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After,�we're�gonna�go to�your�family's�house�in�Ojai.

-Ugh... -Oh...

-[Finley]�Hello? -[Dani] � I�never

want�to�see�you�again.

I'm�going�to�the�Frogtown Art�Walk.

This�is�the�work of�Pippa�Pascal.

She�disappeared,�until�now.

[Finley] I�made�a�mistake.

Will�you�just�forgive�me?

I�don't�know�how.

Just�one�more�thing. I�need�these�signed.

Your�will?�"Power�of�attorney." What's�going�on?

-So�beautiful,�huh? -It's�amazing.�We�should

do�this�again�sometime.

[Bette]�Mama�T�and�I specifically�told�you

-not�to�do�the�DNA�website. -But�I�have�a�half�sister.

-You�don't. -And�I'm�supposed�to�meet�her.

-You're�Kayla,�right? -[Kayla]�Yeah.

-I'm�Angie. -Wow.

You're�kind�of�sweet,�huh?

-You're�totally�blushing. -I'm�not�blushing.

[Gigi]�Why�don't�you�let�me show�you�around

your�new�neighborhood?

[both�laugh]

Nat's�here�with�her�date. I�didn't�think

seeing�them was�gonna�hurt�this�bad.

You�deserve�someone who�can�do�this�with�you.

No,�Alice...

I'm�gonna�go.

I�had�the�best�time�tonight.

The�pleasure�was�all�mine.

[siren�wailing]

The�fuck�is�going�on?

Trouble,�yeah, trouble�finds�me

-[siren�chirps] -[indistinct�conversations]

-[indistinct�radio�chatter] -[helicopter�blades�whirring]

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[Caldwell]�Rodolfo�N��ez, you�are�under�arrest

for�criminal�conspiracy and�fraud.

[Dani] Dad?

-Dad.�Dad.�Dad. -Ma'am,�please�back�up.

-Move,�I�live�here. -You�have�the�right�to�remain

-Dad,�what�the�hell's�going�on? -silent.�Anything�you�say...

Everything's�gonna�be�okay,�huh? Call�my�lawyer.

-No.�What? -Call�my�lawyer.

Excuse�me,�could�you tell�us�what's�going�on?

Hi.�Could�you�tell�us what's�going�on�right�now?

No,�I�can't�right�now. I�actually

-need�you�to�just�step�back. -Dad...

-Back�up. -Dad.

Dad!

And�I�don't�really

Know�where�to�go�from�here

'Cause�all�I�can�feel is�vertigo

All�I�can�feel�is�vertigo

[Micah] Of�course,�your�horse

took�a�massive�fucking�dump.

Yeah,�and�yours walked�right�through�it.

-Right,�okay. -[both�laugh]

Hey,�do�you�want�to�do something�tonight?

No�horse�talk,�I�promise.

[sighs] I�would,�but�I�have�a�date

with�this�man-child I�am�way�too�good�for.

-Got�it. -You�want�to�come?

No,�no,�I�do�not�want�to�ruin your�perfect�night.

No,�no,�no.�I�want�to�set�you�up

with�this�guy I�work�with.�Harry.

It'll�be�perfect. He's�27,�a�lawyer.

Not�a�great�sense�of�humor

but�a�body�that�would make�that�okay.

I�don't�know.

It�would�make�my�life so�much�easier.

Okay.

-[phone�ringing] -Okay.

[automated�voice] � This�is�a�call from�Rodolfo�N��ez,

an�inmate�at�the�East Los�Angeles�Jail.

To�accept�charges, press�star�now.

-Holy�shit. -[beep]

[exhales]

-[Finley]�Oh,�hey. -Hey.

Late�night�at�the�bar?

Uh,�no.�I�got�up�early and�went�for�a�run

and�then,�uh,�decided to�kick�the�ball�around.

-Really? -Yeah.

Alice�said�they�needed�refs at�the�community�center.

Nat's�kids�play�soccer�there,

and,�uh,�I�always�wanted to�coach�kids'�sports.

It's�kind�of�my�career�ambition.

-Oh. -Either�way,

I'll�have�a�great�sock�tan by�August,�so�be�jealous.

What�are�you�up�to?

Uh,�I'm�just�working on�this�segment�pitch�for�Alice.

Oh,�yeah,�I�heard�you pacing�really�late.

Ooh,�I�couldn't�sleep.

I�feel�like�I'm�close to�cracking�it

-but�I'm�not�quite�there. -Mm,�you'll�figure�it�out.

Plus,�Alice�loves�you,�dude.

She'll�love�whatever�you�bring her�as�long�as�it's�yours.

Or�hers.�She�loves her�own�ideas�most�of�all.

-[chuckles] -But�somewhere

-in�that�sweet�spot. -Thanks.

You�want�a�waffle?�Ooh.

There's�one.�We�can�go�halfsies.

Or,�uh,�or�you�could just�have�it.

-I�can,�um... -Nah,�you�go�ahead.

You�sure?�There's...�ice�cream.

It's�pretty�much just�like�a�dairy�smoothie.

Do�you�want�to�go�out for�dinner�tonight?

I�could,�uh,�I�could�use something�to�look�forward�to

after�a�day�of�banging�my�head against�the�wall.�[chuckles]

Yeah.�Um...

For�sure.

You�want�to�go�to,�um, that�sushi�place�on�Hyperion?

-We�can�eat�on�the�curb. -Yeah,�sure.

Or�I�can�pick�it�up�and�I�will take�a�Lyft�this�time

so�it�doesn't�get�warm like�last�time.

No,�let's�just,�uh, let's�just�meet�there�at�7:00.

7:00.�Okay.�Great.

soft,�hopeful�music

[Shane] Did�you�sleep�okay?

No.�I�lost�hours�of�my�life scrolling�through�videos

of�soldiers�being�reunited with�their�families--

thank�you--�which,�you�know, started�the�crying.

-As�it�does. -And�then,�you�know,

that�led�to�more�videos of�soldiers

being�reunited�with�pets.

-Oh,�those�will�kill�you. -Oh,�they're�the�greatest.

-Yeah. -Yeah.

Oh,�then,�like, three�hours�later

I�took�something that�I�think�was�a�Xanax

in�your�medicine�cabinet?

Probably�just a�vitamin�D�supplement.

-Oh. -But�I'm�happy�it�worked.

-I�guess�it�worked. -I'm�sorry,�Al.

It's�okay.�I�mean,�I�think I�got�all�my�crying�out.

And�now�I�have�to�go tell�my�mother

to�get�out�of�my�house,

and�she's�not�gonna take�that�well.

Well,�I�can�talk�to�Lenore for�you�if�you�like.

-That's�very�generous�of�you. -We're�very�aware�of�that.

-Thank�you,�Shane. -Uh,�pancake�or�waffle?

-Pancake. -You�know,�you�can�always

stay�here, for�as�long�as�you�like,

if�you�need�a�place�to�stay.

I-I�have�to�go�hunt�down�a prospective�client�later�today,

but�I�can�just leave�you�an�extra�key.

Is�that�why�you're�all dressed�like�a...

Like�what?

A�million�bucks?

Oh,�thanks.�Just�for�work.

Mm-hmm.

gentle,�atmospheric�music

Rodolfo�said�that�his�lawyers went�to�try�and�talk�to�her

this�morning but�she�didn't�answer

and�she's�not�answering my�calls.

Okay,�then�she�just�needs�space.

No�one's�heard�from�her,�though. Not�one�person.

She's�not�home and�her�car's�gone.

Well,�then�she�went�for�a�drive.

Her�phone�is�off.

Okay,�then�she�doesn't want�to�be�found.

Don't�blow�this�off.

Micah,�what�do�you�want�from�me?

-I�want�you�to�find�her. -[sighs]

I�haven't�heard�from�her in�weeks,

and...�she�wouldn't�want�me to�find�her.

All�right,�maybe�she�doesn't want�you�to�find�her,�but...

she�needs�someone.

How�can�you�not�see�that?

Just�make�sure�she's�okay, and�have�her�call�me.

hopeful�music

[Angie]�You�know,�my�moms would�always�say

I�could�be�president or�Supreme�Court�judge,�but

whenever�anyone�would�ask�me, like,�"What�do�you�want�to�be

when�you�grow�up?" I�would�say�Snoopy.

'Cause�I�was�four, and�it�seemed�doable.

-That's�amazing. -Yeah,�it's,�uh...

What�did�you�want�to�be?

Oh,�um,�I�wanted to�be�a�dancer.�Yeah.

Well,�you�could�still�do�it.

-Maybe. -Yeah!

You�sound�like�my�dad.

Sorry.�I�didn't�mean to�bring�him�up.

-Well,�like... -Oh...

I�know�we�talked�about�him, like,�a�little�bit

the�other�day,�but,�like, is�it�weird�if�I�talk�about�him?

-No. -Oh.

And�I�don't�want�you to�think�that,�like,

I'm�only�hanging�out with�you�to,�like...

-No.�No,�no,�no.�No,�no,�no. -get�to�him�in�some�way.

Angie,�I�can�tell�you're�not, like,�using�me�or�whatever.

-Yeah.�Yeah. -Okay,�good.

'Cause�I'm,�like, really�happy�to�know�you.

-Dude,�me,�too. -[both�laugh]

-[exhales] -Good.

Yeah.

So,�what's�he�like?

Oh.�Well...

He's�like...

He's�just,�like, a�big�kid,�you�know?

You�know?�And�he's�an�artist, so�he�can,�like,

be�serious�and�focused.

-I�knew�he�painted,�so... -Yeah.�Yeah,�yeah.

And�he�can�play,�like...�like, literally�any�instrument.

-Really?�So�can�I. -Mm-hmm.

[both�chuckle]

I�think�you�would�like�him.

'Cause�he's�a�lot�like�you.

There�is�something that�I�want�you

to�know�about�him,�though,

Mm-hmm?

I�just�don't�know how�to�tell�you.

Well,�I�mean, you�can�tell�me�anything.

[Shane] � All�right,�I'm�thinking

we�can�project�this on�the�wall�out�back.

[Tress] The�red�brick�wall?

-Yeah. -It�has�to�be�white.

-It�does? -Yep.

And�so�I�was�thinking we�start�at�maybe,�like,�9:00?

-I�was�thinking�10:00. -Even�better.

Um,�and�I've�got all�the�chips�and�cards

in�line�for�tomorrow.

Uh,�the�new�shipment�just showed�up�from�the�distributor,

so�I�will�have�Finley take�care�of�all�of�that.

-And�I�think�that's�it. -That's�a�lot.

-You�do�a�lot. -Just�my�job.

I�know,�but�with�movie�night, karaoke,�poker,

it's�just...

I-I�really�could�not do�this�without�you.

[phone�ringing]

[upbeat�music�playing�on�stereo]

I,�um,�I�got�to, I�got�to�take�this.

I'll�be�right�back.

Hello?

Yes,�this�is�she.

Hey,�um,�so�something just�came�up.

I�got�to�go,�uh,�but�I�promise

I�will�be�back before�the�rush�tonight.

You�okay?�Where�you�going?

Vegas.

You�can't�drive�to�Vegas�and back�in�a�day.�That's�insane.

No,�it's�not. I�do�it�all�the�time.

All�right,�well,�look, I�mean,�i-if�you�go,

at�least�make�a�good�time out�of�it,�spend�the�night.

I�mean,�what�if�I�went�with�you?

We�could�make�it a�business�expense.

[chuckles] Maybe�next�time,�okay?

But�part�of�the�fun�of�Vegas is�the�spontaneity,�right?

So,�I'm�not�going�for�fun.

My�mom�lives�there.

Oh.�Um,�I'm�sorr-- Is-is�she�okay?

I'll�be�back�tonight.�Okay?

And�don't�try�to�put�the projector�together�without�me.

-But�I�can�do�it. -Trust�me,�just�don't�do�it.

Okay?

[exhales]

soft,�tranquil�music

[cackling]

[doormat] See�you�soon!

-I've�got�a�gun! -Okay,�Mom.

Oh,�Alice.�You�shouldn't just�barge�in�here�like�that.

It's�my�house. What's�with�the�doormat?

Oh,�the�alarm�thingy kept�beeping,

so�I�had�someone�get�rid�of�it and�figured�this�mat

would�give�me�fair�warning of�an�intruder.

[laughs] And�it�did.

Could�have�been�the�battery.

Did�you�call�the�alarm�company?

God,�no.�They�just�want to�make�a�quick�buck.

I'm�sure�you�can�relate.

If�you're�referring to�my�small�business...

You�mean�your�scam?

[Lenore]�It's�a�multi-level marketing�company.

Potato,�potahto.

You�will�be�pleased�to�know

that�you�are�looking�at Swan's�Breath�Cosmetics'

platinum�salesperson.

Aw,�fuck�me.

Now,�look,�it's�fairly�new. I've�invested

-a�lot�of�my�own�capital. -Beep,�beep,�beep,�beep,�beep.

I�don't--�This--�Yeah.

Uh...�[sighs]

Nat�and�I�broke�up.

-Oh,�sweetie. -I�know.

We--�It-it�ran�its�course,

so�it's�probably better�this�way.

Is�that�why�you�look so�terrible?

That�feels�unnecessary.

Sweetheart,�I'm�so�sorry.

I�know�how�much�you�loved�her, and�the�kids.

-Mm. -You�know,�as�much�as

a�person�can�love�kids. [chuckles]

Yeah.

Anyway,�uh, I'm�moving�home,�so...

Okay,�well,�great.

I'm�gonna�need�the�place to�myself.

Oh.�No.

-What? -You�need�me.

Oh,�I�really�don't.

You�do�not�need�to�wallow in�this�house�alone.

You�said�numerous�times Natalie�filled�a�void

in�your�heart�you�never�thought you�would�fill.

I�know,�I�know, but�I'm�fine,�and�I�just

need�my�space�back.

And--�great�news--�I�found�you an�apartment�in�Brentwood.

And�thank�God�it�has�a�second bedroom�for�your�Swan's,�um...

-Breath. -Yeah,�that.

So�it's�next�to the�tea�shop�you�love,�too.

And�I'm�gonna�pay for�everything,

and�it's�gonna�be�just�like this--�I'm�gonna�pay�for�it�all.

You're�not�going�to�tempt�me

with�a�fancy�apartment and�cheese.

You�need�me.

What�are�you�doing?�Ugh.

It's�a�little�Swan's�Breath�Calm to�cool�the�nerves.

Listen,�Mom,�I�love�you. I�really�do.

But�you�got�to�be�out by�Monday.

Okay?

[Shane] I'm�glad�you�called.

You�okay?

[mid-tempo�music�playing on�speakers]

My...�donor's�dying.

Aw,�shit.

Oh,�Ange,�that's�a�lot.

What�do�I�do?

Should�I�meet�him?

I�don't�know.

Adults�aren't�supposed to�say�that.

All�right.�I�mean...

-do�you�want�to�meet�him? -Shouldn't�I?

What�would�you�do?

That's-that's�a... that's�a�hard�one�to�answer.

[sighs] That's�'cause�you�knew�your�dad.

Barely.

You�know�that.

-Hmm. -Don't�you?

Yeah.

He�left,�um...

He�left�when�I�was�very�young.

And�then�I�was�in and�out�of�foster�care.

And,�uh,�when�I�felt like�I�was�ready,

I-I�tracked�him�down.

And�I�realized I�didn't�like�the�guy.

Why?

Well,�he,�uh...

He�reinforced�the�worst�parts

that�were�in�me.

And�I�made�a�very�poor decision�because�of�that.

What�did�you�do?

I�left�someone�that�I�loved very�much�at�the�altar.

-Shit. -Yeah.

Sometimes�I�think�I�would�have been�a�lot�better�off

-had�I�never�met�the�guy. -Mm.

All�right, let�me�ask�you�something.

What�are�you�gonna�get out�of�meeting�him?

He's�half�my�DNA,�so...

it�would�be�really�nice�to�know

which�parts�of�me are�from�him,�and...

You�talk�to�your�moms about�this?

Well... [laughs]

All�right,�that's a�bad�question.

Um,�all�right,�where's�Jordi?

She�is�running�for�prom�queen.

So�we�are�on�sort�of�different life�pages�at�the�moment.

Okay.

[sighs]

You�think�Mama�B�would let�me�see�a�therapist?

I�think�if�that's something�you�need,

she'd�be�more�than�willing to�give�that�to�you.

Then�why�am�I�so�scared to�ask�her?

Because�it's�scary,�Ange.

It's�scary,�but�it's�impressive, and�brave,

asking�for�what�you�need.

Not�many�people�do�that.

"Devil�I�Know" by�Suki�Waterhouse

Back�in�hell

At�least�I'm�comfortable

Need�your�body

When�my�fire's�cold

Hand�to�heart

I'm�gonna�stay�faithful

To�the�devil�I�know

The�devil�I�know

[doorbell�rings]

The�fuck�are�you�doing�here?

Oh. [short�chuckle]�Wow.

You�can't�even�give�me�space when�I�run�away

into�the�woods. It's�unbelievable.

Oh,�God,�you�and�your fucking�space.

It's�all�I�ever�asked�you�for, and�you�could�never�just--

But�it's�not�called�space if�you�don't�ever�come�back.

-It's�called�avoidance. -It's�not,�it's--

And�did�you�ever�think that�maybe�for�a�second

that�that�was�me�trying to�love�you?

Fuck,�you�make�it�impossible.

Everyone's�worried about�you,�Dani.

I�drove�70�miles�on�a�hunch�to make�sure�that�you�were�alive.

Well,�I�am.

Great.

Can�I�come�in�and�take�a�piss, at�least?

Sure.

It's�the�first�door�on�the right,�past�the�staircase.

I�know,�I�remember.

Oh,�it�smells�good�in�here.

It's�delivery�from that�Thai�place

you�pass�on�the�way out�of�town.

You�mean�that�place you�never�let�us�go

'cause�they�got�a�kitchen�cat?

It's�takeout.�It's�different.

All�right,�well,

that�cat�was�all�up in�that�pad�see�ew.�Mm.

Oh,�and�better�call�Micah.�He's been�worried�about�your�ass.

pensive�music

Oh,�hey,�look. I�love�these�ones.

You�know,�sometimes�they�also have�these�giant�lilies,

-and�they're�super-- -You�think�Soph'll�like�these?

I�thought�these were�for�the�house.

No,�no. I�do�like�how�these�guys

match�my�new�blazer,�though.

-I�like�that. -Yeah.�They-they�do,�but...

What?

Hey,�did�someone help�you�pick�that�out?

'Cause�it�fits�you�perfectly. It's-it's�nice.�It's...

Oh,�yeah.�A�lady�named�Barbara at�Men's�Warehouse.

It�took�her�a�minute,�but�once we�established�I�was�not

a�14-year-old�boy, she�was�actually�pretty�cool.

Well,�you�look�great.

Thanks,�man. That's�nice.

Look�at�you,�giving�compliments.

Seriously,�Fin,�you�look... you�look�happy,�you�know?

-Like... -Thanks.

Well,�maybe�that's�because you're�looking�at�the�new

volunteer�referee�at The�Silver�Lake�Community�Center

-Pee�Wee�Soccer�League,�baby. -Shut�up.

-Yeah,�swear�to�God. -Pee�Wee.�Oh,�my�God.

-Yeah,�I�got�it. -Wow.

Yeah,�they�pay�me in�juice�boxes.

I�love�this�for�you.

-Seriously,�this�is�awesome. -Thanks,�dude.

Sophie's�pumped,�too,�so...

What�are�you�doing?

Me? I'm�buying�some�flowers.

She�asked�for�time,�Fin.

She�asked�for�sushi.

She�asked�for�time.

It's�just�dinner. It's�not,�like,�a�thing,�okay?

Okay.�No,�I�agree,�it�could be�not�a�thing,�but...

you're�clearly�making�it into�a�pretty�big�thing.

I--

Okay,�I�get�what�you're�saying.

And�I�think you're�looking�out�for�me,

which�is�actually�really�nice,

'cause�I�know�you're�close with�Dani.

Yeah.

But�I�know�it's�not�perfect.

I�know�it's,�like, an�uphill�battle�or�whatever,

but�it's�Sophie,�dude.

It's�worth�it.

And�when�something's worth�it,�it's--

I'm�not�scared�to�make an�ass�of�myself,�I�guess.

Or�I�already�made an�ass�of�myself,

so�there's�nothing�to�lose. [laughs]

Kind�of.�Yeah.

Here�you�go.�Thank�you.

At�9:00�when the�lights�go�off,�oh

Do�you�think�about�me?

Do�you�think about�me?

When�you�need�someone to�break�you,�oh

Do�you�think�about�me?

Do�you�think about�me?

I�know,�I�know, I�know,�I�know

Hi. [short�chuckle]

I'm�Bette�Porter.

I�know�who�you�are.

I�am�so�glad�to�meet�you.

I...�I�am�such an�admirer�of�yours,

-since�I�was�in... -One�might�assume

leaving�my�work�unsigned,

occupying�a�studio far�from�the�art�world

would�send�a�clear�message I�don't�want�to�be�found.

I�connected�those�dots and�I�came�to

the�very�same�conclusion.

Yet�here�you�are.

'Cause�I�also�decided that�if�you�slammed�the�door

in�my�face�it�would�be�worth�it if�I�got�the�chance�to�tell�you

the�world�wasn't�ready�for�you when�you�got�your�first�break.

[sighs]

Sure,�Micah,�I�will.

Love�you,�too.�Bye.

I�didn't�mean�to�worry�anybody. I�just...

I'm�not�ready to�be�deposed�by�lawyers.

What�are�the�charges against�your�dad?

Do�you�think that�there's�anything�there?

I�don't�know.

I�really�don't�want to�talk�about�this.

Okay.

I�don't�think�it's�unreasonable

that�I�don't�want to�talk�about�the�fact

that�he�probably did�something�horrible.

Okay.

And�he�obviously�knew the�arrest�was�coming.

How�did-how�did�he�know�that?

He�made�me�sign a�bunch�of�documents.

I�thought�he�was�dying, but�he...

he�knew.

[exhales] I'm�sorry.

[clears�throat]

Um...

do�you�need�anything?

Yeah.

Can�you�just�undo the�last�couple�months?

No.

But�you're�not alone�in�the�world.

I'm�always�gonna be�here�for�you.

Whether�you�want�me�or�not.

How�do�you�always�know what�I�need�to�hear?

Because�I�know�you.

Do�you?

You�meant�a�lot�to�me,�Dani.

You�still�do.

I�wish�you�believed�that.

I�do.

"Feelings"�by�Sarah�West

Yeah

Baby,�there's�something about�you�I�can�tell

'Cause�you�got�me�glowing like�nobody�else

So�much�is�changing

Lately�I'm�thinking

There's�something�special 'bout�this�babe

So�I'll�take�care�of�you when�you�need�it

Ride�or�die�for�you and�I�mean�that

Baby�I'll�do anything�for�you

And�you�got�me�wanting so�much�more

Oh,�I�can�finally�see�it

Can't�believe�it, but�I�got�to�say

You�got�me in�my�feelings

Feeling

Like�I�never�did�before

You�got�me in�my�feelings...

-No,�wait. -Huh?

We�can't.

We�can't.�Hey.

My�emotions�overload

Until�I�lose�all�control...

Here.

Touch�me.

I'm�feeling

Like�I�never�did�before

And,�baby, my�emotions�overload

Until�I�lose�all�control

You�got�me in�my�feelings,�feelings

I'm�feeling

Like�I�never�did�before

Uh,�hi.

I'm-I'm�Micah,�can�I-can�I help�you�with�something?

Yes,�hi.�Um,�I'm�A-Angie.

Uh,�we've�actually�met�before.

-I'm�Bette�Porter's�daughter. -Yeah.

-Yeah. -Yeah,�I�thought�so.�Sorry.

It's,�uh, it's�nice�to�see�you�again.

You,�too.

Um...

I'm�sort�of�going through�things�right�now

that�I'm�sort�of�confused�about.

Of�course.�We've�got a�great�team�here,�actually,

my-my�colleague,�Claudia,�she's the�head�of�the�medical�staff

-if-if�that's�what�you�might-- -Oh,�no.

No.�No,�no.�That's�not�it.

Um...

Uh...

I�just�need�to�talk�to�someone.

Sure.�Uh,�well,�we�open�tomorrow

back�at�8�a.m.,�you�know,�if...

[sighs]

You�know...

I've�actually�got�time right�now.

-You�do? -Yeah.�Let's...

let's�get�you�signed�in, and�we�can�just...

go�from�there--�you�can�tell�me

-what's�on�your�mind. -Okay.

Yeah.

[pop�music�playing]

Jesus.

[phone�vibrates,�chimes]

A�thousand�times

And�there's�nothing�to�say

There's�nothing�to�say

[gasps] Good�God,�woman.

I'm,�I'm�persistent.

[scoffs]

You�do�know�trespassing is�a�crime,�right?

I�saw�your�senior�thesis

when�I�was�an�undergraduate at�Yale.

So�did�my�mama.

It�changed�me

on�a�cellular�level

and-and�a�practical�one. I-I�switched�my�majors

from�Comparative�Literature to�Art�History.

Neither�of�which�are particularly�useful.

I�drove�to�New�York during�finals

to�see�your�first postgraduate�show

at�Amelia�Spalter�Gallery.

-You�did? -Yes.

I�did.�And-and�I�was�there

at�the�opening of�your�first�museum�show

at�the�Studio�Museum�in�Harlem.

And�I�joined�the�protests

when�your�extraordinary�piece, America's�Original�Sin,

was�dropped from�the�Whitney�Biennial.

Yeah,�that�was�painful.

Not�as�painful�as�your�op-ed.

I�wept�when�I�read�that you�had�quit�the�art�world.

And�I�never�fully let�go�of�the�fantasy

that�you�were�tucked�away in�some�mountain�cave�somewhere,

living�off�the�land.

You�weren't�too�far�off.

Come�on.

slow,�pensive�music

You�all�right?

You�gonna�need�some smelling�salts�or�something?

Yeah,�I�think�so.

Will�wine�work?

Dinner�would�be�better.

I�will�not�be manipulated�by�you.

It's�just�dinner.

[line�ringing]

[Finley] Hello?

Hey.�Hey.�It-It's�me.

Yeah,�I�know�who�it�is.

Your,�uh,�picture�in�my�phone kind�of�gives�you�away.

[Sophie�chuckles]

Um...

Yeah.�I'm�so�sorry,

but�I-I�can't�make�it�tonight.

Oh,�no�problem.�What's�going�on?

Uh,�y-you�working�late?

Uh...�yeah.

I'm,�um,�I'm�up�in�Ojai.

Just�trying�to�get some�inspiration

for�that�segment�I�owe�Alice.

Oh,�that's�awesome.

How's�it�going?

It's...�good.

Yeah.�It's�going...�well.

All�right.�Well,�crush�it, and�I'll,�uh,

see�you�at�home, either�tonight�or�tomorrow?

Yeah.�I'm--�I�don't,�I�don't know�which�yet,�but�yeah.

Great.

Can�I�get�a�rain�check?

Yeah,�of�course.�I'm�down

for�curbside�sushi�any�day.

[chuckles]

All�right,�well,�um...

I'm�gonna�head,�since�you're standing�me�up�and�all.

I'm�not�standing�you�up.

No,�I'm�just�messing�with�you.

Uh,�good�luck�in�Ojai,�okay?

Thanks.

"Think�of�Me" by�Nicole�Serrano

[clucks�tongue]

When�you�wake�up on�your�own

Or�when�you�lay�your�head on�your�pillow

I�hope�your�mind's�made�up

Hey,�man.�There's�some�sushi there�if�you�want�it.

I�hope�your�mind's�made�up

'Cause�I�hope�you�know you�really�messed�me�up

Everything�we�said we�felt�we�did

Tearing�the�connections from�my�heart�to�my�head

Like�imaginary�friends sharing�a�bed

I�hope�you�think�of�me

Oh,�I�never�should've let�you�in

Never�gonna�let�it happen�again

Wish�you,�wish�you, wish�you�would

Think�of�me

Mom?

Oh,�my�God. Angie,�what's�going�on?

I�was�just�headed�out�to�dinner.

Is�everything�all�right?

No.

What�is�it? What's�going�on?�Is�it�school?

-No,�no. -Is�it�Jordi?

Is�it�Kayla?

No.�Um...

I�think�I�need to�talk�to�someone.

Oh.

You�know,�you�can�always tell�me�anything.

I�know.�But�it's...

it's�hard,�you�know?

Especially�when�I�think it's�hard�for�you�to�hear.

[sighs] Okay,�I�understand.

I,�um...

I�will�do�my�best just�to�listen,�okay?

Is�there�anything in-in�particular

that�you're�worried�about?

I�went�to�see�a�therapist�today.

A-Are�you�okay?

Okay,�listen,�w-were�you�happy with�the�therapist�that�you�saw,

or�do�you�want�me�to�make�an appointment�with�someone�else?

No,�I�liked�him.

But�maybe�you�could�come�with?

It's�Micah.

Dani's�friend.

Okay.�Sure.

Of�course.

I'd�like�for�us�all�to�go.

Do�you�think�you�could�do�that?

Um,�when�you�say�"us�all," who�exactly�do�you�mean?

You,�me,�Mom�and�Carrie.

I�would�just�have to�ask�Tina�first--

I�already�spoke�with�them�and...

they�said�that�they�can if�you�can.

Sure.

Of�course,�sweetheart. Come�here.

I'd�do�anything�for�you.

gentle�music

-I�love�you. -You,�too.

Yeah,�it�was�just�a�little�bag. Like,�I�just�took�a...

What'd�you�do?�You�sleep at�a�hotel�or�something?

No,�I�stayed with�my�friend�Bette.

She�still�dating your�ex's�ex-wife?

You�have�a�really�great�memory for�gossip.

I'm�good�like�that. I'm�telling�you.

It's�all�in�the�notes. It's�all�in�the�notes.�[laughs]

All�right,�so�what�are�we�gonna write�about�today?

Uh,�well,�when�I�was going�through�everything,

the�only�chapter�we�haven't circled�back�on

was�the�Dana�one.

-I�gave�it�to�you. -Yeah.

It's�light. You�could�dig�deeper.

I'm�happy�with�it...

-Yeah?�Really? -...the�way�it�is.�Yeah.

When�I�was�in�middle�school, I�was�really�into�magic.

You�and�I�would�have not�been�friends.

For�my�13th�birthday, my�big�brother�Mike,

he�took�me�to�The�Magic�Castle.

Got�me�the�fake�magic�wand from�the�gift�shop.

Was�the�real�wand�too�expensive?

Ha.�That�night,�he�dropped�me off�at�our�parents'�house

and�drove�back�to�college�and...

I�was�so�excited, I�couldn't�sleep.

So�I�was�up�when�the�phone�rang.

It�was�a�freak�accident. No,�no�drunk�driver.

No�one's�fault. It�was�just�one�of�those�things.

But�like�that, my�brother�was�gone.

-He�was�19�years�old. -I'm�really�sorry.

It's�okay.

I�like�to�think he's�up�in�heaven

doing�magic�tricks, cheering�me�on.

What�about�Dana? Is�she�up�there�rooting�for�you?

Nah.�She's,�uh...

she's�too�busy�playing�tennis.

-She�was�the�love�of�your�life. -Can�we�just�not�do�this?

Really?�What?

Come�on.

-What? -Come�on.

I�see�her�when�my�eyes are�closed.

Y--�But�I�also�see�her when�my�eyes�are�open.

slow,�somber�music

I�can�hear�her�laugh.

I�smell�her�smell.

I,�I�can�feel�her.

And�I�miss�her so�much�sometimes,

the�emptiness�is,�like...

But�there's�nothing�I�can�do about�it�because�she's�gone,

and�I�do�not�want to�dwell�on�the�fact

that�she�was�taken�from�me

and�robbed�of�a�life

because�of�some�fucking�disease, okay?

I�don't�want�to�do�it, Tom,�okay?

You�think�maybe�you�could say�that�again,�but�maybe

-just�a�little�bit�slower... -Oh,�my�God,�you're�the�worst.

-...so�I�can�jot�it�down? -You're�the�worst.

I�know. [chuckles]

[dance�music�playing]

[horns�honking]

I�regret�the�fettuccine�Alfredo.

It's�gonna�take�me,�like, a�week�to�burn�that�off.

-[Justin�laughs] -[Maribel]�So...

[Micah] So�what?

I�mean,�I�know�you�missed half�the�dinner--

I'm�sorry,�all�right, I�couldn't,

I�couldn't�bail�on�a�new�client.

I'm�playing,�but�what do�you�think�about�Harry?

He's-he's�fine.

I�just�don't�think he's�exactly�my�type.

Is�he�boring?

It's�a�little�more complicated�than�that.

Why?

I'm�just, I'm�not�sure�that�I'm...

Into�lawyers?

-Gay. -Oh.�Okay.

Yeah.�Uh,�I�think�that

I'm�into�women,�as�well.

Shit,�I�am�so�sorry. Did�I�offend�you?

No.�No,�I�mean, how�could�you�know?

I'm�still�sort�of�just�trying

to�figure�it�all�out�myself, honestly.

Okay,�good.�Well,�can�I�ask, how�long�have�you�felt�this�way?

It's...�recent.

Okay,�well,�maybe�I�can find�you�a�woman

to�date.

Yeah.

Yeah,�okay,�maybe.�Yeah.

-Or,�you�know-- -[Justin]�Lyft's�here.

[Maribel] Okay,�one�second.

I'm�sorry, what�were�you�gonna�say?

Um,�nothing.

slow,�somber�music

Every�plate�is�like a�work�of�art.

Mm.

I�can�see�why�you�love coming�here.

-I�love�the�privacy. -Mm.

Should�we�get�dessert?

Well,�since�you're�paying, I�don't�see�why�not.

[both�laugh]

Better�yet,�we'll�have�Zakarian foot�the�bill,�so�do�your�worst.

I�was�hoping�this wasn't�a�big�setup.

-It's�not�a�setup. -I�mean,�I�guess

I�should�be�impressed

that�you�waited until�after�dinner�to�pitch�me.

You've�shown�great�restraint.

Of�course�I�want to�work�with�you.

I�want�you�to�join�the�gallery.

Why�would�I�do�that? Isaac�Zakarian�is�a�racist.

Because�I�will�represent�you.

If�you�had�gone�out�on�your�own, we'd�be�having

a�completely�different conversation�right�now.

If�I�had�gone�out�on�my�own, I�wouldn't�have�the�resources

that�partnering�with�someone like�Isaac�affords.

-That�sounds�like�a�compromise. -No,�it's�strategic.

I�joined�Zakarian to�bring�on�artists�of�color

who�have�been�historically and�systemically�shit�on.

Well,�I�definitely�fall under�that�category.

You�are�brilliant.

You�know�that.

And�I�know�that you�cannot�be�happy

showing�in�no-name�galleries.

You�and�I�both�know�your�work needs�to�be�seen�by�the�masses.

Yeah,�but�your�boss doesn't�seem�to�think

there�are�any�Black�or�brown artists�who�are�ready.

Yeah,�I've�heard�him say�that�verbatim

-throughout�the�years. -Okay,�I'm�not,�I-I�am...

-not�going�to�defend�him. -Okay.

Okay?�But�you�should�know

that�I�am�using the�power�of�his�resources

to�try�to�mitigate the�damage�that's�been�done.

-How's�that? -Okay.

I�recently�signed�Kismet�Russell and�have�been�able�to�secure

full�funding�for�his�next project�within�a�matter�of�days.

Now,�if�he�had�gone�out on�his�own,

we�both�know�it�would've taken�him�years�to�get�funding.

Bravo. It's�still�Zakarian's�name.

His�gallery,�his�beliefs.

All�right,�at�his�best, he's�a�work�in�progress.

-He's�a�piece�of�shit. -That,�too.

[both�laugh]

It's�nice,�talking�to�someone as�smart�as�you.

Likewise.

And�as�beautiful.

You�know�you're�beautiful, of�course.

How�could�you�not�know?

So�I�think�it's�okay to�mention�it.

You�are�the�most�beautiful woman�I�have�ever�seen.

And�your�work should�be�back�in�spaces

that-that�would�give�it the�platform�that�it�deserves.

Places�like�the�CAC, where�people

can�be�reminded�of�how�much

-your�work�speaks�to�them. -That�was�a�very�long�time�ago.

I�don't�know�that�anyone's still�listening.

[Bette] I'm�listening.

And�I�know�I�can't be�alone�in�that.

And�if�you�will�sign�with�me, I�will�prove�it�to�you.

[laughs�softly]

No.�I�can't�work�with�you.

Why�is�that?

I�don't�trust�you.

-[grunts�softly] -You're�one�of�them�now.

Thank�you�for�dinner.

[Bette] Please.

Please.

Don't�touch�me�like�this

unless�you're�coming�home with�me.

[whispers] Good�night.

[inhales�sharply]

You're�not�the�one

But�you're�the�one�right�now, you're�not�the�one

But�you�could�be the�one�right�now

I'm�having�fun

I'm�having�fun�right�now

You're�not�the�one,�but�you could�be�the�one�right�now

[both�panting]

You're�not�the�one

I�don't�really�need�nobody

I�just�kind�of�want your�body

My�life's�a�mess but�it's�hot

So�you�won't�be�sorry

And�we�don't�need�to...

-[Shane]�Hi. -Um,�hi.

[laughs�softly] What�are�you�doing�here?

Well,�after�I�got�your�text...

...I�figured�you�probably had�a�long�day.

So�you�did�manage to�put�that�together

-all�on�your�own. -I�did.

You�know,�Tess,�I,�uh, I�can�actually�do�things.

Hard�to�believe,�but...

The�lawn�chairs�are a�nice�touch.

Oh,�you�like�that?�Thanks. I�thought�of�that�myself.

Are�you�thirsty?

Okay. [chuckles]

Do�you�like�that�flavor?

Thank�you.

So�how's�your�mom�doing?

She's�okay.

She�lives�in�a�facility that�has,�like,

different�levels�of�care.

And�they�decided�that�she�needs the�most�care,

so�they�moved�her.

And�she�didn't�like�the�movers.

She�thought�they�were�gonna, like,�break�all�her�stuff

-or�steal�it�or... -Wow.

It's�just�not�really�her, you�know?

She's�just�like...

The�dementia�just makes�her�like�this,

like,�different�person.

Wow,�I'm�sorry.

That�must�be�really difficult�to�watch.

It�is.

She�looked�bad.

Like,�her�hands and�her�voice�and...

Oh...

You�know,�I�really don't�think�about�drinking

very�much�anymore, but�I�would�give�a�lot

to�not�feel�the�way that�I'm�feeling�right�now.

Look,�I�wrote�the�book on�avoidance.

[laughs]

[clears�throat]

Do�you�trust�me?

Yeah.

Yeah?

-I'm�gonna�blow�your�mind. -Okay.

-[laughs] -Goddamn�it.

-Shit,�that�really�got�me. -No,�I'm�not--

No.�This�worked�30�minutes�ago.

It's�probably�just�the... Like,�the...

No,�no,�no,�no. I�have�it.�I�have�it.

I'm�proud�of�my�work. I�want�to�see�it�through.

Okay,�but�it's�really,�honestly, just,�like,�those�two,�just--

What?

Like,�no,�the�other,�if�you�do the�thing�the�other�way.

-The...�The... -What?

gentle�music

Oh,�my�God,�I'm�sorry.�I'm�s--

-I'm�seeing�someone. -Yeah.�Oh.

-Um... -Oh,�God.�Yeah.

-Um... -It--�No,�it--�like,�my�sponsor

says�it's�too�soon�or�whatever.

-You�don't�need�to-- -But�I,�yeah,�I�don't�know.

-I'm�sorry. -Don't�need�to�explain.

I'm-I'm,�that--�I'm�sorry.

Okay.

contemplative�music

[Dani]�I�always�thought we'd�live�here�when�we�got�old.

-Really? -Yeah.

Ride�bikes to�the�farmers�market.

[laughs] Ah.

Day-drink�with�white�people.

You�were�gonna�take that�pastry�cooking�class.

Oh,�my�God,�yeah,�that's...�Ugh.

I�was�gonna�learn how�to�make�a�galette.

Yeah.�You�were�gonna�be my�hot�little�housewife.

[both�laugh]

You�know,�that's... [scoffs]

I�used�to�think�that's�what I�wanted,�but�I�am...

kind�of�in�love with�my�job�right�now.

What,�what�are�you�smiling�at?

It's�nice�to�hear�you�talk about�work�like�that.

-Really? -Yeah.

I�think�I�used�to�feel,�like,

I�don't�know, shallow�or�something

because�I�was�so�into�my�job.

When�men�want�careers, they're�driven;

but�when�women�do, we're�cold�and�power-hungry.

I�never�saw�you�like�that.

I�think�your�passion's�sexy.

Alice�assigned�me�a�new�segment.

She�wants�me�to�find the�heart�of�the�show.

-What's�the�angle? -Eh,�I�don't�know.

I'm�circling a�few�things,�but...

You'll�find�it.

You've�got�more�heart than�anyone�I�know.

I�still�think�about�that documentary

you�wanted�to�make about�queer�women�in�Buffalo

-in�the�'40s�and�'50s. -Oh,�that's�right.

-Yeah. -Oh,�man,

all�these�badass�lesbians who�held�down�men's�jobs

while�we�were�at�war-- you�know,�Rosie�the�Riveter

was�not�a�fucking�housewife, okay?

-She�was�gay�as�shit. -Gay�as�shit.

Yes,�exac--�Oh,�my�God.

They�were�heroes.

Yeah,�and�hardly�anyone even�knows�they�existed.

Yeah.�I...

Thank�you,�actually.�That's... [chuckles]

-That's�super�helpful. -Sure.

Who�were�you�talking�to�earlier?

Keep�in�mind that�you're�not�a�good�liar.

It�was�Finley.

We�were�supposed�to�grab�dinner but�I�had�to�cancel.

Are�you�two�together?

I... [exhales]

I�don't�know�what�we�are.

[scoffs]

Oh,�come�on.

Oh.�Please,�you...

You�told�me�not�to�lie.

I'm�just�trying�to�figure�out how�you're�not

furious�with�her.

She�ruined�our�wedding.

-She�made�a�fool�of�me. -She�didn't�mean�to.

I�don't�give�a�shit�what�she meant�to�do,�she�still�did�it.

Look,�I'm�sorry.

I�am�so�sorry�that�I�hurt�you

and�that�I�keep�hurting�you, but�you�told�me�it�was�over.

-And�I�believed�you. -Oh.

Y-You're�just so�full�of�conviction.

No.�Don't�put�this�on�me.

Well,�is�it�not�over?

Between�us?

slow,�somber�music

[keys�clatter]

Oh,�yo,�my�guy.

How�was�the�date?

Uh,�it�was�strange, but,�um,�it�was�fine.

Yeah,�it�sounds�like the�majority�of�my�dates.

Tinder�is�a�very�weird�place.

Hey,�uh,�how�was, how�was�dinner�with�Sophie?

Did�she�like�the�flowers?

Uh,�she�had�to�rain-check.

Oh,�that�sucks.�Did�she�say�why?

Uh,�she's�in�Ojai.

[sighs]�Man,�I,�uh,�I'm�really relieved�that�she�told�you.

Yeah,�of�course�she�did.

I�mean,�when�Dani�told�me that�she�just�showed�up,

I-I�wondered�if�she'd come�clean,�but...

I�don't�know,�I�guess,�I�guess Dani�was�okay�seeing�her.

"For�Your�Love"�by�Ria�Mae

Don't�apologize...

Yeah,�no,�for�sure.�Um...

Don't�let�me�lean�on�you...

-Shit.�Um,�I�thought�that�sh-- -It's�okay.

Really�got�to�keep my�mouth�shut.

[chuckles] Uh,�I'm�gonna�go�out.

-I'll�see�you�later. -Finley.

Fin.

[door�opens,�closes]

All�my�life�I've�waited for�your�love

Just�a�silly�little�kid who�wouldn't�give�up

Stood�by�the�door but�you�never�came

Oh,�honey.�Honey.

Wondering�if�you�were�okay

-[crying] -It's�okay.�It's�okay.

All�my�life I've�waited�for�your�love

[phone�vibrates]

And�I'm�not�giving�up

And�I'm�not�giving�up

On�you

Just�a�silly�little�kid, yeah,�yeah

Yeah,�yeah, and�I'm�not�giving�up

Do�you�want�me�to�stand�here

Like�nothing�happened?

I�still�second-guess every�single�interaction

If�this�was�the�last�day of�my�life

I'd�want�to�make�peace with�you

Is�that�something we're�capable�of?

'Cause�I�can't�end�it like�this,�I�can't�do�it

All�my�life�I've�waited for�your�love

Waited�for�you

All�my�life�I�waited for�your�love

And�I'm�not�giving�up

[Sophie] I�should�go.

Yeah?�Okay.

I'm�glad�you're�okay.

And-and�you�can�call�me if�you�need�anything.

I�think�we�dodged�a�bullet, you�and�me.

You�do?

It�just...�got�too�hard.

But�it�doesn't�feel�hard�now.

No.

It�doesn't.

Maybe�you�should�stay.

Nothing�you�could�do�or�say

Is�right

I�already�know just�what�I�like

Bad,�bad,�bad,�bad

Bad�girl,�need�a�bad�girl, need�a�bad�girl

'Cause�the�bad�boys just�don't�cut�it

We�got�what�they�want,�want, what�they�want,�want

They�can�look�but�they just�can't�touch�it

Bad�girl,�need�a�bad�girl, need�a�bad�girl

'Cause�the�bad�boys just�don't�cut�it

We're�always�up�to�no�good

Doing�what�they wish�they�could

I�said�do�it�like�this all�around�the�clock

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