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Forever and Ever

Episode 24

Shi Yi.

About the tune name before...

I know.

Don't take me wrong.

I just want to say that

I've already

let it go.

Wenxing

wants to talk to you guys.

Go ahead.

Shi Yi.

Mei Xing has my phone.

There's a recording in it.

Go out and listen to it.

I want to talk to Mei Xing

alone.

Okay.

Shi Yi,

I'm sorry.

I'm a selfish person.

If I'm going to die,

I will definitely

give my remaining time

to Mei Xing.

I have to remember him

so that I can find him in my next life.

That's why I've prepared this recording

a long time ago

for you.

About this recording,

I don't know where to start.

I grew up in Mei Xing's house

and the hospital.

I didn't know my family very well.

The only people who treated me well

were the two of my elder brothers.

Of course,

the one who treated me the best is Chen.

But since I was young, I've had a feeling that

Mom didn't like Chen.

When I grew older,

I learned a secret.

But I won't tell you

this secret.

I feel that

everyone who knows about this secret

would have bad luck.

Me, for example.

My second brother, too.

I seem to be

talking nonsense again.

Shi Yi.

I actually want to

apologize to you.

I'm very, very sorry.

Don't be afraid.

I'm here. It's okay.

I will always be with you.

After I'm gone,

you have to take care of yourself.

Don't drink that much anymore.

No one will be there to nag you anymore.

If you have to drink because of business,

then fill this with hangover medicine.

Don't cry.

I'll feel even worse

seeing you cry.

Okay.

I won't cry. Why should I cry?

Are you feeling uncomfortable?

Then get some sleep.

I'll stay here with you.

Okay?

Good girl.

We all know about Bremen.

But we all chose to keep quiet.

Only Ren and my second uncle had an argument.

Later on,

Ren went to Wuzhen for you.

You know Ren is very special

in our family.

As long as he is by your side,

no one would dare to

do something bad to you.

I know

I can't compare myself to Ren.

Later, you came to live with us.

I came back to see the doctor.

And then you fell into the water.

These were not accidents.

I don't know how much you can figure out,

or what intentions

the person who set this up had in mind.

Shi Yi.

I wish you could figure it out.

So that

I can feel less guilty.

Only me and Mei Xing

can get Chen's

unconditional trust, right?

You're so smart.

You should be able

to guess who it is,

right?

I didn't mean to hurt you.

But I did hurt you.

I caused you to fall into the water.

I tried to save you

and put myself in danger too.

I wanted to use this method

to hurt the two people my eldest brother

cared most.

So that he would be scared of losing you.

And be scared of involving me.

So he would give up on this family

and bring you away.

Shi Yi.

I'm sorry.

I'm a selfish person.

At the most critical moment,

I could only take care of my own family.

I didn't want to see a bitter fight

between my two brothers.

That's why

I am the person

that caused all this.

I'm sorry.

If there is another life,

I will definitely make it up to you.

When you were little,

you sat on my lap.

Just like this.

You liked to put your face close to mine.

If I wanted to put you down,

you would immediately cross your arms and say

"Don't let go! Don't let go!"

If I let you go, you would be unhappy.

If you were unhappy, I would feel sad.

I...

I don't blame you.

I don't blame you.

I don't blame you.

Chen!

Chen, stop it!

Stop fighting! Chen, stop it!

Wenchuan! Wenchuan!

Please, stop fighting!

Stop it!

He didn't want this to happen either!

He's Wenxing's biological brother.

Are you okay?

If you kill him,

how am I going to live?

I just lost a daughter.

Man!

Man, what happened to you?

Quick, call a doctor!

Call a doctor! Call a doctor!

Doctor!

Doctor!

Doctor! Doctor!

Ever since she was born,

I've always wanted to trade my life

for her health.

Why?

Why did she

have to suffer so much?

His sister just passed away.

For now, he'll probably

have a hard time accepting this.

Don't get upset.

He needs your support.

Cheer up.

Be strong.

His family is hiding a lot of things

from him.

I can't say anything even if I know about it.

What is it?

It's okay. It's in the past now.

Oh, right.

What exactly does

Du Feng do?

I remember you told me

he's a civil servant.

Yes, that's right.

Why did you suddenly bring this up?

Mr. Zhousheng,

there's something

I'd like to talk to you about in private.

When would it be convenient for you?

I'll see you in a couple of days.

We're just doing our duty.

It's okay, I should cooperate.

Du Feng?

What are you doing here?

Xiaoyu, we're on official business.

Official business?

Why did you hide it from me?

Why didn't you tell me

what you really do?

I'll explain it to you later, okay?

I'm sorry.

Let's go.

Man.

I'm sorry.

I want to go home.

Okay.

We'll leave

in a couple of days.

Tonight.

Get a car.

Take me back.

Family of Books and Rituals

♫May there be a right time and a right place♫

♫For the ones in love to hug each other♫

♫How can I let go♫

♫When all my expectations are lost♫

♫If the fate had been kind to me♫

After I'm gone,

♫If I'd had enough time♫

you have to take care of yourself.

♫Would I have been able♫

No one will be there to nag you anymore.

♫To hold on to my love♫

If you have to drink because of business,

♫How am I supposed to live without you♫

then fill this with hangover medicine.

♫How can I fall in love again after the farewell♫

♫The impulse and courage we once had have gone with wind♫

My brother is getting married soon.

♫The smile I remember♫

You're still not going to settle down?

I haven't found anyone to settle down with.

What kind of girl do you like?

♫Has become a pain that never goes away♫

I've been on my own

♫May there be a right time and a right place♫

and couldn't settle down.

But recently I've realized something.

Actually,

♫For the ones in love to hug each other♫

the person I should cherish the most

is already beside me.

♫How can I let go♫

My mother

normally puts a lot of emphasis on etiquette.

♫When all my expectations are lost♫

Yet she's treating you

in such a rude manner.

♫If the fate had been kind to me♫

What relationship do we have

that she would ask you to accompany me?

♫If I'd had enough time♫

Can't I volunteer?

♫Would I have been able♫

♫To hold on to my love♫

♫How am I supposed to live without you♫

♫How can I fall in love again after the farewell♫

♫The impulse and courage we once had have gone with wind♫

♫My tears are blurring my eyes♫

♫The past has become unclear♫

♫Let the painful love break my heart♫

♫May there be a right time and a right place♫

♫For the ones in love to hug each other♫

♫If I bear the weight of the vow no more♫

♫Can I hold your hands once again♫

♫How am I supposed to live without you♫

Is drinking that good?

♫How can I fall in love again after the farewell♫

You drink it every other day.

Liquor

♫The impulse and courage we once had have gone with wind♫

can make you live in a dream

half of the time.

You get to see the people you want to see

and say what you want to say.

That's like being sick.

Everyone has to give way to the sick.

♫The smile I remember♫

I can see the people I want to see

and say what I want to say.

This time to Shanghai,

I'm getting my final surgery, right?

♫Has become a pain that never goes away♫

What final surgery?

It's a surgery that'll make you healthy.

♫May there be a right time and a right place♫

♫For the ones in love to hug each other♫

Are you scared?

♫How can I let go♫

No. I've got you.

♫When all my expectations are lost♫

Why didn't you tell me you're back?

What's wrong?

After Wenxing is buried,

we'll take her memorial tablet

into the ancestral temple.

Here.

Let's go.

Abide by Morality and Benevolence

Spirit Tablet of Deceased Daughter Zhou Wenxing

Ancestors' Memorial Tablets

First bow.

Second bow.

Third bow.

Spirit Tablet of Deceased Daughter Zhou Wenxing

Wenxing.

No one will hold a grudge

against someone who has passed.

Once a person leaves this world,

they'll have nothing to do with this world anymore.

Your brother

loves you very much.

I don't want the truth

to hurt him again.

I will forget about what happened.

I won't let it trap me

or him.

Go in peace.

Spirit Tablet of Deceased Daughter Zhou Wenxing

If you really want to make it up to me,

then look after your brother

with me.

It's such a pity.

She was so young.

She passed at such a tender age.

Yes, at such a young age.

What a pity.

It's heartbreaking.

Why didn't you go in?

I didn't want to see that.

I'm not crying.

Just hold on to it.

You have a different body clock from mine.

You don't need to match it with mine.

Your voice has become hoarse.

Didn't you notice?

It's okay.

It's not.

Your family member passed away.

You're sad. You can't sleep.

These are all normal reactions.

I'm your wife.

You don't have to

pretend to be strong in front of me.

It's okay to cry.

I'm really fine.

I'm full.

Take a look.

If there is no problem, please sign it.

You didn't sleep last night?

Mr. Du, you didn't sleep either,

right?

I didn't have time to sleep.

Your family refused to cooperate.

Saying it was all but a misunderstanding.

They also said that your sister's death

had nothing to do with Zhou Wenchuan.

Although

I already said it last night,

I still want to say,

sorry for your loss.

All right.

Your second uncle is looking for you.

He's at the ancestral temple.

I see.

Spirit Tablet of Deceased Daughter Zhou Wenxing

Do you know

what you have done wrong?

In order to protect you,

your mother did what was necessary

and also did what she shouldn't have done.

Do you know how much

she had suffered these couple of days?

This is my fault.

If you beat me to death,

I will accept it.

I know.

Wenxing is gone.

You're just as sad as Mom.

Right?

Dad.

Even on her deathbed,

Wenxing did not call you Dad.

Do you feel sorry?

You taught me to read, write

and walk when I was little.

You taught me how to use chopsticks.

Ren

is not your only son.

Would you please defend me?

I don't want to stay in this ancestral temple.

No helmsman

can do whatever he wants

on a big boat.

The Zhou family is not mine.

It's also not your mother's.

The Zhou family belongs to everyone.

Now that you've made a mistake,

you deserve the punishment!

No one can protect you!

I don't want to be like my fourth great-uncle

and live here forever!

What about your sister?

Did she want to die at such a tender age?

Spirit Tablet of Deceased Daughter Zhou Wenxing

Honesty and Tolerance Shall Be Passed On

This is your only way out of this mess.