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I know it's a small step,

but I was finally able to cook myself some dinner.

Cooking was always our thing we kind of did together.

I haven't even touched the stove since Angie passed.

But just last night, I was finally able to muster up enough strength to...

cook some chicken and potatoes.

It's like she was there, scolding me for not soaking the potatoes long enough.

But I'm gonna cook dinner again tonight...

and tomorrow...

and the day after...

because Lord knows, Angie will never forgive me in the afterlife...

if she kept seeing me use this microwave.

That's really amazing.

That's a very big step in your grief recovery.

Hi.

Welcome to our family and friends.

Would you like to have a seat?

Yeah.

I don't think this is gonna be right for me.

I just lost the love of my life, and...

I don't see how laughing over roasted chicken is gonna be any help.

Hey, that's unnecessary!

Don't-- It's okay.

Now,

Here, we believe that everybody has to grieve at their own pace,

but you have to be respectful when other people speak.

So, I went down to the animal hospital that she used to work at.

Then her old locker,

And...

I found these little notes that her co-workers left since she passed,

and...

it made me happy, not sad.

So I've decided to start volunteering there.

That's really incredible.

Well, everyone, I think this has been a really great group.

We should meet at the same time next week, if that's okay with everyone.

Feel free to help yourself to some refreshments on the way out.

-Thank you. -Thanks.

Hi.

I just wanted to come over and welcome you to the group.

I'm Pierce.

I'm Aubrey. Hi.

Well...

Look, I understand where you're coming from.

And you might think this group is bullshit right now, but it really helps.

Just keep coming.

Well, I do like free coffee, so there's that.

So, how long ago was your loss?

Last month.

That's rough.

Do you have any friends or relatives you're staying with taking care of you?

No, it's just me and all of his stuff and all of our memories.

We still have that old house of ours.

Yeah, it's kinda like...

the first week, everybody blows you up on social media,

gives you their condolences, and...

then after a week, they just kind of move on.

Yeah.

Well, here, umm, here's my number.

Feel free to give me a call if you just wanna vent or cry...

or get out of the house even.

Well, thanks.

And I'm sorry for being a bitch.

No, you're not.

But it's okay, I accept your fake apology.

Well, this is the only apologies I give, so...

Hey, Pierce, gimme that recipe.

Hello.

Hello, is this Pierce?

What the hell are you doing up?

Hi.

Hi there.

Well...

I wasn't up,

and then my phone rang, and that woke me up, so...

I'm up.

I'm sorry.

No... No, it's okay.

How are you feeling?

Umm...

not good obviously.

I mean, you told me to call you if I needed to vent, and...

You didn't really give me an open invitation to call you at three

in the morning if I was feeling okay.

When was the last time you slept?

Last week?

Last month?

I-I don't know. Do... do naps count?

I'm sorry.

It's all part of the healing process.

It just gets worse, and then it get better, and then it get worse,

...and then worse again, and then--

Sounds great.

Sounds really motivating.

It's okay to cry.

I'm not crying.

Okay, I'm crying.

It just fucking sucks, you know?

I fucking miss him so fucking much, it sucks.

You shouldn't be alone right now.

What about his family?

They haven't helped?

Yeah, me and them, we don't really get along.

You think death would make them put the petty things aside.

Well, I've been staying with Angie's mother.

We've been helping each other since February.

Well...

What are you doing?

Would you like to go get dinner or...

breakfast?

A midnight snack?

What?

Excuse me?

I mean...

you said to call you if I need anything, and right now

I could really use some french fries.

I'm sorry. My place is so messy.

It's been a while.

Oh, no, it's fine, you don't need to explain yourself to me.

You know, fast food tastes so much better when you're miserable.

Oh, it's true.

Yeah.

Lance used to mix the ketchup, mustard and mayonnaise altogether.

He used to call it "Kethurnnaise".

That's disgusting, but awesome.

Yeah.

Uhh.

I'm gonna do you a favor and take this.

You can eat your "Kethurnnaise" and think of him fondly.

But you should not have that.

You can't look at that every day.

What?

That's okay.

I promise it's all gonna be okay.

Oh, no. What are you doing?

You're not in the right state of mind.

Not ready for this.

Wait.

You really just came over here to bring me french fries?

No, there was a burger in there.

How long did you wait to...

Oh...

I... I haven't.

Yet.

I'm, uh, just waiting for the right time, I guess.

What the hell?

I'm just trying to make you laugh before I get out of here.

Well, then fuck you.

Look, I gotta get out of here and go get a shower and get ready for work.

Alright. Well, um...

are you busy this Friday?

Do you think you could help me do something?

I'm having a hard time doing it.

What is that?

Thank you for coming.

Of course.

Sorry I'm late.

Are you doing okay?

As okay as I can be.

One year ago, today...

Lance and I had a picnic and he proposed to me...

right there under that tree.

I can't believe his family is not here.

This is an important moment.

Yeah, we don't see eye to eye.

But, is there, like, a right way to do this?

Do I say a prayer?

Like, what do I do?

Just repeat after me.

You're gone, but not forgotten.

You are gone, but not forgotten.

You're gonna be okay?

I gotta get back to work.

Wait, What? Seriously?

Yeah. I've used up all my sick days, the vacation days,

and mental health days.

I can not miss any more.

I mean...

I guess.

Look, I'll come by after work.

Thank you.

-Yeah. -I really appreciate it.

Yeah, of course.

I'm happy to help. I'll see you later.

Okay.

Alright, so I'll see you sometime next week.

Why don't you just spend the night?

I can cook or something.

I... I really need to get back to Angie's mom's house.

You know, you really contradict yourself.

You know, giving all that advice about letting go and moving on.

Look, Angie's mom needs my help.

They were really close. And she's on there all alone.

It's, it's complicated.

Well, can it be complicated tomorrow?

I mean, we just went grocery shopping, and...

you're gonna leave me here with rotting vegetables?

Alright. I'll stay tonight.

I'll just head over there in the morning.

Alright, well, I...

You worked all day,

so, how about you go get the wine and I'll cook for us?

Alright. Deal.

I thought you said we weren't ready for this.

I mean...

We're getting there.

Can we find a way to be happy and grieve at the same time?

Yeah.

Do you want red or white wine?

Surprise me.

Okay.

What the fuck?

Yeah. Is this Lance?

Yeah.

Lance, this is, uh...

Anyways, I'm a friend of Aubrey's.

Do you know her?

Okay.

Let me guess, you went with white wine?

Or... no wine?

You know, there's a new listing up in Topanga.

Um, okay.

Are you thinking about moving to the neighborhood?

Yeah. There's a realtor you might know.

Lance. Lance heart.

Um...

Yeah, I know him.

Yeah. Yeah, you do know him. He's not dead!

Well, I'm never gonna see him again. Okay?

So, what fucking difference does it make?

You lied to me, you deceived me.

I trusted you.

And I was learning to love again.

You... What kinda fucking psychopath are you?

What kind of games are you playing anyway?

I'm not playing any games, okay?

I am grieving a loss, and...

I fucking want to go seek help, and you fucking helped me.

Isn't that what you love to do, Captain "save everyone" Pierce.

You went to a group with mourning, vulnerable, honest people?

Actually mourning dead people?

Who's ashes you scattered anyway?

Those were ashes.

Our pictures and our memories, and...

It's some sort of ritual that I read about online about...

moving forward and letting go.

You gotta be fucking kidding me.

Photos in an urn.

In an urn for actual dead people who are gone and can't come back.

You fucking lunatic.

You know what?

You think you know so much about everyone's fucking feelings and you fucking don't.

Why don't you just get off your fucking high horse?

I don't know anything about your past,

but I clearly know why it's over.

You're a fucking lying cunt.

I don't know how anybody could even be with you.

You fucking asshole.

He left me because I can't have Children.

He wanted me to be like everyone else and I just fucking can't.

What the hell are you talking about?

Is this what you wanted from me the whole time?

Yes, don't deny it. So did you.

Oh, yes!

Fuck!

Yeah!

Fuck!

Oh, you've such a nice fucking cock.

Oh, yeah!

Oh, my god!

Oh, it's been...

It's been too long.

Oh, fuck!

Yeah, get on that dick.

Oh, yeah!

You like choking on my cock, don't you?

Um-hm.

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Do you like to fuck me?

Yeah.

Yes!

Oh, my god.

-I wanna fucking tastes myself. -Yeah?

Take it off.

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-Got you a gift to remind you of me. -Yeah?

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This cum you can have it.

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- Yeah? - Um-hm.

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- Hold your fucking titties. - Yeah!

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This will teach you to come to my group...

and play your fucking bullshit.

You know, with this dick,

you don't even have to fucking play games.

I know.

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-Yeah! -You fucking lying cunt.

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- You fucking like it, do you? - Oh, yeah.

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You fucking dirty slut, you play...

You play with emotions, I'll play with your fucking stomach...

...through your asshole -Oh, my god!

Come here.

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Yeah.

Oh, fuck.

- Oh, yeah. - Oh, my god.

Oh, yeah!

Too good.

Yeah, that's right.

It tastes so fucking good.

Where are you going?

I'm leaving.

I know we met in a weird fucking way.

But you have to admit

there was something magical fucking between us.

Aubrey, I agree.

But I never want to see you again.

Hi, I'm Aubrey.

I'm new here.

Why don't you want to take a seat?

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