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Your Sensibility My Destiny

Episode 8

Governing the state is like cooking fish.

You need good knife skills, a complete set of ingredients

and well-controlled heat.

Everything must be prepared properly before you start cooking.

If I can bring you happiness

so that you won't be worried or feel weary...

If I can shelter you from wind and rain

so that you live a stable and comfortable life,

will you accept me?

I think you will.

Right?

Wu Mo Manor

Wu Mo Manor

This way. This way.

Be careful.

Your Majesty.

Tell Young Master to wait at the main hall.

Yes, Your Majesty.

Young Master.

Do you want to

tell Miss Lin about it?

She's still clueless about everything.

I've been busy preparing these few days.

I'll let her know tonight.

Young Master!

Something bad has happened!

What is it?

Her Majesty is here.

After she saw the red silks and lanterns,

she was furious.

She must have found out.

She's waiting for you at the main hall.

Mother.

I thought you've forgotten that you have a mother.

Speak up. What's happening here?

I want to marry Lin Chi.

What?

What did you say?

I want to marry Lin Chi.

I want to be with her forever.

You...

Out of all days, Her Majesty

chose to come here today.

Will Young Master and Miss Lin be alright?

Ling Hua.

Miss Lin.

Where is Young Master?

Miss Lin.

Didn't someone come to meet you?

They left so soon?

Why are you acting mysteriously?

This...

Aren't these the wedding dress and accessories for a bride?

Are you hiding something from me?

No.

Of course not.

Miss Lin.

Actually,

Young Master wants to give you a surprise.

Give me a surprise?

These red lanterns, red silks

wedding dress and betrothal gifts

are prepared for me?

He wants to marry me?

It's too sudden.

Where's Mo Qing Chen?

At the main hall.

I need to see him.

Miss Lin, wait for me.

Oh no. Her Majesty is there too.

Luckily I hired someone to spy on you.

How could you hide your marriage from the entire imperial court,

especially His Majesty and me?

Do you know the consequences

if this news

spread to the city?

If I told you,

you would have drowned her in the lake.

I won't allow that to happen again.

So you decided to act first.

She's just a wild woman that you captured.

Just like a doll

that you can throw away anytime.

How could you fall in love with her?

She's not a doll.

She's someone whom I want to marry.

She's a swindler.

You're a prince.

How could you marry such a lowly woman?

Marry your cousin, Xiao Ke Ying, immediately.

Be it first wife

or concubine,

I will never agree.

Don't force me to take actions.

If it comes to that, the master and apprentices will not survive.

Mother.

A country girl like her must have a complicated family background.

We don't even know if her parents are criminals or robbers.

Lan'er, it's a dangerous and vicious world out there.

She might not be a loyal wife.

Your Majesty.

Although my parents passed away very early,

but they taught me about moral standards and values.

My affairs are my own business. It has nothing to do with other people.

I will not marry Mo Qing Chen.

Lin Chi.

Don't worry, Your Majesty.

I will leave him.

Where are you going?

Stop right there.

What are you doing?

What do you think?

I'm obeying your mother's wish.

I'm already prepared to marry you.

Marry me?

I'm just a shameless swindler.

I don't deserve it.

I don't wish to get married

to a prince.

I've already asked your master for your hand in marriage.

My master who lives outside the manor knew about this too?

I'm the only one who is clueless about it.

I wanted to tell you tonight.

Shouldn't we get married since we like each other?

What's wrong with preparing all these for you?

Marriage is not just about the two of us.

We can't have our way just because we like each other.

Where are you going?

It's none of your business.

You can't go.

Who are you to stop me from leaving?

I've never bowed to anyone.

Your orders don't work on me.

Since when did I say that you bowed to me?

But you are the son of the emperor

and empress.

No matter where you go,

you're still the prince.

We are from different worlds.

Lin Chi.

Many things can't be clarified

with just a word or two.

We must discuss and plan it out.

You shouldn't have said

that you'll leave me in front of my mother.

You have to understand that

I just want to protect you.

Protect me?

If I don't leave,

I'll be declaring war with the entire Nanlu.

Also, regarding my master and his apprentices,

are you going to watch them

get killed without doing anything?

What are you trying to do now?

Cripple me?

There's one more thing.

Agreement

Nine: Lin Chi shall prepare all her meals. Ten: No sleeping in Lin Chi's chamber.

From now onwards, we are done.

♫ The memory is still vivid ♫

♫ We promised to meet under the sky ♫

♫ To hold our hands in love ♫

♫ No regrets, there's a gap in our fate ♫

♫ We'll call this a success worthwhile ♫

♫ Freeze the moments, break through the obstacles ♫

♫ Cross the barrier of time ♫

♫ Are you afraid too? Please be brave ♫

Wait, Lin Chi.

Why did you tear our agreement?

♫ I'll exchange the lingering warmth with you ♫

I don't deserve to have an agreement with you.

That's up to me.

♫ In all its complexity, this gentle gaze ♫

After all, you are the one who captured me.

Can you spare my life?

Why do you still insist on leaving?

♫ Shall keep our tangled longing in memory ♫

Mo Qing Chen.

♫ Let time carve out who we used to be ♫

You're surrounded by the wealthy nobles of Nanlu.

Can you go against them?

♫ I'm broken because of you ♫

♫ Tears stain my face ♫

I can.

I can't.

♫ Trying to find the eternal answer to this mortal world ♫

Let me go.

♫ Are you afraid too? Please be brave ♫

♫ I'll exchange the lingering warmth with you ♫

♫ In all its complexity, this gentle gaze ♫

♫ Shall keep our tangled longing in memory ♫

♫ Let time carve out who we used to be ♫

♫ I'm broken because of you ♫

♫ Tears stain my face ♫

♫ Trying to find the answer to eternal time ♫

Miss Lin.

Lin Chi.

Miss Lin.

Don't go after her.

Let her go.

Wu Mo Manor

Miss Lin.

Miss Lin. Please stay.

Young Master. What happened?

Young Master. Does it hurt?

Of course it hurts.

Why does it still hurt when Lin Chi is gone?

Young Master. Your sensory perception is back?

Since we're not destined to be together, I shouldn't be reluctant to leave.

Ling Hua, I feel cold.

I'll get you a coat.

Without you,

I can still feel the world.

But why am I not as happy as I expected?

I want to protect her.

That's why I went against my mother.

I want to be with her.

But why did she insist on leaving?

Young Master.

Miss Lin was happy when

she saw what you prepared for her.

But after hearing Her Majesty speak those hurtful words,

who would be happy?

Your Highness, Lin Chi has left Wu Mo Manor.

What about Ji Ding Lan?

I only saw Lin Chi leaving Wu Mo Manor alone.

It seemed like she left in anger.

Left in anger?

That's right.

Follow Lin Chi.

Since she is not on good terms with Ji Ding Lan,

try getting information from her directly.

I will do that.

Your Highness.

Do you still remember this sword?

Yes.

You always used this when you were little

to perform the sword dance for your late mother.

If she was still alive

and met you,

she would surely like you a lot.

I'm afraid that I don't deserve it.

Do you have any impression about Lin Chi?

Yes.

Your Highness once asked me to investigate her.

What I meant was the time when you were young.

When I was young?

Prince Jing's Residence

Master, listen to me.

Of course I'm happy that

Chi is marrying Mo Qing Chen.

But they haven't known each other for long.

Isn't that a bit of a rush

for them to get married so soon?

Moreover, he's a prince.

In short, it looks like a child's play.

You're overthinking.

He is sincere...

My cash cow.

No, no.

My dearest apprentice, Lin Chi is back.

Chi, why are you here?

That's right. Why are you here?

Aren't you getting ready for your wedding at the Manor?

No, I'm not getting married.

What happened?

Why?

Master. Senior. I...

What's wrong?

You...

What happened to your hand?

Why are you hurt?

What happened?

What happened?

It hurts, right?

Just say it earlier if the royal family couldn't accept you.

Why do they have to insult you?

It's Mo Qing Chen's fault too.

He thinks that everything will be fine by getting married.

Moreover, he hid it from you.

Senior, when I heard that he wants to marry me,

although it was so sudden,

but I was actually happy.

I couldn't believe that it's true.

But Her Majesty's words were a splash of cold water.

It made me come to my senses.

I will never

return to Wu Mo Manor anymore.

Silly girl.

Senior, although I've already made up my mind,

but why do I

still feel so sad?

Don't be sad, Chi.

No matter what happens,

I will be by your side.

It's going to be fine.

A heartless man who acts without knowing the boundaries,

an unpredictable old witch...

I mean an old lady.

And a vicious distant cousin.

Three of them are bullying Chi.

Isn't that too much?

Old man Zhuang, calm down.

My brother wouldn't hurt Miss Lin.

Her Majesty is just being picky on her family background.

There's no ground to blame.

It's just that...

No ground to blame?

You're just siding with your family.

You know what?

You and Wan'er

will have to go through this sooner or later.

Why do you say so?

You think I'm blind?

You think I don't know

that you gave her a hairpin as a gift?

I know what's in your mind.

You must be joking.

That hairpin doesn't cost much.

That's enough. Stop explaining yourself.

Look here.

Since young,

Wan'er has been protective over Chi.

If Chi was really bullied by others,

Wan'er will make them pay for what they've done.

So, keep an eye on her these few days.

Don't ever let her go out of line.

Okay. Got it.

What do you think

about Miss Qiu?

Someone who doesn't know her boundaries,

unpredictable and vicious.

We have the same thoughts.

Boil some water.

-Coming! -Coming!

I'm coming.

I'm coming.

It ended just like that.

Wonderful things in the world

are indeed temporary.

You can't ask for it.

Maybe that's the right ending to this.

From now onwards, whether Mo Qing Chen falls in love with anyone

or if he is in danger,

it will be none of my business anymore.

I will not reveal your secrets.

But you don't have to know

where I'm going anymore.

Chi.

Are you out of your mind?

This is cold water.

Isn't it too cold?

Cold water?

Why can't I feel anything?

I've known the coldness and warmth in this world.

But when you're not by my side,

why does it feel so empty?

Young Master, I'm coming in.

Young Master, the water is cold now.

Did you lose your sensory perception again?

I was just distracted.

How is she doing?

Miss Lin went to Prince Jing Manor.

She has settled down there.

Okay.

Young Master, since your sensory perception is back,

does that mean

you won't need Miss Lin's help anymore?

But what if...

What if you relapsed,

can we get Miss Lin

to come back?

What are you trying to say?

Ling Hua and I miss Miss Lin.

Add some hot water.

Yes, Young Master.

I miss her too.

The weather is cold. But you refuse keep yourself warm

and almost jumped into cold water.

You're sick, right?

I've added more firewood.

Here. Drink this medicine.

Why doesn't this medicine taste bitter?

Drink this honey water.

I can't taste this honey water too.

Since young, you're afraid to take medicine.

You'll need to drink something sweet after taking medicine.

Now it's different.

You can bear all types of bitterness now.

Why can't I taste any bitterness or sweetness?

When I got hurt just now, I didn't feel any pain.

Chi, what are you doing?

Aren't you afraid of getting scalded?

Because of that man,

you hurt yourself.

Is it worth it?

What's wrong with me?

Why can't I feel the heat?

Am I turning into Mo Qing Chen?

What are you thinking?

Don't do anything silly anymore.

Senior thinks that I was hurt by love.

But she doesn't know that I've lost my sensory perception.

For people who can't sense the outside world,

will they think differently from normal people?

Just like him.

Prince Jing's Residence

I remembered that it was here.

Miss Qiu.

It has already been half a day. What are you looking for?

You can ask me about it.

It's here.

Why didn't I know that there was a sword here?

Your Highness, lend me this sword.

I need you and master to take good care of Chi.

I'll be back soon.

Where are you going?

I'll tell you when I'm back.

Wait.

Why the sword?

I want to seek revenge for Chi.

I... You...

It's improper for men and women to touch.

Let go, Your Highness.

I won't let you go.

I'll return your sword.

It's not about the sword.

You're no match for my brother.

How dare you hug me.

You've lost your mind.

Wait up. I'll go with you.

Miss Qiu Wan.

We should still remain calm in any situations.

Miss Qiu. Why are you here?

I came to seek revenge.

Miss Qiu, well...

Maybe Miss Lin felt wronged

but it wasn't my Young Master's intentions.

-As the saying goes by... -Ling Hua.

-Young Master. -Brother.

Do you know why I am here today?

That is none of my business.

You...

You're indeed a heartless man.

Chi still wanted to protect you despite getting hurt.

Do you know what happened to her now?

She couldn't sense temperature. Everything is tasteless to her.

She got hurt?

She is not in her right mind now.

She didn't even realise that

she's bathing with cold water.

Everything is tasteless to her.

Physical wounds are not a big deal.

What's difficult to heal is her emotional wounds.

She couldn't sense temperature? Everything is tasteless?

If anything happens to her,

I'll cut your veins and peel off your skin with this sword.

Why couldn't she sense temperature?

Why is everything tasteless to her?

You're acting dumb right now?

I'll knock some senses into you today.

-Take this. -Brother, don't hurt Miss Qiu Wan.

Miss Qiu.

Are you okay, Miss Qiu Wan?

-Miss Qiu Wan. -Young Master.

Mo Qing Chen. Be a man and fight.

Brother, take care.

We'll pay you a visit another day.

Let's go. Quick.

Mo Qing Chen. Be a man and fight.

Young Master, are you okay?

Chi still wanted to protect you despite getting hurt.

Do you know what happened to her now?

She couldn't sense temperature. Everything is tasteless to her.

Why can't Young Master avoid her attack?

Maybe it was a mistake.

You're a prince.

How could you marry a lowly woman?

She's a daughter from a poor family with a complex frame of mind.

Her parents must have lived a life without virtue.

I'm already prepared to marry you.

I've already asked your master for your hand in marriage.

I wanted to tell you tonight.

Shouldn't we get married since we like each other?

Senior, why are you here?

I met master at the restaurant.

He was drunk again

and talked to me for a long time.

I know that no one is here now.

So I came to deliver some food to you.

Thank you, senior.

Is there any news about my sister?

The reply won't come so soon.

Oh right. I almost forgot.

In that scroll, it was mentioned that

there were no descendants in that family.

So they treat your sister very well.

Really?

That's good news.

Chi.

If you need me,

I'll always be at your side.

I know that.

Master, Qiu Wan and you

care a lot about me too.

That's right.

I care for you just like master and Qiu Wan.

I suddenly remembered that

we liked to play house when we were young.

You were the groom while Qiu Wan was the bride.

I wanted to become your kid,

but you wouldn't agree.

You just refused to play with us.

Although I wasn't willing to,

but when you pleaded,

I would still continue to play with you.

After I grew up, I finally knew

how much I relied on you.

You were always by my side.

Chi.

Look what I brought for you.

Roasted red potatoes?

They're your favourite when you were little.

I just got them roasted just now. They're still hot.

Be careful.

Be careful. Don't get scalded.

Thank you, master.

I'm not hungry. You go ahead.

Chi.

When I first saw you,

you were only this tall.

You're a grown lady now.

Chi.

Listen to my advice.

Don't be sad because of other people.

I can't stand to see you sad.

Let me tell you this secret.

Recently, I've quit gambling

and saved up an amount of money.

It's enough for your dowries.

No matter what happens in the future,

don't be afraid.

I'll be waiting for you here.

If no one wants you, I'll take care of you.

Sometimes,

the heavens have already had things planned out.

It will come to light one day.

Be patient.

Dig in.

Is it tasty?

Quick. Come here.

Come have your meal.

Sit down quick.

Wan'er, have some roasted red potato.

♫ Memory is slowly falling apart ♫

♫ I can barely remember the day we met ♫

♫ That split second we touched ♫

♫ The dizziness we felt shouldn't merely be an illusion ♫

♫ I thought it's fated love ♫

♫ I thought lies could come true ♫

♫ But the incompleteness of this destiny can't be altered ♫

Agreement

One: Mo Qing Chen and Wu Mo Manor residents shall not harm Lin Chi.

♫ You let our love swirl with the wind and snow ♫

♫ My tears flow like falling stars ♫

♫ How can we wipe out the evidence of our love? ♫

♫ When the bitterness still lingers ♫

♫ I can't tell gratitude from grudges, nor right from wrong ♫

♫ I can't let you wilt alone ♫

♫ The beautiful poems I wrote were torn ♫

♫ I fell head over heels for you ♫

♫ After swapping our senses, I realise ♫

♫ We have loved so genuinely ♫

Senior, I forgot to ask you this.

Where did you go with Prince Jing yesterday?

Wu Mo Manor.

Wu Mo Manor?

Oh right.

When you came back last night,

I saw you holding a sword.

You...

I taught him a lesson.

Who beat up who?

You beat someone up?

Why didn't you stop her?

I...

I taught Mo Qing Chen a lesson.

You taught Mo Qing Chen a lesson?

Are you kidding me?

Even if you sneaked up and attacked him from behind,

I bet

you couldn't even reach him.

Not only was I able to reach him,

I even hurt him.

He couldn't avoid my first attack.

You hurt him?

Where?

That's right. Where was he hurt?

That heartless man asked me

why Chi couldn't sense temperature.

I raged as soon as I heard that.

So I waved my sword.

Then, he placed his hand on his shoulder

and was in great pain.

Pain?

You don't believe me?

He is my witness.

No.

Miss Qiu over-exaggerated it.

He just slightly frowned in pain.

That sounds more like it.

You and your dramas.

He felt pain?

Did he fake that to hide his lost of sensory perception?

That doesn't make sense.

Why couldn't he avoid the sword?

Did he...

If there weren't so many people trying to stop me,

I would have killed him.

Chi, don't worry and just stay here.

Something is wrong.

We swapped.

Chi, what are you saying?

Swapped?

Don't go.

I'm going to Wu Mo Manor.

Chi, you...

Quickly go after her.

The dishes today taste good.

This carrot tastes refreshing.

You...

Sit down, sit down.

It wasn't easy for Chi to get enlightened.

That is between the two of them.

Let them solve it themselves. Am I right?

Just eat.

Don't worry. Miss Lin is rational.

She knows what she's doing.

Come have a look.

I apologise. I got the wrong person.

Have some vegetables.

Liu Xiang Tavern

Fresh vegetables.

Who are you? Why are you following her?

Oh no. I forgot that I lost my martial skills.