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Ah, well, I'm a Mexican physician.

I'm 38 years old.

I was born in Chapala Jalisco.

That's in Mexico.

I start with my dad since I was a kid trying

to find happiness in the world.

And through experiences with life,

I get encounter with the sacred medicines, such as peyote

and Salvia divinorum.

And that energy really transformed my life.

Nature told me that I will have the opportunity

to receive a tool that would help me to free myself

of all the self-created demons that I

learned through my education.

And that I will have the opportunity

to lead other people to do the same by themselves.

So I spend a few years trying to find myself,

and then I get completely lost.

I was trap into my auto-destructive behavior, that

was induced by all the substances that I knew by then,

such as alcohol, tobacco, cocaine, and then

the crack cocaine.

And my life was completely destroyed by these substances.

I was alone.

I lost all my connections with my family, friends.

And I was so sick, and so thin, and so desperate

for finding the answer.

And this answer, it came to me through

the Sonoran desert toad medicine.

It took me 18 months to completely quit all the--

the addictions that I had before.

Through the learning with the toad medicine,

I found out myself completely healed about my own mind.

How this medicine was a vehicle to achieve

this state of awareness, that it stayed with

me and it's part of myself every day.

And is so precious that I want to share it with everyone.

My first experience with this medicine,

it was in Chapala Jalisco in 2006.

And when I had the first intake of the medicine,

it was this moment of truth.

It was this moment of release, that I could breathe again,

free after many days, nights, years

of being trapped in the inferno that I was living.

I had a little tiny amount of the medicine with me.

And then I did it by myself, at my office.

And then I call my friend, and with tears in my eyes,

I told him, hey, man, thank you, because you just saved my life.

The first moment of the medicine was vibration, was light,

was this sacred geometry coming in every single direction.

And it was beauty.

It was love.

And it was peace.

It was this-- this moment of silence of my soul,

when I can finally listen to my heart.

And then I knew that I needed to walk that path.

And then these minutes, after the toad,

of experiencing the peace, start to become

days, and weeks, and years.

I never went back.

I never went back into the same--

the same path that I had.

And all this is because of the toad medicine.

Without this medicine, I--

I wouldn't be here anymore.

I moved to Sonora in the year 2008.

And I started working as a physician

there, in Hermosillo, the capital city of the state

of Sonora in Mexico.

And then I realized that none of the tribes of the desert

remember about this toad and this medicine.

In this path, I learn about all the different medicines.

I had the blessing to travel places like here,

in Putumayo in Colombia, to receive the yage,

and to go to Venezuela and receive the yopo

and also to receive the iboga.

And also to receive all the sacred plants.

And now I can understand the importance

of each of these plants, but also the main priority

to create the culture in the world, to respect nature.

And to create sanctuaries that allow to the next generations

to have these same tools that saved my life.

We lack of this education.

And this medicine was completely forgotten for many centuries.

So we don't know how people in the past were using this.

But we have all the evidence, through the mythology,

through the different artifacts that are seen in the museums.

And also through all the symbolism

that connect the molecules that are in the toad medicine

with the rest of the molecules that

are in other sacred medicines all over the planet.

So we need to go back into--

into the past to remember that there is only one time.

And that time is eternity.

And we are creating it, with every single action

that we do, with every single thought,

with every single word, and with our emotions.

So this medicine, the toad medicine,

put you in contact directly with your feelings and your emotions.

And it's a cathartic medicine.

It's a way to release all the repressed feelings and emotions

that you have inside of you automatically,

in an autonomous way.

It's not something that you need to think to do.

It's something that-- it happens by itself

because this medicine, it's a blend of molecules.

And they are manufactured by the planet itself.

No one is doing anything for harvesting, for creating this.

This is in the perfect form, is in the perfect way.

The toad is the vessel that has protect and embody

this energy since millions of years ago.

After doing this medicine with 6,000 people,

there is hundreds of testimonials.

There is a lot of--

now there is many other people doing the same.

And this is something that--

it will be bigger, and bigger, and bigger.

But we need to set the basis of how

to do this in the most beautiful, and free,

and contained, and protected, and safe environment.

It's so fast.

And it's so short.

And it's so intense, that there is no way that anyone

can be ready for that.

You can be-- the mindset and the heart set,

it's more important than the physical set

because at the end of the day, I've

seen people completely intoxicated with substances,

that after the toad medicine they are healed.

But that was a tough process for some of them

because the body was re-intoxicated.

It can be done gentler if people does cleansing first.

This is a pretty safe medicine, this is a medicine

the children--

women who are breastfeeding or who

are even pregnant have done.

And there has been not any kind of complication

related with the medicine.

But also, we have the experience with people

that have some conditions.

And they have some bad reactions after the medicine.

And it's necessary to have the contention and the culture

to help these people to walk through that process.

And knowing that if you reach a place where it's uncomfortable,

then you need more medicine, so you can just

move forward from there.

And the only obstacle for everyone

will be always the fear.

And fear is just a product of the mind.

It doesn't exist.

So if you have the--

the-- the trust in your heart, go for it.

Go for it.

Oh, no.

It moderates, but doesn't create consciousness.

Well, at moment of the medicine,

it's important to be focused on your-- on your being,

on your body, but mainly on your breath.

It's a breathing exercise.

And it's about to reconnect with that rhythm.

[deep breathing]

It's important to surrender.

It's important to don't resist, don't fight.

It's important just to observe.

And just to allow the energy to go through you

and to go with the flow.

But it's also important to be present.

And after the medicine, it's important to do

physical exercise.

It's important to have some physical activity, to sweat.

It's also important to have those moments of silence

and inner introspection.

So you can go deep into yourself,

and release, and reconnect with your--

with your true inner being and your highest being.

And to understand that the same days

you will feel the energy of the medicine back in yourself.

And this is completely normal.

You just need to accept it.

And to just, again, surrender and go with it.

And it's a-- a beautiful, I think,

mechanism of remembering to the mind

that she is not in control.

The mind is not in control.

The mind is just a friend.

It's an ally, just like the ego.

It's something that, with the medicine

you will feel how it's diluted, how it's vanished.

And then how it comes back again,

tsch, tsch, re-configurated.

But then you can see and learn that this is just

another part of your being.

And then you can, um, catch yourself

when you are going out of your center.

And you can just go through the breath, back into the center.

The benefits of releasing the things that you don't need

anymore are many.

You can see through the experience with this medicine

how all your relationships with your family are transformed.

And the feeling and the realization

that you are the peace and the health,

that will help you to heal many things.

So I've seen that the medicine has helped people

with depression, with gastritis, with many different symptoms,

or conditions, or whatever.

That is just the product of the life that we are having.

And our society has tried so much to take away the pain,

but not take away the reason for having this pain.

So the pathologies and all the conditions that we have

are, most of them, the product of our daily life activity,

of our habits, and our food, and the work,

and the lack of exercise, and many different things.

I've seen that this medicine can improve

the quality of life of people.

I've seen that people can be healed of many things.

But I'm not trying to promote an idea.

I'm trying to create an invitation, so the people can

find out in their own--

through their own experiences how

this medicine can help, because this is already in our bodies.

We are not putting something strange on them.

But when we activate these receptors,

then we can still keep inducing the same state.

That's why many people after the toad medicine

still connecting with that same moment.

And that brings this unique tool,

that you do not need to be doing a lot of medicines

all the time to achieve a place.

When you know how to activate this inside of you,

this will be part of you forever.

Slow, slower, slower, slower.

There is some risks always in every single activity that we do,

climbing, diving, sky diving.

Any single activity that can bring some stress

to our bodies, that can bring a risk also.

We just need to breathe in--

[breathing]

--to feel all this magnificence, all this beauty,

all this perfection.

And that everything that is inside of us,

it's around us because we are that.

And that's not the product of our imagination.

It's what it is.

These molecules are in all the brains of the mammals.

They are in many plants.

They are the language that nature

has used to have the codes for transmit all the information

to all the beings.

And we are so disconnected of that knowledge.

And we are so numb by all the things that we are taking,

alcohol, sleeping pills, prescription drugs, stress, TV,

media, madness.

It's just nonsense.

And we are expanding that.

We are in it anchoring that in our lives.

And only us can just release all that, shift it into the things

that we really want to do.

And for that, we first need to be

reconnected with infinite love.

And for feeling this infinite love,

I haven't seen any other tool so effective as the toad medicine.

This is a petition.

But this is also an announcement.

And this is also a statement that--

and it's a commitment that we are here.

And we all are one.

And with the help of everyone,

we can do, for every single human being,

a life of peace, prosperity, abundance, health,

and happiness.

And we all have the power to do that.

So let's do it.

It's love, infinite love.

Infinite love, it's-- it's so powerful.

It's so strong.

It's so beautiful that there is no words to explain this--

this medicine.

You need to experience it by yourself.

It's something that you need to do.

Additional editing by Sir CRD