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After,�we're�gonna�go to�your�family's�house�in�Ojai.
-Ugh... -Oh...
-[Finley]�Hello? -[Dani] � I�never
want�to�see�you�again.
I'm�going�to�the�Frogtown Art�Walk.
This�is�the�work of�Pippa�Pascal.
She�disappeared,�until�now.
[Finley] I�made�a�mistake.
Will�you�just�forgive�me?
I�don't�know�how.
Just�one�more�thing. I�need�these�signed.
Your�will?�"Power�of�attorney." What's�going�on?
-So�beautiful,�huh? -It's�amazing.�We�should
do�this�again�sometime.
[Bette]�Mama�T�and�I specifically�told�you
-not�to�do�the�DNA�website. -But�I�have�a�half�sister.
-You�don't. -And�I'm�supposed�to�meet�her.
-You're�Kayla,�right? -[Kayla]�Yeah.
-I'm�Angie. -Wow.
You're�kind�of�sweet,�huh?
-You're�totally�blushing. -I'm�not�blushing.
[Gigi]�Why�don't�you�let�me show�you�around
your�new�neighborhood?
[both�laugh]
Nat's�here�with�her�date. I�didn't�think
seeing�them was�gonna�hurt�this�bad.
You�deserve�someone who�can�do�this�with�you.
No,�Alice...
I'm�gonna�go.
I�had�the�best�time�tonight.
The�pleasure�was�all�mine.
[siren�wailing]
The�fuck�is�going�on?
Trouble,�yeah, trouble�finds�me
-[siren�chirps] -[indistinct�conversations]
-[indistinct�radio�chatter] -[helicopter�blades�whirring]
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[Caldwell]�Rodolfo�N��ez, you�are�under�arrest
for�criminal�conspiracy and�fraud.
[Dani] Dad?
-Dad.�Dad.�Dad. -Ma'am,�please�back�up.
-Move,�I�live�here. -You�have�the�right�to�remain
-Dad,�what�the�hell's�going�on? -silent.�Anything�you�say...
Everything's�gonna�be�okay,�huh? Call�my�lawyer.
-No.�What? -Call�my�lawyer.
Excuse�me,�could�you tell�us�what's�going�on?
Hi.�Could�you�tell�us what's�going�on�right�now?
No,�I�can't�right�now. I�actually
-need�you�to�just�step�back. -Dad...
-Back�up. -Dad.
Dad!
And�I�don't�really
Know�where�to�go�from�here
'Cause�all�I�can�feel is�vertigo
All�I�can�feel�is�vertigo
[Micah] Of�course,�your�horse
took�a�massive�fucking�dump.
Yeah,�and�yours walked�right�through�it.
-Right,�okay. -[both�laugh]
Hey,�do�you�want�to�do something�tonight?
No�horse�talk,�I�promise.
[sighs] I�would,�but�I�have�a�date
with�this�man-child I�am�way�too�good�for.
-Got�it. -You�want�to�come?
No,�no,�I�do�not�want�to�ruin your�perfect�night.
No,�no,�no.�I�want�to�set�you�up
with�this�guy I�work�with.�Harry.
It'll�be�perfect. He's�27,�a�lawyer.
Not�a�great�sense�of�humor
but�a�body�that�would make�that�okay.
I�don't�know.
It�would�make�my�life so�much�easier.
Okay.
-[phone�ringing] -Okay.
[automated�voice] � This�is�a�call from�Rodolfo�N��ez,
an�inmate�at�the�East Los�Angeles�Jail.
To�accept�charges, press�star�now.
-Holy�shit. -[beep]
[exhales]
-[Finley]�Oh,�hey. -Hey.
Late�night�at�the�bar?
Uh,�no.�I�got�up�early and�went�for�a�run
and�then,�uh,�decided to�kick�the�ball�around.
-Really? -Yeah.
Alice�said�they�needed�refs at�the�community�center.
Nat's�kids�play�soccer�there,
and,�uh,�I�always�wanted to�coach�kids'�sports.
It's�kind�of�my�career�ambition.
-Oh. -Either�way,
I'll�have�a�great�sock�tan by�August,�so�be�jealous.
What�are�you�up�to?
Uh,�I'm�just�working on�this�segment�pitch�for�Alice.
Oh,�yeah,�I�heard�you pacing�really�late.
Ooh,�I�couldn't�sleep.
I�feel�like�I'm�close to�cracking�it
-but�I'm�not�quite�there. -Mm,�you'll�figure�it�out.
Plus,�Alice�loves�you,�dude.
She'll�love�whatever�you�bring her�as�long�as�it's�yours.
Or�hers.�She�loves her�own�ideas�most�of�all.
-[chuckles] -But�somewhere
-in�that�sweet�spot. -Thanks.
You�want�a�waffle?�Ooh.
There's�one.�We�can�go�halfsies.
Or,�uh,�or�you�could just�have�it.
-I�can,�um... -Nah,�you�go�ahead.
You�sure?�There's...�ice�cream.
It's�pretty�much just�like�a�dairy�smoothie.
Do�you�want�to�go�out for�dinner�tonight?
I�could,�uh,�I�could�use something�to�look�forward�to
after�a�day�of�banging�my�head against�the�wall.�[chuckles]
Yeah.�Um...
For�sure.
You�want�to�go�to,�um, that�sushi�place�on�Hyperion?
-We�can�eat�on�the�curb. -Yeah,�sure.
Or�I�can�pick�it�up�and�I�will take�a�Lyft�this�time
so�it�doesn't�get�warm like�last�time.
No,�let's�just,�uh, let's�just�meet�there�at�7:00.
7:00.�Okay.�Great.
soft,�hopeful�music
[Shane] Did�you�sleep�okay?
No.�I�lost�hours�of�my�life scrolling�through�videos
of�soldiers�being�reunited with�their�families--
thank�you--�which,�you�know, started�the�crying.
-As�it�does. -And�then,�you�know,
that�led�to�more�videos of�soldiers
being�reunited�with�pets.
-Oh,�those�will�kill�you. -Oh,�they're�the�greatest.
-Yeah. -Yeah.
Oh,�then,�like, three�hours�later
I�took�something that�I�think�was�a�Xanax
in�your�medicine�cabinet?
Probably�just a�vitamin�D�supplement.
-Oh. -But�I'm�happy�it�worked.
-I�guess�it�worked. -I'm�sorry,�Al.
It's�okay.�I�mean,�I�think I�got�all�my�crying�out.
And�now�I�have�to�go tell�my�mother
to�get�out�of�my�house,
and�she's�not�gonna take�that�well.
Well,�I�can�talk�to�Lenore for�you�if�you�like.
-That's�very�generous�of�you. -We're�very�aware�of�that.
-Thank�you,�Shane. -Uh,�pancake�or�waffle?
-Pancake. -You�know,�you�can�always
stay�here, for�as�long�as�you�like,
if�you�need�a�place�to�stay.
I-I�have�to�go�hunt�down�a prospective�client�later�today,
but�I�can�just leave�you�an�extra�key.
Is�that�why�you're�all dressed�like�a...
Like�what?
A�million�bucks?
Oh,�thanks.�Just�for�work.
Mm-hmm.
gentle,�atmospheric�music
Rodolfo�said�that�his�lawyers went�to�try�and�talk�to�her
this�morning but�she�didn't�answer
and�she's�not�answering my�calls.
Okay,�then�she�just�needs�space.
No�one's�heard�from�her,�though. Not�one�person.
She's�not�home and�her�car's�gone.
Well,�then�she�went�for�a�drive.
Her�phone�is�off.
Okay,�then�she�doesn't want�to�be�found.
Don't�blow�this�off.
Micah,�what�do�you�want�from�me?
-I�want�you�to�find�her. -[sighs]
I�haven't�heard�from�her in�weeks,
and...�she�wouldn't�want�me to�find�her.
All�right,�maybe�she�doesn't want�you�to�find�her,�but...
she�needs�someone.
How�can�you�not�see�that?
Just�make�sure�she's�okay, and�have�her�call�me.
hopeful�music
[Angie]�You�know,�my�moms would�always�say
I�could�be�president or�Supreme�Court�judge,�but
whenever�anyone�would�ask�me, like,�"What�do�you�want�to�be
when�you�grow�up?" I�would�say�Snoopy.
'Cause�I�was�four, and�it�seemed�doable.
-That's�amazing. -Yeah,�it's,�uh...
What�did�you�want�to�be?
Oh,�um,�I�wanted to�be�a�dancer.�Yeah.
Well,�you�could�still�do�it.
-Maybe. -Yeah!
You�sound�like�my�dad.
Sorry.�I�didn't�mean to�bring�him�up.
-Well,�like... -Oh...
I�know�we�talked�about�him, like,�a�little�bit
the�other�day,�but,�like, is�it�weird�if�I�talk�about�him?
-No. -Oh.
And�I�don't�want�you to�think�that,�like,
I'm�only�hanging�out with�you�to,�like...
-No.�No,�no,�no.�No,�no,�no. -get�to�him�in�some�way.
Angie,�I�can�tell�you're�not, like,�using�me�or�whatever.
-Yeah.�Yeah. -Okay,�good.
'Cause�I'm,�like, really�happy�to�know�you.
-Dude,�me,�too. -[both�laugh]
-[exhales] -Good.
Yeah.
So,�what's�he�like?
Oh.�Well...
He's�like...
He's�just,�like, a�big�kid,�you�know?
You�know?�And�he's�an�artist, so�he�can,�like,
be�serious�and�focused.
-I�knew�he�painted,�so... -Yeah.�Yeah,�yeah.
And�he�can�play,�like...�like, literally�any�instrument.
-Really?�So�can�I. -Mm-hmm.
[both�chuckle]
I�think�you�would�like�him.
'Cause�he's�a�lot�like�you.
There�is�something that�I�want�you
to�know�about�him,�though,
Mm-hmm?
I�just�don't�know how�to�tell�you.
Well,�I�mean, you�can�tell�me�anything.
[Shane] � All�right,�I'm�thinking
we�can�project�this on�the�wall�out�back.
[Tress] The�red�brick�wall?
-Yeah. -It�has�to�be�white.
-It�does? -Yep.
And�so�I�was�thinking we�start�at�maybe,�like,�9:00?
-I�was�thinking�10:00. -Even�better.
Um,�and�I've�got all�the�chips�and�cards
in�line�for�tomorrow.
Uh,�the�new�shipment�just showed�up�from�the�distributor,
so�I�will�have�Finley take�care�of�all�of�that.
-And�I�think�that's�it. -That's�a�lot.
-You�do�a�lot. -Just�my�job.
I�know,�but�with�movie�night, karaoke,�poker,
it's�just...
I-I�really�could�not do�this�without�you.
[phone�ringing]
[upbeat�music�playing�on�stereo]
I,�um,�I�got�to, I�got�to�take�this.
I'll�be�right�back.
Hello?
Yes,�this�is�she.
Hey,�um,�so�something just�came�up.
I�got�to�go,�uh,�but�I�promise
I�will�be�back before�the�rush�tonight.
You�okay?�Where�you�going?
Vegas.
You�can't�drive�to�Vegas�and back�in�a�day.�That's�insane.
No,�it's�not. I�do�it�all�the�time.
All�right,�well,�look, I�mean,�i-if�you�go,
at�least�make�a�good�time out�of�it,�spend�the�night.
I�mean,�what�if�I�went�with�you?
We�could�make�it a�business�expense.
[chuckles] Maybe�next�time,�okay?
But�part�of�the�fun�of�Vegas is�the�spontaneity,�right?
So,�I'm�not�going�for�fun.
My�mom�lives�there.
Oh.�Um,�I'm�sorr-- Is-is�she�okay?
I'll�be�back�tonight.�Okay?
And�don't�try�to�put�the projector�together�without�me.
-But�I�can�do�it. -Trust�me,�just�don't�do�it.
Okay?
[exhales]
soft,�tranquil�music
[cackling]
[doormat] See�you�soon!
-I've�got�a�gun! -Okay,�Mom.
Oh,�Alice.�You�shouldn't just�barge�in�here�like�that.
It's�my�house. What's�with�the�doormat?
Oh,�the�alarm�thingy kept�beeping,
so�I�had�someone�get�rid�of�it and�figured�this�mat
would�give�me�fair�warning of�an�intruder.
[laughs] And�it�did.
Could�have�been�the�battery.
Did�you�call�the�alarm�company?
God,�no.�They�just�want to�make�a�quick�buck.
I'm�sure�you�can�relate.
If�you're�referring to�my�small�business...
You�mean�your�scam?
[Lenore]�It's�a�multi-level marketing�company.
Potato,�potahto.
You�will�be�pleased�to�know
that�you�are�looking�at Swan's�Breath�Cosmetics'
platinum�salesperson.
Aw,�fuck�me.
Now,�look,�it's�fairly�new. I've�invested
-a�lot�of�my�own�capital. -Beep,�beep,�beep,�beep,�beep.
I�don't--�This--�Yeah.
Uh...�[sighs]
Nat�and�I�broke�up.
-Oh,�sweetie. -I�know.
We--�It-it�ran�its�course,
so�it's�probably better�this�way.
Is�that�why�you�look so�terrible?
That�feels�unnecessary.
Sweetheart,�I'm�so�sorry.
I�know�how�much�you�loved�her, and�the�kids.
-Mm. -You�know,�as�much�as
a�person�can�love�kids. [chuckles]
Yeah.
Anyway,�uh, I'm�moving�home,�so...
Okay,�well,�great.
I'm�gonna�need�the�place to�myself.
Oh.�No.
-What? -You�need�me.
Oh,�I�really�don't.
You�do�not�need�to�wallow in�this�house�alone.
You�said�numerous�times Natalie�filled�a�void
in�your�heart�you�never�thought you�would�fill.
I�know,�I�know, but�I'm�fine,�and�I�just
need�my�space�back.
And--�great�news--�I�found�you an�apartment�in�Brentwood.
And�thank�God�it�has�a�second bedroom�for�your�Swan's,�um...
-Breath. -Yeah,�that.
So�it's�next�to the�tea�shop�you�love,�too.
And�I'm�gonna�pay for�everything,
and�it's�gonna�be�just�like this--�I'm�gonna�pay�for�it�all.
You're�not�going�to�tempt�me
with�a�fancy�apartment and�cheese.
You�need�me.
What�are�you�doing?�Ugh.
It's�a�little�Swan's�Breath�Calm to�cool�the�nerves.
Listen,�Mom,�I�love�you. I�really�do.
But�you�got�to�be�out by�Monday.
Okay?
[Shane] I'm�glad�you�called.
You�okay?
[mid-tempo�music�playing on�speakers]
My...�donor's�dying.
Aw,�shit.
Oh,�Ange,�that's�a�lot.
What�do�I�do?
Should�I�meet�him?
I�don't�know.
Adults�aren't�supposed to�say�that.
All�right.�I�mean...
-do�you�want�to�meet�him? -Shouldn't�I?
What�would�you�do?
That's-that's�a... that's�a�hard�one�to�answer.
[sighs] That's�'cause�you�knew�your�dad.
Barely.
You�know�that.
-Hmm. -Don't�you?
Yeah.
He�left,�um...
He�left�when�I�was�very�young.
And�then�I�was�in and�out�of�foster�care.
And,�uh,�when�I�felt like�I�was�ready,
I-I�tracked�him�down.
And�I�realized I�didn't�like�the�guy.
Why?
Well,�he,�uh...
He�reinforced�the�worst�parts
that�were�in�me.
And�I�made�a�very�poor decision�because�of�that.
What�did�you�do?
I�left�someone�that�I�loved very�much�at�the�altar.
-Shit. -Yeah.
Sometimes�I�think�I�would�have been�a�lot�better�off
-had�I�never�met�the�guy. -Mm.
All�right, let�me�ask�you�something.
What�are�you�gonna�get out�of�meeting�him?
He's�half�my�DNA,�so...
it�would�be�really�nice�to�know
which�parts�of�me are�from�him,�and...
You�talk�to�your�moms about�this?
Well... [laughs]
All�right,�that's a�bad�question.
Um,�all�right,�where's�Jordi?
She�is�running�for�prom�queen.
So�we�are�on�sort�of�different life�pages�at�the�moment.
Okay.
[sighs]
You�think�Mama�B�would let�me�see�a�therapist?
I�think�if�that's something�you�need,
she'd�be�more�than�willing to�give�that�to�you.
Then�why�am�I�so�scared to�ask�her?
Because�it's�scary,�Ange.
It's�scary,�but�it's�impressive, and�brave,
asking�for�what�you�need.
Not�many�people�do�that.
"Devil�I�Know" by�Suki�Waterhouse
Back�in�hell
At�least�I'm�comfortable
Need�your�body
When�my�fire's�cold
Hand�to�heart
I'm�gonna�stay�faithful
To�the�devil�I�know
The�devil�I�know
[doorbell�rings]
The�fuck�are�you�doing�here?
Oh. [short�chuckle]�Wow.
You�can't�even�give�me�space when�I�run�away
into�the�woods. It's�unbelievable.
Oh,�God,�you�and�your fucking�space.
It's�all�I�ever�asked�you�for, and�you�could�never�just--
But�it's�not�called�space if�you�don't�ever�come�back.
-It's�called�avoidance. -It's�not,�it's--
And�did�you�ever�think that�maybe�for�a�second
that�that�was�me�trying to�love�you?
Fuck,�you�make�it�impossible.
Everyone's�worried about�you,�Dani.
I�drove�70�miles�on�a�hunch�to make�sure�that�you�were�alive.
Well,�I�am.
Great.
Can�I�come�in�and�take�a�piss, at�least?
Sure.
It's�the�first�door�on�the right,�past�the�staircase.
I�know,�I�remember.
Oh,�it�smells�good�in�here.
It's�delivery�from that�Thai�place
you�pass�on�the�way out�of�town.
You�mean�that�place you�never�let�us�go
'cause�they�got�a�kitchen�cat?
It's�takeout.�It's�different.
All�right,�well,
that�cat�was�all�up in�that�pad�see�ew.�Mm.
Oh,�and�better�call�Micah.�He's been�worried�about�your�ass.
pensive�music
Oh,�hey,�look. I�love�these�ones.
You�know,�sometimes�they�also have�these�giant�lilies,
-and�they're�super-- -You�think�Soph'll�like�these?
I�thought�these were�for�the�house.
No,�no. I�do�like�how�these�guys
match�my�new�blazer,�though.
-I�like�that. -Yeah.�They-they�do,�but...
What?
Hey,�did�someone help�you�pick�that�out?
'Cause�it�fits�you�perfectly. It's-it's�nice.�It's...
Oh,�yeah.�A�lady�named�Barbara at�Men's�Warehouse.
It�took�her�a�minute,�but�once we�established�I�was�not
a�14-year-old�boy, she�was�actually�pretty�cool.
Well,�you�look�great.
Thanks,�man. That's�nice.
Look�at�you,�giving�compliments.
Seriously,�Fin,�you�look... you�look�happy,�you�know?
-Like... -Thanks.
Well,�maybe�that's�because you're�looking�at�the�new
volunteer�referee�at The�Silver�Lake�Community�Center
-Pee�Wee�Soccer�League,�baby. -Shut�up.
-Yeah,�swear�to�God. -Pee�Wee.�Oh,�my�God.
-Yeah,�I�got�it. -Wow.
Yeah,�they�pay�me in�juice�boxes.
I�love�this�for�you.
-Seriously,�this�is�awesome. -Thanks,�dude.
Sophie's�pumped,�too,�so...
What�are�you�doing?
Me? I'm�buying�some�flowers.
She�asked�for�time,�Fin.
She�asked�for�sushi.
She�asked�for�time.
It's�just�dinner. It's�not,�like,�a�thing,�okay?
Okay.�No,�I�agree,�it�could be�not�a�thing,�but...
you're�clearly�making�it into�a�pretty�big�thing.
I--
Okay,�I�get�what�you're�saying.
And�I�think you're�looking�out�for�me,
which�is�actually�really�nice,
'cause�I�know�you're�close with�Dani.
Yeah.
But�I�know�it's�not�perfect.
I�know�it's,�like, an�uphill�battle�or�whatever,
but�it's�Sophie,�dude.
It's�worth�it.
And�when�something's worth�it,�it's--
I'm�not�scared�to�make an�ass�of�myself,�I�guess.
Or�I�already�made an�ass�of�myself,
so�there's�nothing�to�lose. [laughs]
Kind�of.�Yeah.
Here�you�go.�Thank�you.
At�9:00�when the�lights�go�off,�oh
Do�you�think�about�me?
Do�you�think about�me?
When�you�need�someone to�break�you,�oh
Do�you�think�about�me?
Do�you�think about�me?
I�know,�I�know, I�know,�I�know
Hi. [short�chuckle]
I'm�Bette�Porter.
I�know�who�you�are.
I�am�so�glad�to�meet�you.
I...�I�am�such an�admirer�of�yours,
-since�I�was�in... -One�might�assume
leaving�my�work�unsigned,
occupying�a�studio far�from�the�art�world
would�send�a�clear�message I�don't�want�to�be�found.
I�connected�those�dots and�I�came�to
the�very�same�conclusion.
Yet�here�you�are.
'Cause�I�also�decided that�if�you�slammed�the�door
in�my�face�it�would�be�worth�it if�I�got�the�chance�to�tell�you
the�world�wasn't�ready�for�you when�you�got�your�first�break.
[sighs]
Sure,�Micah,�I�will.
Love�you,�too.�Bye.
I�didn't�mean�to�worry�anybody. I�just...
I'm�not�ready to�be�deposed�by�lawyers.
What�are�the�charges against�your�dad?
Do�you�think that�there's�anything�there?
I�don't�know.
I�really�don't�want to�talk�about�this.
Okay.
I�don't�think�it's�unreasonable
that�I�don't�want to�talk�about�the�fact
that�he�probably did�something�horrible.
Okay.
And�he�obviously�knew the�arrest�was�coming.
How�did-how�did�he�know�that?
He�made�me�sign a�bunch�of�documents.
I�thought�he�was�dying, but�he...
he�knew.
[exhales] I'm�sorry.
[clears�throat]
Um...
do�you�need�anything?
Yeah.
Can�you�just�undo the�last�couple�months?
No.
But�you're�not alone�in�the�world.
I'm�always�gonna be�here�for�you.
Whether�you�want�me�or�not.
How�do�you�always�know what�I�need�to�hear?
Because�I�know�you.
Do�you?
You�meant�a�lot�to�me,�Dani.
You�still�do.
I�wish�you�believed�that.
I�do.
"Feelings"�by�Sarah�West
Yeah
Baby,�there's�something about�you�I�can�tell
'Cause�you�got�me�glowing like�nobody�else
So�much�is�changing
Lately�I'm�thinking
There's�something�special 'bout�this�babe
So�I'll�take�care�of�you when�you�need�it
Ride�or�die�for�you and�I�mean�that
Baby�I'll�do anything�for�you
And�you�got�me�wanting so�much�more
Oh,�I�can�finally�see�it
Can't�believe�it, but�I�got�to�say
You�got�me in�my�feelings
Feeling
Like�I�never�did�before
You�got�me in�my�feelings...
-No,�wait. -Huh?
We�can't.
We�can't.�Hey.
My�emotions�overload
Until�I�lose�all�control...
Here.
Touch�me.
I'm�feeling
Like�I�never�did�before
And,�baby, my�emotions�overload
Until�I�lose�all�control
You�got�me in�my�feelings,�feelings
I'm�feeling
Like�I�never�did�before
Uh,�hi.
I'm-I'm�Micah,�can�I-can�I help�you�with�something?
Yes,�hi.�Um,�I'm�A-Angie.
Uh,�we've�actually�met�before.
-I'm�Bette�Porter's�daughter. -Yeah.
-Yeah. -Yeah,�I�thought�so.�Sorry.
It's,�uh, it's�nice�to�see�you�again.
You,�too.
Um...
I'm�sort�of�going through�things�right�now
that�I'm�sort�of�confused�about.
Of�course.�We've�got a�great�team�here,�actually,
my-my�colleague,�Claudia,�she's the�head�of�the�medical�staff
-if-if�that's�what�you�might-- -Oh,�no.
No.�No,�no.�That's�not�it.
Um...
Uh...
I�just�need�to�talk�to�someone.
Sure.�Uh,�well,�we�open�tomorrow
back�at�8�a.m.,�you�know,�if...
[sighs]
You�know...
I've�actually�got�time right�now.
-You�do? -Yeah.�Let's...
let's�get�you�signed�in, and�we�can�just...
go�from�there--�you�can�tell�me
-what's�on�your�mind. -Okay.
Yeah.
[pop�music�playing]
Jesus.
[phone�vibrates,�chimes]
A�thousand�times
And�there's�nothing�to�say
There's�nothing�to�say
[gasps] Good�God,�woman.
I'm,�I'm�persistent.
[scoffs]
You�do�know�trespassing is�a�crime,�right?
I�saw�your�senior�thesis
when�I�was�an�undergraduate at�Yale.
So�did�my�mama.
It�changed�me
on�a�cellular�level
and-and�a�practical�one. I-I�switched�my�majors
from�Comparative�Literature to�Art�History.
Neither�of�which�are particularly�useful.
I�drove�to�New�York during�finals
to�see�your�first postgraduate�show
at�Amelia�Spalter�Gallery.
-You�did? -Yes.
I�did.�And-and�I�was�there
at�the�opening of�your�first�museum�show
at�the�Studio�Museum�in�Harlem.
And�I�joined�the�protests
when�your�extraordinary�piece, America's�Original�Sin,
was�dropped from�the�Whitney�Biennial.
Yeah,�that�was�painful.
Not�as�painful�as�your�op-ed.
I�wept�when�I�read�that you�had�quit�the�art�world.
And�I�never�fully let�go�of�the�fantasy
that�you�were�tucked�away in�some�mountain�cave�somewhere,
living�off�the�land.
You�weren't�too�far�off.
Come�on.
slow,�pensive�music
You�all�right?
You�gonna�need�some smelling�salts�or�something?
Yeah,�I�think�so.
Will�wine�work?
Dinner�would�be�better.
I�will�not�be manipulated�by�you.
It's�just�dinner.
[line�ringing]
[Finley] Hello?
Hey.�Hey.�It-It's�me.
Yeah,�I�know�who�it�is.
Your,�uh,�picture�in�my�phone kind�of�gives�you�away.
[Sophie�chuckles]
Um...
Yeah.�I'm�so�sorry,
but�I-I�can't�make�it�tonight.
Oh,�no�problem.�What's�going�on?
Uh,�y-you�working�late?
Uh...�yeah.
I'm,�um,�I'm�up�in�Ojai.
Just�trying�to�get some�inspiration
for�that�segment�I�owe�Alice.
Oh,�that's�awesome.
How's�it�going?
It's...�good.
Yeah.�It's�going...�well.
All�right.�Well,�crush�it, and�I'll,�uh,
see�you�at�home, either�tonight�or�tomorrow?
Yeah.�I'm--�I�don't,�I�don't know�which�yet,�but�yeah.
Great.
Can�I�get�a�rain�check?
Yeah,�of�course.�I'm�down
for�curbside�sushi�any�day.
[chuckles]
All�right,�well,�um...
I'm�gonna�head,�since�you're standing�me�up�and�all.
I'm�not�standing�you�up.
No,�I'm�just�messing�with�you.
Uh,�good�luck�in�Ojai,�okay?
Thanks.
"Think�of�Me" by�Nicole�Serrano
[clucks�tongue]
When�you�wake�up on�your�own
Or�when�you�lay�your�head on�your�pillow
I�hope�your�mind's�made�up
Hey,�man.�There's�some�sushi there�if�you�want�it.
I�hope�your�mind's�made�up
'Cause�I�hope�you�know you�really�messed�me�up
Everything�we�said we�felt�we�did
Tearing�the�connections from�my�heart�to�my�head
Like�imaginary�friends sharing�a�bed
I�hope�you�think�of�me
Oh,�I�never�should've let�you�in
Never�gonna�let�it happen�again
Wish�you,�wish�you, wish�you�would
Think�of�me
Mom?
Oh,�my�God. Angie,�what's�going�on?
I�was�just�headed�out�to�dinner.
Is�everything�all�right?
No.
What�is�it? What's�going�on?�Is�it�school?
-No,�no. -Is�it�Jordi?
Is�it�Kayla?
No.�Um...
I�think�I�need to�talk�to�someone.
Oh.
You�know,�you�can�always tell�me�anything.
I�know.�But�it's...
it's�hard,�you�know?
Especially�when�I�think it's�hard�for�you�to�hear.
[sighs] Okay,�I�understand.
I,�um...
I�will�do�my�best just�to�listen,�okay?
Is�there�anything in-in�particular
that�you're�worried�about?
I�went�to�see�a�therapist�today.
A-Are�you�okay?
Okay,�listen,�w-were�you�happy with�the�therapist�that�you�saw,
or�do�you�want�me�to�make�an appointment�with�someone�else?
No,�I�liked�him.
But�maybe�you�could�come�with?
It's�Micah.
Dani's�friend.
Okay.�Sure.
Of�course.
I'd�like�for�us�all�to�go.
Do�you�think�you�could�do�that?
Um,�when�you�say�"us�all," who�exactly�do�you�mean?
You,�me,�Mom�and�Carrie.
I�would�just�have to�ask�Tina�first--
I�already�spoke�with�them�and...
they�said�that�they�can if�you�can.
Sure.
Of�course,�sweetheart. Come�here.
I'd�do�anything�for�you.
gentle�music
-I�love�you. -You,�too.
Yeah,�it�was�just�a�little�bag. Like,�I�just�took�a...
What'd�you�do?�You�sleep at�a�hotel�or�something?
No,�I�stayed with�my�friend�Bette.
She�still�dating your�ex's�ex-wife?
You�have�a�really�great�memory for�gossip.
I'm�good�like�that. I'm�telling�you.
It's�all�in�the�notes. It's�all�in�the�notes.�[laughs]
All�right,�so�what�are�we�gonna write�about�today?
Uh,�well,�when�I�was going�through�everything,
the�only�chapter�we�haven't circled�back�on
was�the�Dana�one.
-I�gave�it�to�you. -Yeah.
It's�light. You�could�dig�deeper.
I'm�happy�with�it...
-Yeah?�Really? -...the�way�it�is.�Yeah.
When�I�was�in�middle�school, I�was�really�into�magic.
You�and�I�would�have not�been�friends.
For�my�13th�birthday, my�big�brother�Mike,
he�took�me�to�The�Magic�Castle.
Got�me�the�fake�magic�wand from�the�gift�shop.
Was�the�real�wand�too�expensive?
Ha.�That�night,�he�dropped�me off�at�our�parents'�house
and�drove�back�to�college�and...
I�was�so�excited, I�couldn't�sleep.
So�I�was�up�when�the�phone�rang.
It�was�a�freak�accident. No,�no�drunk�driver.
No�one's�fault. It�was�just�one�of�those�things.
But�like�that, my�brother�was�gone.
-He�was�19�years�old. -I'm�really�sorry.
It's�okay.
I�like�to�think he's�up�in�heaven
doing�magic�tricks, cheering�me�on.
What�about�Dana? Is�she�up�there�rooting�for�you?
Nah.�She's,�uh...
she's�too�busy�playing�tennis.
-She�was�the�love�of�your�life. -Can�we�just�not�do�this?
Really?�What?
Come�on.
-What? -Come�on.
I�see�her�when�my�eyes are�closed.
Y--�But�I�also�see�her when�my�eyes�are�open.
slow,�somber�music
I�can�hear�her�laugh.
I�smell�her�smell.
I,�I�can�feel�her.
And�I�miss�her so�much�sometimes,
the�emptiness�is,�like...
But�there's�nothing�I�can�do about�it�because�she's�gone,
and�I�do�not�want to�dwell�on�the�fact
that�she�was�taken�from�me
and�robbed�of�a�life
because�of�some�fucking�disease, okay?
I�don't�want�to�do�it, Tom,�okay?
You�think�maybe�you�could say�that�again,�but�maybe
-just�a�little�bit�slower... -Oh,�my�God,�you're�the�worst.
-...so�I�can�jot�it�down? -You're�the�worst.
I�know. [chuckles]
[dance�music�playing]
[horns�honking]
I�regret�the�fettuccine�Alfredo.
It's�gonna�take�me,�like, a�week�to�burn�that�off.
-[Justin�laughs] -[Maribel]�So...
[Micah] So�what?
I�mean,�I�know�you�missed half�the�dinner--
I'm�sorry,�all�right, I�couldn't,
I�couldn't�bail�on�a�new�client.
I'm�playing,�but�what do�you�think�about�Harry?
He's-he's�fine.
I�just�don't�think he's�exactly�my�type.
Is�he�boring?
It's�a�little�more complicated�than�that.
Why?
I'm�just, I'm�not�sure�that�I'm...
Into�lawyers?
-Gay. -Oh.�Okay.
Yeah.�Uh,�I�think�that
I'm�into�women,�as�well.
Shit,�I�am�so�sorry. Did�I�offend�you?
No.�No,�I�mean, how�could�you�know?
I'm�still�sort�of�just�trying
to�figure�it�all�out�myself, honestly.
Okay,�good.�Well,�can�I�ask, how�long�have�you�felt�this�way?
It's...�recent.
Okay,�well,�maybe�I�can find�you�a�woman
to�date.
Yeah.
Yeah,�okay,�maybe.�Yeah.
-Or,�you�know-- -[Justin]�Lyft's�here.
[Maribel] Okay,�one�second.
I'm�sorry, what�were�you�gonna�say?
Um,�nothing.
slow,�somber�music
Every�plate�is�like a�work�of�art.
Mm.
I�can�see�why�you�love coming�here.
-I�love�the�privacy. -Mm.
Should�we�get�dessert?
Well,�since�you're�paying, I�don't�see�why�not.
[both�laugh]
Better�yet,�we'll�have�Zakarian foot�the�bill,�so�do�your�worst.
I�was�hoping�this wasn't�a�big�setup.
-It's�not�a�setup. -I�mean,�I�guess
I�should�be�impressed
that�you�waited until�after�dinner�to�pitch�me.
You've�shown�great�restraint.
Of�course�I�want to�work�with�you.
I�want�you�to�join�the�gallery.
Why�would�I�do�that? Isaac�Zakarian�is�a�racist.
Because�I�will�represent�you.
If�you�had�gone�out�on�your�own, we'd�be�having
a�completely�different conversation�right�now.
If�I�had�gone�out�on�my�own, I�wouldn't�have�the�resources
that�partnering�with�someone like�Isaac�affords.
-That�sounds�like�a�compromise. -No,�it's�strategic.
I�joined�Zakarian to�bring�on�artists�of�color
who�have�been�historically and�systemically�shit�on.
Well,�I�definitely�fall under�that�category.
You�are�brilliant.
You�know�that.
And�I�know�that you�cannot�be�happy
showing�in�no-name�galleries.
You�and�I�both�know�your�work needs�to�be�seen�by�the�masses.
Yeah,�but�your�boss doesn't�seem�to�think
there�are�any�Black�or�brown artists�who�are�ready.
Yeah,�I've�heard�him say�that�verbatim
-throughout�the�years. -Okay,�I'm�not,�I-I�am...
-not�going�to�defend�him. -Okay.
Okay?�But�you�should�know
that�I�am�using the�power�of�his�resources
to�try�to�mitigate the�damage�that's�been�done.
-How's�that? -Okay.
I�recently�signed�Kismet�Russell and�have�been�able�to�secure
full�funding�for�his�next project�within�a�matter�of�days.
Now,�if�he�had�gone�out on�his�own,
we�both�know�it�would've taken�him�years�to�get�funding.
Bravo. It's�still�Zakarian's�name.
His�gallery,�his�beliefs.
All�right,�at�his�best, he's�a�work�in�progress.
-He's�a�piece�of�shit. -That,�too.
[both�laugh]
It's�nice,�talking�to�someone as�smart�as�you.
Likewise.
And�as�beautiful.
You�know�you're�beautiful, of�course.
How�could�you�not�know?
So�I�think�it's�okay to�mention�it.
You�are�the�most�beautiful woman�I�have�ever�seen.
And�your�work should�be�back�in�spaces
that-that�would�give�it the�platform�that�it�deserves.
Places�like�the�CAC, where�people
can�be�reminded�of�how�much
-your�work�speaks�to�them. -That�was�a�very�long�time�ago.
I�don't�know�that�anyone's still�listening.
[Bette] I'm�listening.
And�I�know�I�can't be�alone�in�that.
And�if�you�will�sign�with�me, I�will�prove�it�to�you.
[laughs�softly]
No.�I�can't�work�with�you.
Why�is�that?
I�don't�trust�you.
-[grunts�softly] -You're�one�of�them�now.
Thank�you�for�dinner.
[Bette] Please.
Please.
Don't�touch�me�like�this
unless�you're�coming�home with�me.
[whispers] Good�night.
[inhales�sharply]
You're�not�the�one
But�you're�the�one�right�now, you're�not�the�one
But�you�could�be the�one�right�now
I'm�having�fun
I'm�having�fun�right�now
You're�not�the�one,�but�you could�be�the�one�right�now
[both�panting]
You're�not�the�one
I�don't�really�need�nobody
I�just�kind�of�want your�body
My�life's�a�mess but�it's�hot
So�you�won't�be�sorry
And�we�don't�need�to...
-[Shane]�Hi. -Um,�hi.
[laughs�softly] What�are�you�doing�here?
Well,�after�I�got�your�text...
...I�figured�you�probably had�a�long�day.
So�you�did�manage to�put�that�together
-all�on�your�own. -I�did.
You�know,�Tess,�I,�uh, I�can�actually�do�things.
Hard�to�believe,�but...
The�lawn�chairs�are a�nice�touch.
Oh,�you�like�that?�Thanks. I�thought�of�that�myself.
Are�you�thirsty?
Okay. [chuckles]
Do�you�like�that�flavor?
Thank�you.
So�how's�your�mom�doing?
She's�okay.
She�lives�in�a�facility that�has,�like,
different�levels�of�care.
And�they�decided�that�she�needs the�most�care,
so�they�moved�her.
And�she�didn't�like�the�movers.
She�thought�they�were�gonna, like,�break�all�her�stuff
-or�steal�it�or... -Wow.
It's�just�not�really�her, you�know?
She's�just�like...
The�dementia�just makes�her�like�this,
like,�different�person.
Wow,�I'm�sorry.
That�must�be�really difficult�to�watch.
It�is.
She�looked�bad.
Like,�her�hands and�her�voice�and...
Oh...
You�know,�I�really don't�think�about�drinking
very�much�anymore, but�I�would�give�a�lot
to�not�feel�the�way that�I'm�feeling�right�now.
Look,�I�wrote�the�book on�avoidance.
[laughs]
[clears�throat]
Do�you�trust�me?
Yeah.
Yeah?
-I'm�gonna�blow�your�mind. -Okay.
-[laughs] -Goddamn�it.
-Shit,�that�really�got�me. -No,�I'm�not--
No.�This�worked�30�minutes�ago.
It's�probably�just�the... Like,�the...
No,�no,�no,�no. I�have�it.�I�have�it.
I'm�proud�of�my�work. I�want�to�see�it�through.
Okay,�but�it's�really,�honestly, just,�like,�those�two,�just--
What?
Like,�no,�the�other,�if�you�do the�thing�the�other�way.
-The...�The... -What?
gentle�music
Oh,�my�God,�I'm�sorry.�I'm�s--
-I'm�seeing�someone. -Yeah.�Oh.
-Um... -Oh,�God.�Yeah.
-Um... -It--�No,�it--�like,�my�sponsor
says�it's�too�soon�or�whatever.
-You�don't�need�to-- -But�I,�yeah,�I�don't�know.
-I'm�sorry. -Don't�need�to�explain.
I'm-I'm,�that--�I'm�sorry.
Okay.
contemplative�music
[Dani]�I�always�thought we'd�live�here�when�we�got�old.
-Really? -Yeah.
Ride�bikes to�the�farmers�market.
[laughs] Ah.
Day-drink�with�white�people.
You�were�gonna�take that�pastry�cooking�class.
Oh,�my�God,�yeah,�that's...�Ugh.
I�was�gonna�learn how�to�make�a�galette.
Yeah.�You�were�gonna�be my�hot�little�housewife.
[both�laugh]
You�know,�that's... [scoffs]
I�used�to�think�that's�what I�wanted,�but�I�am...
kind�of�in�love with�my�job�right�now.
What,�what�are�you�smiling�at?
It's�nice�to�hear�you�talk about�work�like�that.
-Really? -Yeah.
I�think�I�used�to�feel,�like,
I�don't�know, shallow�or�something
because�I�was�so�into�my�job.
When�men�want�careers, they're�driven;
but�when�women�do, we're�cold�and�power-hungry.
I�never�saw�you�like�that.
I�think�your�passion's�sexy.
Alice�assigned�me�a�new�segment.
She�wants�me�to�find the�heart�of�the�show.
-What's�the�angle? -Eh,�I�don't�know.
I'm�circling a�few�things,�but...
You'll�find�it.
You've�got�more�heart than�anyone�I�know.
I�still�think�about�that documentary
you�wanted�to�make about�queer�women�in�Buffalo
-in�the�'40s�and�'50s. -Oh,�that's�right.
-Yeah. -Oh,�man,
all�these�badass�lesbians who�held�down�men's�jobs
while�we�were�at�war-- you�know,�Rosie�the�Riveter
was�not�a�fucking�housewife, okay?
-She�was�gay�as�shit. -Gay�as�shit.
Yes,�exac--�Oh,�my�God.
They�were�heroes.
Yeah,�and�hardly�anyone even�knows�they�existed.
Yeah.�I...
Thank�you,�actually.�That's... [chuckles]
-That's�super�helpful. -Sure.
Who�were�you�talking�to�earlier?
Keep�in�mind that�you're�not�a�good�liar.
It�was�Finley.
We�were�supposed�to�grab�dinner but�I�had�to�cancel.
Are�you�two�together?
I... [exhales]
I�don't�know�what�we�are.
[scoffs]
Oh,�come�on.
Oh.�Please,�you...
You�told�me�not�to�lie.
I'm�just�trying�to�figure�out how�you're�not
furious�with�her.
She�ruined�our�wedding.
-She�made�a�fool�of�me. -She�didn't�mean�to.
I�don't�give�a�shit�what�she meant�to�do,�she�still�did�it.
Look,�I'm�sorry.
I�am�so�sorry�that�I�hurt�you
and�that�I�keep�hurting�you, but�you�told�me�it�was�over.
-And�I�believed�you. -Oh.
Y-You're�just so�full�of�conviction.
No.�Don't�put�this�on�me.
Well,�is�it�not�over?
Between�us?
slow,�somber�music
[keys�clatter]
Oh,�yo,�my�guy.
How�was�the�date?
Uh,�it�was�strange, but,�um,�it�was�fine.
Yeah,�it�sounds�like the�majority�of�my�dates.
Tinder�is�a�very�weird�place.
Hey,�uh,�how�was, how�was�dinner�with�Sophie?
Did�she�like�the�flowers?
Uh,�she�had�to�rain-check.
Oh,�that�sucks.�Did�she�say�why?
Uh,�she's�in�Ojai.
[sighs]�Man,�I,�uh,�I'm�really relieved�that�she�told�you.
Yeah,�of�course�she�did.
I�mean,�when�Dani�told�me that�she�just�showed�up,
I-I�wondered�if�she'd come�clean,�but...
I�don't�know,�I�guess,�I�guess Dani�was�okay�seeing�her.
"For�Your�Love"�by�Ria�Mae
Don't�apologize...
Yeah,�no,�for�sure.�Um...
Don't�let�me�lean�on�you...
-Shit.�Um,�I�thought�that�sh-- -It's�okay.
Really�got�to�keep my�mouth�shut.
[chuckles] Uh,�I'm�gonna�go�out.
-I'll�see�you�later. -Finley.
Fin.
[door�opens,�closes]
All�my�life�I've�waited for�your�love
Just�a�silly�little�kid who�wouldn't�give�up
Stood�by�the�door but�you�never�came
Oh,�honey.�Honey.
Wondering�if�you�were�okay
-[crying] -It's�okay.�It's�okay.
All�my�life I've�waited�for�your�love
[phone�vibrates]
And�I'm�not�giving�up
And�I'm�not�giving�up
On�you
Just�a�silly�little�kid, yeah,�yeah
Yeah,�yeah, and�I'm�not�giving�up
Do�you�want�me�to�stand�here
Like�nothing�happened?
I�still�second-guess every�single�interaction
If�this�was�the�last�day of�my�life
I'd�want�to�make�peace with�you
Is�that�something we're�capable�of?
'Cause�I�can't�end�it like�this,�I�can't�do�it
All�my�life�I've�waited for�your�love
Waited�for�you
All�my�life�I�waited for�your�love
And�I'm�not�giving�up
[Sophie] I�should�go.
Yeah?�Okay.
I'm�glad�you're�okay.
And-and�you�can�call�me if�you�need�anything.
I�think�we�dodged�a�bullet, you�and�me.
You�do?
It�just...�got�too�hard.
But�it�doesn't�feel�hard�now.
No.
It�doesn't.
Maybe�you�should�stay.
Nothing�you�could�do�or�say
Is�right
I�already�know just�what�I�like
Bad,�bad,�bad,�bad
Bad�girl,�need�a�bad�girl, need�a�bad�girl
'Cause�the�bad�boys just�don't�cut�it
We�got�what�they�want,�want, what�they�want,�want
They�can�look�but�they just�can't�touch�it
Bad�girl,�need�a�bad�girl, need�a�bad�girl
'Cause�the�bad�boys just�don't�cut�it
We're�always�up�to�no�good
Doing�what�they wish�they�could
I�said�do�it�like�this all�around�the�clock
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