Original subtitles

www.titlovi.com

* The winter's so long

* It takes too much land

* So hold my hand

* It's raining

* The winter's so long

* It takes too much land

* So hold my hand

* It's raining

* The winter's so long

* It takes too much land... *

Where is she?

She'll come back.

She loves you.

You and Menna are her life.

Don't, Mart.

Please.

I need to pay for the taxi.

Sorry.

I'm so sorry.

Come here, come here.

You're safe, that's all that matters.

Els, thank goodness.

I can't believe I left.

Ems...

I'm so sorry.

Don't say sorry.

We're just glad to have you back.

You're freezing, we need to get you out of those clothes.

You left her to die.

Not now, Carly. -She has to listen. It's her fault.

We could do no more.

I've heard so many stories about Ellie Almighty saving lives...

...against all odds, so why not Luce?

You just left her. -Sorry.

She'd have never left you. Never.

She loved you so much. -She meant the world to me.

Carly, this isn't helping... -It's helping me.

You gave up on her. She ran away.

You make me sick.

Ems, take her home.

She didn't mean it.

Do you want me to stay?

I can... run her a bath.

We're OK, thanks. Go home.

Bet, can we have a lift home?

Of course.

Ellie, don't.

Please...

...I want to.

I didn't think I'd be able to come in here...

...but she's not here.

She's gone.

She's gone.

Carly was right.

I should have been able to save her.

I don't know how I'm going to do this without her.

Together.

One step at a time.

I don't deserve you, Mart.

You're my wife. -You don't understand.

Ellie... Ellie, please.

Ellie, please.

Please...

Please.

This is not your fault, OK?

OK?

Why did you run away?

I don't know, Mart.

I just knew she'd gone.

I needed to escape.

Where did you go?

I just ran and ran.

Where to?

I ended up by the sea.

Which sea?

Down by Barry.

That's far.

Yeah.

I was in a car.

Taxi?

I don't remember.

Sorry, Mart.

Why did you go there?

Because that's where me and Luce always went.

Part of me just wanted her to be there.

Wanted her to tell me that none of this was real.

But it is.

I know.

But I'm here for you.

Hello, Menna.

What's that, a bun?

A hot dog? -Yes, hot dog.

It looks delicious.

Yum.

Who's eating that? You or me?

Me.

Can I have some?

Someone's having fun.

We're making animals.

You look nice.

Thank you.

Lunch box.

Are you sure you'll be fine? -Yes.

Go, or you'll be late.

Stay with Mami.

Ta-ta, Dadi.

Cheerio, Dadi. -Cheerio. I'm a lucky man.

Ta-ta, Dadi.

It's fallen into the water.

Good morning.

Cheerio!

How does a young, healthy woman drop dead like that?

It doesn't make sense.

No.

It's cruel.

The doctor called it something.

Sudden Death Syndrome.

There's no sign of anything wrong until it's too late.

You knew instantly she was dead.

I said something really stupid before she died.

She showed me the flat.

She was so happy.

Full of ideas of what she wanted to do to the place.

I just said I wanted time to think about it.

Play it cool.

I didn't want to appear too keen.

If I could do anything to change that now, but it's too late.

Carly... She knew you adored her.

I wanted to give you this.

She didn't get the chance to finish it.

I know she'd want you to have it.

Thank you.

Some of her best work.

Yeah.

Look after yourself.

And you.

Hello.

It's me.

Els?

Ellie?

Ellie?

You shouldn't be here.

Nor you.

God, I feel lonely.

Me too.

The house is so quiet without her.

I'm scared, Ems.

We can't give up.

We need each other.

I need you.

Go home.

Go and hold your husband and child.

Is it too much to let me know where you are?

Or take your phone with you?

Text me?

Leave a note, anything?

Sorry. -I was worried about you.

Els?

I wanted to talk to Luce.

I needed to see her body.

Have you been to the hospital?

Yes.

Why didn't you tell me?

I really needed time with her on my own.

I'm sorry.

No, I am.

This is lovely.

You don't have to lie.

I'm not.

It's disgusting.

No, it's nice. It's fine.

Are you going to answer it?

Not now, it's supper time.

Who's there?

I don't know, Mart.

It might be important.

It's Bet.

OK?

I can't talk to her now.

Finished? -Thanks.

I'll answer it.

Bet?

I didn't know where else to go.

What's happened? -Steve's sleeping with someone else.

What?

He's having a baby with her.

Bloody hell. Bet, come here.

Come in.

He just came out with it all tonight.

He said he hadn't been happy with our marriage for some time.

She works with you, apparently.

Gwenfair.

Do you know her?

Yes, um...

I didn't know he was sleeping with her, I would have said something.

I know.

Do you have wine?

Yes. -Of course, come on.

Sorry, you're having supper.

It tasted like dog food!

They've had a scan and everything.

She's twelve weeks gone.

I could see in his eyes that he was really happy.

It's my fault. If we'd had a baby, none of this would have happened.

Don't say that. -It's true.

If we hadn't gone through all that hell of the inhospitable womb...

...we might have two perfect children now.

Right now I'd be bathing them and reading them bedtime stories.

This isn't your fault, Bet.

The idea of being with me without children wasn't enough for him.

He wasn't enough, for you.

You're better off without him.

We could have saved thousands.

All the IVF, therapy, marriage counselling.

For what? I have nothing, not even a place to live.

He can't make you move out.

He owns the house.

He had the affair, he should leave.

I'd never have imagined he could do something like this to me.

Stay here, with us.

I don't want to be in the way.

No, of course. No, stay with us, no probs.

Thank you.

I always thought Steve and I would be as tight as you two.

I couldn't have been more wrong.

Prick!

You've got to laugh.

I didn't think I'd turn 40 single and without kids.

I don't think there's such a thing as a plan any more.

Dadi!

I want you.

I'll go.

Do you think there's something after death?

That Luce is still out there...

...in a parallel universe giving Steve a mouthful?

I can see her now.

God, she hated him.

She was right.

She was right about a lot of things.

I'll get the spare room ready, OK?

Thanks, Els.

Dear sweet mother, my mother, Mam is mine and I am Mam's.

I feel so fortunate to have you.

And Menna.

Me too.

Do you still want us to have another baby?

Let's bury Luce first.

Sorry. That was a really stupid thing to say.

When you're ready.

Hi.

I hate lilies.

Oh.

I'll take them back then.

You weren't to know.

Sorry, come in.

Is this suit OK? It feels a bit stiff.

Nice to see you looking smart for once.

Is it too early for a drink?

Nice flowers.

Yeah. From Ems.

You hate lilies...!

Is Bet ready?

Do you want me to check?

I don't want to be late.

Luce would be livid if she saw us wearing black.

Right, come on, let's go.

I just need the toilet.

OK?

Let's do this.

Come on, Ems.

We thank you for Lucy.

For the love and compassion she received from you.

For all that was good in her life, for the memories we treasure today.

Let us recite the Lord's Prayer.

Our Father, who art in heaven

Hallowed be Thy name;

Thy kingdom come;

Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven.

Give us this day our daily bread;

And forgive us our trespasses

As we forgive those who trespass against us;

And lead us not into temptation,

But deliver us from evil...

The power and the glory.

Forever and ever.

Amen.

OK?

No, no, I don't feel great, Mart.

Do you want to go home?

I don't want to be here with all these people looking at me.

We have to go to the wake. Everyone will expect us to be there.

I don't think I can.

Els...

...I know you're hurting but you have to go.

I just want to be left alone. -OK.

Please, Mart, I feel like screaming. -Don't scream.

OK?

I'll be back, I promise.

Sorry.

Do you want me to go after her?

No.

She'll come back when she's ready.

What were you doing there today?

Where?

In the cemetery.

You were there. I saw you.

I saw you.

You've been following me.

You came here.

I don't do things like this.

This isn't who I am.

Who are you then?

You don't want to know.

Take your clothes off.

I always thought there was a pattern to life.

If you follow the pattern, everything will be fine.

There's no pattern anymore.

It's as if the ink's run dry.

I don't know what I'm meant to do.

Who I'm meant to be.

Who do you want to be?

I don't know.

Open the window.

What are you doing?

Hiding.

Do you feel better?

Yes.

Thanks.

Preuzeto sa www.titlovi.com