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♪ all you gotta do is ♪

♪ keep it groovin' ♪

♪ keep it keep it groovin' ♪

♪ keep it, keep it groovin' ♪

Okay, well.

It's been real ladies, but grandmapalooza's upon us.

I find it always helps to make flashcards or...

Both: Just teach a friend!

Could miss byers be any more out of touch?

She's like a million years old.

Ooh, maybe she'll retire before finals.

Pipe dreams, sis. Pipe dreams.

I'll catch you guys later.

-Bye. -Bye.

♪ keep it groovin ♪

♪ keep it groovin, baby ♪

♪ you got to keep it groovin' ♪

-Hey there. -Oh, my gosh!

Jeez, mom. Lurk much?

What are you doing?

Well, you know. I was just sitting here waiting.

And, well, yeah, I guess technically I was just lurking.

Now that you point it out.

So what's going on?

I was just hoping to catch you

Because we need to talk about something.

It's not bad, I promise.

Has anything good ever followed the words "we have to talk?"

Well, if you're talking about

The dawn of time, history of the human language

Versus the continuum of the dawn of history...

[laughs] okay.

Spill, mom.

I got a new job.

You did?

It's a young tech company.

Mm-hmm?

They offered me head of marketing.

This is a big promotion.

That's amazing mom! Oh, my gosh!

You work so hard.

You totally deserve this.

Congrats.

Why does it look like you're about to tell me

That the fish in the tank isn't actually mr. Bubbles?

It's in chicago.

Chicago, like move to chicago?

No.

No way!

No!

I know it's a lot to take in.

What are you even talking about?

What about school?

What about my friends?

Our whole lives are here.

Hannah, you know how long I've been looking.

So keep on looking!

If there were anything out there, I would.

Baby, these opportunities are one in a million.

And listen. I found a nearby high school

That has a top-tier magnet arts program.

It's supposed to be phenomenal and like, really well-connected.

[whispers] no.

And baby, all we have to do is submit some of your drawings.

[whispers] no.

You've been starved for better art classes.

[whispers] no.

Hannah, I know this is a lot to take in, but big picture.

This could be amazing for both of us.

[breathing heavily]

Hannah...

Breathe.

You're having one of your panic attacks.

No.

Look at me baby.

Hannah!

Look at me. One, two, hannah.

-Stop! -Look at me.

Stop!

It's just not going to be the same without you.

Aww.

Come here.

I'm going to miss you guys so much.

No tears.

We're only a text away.

Plus, you should consider yourself lucky.

Getting out of this lame basic town.

And your new school looks pretty tight.

Hopefully.

I mean pratt is really hard to get into.

So maybe lakewood will give me an edge or whatever.

A hundred p.

Or whatever.

[whines]

[laughs]

Picture?

Okay.

Last looks.

Okay.

Here we go.

Okay.

Okay, let's see.

[gasps]

So snatch!

Are we even allowed to be this glam?

Girl, we're not.

[laughs]

["the time of our lives" plays] ♪

♪ you heard the beat ♪

♪ got the world on a string ♪

♪ to live forever ♪

♪ you'll do anything ♪

♪ hatch your eggs ♪

♪ grab the diamond ring ♪

♪ this is our night ♪

♪ to do everything ♪

♪ oh oh ♪

♪ it's the time of our lives ♪

♪ ta, da, ta, da. ♪

We almost forgot iris.

You still have that thing?

[gasps] bite your tongue.

She'll hear you.

I think these are her ears.

You were so proud of it when you brought it home.

Mrs. Sheen told me you spent all afternoon painting the patterns,

Trying to get all the little details right.

And then I named it iris.

And you didn't think I was crazy?

A little.

In addition to being incredibly creative and talented.

I do have to admit it.

She does look like an iris.

[laughs]

Look hannah...

I know how you hate mom lectures.

But I just wanted to say

I know how hard this move has been for you.

You're still mad at me, I can tell.

But I know you're going to like it here.

And we are going to get through this.

You and me, just like always.

You're right.

I hate lectures.

[laughs]

Well, as a person who has admittedly made

Many not so perfect decisions,

I can confidently say this is isn't one of them.

[sharply] okay, okay, okay.

Message received.

Hannah, I just...

What do you want me to say?

I know I have to take one for the team here,

But it doesn't mean I don't get to be sad

When something sucks.

Okay.

Right.

[electronic pop music] ♪

[school bell rings]

♪ hoo hey, yeah ♪

♪ hoo hey, yeah ♪

♪ hoo hey, yeah ♪

♪ hoo hey ♪

Here is your schedule miss brooks.

Your locker assignment is 10-24,

Which is just around the corner and down the second hallway.

Oh.

And principal andrews has organized

Small group presentations today in the south quad.

You're assigned to group three

So you'll need to be out there by 9:15.

Thanks.

Okay.

♪ one two three ♪

♪ I never want to be ♪

♪ your popular freak ♪

♪ and you want a weak girl ♪

♪ and you want a weak girl ♪

♪ ahhhh ♪

♪

♪

♪ all I want to be ♪

♪ you gotta be free for me ♪

Oh hey, do you know where locker 10-24 is?

♪

Okay.

♪

Thank you for coming.

As you know, the second Monday of every month

We have a preparedness week.

And today I'd like to talk to you about this.

Does anyone know what we're looking at here?

Student: Jelly donut!

[students laughs]

This is no laughing matter.

This is what can happen if you're behind the wheel

Under the influence of drugs and alcohol.

I have a question.

Are we going to be discussing riley taft's heroin overdose?

Mr. Walker, we may have time for questions at the end.

But right now we're just going to...

So we're just going to keep pretending

That it didn't happen.

Cool.

We have limited time guys.

So right now I'd like to introduce our special guest

Officer mike.

[weak applause]

Hey guys.

I know, you have a lot on your minds.

But if you could just humor me here and close your eyes.

Come on, close them.

I want you to take a moment to think about your future.

All the things you want.

Then imagine that in one moment that all goes away.

[students chattering]

[phone dings]

What, no filter?

Wow. To think that memorable moment of yours

Could've been lost forever.

Unsung, undocumented.

Just sending my friend a snap.

Yeah, I'm sure they're riveted.

Have I done something to offend you?

Not you per se.

It's just the ego fueled chernobyl,

Also known as social media.

Except no one ever dies from snapchat exposure.

Maybe a little on the inside.

Oh, okay.

All right students, please take a seat.

Hope you all had a good break.

We have a new student joining our program.

This is hannah brooks.

She's an aspiring illustrator.

Please make her feel welcome.

Now we have a lot of ground to cover this semester,

Both in and out of the studio.

Now we're going to be looking at mixed media and printmaking

As well as focusing on your individual portfolios.

But first I'm assigning a partner project.

It's going to be due in a couple of weeks.

Now the idea is to get out of your comfort zone

And experiment.

Okay, starting at the head of each table.

Look to your right and you will find your partner.

Take a moment to say hello.

Please, try to contain your excitement.

Yeah. I'll do my best.

Okay, so you're having a bad day.

Why would you assume that?

I saw you at the presentation.

Talking about rina?

Riley?

Riley taft.

She was a student at lakewood high.

Overdosed a few years ago.

And she was a friend of my sister's.

Their group of friends, they all used together.

Heroin?

I hate to break the news to you dorothy.

But yeah it's a thing.

And it's still creeping its way around campus.

School board paved over it.

No surprise.

Doesn't make them look good.

And that's more important than

Oh, I don't know, confronting reality.

I mean it seems like they were trying to do something today.

Yeah.

I mean they did have officer mike show us a smashed car.

And do the "just say no" routine.

Just like telling us that abstinence

Is the best form of birth control.

It's a metaphorical equivalent to putting a condom on a banana.

At least the banana's not pregnant.

Right.

Hilarious.

Oh. One more thing to remember in the coming months.

After midterm portfolio review

I'll be nominating one student

For the m. Snyder fellowship at the art institute,

Which is nationally recognized.

And for those of you thinking

About pursuing art after graduation,

This is a special opportunity

And a big college resume builder.

I am drowning in work emails.

Sorry.

No, it's fine.

[sighs]

There.

Whew!

So, tell me about your new school.

You met anyone?

Not really.

It's the middle of the school year

So everyone pretty much has their friends already.

You know?

Oh.

It'll just take a minute I bet.

I guess.

So what about your art classes?

My teacher seems okay.

There's actually this fellowship

Where he nominates one student and it's sort of a big deal.

I looked it up and there's some legit alumni artists.

Most of the students get into top schools.

Way to bury the lead.

[laughs]

That sounds all kinds of amazing.

Yeah.

So what do you have to do to apply?

I just have to get some new sketches together,

Which shouldn't be a problem

Since my weekends are looking pretty open.

[clears throat pointedly]

Do you remember you have,

Uh, plans for our Sunday funday dinner?

With yours truly?

Duh.

Besides that.

Uh, full disclosure,

I may have also signed you up for a summer sat course.

It's only six weeks, it won't cramp too much of your style.

Can we talk about something else?

This is really stressing me out.

Sorry.

That is the last thing I want to do.

You're not having trouble sleeping again?

No, no.

I'm fine mom.

Okay.

Oh shoot, it's already 7:00.

Um, I have to meet with potential clients for drinks.

Yay?

[chuckles]

Go rope 'em in.

I already have my lasso.

I shouldn't be too late.

Bye.

♪

♪

What are you guys doing?

Both: Our nails!

We got these totally cool jewels.

See?

I love a good manicure sleepover.

How are things in chicago?

Good.

They're good.

You're a terrible liar.

I know.

Um, they're...

It's really not that bad.

It's just not home.

I know.

We're always here for you.

Thanks guys.

[laughs]

Bye.

[smooches]

Mwah.

Bye!

[laughs]

♪ we stay down for life ♪

♪ all I know is we gon' get it ♪

♪ we gon' kill it ♪

♪ all we do is ♪

[alarm wailing]

Student: Come this way.

[alarm wailing]

Hey, it's a lockdown.

We just got to go in the nearest room.

Come on, this way.

It's okay, hurry.

[alarm continues to wail]

Okay.

Listen students, listen. Please don't panic.

This is a lockdown.

I want everybody to get low,

Stay away from the windows and the interior walls.

Down low, below the line of fire.

[panicked breathing]

Is this your first lockdown?

Yeah.

Don't stress.

It's probably just a drill.

We have to do them every quarter.

[panicked breathing]

Never when I have a chem test, mind you.

Nah, mr. Campbell would never let that happen.

Probably have us crouched down right now with our scantrons

Doing exams under the desk.

You're new here, right? Are you a sophomore?

A junior.

Ah.

Senior chem is something to look forward to.

Something to live for.

[alarm stops]

Pa: Thank you students. This was a drill.

I repeat, this was a drill.

Please return to your scheduled classes.

So we live to see another day.

I guess so.

So I'm dylan.

Hannah.

What uh, what school did you come from?

I actually moved from maryland.

Oh.

Do you know anyone here?

Not really.

[laughs]

Well, now you do.

Name and insta.

Here.

Sweet.

Salty_sandwiches?

Yeah, um.

My friend marcy has a dog who's like a total food thief,

Especially sandwiches.

So we named him lord sandwich.

[laughs]

And then I started posting from his point of view.

I don't know it's kind of a long story.

[laughs] okay.

I kept it going because, I don't know.

I guess I'm just like, tired of seeing everyone post

About their best lives ever and all that stuff.

You know?

Yeah. I do actually, yeah.

You're a funny girl, hannah.

It's nice to have someone around who thinks so differently

For a change, you know?

Eh, I do what I can.

Okay, well my, my class is that way,

So I'll see you around.

Yeah, bye.

Hey.

Uh, hey.

You free after school?

Uh...

There's the enthusiasm I was hoping for.

Look, I'm right there with you,

But unfortunately we need to come up

With a plan for our project.

It's due next week.

Yeah.

Or we can just blow it off if you want.

No, no. We, we should get started.

Good.

2568 elmwood.

What's that, your house?

No, my studio.

You can walk there from here.

Oh.

[grunts]

Watch it, freak!

Hey.

[fighting grunts]

Hey. Break it up!

I said get up!

Good talk.

My office.

Both of you.

2568 elmwood.

Gps: You have arrived at your destination.

[funky music] ♪

Hello?

Rob?

♪

Rob?

♪

You're late.

Yeah. Well you didn't tell me

We were meeting in a weird abandoned lot.

I thought we were meeting at your studio.

That's what this is.

I do public art.

You can come up.

Your eye looks pretty bad.

Does, does that hurt?

A small price to pay against the forces of bromophobia.

Ben carlson is an idiot.

Not worth talking about.

What type of art is it that you do exactly?

I'm working on a graphic novel.

Oh.

So you draw comics?

Graphic novels are more than just comics.

Right. They're fancy comics.

Look, zombie and superhero stories

Aren't really my thing, so...

Well, they don't have to be,

Because there's tons of graphic novels that don't involve that.

Yeah?

Are we even allowed to be here right now?

Uh, yes and no?

I have permission to paint this wall.

The developer said I could do it.

But he thinks I'm a college student,

Not a high school student.

So there's that.

I mean, why would you want to paint something back here

When nobody can see it?

See that's your first mistake.

Don't assume no one can see it.

It's a wide open space.

Perfect to open a dialogue.

A dialogue.

Yeah, that's what real art is supposed to do, right?

Inspire, start conversation.

As opposed to comics?

Okay then.

What conversation are you starting here?

Those lines there, those are the canvas borders.

It's like a large thought bubble.

See I like to put worlds or themes

Inside of a closed thought.

Sort of my thing.

And then this figure here pushed up against the top

Trying to escape is inspired by my sister.

Here.

Um, it's kind of hard to talk about our project with these on.

Oh, is that right?

[sighs] tragic.

And I was really looking forward to it.

Seriously?

Rob.

Rob! Hello?

Look, I have 15 minutes

Until security shuts me down, okay?

Let's just meet at the roof.

Man, that took forever to get my order right.

It's cool.

I actually needed to brush up on my waiting around skills,

So today has been super helpful.

[phone ringing]

[sighs]

Hey, you okay?

Can I call you back in like an hour?

I can blow this off if you need me to.

You sure?

Okay.

Bye.

If you have something better to do,

Then by all means.

That was my sister.

She got out of rehab for the fourth time a few months ago,

So it's important to pick up the phone.

Oh, right.

Uh, so for our project we are supposed to combine styles.

Excuse me?

What? I gotta see what I'm dealing with here.

Uh, your character is... Some sort of rodent?

That's mavis.

She's a teenage honey badger.

She's sort of a loner and doesn't look like much,

But she uses being underestimated to her advantage.

World's most fearless creature. You know?

Honey badgers?

Honey badger don't care.

King cobra?

Boom! Just a snack.

Beehive, no problem.

You know, she has super thick skin,

So stings, bites, internet trolls,

Everything just rolls right off her.

So you're saying I shouldn't mess with mavis.

It's not advisable.

Got it.

So I take it you're applying for the big fellowship.

Yeah. Aren't you?

I think I'm just going to take some courses at the city college

When I graduate.

My grades outside of art class

Aren't exactly going to wow any admission boards,

Fellowship or not.

That may not be true.

[phone beeps]

[groans]

Okay, so anyway, what should we do for the project?

Well, I work large scale and you work small, so...

Meet somewhere in the middle?

Say like a 4 x 5 canvas?

Okay yeah.

So let's sketch out some ideas and meet back to hammer 'em out.

Sure. Whatever.

Mr. Arnet loves to assign these partner projects

But they're always such a waste of time.

Well, the key is having a good attitude.

Right.

So it's dylan_collins45.

[laughs]

Thirst trap.

This is a real person?

I know.

And he's like, actually nice.

He has this sort of earth-shattering dimple.

Oh.

He's definitely got his angles down.

Is that a bad thing?

No, not necessarily.

He just looks a little... Curated.

But I definitely would.

Oh, you're so bad.

Someone has to be.

Sorry babe, I gotta run.

Okay, no worries.

-Bye. -Bye.

Hey there salty sandwiches.

Hey.

How's the ptsd?

I'm managing.

Hmm.

What's that?

Are you part of the art program?

Yeah. I mean technically.

That's really cool.

You know you don't have to be shy about it.

You have a thing.

Not many people do, trust me.

Yeah. I, I guess so.

Do you want to come sit with us?

Yeah.

Yeah sure. Yeah.

Hannah, this is blake and rose.

Hi hannah.

Hi there.

So where'd you guys meet?

Chess club?

You doing that again?

Uh...

Oh, a 4.0 isn't good enough.

He's forever puffing up that college rezzie.

It's not going to puff itself.

Nah, hannah's new to lakewood.

We met in "the shit".

Lockdown drill.

Ah, classic.

Last quarter we had a drill where there was actually

A dude in black roaming the halls with a fake rifle.

Some parents were pretty miffed.

Yeah but some weren't.

Isn't that the real headline?

Yeah.

Crazy.

So where are you from?

Maryland.

Oh.

Must've been hard to move to a new school

In the middle of the year.

Yeah, it's been different.

Brothers and sisters?

No. It's just me and my mom.

I'm an only child too.

Why don't you let the girl eat her lunch, rose?

So. What are you doing after school?

No big plans.

You didn't invite her to the plaza?

I was going to.

Or you know, just ask if you wanted to hang solo.

Lame. That's no fun.

We can all hang out together.

Yeah. Yeah.

That, that sounds cool.

Great. Then it's decided.

Okay, my turn.

This one's on me.

So dom and lobster.

Exactly.

Can I get you guys started with some drinks?

Yeah um, could we get some waters?

And I'll have a chardonnay.

I'll have to see some id please.

Here you go.

What's your birthday?

December 2nd 1998.

Is there a problem?

I come here all the time.

Why don't you go ahead and send over your manger?

French or californian?

Whichever one is more... Buttery.

[laughs]

You are unbelievable.

You tell 'em babe.

He was clearly ageist.

That was seriously ballsy.

Yeah.

Mmm.

Thank you.

I'll be back with some waters.

Thank you.

You don't even want it?

I just wanted to get away with it.

You are so crazy.

That's why you love me.

Mm-hmm.

Speaking of love, which ones do you like better?

These?

Ooh.

-Cute, mm-hmm. -Those are them.

And then we've got these.

Ooh.

Okay, they both look really good on you.

Perfect.

Then these are yours.

No, I can't let you give me those.

Why?

They'd be a great shape on your face.

And my mom doesn't even look at the credit card bill.

It's nothing really.

Thanks, they're just, they're not really me.

[phone buzzes]

[sighs]

Sorry, it's my mom.

I have to go.

Seriously?

Well, I should hit the books anyway.

Chem test tomorrow.

Hmm.

If he brings home an a minus,

Parents might put him up for adoption.

They might.

[laughs]

Good news bad news,

It doesn't matter if we keep destroying the planet.

Hypocrisy, the beating heart of every child-parent relationship.

Don't let these two depress you, hannah.

It's only depressing because it's kind of true.

[laughs]

Hey, you coming to the thing on Saturday?

What thing?

Since the world is ending,

Someone had to throw a party, right?

Yeah.

[rap music] ♪ when you the goat ♪

♪ they don't want no smoke ♪

♪ I'm tom brady ♪

♪ watch me win one mo ♪

♪ I'm tiger woods in the hood ♪

♪ know I'm good ♪

♪ I'm drew brees ♪

♪ this a breeze understood ♪

[cheering]

♪ ...They don't want no smoke ♪

♪ I'm tom brady ♪

♪ watch me win one mo ♪

♪

I wouldn't trust that.

Oh. Okay.

Are you having fun?

Beer pong and trap rap isn't really my thing.

Whatever floats your boat I guess.

Yeah, so why are you here then?

I was hoping to pick another fight.

Hmm.

Should be easy for you.

My buddy zev was supposed to help me set up

Some new scaffolding, so I came to pick him up.

But he's three jell-o shots down,

So I'd say that window is probably closed now.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Oh, are we still meeting for our project tomorrow morning?

Kind of have to, right?

Yeah.

There you are.

Sorry, I need to borrow her for a second.

You're welcome.

I'm saving you.

Thanks.

You know him?

I know of him.

His sister's got like, serious issues.

Come on. Let's dance.

I'm not really a dancer.

Okay well, bathroom then.

Come on.

♪

[muffled pop music] ♪

So.

You and dylan.

I think it's more of a friend thing.

Do you like him?

Um...

I don't know.

Why so shy?

You don't have to be. Not with me.

What's that?

Oh, it's just my meds.

Xanax.

I used to get kind of anxious, like shy anxious.

But then I got the script,

It just helps quiet the noise, you know?

Do you want one?

Um, is it safe?

Yeah. From my doctor.

It's not that serious.

Just helps me chill.

You should totally try it.

♪

[laughing]

♪

There you are.

I've been looking everywhere for you.

Ah, here I am.

[laughs]

Oh, what's up miss hannah?

Oh, you know, just living the dream.

Hey someone has to.

May as well be us.

Cheers.

Cheers to that.

Cheers.

[laughs]

Pretty scrumptious.

Ooh, strong.

[cheering]

There it is!

Okay.

[laughs]

[cheering]

That's in!

♪

[slow pop music] ♪ you should know that ♪

♪ there's more out there ♪

♪ you don't have to please me ♪

♪ just tell me you need me ♪

♪ I might just look for something new ♪

♪ when talk runs out take a look at my heart ♪

♪ go back to the start ♪

♪ go back to the start ♪

♪ if love can't win... ♪

So, you having fun?

[laughs]

Yeah.

Yeah.

Totally.

Are you?

Yeah.

Yeah, I am now.

With you.

♪

♪ go on ♪

♪

♪ so go on ♪

♪

♪ go on ♪

[phone ringing]

My god.

Hey...

Uh wow, what happened to you?

I went to this party last night.

And slept in your clothes?

I guess I was tired?

You don't know?

[gasps]

Were you wasted?

[squeals]

Hannah, breakfast is ready.

Sorry I have to go.

Was mr. Abs there?

I need deets!

Okay. I'll call you guys later.

♪

♪

Mom: Yes, there's a lot of crossover between the two companies

I think we can use to our advantage.

All right.

Well let's meet 15 minutes before.

Thanks, bye.

I have been on the phone all morning.

Everybody wants to have a meeting,

Then they want to talk about the meeting.

Sounds riveting.

Sorry I wasn't here when you got home last night.

Oh!

No, no big.

I'm sorry they're working you so hard.

Ah, it's fine.

It's just a new job so I have to say yes to everything.

What time is it?

It's almost 10.

I gotta go.

I have this art project I need to get done today.

Oh, well remember our Sunday dinner.

I am making caprese salad and lasagna.

How about a sopranos theme?

Sure.

All right.

See you tonight.

Sorry, I'm late.

I imagine you were feeling it this morning.

What's that supposed to mean?

You were hanging with dylan collins and his crew.

Word is those guys go pretty hard.

You mean they go to a party and actually have fun?

Just passing along information.

Dylan is like a total overachiever.

And nice.

You know, he's the only actually nice person I've met

Since I've been here.

Right.

So I stretched the canvas.

Did you bring some sketches?

Yeah.

I was thinking we could draw my character mavis

And in the background we could have words

That describe her but in your style.

I'm not mad at it.

Okay.

At first I thought your character could have a thought

And I could paint the thought,

But it's also supposed to be multimedia

So I found these cool frames.

What if we have your character just like, holding it.

And inside the frame we have her thinking the thought.

The thought inside the frame?

What is she thinking about?

Herself.

Like everyone else.

She could be taking a selfie.

So... Inside the picture there's a picture of her thinking

About taking a picture of herself.

Maybe she's holding the frame up in a way

Where you can't see her face.

Really presenting it, yeah.

That's good.

Yeah.

♪ you're a chameleon ♪

♪ baby ♪

♪ and now I'm not waiting anymore ♪

♪

♪ I'm so sick of this ♪

♪ hello goodbye ♪

♪ hello goodbye ♪

♪ hello goodbye ♪

♪ changing with you more ♪

♪ too many times ♪

♪ too many times ♪

♪ too many times ♪

♪ I'm so sick of this ♪

So if you hold the can here

And do really short bursts

You can really control those small lines.

Okay, cool.

♪ is your mind playing tricks on you ♪

♪

♪ or my head's too good for you ♪

♪ head's too good for you ♪

So this, this is going to be the harder part for me,

Just because it's so small I have to use a paint pen.

Mm-hmm.

So let me get the details first

And then you can do the character, okay?

Okay, cool.

Cool.

[phone beeps]

Okay.

♪

Um, how long is it going to take for you to finish your part?

I don't know, like an hour?

Okay, then it has to dry.

Why don't we meet back up here tomorrow morning before school

And I'll put the finishing touches on mavis?

We have to present this tomorrow morning.

It won't take me very long.

Okay.

We have to meet early so we have enough time.

7:00.

Cool.

See you then.

-Hey. -Hey.

Thanks.

So you have fun last night?

I mean, it seemed like you did.

Yeah.

Yeah totally. Yeah.

Cool.

I was okay, right?

Yeah. You were tremendous.

There was a little bit of drama

When you were trying to open your front door last night.

At my, at my house?

Yeah, yeah, I, uh, I dropped you off last night, remember?

Right.

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

Duh.

You know I've been waiting all day to do that?

[laughs]

Come on. Let's get out of here.

♪

Wow.

Come on, this way.

So, do you, do you have a boyfriend back home?

No.

I mean, I dated someone for a little while freshman year.

Mm.

What happened?

He started dating someone else.

A sophomore.

She was older or whatever and I don't know.

I'm not the most experienced dater.

I'm saying way too much.

No, you're not.

It... You know most people, they're like,

They're always on.

You know?

But you're not on, you're just, you're just you.

Thanks?

It, it's cool.

It's a way different vibe from my ex, you know?

She's like 100 percent drama

And always needs to be the center of attention.

Well, it sounds intense.

It was.

Yeah.

You know, I just, I just want you to feel comfortable, right?

Like I mean we can totally take things slow.

Well guys?

Oh, hey guys.

Oh, my god yes, finally.

Is this like your own apartment?

Isn't it so cute?

Hey, how are you feeling?

Good.

A little fuzzy.

You had some drinks with your xanny.

The hot tub will fix you right up.

Oh, I don't have a suit.

I think I left one here before.

I'll go look.

Thanks.

[rap music] ♪

Does it fit?

Sort of.

Great.

It looks really good on you.

Thanks.

Cheers bro.

[sighs]

Did you want one?

Um, yeah.

Sure.

If you don't mind.

Yeah, of course.

This is heaven.

[sighs]

[rap music] ♪ ...She's acting like my old chick ♪

♪ nose in the air ♪

[laughs]

Aren't you worried your parents are going to come home?

Oh no, they're out of town.

They leave you here by yourself?

No. My brother still lives here.

He uh, he just finished law school.

Got a job working for a judge

But it doesn't really pay much, you know, so.

Oh. That sucks.

I know, right?

Like law school? You can't even make rent?

How depressing is that?

Cheers to the future.

Cheers.

Cheers everyone.

It's already 7:00?

Yeah, I guess. Why?

It's Sunday night dinner.

My mom's like, non-negotiable thing.

I'm going to be so late.

[phone ringing]

Ugh.

We're still working on our painting.

Yes, I know, I know. I should've texted.

Yes.

Yeah. I'm ready for some real italian cooking.

[laughing]

Okay, okay. I'll see you soon.

Okay. I'll drive you.

In case of emergency break glass.

Yeah. Thanks.

Bye.

Later.

-Peace. -Peace.

Well, she's alive.

But is she hungry?

You went all out.

I did.

There's the caprese salad.

And lasagna? Not so great cold.

It's almost 8:00.

Sorry. We had to clean up the art room.

And that took another hour?

I already feel really bad, okay?

You work late all the time.

Okay. Okay.

That's fair.

It's not that big of a deal.

I guess I just got into character

Playing the naggy italian mother.

Come on.

[fakes italian accent] let's eat.

[italian music] ♪

Lasagna not doing it for you?

I made it with

[fakes italian accent] ricotta and love.

Sorry, I'm not that hungry.

Maybe it's because you're distracted.

Oh, come on, mom.

We unplug for Sunday dinner.

It's our thing.

It's more of your thing.

I seem to recall it was a mutual decision.

We made that for when I was 13.

See? It stood the test of time.

I have homework to do.

Oh.

Okay.

[sighs]

[sighs]

[pop music playing] ♪

♪ you wanna get in my zone ♪

♪ well you can't be scared ♪

♪ you wanna be on ♪

♪ well I'm over here ♪

♪ come here, ♪

♪ let's talk about what time will tell ♪

♪ let's see if we can fit into a fairytale ♪

Oh, my gosh.

♪

And so our original design had some ideas

That proved a little more time consuming than anticipated.

Hannah.

So nice of you to join us.

Um, I'm so sorry.

My mom's car, it had problems this morning.

Rob was just explaining why the piece is not quite finished.

Right, yeah.

We were supposed to...

We didn't want to cut corners on the concept,

So we decided not to sacrifice quality

Even though we were out of time.

I see.

Hannah, now that you're here

Would you like to tell us about the piece?

Um, yeah, so...

Um, we, we wanted to put together our styles.

I'm um, I draw, um and illustrate,

And rob does murals, and we wanted to,

Uh, just join the worlds.

That was the assignment.

But what is this piece about?

[stumbling] well...

It's open to interpretation,

And um, it's uh, you know, if the idea is just to...

Look at it and um, to, to, uh...

It was to look at the idea of self and self-image.

Who is the person we see versus the person we present?

[muffled voice] see I was skeptical about working on canvas

Because I'm used to outdoor spaces

And I like the idea of gearing things

Towards a broader audience, but...

I think we combined our styles

So that neither of us felt compromised.

Mr. Arnet: And, were you pleased with the result?

Yeah. Definitely.

♪

[school bell rings]

Um, thanks for answering most of the questions.

Yeah, it's not like I had a choice.

I know.

I'm sorry.

Look, don't try and sell me on that whole car thing.

I'm not buying it.

Honestly, I, I just overslept.

Wow. You're really committed to your craft.

I am committed.

Sure you are.

Did I just blow my chance at the fellowship?

Your precious fellowship is based almost entirely

On the midterm portfolio review.

If you're serious about it you might want to consider

Making your work your priority okay?

It is.

Sure.

Hello.

What's wrong?

I bombed my peer review.

It was my first one

So I really wanted to make a good impression.

Aw, I'm sure it wasn't that bad.

No. No, it was.

I was late and then I totally froze.

Do you have a xanny I can have?

Yeah, totally.

Here.

There you go.

Thanks.

Yeah, no big deal.

Hello lovebirds.

Yo, hey.

Hey.

So the guys are busy today, but do you want to hang?

Just the ladies?

Limited edition jordan release.

They're calling my name.

Okay, yeah.

Cool, great.

I just have to get my stuff.

Meet me in the parking lot.

Okay.

Try to cheer up, all right?

Okay.

[rhythmic music] ♪

♪

Is that you and dylan?

Where was this?

It was in aspen a couple of years ago.

Our moms are close.

We've been vacationing together since we were like, 10.

Oh.

Where is your mom?

At work?

They're in europe until next week.

So you're home alone?

Yeah.

Oh well, ruth is here.

The housekeeper.

Wow.

I wish my mom would go somewhere

So I could just chill.

I mean I love her,

But she just, she stresses me out sometimes.

She can be like, hyper focused.

It's just the two of us, so.

Well, at least she cares.

I mean, my mom doesn't have a job,

But she's somehow always busy.

She's a functioning alcoholic,

Although the functional part is pretty debatable.

I'm sorry.

It's okay.

My dad runs a pharmaceutical company,

So he's basically a nihilist.

Kidding.

Kind of.

What about your dad?

Oh um, they divorced when I was three.

He has a new wife and a new family,

But I see him every now and then.

But it's pretty perfunctory.

Perfunctory.

That's like the perfect word.

Describes my relationship to the entire world.

Hmm.

Perfunctory.

[laughs]

[tapping]

What are you watching?

Asmr.

I find it really relaxing.

I don't like whispering though. Just scratching and tapping.

I know, it's kind of weird. Is it bothering you?

No.

No, it's sort of fascinating.

So you haven't had a boyfriend since...

Freshman year.

But you've hooked up with people?

Yeah.

Sometimes.

So... You're a v?

Technically, I guess.

I know.

It's sort of embarrassing.

No, it's not.

I thought that my first time was going to be

This like, huge deal and it was so not.

Shane was a big waste of time.

It is, isn't it?

I just get so spun out sometimes.

It's hard to undo it.

The xanny seemed to help with that actually.

You should get a script.

I mean, I don't mind sharing

But it's supposed to be take as-needed.

And that's like every day.

Yeah. I don't think I can.

Why not?

Just tell your mom

You're having a hard time adjusting to lakewood.

Why suffer?

I mean the whole point is just to get to normal.

And all you have to do is talk to a doctor.

I encourage deep breathing, mindfulness and meditation.

You know, that type of thing.

That's what I try to work on with hannah.

Right.

Absolutely.

I mean those things are great tools and very effective.

But for some people that just isn't enough,

And I think that's what I'm hearing from you.

Yeah.

I think a prescription for xanax could be beneficial

For the level of anxiety you've described.

This isn't for daily use.

It can be addictive if it is misused,

So I ask that you exercise caution.

Okay.

And you need to see me again if you need more.

Oh, definitely.

♪ ooh why, hey yeah ♪

♪ why you wanna fool me ♪

♪ simple as the fooling before ♪

♪ waiting for the moment ♪

♪

♪ ooh why ♪

♪

♪ ooh why ♪

[school bell rings]

Hey hannah.

Can I talk to you for a minute?

Yeah, yeah, yeah. Of course.

What, what's up?

How's your portfolio going?

Good, yeah.

Really, really good.

I've just been staying up really late working on it.

Okay. I'm glad to hear.

But you need to make sure you're getting some rest as well.

Yeah, for sure.

I just, I just want to have more of a storyline,

You know, laid out with images.

I've been mapping it out.

Well we're still a couple weeks away.

If you want to get some input before your review

I'm available.

As you know, I'm only able to offer the fellowship

To one student.

Yeah, thanks.

I, I really appreciate that.

I will be ready.

Okay.

Um, miss o'connor, do you mind if I lie down?

I'm not feeling that great.

Oh sure, hon.

Yeah, just sign.

♪

Oh, hey you.

What's wrong?

I missed my afternoon art class.

I'm supposed to be prepping for my big review.

I didn't feel good last night.

I hardly slept.

The xanny didn't even work.

And then this morning I couldn't even keep my eyes open.

Huh.

Sounds like you're building a tolerance.

You're going to need to take more

If you want them to keep working.

I'm almost out though.

Me too.

I've been getting them from blake

And he's been taking more.

Maybe your doctor can up the dosage?

I just need to get back to normal.

I just have so much work to do.

It's okay.

So hannah.

I can up your dose to half a milligram.

But I want you to be very careful.

Xanax is a great tool to help with anxiety,

But as I mentioned before it also can be addictive.

Oh, hannah is the most responsible person I know.

I don't doubt that.

But it's not about being responsible.

It's about being educated on the risks.

Of course.

I understand.

I will be very careful.

Okay.

I'll go call it in now.

Everything okay?

Yeah.

Totally.

You don't need to worry about me.

♪ standing ♪

♪ waiting here to fall ♪

♪ and now I'm blinded ♪

♪ by my regrets ♪

♪ and now I'm blinded by my regrets ♪

[phone ringing]

♪

Um, the character is not so much of a loner.

She's just different.

Um, like she's tough and,

And can do all these different things like fight snakes.

Um...

But she's also vulnerable and I wanted to show

What it's like to be an outsider.

Like in your own life.

And that's something you, you relate to?

Yeah.

I guess.

Okay. These recent sketches.

You're allowing yourself to get a little sloppy.

I, I really wanted to finish before the review

But I just ran out of time.

I tend to think it's better to have one finished piece

Done with conviction than 10 hasty ones, you know?

I just wanted to show you how the story ends.

You know, for, for the fellowship.

You know, the m. Snyder fellowship

Will be available to you next year.

And I, I encourage you to apply for it again.

I think you'd be a good candidate.

But what about this year?

I mean, I can, I can work on these some more

And I can bring them back next week.

You have a lot of talent and a unique point of view.

I just think you need a little more time

To get everything you're trying to express onto the page.

I'm sorry.

So, so it's a no?

It's a no, for right now.

[ominous music] ♪

She doesn't take xanax

But she's bound to have some other decent stuff.

Jackpot.

Google please.

There's so many bottles.

Yeah, my mom's a hypochondriac

And a plastic surgery enthusiast.

She never throws anything away.

Antibiotic, anti-fungal.

Malaria medicine.

Oh wait, this is a klonopin.

That's a benzo.

Same family as xanax according to this.

Perfect.

Oxycodone.

Hey pass me that.

That's not the same thing at all.

It can help us chill, especially if we're out of bennies.

Won't your mom notice?

I seriously doubt she even knows what's in this drawer.

It's all good, hannah.

Stop worrying.

Okay, let's go to my room.

Divide and conquer.

Here.

I don't know guys.

This still feels really random.

Are we sure this is safe?

If you have another idea hannah, by all means.

I'm just asking.

I know you're bummed you didn't get the fellowship,

But I mean we're just trying to come up with solutions here.

I know.

It says these k-pins are just like xannies

Only a bit stronger,

So maybe you can take half and see how it feels.

I'm going to play some music.

♪

♪ day driving 90 ♪

No, no, no.

What?

I'm just trying to relax.

Maybe we should give them some privacy.

-Yeah. -Yeah.

♪

No, you guys don't have to leave.

No, it's cool. Come on hannah.

[laughs]

♪ I can go back home ever ♪

Careful.

[laughing]

I'm a little wobbly.

Yeah, me too.

It's strong.

Yeah.

Maybe half next time.

Hmm.

Well, that's no fun.

Well, it'll still be fun.

Oh yeah?

Yeah.

Yeah, don't you worry.

Okay. Well then I won't.

[laughs]

Cause um, I like you.

Like, a lot, a lot, dylan collins.

Wow. So formal.

I like you too hannah brooks.

♪ flooding my head flooding my head ♪

♪ ...Tell you how I felt too ♪

Hey you.

How you feeling?

I feel good.

Really good.

Yeah, I...

I wanted your first time to be special

But I just got a little carried away last night.

No, don't worry.

It was great.

And I was...

It was okay for you?

Oh, yeah.

Yeah, much more than okay, are you kidding?

Just making sure.

What time is it?

Time for round two?

I'm sorry, I actually have to go.

I thought your mom knew you were staying at rose's.

Yeah, she did.

But she called like a million times

And something must be up, so...

All right.

Um, I'll call you later?

Yeah.

Yeah, of course.

Do you need me to drive you?

No!

I mean, just not a good idea.

What if my mom saw you?

Yeah, I'll just, I'll uber.

Well, hang on, hang on.

If your mom's already mad, then why do you have to go?

Hmm? Just stay.

I'm sorry.

I have to.

Yeah, I'll call you later.

Okay.

Do you want to tell me where you've been?

At rose's, like I said I'd be?

You failed to mention her parents were out of town.

I spoke to the housekeeper.

You called to check up on me?

When you didn't respond to my calls or texts,

Yes, I was worried something was wrong.

My phone died.

Uh-huh.

You don't believe me?

Seriously mom, you're being over the top right now

And you're stressing me out.

The last thing I want to do is stress you out.

But you're not telling me everything.

This is not us.

Hannah, we talk about things.

I can't take this kind of pressure.

What am I not telling you?

We hung out, we watched movies, and we fell asleep.

It was a boring night.

Who else was there?

Blake and dylan.

Happy?

Did they spend the night?

I have homework to do.

Hannah, come back here!

Why don't you ask me how I am?

Or how I'm feeling?

Instead of grilling me about where I've been

And who I've been with?

Try talking to me instead of at me.

I'm so tired of being talked at.

[slams door]

♪

-Hey. -Hey.

I, I saw you finished your mural.

I really like it.

Yeah.

Thanks.

Came out all right.

How are things with you?

They're going.

-Yeah. -Yeah.

Things are fine.

They're okay.

So everything's cool?

You missed class last week.

You kind of laying low?

I'm fine.

Just keeping things on the dl.

Yeah?

My sister likes to say that.

Well, I found out that I didn't get the fellowship,

So there's that.

I've been pretty bummed.

I'm sorry.

Well, you don't seem all that surprised.

Do you know who got it?

Um...

Oh.

It's you.

You got it?

Yeah.

I heard on Friday.

But you said you weren't interested.

I wasn't, but mr. Arnet had a talk with me...

I mean, you didn't even want it!

I didn't, but I just sort of changed my mind.

I don't know.

Well, well congrats.

That's great.

Good for you.

I gotta go.

Hannah.

Here.

Shoot it, shoot it, shoot it!

There he is.

Hey cy.

What you selling man?

Did you uh, get them?

Couldn't get any xannies, but I've got this ativan.

They're lit.

I had a couple last night.

Well, how much?

I got 30 in there.

30 each.

$30 for one?

Cy, seriously?

Seller's market.

Hey it's fine, I got it.

Take this and that should cover it.

Enjoy.

I didn't know they would be that much.

I just wanted regular xanax.

Look, I have some and you still have those oxys right?

Yeah.

Trade?

Yeah.

Okay, get your bags out.

♪

♪

Okay. Let's go.

♪

[choking]

Blake?

Rose: Oh, my god, what's happening?

Dylan: What?

Oh, my god, is he od'ing?

Oh shit, I think he's having a seizure.

Call 911.

Will a seizure pass?

I don't know, but we need to call 911 now.

[choking]

Okay here.

Operator: 911, what's your emergency?

Uh, hello?

Yeah, we need an ambulance.

Someone's having a seizure, or...

I don't know, but he's not conscious.

Yeah, 2041 ashton court.

Hurry, please.

Yes, he's, he's breathing but his body won't stop moving.

Okay. Okay.

Okay, give me your stash.

Huh?

Give me your stash.

Okay.

Okay. I have blake's too.

I'll keep them.

You stay here and wait for the ambulance.

We're going to go. Okay?

What?

The more people that are here,

The more people there are to try and keep a story straight, okay?

It's better for us if we're ghosts.

Well we can't just leave!

No. Rose is right.

It needs to look like nothing was happening.

You need to go.

I got this.

Go.

Come on, we gotta go.

Hey, hey, you're going to be okay, huh?

You're going to be okay.

I can't believe we just left!

Look, there's nothing we can do to help him

Except get out of the way, which we're doing.

How are you so calm?

Because that's how you get through a crisis.

Look, when I was 12 my mom had an accident.

Too many glasses of wine or pills or both.

She fell down the stairs,

Broke her nose and a couple ribs.

Oh, my god.

She was a total mess.

I helped her stop the bleeding

And I made the gardener come over and take us to the doctor.

She got stitched up and sobered up

And we pretended like it never happened.

That's seriously effed up, rose!

Look, we're no good to anybody if we're in trouble right now.

Just calm down and just think.

[breathing heavily]

Don't take the oxy.

Maybe it's bad or something.

I gave him mine.

No, I don't think so.

I think that blake had a seizure

Because he stopped taking the xanax cold turkey.

I heard that that can happen when you just stop taking them.

It's why they have you taper off

If you change your dosage or whatever.

Are you serious?

I don't know for sure!

But what happens when we run out?

We just figure it out, okay?

-And we ration what we have. -Oh, my gosh.

Figure out a plan!

Look, it's going to be okay.

We're going to figure it out together, okay?

I guess we have to.

Hey. How was your day?

Good.

It was good.

I was hanging with rose and I came home

Because I have a lot to do.

Did you have your portfolio review?

I am dying to hear about it.

This week.

That's what I have to work on.

Better get to it.

Okay.

[breathing heavily]

♪

Okay.

[exhales]

[police radio chatter]

♪

[electronic music] ♪

♪

[toilet flush]

Crap.

Did you see the cop with the dog?

It's fine, don't worry.

It doesn't look fine!

Smile, okay.

You don't want to look freaked out.

Is that a drug dog?

Is this about blake?

No, it's not...

They're not looking for drugs.

Some freshman sent a snap of his dad's gun case to somebody.

They figured out it was just a prank

But they still sent some extra security to campus.

Are you serious?

Someone was going to bring a gun to school?

Maybe.

But they didn't.

You still have your stash?

No.

I freaked and dumped it.

Shit.

Have you heard anything about blake?

Yeah, he's okay.

Thank god.

His parents won't let him talk to anyone

And then they took his phone away.

Look, I gotta go.

Lunch?

Yeah.

Hey, get in.

I have some good news.

Cy knows this like, for real dealer.

And he had the hookup.

Hmm.

Let's see.

Um, they, they look a little off.

Like they're a different color yellow.

Yeah, but at least it's xannies and I feel like glass

Is literally breaking inside my head so I'm doing this.

What are you doing?

Snorting it.

It hits you way faster that way and I cannot wait right now.

Here, can you hold that for me?

Mm-hmm. Yeah.

[inhales]

Is it okay?

Mm-hmm, yeah, it's good.

[sighs] okay.

Okay, okay. Get me.

♪ voices in my head said you're mine ♪

♪ silence is right for long now ♪

♪ but you realize that you never fall in love ♪

-Oh! -God, did anyone see you?

[laughing]

You can take this and keep them in your bra.

They'll be safe.

Thanks.

Mr. Arnet: Miss brooks?

Miss brooks?

Hannah.

Hannah, are you, are you feeling okay?

Yeah.

Yeah, sorry mr. Arnet.

I, I think I ate something bad at lunch.

If you're not feeling well enough to participate

You should go home.

Okay.

Hannah: Thanks for picking me up.

I'm sorry you had to leave work.

It's so weird.

As soon as I ate the taco I just felt off

And then it was like, pow.

And then I just started feeling sick.

You can go back to work.

I'm fine.

I think the worst of it is over.

I'm not going back to work.

Okay, sorry again.

But, you know, you've had food poisoning before.

I have.

But we know that's not what's going on here.

The nurse said it's just...

I don't care what the nurse said!

Hannah, you're high.

Oh, my god, I can't even believe I didn't see this before.

What are you talking about?

Hannah.

I know you may be angry and a little bit scared.

I'm not scared.

I'm fine.

You're being crazy!

Hannah.

[growls]

You are the...

Hannah!

[breathing heavily]

♪

[r&b music] ♪

♪

[gasps]

Rose: Oh, my god, hannah.

Oh, hannah.

Hannah wait.

No.

Hannah.

Hannah!

Hannah, wait!

Hannah!

Hannah!

Dammit!

Can't we just talk about this?

Hannah.

Hannah, what are you doing?

What does it look like?

Where did you go?

Please, just not now mom.

Not now?

What do you mean not now?

I just caught you sneaking in the house.

Hannah, you need to talk to me.

I need you to give me some space.

Oh, we are way past that.

[tearfully] I just broke up with my boyfriend

And for a really screwed up reason, okay?

Everything is completely messed up,

So can you please just cut me a break?

You're suffocating me and I can't fricking breathe.

Hannah wait.

I can't.

No, stop!

No, please, just leave, no, please, just leave!

Just leave!

Just leave.

[inhales and exhales deeply]

♪

Mom, I'm sorry.

I, I shouldn't have yelled at you last night.

I wasn't myself, and I don't know.

I'm just, I'm really sad.

Hannah.

I love you.

I'm always on your side, no matter what.

You know that.

I know.

And I want to help you.

But you have to be completely honest with me.

I am being honest.

Honey.

I've made us an appointment with doctor weems.

What? I have school.

You can skip school today.

We'll, worry about that later.

But I don't need to see doctor weems.

You're just going to talk to her about what's going on.

Get her opinion.

[phone buzzes]

Okay.

Okay.

Hannah?

Hannah!

Go, go, drive!

Hannah, hannah, where are you going?

Hannah!

Hannah, please stop!

Okay. What...

What is going on?

I don't know.

What is going on, dylan?

You tell me.

Are you even going to say you're sorry?

Of course I'm sorry, all right?

But...

But what?

But what?

Rose and I have a lot of history, okay?

You know she's my ex, so...

No!

No, no, you never told me that.

But you did tell me that you loved me.

No, I said I loved being with you.

[coldly] my mistake.

What does it even matter?

There's way bigger stuff going on.

You realize that.

Blake's parents are pulling him from school.

He had a grand mal from benzo withdrawal

And his body literally just shut down.

He could've died.

I just need to know that you're not going to say anything, okay?

About what?

About what happened.

Rose and I, we're seniors, so we can't afford to have...

Amazing!

That's why you came to see me?

Not, not, not to apologize but to save your own ass

And to make sure I didn't rat you out.

When girls get jealous they can do some crazy stuff.

[laughs]

Right, crazy women.

It's all our fault right?

You're unbelievable.

Grow up, hannah!

Did you really think you're going to be the one?

Yeah.

Okay look.

I didn't, I didn't...

Hannah!

♪ it's not my place to say if I did ♪

♪ you know I'd rather be wasting it ♪

♪ be wasting it ♪

♪ I'll never wait my turn ♪

♪ I'll never wait my turn ♪

♪ I'll never be enough ♪

♪ I'll never wait my turn ♪

♪ you lied to me ♪

♪ it feels like it's make believe ♪

♪ don't care what they want me to do ♪

♪ I'll sit here by myself ♪

♪

♪ I trusted you ♪

♪ it's like a dream that I had ♪

♪ and now reality bends ♪

♪ I trusted you ♪

♪ I trusted you ♪

[inhales deeply]

[music distorts]

[knocking at door]

Hannah?

[knocks]

Hannah open up. It's rob.

Hannah!

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Get the keys, where are the keys to the bathroom?

Someone's in there.

Your spare key, where is it?

What are you doing?

Somebody call 911, please!

Hey hannah, hannah.

Hannah stay with me, come on.

Hannah!

Hannah, stay with me.

Hannah, stay with me.

Hey, hey, stay with me, please.

Stay with me, hey.

Woah.

Hey, hey.

It's okay.

It's okay.

Go.

[vomits]

Let it out, let it out, let it out.

You're okay.

[yells] can somebody get some water and towels?

Please!

Hey, hey.

It's okay.

It's okay.

You're okay.

Hey. You're okay.

You're okay. I got you.

Look at me.

You're here, okay?

You're here, we're here.

You're okay.

We're going to get you some help.

We're going to get you some help.

It's okay, it's okay, it's okay.

[gasps]

Oh, my gosh!

Baby, are you okay?

I'm so sorry.

Mm-mm.

It's okay.

I just feel so stupid.

I love you and we're going to get through this together.

Okay.

[sobs]

How's the food?

Edible I hope?

Yeah, um, it's actually not that bad.

I've been getting my appetite back, so...

We are like, so, so proud of you.

Aw.

Thanks guys.

I really appreciate it.

Um, guys I have to go.

Okay.

Mwah.

Big kiss.

Bye!

Mwah.

Bye.

Hey.

Hey.

I hope it's okay that I'm stopping by.

Yeah. Of course.

I brought you some supplies.

Oh, you didn't need to do that.

Just munchies.

Some new pens and pencils.

And um, brought you this.

[laughs]

It's my comic.

Graphic novel.

I got your sketchbook from your mom.

She let me scan in the images.

Thank you.

I'm sorry.

For everything.

Addiction is a disease.

You're a good person, and talented.

Seriously.

Thanks.

They said that there was fentanyl cut

Into the pills I took,

And apparently it's like 100 times stronger than I thought.

I'm lucky to be alive.

Yeah, you are.

How did you know what to do?

My sister, after she relapsed, I started carrying the narcan.

If you hadn't been there, I...

But I was.

Look, I'm not here to judge you.

Plus we're friends.

Yeah?

I know things are hard right now.

But they will get better.

Believe me.

It's kind of weird hearing this level of optimism from you.

[laughs]

I can be a little cynical about the world, I know.

But not people.

People I still believe in.

[phone rings]

Um, I have group in five minutes.

All right, uh, I'll get out of your hair then.

Um, I can come back on Friday, if that's cool.

Yeah. Cool.

Okay.

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