't go back on their words.

I know.

I'm just asking.

Young Master has returned.

How was it?

What did Her Majesty say?

Her Majesty granted us rewards.

And that's... all?

Did she mention anything else?

She told me that

the situation in the palace has become extremely complicated.

If I were to keep away from everything,

everybody else will be in danger.

From now onwards,

I'm afraid you'll have to

face more problems together with me.

Since you and I are to be married,

we are to unite as one.

We'll bear the burden together.

I should be providing you with a stable life

after marrying you.

But I've never considered how

you'd be drawn into all this danger.

Ever since I knew you,

what other dangers have I yet to encounter?

Don't worry.

There won't be any danger

that'll keep us both apart.

I won't act like I was before,

apathetic about everything.

I'll protect you the best I can.

♫ Just like the silver-white orb of the full moon ♫

Lately,

I've given it some serious thought.

♫ Healing your sorrow ♫

From now on, I won't be acting recklessly

like I was before.

I may be unable to assist you with matters of the court,

but I'll take good care of the Manor

as well as our close ones

♫ It is indeed a long journey ♫

so you won't have to lose focus on such affairs.

♫ The remaining warmth seems redundant ♫

Marrying you, Lin Chi,

is the luckiest thing in my life.

♫ Your confused face imprinted on my mind ♫

Being able to marry you, Mo Qing Chen,

is the happiest thing in my whole life.

♫ Whose warmth are you trying to protect? ♫

♫ The seiche on the lake ♫

Wu Mo Manor

♫ Secretly come into contact, please don't melt ♫

♫ We promised to brave the dream together ♫

♫ Hold me tight so you won't get lost in this misty rain ♫

♫ It's sentimental during the first snow ♫

♫ It's romantic even just to have our breaths synchronized ♫

♫ Maple leaves turn yellow in the winter ♫

♫ Bear it in mind, don't forget about it ♫

Ling Hua.

Young Master sent me over to ask

about Miss Lin's preparations.

Miss, since you're ready,

I'll inform Young Master about it.

Are you feeling nervous?

Honestly,

to go through the wedding rites in front of so many people

does make me nervous.

Don't worry.

You'll be wearing a veil later.

No one will see you.

That's true.

Chi, why haven't the fireworks men

from the palace arrived yet?

Isn't there a firework performance today?

There won't be one.

Senior, before my marriage,

I've had many fantasies like that as well.

Since it's a once-in-a-lifetime event,

it ought to be as extravagant as possible.

But now I realise that

for two people coming together and getting married

already requires so much luck in itself.

Also, Qing Chen has yet to receive his title.

So we should just follow the customary wedding traditions like others.

You're right.

Perhaps after meeting your soul mate,

you think he is enough.

Alright, let me have a look at you.

Senior.

When you marry Prince Jing,

you'll look more gorgeous than I am now.

That won't be happening for donkey's years.

Then again, I'd be considered lucky

if I ever get a full meal.

Let's not bring him up.

Senior, in that case,

do I look pretty today?

Of course.

You not only look pretty,

but you are also the luckiest woman on earth.

You deserve every single

happiness on this earth.

Wu Mo Manor

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Miss Qiu.

Everyone is enjoying the banquet.

Why aren't you there?

I don't know why,

I just want to be with you right now.

I was looking for you in the Manor just now.

That's because I want to...

I want to...

I... want...

What are you two doing here?

Why aren't you two drinking inside?

It'd be a pity to let such high quality liquor go to waste.

Drink?

Here, here, here. Have some.

Have a cup.

What's wrong?

Why... Why are you two leaving?

They're sneaking around.

♫ Welcoming spring, sending winter away ♫

♫ Sunset is reflected on the paper ♫

♫ At night at the pavilion under the cold moon ♫

♫ How much does longing weigh? ♫

♫ I start missing you whenever I write, the yearning worsens as I sign my name ♫

♫ I try to conjure up the image at that moment ♫

♫ As the tear drops, it smudges the ink ♫

♫ Even time is tainted by the ink ♫

♫ I ask the white horse where it sent you ♫

♫ But I receive no answer ♫

♫ Draw repeatedly until the ink seeps through the paper ♫

♫ It is sealed together with the dust on it ♫

♫ The same brush has drawn countless past ♫

♫ Draw your face ♫

♫ Every piece of white paper contains a story ♫

What's the matter?

What do we do now?

♫ Who else remember that ♫

The same thing as before.

♫ The same brush has drawn countless past ♫

What do you mean?

♫ Draw your face ♫

Just as before...

♫ Looking back and hastily biding the past goodbye ♫

we'll exchange sensory perceptions.

Right now?

♫ Reminiscing for the rest of my life ♫

Why?

I'm not sure...

Not sure of what?

I'm not sure if I can hold myself back later.

♫ I start missing you whenever I write, the yearning worsens as I sign my name ♫

♫ I try to conjure up the image at that moment ♫

This... This wedding dress...

♫ As the tear drops, it smudges the ink ♫

Just take it off.

♫ Even time is tainted by the ink ♫

♫ I ask the white horse where it sent you ♫

♫ But I receive no answer ♫

♫ Draw repeatedly until the ink seeps through the paper ♫

♫ Reminiscing for the rest of my life ♫

Mo Qing Chen, get up and have breakfast.

You're not awake yet?

Time to get up, Mo Qing Chen.

Mo Qing Chen.

It seems like my wife is in a good mood today.

I knew you weren't really sleeping, Mo Qing Chen.

You're still calling me by my full name.

Call me "husband".

I won't.

I won't call you that.

I'll stick with Mo Qing Chen.

Get up.

I want to ask you something.

If you were not to have any sensory perception,

would you still cling on to me like this?

Madam.

I'm the one who's being held down by you.

I bet it's you who's clinging on to me.

That's not true.

I... I just want to let you feel...

Feel...

I've felt it already.

Long Yuan

Pay your greetings.

I'm here to pay my respects to you, Your Majesty.

Rise.

Have a seat over here.

Thank you, Your Majesty.

How do you find the tea?

It's... a bit hot.

Leave us.

Yes.

Manners make the man.

A country is unstable without civility.

The roles between a king and his people, father and son, husband and wife

are reflected within the etiquette

of one's mannerisms and actions.

Do you understand?

I understand.

Within this palace,

if your speech and behaviours,

be it the way you sit, walk or sleep,

are deemed unruly,

death may be beckoning in your way.

Do you understand that?

I...

I understand.

Lan'er has a special physical condition,

hence you need to be more vigilant in taking care of him.

The reason I sent for you to meet me in the palace

is not to intentionally give you a hard time.

I just want to remind you of such matters.

Your Majesty.

Mo Qing Chen used to say he'll protect me at all cost.

I'll do the same for him too,

till death do us apart.

Have your tea.

Unrooted water is the best type of water

followed by mountain water and then water from the well.

Young Master, Madam is neglecting her sleep and food.

It's as if she's been bewitched.

Quickly check on her.

Doesn't she dislike tea ceremonies all this while?

The Empress sent for Madam today.

I don't know what she told her.

But Madam has been like this ever since she returned.

The water seethes and spurts

because it's boiling.

And this...

Stale water is not to be consumed.

What's going on, my wife?

You're home?

Why are you suddenly interested in tea ceremonies?

Her Majesty said

the roles between a king and his people, father and son, husband and wife

are reflected within the etiquette

of one's mannerisms and actions.

There are so many particulars pertaining to tea ceremonies.

There's just so much for me to learn.

Don't force yourself like this.

I can handle it.

Her Majesty is right.

She even hired an etiquette teacher for me

to learn about it in the palace.

For you,

I can learn everything.

Be careful.

You can do it.

Not bad, not bad.

Let's continue.

It's fine, it's fine.

This is too difficult.

It's okay.

Besides the sitting and walking position,

Her Majesty also mentioned about the sleeping position today.

When in bed with her husband,

a lady who pays attention to the etiquette

would never proactively ask for it.

Instead, she'd use body language and words to seduce him.

Seduce?

Hold on.

Dear...

Dear husband.

That doesn't sound right.

No matter how much they yearn for it, daughters of noblemen

should always make up excuses

to decline his advances.

Dear husband.

Dear husband.

You're here.

No matter how much you yearn for me,

you should always make up excuses

to decline my advances.

The daughters of noblemen act like that.

You overheard all of it?

Qin Zheng Hall

Your Highness.

Eunuch Dai.

How is father doing?

His Majesty is feeble these days.

Ever since he was treated with misty grass

his condition has improved.

But now it's unstable again.

His Majesty is still resting.

You may return now, Your Highness.

Please take good care of Father, Eunuch Dai.

Rest assured, Your Highness.

I'll definitely do my very best.

I'll excuse myself.

Everything is going as you've planned, Your Highness.

Han Ya.

Get someone to spread rumours within the city.

Say that the prophesied 24 years have past

and the legendary demon is about to reappear.

Calamity shall befall upon us all.

I shall do so immediately.

Ding Luan.

Brother, why are you here?

Don't get married with Miss Qiu.

Why would you say so?

I'm speaking from my own experience.

Lin Chi has been a completely different person after our marriage.

Perhaps you did something that angered her?

I did not. That's why I'm even more confused about it.

Soon after we got married,

Lin Chi has been learning palace etiquette

and various talents.

She gets mad when she can't master them.

If I stop her from learning,

her anger is amplified tenfold.

Did she explain the reason why

she's doing all of that?

She said it's for my own good.

If that's the case,

why is she turning a deaf ear to my opinions?

If I ask her more about it,

she'll say that she's actually angry at herself.

The bottom line is

she must be tired of me after our marriage.

Brother, you're overthinking.

From how I see it,

she's infatuated with you.

As for the emotions of a lady,

they are naturally volatile and unpredictable.

I was often tormented by Miss Qiu Wan in that way too.

But later on, I realised that

it's actually something very simple to deal with.

How's that so?

Don't be evasive, don't deny and try to talk yourself out of it.

No matter what happens,

just apologise first and it won't go wrong.

But if she asks me what I'm wrong about,

and don't know how to answer,

wouldn't that enrage her even more?

I've experienced it before too.

As long as you put yourself into her shoes

and try to think

and relate it from her point of view,

you'll definitely realise what you did wrongly.

To be in her shoes and think from her point of view?

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