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Your Sensibility My Destiny

Episode 12

I thought I wasn't afraid of anything.

But now I found that

I'm really afraid of you.

You ask me what I'm afraid of?

I'm afraid

of losing you.

You haven't slept?

I can't feel the cold nor warmth.

I can't smell the candle and the sandalwood.

I can't sleep.

Mo Qing Chen.

He was injured that day.

It started from the back of his neck to his waist, through the backbone.

It really was you. Why?

Why did it have to be you?

Why won't you ask me as you're suffocating

and hating me this much?

As expected, you're here tonight for this.

But I'll give you an explanation.

You brats! You'll rot in hell!

Hang on.

Let's go.

Prefect Du.

Who is that guy?

He is capricious even in the Court of Judicial Review.

He is sued for murder.

But he hasn't been convicted yet.

I heard that he was a coroner.

Was?

He doesn't seem like

he has retired for many years.

You're right.

He's very unfortunate.

He had a tricky case ten years ago, a family massacre.

He then resigned without any clear reason.

A family massacre ten years ago?

Was it in Qingye County on the western outskirts?

You know it, too?

I've heard of it before.

You may leave.

Yes, sir.

He resigned ten years ago at the end of the trial.

Isn't it obvious that something was wrong about settling the case?

I've got to inform Lin Chi.

It's not right.

An incident which has not been traced for ten years.

Why has it come up so frequently lately?

I should not handle this hastily.

I should find a chance to find out more

before I inform Lin Chi.

Lead her to Du Ruo's place.

I was right, wasn't I?

Yan'er.

You still refuse to believe it.

I don't know

what the solid evidence is that you mentioned.

Didn't you have a senior who's a prefect?

Just go and look into it.

Just look into it if you still have

the intention to avenge our parents.

I'd rather die with Mo Qing Chen

if you still couldn't find a thing.

Prefect, there's a lady looking for you.

Let her in.

Yes, sir.

Chi?

Senior.

This is the last time.

Can you take me to check the files of that year? again

I'm begging you.

I don't know what to do

if you don't help me.

Why are you doing this? Get up.

Sit over here. Talk to me.

You have found your little sister.

Why you still want to look into them?

The death of my parents wasn't an accident.

They were murdered.

If that was the case,

it must've had a conclusion back then.

There's no reason for you to look into it.

It was Mo Qing Chen.

Ling Yan said that she saw

Mo Qing Chen was at the scene back then.

Do you think

Mo Qing Chen was the murderer?

I don't want to believe that.

But he did say that he hurt

a lot of people because he couldn't

control his martial skills.

Moreover, he was at the scene back then.

Who else could it be if it wasn't him?

I've just got the clues.

And Lin Chi came to ask about it.

Why does everything hit the spot?

All the recent things are very suspicious.

I've got the feeling that everything is being secretly manipulated.

They're pushing me towards the dead end.

Do not trust anyone

before finding out the truth.

And do not act on impulse.

Did you find clues?

Otherwise, why would you say that?

No, that's not it. You should go back first.

I've been a fool for ten years.

I don't want to be a fool anymore.

I'll look into it by myself

if you won't help me.

Wait.

Follow me.

My sister is not here.

I'm here for you.

What's the matter?

We both have a clear idea

of who you're working for and how you sowed

discord among me and Lin Chi.

To be honest, I wouldn't say it was sowing discord.

Moreover, both of us know fairly well

about what'd happened before.

Ten years ago,

the murderer who killed your parents had faced justice.

Prince Rui was the trial judge.

Now that he wants you to bring this up.

What else could it be if it isn't sowing discord?

I only believe in what I saw.

Why did you come to me

if you have nothing to hide?

Perhaps, I did go to your house ten years ago.

You admitted.

Even though I went there,

it is not what you thought.

I'll tell

Lin Chi everything I know.

But before that,

I can't let you affect Lin Chi's mood anymore.

And I can't let Prince Rui manipulate the situation.

You mean Lin Chi wouldn't be interrupted

if you manipulated the situation?

Since you want to tell her the truth,

why are you afraid to let me know?

I'm going to Lin Chi now.

I'll only explain to Lin Chi.

I don't care about what you think.

My apologies.

Don't worry, I won't hurt you.

But I won't let you hurt Lin Chi anymore.

You were the coroner

of the Lin family murder case in Qingye County ten years ago.

Why did you suddenly retire at the end of the trial at that year?

Do you remember this case?

Was something wrong about it?

Go away.

You have no right to interrogate me about the case of ten years ago.

They can't interrogate you.

What about me, the daughter of Lin family?

I'd taken countless murder cases.

There were more than ten cases of family murders.

How could I remember it clearly?

Say it!

Chi, do not act recklessly.

I remember it.

This case had been long closed.

It was... It was the bandits' doing.

I'm not asking for the conclusion, I want the truth.

Heroine, please spare me.

This case was sent directly to the emperor.

It has been over ten years.

You'd better not ask about it.

Sent directly to the emperor?

Go on.

I was just a minor official.

I'm not too sure

about the details.

I only know that there was royalty

in the suspects back then.

The superior commanded us

to find some bandits to be the scapegoats

and rushed to close the case.

How did you know the bandits were the scapegoats

if the royalty was

just a suspect?

I'd examined the bodies.

There's no way

the bandits could have made

such lethal injuries.

Moreover, there were a lot of money left.

And the female bodies showed no sign of rape.

Then what were the bandits after?

Why didn't you say anything back then?

Heroine.

Why didn't you avenge my parents?

I was just a coroner.

I was timid and tried to protect myself.

Heroine, please spare me!

Who commanded you to deem it a robbery case back then?

Was it the empress?

Heroine, please spare my life!

I didn't say anything.

Heroine, please spare my life! Heroine!

As expected, it's really her.

Chi, it remains very much in doubt.

Do not act rashly.

I was hoping to find some doubt

to prove that he wasn't the murderer.

But now,

even I can't convince myself.

Chi.

About what you said today,

I didn't hear it and you didn't say it.

Just keep it to yourself.

Do not talk about it anymore.

I understand.

I should go to Master

to ask about what happened back then

so that I can persuade Lin Chi.

Prince Jing's Manor

I've got an overview of this incident.

It's useless for you to go there.

Hurry up and tell Lin Chi since you know it.

If Mo Qing Chen really is the murderer,

I'll kill that livestock for Chi.

She doesn't need to do it.

Do not stop me.

I won't.

Because I know Brother isn't the murderer.

If it really is Brother's doing,

I'll convince him to turn himself in to atone for his sins.

What are you waiting for?

Hurry up and tell us about those information

which you can't tell Chi.

I told

Mo Qing Chen about Lin family of ten years ago.

He acted strange at that time.

Looking at it now,

he was indeed the young man who received treatment

at the Lin household back then.

I also recall this.

I was young then,

but I admired Brother.

So I remember

that he had left the palace to recuperate before.

It was ten years ago.

But why did you conclude that

the Lin family massacre was Brother's doing because of this?

We couldn't conclude it just because of this.

But Ling Yan had seen him.

There's also the coroner's testimony.

The empress personally closed the case.

Seems like there's no doubt

about it.

If it really is Mo Qing Chen's doing,

I'll file the case and reinvestigate it

to bring justice to Chi.

I can't let the murderer escape justice

and I can't allow Chi to violate the law

because of taking personal revenge.

Enough!

Both of them are a mess now.

Don't get involved in it, okay?

Master, I...

Let me tell you this.

All the current evidence

are pointing to Mo Qing Chen,

but has Chi asked him in person?

Seems like she hasn't.

Right.

Do you think

Mo Qing Chen is that kind of villain

who'll reverse the truth to protect himself?

This is definitely not Brother's doing.

I'll stake my life on it.

You're right.

If it's that case,

just let Chi ask for the truth.

If he really was on the scene,

he'd have a lot to explain then.

Right.

Prefect Du just said that something is odd

about that coroner.

And there's something suspicious about this.

No.

This only shows that someone is trying to bring this case up.

You can't conclude that Mo Qing Chen is innocent just by this.

There's a thing that I can't understand.

Mo Qing Chen is the the emperor's eldest son.

What disease did he have

that he had to see Physician Lin?

I have something urgent, I'll be back in a few days.

-Master. -Master.

Where are you going?

I don't know.

Don't mess things up for me.

Your highness, if you'll excuse me.

I can't help Chi.

I can only keep an eye on the person behind this.

Prefect Du,

please make sure to find out

who's framing my brother.

I'll try my best.

I'll go with you.

I can lend a hand and we can take care of each other.

It's inconvenient for man and woman to act together.

Do not get Prefect Du in trouble.

Your highness, I'll excuse myself.

Your Highness, you said it's inconvenient for me to go with him.

Then, is it convenient for me to stay in the residence with you?

Whose convenience is it?

Mine or yours?

I...

I'm going to do meditation.

Don't call me

until Mr Zhuang is back.

Sir, it's all ready.

I've sent someone to keep an eye on the residence.

No one is allowed to approach it.

Okay, wait for Lin Chi's return

and we'll take off right away.

But are you sure that it's all right to lock Ling Yan up?

If Miss Lin knows it, will she...

Lin Chi understands why I received

treatment at the Lin family

but we can't let Ling Yan know that.

We have no choice but to do this.

Miss Lin is back.

I know what you're wondering.

Come with me.

I'll explain

everything to you over there.

I'm not the only one you've got to explain to.

Ling Hua, tell Ling Yan to come over.

Let your young master explain to her.

What's wrong?

Why aren't you moving?

Where's Ling Yan?

You don't have to look for her.

I'm afraid

you couldn't calmly hear me out if she was there.

Fine, I'll go look for her by myself.

Lady.

Leave me alone.

Just let him kill me.

No one

will force you to avenge our parents if I'm dead!

No one will stop you from enjoying your luxury life!

Shut up! You're not allowed to say that to Lin Chi.

Why did you treat her like this?

What are you going to do to her

if I leave with you?

Are you going to kill her?

So you think of me like that?

I don't know.

Just let me kill him

if you don't want to do it.

I'd like to ask you a few questions in person.

Go ahead.

Ten years ago,

did you receive treatment

from a physician named Lin in Qingye County?

Young Master...

Yes, I did.

Did you get

the wound on your back at that time?

Yes.

Were you aware that I'm the daughter of Lin family

and you deliberately kept it from me?

Yes.

Did you kill my parents?

I...

I don't remember it.

Nonsense!

I was delirious as I'd taken the medication that time.

So I don't remember what happened.

But the murderer had been arrested that time.

It was the bandit who killed your parents.

You don't remember?

My parents died tragically.

Yet, you don't remember a thing.

Lin Chi,

Ji Ding Yue is using this incident to sow discord among us.

Your enemy had already faced justice.

The bandit was brought in by your mother to take the blame.

If it hadn't been you,

why would the empress go to such lengths to rescue the murderer?

I owed the Lin couple a favour.

Why would I murder them?

The past you

would inevitably hurt others even if you were conscious.

Let alone you were delirious.

My father had treated the disease which he shouldn't have.

Lin Chi,

I really don't remember it.

Why bother asking him?

An eye for an eye.

He has admitted it. What are you waiting for?

We should avenge Father and Mother now.

Lin Chi,

do you really think

I'm the murderer?

-Young... -Young Master.

Okay.

As long as you're happy.

Only Lin Chi can kill me.

Sir, your wound.

Why did you put away the sword?

What on earth are you trying to do?

Are you going to let him go just like this?

Say something!

Are you still reluctant to kill him?

You can't kill him. Only I can do it.

Lin Chi, I'm very disappointed in you!

Only I can kill Mo Qing Chen.

In this situation,

shouldn't you say

you wish to stay with me forever?

Only I can kill Mo Qing Chen.

♫ The memory is still vivid ♫

I don't want you to be like the duckweed without root,

an object with no memory.

♫ We promised to meet under the sky ♫

♫ To hold our hands in love ♫

These are only your past memories.

♫ No regrets, there's a gap in our fate ♫

I want to exist

♫ We'll call this a success worthwhile ♫

in all your memories from now on.

♫ Freeze the moments, break through the obstacles ♫

♫ Cross the barrier of time ♫

Only I can kill Mo Qing Chen.

♫ Are you afraid too? Please be brave ♫

When will you feel lonely?

♫ I'll exchange the lingering warmth with you ♫

When I'm eating, walking, reading.

♫ In all its complexity, this gentle gaze ♫

I feel lonely when you're not around.

♫ Shall keep our tangled longing in memory ♫

♫ Let time carve out who we used to be ♫

Then, let's stay together from now until forever.

Okay?

♫ I'm broken because of you ♫

♫ Tears stain my face ♫

♫ Trying to find the eternal answer to this mortal world ♫

Only I can kill him.

Yet, only I couldn't kill him.

♫ Just like the silver-white orb of the full moon ♫

♫ Healing your sorrow ♫

♫ It is indeed a long journey ♫

♫ The remaining warmth seems redundant ♫

♫ Your confused face imprinted on my mind ♫

♫ Whose warmth are you trying to protect? ♫

Did you kill my parents?

Was it me?

♫ The seiche on the lake ♫

♫ Secretly come into contact, please don't melt ♫

I really don't know.

I don't remember it.

♫ We promised to brave the dream together ♫

♫ Bear it in mind, don't forget about it ♫

No one is allowed to say a word

about the Lin family after Ding Lan wakes up.

You're not allowed

to leave this royal bedchamber in these few days.

Otherwise,

your tongues will be cut out.

What on earth did Mother do?

What did I do?

Was it really me?

It's freezing cold.

There's no warm food in the kitchen.

Does he know what time it is now?

This silly kid doesn't even ask for food.

Why is the door locked?

I'll go to the side entrance.

Your Highness,

why did you lock the door?

I'll stay out of sight in the study room

before Mr Zhuang comes back.

I'd basically interrupt your daily life if it's that case.

Or should I go to Du Ruo?

At least I can lend a hand.

I'm going now.

Don't bother.

I...

I'm fine with it.

That won't do.

How can I make it hard for you?

It's really inconvenient if you go to him.

Or let me go with you.

Are you coming?

I don't think it's necessary to find Prefect Du.

Chi, what's wrong with you?

Where is Mo Qing Chen and Ling Yan?

Chi.

What's wrong?

Your Highness.

What had happened to the Lin family ten years ago?

You interrogate me

right after you barge in here.

I think you've forgotten who you are

and the rules of the palace

as you've stayed in Wu Mo Manor for too long.

Mother,

Lin Chi is the daughter of Qingye's Physician Lin.

Physician Lin attentively treated my disease back then.

I owed him a favour.

And Lin Chi is the one I love.

I'm only asking for the truth.

Why did you intervene

to settle the Lin family murder case?

Ten years ago,

I sent you to the Lin family with a glimmer of hope.

I thought Physician Lin could cure your disease

as he was a miracle doctor.

But who knew,

misfortune would befall the Lin family.

The governor who was in charge of this case

was the henchman of Ji Ding Yue.

If I didn't intervene to settle the case,

he would've found your secret.

There'd be a disaster for us if it was that case.

Is that all?

What about me? Did I kill them?

I don't know.

Mother.

You were the only one at the scene back then.

You were delirious and covered with blood.

There was a deep wound on your back.

As expected, it really was me.

Lan'er,

it's been ten years.

This case had long been settled.

You didn't remember it at that time,

so just forget about it now.

How could I forget about it?

How can I do that

as Lin Chi won't forget about it?

Young Master has been drinking

since he returned from the palace.

He doesn't say anything and ignores everyone.

Leave us now.

Yes.

How is Lin Chi?

Brother, don't worry. She's fine.

How could she be fine?

Only I can understand her pain.

As such,

you should pull yourself together.

Only you can resolve the pain

since you're the only one who knows it.

You're right.

Indeed, I'm the only one who can resolve it.

Hand this to Lin Chi and tell her

that she can come take my life anytime.

Brother, you...

Brother!

Brother! Brother! You...

Brother!

It's good that you come and take my life.

Why does it taste bitter?

Bitter?

It's not.

Why don't you try this?

It's bitter too.

I'll bring some sweet and sour desserts for you.

I think you have a bitter taste in the mouth.

No, thanks.

I can't taste it

no matter what it is.

Except bitterness.

Sir, it's time to take the medication.

Sir, the wound isn't deep.

Miss Lin went easy on you.

Let's change your dressing later.

It will heal in a few days.

Sir, I'll go and take the medicine kit.

Young Master.

A lot of charcoal has been added in it.

Don't touch it first.

I'll go and bring a glove over.

Sir, it's burning!

Sir, your hands!

How did you burn your hands?

I just told him

he can't touch it until I bring the glove over.

It's your fault. Look.

Sir,

why can't you feel that it's burning when you touched it?

Did you lose your sensory perception again?

No.

Just that my other part hurts too much.

So I can't feel it here.

You guys may leave.

Sir, let me apply some medicine on your hands.

No need for that.

Lin Chi.