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find you can do 23 hours standing on

your head you haven't forgotten our

lunch meeting

no i haven't forgotten good we've got

some great plans for the book tour we

need to talk about is touring really

necessary i'm putting out four books a

year and i'm not complaining but i'm

tired you can rest later besides it's

the fifth anniversary of bro girls

travel guys so

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look at you two there's no meeting it's

just us

we are celebrating broke girl's guide to

south korea it just made the new york

times best sellers list

i'm starving order whatever you want

it's on the expense account

this is better than a business lunch and

speaking of which jack's agents called

this week with a very interesting

proposal do we have to talk business

wait you're gonna want to hear this as

you know jack is wrapping up his

umpteenth season on the travelers

network and uh the format's getting a

little bit stale we're losing viewers i

blame streaming anyway the network execs

found out about you two love birds and

they went crazy

okay

they want us to co-host a show together

just think you and me traveling the

world chase and adventure it's like

everything we've always talked about

so

what do you think

why me

i'm a writer

you're a writer now

but this could change your whole

trajectory you could be the next padma

lakshmi the next giada de laurentiis i'm

flattered but

i have to think about it oh of course

take all the time you need

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to your big trip

to the bestseller to the tv show

to you kathy

and

one more little surprise there's more

well i know how tired you've been and

that you've got this big trip coming up

so i wanted to pamper you

and this is not off of the expense

account this is from me

um

evelyn

thank you

this is amazing very thoughtful

i got one too

all right i'm not gonna play coy here

i want you to take this weekend

clear your mind think about the show and

by the time you walk out that door you

are going to be rested and ready to sign

those papers before you go to kenya

sound good

are the treatments included

massages facials hot stones aromatherapy

the whole works if you don't walk out of

here relaxed i'm asking for a refund

[Applause]

welcome to tranquility spa

before we go over all the amenities we

have waiting for you we'd first like to

collect your cell phones

what if there's an emergency

well

you can

use your phone right now and call

someone and

leave our number here at the front desk

evelyn already knows where we are

look i'm sure he's right we won't even

miss it

step right through this way

and your soul journey awaits

soul journeys

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how's your journey

to be honest i want to stay here forever

i think i actually achieved a higher

level of consciousness

i fell asleep

but it was a really peaceful sleep

there's something about walking around

in robes and slippers it's so calming

now that you're so relaxed

have you thought about the show

well

i'd be crazy not to say yes

but it's a big step

traveling 10 months out of the year is

hard enough but then at a camera crew i

know but we'd be together

right now i feel like we're pen pals

kathy i have never met another woman who

shares my passion for adventure the way

you do

admit it you were a restless soul just

like me

not knowing when the dawn will come i

open every door

emily dickinson

well

i may not be able to say it like emily

i just want us to be in the same time

zone

don't you

of course i do

i just thought you'd be

as excited as i was i am

there's this little part of me that's

still unsure

by the end of this weekend you will be

100 sure i 100 guarantee it

well

i'm learning to breathe this morning

i'm pretty sure i know how but why don't

you give me the highlights at lunch

i hope your soul is full

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i don't think i missed my phone as much

when i didn't have it as i do right now

it's like stepping back into the world

you didn't know you were missing

this message is for katrina yoder

this is your sister miriam

uh it is my responsibility

to tell you that our father has gone

with god

i'm sorry

i shouldn't have let them take my phone

he'd still be gone

but i'd be there

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hey evelyn hey

i want to let you know that i am

thinking about you and i am sending you

all the positive energy out there

i forget

where are you again

mountain view oh right

amish country and you seriously used to

be amish

i still am kinda

i left when i was a teenager and

i haven't been back in about 10 years

well i say we forget all about broke

girls travel guides and you

write about that

that's definitely not what i want to be

known for

it could be worse listen jack told me

that you're still having some

reservations about the show i don't want

to put any pressure on you especially

not right now

thanks but

jack's agents keep calling for an answer

i can't think about that right now

i know and i'm sorry i know they say

don't mix business with pleasure but you

and jack are perfect for each other no

one's perfect

i thought both of my ex-husbands were

perfect

don't keep me and prince charming

waiting too long

love you

bye

is that katrina yoder with her nose in a

pie

isaac mast

wish your hair under different

circumstances

me too

your father will be greatly missed

thank you isaac

who's she daddy sarah this is katrina

the girl who used to live here

a very long time ago

it wasn't that long ago

hi sarah

it's nice to meet you and i go by kathy

now oh english

that's pretty

thank you

how does it look

katrina

hazel

i came here first that's just cause you

wanted pie

pick what you want it's on the house

come on i want to pay come on you're

family i won't take your money

what about me hazel

it's so good to see you we have to catch

up i want to hear everything no that

won't take long nothing's changed here

can i have the raspberry

nothing changes it's raspberry it's

always raspberry

oh sarah it's time to go

it'll be another 10 years before we see

you again katrina stop

i'm here for a few days we should grab a

drink and catch up

coffee

we should drink coffee

i hope i didn't offend him i wouldn't

worry

that's the happiest i've seen him in a

very long time

isaac spent most of his time cooped up

making furniture

if it weren't for sarah we'd probably

never see him thank you hazel

you should come by soon okay

bye

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[Music]

may i help you

miriam

it's me

yeah i know you are what are you doing

here

our meeting with father's attorney is

tomorrow

i wanted to see you

i thought i could stay here

there's no reason for you to be here i

got here as soon as i could

i cancelled a work trip to be here i'll

see you tomorrow

take your english car in your fancy

clothes and go

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siri where's the nearest hotel the

nearest hotel is 42 miles away where's

the nearest inn or bed and breakfast

one result found

why are you staying with miriam

you know the saying you can always go

home

it's not true

luckily siri found me you

well

here she is

wait where do you live

sarah and i stay in the cabin up by the

barn

it's just the two of us there's plenty

of space for us

i was sorry to hear about your wife

i can't imagine how hard that must be

we're fine thank you

here are the keys

stay as long as you like unlike hazel i

accept cash or check thanks

wow

no electricity

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emily

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foreign

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morning

miriam

hello kathy i'm tom russo your father's

attorney nice to meet you my daughter

adores your books she's studying abroad

right now in barcelona

if i hear from the consulate i'm blaming

you

well you know amos of course miriam's

husband actually no but it's very nice

to meet you amos

let's get started shall we

sure

you're no doubt aware that your father

was not a rich man

however he did own this farm outright

according to this his last will and

testament he bequeathed the property to

both

his surviving daughters

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both

yes

there must be some mistake

yes there there must be oh no there's

there's no mistake i mean you can read

it for yourself

the will is quite clear

katrina has not stepped on this property

in in in 10 years i poured my life into

this farm

she left off to be an englisher miriam

calm down

miriam you're right

you live here and i'm not coming back

you should have the farm

you can have my half

why

if i could interject

ownership will come with a hefty

property tax a tax that will fall on you

miriam if you choose uh sole ownership

this is a very valuable piece of

property i can help with the taxes

absolutely not miriam i make a good

living there's no problem well not

except charity from an english or amos

and i have plenty i'm sure you do all

i'm trying to say you've said enough

kathy if you're sure

you want to sign over your share of the

farm to miriam we can redeed the

property i'll just need to uh prepare

some new paperwork for you to sign

can you stay in town until we get the

paperwork done

sure right

miriam amos

i'll get you the estimate of those

property taxes as soon as possible all

right hmm that will be fine okay

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where is she going

i don't know

how will you ever survive the same way i

did for almost 18 years

you didn't know any different no

electricity no running water

himalayan base camps have more luxuries

what about the episode where you slept

in the yurt with the mongolian goat

herders that was just for the cameras

no i had a sweet of the four seasons in

ulaanbatula who has excellent room

service i might add

listen

i know you're dealing with a lot of

stuff there but

don't forget about the show

i

won't hang in there

talk soon

bye

oh hey

i had to charge my phone

i need to make some calls

looks like i'll be here a little longer

than i expected

i can get you a generator

guests aren't expected to live our amish

ways did you forget i used to be amish

i can make it a few days

you were but that was a long time ago

are you making clover necklaces

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here we go

see if you tie it around the neck

see

we have

one third of a whole necklace

so then she insisted that they're gonna

pay the property taxes

where are they gonna get that kind of

money

what about amos's family could they help

good family from up north but not a lot

of money amos was one of her father's

hired hands

she is so stubborn why won't she let me

help

you haven't told me how you are

i don't know

i haven't really had time to think about

it i rushed around so much to get here

and then

i went by the house

and i just had this

mixture of

guilt and

sadness just

knowing that i was never gonna see him

again

and then miriam shows up and throws me

out

i had no idea she was so angry

at least it's nice here

it is

it's kind of funny though

i'm in this

big house all alone and isaac and sarah

are down there in that tiny little cabin

it's heartbreaking is what it is

he's barely set foot in here since his

wife passed

so that's why he wouldn't come in

i should quit gossiping and get back to

the stand

i'm never gonna eat all this

i know better than that katrina

some things never change

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okay

hello

anybody home

who's that nobody i will be right back

what on earth

i thought i'd bring over some dessert i

can't believe hazel's doing all the

baking and running the pie shop now can

you i think she might even be better

than her mother do not want your pie

who are you

i'm your aunt kathy do i have an aunt

kathy granted told us about it that's

enough now children is that your car

well it's my rental so i guess it's mine

while i'm here

are you staying for dinner

i think that's up to your mom and dad

she's not staying

now you guys go back to the table or i'm

going to send you to bed with no supper

at all

why would you interrupt us in the middle

of our meal and fill my children's head

with your worldliness

do you have no respect for family

they don't even know about me

i don't want them getting any silly

ideas and following in their aunt's

footsteps

that's their choice isn't it

can you please just go back home

you turned your back on your family and

you turned your back on your church

and no amount of money or pie will ever

change that i didn't turn my back on

anyone

i just wanted to have my own life

well

you got it

maybe miriam's right

honestly i think i only wrote home

because it made me feel better don't you

beat yourself up about it

if you hadn't left you wouldn't be you

yeah but i hurt people who cared about

me and now i don't know how to make it

better

well if anyone can it's you

do you remember when you dropped your

laptop in the amazon river and you still

finished your draft to broke girl's

guide to brazil on time yeah but that's

not the same maybe not

but i have faith in you thanks evelyn

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what

is this

[Music]

so

[Music]

so

[Music]

did i wake you

i made breakfast

or lunch

it's a moroccan dish

much tastier than it sounds

oh

not that spicy

your work is

stunning

you're an artist

i don't see it that way but

thank you

how much are they it's already taken

everything i make is

really

one of my guests is an interior designer

in los angeles she took a liking to my

work

now i have a very long waiting list

isaac

that's wonderful yes it is but it's also

very time consuming

i know what you mean

come on i'll make you some amish cuisine

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that looks so good

i found a leather journal filled with

poetry in the house last night have you

read it you can't say i have

it was on your bookshelf

lots of books on the bookshelf

sometimes my guests leave them

i don't think a guest wrote these

they're poems about amish life

farm was my wife's families maybe it was

one of theirs

i think it'd make a beautiful book

no one wants to read amish poems

that's not true

i do

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hmm

[Music]

uh

[Music]

we play in the shadows of giants turn to

stone

behind green hills

two can be alone

i know this place

[Music]

we play in the shadows

of giants turn to stone

katrina

katrina

katrina

where are you

behind green hills

where two can be alone

come on who knows what happens here

after dark the founders could rise from

the grave like those english ghost

stories you read

boom

isaac

come on let's get out of here

light splatters like an egg on the

surface of the water

the sunset has nothing

on a farmer's daughter

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they're gonna catch you one of these

days this is a hundred years old there's

nothing sinful in it

still you shouldn't have a library card

who knows what you'll find

maybe i want to find something

isn't everything we need right here

no

it's not

i don't want to live in one place my

whole life

what about the founders

i want to see europe where our people

came from

don't you

it's probably not great if they left

[Music]

you wouldn't really leave

would you katrina

i don't know isaac

[Music]

[Music]

isaac

[Music]

this one is called the rooster sinks

did you make it up just for me

just for you

the rooster sings a day break

why not sing at night

is he praying over supper

is he hiding out of sight

is he tucking in his chickies is she

raising them up right

to learn the family song dawn's first

early light

good night

katrina

i know you wrote this

so how did he know

we play in the shadows of giants turn to

stone

i wrote that when we were teenagers

why didn't you tell me you weren't the

only ones thinking library books i was

just better at hiding it

you didn't have to hide it from me

i wasn't as bold as you were

but

when i

discovered poetry it was like

discovering

myself you could have told me

i wanted to

i almost did but then

you left

when i asked you about the notebook my

poems are for me katrina

but why not share them with others

scandalize my church

you can finish reading them

if you want

thanks

good night isaac

good night katrina

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[Music]

bathroom

[Music]

[Applause]

hey

you're up early oh i haven't been to bed

yet

they're editing the finale and they

cannot find a single frame where my hair

looks decent

i'm sure it's not that bad

oh i would i would be in bed if it

weren't

but not enough about me how are you

doing

well

i've been learning to quilt again why

don't you forget the quilt and come home

just for a few days we can rent a car

we'll drive out to the hamptons talk

about us

about the show

i know you want an answer but

i don't have one i just

i need a little more time

how much

time i don't know

but for the first time in a long time i

feel like i've been able to clear my

head and just get a little perspective

kathy

you know how i feel about you right

katrina

i know but i gotta go wait wait we'll

talk soon i promise just get some sleep

bye jack

come in

am i interrupting

no i was just talking to jack

he wants me to come home

he misses you he wants to talk about our

future

don't you

what's going on downstairs

we come every year

isaac's not much of a farmer but he is

generous

he lets the community work its fields

and we're making the midday meal

downstairs you should come help

you think that'd be okay

you are still one of us whether you like

it or not

i just don't want to upset miriam

she won't make a fuss not in front of

all of us

and it might be a good chance for you

two to spend some time together

okay

just give me a minute to get dressed

you might want to wear something a

little less

that

maybe try to blend in a little

[Music]

you remember my cousin katrina

she's staying here and has offered to

help us

hello everyone

miriam i thought katrina might assist

with your potato dumplings

it's not necessary quite familiar with

katrina's abilities in the kitchen

even katrina can peel a potato

one would think

miriam

that's fine

maybe i can help someone else

[Music]

there are more potatoes

[Music]

what are you doing

peeling potatoes like you said

i meant the boiled potatoes

i didn't think i would have to explain

every nuance of a recipe we've helped

our mother make hundreds of times

never had your skills

cooking requires patience and the

ability to follow simple rules

virtues we do not share

you don't know that

you don't know anything about me miriam

i know enough

once you finish peeling grate the

potatoes into the bowl

then we add them to the dough mix them

together with the bread parsley onion

eggs salt and pepper to taste then we

roll them into balls and boil them

covered for 15 minutes before serving

[Music]

well if you know the recipe so well

why'd you peel the wrong potatoes

because i made a mistake

i'm human miriam

we forgot the most important ingredient

no i didn't

i just didn't want to tell the whole

kitchen our family's secret

you know how amish gossip

[Music]

mother only used paprika but i blend in

cinnamon and cloves amos goes

mad for it

don't know why i'm telling you this

you can be back eating fast food soon

enough

we still have a few days to catch up

a few days isn't much time not after

10 years

i could come back more often

it's too late

your life isn't here katrina

never was

that's not true i

[Applause]

[Music]

hey

can i call you back

i'm sorry that was my manager get back

peeling you've wasted enough time

miriam

[Music]

mysterious

[Music]

somebody's

[Music]

i heard they recognized you

hazel's she loaned it to me

she thought i should try to blend in

i don't think it's working

sorry i didn't tell you about the party

i assumed you wouldn't be interested

i think you forgot how much i enjoy

eating

oh i finished reading your poems i would

love to discuss them with you sometime

i gotta get back to work

do you ever wish you can fly

like the birds

no like an airplane sarah you know

that's not our ways

why

we don't have anywhere we have to go

that far away

katrina flies

yes katrina does she always wanted to

travel some are just born that way i

guess

would i learn that way

you wouldn't want to leave me would you

no i would never leave you

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hey evelyn sorry i didn't call you back

how are you i would go crazy if i were

you

well i've been reading a lot

i found a book of poetry an old friend

wrote i've been staying at his farmhouse

you haven't found yourself an amish

farmer have you

no

he's an old friend and he's not a farmer

he's an artist

maybe i should meet him

how amish is he

i don't think isaac's your type

an amish poet with a heart of gold oh

he's my type the press would eat him up

the amish frown on artistic expression

is that why they shunned you they didn't

shun me i left and isaac has zero

interest well

one can dream

it's my favorite time of day

reminds me of our walks

after church meetings

i never apologize for leaving the way i

did

it was a long time ago

i know

but i'm sorry

i should have told you

but i thought you'd try and talk me into

saying

i would have

i had to see what was out there

i was just afraid i was missing out on

something

were

you

there are so many beautiful places i

wish you could see

hearing you talk about them is enough

for me

sometimes i wonder if i missed out on

certain things by leaving

now you missed very much

being back here has reminded me just how

important community is

i miss that

you've been in a big city with so many

people you can feel lonely even

surrounded by a lot of people

that's why i still live in the cabin

it's just

too much empty space to fill

i get that

sarah's really enjoyed having you around

just sarah

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i'm concerned about you isaac

it's time you chose a new wife

i do appreciate your concern

sarah and i are fine

and it will be time

when we are ready

spending time with katrina is not going

to help that matter

it's not just me

others have seen the way you look at her

i have to wonder if these words are

yours or miriam's

miriam does not tell me what to say

but we do both feel it is better if you

god dies with her

she was not shunned

katrina and i were friends

nothing more

she may not have been shunned but you

know as well as i do

that she is no longer one of us

and her staying here is not in your best

interest i allow english to stay in my

farmhouse it's a source of income that's

all

you're saying you have no feelings for

katrina it doesn't matter what i feel or

don't feel katrina will be leaving soon

she has a life

and it's not here

i understand

but there are many eyes on you that

aren't as forgiving

as i am

and i would not want to say that when i

brought this warning to you out of duty

that you did not he didn't

i understand amos

thank you

king me

she's not worth it

been looking for you all morning where

have you been i didn't know where i went

was your concern

wow grumpy much

it was low in supplies hardware stores

30 miles away

i could set you up with regular

deliveries online i'm fine i can take

care of myself

i just fixed some coffee you want some

i'm busy

too busy for coffee i have to get this

done

so

hey hi

what can i do um you can put that pie in

that box for me sure

you haven't seen isaac have you not

lately why

it's been acting weird

you're awfully concerned about isaac

mass well-being

we've been friends for a long time

that's all i am aware of you and isaac's

history

as is everyone

what's that supposed to mean maybe he

feels what everyone else knows

and what does everyone else know

he's happier since you came back and

he's been in a long time

that's all

and that's a bad thing

you're going to leave

i guess i just got really caught up in

trying to figure out what i'm going to

do next what do you mean

jack and i were offered a tv show

katrina yoder a tv star you're just now

telling me

it's exciting

i know

you don't sound excited

that's what jack says

he loves the idea of us traveling

together

and you don't

i do

we enjoy so many of the same things like

travel and

food and you and i share a fondness for

pies but that's not why we're friends

you know what i mean

well

if you like traveling so much and

you like jack

then it's a no-brainer right

no

what i was going to say is

there must be something holding you back

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i like our clout

you do

you want to come see it

this

is called the block it's easy enough but

it takes time and patience what's it

going to look like

you'll get an idea when i start piecing

the top

my mom and i came up with this design a

long time ago

she thought i'd win best junior quilter

for the fourth year running

why didn't you finish it

i'll tell you the rest of the story when

you're older

where's your pretty dress

that was hazel's that i better save it

for special occasions you want another

one

sarah

where are you going

they're mommies

they're

beautiful

but i think we better keep these in here

for right now can i keep watching you

sure

but first

i think we need some raspberry pie

i love raspberries

put your thumb back up here

see if you hold it like that

sarah

i think it's time to leave katrina alone

we're fine i'm teaching her how to quilt

you

he was the best streamer club for three

whole years

quite modest about her accomplishments

you can stay here with katrina but i

think rebecca might be upset if you miss

her sleepover hi katrina

your things are in the buggy you ready

to go

katrina

do a little girl's sleepover

i don't think so

katrina doing a ride in the buggy with

us

well

i guess that's up to your dad

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whoa

be good sarah

bye katrina

have fun

i'll keep an eye on these two

troublemakers

night you two

i've seen the eiffel tower

machu picchu

niagara falls

stonehenge

but nothing compares to the sunset here

it's like that line you wrote about

stepping into the morning dew when you

wake up to work before dawn

what's wrong with you

it's nothing

it's definitely something just tell me

i have nothing to say

pull over

what pull over

oh

where are you going

very amusing katrina

now come back

[Music]

katrina

please stop this foolishness

where are you

[Music]

so

[Music]

gotcha

[Laughter]

you finally got me

it only took how many years

i like to live in the present i find

that hard to believe dragging me at the

founder's pond like we were still

teenagers

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i have something i want to say and i

want you to promise to hear me out but

i promise

i thought of a way you could publish

your poems and i know some people who

could help

i know

you're worried about what the church

will say

but you could use an alias lots of

writers do it

and no one would ever know

are you finished

katrina

even if they never knew

i would know

and living with that would tear me apart

and as much as i admire english poets i

have no desire to be one

i'm sorry

that my words are harsh katrina

i didn't mean to hurt you

no

i thought i wanted to share you

i realize

that's not what i really want

[Music]

no

i can't help it i have feelings for you

am i the only one

i may have feelings for you

we both know we have no future

i am amish and you are not i am still

amish technically i never left the

church technicalities don't hold water

in the eyes of our community you know

that

and you would never leave the church

not even for love

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it's getting dark outside

we shouldn't be out here alone together

people will talk

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uh

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he might not leave but

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hazel

is that you

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evelyn what are you doing here well i

know you said you needed some space but

it looks like i got here just in time

what's going on with this dress

forgive the ambush but you make me do

crazy things

it's a cute costume right

come on in

wait

you have wi-fi

hope you're hungry

i just had no idea that you could cook

it's a classic amish dish potato

dumplings it's actually the only thing i

do well

ugh i'm totally off gluten but they

smell delicious

more for us

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that's really good

the coffee's great too

getting some

earthy tones

kathy you are absolutely right you and

your friend should be rep by the same

publisher

evelyn i told you he's not interested

well

can i at least meet him

you know how convincing i can be

who's she talking about no one the sexy

amish poet i never said he was sexy he

will be on the book cover

have you met someone

no i

ah

i have to take this

is it good

hi mr russo hi miss yoder uh the

paperwork is ready and i spoke to your

sister and she's ready to sign whenever

you are

all right would you

have any time today

how about

i can do now

well that works

great i'll see you soon

i have to go over to my sisters and sign

the paperwork but we can talk about

everything when i get back

i'll come with you no

no i um you should stay here with evelyn

and just stay inside but um help

yourself so whatever

i'll be back as soon as i can

sit down

have a biscuit

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that's it

congratulations miriam you're now the

sole owner

you deserve it

well

i guess this is

it i suppose so

i almost forgot

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i brought you something

is this

the one that you and mom

i tried to finish it for you but

i guess i ran out of time

looks more like a potholder than a quilt

stitching's not bad

did you use one of your fancy english

sewing machines

nope i did it by hand

the amish way

mom would be proud

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well

goodbye

hmm

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so

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evelyn

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jack

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this is amazing

kathy was right your work is absolutely

beautiful it's very kind of you ma'am so

how many of those can you crank out

i make each one custom at the end of the

month this one goes to a customer in los

angeles you deliver them by horse and

buggy

tell me

you're charming friend was just showing

us his workshop i told you to stay in

the house well when evelyn told me about

the renaissance man you've been spending

all your time with

i just had to meet him jack he may make

furniture write

poetry but does he have a tv show do you

want a tv show i can get you a tv show

katrina you told him about my poetry no

not exactly

wait

why is he calling you katrina isaac i am

kathy ev katrina is literary manager

i've read your work and i have a

publicist on the hook all you have to do

is say yes evelyn stop isaac just let me

tell you the whole story i don't want a

story you fooled me to think you were

still at amish farm girl i used to

follow the founder's pawn but you're

just as english as the rest of your

friends i never lied everything i told

you was true no you betrayed me katrina

or should i call you kathy

you should leave now

just let me explain we can still talk

right wait

looks like you and poetry boy been

keeping pretty busy

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when are you gonna tell me about him

there's nothing to tell

we just talk that's all

he's an old friend but

looks like that's over now

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i'll go get my things

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so

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so

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dear dad greetings from south korea i

love the food here yesterday my lunch

reminded me so much of the egg noodles

dear dad

back in new york after three months in

europe i'm enclosing a check to get you

through the winter promise me you'll

cash it this time dear dad konichiwa

from japan aloha from hawaii congrats to

miriam on the new baby here's some money

for the new plow i wish i could visit

but work's keeping me so busy send my

best to miriam

love katrina

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isaac

now what

i'm sorry miriam i thought you were

katrina

i'm looking for my sister isaac i

thought she was staying in your

farmhouse she was but she's gone

she must have been very anxious to get

back to her life

i asked her to leave

she's no longer welcome here

what do you mean

i do not wish to discuss it

katrina is my sister isaac whatever

happened to her i am entitled to know

she betrayed my trust

that's all i'll say

now she and her english friends are on

their way back to new york where they

belong

i do not know about these english

friends or the manner in which she

betrayed you

but

after seeing you two together at the

work party

i do not think that she would ever mean

to hurt you

katrina has changed she's not the girl

that i once knew

she hasn't changed as much as you might

think

she's still one of us

she might not

look like it

but she is i can't believe you of all

people are defending her

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i like wife but

today my eyes were opened and i saw my

sister for who she actually is

not who i thought she was

my eyes were open too

and i did not like what i saw

dressing amish does not make you amish

you seem to be a very rational man isaac

mast

in all regards except my sister

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once we get back to new york

you forget all about this place

these people

focus on our future

that's what matters

you are going to love doing tv

and the best part you don't have to

write

someone else do that for you

i like writing

yeah but you're always complaining about

how overworked you are and the deadlines

i know

but i still love it

i was just tired but

i feel different here

i'm inspired to write but not travel

guides

i want to write about people yeah i get

it i get it your childhood memories are

here

but that's not your life anymore

i know

i just

kind of miss it

we have so much ahead of us

you're just like me we crave adventure

you are not gonna find that here

no

you crave adventure jack

and you crave what

just admit it

you and i were exactly the same

that's why we're so perfect for each

other

stop

i have to say one last goodbye

i'll be right back

hey

where is she going

i have no idea

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just

goodbye

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we need to go or we're going to miss our

flight yeah we are celebrating tonight i

can't go oh okay

take five minutes

no

i mean i can't go back to new york with

you

i'm staying here

for how long

i don't know

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jack

i'm sorry

but i can't do the show with you

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this

us

it'll never work

i think you're making a big mistake

you're in love with who you want me to

be

you're always looking for the next

adventure

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and i'm looking for something else

well i mean i i can't say i'm

completely surprised

i don't know what you're looking for

but i

hope you find it

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i'll miss you

do you know where to find me

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um

even if you don't do the tv show you

still owe me a broke girl's back to

kenya and don't forget about the book

tour

and maybe dinner in a few weeks

that sounds great

and i promise we'll talk soon

you better

you sure you're gonna be okay here

yeah

i am

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is he tugging in his chickies

is he raising them upright

to learn the family song at dawn's first

early light

where's katrina

she went home

why can't she live here

because she lives far away

can we visit her

no

i'm afraid not

i miss her

would you like another poem

katrina no

sarah it's not katrina she's in new york

katrina

we need to talk it's not a good time i

was just putting sarah

sarah hi katrina

hi sarah daddy was reading me a bedtime

poem do you want to hear it sarah

actually i was hoping i could share one

of my poems

i didn't know you wrote poetry daddy

please came to me here katrina's home

there is a paradise as lovely as the

cliffs of santorini

northern lights in norway topaz waters

of tahiti

where the air smells like lilies in the

garden of versailles

spice markets in morocco a pig roast in

kauai

a place i feel as warm as a fur coat in

odessa

a mountain hot spring in hokkaido

a summer night in texas

but all along my heart was here

my paradise

is home

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that bad

no

i appreciate you sharing it

i never meant to hurt you

i only mentioned your poems to evelyn

because they were filling me with so

much emotion it was practically spilling

out

i told her you didn't want to share them

she got that idea when she found a

notebook in the house and she read it

and

i am so sorry

i shouldn't have jumped to conclusions

i should have heard you out

i'm not going back to new york

you have things to do you're

an author

a world traveler isaac i've spent the

last 10 years trying to find myself

trying to find happiness

but nothing

makes me feel like i do here

i think i belong here

with you

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i still love you

and if we can't be together unless i

rejoin the church well then i guess i'll

just have to rejoin the church

it'll take some getting used to

of course but

we can make it work

if you want

i can't ask you to leave your life

you didn't ask

when you left

you took our future and our dreams with

you and for you to say that you're

coming home and everything is to be as

it was no

i get it

why would you trust me

i wouldn't trust me either

i gave up my chance with you 10 years

ago

i've got zero to think about

you're absolutely right can we just

forget about this

please

it's late you should stay in the house

tonight you can leave in the morning no

i don't want to confuse sarah your

sister came by looking for you earlier

glad you made it before you left

give sarah a kiss and tell her goodbye

for me

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what's wrong

oh okay come here sit

sit sit side

what happened

i went to isaac's house and i told him i

loved him

what did he say

same thing you did

that i made my choice 10 years ago and

he couldn't give me another chance

i thought he was smarter than that

it's very short-sighted that one

he told me you came by looking for me

yeah

uh well

i finally went to clean the dotty house

and

i found the letters

that you had been writing all along

i never knew that you sent money

i did what i could

but it wasn't enough

i'm sorry i left you miriam i know i

hurt you

that's um

that's not the reason why i have been so

bitter towards you

mom and dad missed you so much

and they need a lot of help so i stayed

and

i never even took my rum spring out

never had the chance

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and i know that i'm never going to be

able to see all of the amazing things

that you write about

you've read my books

it's not it's not that i'm unhappy i i

have a good life and

i love my family

well

i've been everywhere

and i still don't have a place to call

no yes you do

this will always be your home

there's a reason that father left you

half of the farm you will stay here

as long as you like

who is that

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can i come in

yes

keep your voice down everyone's sleeping

isaac

is something wrong where's sarah she's

fine

she's at hazel's

i'd like to talk to katrina

yes we get to the point it's late

what i should have told you earlier is

go on

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i still love you too katrina

and if it's not too late

if you'll still take me

be my wife

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what would the church say no it's not

what i want

i don't want you to change for me

i'll rent the farm out sarah and i will

move

i can't let you do that

you were going to do that for me

yes but

he would be giving up so much

like you said everything you need is

right here

not everything

not you

i'm ready for this adventure

i've been thinking about this for a long

time

besides

you and i are not as different as you

think that we are

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you know i like that

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to write

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go with him

you just said this was my home

it is

you shouldn't be here

you would be unhappy here

i stayed here out of duty

you

too are are good

and and generous people

katrina

you you sent money to keep the farm

going and and you gave me your share of

the farm when i was so not deserving of

it

and isaac you open your farm and and

your resources to others

it is not

outward appearance

or

following rules

that makes you good

it is what comes from the heart

and yours is filled with love for others

go

go out into the world

and and do good i think i think they

might need you a little bit more than we

do

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i don't want to leave you

katrina

i heard mom tell dad

how

proud

she was of you

and i know that dad was too

go live your life

this isn't my life

not yours

god be with you

thank you

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so

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i've spent most of my life unsettled

searching for a place where i felt

content

but no matter how much i achieved i kept

striving to be more

i've been looking for home

not not my childhood home

not a place at all

because

home isn't a place

home is where you feel wanted and

loved

accepted

not because of what you do but

because of who you are

it doesn't matter how little or how much

you have

or

how you look

the only thing that matters is

what's in your heart

i no longer have to search

because home is where you are

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foreign

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me

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