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[POPPY] "We all worship false idols".
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That's what my friend,
Joshua Keith, once told me.
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He recognized the power of worship.
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That unfettered belief was
the holiest form of any ritual.
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For Joshua, the truth
was his chosen deity.
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[POLICE RADIO CHATTER]
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But the true believer,
the blind follower,
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was a creature he could not understand.
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The subject of Josh's
documentary, the Sons of Ivar,
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claimed him as their own.
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But rather than a supposed
men's rights group,
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Josh saw only a sea of violent men.
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So he disavowed them.
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Shunning their leaders,
their philosophy,
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and any attempts they made to
claim him or his art as their own.
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And because of that, he made enemies.
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The abrupt closing of
Joshua's case is just too easy.
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Too many questions left unanswered.
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Questions the San Francisco Police
Department refused to solve.
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[BLOWING HORN]
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We will present the known facts.
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The information ignored by
the media and the police.
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Join me on this season of
Reconsidered: Joshua Keith.
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- [DOOR LOCK BUZZES]
- [SIGHS]
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I see the horn of Drengir
beckoned you in.
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[DOOR CLOSES]
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There's easier ways to ingratiate
yourself into our esteem.
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Our group is lousy with
disgruntled, alienated cops.
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- [CHUCKLES]
- What's one more?
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We're alone.
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Off.
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No, no. Needs to look official.
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Don't wanna blow your cover.
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Yeah. I wouldn't mind if you did.
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Had about all I can take of
this beta male victimhood.
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So you find anything
on the Keith murder?
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Sons of Ivar involved?
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[SNIFFS]
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Double murder's beyond them.
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The guys I know can hardly read
a QAnon post without blushing.
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Well, being a pussy is
not a recognized defense.
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But an alibi is.
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The entire top brass was
overseeing a new member initiation.
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Live cameras, witnesses,
whatever you're gonna need.
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I thought the case was closed already.
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Yeah, that's the official
stance of the department.
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So, shouldn't you be
back on Intelligence?
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Well, Parnell's keeping
the story in the news.
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Maybe, uh, maybe she's got a point.
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So what does Sarge think about this?
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Oh. No, he doesn't want
any leaks or distractions.
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Not after what happened to Owen Cave.
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- Well, it's good he trusts you then.
- Yeah.
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That or he needs a fall
guy nobody's gonna miss.
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[DOOR OPENS, CLOSES]
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[ORGAN MUSIC PLAYING]
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[SINGING "OH, HAPPY DAY"]
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[SINGING CONTINUES]
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[MAN] Oh, yeah.
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Sing it.
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[SINGING FADES]
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- That was wonderful.
- [DESIREE CHUCKLES]
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Just... wonderful.
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Thank you, Daddy.
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Yeah, it was nice to sing again.
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Hmm. [GRUNTS]
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I'll tell you what I didn't like.
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You heard that new priest?
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"Redeemer, Sustainer, Creator".
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What happened to "Father,
Son, Holy Spirit"?
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Uh, the new words
include everybody, Daddy.
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[LILLIAN] You will never
convince him, so don't even try.
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He's still got us wearing veils,
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and those were stopped
before I was born.
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Hey, don't remind me how
young you are, Elinor.
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Well, I've been called a lot
of things but never that.
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What?
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You called me Elinor.
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Girls, come sit down.
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Poppy, you come sit next to me.
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I got something to say.
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When my mama and daddy died, the
family just didn't leave Louisiana.
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We left each other.
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I want y'all to stay together.
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What's going on?
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[LILLIAN] Shreve.
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You know I've been
having some difficulties.
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It seems it might be
something more serious.
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Poppy got me into a
medical study in the city.
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And you didn't wanna tell me first?
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What kind of problems, Daddy?
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I didn't want you to know.
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Not Poppy, not any of you.
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But you're my family, and
that's what family's for.
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Now, the doctors think it's, uh...
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CTE, a brain disease from
repeated head injuries.
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Likely from boxing in the Navy, yeah.
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They can't tell for sure until
I'm dead and they cut me open.
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Ah.
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I need something out of my purse.
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Please don't stop on my account.
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I've had plenty of those moments myself.
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Not in front of him, I bet.
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But maybe that's why we have each other.
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You know, he was more
scared of you finding out
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and looking at him differently
than he was of the disease.
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[BREATHES SHAKILY] I'm not
tryna lose my man, Poppy.
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And I don't wanna lose my daddy.
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So we stand strong
against whatever's coming.
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And, Lillian.
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Lillian.
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We never turn on each other.
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I will be here every step
of the way. I promise.
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I promise.
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My source said that Sons of
Ivar are off the suspect list.
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You hear that from Aames?
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[NOA] He would never.
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The official stance of the department
is that the case is still closed.
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What about Drew Turney?
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[NOA] No priors, no
notable affiliations.
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He was accepted into USC.
Deferred it for a year.
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- Wealthy family?
- Not especially.
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He was doing the
20-something gig job grind
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and sharing a place with five
roommates until three months ago.
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He quit with no notice and moved
to a luxe studio in the Marina.
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None of 'em knew where
the money came from.
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But...
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Joshua's calls to Drew
started six months ago.
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No app, no intermediary.
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By last month, the calls
were almost daily.
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Sometimes lasting as long as an hour.
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So this was a full-blown relationship.
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A jealous wife is a strong
motive, but she was with you.
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[POPPY] Lord.
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What role am I supposed to serve here?
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Friend,
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confidant
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or journalist?
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I can't bury my friend
without any answers.
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You really don't wanna sit?
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Mm-mmm.
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Micah's fans make me a little nervous.
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I don't mind being near the exit.
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Thank you all for joining
us in today's celebration
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of the life of Joshua Keith.
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In order to free our grief,
we must release our minds.
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Close your eyes.
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Center your breathing.
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[BREATHES DEEPLY]
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[INGRAM] We're really doing this?
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[SIGHS] Yeah.
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Ingram! Ingram!
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Grief lines up memories like dominoes.
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"This happened", grief tells us.
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"Then that".
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Until you have a series
of tidy narratives.
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And you roll them...
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backwards and forwards.
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Trying to make some sense of the...
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meaning, the finality...
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of death.
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We've got you, Micah.
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Oh.
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Thank you for your uplift.
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Any possible answer just
brings up yet another question,
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and it's an endless loop.
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And there's comfort. There's
comfort in the memories.
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There's comfort in the stories.
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But there's no way you can
prepare for pain or grief.
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Life is the preparation.
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I'll take your grief, Micah.
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No, no, no, no, no. No scene
in front of the investors.
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That's not making a fucking scene?
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It's okay.
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[AUDIENCE MURMURS, WHISPERS]
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What's your name?
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Ruthie.
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Have you had to use our grief
protocol for your own journey?
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Yes.
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For my son.
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And when you were taking care of
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everyone else, who was
taking care of you?
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No one.
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My family tried, but they
rushed to move past it,
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and they didn't realize
they'd left me behind.
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I know exactly how you feel.
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[SIGHS]
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Joshua...
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He wasn't perfect, but he was mine.
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And I will take the time to mourn
his loss without any judgment.
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Though everyone around
me wants to judge his...
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his work and his life.
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Would you like me to show you
to one of our recovery rooms?
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Yes.
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Okay.
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Micah always says touch
is the most important
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but ignored sense in grief.
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I'm gonna guess she meant the
consensual kind of touching.
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She saved me when I lost my son.
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Who's gonna save her?
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[IVY] Micah appreciates
your offer, she does.
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But she's on her own grief
journey at the moment.
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But she needs me.
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Would you tell her please?
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[STAMMERS]
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I'm always here for her.
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Mmm.
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Sure.
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What in the world was that?
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Oh, my gosh.
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- [SIGHS]
- [PHONE BUZZING]
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Do you, uh, need to
head into the office?
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I know you're in the middle of a case.
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Nah, don't worry about that.
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Oh, I'm fine.
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Noa and Markus are here.
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I'll call you tonight.
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Chanel?
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Looks like someone
made the right decision
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to leave real reporting
behind for podcasting.
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[SIGHS] I miss doing
actual journalism with you.
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I was so sorry to hear
your book flopped.
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Maybe I can blurb the second
printing if it ever gets there.
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[BOTH LAUGH]
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Sorry, kale makes me bitchy.
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This isn't what I thought
they meant by "open bar".
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The day's not over. I'm meeting
Bob down at the Baywater.
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You know, Joshua loved nothing
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more than a tacky
tourist bar. [CHUCKLES]
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Oh, I'd love to join.
Hear your take on the case.
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It won't be sanitized. You'll
hear things you wish you hadn't.
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I already have.
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No, no, no, the Ivar kooks have to be
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on top of your investigative list.
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No doubt about it. You need to
get one of them on your show.
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You know, on what planet
is Micah not involved?
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She's creepy.
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- Her husband's having an affair.
- [POPPY] Stop.
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- I'm just saying...
- I mean it.
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You know, a-aside from the alibi,
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Micah's known about Joshua's
skirt chasing from the beginning.
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We all have, except for
prim Poppy over here.
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He's done this before?
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Are you kidding? He called his
indiscretions "road treats".
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It's an open secret.
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You wouldn't have to dig very much
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to find one of his past
treats for your podcast.
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Boys are new. Cheating's not.
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If you're doing the story, do it right.
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Like Joshua would've done before
Micah got her claws into him.
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Do not let her kill what's left
of your journalistic integrity.
253
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Oh, no, please.
254
00:17:46,608 --> 00:17:49,731
[CHUCKLES] Don't stop
on my account, Bobby.
255
00:17:49,736 --> 00:17:53,735
Tell me more about what I've,
uh, corrupted and killed.
256
00:17:53,740 --> 00:17:57,545
[SIGHS] You can't pretend that he
wasn't diminished in recent years.
257
00:17:58,078 --> 00:18:01,185
Eclipsed by all your fame, success.
258
00:18:01,190 --> 00:18:03,943
Not so diminished that
you didn't approach him
259
00:18:03,948 --> 00:18:05,998
about partnering on a documentary.
260
00:18:06,003 --> 00:18:07,833
I was trying to help.
261
00:18:07,838 --> 00:18:10,961
There wasn't a hard news outlet
that would touch him anymore.
262
00:18:10,966 --> 00:18:14,023
Yeah, is that what he told
you or what you assumed?
263
00:18:14,929 --> 00:18:16,764
I'm starting to understand why you're
264
00:18:16,769 --> 00:18:18,969
the only one here without a Pulitzer.
265
00:18:18,974 --> 00:18:21,264
Uh, let's, uh, let's get outta here.
266
00:18:22,769 --> 00:18:25,274
He's always been such a prick.
267
00:18:27,524 --> 00:18:29,529
[ELEVATOR BELL DINGS]
268
00:18:38,994 --> 00:18:42,799
[TIRES SQUEAL]
269
00:18:51,215 --> 00:18:52,461
[SIGHS]
270
00:18:52,466 --> 00:18:54,471
[ITEM SNAPS]
271
00:18:57,304 --> 00:18:58,842
- [SNAPS]
- [GASPS]
272
00:18:58,847 --> 00:19:00,946
[GLASS SHATTERS]
273
00:19:02,851 --> 00:19:05,356
[BREATHES SHAKILY]
274
00:19:14,655 --> 00:19:17,486
[BREATHES SHAKILY]
275
00:19:17,491 --> 00:19:18,987
- [KEYS JINGLE]
- [SNAPS]
276
00:19:18,992 --> 00:19:20,497
Damn it.
277
00:19:29,336 --> 00:19:30,791
Oh, shit.
278
00:19:30,796 --> 00:19:33,794
[BREATHES SHAKILY] Come on.
279
00:19:33,799 --> 00:19:36,804
Come on. Come on. Come on.
280
00:19:55,404 --> 00:19:59,609
[RUBBER BAND SNAPPING]
281
00:20:03,757 --> 00:20:08,662
We need to talk about what I can
and cannot air on the podcast.
282
00:20:08,667 --> 00:20:10,622
Air it all.
283
00:20:10,627 --> 00:20:13,787
I've spent an entire career encouraging
284
00:20:14,199 --> 00:20:17,429
radical acceptance and transparency.
285
00:20:18,677 --> 00:20:21,276
Can't change the rules now.
286
00:20:22,681 --> 00:20:24,686
Look what I got back today.
287
00:20:27,686 --> 00:20:30,991
The Victorians had mourning jewelry.
288
00:20:32,482 --> 00:20:35,147
Is that why you asked
for a lock of his hair?
289
00:20:35,152 --> 00:20:37,107
Yeah.
290
00:20:37,112 --> 00:20:39,651
I wanted the white over black
291
00:20:39,656 --> 00:20:43,155
indicating that he was unmarried
at the time of his death.
292
00:20:43,160 --> 00:20:44,907
Micah.
293
00:20:44,912 --> 00:20:48,917
Seems appropriate, right? Dying
in the arms of another man.
294
00:20:49,708 --> 00:20:52,831
But the jeweler talked me out of it.
295
00:20:52,836 --> 00:20:54,841
Did you know about his cheating?
296
00:21:02,721 --> 00:21:06,726
Three late-stage
miscarriages takes its toll.
297
00:21:08,644 --> 00:21:12,100
I was proud of the idea of being strong.
298
00:21:12,105 --> 00:21:14,204
It was very seductive.
299
00:21:15,609 --> 00:21:17,614
You know, being the woman who could...
300
00:21:19,988 --> 00:21:21,954
bear all the weight.
301
00:21:23,659 --> 00:21:25,223
But, um...
302
00:21:26,328 --> 00:21:28,333
I couldn't.
303
00:21:30,791 --> 00:21:32,796
We grew apart.
304
00:21:36,004 --> 00:21:38,219
He strayed.
305
00:21:39,424 --> 00:21:41,564
And I turned a blind eye.
306
00:21:42,469 --> 00:21:46,474
It hurt for a long time,
and then it didn't.
307
00:21:48,225 --> 00:21:50,931
And when we finally came up for air,
308
00:21:50,936 --> 00:21:54,941
we were both in a very different place.
309
00:21:58,151 --> 00:21:59,691
Why didn't you leave?
310
00:22:00,696 --> 00:22:02,761
I did not want to.
311
00:22:03,866 --> 00:22:05,372
I loved him.
312
00:22:06,477 --> 00:22:08,558
And I knew he'd be back.
313
00:22:10,163 --> 00:22:12,168
One day.
314
00:22:48,519 --> 00:22:51,524
Hey, Frank. You still need
relief on your shift?
315
00:22:53,415 --> 00:22:55,439
Route C on Piedmont.
316
00:22:57,044 --> 00:22:59,049
All right. I'm on my way.
317
00:23:08,639 --> 00:23:10,844
[CYDIE] You sure about doing this story?
318
00:23:13,101 --> 00:23:16,306
I'm fine. I'm fine.
319
00:23:17,356 --> 00:23:20,854
What about you? You gonna
be able to handle Daddy?
320
00:23:20,859 --> 00:23:22,859
I just got called into work.
321
00:23:23,737 --> 00:23:24,816
Oh.
322
00:23:24,821 --> 00:23:26,735
You're the baby.
323
00:23:26,740 --> 00:23:28,987
Used to being taken care of.
324
00:23:28,992 --> 00:23:32,197
Just tell me if it's too much.
325
00:23:41,255 --> 00:23:43,260
It's too much.
326
00:23:48,804 --> 00:23:50,370
Okay.
327
00:23:52,975 --> 00:23:57,057
So why don't we, um, sit down
with Desiree and Lillian
328
00:23:57,062 --> 00:23:59,077
and find out what you can do?
329
00:23:59,982 --> 00:24:01,996
I knew there was something wrong.
330
00:24:02,901 --> 00:24:04,415
We all did.
331
00:24:04,820 --> 00:24:06,825
Even when he said there wasn't.
332
00:24:10,826 --> 00:24:13,448
[SNIFFS] I can't be crying before
work. I got a long shift today.
333
00:24:13,453 --> 00:24:16,458
- [CHUCKLES] Okay.
- [GROANS]
334
00:24:19,334 --> 00:24:20,940
What?
335
00:24:22,045 --> 00:24:23,500
[SNIFFS]
336
00:24:23,505 --> 00:24:27,510
Noa let me listen to some of the
segments for this week's episode.
337
00:24:28,262 --> 00:24:32,467
About getting Joshua's,
um, case reopened.
338
00:24:32,472 --> 00:24:35,095
- And?
- That boy killed with Joshua,
339
00:24:35,100 --> 00:24:36,597
he had a life and a story too.
340
00:24:36,602 --> 00:24:37,973
Why aren't you talking about him?
341
00:24:37,978 --> 00:24:41,602
Because I don't know how
he fits into the motive yet.
342
00:24:41,607 --> 00:24:46,012
And why expose his family other
than what's absolutely necessary?
343
00:24:46,017 --> 00:24:48,022
Like you did to me.
344
00:24:50,165 --> 00:24:52,696
That weighs on me every day, Cydie.
345
00:24:52,701 --> 00:24:54,790
Still gives me nightmares.
346
00:24:55,495 --> 00:24:57,500
But don't erase that boy.
347
00:25:03,712 --> 00:25:06,717
[POLICE OFFICER] Get
in. Watch your head.
348
00:25:08,008 --> 00:25:10,056
Gotta take these out.
349
00:25:11,261 --> 00:25:14,092
Hold still. Put your hand flat.
Look at me. To the right.
350
00:25:14,097 --> 00:25:16,602
- [DOOR LOCK BUZZES]
- [INMATES CLAMORING]
351
00:25:25,400 --> 00:25:28,405
[CHATTERING]
352
00:25:34,576 --> 00:25:36,781
[WOMAN] Mrs. Parnell.
353
00:25:39,957 --> 00:25:42,579
I am so sorry for your loss.
354
00:25:42,584 --> 00:25:44,823
- These were my mother's favorite.
- Oh.
355
00:25:44,828 --> 00:25:47,918
And I still get them when I miss her.
356
00:25:47,923 --> 00:25:49,920
That's sweet.
357
00:25:49,925 --> 00:25:51,506
Thank you.
358
00:25:52,511 --> 00:25:56,426
Inspector Aames told us
not to cooperate with you.
359
00:25:56,431 --> 00:25:58,512
What changed your mind?
360
00:25:59,017 --> 00:26:01,099
He started ignoring us.
361
00:26:02,104 --> 00:26:05,644
Said the case was closed, and we
just couldn't accept the result.
362
00:26:05,649 --> 00:26:08,665
Our son may not have been a
celebrity, but he mattered.
363
00:26:09,376 --> 00:26:10,756
I watched a program last night
364
00:26:10,761 --> 00:26:13,151
where they talked about
the case for 20 minutes,
365
00:26:13,156 --> 00:26:15,654
they didn't say Drew's name once.
366
00:26:15,659 --> 00:26:19,074
You know, he deferred a year
at USC to do a fellowship.
367
00:26:19,079 --> 00:26:23,284
Said he wanted practical experience
working with a real artist.
368
00:26:24,209 --> 00:26:27,714
Joshua's associates weren't
aware of any fellowships.
369
00:26:29,464 --> 00:26:31,469
Why would he tell us that then?
370
00:26:38,098 --> 00:26:40,762
Um, Mr. and Mrs. Turney,
371
00:26:40,767 --> 00:26:42,931
thank you for being so
generous with your time.
372
00:26:42,936 --> 00:26:44,266
This is a great start.
373
00:26:44,271 --> 00:26:46,977
- May I call with follow-ups?
- Please.
374
00:26:46,982 --> 00:26:48,896
Of course. Thank you.
375
00:26:48,901 --> 00:26:51,273
Hey, you two.
376
00:26:51,278 --> 00:26:52,399
Hi.
377
00:26:52,404 --> 00:26:56,609
["TIP TOE" PLAYING]
378
00:27:06,043 --> 00:27:10,248
[MUSIC CONTINUES]
379
00:27:49,294 --> 00:27:53,499
[MUSIC CONTINUES]
380
00:27:55,008 --> 00:27:56,088
[MUSIC ENDS]
381
00:27:56,093 --> 00:27:58,298
[POPPY] Is that evidence?
382
00:28:00,848 --> 00:28:02,803
Micah asked me to stop
by and grab a few things
383
00:28:02,808 --> 00:28:04,263
before her livestream tonight.
384
00:28:04,268 --> 00:28:05,681
Ah.
385
00:28:05,686 --> 00:28:08,226
Did she ask you to attend
Drew's shiva too?
386
00:28:09,231 --> 00:28:10,602
That's what I do.
387
00:28:10,607 --> 00:28:12,563
That's what we all do at Shelter.
388
00:28:12,568 --> 00:28:16,191
We take care of things for her,
so she can continue to dazzle.
389
00:28:16,196 --> 00:28:19,201
Build her castle into
the sky. Brick by brick.
390
00:28:21,076 --> 00:28:23,448
You sound angry.
391
00:28:23,453 --> 00:28:25,658
At Shelter, we prefer grief-struck.
392
00:28:32,171 --> 00:28:34,376
[ELEVATOR GATE CLICKS]
393
00:29:00,282 --> 00:29:02,287
What were you doing?
394
00:29:23,263 --> 00:29:25,268
Oh.
395
00:29:32,981 --> 00:29:36,230
- [MRS. TURNEY] Hello?
- Esta. Um, yes.
396
00:29:36,235 --> 00:29:39,691
Poppy Parnell again.
Do you have a minute?
397
00:29:39,696 --> 00:29:42,069
Did you find something?
398
00:29:42,074 --> 00:29:44,780
Uh, something, uh, promising.
399
00:29:44,785 --> 00:29:49,190
But it may be a little
painful to discuss.
400
00:29:51,859 --> 00:29:53,864
Was Drew adopted?
401
00:30:04,304 --> 00:30:06,802
Did he ever try to find
his biological parents?
402
00:30:06,807 --> 00:30:07,970
No.
403
00:30:07,975 --> 00:30:10,480
He knew that would devastate Arthur.
404
00:30:12,896 --> 00:30:14,309
He was our son.
405
00:30:14,314 --> 00:30:17,319
Oh, no, no one is...
is... is questioning that.
406
00:30:18,735 --> 00:30:21,775
Um, thanks, Esta.
407
00:30:21,780 --> 00:30:24,785
- I... I'll be back in touch soon, okay?
- Thank you.
408
00:30:47,139 --> 00:30:49,511
How do we bottle and
sell that gut of yours?
409
00:30:49,516 --> 00:30:51,181
So the blood types at
the crime scene match?
410
00:30:51,185 --> 00:30:55,390
Both Joshua and Drew were
AB negative. The rarest type.
411
00:30:56,481 --> 00:30:58,937
Are we really about to
top murderous twins?
412
00:30:58,942 --> 00:31:01,565
We're not using this in the podcast.
413
00:31:01,570 --> 00:31:03,610
She's barely holding it together.
414
00:31:03,615 --> 00:31:06,175
This is humiliating enough to break her.
415
00:31:06,180 --> 00:31:09,781
Are you joking? Micah gave
her permission, no limitations.
416
00:31:09,786 --> 00:31:12,191
It blows the official
murder-suicide theory
417
00:31:12,195 --> 00:31:13,760
of the case out of the water.
418
00:31:13,765 --> 00:31:15,704
Someone else will use it if we don't.
419
00:31:15,709 --> 00:31:19,214
So let them live with the
repercussions of their recklessness.
420
00:31:20,214 --> 00:31:21,668
What?
421
00:31:21,673 --> 00:31:24,004
You don't have ownership over guilt.
422
00:31:24,009 --> 00:31:25,422
So, why won't you back me?
423
00:31:25,427 --> 00:31:27,174
Because I don't believe
in half measures.
424
00:31:27,179 --> 00:31:28,834
Either we do this, or we don't.
425
00:31:28,839 --> 00:31:30,844
It's my show, Noa.
426
00:31:37,481 --> 00:31:38,769
What's our status?
427
00:31:38,774 --> 00:31:41,647
The feed is ready. We'll
be live in 57 countries.
428
00:31:41,652 --> 00:31:44,157
Oh, no big deal.
429
00:31:48,283 --> 00:31:50,289
You think she's got this?
430
00:31:50,994 --> 00:31:53,999
- Just curious.
- [SIGHS]
431
00:31:57,918 --> 00:32:00,923
[MICAH BREATHES HEAVILY]
432
00:32:02,923 --> 00:32:05,546
- Hey.
- Hi. [GRUNTS]
433
00:32:05,551 --> 00:32:09,174
Inversions. It's just
lymphatic drainage.
434
00:32:09,179 --> 00:32:12,195
Mental reinvigoration. [EXHALES]
435
00:32:13,100 --> 00:32:15,164
Circulation.
436
00:32:15,769 --> 00:32:18,684
So, how does it feel to
be back in the office?
437
00:32:18,689 --> 00:32:23,094
Is literally being upside down
a potent enough metaphor?
438
00:32:23,769 --> 00:32:26,441
It's too soon for you
to be doing events.
439
00:32:26,446 --> 00:32:30,445
Yeah, well, my virtual fans can't
wait a week for me to grieve.
440
00:32:30,450 --> 00:32:32,739
We've been promoting
and hyping this event.
441
00:32:32,744 --> 00:32:35,249
If I cancel, I'll lose my investors.
442
00:32:37,791 --> 00:32:40,040
I went to Drew's shiva.
443
00:32:41,545 --> 00:32:44,050
And then I went to the studio.
444
00:32:47,384 --> 00:32:52,189
Joshua and Drew had a slew
of identical genetic features.
445
00:32:55,726 --> 00:32:58,849
I don't think Drew was his lover.
446
00:32:58,854 --> 00:33:01,359
I think he was his son.
447
00:33:03,775 --> 00:33:04,938
I'm so sorry. I...
448
00:33:04,943 --> 00:33:08,066
I'm not using any of
this in the podcast,
449
00:33:08,071 --> 00:33:11,945
and we can suspend it
entirely if you prefer.
450
00:33:11,950 --> 00:33:13,955
[SIGHS]
451
00:33:16,163 --> 00:33:17,668
Micah.
452
00:33:32,596 --> 00:33:35,601
Micah's talk is about to begin.
May I show you outside?
453
00:33:37,559 --> 00:33:40,158
Uh, not just yet. Thank you.
454
00:33:41,563 --> 00:33:44,811
Sons of Ivar had nothing to do
with Drew and Josh's death,
455
00:33:44,816 --> 00:33:46,563
like I said the first time.
456
00:33:46,568 --> 00:33:48,857
You trying to convince me or yourself?
457
00:33:48,862 --> 00:33:50,651
But it got me thinking.
458
00:33:50,656 --> 00:33:54,046
Shelter, there's a lot of... lot
of parallels, lot of similarities.
459
00:33:54,051 --> 00:33:55,072
That's a stretch.
460
00:33:55,077 --> 00:33:57,533
Immunity blaster? No,
you don't want one?
461
00:33:57,538 --> 00:34:00,786
Or you don't believe in
its restorative powers?
462
00:34:00,791 --> 00:34:02,120
A lot of people here do.
463
00:34:02,125 --> 00:34:06,130
Is there a purpose for this visit?
Because if not, you know, I...
464
00:34:06,880 --> 00:34:08,961
You know Jasper Gaines?
465
00:34:08,966 --> 00:34:11,046
My daddy's old running buddy?
466
00:34:11,051 --> 00:34:13,082
What do you remember about him?
467
00:34:13,887 --> 00:34:16,443
He was family, around all the time.
468
00:34:16,448 --> 00:34:19,388
He was at all of our
birthdays growing up. Why?
469
00:34:19,393 --> 00:34:23,598
Hmm. Well, he killed seven
people from 1984 to 1989.
470
00:34:25,274 --> 00:34:27,289
For years, I was part of a task force
471
00:34:27,294 --> 00:34:28,939
studying cults and fringe groups.
472
00:34:28,944 --> 00:34:32,949
Yeah, he's what we call in the,
uh, in the cult world, a follower.
473
00:34:33,907 --> 00:34:36,321
See, the thing about these
groups is that its members,
474
00:34:36,326 --> 00:34:38,115
they usually fall into two categories.
475
00:34:38,120 --> 00:34:42,125
The loyal followers and the
charismatic, narcissistic leaders.
476
00:34:43,458 --> 00:34:45,658
Shreve, Micah.
477
00:34:47,337 --> 00:34:48,875
They fit the profile.
478
00:34:48,880 --> 00:34:52,045
- You're so full of shit.
- Mmm, maybe,
479
00:34:52,050 --> 00:34:54,589
but as long as you're
poking around my case,
480
00:34:54,594 --> 00:34:56,884
making a mockery of detective work...
481
00:34:56,889 --> 00:34:58,894
Reopen the case.
482
00:35:06,023 --> 00:35:08,528
[SIGHS]
483
00:35:30,547 --> 00:35:33,113
[INHALES DEEPLY, EXHALES]
484
00:35:34,718 --> 00:35:38,723
These are pieces of
what I once called home.
485
00:35:39,264 --> 00:35:42,280
They like to tell us, us women,
486
00:35:43,185 --> 00:35:45,849
to keep our house in order.
487
00:35:45,854 --> 00:35:48,185
But how in the hell are we
supposed to keep it in order
488
00:35:48,190 --> 00:35:50,695
when we were dealt a bum house?
489
00:35:57,908 --> 00:36:01,113
The first brick of any house...
490
00:36:04,039 --> 00:36:05,580
is trust.
491
00:36:08,085 --> 00:36:13,690
Trust in what you are building
and what you can withstand.
492
00:36:16,635 --> 00:36:19,140
For me, that represented my bedroom.
493
00:36:24,017 --> 00:36:26,022
The second brick...
494
00:36:28,689 --> 00:36:31,694
Um. [CLEARS THROAT]
495
00:36:44,204 --> 00:36:48,209
Keep your house in order.
496
00:36:49,485 --> 00:36:52,733
Keep your house in order.
497
00:36:53,338 --> 00:36:56,343
Maybe someone should
have told my husband that.
498
00:36:58,468 --> 00:37:00,169
I kept him solvent.
499
00:37:00,174 --> 00:37:05,179
I stood by him when his work
defied everything I stand for.
500
00:37:05,184 --> 00:37:07,181
And for what?
501
00:37:07,186 --> 00:37:09,391
So he could hide a son from me?
502
00:37:09,396 --> 00:37:11,652
So I could stand up here
and explain to everybody
503
00:37:11,657 --> 00:37:15,262
why my husband was murdered
protecting his child?
504
00:37:17,779 --> 00:37:20,360
What kind of safe shelter is that?
505
00:37:20,365 --> 00:37:23,370
At least when I was on
the street, I could...
506
00:37:24,661 --> 00:37:28,452
I-I-I-I knew better than to
expect anything from anyone!
507
00:37:28,457 --> 00:37:30,579
Micah. Micah.
508
00:37:30,584 --> 00:37:33,589
[ECHOES] Micah.
509
00:37:35,297 --> 00:37:37,302
Cut the feed.
510
00:37:40,344 --> 00:37:43,349
[BREATHES HEAVILY]
511
00:38:22,845 --> 00:38:25,350
[AIR BRAKES HISS]
512
00:38:28,725 --> 00:38:30,681
It's quitting time.
513
00:38:30,686 --> 00:38:32,684
[DISPATCH: MALE VOICE] Make
sure you sweep for lost items.
514
00:38:32,688 --> 00:38:36,270
I don't want that woman
calling and harassing me again.
515
00:38:36,275 --> 00:38:40,480
Patricia will find her excuse to
talk to a supervisor, believe that.
516
00:38:44,867 --> 00:38:47,114
[GROANS] Ay, ay, ay.
517
00:38:47,119 --> 00:38:49,650
A bitch is getting old. [SIGHS]
518
00:38:50,455 --> 00:38:52,828
[HUMS]
519
00:38:52,833 --> 00:38:54,414
Okay.
520
00:38:55,419 --> 00:38:58,518
[HUMS]
521
00:38:59,523 --> 00:39:02,588
[GROANS] Where is that...
522
00:39:02,593 --> 00:39:04,641
Oh. [SNIFFS]
523
00:39:05,846 --> 00:39:08,851
[HUMS]
524
00:39:13,061 --> 00:39:15,184
[SIGHS, GRUNTS]
525
00:39:15,189 --> 00:39:17,060
- [REAR DOOR RATTLES]
- [GASPS]
526
00:39:17,065 --> 00:39:19,188
You scared the shit outta me!
527
00:39:19,193 --> 00:39:22,149
You can't be in here. The
depot is private property.
528
00:39:22,154 --> 00:39:24,651
I... I'm sorry, I... I dozed
off in the back here.
529
00:39:24,656 --> 00:39:26,661
I missed my stop.
530
00:39:31,455 --> 00:39:33,577
You do give a smooth ride.
531
00:39:33,582 --> 00:39:35,598
[SIGHS] Not if I can't get off.
532
00:39:37,503 --> 00:39:39,017
That an invitation?
533
00:39:39,922 --> 00:39:41,954
Step off the bus.
534
00:39:43,759 --> 00:39:47,764
[RUBBER BAND SNAPPING]
535
00:40:16,416 --> 00:40:18,497
There was a guy on my bus.
536
00:40:18,502 --> 00:40:19,749
[DISPATCH] What's the description?
537
00:40:19,753 --> 00:40:22,376
Blue hoodie, blue jeans.
538
00:40:22,381 --> 00:40:26,255
Like, he's trying to scare me.
This dude is tall as fuck.
539
00:40:26,260 --> 00:40:27,548
We'll search the terminal.
540
00:40:27,553 --> 00:40:30,058
[SIGHS] Jesus.
541
00:41:33,535 --> 00:41:35,540
[CYDIE] You staying strong, baby girl?
542
00:41:38,373 --> 00:41:40,378
Well, you still standing.
543
00:41:43,837 --> 00:41:46,842
If you go online, don't scroll down.
544
00:41:50,010 --> 00:41:52,015
[SIGHS] Yeah.
545
00:42:00,562 --> 00:42:04,767
["REMEMBER THE RAIN" PLAYING]
546
00:43:06,503 --> 00:43:10,008
- [MUSIC FADES]
- [DOG BARKING]
547
00:43:11,383 --> 00:43:14,388
[RAIN PATTERING]
548
00:43:30,444 --> 00:43:32,949
- [DOORBELL RINGS]
- [GASPS]
549
00:43:38,660 --> 00:43:40,665
What's going on?
550
00:43:43,332 --> 00:43:44,828
Are you Poppy Parnell?
551
00:43:44,833 --> 00:43:46,364
Who's asking?
552
00:43:47,669 --> 00:43:49,209
I am.
553
00:43:51,715 --> 00:43:53,720
You've been served.
554
00:44:04,561 --> 00:44:08,766
Alana Cave is suing me for the
wrongful death of Owen Cave.
555
00:44:11,568 --> 00:44:15,573
[SOFT ROCK MUSIC PLAYING]
556
00:45:10,000 --> 00:45:15,000
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