All language subtitles for Deceit s01e03.engg

I took the knife in my hand.

I gripped it really hard.

And she was smiling at me,
willing me to do it.

And then I slit her throat.

It was electrifying.

There she is.

Lizzie James.

[daunting music]

[Pedder on comms]
Update on India one, please.

[officer] No change.
Still blindside of RV.

You must be Colin.

And you must be Lizzie.

Been waiting long?

Not too long.

-I promised you lunch, didn't I?
-Yeah.

I told you I was married,
didn't I?

Yeah. Yeah, you said.

Didn't last very long, like...

[Sadie on surveillance]
Thanks.

I promise I'll tell you the
whole story. I will, just...

Come on, Stagg.

[Sadie] Just a bit embarrassed.

[Colin]
Well, you can tell me anything.

I feel like I'm always...

looking for
something I can't find.

I think it's because
it's what happened to me, when I was a kid.

Your secret?

It's okay.

You can tell me.

Go on.

There was this
older fella that lived

a couple of streets
away from me and, erm...

He was kind to me.
He made me feel special.

Well, I sort of got in
with him and his mates

and in his cellar he had...

this room that was
all painted black.

He was into the occult.

I know, I thought
he was mysterious.

He performed,
like, these rituals.

And...

what would happen is, is that...

everyone would
end up having sex.

It was the most electrifying
atmosphere. Like...

[Sadie on surveillance]
I don't even know how you'd describe it. It was like...

mixed feelings, like...

we were all really,
really drunk.

The room was filled
with candles and...

there were these, er,
special cups -

chalices.

[Colin sniggers]

There was this women and she was
laid out on the altar, naked.

Go on, Lizzie.

And there were these knives...

that were brought in.

And it was as if she knew
what was happening.

She just...

She just lay there.

And then this man,
he handed me a knife,

and he asked me
to cut her throat.

So, I go over to her

and she's looking at me
and I'm looking at her.

And the room is filled
with candlelight and smoke, it's electric.

And I did what he asked.

And I got the cup
and I filled it with her blood and we all drank it.

And then I was with this man
and...

it was the most amazing thing,
it was...

the best thing
I could ever imagine.

The thought of being with him.

I mean,
the sex was mind-blowing.

Both of us knowing
what had happened.

I'm not asking you
to tell me all your secrets,

but I am placing
all my trust in you.

And either you're not
the right man for me...

Come on, Stagg, come on.

...and we can just be
friends or...

[Pedder] Go on, go on.

Do you wanna tell me something?

[Pedder]
Come on, Stagg, come on!

Come on, come on!

[Sadie] This is the letter
he gave me when we met.

"He gently takes
the blade of the knife and draws it down your body.

Not cutting you,
just teasing you.

Then he places the blade
in your mouth and makes you lick it clean.

You're so hot now.

The man cuts himself on his arm,
just enough to draw blood

and drips it onto your breasts.

You massage it making...
making...

you rock your head backwards
and forwards and sideways

as you go into a massive orgasm.

I hope this was
to your satisfaction, Lizzie."

[Pedder] It is fucking gold!

He's talking about knives.

It's not just the letter,
the way he acted was odd.

I tell him a story about a
woman having her throat cut and he doesn't even flinch.

The rarity of the combined
elements of deviance

are present in only
a small number of the general male population.

Okay, what about this bit?

"I've written this story
along the lines of what I feel you are into."

What if we've led him
to believe Lizzie's into this sort of thing?

Well, I fail to see how he
could have drawn that inference

from anything we have
communicated to him,

prior to the writing
of this letter.

[sighs]

Is there something
you'd like to say, Sadie?

Are we on the right side
of the line here?

EJ14, the letter we sent Stagg
back in March,

we used the expression
"defenceless and humiliated".

Could that have prompted him
to bring a knife into the fantasies?

These themes are too extreme
to have been prompted by EJ14.

They've obviously been
generated spontaneously.

So where does this fantasy
leave Stagg?

Well, this is consistent with
what I would expect to find

in the masturbatory repertoire
of the killer.

You're looking at someone
with a highly deviant sexuality

present in only
a small number of men.

How small?

The chances of there being two
such men on Wimbledon Common when Rachel was killed

are vanishingly small.

Black coffee, please, love.

-Do you want to see a menu?
-Yeah, go on then.

So I can't really stay long
so whatever this is, can you just make it quick.

Make it quick?

You had lunch with a killer
and you don't think we should talk about it?

Oh, it went well.
Everyone's pleased. End of.

How long's this gonna
go on for, anyway?

Britton said he'll have
a confession within two months of exchanging fantasies.

I make it twice that already.

Yeah, and this isn't some
sort of test purchase, Baz.

You've never done
anything like this before.

No one has ever done
anything like this before.

You think I can't handle myself?

I think it took him about 40
seconds to kill Rachel Nickell.

Yeah, and I'm trying to
stop him from doing it again.

You're bait for a serial killer.

Maybe SO10 chose you
cos you're the best for the job,

or maybe they just chose you cos
you look like Rachel Nickell.

Fuck you!

It wasn't even two seconds,
was it?

You're an arsehole.

Just trying to keep you safe,
Sadie.

[phone rings]

[phone rings]

[tape recorder clicks,
phone rings]

Hello?

[Colin] Hello, Lizzie.

I've been thinking
about you a lot.

-Have you?
-Mmm.

I bet you're a bit stunned
by what I said yesterday.

Well, yeah...

but what's past is past.

Yeah, but I have
to live with it, Colin.

I know that, yeah.

And like you said...

you want to be fulfilled...

in that...

that special way.

I want a relationship
with you, Lizzie.

That's the thing.

Yeah, well, there's no point if
you can't give me what I want.

If it's not there
it's not there.

I always thought that there was
something in your letters.

Indications to me,
you know, that something had happened before.

When we're together if you
wanted me to do something to you or with you,

you know, to make you happy.

No, that's not what I want.
I want to be with someone

who's had some experiences like
me or done something similar.

Yeah, I know.

I just thought there
was something more.

I thought you had something.

Lizzie...

Goodbye, Colin.

[loud bang]

[phone rings]

[phone rings]

[phone continues to ring]

Hello?

[Colin] Hello, Lizzie.

I've got a confession to make.

The thing is, Lizzie,
you were right about me.

I have done something.

I couldn't say
anything because...

the way I saw it,

if I told anybody what I did,
the police would arrest me again.

For what?

What...what was it?

It was something me and
my cousin done when I was 12.

What did you do?

What was it?

It involved a little girl.

It wasn't as messy
as the thing you've done but it had the same result.

When we were together
on Thursday and you described the feelings that you had,

it hit a chord with me,
you know.

What happened
to the little girl?

It wasn't very nice, you know.

Got out of hand.

Can you not say?

We were on a caravan holiday
in the New Forest.

Me and my cousin we was
just mucking about and we noticed that this,

this little boy and little girl
was sitting at the edge of the woods.

And we took the little girl
into the forest

and ended up...

we ended up killing her.

The thing is, when we was
actually strangling her,

we felt exactly the same
feelings that you described.

Everything was buzzing,
you know. We was just floating.

And I wanted to tell you
on Thursday, but I...

I just can't trust anybody,
you know.

Yeah, I know what you mean.

You said you had an idea
that I did something in my past.

And you were right.

We took the little girl
into the forest and ended up...

we ended up killing her.

The thing is, when we
was actually strangling her,

we felt exactly the same
feelings that you described.

Everything was buzzing.

I think he's making it up.

I spoke to Hampshire CID.

There's no match
for the murder he described.

He's definitely making it up.

It's possible he's woven
details of Rachel's murder into this story.

[Pedder]
Rachel's family need answers.

I think Lizzie
should meet Stagg again.

[Professor Britton] I agree.
The sooner the better.

Ask him how he felt
when he killed this little girl.

Make him see that you need
to know if his experience in the New Forest

really does parallel yours.

But if he thinks Lizzie's
gonna be satisfied with this New Forest story,

why would he open up
about Rachel?

This is you opportunity
to get him used to giving you the details.

That way, when you
ask him about Rachel,

he won't be surprised by
the level of detail you require.

[man talking indistinctly on TV]

Up early.

I'm out late.

Jim.

Lizzie.

So, Lizzie...

what's a nice girl like you
doing in a shithole like this

at three in the morning?

What makes you think
I'm a nice girl?

There's a mattress in the back
of my lorry where I sleep sometimes.

[music: "Real Wild Child
[Wild One"] by Iggy Pop]

♪ Well, I'm just outta school,
like I'm real, real cool

♪ Gotta dance like a fool,
got the message that I gotta be a wild one

Oh, yeah,
I'm a fucking wild one!

♪ Gonna break it loose,
gonna keep 'em movin' wild

♪ Gonna keep a-swingin', baby,
I'm a real wild child ♪

[birdsong]

Hiya.

Shit!

-When did you last eat?
-That is good.

All right, where did you
lose your keys then?

Sadie...

Can you just...

stop babying me, Baz, please?
I'm fine, okay.

You know the Professor
is convinced that he's gonna spill any day now.

He's our man,
I am certain of it.

I just...

I need to handle him.
Okay, push him over the edge.

What do you mean,
"push him over the edge"?

Get him to talk.

You know, you promise
a dealer a blowjob at the end of the night

and they will tell you
anything, but with him it's different. It's like...

It's like he's bursting
to tell me everything, he's just fucking scared.

Okay, I just need to
back him into a corner.

You need to stay
the right side of the line.

This isn't about you, Sadie.

You know what? I don't know
where you're at right now.

You know where I'm at, Baz?

Is that I'm trying to do
my fucking job

and I don't need yet another
man telling me how to do it.

[Pedder on comms] All units,
India two approaching.

[Pedder] Five metres.

-Two metres.
- Hiya.

-Hello.
-Sorry, am I late?

No.

India one and two, contact made.

All units stay aware.

I don't know, there must be more
than what you've told me?

It was a long time ago.

I was just a kid myself.

I tried to put it out my mind
because I felt...

I felt bad about it, you know.

Yeah, but like, you've
not even said, like...

did she scream?

Did you touch her up?

Was there like
a massive police hunt?

I have told you everything,
Colin.

I don't know, it's like
you don't trust me.

Like you're only telling me
half the story.

I need you to tell me more.
I need you to reassure me.

[Colin on surveillance]
I've reacted different to you, that's all.

I can still hear the sound
of the knife going in,

that's how...
vivid my memory is.

[Pedder] Come on, Stagg.
Come on. Come on. Come on.

You're living in
the guilt of a mistake. I'm living in the glory of it.

Lizzie!

[Pedder]
India two leaving the scene.

Fuck!

[daunting music]

FUCK!!!

Oh, shit.

[Sadie] What's going on?

-[Colin] You mean,
in the papers? -Yeah.

They come knocking on my door
last week.

So I thought I'd just give 'em
my side of the story.

I told you really
personal things about me.

Yeah. I'm not gonna say
anything about you, am I?

There is a picture of me
on the fireplace.

What did you tell them when
they said, "Who's that girl?"

No.

No, I never mentioned you.

There are people that are
gonna do me serious harm.

I could go away
for a very long time, Colin.

I didn't talk about you though.

What happens if the telly people
offer you a million pounds?

They're not gonna offer me
that much, are they?

But what if they did?
What security is that for me?

They're only interested if
I did that thing on the Common.

No, I think they're interested
about what we write to each other!

What if they follow you
to meet me?

I've got to try and get things
fucking sorted out, Lizzie!

You know, it's only cos
it's a year since the murder.

I thought we were
getting somewhere.

I saw so much in you.

I'm not gonna lose you,
am I, Lizzie?

[children laughing]

The Professor reckons this
bullshit makes Colin a target

for every psycho-loving
lonely heart out there.

And if he gets what he wants,
it's goodbye Lizzie.

Another woman could be killed.

The Professor
said external publicity could influence disclosure.

Well, he's got himself publicity
all right, hasn't he?

I mean, it's on the front bloody
page in black and white!

"I didn't murder Rachel"!

This is going to stop him
talking to Lizzie?

It won't.

Cos I can do it.

Mr Pedder, I can do it.
Just get me one more meeting and I will get what we need.

Er, whoops!

Just fucking say it!

Just tell me!

Just straight out.

Hoh!
[laughs]

Ha! Why won't you just say it?

Just tell me that you did it.
Tell me that you did it.

Tell me...

Just tell me that you did it.

Just tell me...

Just say it!

Just tell me, please...

that you did it.

Colin,
just say that you did it...

Need water.

Lizzie, you need water.

[Colin voice echoes]
I love you, Lizzie.

I love you, Lizzie. I love you.

Sadie?

Sadie?

[Sadie groans softly]

Left your keys
in the door, mate.

Shit, you're bleeding.

It's fine, honestly.
I just had a fight with a glass.

What is all this?

I'm busy trying to catch
the country's most dangerous killer, aren't I?

[chuckles]

What's going on, mate?

I can't crack him.

You know when you're bedded
deep into an op and you start to read your target?

Right, you know how to play
them, where to go next.

But with him, it's...

It's like I can't
get him to that place.

I can't do it.

Yes, you fucking can.

You're inside his head.

It's the hardest bit.

Yeah, but he's in mine.

All the time.

All the time.

And I can't shake it,
Luce, I can't.

Listen...

you are so close.

All you've gotta do is get
that confession and then you can live like a tramp

and fuck all your mates
off all you want,

but you won't because you'll
be flying high because you'll be a fucking legend.

Yeah.

I'll get this cleaned up.

Get dressed,
get your shit together.

Cos you're bringing
this one home, you're bringing it home for all of us.

You know what I'm saying,
don't you, girl?

Yeah.

Dry your eyes.

[Sadie]
I am a serving police officer.

For the purpose of this
operation I am known as Lizzie James.

Today is the 29th June 1993.

I broke the seal on a tape and
placed it in a tape recorder,

which is secreted on my person.

The time is 11:30am

and it will be switched
off until it is switched on again later.

[sighs]

[Sadie on surveillance] Hiya.

-[Colin] Hello.
-[Sadie] You all right?

Mmm.

-[Sadie] Really nice here,
isn't it? -[Colin] Yeah, it's pretty.

[Colin] Got you a wine.

[indistinct voices on comms]

I've been thinking
about her walking around on Wimbledon Common.

Yeah?

And I've been thinking
about him just watching her.

Doing the things that he did

and I try and imagine him.

And the thought of him
is just so exciting.

I wish it was me who done it.

[Colin]
He probably just went crazy.

You know if you
think about it, he just...

just suddenly attacked her,
all right. [he chuckles]

Did they ever tell you
where he stabbed her first?

No.

All I know...

is that he stabbed her 49 times.

-She was like this.
-Mm?

Right, she was lying there,
like that.

And her head was sort of...

Bloody hell.

-[Sadie] What, just
lying on her side? -Are you getting this?

And then her head, right,

was... was sort of over
like that, you know.

[Colin]
And then the photograph was...

taken from this end, you know.

Oh, and her hands,
her hands were like this.

[he sniggers]

[sighs heavily]

I want someone like the man
who killed Rachel.

I want that man.

I know it's wrong

and I know that everyone in the
whole world won't agree with me,

but I just can't help it.

I just think about him
all the time now.

I have these fantasies
that, erm...

that you're the man who did it.

That perhaps you don't want
to tell me because... for your own reasons.

I want to go there.

I want to see where it happened
and I want you to show me.

I want you to treat me
just like he treated Rachel.

[Sadie] I want it all.

[children's shouts]

[Colin] Lizzie.

But if you're not that man,
Colin, and you haven't done those things,

then you will never be
able to fulfil me.

You will never, Colin, never.

[Colin] Well, do you want to
call the whole thing off then?

Because I'm not like
that man, am I?

You know what,
every time you touch me,

every time you come close,
I just want it to be him.

Look, I know what you want,
but the thing is, I can't compete with that man.

Well, then I've gotten it wrong.

I'm sorry.

Don't...

Fucking hell!

[men laughing and chatting]

-[Pedder] Oh, here she is!
Here she is! -[applause]

So good!

You did it, Sadie.

We got him.

He didn't admit anything.

Not with words, no...

but he showed you how she
was lying, the exact position of her hands, her head.

He couldn't see that in
the photo that I showed him.

Only the killer could know that.

Mm.

This is the missing piece
of the jigsaw puzzle.

KP27.

That's the only photo
that he ever saw.

You can't see her hands.
You can't see her head.

How did he know the position
she was lying in?

-So I did it?
-Yes, you did.

It's over?

[all laughing]

[sighs]

[birdsong]

[dog barks in the distance]

[knocking on door, dog whines]

[rapid knocking]

[heavy knocking]

[dog barks]

[rapid knocking]

[dog barks]

Colin Stagg.

I'm arresting you for the murder
of Rachel Nickell

on Wimbledon Common,
July 15th 1992.

You don't have to say anything,
unless you wish to do so,

but anything you say
may be given in evidence. Do you understand?

You gotta be joking?

Who's gonna look after my dog?

Who's gonna look after my dog?

[laughing]

Yeah, I believe you.
Cheers, mate, cheers!

[indistinct chatter]

[Pedder] Gents, gents, gents!
Listen up. Listen up. A couple of things, look.

Look, I know, right,

how hard you've all worked
to get Rachel's killer into custody, yeah?

It hasn't been easy. God,
it hasn't been easy, but...

I think I speak for all of us
when I say it was the hard work...

and courage of one woman

that got us the evidence
we needed.

Thank you, Lizzie James!

[all] Lizzie James!

[the men cheer and applaud]

Come over here.

Come on.

Come over here.

All right, okay.

[men cheering]

[female vocal sings hauntingly]
♪ She stepped away from me

♪ And she moved through the fair

♪ And fondly I watched her

♪ Move here and move there

♪ And she went her way homeward

♪ With one star awake

♪ As the swans in the evening

♪ Move off over the lake

[cell door slams]

Leave it! No.

No.

They'll find me.

Do it!

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