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Narrator: This is Mr. Monroe, neurosurgeon.

You're taking your knife to someone's head.

The only difference betweenyou and a psychopath

is good a-levels.

Dr. Mullery, you appear to be wearing my clogs.

Dr. Mullery, these are clogs on your feet.

How did you learn to suture so quickly.

By wanting to.

I'm leaving you.

What?

You're just going to standand go after 22 years?

Gabriel Monroe: My daughterdied on the operating table.

Brain surgeon's daughter dies of a brain tumor.

No one goes by anybody's book.

You remind me of someone I don't like very much.

- Who? - Me.

[Music playing]

[Phone ringing]

Hello?

Yeah, I'll be there a half an hour, tops.

[Music playing]

I'm sorry.

I've just come to pick up some things.

Oh, that's very decent of you.

You can start in the bedroom.

I've been a little lax with the laundry.

I don't want this to be difficult.

Maybe I should come back when you're not here?

What?

So you walking out didn'tmake things difficult?

A bit simplistic, even by your standards.

Sorry, am I missing some ofthe more pertinent details?

Your adultery.

[Inaudible].

I'm really sorry, but i'vetold Nick we've split up.

What did you say?

He guessed that something was wrong.

I'm sorry.

I wasn't going to lie to him.

Did you tell him why?

I just told him we'd grown apart.

I thought anything else should come from you.

[Music playing]

Right riverside theater...

50 pounds each way...

Cambden... $230.

That's enough to choke a donkey.

Are you sure?

Not so sure.

I don't see a problem.

She's told Nick you splitup and you have split up.

Yeah, but she hasn'ttold him about my affair.

How do you think he's going to take that news?

Well, fortunately, he's already

got a very low opinion of me, so it shouldn't come as much

of a surprise.

So, when are you going to tell Nick the truth?

Never.

Sounds like a plan.

Daniel springer: I've got all the referrals

and admissions up todate between last night's

emergencies.

Are you still here?

What?

I thought we agreed youweren't cut out for this?

I never agreed to that.

Gabriel Monroe: Sally, Anna told Nick.

Can you believe that?

What have you got for me?

A double shooting... onefor us and one for cardiac.

Sounds fair.

James Chadwick, 14, somehowgot hold of a loaded handgun.

Him and his younger brother, Danny,

were playing around with it, when Danny ended

up getting shot in the chest.

He called the ambulance.

An hour later, he shot himself in the head.

The bullet entered laterallyin the right frontal area,

and exited out the right side of the forehead.

Gabriel Monroe: Has he been scanned yet?

Sally: Straight after hewas stabilized in a and e.

The results should be ready for you.

By the way, the parents aresplit up and not talking.

So he shot his brother inthe chest, himself in the head,

and they both survived?

Sounds to me, like he's notcut out to be a hit man.

Just kids messing about by all accounts.

Except with a handgun.

How's the cardiac doing?

Bremner is already operating.

Now, there's a woman thatdoesn't believe in foreplay.

This is going to take a while.

Should we go and talk to his mom?

How do you go about talking to parents

in circumstances like these?

I stick to the facts...

Medical facts... keep it clean.

Keep it simple... minimum damage.

, so we've, uh... clearedout all the blood clots...

Mm.

Managed to find the damagein the heart and repair it,

but we are having a problemgetting off the bypass machine.

Yeah, but he's... he's goingto be all right, isn't he?

Tell me he's going to be all right.

He suffered a very bad injury.

Yeah, but why... why would he have a gun?

I mean, where would they get a gun from?

Has the boy's father arrived yet?

He's with James.

We can't be in the same room, especially

not after this... not now.- Right, yes.

Well, um... I've got to get back, so...

Sorry.

I'm sorry.

What for?

[Crying]

There is a chapel in thehospital, if that was...

It's peaceful in there.

Ok.

Oh, good, another candidatefor the embassy party.

You and me always got a little emotional

to spare for the needy.

Bremner?

Yes... yes, sorry.

There's a bleed.

We can't find it.

James will going intosurgery for his head injury.

Mr. Monroe will come down and talk to you

straight after his operat...

I know what you said.

What about my other lad?

What about Danny?

Somebody from the cardiac team will be

down to talk to you about him.

I need to speak to somebody now.

[Inaudible]

He needs handling with care.

Do you think you can do that?

It's not me you want to be talking to.

Monroe's virtually sacked me twice already.

He might be actinglike that for reasons you

don't need to know about.

His wife leaving him...

I know all about that.

That's why I'm making room for allowances.

Yeah, the bullet's passedthrough the front right

side of his skull and nickedhis right frontal lobe.

He's a very lucky boy.

And a bad shot.

Good job he's right-handed.

Yes.

You just being [inaudible]or do you actually know why?

Because the same angle from the left

would have damaged his speech center.

Well, not as interesting as it could

have been if he'd been a better shot

and giving himself a bilateral lobotomy.

That's my son you're talking about.

I'm sorry, he's young.

I'll talk to you after theoperation, Mr. Chadwick.

Is that it?

Is what it?

This prick is laughing and joking about my boy

trying to blow his brainsout, and you think, I'm sorry,

deals with it?

I agree that this young man is a prick,

but he's part of my team.

Uh... i... i'm...

I'm sorry, Mr. Chadwick.

I didn't realize you were there.

Is there anotherhospital that can do this?

What about another surgeon?

I know you're going through hell right now,

but your son will get thebest care we can give.

I promise you that.

Your best.

I don't think you give that about my son.

What do I have to do to convince you that we do?

You can let me watch.

You can let me watch the operation.

Ok. If that's what it takes.

You have a seat here, Mr. Chadwick.

Dr. Springer, tell Dr. Wilson tofind Mr. Chadwick some scrubs.

Now, please?

Thanks for sticking up for me.

Don't count on it happening again.

[Music playing]

Are you getting a meaningful rhythm?

No, his pressure's down.

Jenny bremner: Come ondoctors, we all need to think.

Blood must still be leaking fromthe back of the left ventricle.

Still bleeding.

Yeah, I don't you to state the obvious.

Have you got any ideas?

Doctors?

Ideas... hmm... Before we lose him?

Ok. He's asystolic.

I'm going to have to massage him by hand

while we get him back on bypass.

[Music playing]

Ok.

Tube's in.

Bypass back on, please?

How we doing?

No.

Ok.

On the basis that any ideais better than no idea,

I would welcome suggestions.

Anything?

Perhaps, the bullet damagedthe left pulmonary vessel,

but it was sealed by a clot.

That way, it wouldn't haveshown on the first operation.

Good.

All right.

Let's go with that.

What if I'm wrong?

Then he'll bleed out and die.

And then, might be the time toget emotional with his mother

and not before.

Mr. Chadwick, we're ready for you.

[Music playing]

Jenny bremner: Yes, got it.

[Inaudible] Out... get out... out.

Good call, Dr. Witney.

Gabriel Monroe: Hello, Mr. Chadwick.

This is the theater nurse, Mrs. Wickens.

What... what's going on?

This is Shepherd, the anaesthetist.

James has been anaesthetisedand draped, and part of his head

has been shaved and painted withanti-septic so that we don't

infect him when we operate.

Lawrence Shepherd: Monroe?

Can I have a word?

What the hell are you doing?

He's the patient's dad.

Just trust me on this, will you?

You ok, Mr. Chadwick?

Lawrence Shepherd: Monroe, I'm sure Mr. Chadwick's

probably reassured by now.

Gabriel Monroe: Are we ok here, lawry...

Gasses and bloods ok... yes?

Yes.

Wickens, drill please?

Dr. Wilson, go and look after him.

Knife, please?

[Music playing]

We debrided the wound, andit looks as though James

is going to come through this.

I understand his brother is still in surgery.

Someone needs to keep me up to speed on him.

Can somebody, uh... Please arrange that?

What about your wife?

My wife...

I don't think so.

I know what you're goingthrough is difficult,

but, perhaps, you need to putyour differences to one side.

Your side-kick laughs at myson and now you got to laugh

at my marriage, is that it?- Nobody's laughing at you.

I don't know.

Maybe you agreed to take meinto that operating theater

just so you could humiliate me some more.

I agreed to it in order to reassure you.

No.

I know what people like youthink about people like me.

I know what you were doing.

What do I say to him?

Well, you can tell him he's going to be sore.

He's been very lucky, and then tomorrow

we'll take the chest drain out.

How do I tell him what happened?

Why it happened... his brother...

You know...

That's not really my field, I'm afraid.

There's... there is a hospital social worker.

Yeah.

Shall I get you his number?

Yeah.

All right.

You're a good person.

I can tell.

I'm trying my best.

Of course.

I really need you to believethat I love both my boys,

and that I'm trying my best.

Well, a... after we'vetaken the chest drain out,

we can do an X-ray, and then, the... the day after that,

we'll take the monitoring lines out.

Mrs. Chadwick, I've really got to get that.

Oh.

Sorry.

I don't want to... oh and you all seem busy, and...

Why did you text me?

I thought you might need an excuse to leave.

Right. Yes.

Good.

Direct and practical... good, good, good work, mullery.

Keep it up.

What did you expect?

A big thank you for inviting him to look

inside his own son's head?

The chief executive would class it

as a major untoward incident.

I suggest it was a[Inaudible] candidate for Mr.

Chadwick's approved based onthe lack of love in your life.

All the smugness can mean only one thing.

You have a date with a consenting adult.

I have a date.

Is it someone i'dfancy, or your usual type?

I have a type?

I mean, aside from single and desperate?

You have a type.

It's like horses.

Do I know her?

- No.- sounds like I know her.

[Music playing]

Rebecca?

Bremner, how is your gunshot victim?

He's doing very well.

Do you think the fact the parents can't stand

to be in the same room haseverything to do with one

brother shooting another?

Are you playing family therapist

because you feel guiltyfor inviting the father in

to watch you operate?

No, I only did what youwould what you'd have done

if you had the imagination.

No, I'm not insecure that I feel

the need to show off the size ofmy drill to every passing male.

Lawrence Shepherd: Seriously said that.

That's funny.

I know.

Troubling isn't it?

- So what did you say? - Nothing.

I walked away in dignified silence.

So you couldn't think of anything

to say that was funnier?

Not, on the spot, no.

I call her on the mobilelater if I think of anything.

I'm sure she'd appreciate that.

Fortune, you seem to headingin the wrong direction.

Have you forgotten about our poker night?

I'm on call.

But I go you a last minute replacement.

Not bremner, is it?

No, it's not bremner.

Come on with me... play or pay.

Uh... [inaudible]

[Interposing voices]

Interesting.

Oh, I'm folding.

What?

Woman: I'll call.

You are hiding out with themother of the shoot out boys?

Mrs. Chadwick?

Gabriel Monroe: Uh-huh.

Yeah, she's finding it hard.

She cries a lot.

[Inaudible]

With us?

Did you include bremner in that?

Monroe, can we just attend to the game?

Are you trying to tell me that Jenny bremner

holds hands with her patients?

I'll raise it two quid.

Well, it's not exactly voluntary.

Oh, how do you mean?

How do you mean?

I mean, Mrs. Chadwick wouldn'tlet go of Ms. Bremner's hands,

and they stood there in the middle of it.

[Laughter] - I'd love to see that.

All right, i'm calling the four quid.

What did bremner do?

Lawrence Shepherd: Are you goingto bet, are you [inaudible]

All right, granny.

I'm going to raise it a fiver.

Last. Flop beckets.

Oh, [inaudible] Every Wednesday night.

Oh my god.

I'm Tommy.

I wanted to see for myself if it was true.

Yes, it is true.

Texas hold'em has penetrated the suburbs.

Come in.

Are you ok?

Yeah.

Are you all right, big man.

Yeah.

[Interposing voices]

Ah, the [inaudible] regurgitation...

Moderate, by the looks of it.

I had no idea you were so versatile.

I was always a close callbetween cardiac and neuro.

If I could have guaranteedl'd be working under you,

clearly, it would have been a no-brainer.

I see.

Of course, if you thought i'dbe better suited to cardiac...

What makes you think I'd beany easier on you than Monroe,

hmm?

Please don't attempt to flatteryour way onto my team springer.

It diminishes you even further in my eyes.

You're not really getting thehang of this student lifestyle,

are you?

You don't have to do all this light-hearted

stuff for my benefit, you know?

Could you be a little less lady like?

It's freaking me out.

When were actually goingto tell me about you and mom?

You don't have to protect me, you know?

Well, I didn't know if itwas going to be permanent,

you know.

I mean, your mom and me have argued for as long

as we've been together.

Do you think she met somebody else?

No.

How do you know?

I can't believe you came allthe way from uni just for this,

you know?

I mean, if nothing else, itgives you a good chat-up line.

The girls love a lad from a broken home.

[Inaudible] Or the factthat you're a middle class.

So are we going to talk about it?

You're not the person ishould be talking about it with.

I came home because I thought i'd

be sitting here, staring at thewalls, and feeling like shit.

That's Thursday night.

Wednesday night is poker night.

[Music playing]

When did he come around?

Early this morning. Ops are ok.

[Inaudible] At 21.

Good.

How you doing James?

I'm afraid I'm the manwho gave you a sore head.

How's Danny?

Where is he?

Is he ok?

He's not very well, but he's alive.

Can you just grip that hand for me?

Other hand.

When can I see him?

I'll check that out for you.

Ok.

Close your eyes.

Turn your hands palms upwards. That's it.

I'm in a lot of trouble, aren't I?

Everyone knows it was an accident.

You might need to explainwhy you had a gun.

Because I was scared.

And did you find that itmade you feel less scared?

How is he?

He seems to be on the mend.

Oh, thank you.

He's worried about the trouble he's in.

You might want to reassure him about that.

I've lost everything.

And now this...

You think that's reassuring enough?

Or is that too real for the likes of you?

He's just a child.

Listen, I don't like you.

And I don't like you being around my son

for any other reason than for doing your job.

Do I make myself clear?

Yes, I think clarity is your strong suit.

James is my patient.

As long as he's my patient, we're going to have

to put up with each other.

[Music playing]

Mrs. Chadwick?

Yeah? What is it?

What's the matter? - Nothing.

My name is Monroe.

I operated on your other son, James.

Oh, right.

Thank you.

Um... I am going to come up and see him.

I just wanted to wait until, you know, his dad wasn't around.

Sorry.

No need to apologize.

I've met his dad.

What did you say your name was?

Monroe.

James is doing ok, you know?

He came from a broken home.

What?

That's what people aresaying about James and Danny...

They came from a broken home.

What do expect?

That's what I would've said.

I mean, one minute, we'rea hard working family.

We have our own business, and a nice house,

and then where are we?

One of those families that read about.

James is just a normal boy.

Normal boys don't hideguns underneath their beds.

My brother used to hurl rocks at my head just

to see what would happen.

I'm afraid it's what boys are like.

If you don't love somebodyanymore, and you stay together,

how do you stop that tuning into hate?

You don't, do you?

So what's the right thing to do?

Should you stay together and end up

tearing each other to pieces?

Your splitting up is notthe reason all this happened.

Your life doesn't work like that.

It was an accident.

Yeah, well, we should have tried harder,

and we should have been stronger.

Would you like me to say it's your fault?

Would that make it easier?

No, you don't say that.

I know it's my fault.

Ah, there she is, the angel of the north.

Good morning, Mrs. Chadwick.

How is he this morning?

He's doing well.

Plus, as I was telling Mrs. Chadwick,

he's being looked after by the best.

Sorry, would you just... just one minute.

Um... eh... what was all that about?

She is the parent of achild that I operated on.

I think I'm entitled to have a conversation with her.

Why were you looking at Danny's chart?

I was being supportive.

Oh, I see yourpathological need to be loved

has been made even worseby your wife ditching you.

It wasn't about me.

I was worried mrs. Chadwick's emotional needs

weren't being met.

And where would you get that idea?

Call it a hunch.

Twice a day, you check his ops.

You take his pulse.

And you took a latest ecg. Understood?

Jvp and ankles.

And another thing... come here.

Come here.

Did you tell Mr. Monroe that Mrs. Chadwick

lacked emotional support?

No. Is that what he said?

Did you talk to himabout any of our patients?

No.

Not during your poker gamelast night, perhaps, hmm?

Let something slip?

No.

I... I don't talk about thatstuff when I'm playing poker.

Oh, I know. I'm sorry.

I've made a reservation for 7:00.

A reservation?

You're 18 years old.

What's wrong with a kebab?

[Music playing]

I take it this was your idea?

It wasn't mom's.

Hello.

Keeping the [Inaudible] up to date?

Thank you.

I just wanted to...

I just wanted to apologize.

I may have said something indiscreet

to a colleague about mrs. Chadwick's emotional demands.

But they were in no wayintended as criticism of you.

I just thought...

Mrs. Chadwick is a single mother.

She lives on a rough estate in south Leeds,

and she moved onto that estate when

she separated from her husband.

Within six months, hereldest son got hold of a gun,

and, well, we know the rest.

Don't we?

She blames herself... her brokenmarriage and her husband,

in that order.

I do know all this.

I just don't think any of it is relevant.

All right? - All right.

I'm sorry.

Oh, yeah, and while we're being all honest...

Do you consider me emotionallyunsupportive of my patients?

I don't know how to answer that question.

A simple yes or no.

I don't know that i'min any position to judge.

You damn right, Dr. Whitney.

You are damned right.

Thank you.

Could you bring us the cheapest

wine you've got, please?

It's our wedding anniversary.

Waiter: Anything else, sir?

Just water.

Well, Nick, I think it'sinspired you've arrange this.

You are showing a capacity for deceit

that both your parents can take credit for.

I just don't think that thisis a great idea right now.

Why not?

Because I'm not sure yourmom and I have that much

to talk about at the moment.

This isn't about you and her.

This is about me.

Don't you think I come into this?

I'm sorry you're upset.

I'm old enough to know thereason why you're splitting up.

Well, your father and i...

She's calling me father.

That's a bad sign.

Shut up, dad.

I want to hear this.

It's just these things happen.

We both got caught up in our own lives.

We're sorry.

Nick: Just like that...

You left dad for no reason?

I left your dad because it was clear

that we'd fallen out of love.

Both of us, not just me.

And that's it?

There's nothing else?

There's nobody else?

No, that's it.

All you need to know isthat we love you very much.

And on the bright side, we'll feel

emotionally obliged to showeryou with cash and gifts

to compensate.

I don't know how you could just

sit there, just joking about it, after what she's done to you.

Nick?

Bad idea.

Thank you for not tellinghim the real reason.

The reason I didn't tellhim is because I think

he needs to hear it from you.

I'm ready for the cheap wine now.

Gabriel Monroe: Fortune, you're a woman, of sorts.

Do you have any intuition as towhom Shepherd might be dating?

Is that your twisted way of asking me if it's me?

That is a mental picturei will happily carry

around for the rest of the day.

This is the thing that men don't get.

Joking about your own lechery doesn't make

you appear any less lecherous.

Well said.

Sexual politics... it'sa minefield through which

we must proceed on tiptoe.

You pay tax on that.

Could you be a little less grudging

when you take my money?

Well, there's plenty ofother bookies in the hospital

if you don't like it here.

[Inaudible]

The wrvs woman is renownedfor her accumulators.

No comment.

Whoa, whoa, whoa, lady, this is sacred ground.

You can't just come wandering in.

What is it?

He developed a back headachetwo hours ago and a fit.

He's picked up again now, buthis gcs has gone off of it.

James, sorry you're not feeling so good.

James Chadwick: [Groans]

Mr. Chadwick: I'm not kidding, what have you done to him?

Ok.

James, I want you to put yourarms up, close your eyes,

turn your hands over.

What's wrong with him?

Ok.

Let's get a ct scan done nigh.

My hunch is he's got a post-operative clot.

Mr. Chadwick: Did you did something wrong?

Gabriel Monroe: No, mr. Chadwick, not as far as I know.

What did you do to him?

You've got one sonfacing a brain operation,

another son who got shot, anda wife who won't speak to you.

I understand this is notexactly your lucky week and you

to need to take that out on someone,

but to be frank, right now, I'm not

a good target, what with me being your son's

neurosurgeon and all that.

Oh right.

So you read minds as wellas cure them, do you?

Look, why don't you just make sure the boy's

mother knows what's happened.- I've already told her.

She's come to talk to you.

I thought it was the least I could do.

Thank you.

It's fancy name is a post-operative

extra [inaudible].

It's in the front part of his brain,

just behind where weworked on the bullet wound.

This sometimes happens after major surgery.

An artery or a vein startsbleeding after the operation.

It happens very, very quickly.

And we need to operate just as quickly.

This is an emergency.

Do you understand me?

The hematoma is on the right side, agreed?

Yes.

Ok, fortune...

Sally: Scissors, please, nurse?

Gabriel Monroe: Watch and learn, springer.

She's got the delicatetouch of a $50 hooker, which

you would do well to emulate.

[Music playing]

There it is... a beautifulwhite [inaudible] I never tire

of seeing that.

Are you looking for me?

Is it Danny?

You don't have to worry.

Danny's fine.

In order to do my job, it's important that I don't

feel anything for the patient.

I don't believe that.

When those drapes go over the patient,

it's for a good reason.

It's so that we don't seethe person underneath them.

When a patient is presented to me,

he's nothing more than a series of problems

that I have to solve.

Any thought of the person he is, or the feelings that he might

have, and I can't do my job.

Emotions get in the way.

The last thing I want is to feel what you feel.

I'm so... so sorry, love.

I don't understand whyyou're telling me all this.

You saved my son's life.

You don't need to apologize for anything.

And Mr. Monroe heexplained that, you know,

you weren't good with all that emotion and stuff.

Did he?

Did he... yes.

Well, that's, um... that's goodof him to put in the pictures.

All right, springer, iwant you to close him up.

Do you think you can handle that?

Me?

Yes, you.

[Chuckles]

[Inaudible] For the scalp.

Snap your fingers again at me, son,

and it's going to be yougoing on that operating table.

She can't talk to me like that, can she?

Oh, dear.

Get out of my theater right now.

Are you serious?

Gabriel Monroe: Fortune, close him up.

And you, learn some manners before you

step foot in this theater again.

[Inaudible] Ooh, his cup finalis over before it's even begun.

He's ok. He's coming through.

We found the hemorrhage andhe's stopped the bleeding.

Oh, thank god.

We'll keep a close eye on himfor the next couple of days.

In case you did something else wrong?

No, because that's our job.

Thank you.

Rebecca?

Well, I know that feeling.

Don't you get it?

I'm not playing.

What?

If I give you my emotions on aplate, is that going to make me

feel better?

No.

It's going to make you feel better.

And that's what this is all about.

Daniel springer: Mr. Monroe, I haven't

had a chance to apologize forwhat happened in the operation.

I assume you wouldn't spoilmy chances in neurosurgery.

The fact that you upset relatives and nurses...

I can't see that being a problem.

It's practically a requirement.

Right.

You're being sarcastic, aren't you?

You're off to a bad start, springer.

And it's been downhill ever since.

Well, I've had interest in cardiac, you know?

Well, we both know that's not true.

All right, James?

What's going to happen to me?

Well, I think you're going to be all right.

Open.

Other one.

I think, you know, I wouldlike to work in a hospital

when I get myself sorted out.

Well, why not?

Push for me.

Good.

Of course, um... the interviewing panel

might want to know what you were doing

with a gun under your bed.

To stop my mum fromworrying, to keep Danny safe.

I'm not sure that it worked.

When we moved onto theestate, you don't know what it

was like, being the new kids.

I can't imagine.

My mum was like, crying everynight, worrying herself sick.

And dad said now that hewasn't there, I was the oldest,

and I had to look after everybody.

You know, I had to be the man.

Not easy.

See you in a bit.

How is he?

He's fine, apart from having two parents more

screwed up than him, he's fine.

Well, nothing unusualabout that in my experience.

Do you want to know what thesecret of being a good parent

is?

Um... not really.

Civilize your children beforethey're big enough to kill

you with their bare hands.

Lawrence Shepherd: Right.

No, just remember that.

You know, if you are a in the mystery date ever

want to start a family.

I think it's a bit earlyfor that kind of talk.

She is of child bearing age though, right?

Not [inaudible] it's not Anna, is it?

No.

Out of your league anyway.

Ah, there's nothing worse than falling

out with a woman when you're still

sexually attracted to her.

What?

Well, she's talking about your shortcomings,

and you are distracted by the half inch

of bra strap you can see edging out

of the corner of her blouse.

I'm right, aren't I?

Do you know what's worse?

When it's a bra you don'trecognize, because why

are they buying new underwear?

Are they seeing someone else?

[Gasp] So now, you've gotsexual nostalgia and paranoia.

For the record, irecognized Anna's bra strap

when I saw her the other day.

But you noticed it.

That's what I'm saying.

Piece of advice... when you can'tsleep at 4:00 in the morning,

don't go through the clothes she left behind.

It will kill you.

Why... why... why would I want to do that?

You just will.

Don't.

It's like reading her old diaries.

[Music playing]

Mr. Chadwick?

Yes?

Look, I've saved your son's life twice now,

you know, so I was thinking, perhaps, we

could call it a draw?

It must be nice to be in your world,

everybody wanting to be your friend,

everybody ready to forgive you.

All right.

I tried.

You look after your family, Mr. Monroe,

and I'll look after mine.

[Music playing]

[Inaudible]

I'm headed back to uni tomorrow, first thing.

Well, that's good.

What are you doing?

I need to say something.

I need to say it now, so don't interrupt me,

or else I'll stop, andthen I'll never tell you.

Your mom left me because I hadan affair, a few years back...

Six years back, to beprecise, after Charlotte died.

My head was all over the place.

I just wanted to have somewhere, someone without the grief

and the pain, someone I couldbe a different person with.

And it was a stupid betrayalof mom and you and Charlotte.

But I thought you should know.

I thought it was unfair that you didn't know.

So there it is.

That's the reason.

When Charlotte died?

Why are you telling me now?

Because you wanted toknow the reason mom left...

That's the reason.

So you escaped...

You had a way out.

What?

Well, from the pain.

You had a way out.

You just left me and mom to suffer on our own.

Look, Nick, I know it waswrong, but you're a man,

so don't tell me you don'tknow what men are like.

Wait... so, hang on.

Are you saying, if I don't forgive you,

then I'm not being manly.

Is that the logic here?

There is no logic.

I had sex with someone else to block out

feelings of guilt and grief. I'm sorry.

Now, you forgive me, or you don't.

I have no control over that.

Oh, well, isn't that convenient?

Christ's sake, will you give me some slack?

I lost my daughter.

And I lost my sister!

I was the one left behind, not you.

You had mom.

I had no one. No one.

I'm sorry. I never thought...

You never thought...

That's funny.

That's fucking hilarious.

[Music playing]

[Phone ringing]

[Inaudible] To cut the bone flap open,

then suck out the clot, closehim up, Bob's your knob.

Gabriel Monroe: Stop.

Take [inaudible] back to the morgue.

I'm not going to operate.

Lawrence Shepherd: Are you goingto be using any technology,

or should I just put leeches?

Gabriel Monroe: We're all holding out

for some miracle in the end.

Jenny bremner: Not me.

You're a lost cause, bremner.

[Music playing]

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