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Your Sensibility My Destiny

Episode 14

Which is more important, love or hate?

Perhaps, only those who hate have the right to choose.

I can only choose to protect

love together with your hatred.

I hope that after you're done hating,

you'd still remember that you once loved me.

This is bad.

Elder brother, please let me hide here temporarily.

Prince Jing, I'm afraid it's too late to hide now.

I'm looking for Chi.

Your highness, aren't you leaving?

What are you still doing here?

In that case,

I will leave now.

Since his highness has decided,

I should just comply with it.

After all, I have seen enough of

biting the hand that feeds.

Biting the hand that feeds?

Miss Qiu, are you

referring to yourself?

If it weren't for me,

you would've been cheated

so many times before learning your lesson.

Well, I'd rather continue with my foolishness.

Since your highness is leaving, let's stay for a while

and have a farewell drink with me.

He's right.

Senior, please stay.

I still have something to tell you tonight.

The blue one is Xiyue's soul-devouring serum.

The orange one is Beixuan's Kangjin wine.

And the black one is Dongyue's ink sandalwood.

Let me try some.

Xiyue's soul-devouring serum has a strong taste.

But it has a sweet aftertaste.

Next, I'll try this.

Although ink sandalwood is black,

it still tastes sweet.

Try some.

This Kangjin wine is too sour.

I'm not used to the taste.

Are you trying to get yourself drunk?

Perhaps getting drunk

can make my heart feel better.

Let's eat.

Help yourselves.

Very well then, you're on your own.

Senior.

She has just escaped from the shadows.

Don't let Miss Qiu's emotions affect you anymore.

Ling Shu, if a woman has depression,

how should we alleviate it?

I have no idea.

Young Master, if I feel depressed,

I would eat something sweet.

Right, just eat something sweet.

She doesn't feel anything now,

unless she's with me.

Ling Hua, prepare a box of desserts,

some paper and a pen.

Yes.

You're too kind to him every day.

I tried to put up with him, but he became cocky.

I have no choice but to break up with him.

You refuse to admit your mistake.

If you didn't care about him,

you wouldn't follow him here.

Who said that?

He's not worth my time.

I will leave now.

Senior, sit down.

Don't let emotions affect your decisions.

It is hard to find another man

who cherishes affection and loyalty

as much as Prince Jing.

Who cares?

If it weren't for me,

he wouldn't have any food to put on the table.

It's a shame to see a prince

behaving like him.

Miss Qiu, Miss Lin.

Sir asked me to bring some desserts for you.

He knows I can't taste anything,

but he insisted on sending the desserts.

Place it here. I'm not in the mood.

Lady, you must eat these desserts.

Don't forget about it.

How is Prince Jing doing now?

He's still drinking with the young master.

Don't forget about it.

Senior.

Don't be angry. Have some desserts.

Let him drink until he dies, who cares.

They're different from the desserts outside.

Don't be angry.

The moon is bright and the stars are few. Let's meet in the garden.

The moon is bright and the stars are few. Let's meet in the garden.

This... This letter is for you.

Why does he want to meet me in the garden?

Let's be peacemakers again today.

What do you think?

It's not for me.

Prince Jing wants meet you in the garden.

Must I go to meet him?

Yes, of course.

Don't forget to dress up beautifully too.

This fool is behaving so mysteriously.

I sense a strong face powder scent.

She can't smell it herself, but she still applied so much of it.

You wanted to meet me in the first place.

How can you expect me to speak first?

No way, I'm going to wait and see

how you're going to cheer me up.

She deliberately remains silent

because she wants me to speak first.

Fine, let us engage in a contest

and see who can hold the longest.

He didn't even move an inch.

Fine, I shall stand here with you all night.

I'm sure you're going to beg me later.

Isn't it interesting to stand behind someone

even at your own residence?

Why is it him?

Is he waiting for me?

Could it be that

Lady, you must eat this dessert.

Don't you forget about it.

Oh no, I've made a mistake.

If someone else notices this,

I won't be able to explain.

Young Master Mo, I am Qiu Wan.

Go and find Chi on your own.

I'm not going to explain it.

Oh no, have I made a mistake?

Where are the others? Have they left?

Mo Qing Chen! Senior!

Senior is missing too?

But she hasn't gone back.

No way, I must ask Mo Qing Chen about this.

Has the guest room become bigger?

Whatever.

I'm sure it'll revert to its original size after I wake up tomorrow.

Ling Shu, Ling Hua.

Wake up now.

Miss Qiu Wan.

Miss Qiu, what are you doing here?

Have you seen His Highness Prince Jing?

Prince Jing...

He was drinking with us just now.

I believe he went back to the guest room to rest.

I just came from there.

He's not in the room.

Mo Qing Chen, you dirty dog.

You went to sleep without waiting for me.

I'm so sleepy.

Miss Qiu, is that you?

Actually, there is something that I have never dared to admit.

That's because I also dare not admit it myself.

To be honest,

I never wanted to leave at all.

Oh no. It'd be a disaster if Senior finds out about this.

Miss Qiu, do you know that I never wanted to leave?

Ding Luan.

Miss Qiu and I had some misunderstandings

in the garden moments ago.

I didn't do it on purpose,

I hope you will forgive me.

Mo Qing Chen, you little jerk.

Chi.

Ding Luan is presumably...

Keep it down.

Ding Luan is presumably drunk.

That's why he mistakenly entered my room.

But why are you hiding here?

It doesn't matter.

Explain to me now,

what have you just done to my senior in the garden?

You clearly heard it...

You'd better not lie to me.

Miss Qiu.

Miss Qiu, Miss Qiu.

Miss Qiu.

Miss Qiu.

I'm done with it.

Since this is a dream,

let me carry on with my impudence once more.

I had never thought of leaving since the beginning.

That day when I first saw you,

I knew that my religious practices had gone to waste.

I've been waiting for you to urge me to stay.

♫ Sad about parting, longing has turned into shame ♫

Because I want to know

if you still have me in your heart.

♫ Scattered fragments randomly put together ♫

♫ The loneliness of the moon drifted onto earth ♫

I...

♫ Who is sitting at the window alone? ♫

That's all.

♫ How do I hold your hand bravely again? ♫

Just know that I'll have you in my heart.

That's all I ever wanted.

♫ If letting go of the light can cast me into a sub-conscious state ♫

♫ I'll wait on the spot ♫

♫ In the lonely night, a tear can change a lifetime of glancing back ♫

♫ There's a storm in my heart but I'm acting calm ♫

Actually, I just realised today

that you have resided in my heart since long ago.

Even if you were to leave me,

♫ Stepping into the fleeting time, all is dyed red ♫

our relationship would remain the same.

♫ Time fleets just like before, like a dream ♫

You better keep your eyes open,

and not take advantage of my senior.

Didn't you just ask me

what I've done to your senior in the garden?

Have you really done something to her?

I have not done anything to her.

But if it had been you,

then I would have really wanted to do something.

Young Master, Miss Lin.

Are you guys in the room?

Young Master, Miss Lin.

Miss Lin.

Are you guys in there?

Young Master.

Why are we hiding here?

Who are we hiding from?

I was hiding from you, and he was looking for me.

Who are you hiding from?

I am hiding from you two.

Miss Lin.

Are you guys in there?

Prince Jing and Miss Qiu have gone missing.

This is not my room.

It's time to go back.

Where's the door?

Since we all have been hiding here,

does that mean we no longer have to hide?

Go out.

Let's go out.

Return to my room.

You are all here, how nice.

Who's stepping on my feet?

It isn't me.

Me neither.

How come everyone is missing?

It hurts.

It isn't me.

My feet.

A thief?

Prince Jing.

I am home.

Miss Qiu?

Miss Lin?

There you are.

Young Master?

What is going on?

What are you

guys up to?

What are we up to?

I was playing hide-and-seek with elder brother.

Hide-and-seek is fun.

Hide-and-seek, yes.

Let's play somewhere else.

Let's go.

I didn't expect it to be fun.

Please join us next time.

What's wrong with you?

Why aren't you moving?

Before you go,

you must clear up a few things first.

What is it?

Your Highness, today, did you choose to return to the manor by yourself

or did I force you?

What time is it now? Where have they been to?

I'm starving.

You guys...

Get back inside.

Okay.

No one's here now. Go ahead.

I already said

what I had to say last night.

I believe you must have heard it too.

What did you say?

Have I heard it?

I don't remember.

Why don't you tell me again?

Come with me.

Go to Prince Jing's manor on my behalf

and ask Miss Qiu to act as a matchmaker.

Have you made your decision, Young Master?

Previously, we were trying to be too secretive,

so it didn't look like an official wedding.

This time, the proposal must be done according to etiquette

and marry her openly and boldly.

What about the empress?

How are you going to tell Her Majesty?

I've expressed my aspirations to Her Majesty before.

But if Her Majesty still wants to hinder me,

then I shall take her away from Ming Capital.

Presumably, Her Majesty wouldn't want that to happen.

Then, why choose Miss Qiu as the matchmaker?

Isn't Prince Jing a more suitable candidate?

A matchmaker has to mediate between both parties.

She might find some matters inconvenient,

let alone Ding Luan.

Therefore, Miss Qiu is my best candidate.

Young Master.

Make sure everything is in order this time.

Don't be so secretive anymore.

Otherwise, you'll get busted by the empress again.

Am I making things difficult for him?

Let me try the other way.

I understand your problem.

But I have faith in you.

Don't make me hold a wolf by the ears.

Miss Lin.

Miss Lin, great news.

Young master has decided to let Miss Qiu be the matchmaker.

Senior?

As expected, some matters

are more suitable for my senior.

He is really smart.

Prince Jing's manor

Do you think he can handle it right this time?

Look at you, you can't wait to get married.

What do you mean by that?

Senior, how's it going with Prince Jing?

All of us heard it last night.

Since you've heard it already,

why bother asking me again?

We are doing quite well now.

Don't change the subject.

What's that about me?

All men

behave differently before and after marriage.

And this proposal happens to be

your only chance to set conditions

and rules for him.

Even if it doesn't work,

at least you're testing his attitude.

Well, I...

I want him to love and respect me forever,

and not cheat on me.

You're indeed simple-minded.

How about this?

Leave it to me.

Senior, please don't be too harsh on him.

-In case he regrets it... -Not a chance.

If he can't even endure a minor test,

he doesn't deserve to love and respect you.

He has had many issues to deal with recently.

Should I be

more considerate of him in times like these?

You haven't even married him yet,

but your heart is already leaning towards him.

Since I'm your matchmaker,

I'm wholly responsible for you.

I can't afford to let you feel aggrieved.

You can just leave everything to me.

Add another condition.

After marriage,

when both husband and wife get angry,

the husband is not allowed to talk back more than three sentences.

Is that necessary?

Wouldn't it be a little demanding?

You need to write it down, of course.

I'm still not finished yet.

Regardless of the reason,

the husband mustn't abandon his family.

Write it down.

Aren't you finished yet? How much more?

Including the one just now,

we already have 120 conditions in total.

That's a lot.

Are you panicking now?

Should I be?

You might suffer the same fate in the future.

It's almost noon.

Why hasn't Senior come back yet?

What could've happened...

Miss Lin.

Miss Lin, Miss Qiu is...

Did my senior come back?

Yes, she did.

But then, she went out again.

Went out?

Did she meet with Mo Qing Chen?

Yes, she did.

But Young Master said

he doesn't want Miss Qiu to be the matchmaker anymore.

Can he change the matchmaker so easily?

Of course, I can.

Mo Qing Chen, how could you renege on your promise?

I haven't sent my betrothal gifts.

As a matchmaker, Miss Qiu

has made absurd requests for the bride.

Obviously, she's making things difficult.

So I decided to dismiss her as the matchmaker.

Since you're being forced,

you don't have to compromise yourself.

Where are you going? I'm not finished yet.

When we get angry,

I'm not allowed to talk back more than three sentences.

120 conditions.

Am I getting married or going to jail?

I shall sleep in the study room tonight.

Young Master, should I inform Miss Lin about it?

No.

I don't want to cause any unnecessary trouble.

Sir, don't get angry.

Actually...

I also think that Miss Qiu has gone too far this time.

Young Master,

it's actually less serious than how Ling Shu describes it.

Sometimes,

a woman only wants nothing more than a promise.

The rest doesn't really matter.

A man's attitude matters more to her.

But how could she make things difficult

even before getting married?

I can already imagine what's coming.

Young Master, actually this one

and the rest of the 120 rules

are all the same.

There are no differences.

In summary, they only mean one thing,

which is to pamper and love her.

That means...

No matter how many conditions they propose,

they all have the same purpose?

As they say, the principle remains the same despite many changes.

Yes, Young Master, you are right.

In that case, just let it be.

-Got it. -Got it.

When we get angry,

I'm not allowed to talk back more than three sentences.

Could it also be one of my senior's ideas?

-Be careful, everyone. Slow down. Go inside. -One, two, three, four, five.

-Be careful. -Six, seven, eight.

Wu Mo Manor

-Be careful with this. -Nine, ten.

-Make sure it's upright. -Eleven, twelve.

Be gentle.

Watch your step.

These are nice betrothal gifts,

but they're returned to us.

Ling Shu, Ling Hua.

Wu Mo Manor

What are you guys transporting?

My lady.

Miss Lin, this is the marriage contract.

Marriage Contract

Miss Lin.

We're asked to send this marriage contract

to Prince Jing's manor.

The wedding date has been selected,

but Miss Qiu rejected them on the spot.

Why did she do that?

Mo Qing Chen

Senior has gone too far.

Mo Qing Chen.

Why is Mo Qing Chen written on the marriage contract?

Are there any issues?

Don't you understand the doubt in my mind?

My arrangement is meant to give you peace of mind.

You wanted to marry Mo Qing Chen,

not Ji Ding Lan.

Have you really made up your mind?

You know what it means, right?

Can you afford to let go

of your family love and bloodline?

This is my decision.

Because there are things

that Ji Ding Lan can't give you,

but Mo Qing Chen can.

♫ Just like the silver-white orb of the full moon ♫

But I can't let you give up on everything

♫ Healing your sorrow ♫

that Ji Ding Lan has because I want to marry you.

Rest assured.

♫ It is indeed a long journey ♫

If Ji Ding Lan still can't marry me now,

then I'll wait a little longer.

♫ The remaining warmth seems redundant ♫

No need to wait.

Mo Qing Chen wants to marry you.

Ji Ding Lan also wants to marry you.

♫ Your confused face imprinted on my mind ♫

Even if you want to wait,

I don't.

♫ Whose warmth are you trying to protect? ♫

♫ The seiche on the lake ♫

♫ Secretly come into contact, please don't melt ♫

Don't worry.

Leave everything to me.

♫ We promised to brave the dream together ♫

♫ Bear it in mind, don't forget about it ♫

If it hadn't been for Miss Qiu,

Young Master's marriage would've been a success.

What's the use of saying this now?

Most importantly,

we should help him plan the next step.

Sir, what are you looking for?

Ling Hua, pass me a memorial.

Ling Shu, prepare some ink.

Yes.

Sir, why would you suddenly think of government affairs?

Writing memorials doesn't mean it's government affairs.

I want my father to bless my marriage.

But Young Master, this might upset His Majesty.

It doesn't matter.

I never beg for

any favour from him before.

Even if he's upset, so be it.

I'm not afraid of

losing anything except Lin Chi.

Sir, why did you stop writing?

This is my first time

writing a letter home to my father.

I don't know where to start

after thinking about it.

Does he regret it?

Will he give up the proposal?

That's unlikely to happen, right?

Yes, it's unlikely to happen.

He hasn't come back to sleep for several days.

I wonder what he is up to now.

Should I care about him?

Do I seem too impatient to go now?

I didn't expect him to have so many government affairs to attend to.

No wonder he doesn't have time for me.

I shouldn't have made things difficult for him.

But now I'm holding a wolf by the ears.

What else can I do?

Why can only men propose to women?

I can propose to him too.

But my idea

might offend the whole society.

What should I do now?

I should discuss it with my senior.

Senior, senior.

Neither of you can launch personal attacks. Must have self-control.

Husband must stay in contact with his wife at all times.

Senior!

I believed in you.

But look what you've done. You almost ruined my marriage.

There are over 120 conditions,

and all of them are ridiculous.

Aren't you making a fool out of me?

Out of these 120 conditions,

I only wrote some of it, not all.

I never expected him to accept

such ridiculous conditions.

Isn't it important to find out

whether he's sincere towards you?

I've decided

to propose to him in person.

Great! Women are indeed not inferior to men.

I'm going now.

No one can stop me.

You're His Majesty's first son.

I'm afraid it's inappropriate for you

to marry a commoner and still ask

for His Majesty's blessings.

May I ask

are there any regulations in the royal court

that prohibit a prince from marrying a commoner?

Although such regulations don't exist,

if Your Highness insist on it,

I'm afraid His Majesty will be very upset.

And it will yield no benefit for Your Highness.

If I insist on doing it my own way,

what would you do then?

If Your Highness insist on doing it your own way,

aren't you discrediting the empress?

Not only the empress,

but I'm afraid the entire royal family

would be criticized by people all over the world.

-Please think twice, second prince. -Please think twice, second prince.

Both of you are neither royals nor commoner.

You don't have to worry about that.

Your Highness, please don't act in defiance of the whole world

and ruin your bright future.

This time, I insist on acting in defiance of the whole world.

Even if I lose everything,

I'll never regret it.

We will leave now.

♫ Welcoming spring, sending winter away ♫

♫ Sunset is reflected on the paper ♫

♫ At night at the pavilion under the cold moon ♫

Why are you hiding here?

♫ How much does longing weigh? ♫

No... nothing.

♫ I start missing you whenever I write, the yearning worsens as I sign my name ♫

♫ I try to conjure up the image at that moment ♫

You're all dolled up.

♫ As the tear drops, it smudges the ink ♫

Are you worried that I'll reject your proposal?

♫ Even time is tainted by the ink ♫

Those tale tellers in Prince Jing's manor...

♫ I ask the white horse where it sent you ♫

I think I should leave now.

♫ But I receive no answer ♫

♫ Draw repeatedly until the ink seeps through the paper ♫

♫ It is sealed together with the dust on it ♫

I accept your proposal.

Keep it down.

♫ The same brush has drawn countless past ♫

Can I still see the rest?

♫ Draw your face ♫

Yes.

I'm going to collect the bride token then.

♫ Every piece of white paper contains a story ♫

Bride token?

♫ Reminiscing for the rest of my life ♫