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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:01,097 --> 00:00:02,618 Previously, on "The Path"... 2 00:00:02,619 --> 00:00:04,054 That workshop, if I hadn't taken it, 3 00:00:04,055 --> 00:00:06,531 - I'd be so fucked. - Well, you have me now. 4 00:00:06,532 --> 00:00:07,807 24-hour service. 5 00:00:07,808 --> 00:00:09,433 I think something bad happened to me 6 00:00:09,434 --> 00:00:11,416 a long time ago when I was a child. 7 00:00:11,417 --> 00:00:12,914 Well, I have to get out of here. 8 00:00:12,915 --> 00:00:14,962 - You mean leave right now? - Yeah, I'm gonna talk to Harold, 9 00:00:14,963 --> 00:00:16,216 we'll get our things together. 10 00:00:16,217 --> 00:00:17,692 - Where are we going? - Back to New York. 11 00:00:17,693 --> 00:00:19,819 - To the compound? - I'm taking it back. 12 00:00:19,820 --> 00:00:21,770 Eddie's hired an SL. 13 00:00:21,771 --> 00:00:24,066 Secular Liaison. She's a publicist. 14 00:00:24,067 --> 00:00:27,489 I have decided to take down the guard booth. 15 00:00:27,490 --> 00:00:29,745 If anyone's here, it's time to come out. 16 00:00:31,540 --> 00:00:33,961 He is just a kid. We can help him. 17 00:00:33,962 --> 00:00:36,600 My husband's away and I need to keep my family safe. 18 00:00:36,601 --> 00:00:38,470 There was a bomb threat in Spring Valley. 19 00:00:38,471 --> 00:00:40,990 Look, the kid is not building a bomb. 20 00:00:45,256 --> 00:00:48,631 My life's work is studying new American faiths. 21 00:00:48,632 --> 00:00:51,260 I recently came across something 22 00:00:51,261 --> 00:00:52,722 that Steve used to use. 23 00:00:52,723 --> 00:00:54,726 The Hypoxian Cleanse. 24 00:00:54,727 --> 00:00:56,563 Listen, if the Hypoxian Cleanse is in there, 25 00:00:56,564 --> 00:00:58,400 who knows what else there is? 26 00:01:34,607 --> 00:01:40,607 Sync and corrections by btsix www.addic7ed.com 27 00:01:43,908 --> 00:01:45,489 I enjoyed the other night. 28 00:01:46,748 --> 00:01:47,957 Me too. 29 00:01:47,958 --> 00:01:50,561 Because you seemed, uh... 30 00:01:51,424 --> 00:01:52,925 I couldn't tell if... 31 00:01:52,926 --> 00:01:55,013 I really did have a good time. 32 00:01:55,014 --> 00:01:56,171 Great. Good. 33 00:01:57,478 --> 00:01:59,152 Maybe we can do it again some time. 34 00:02:00,609 --> 00:02:04,867 It's not just academic, my interest in you. 35 00:02:06,036 --> 00:02:08,345 I just needed to say that. 36 00:02:09,042 --> 00:02:11,421 - Thank you. - Oh, shit. 37 00:02:11,422 --> 00:02:12,924 This is a lot harder than I thought. 38 00:02:12,925 --> 00:02:15,763 - Maybe my assistant can... - No. No assistant. 39 00:02:15,764 --> 00:02:17,600 I'd rather not get anyone else involved. 40 00:02:17,601 --> 00:02:19,479 Okay, no assistant. 41 00:02:19,480 --> 00:02:21,858 - What is this, anyway? - Uh, just something 42 00:02:21,859 --> 00:02:24,864 I found in an old box in my mom's basement. 43 00:02:24,865 --> 00:02:26,618 I didn't know anyone else with a projector 44 00:02:26,619 --> 00:02:28,329 or whatever it is you need to play it. 45 00:02:28,330 --> 00:02:31,082 Mm-hmm, and you didn't want anybody else to know you were watching it? 46 00:02:31,083 --> 00:02:33,674 It's probably just some home movie or something, you know. 47 00:02:33,675 --> 00:02:35,511 I'm not expecting to find anything. 48 00:02:35,512 --> 00:02:37,097 It's just that it's my mom's private stuff, 49 00:02:37,098 --> 00:02:38,559 so I wanna be respectful of that. 50 00:02:38,560 --> 00:02:39,644 Mm-hmm. 51 00:02:39,645 --> 00:02:41,440 Okay, there. 52 00:02:41,441 --> 00:02:42,859 - I think I got it. - All right, cool. 53 00:02:42,860 --> 00:02:44,947 Okay, you ready? 54 00:02:49,707 --> 00:02:52,127 They were so young. 55 00:02:52,128 --> 00:02:54,549 - Who are they? - Some of the originals. 56 00:02:54,550 --> 00:02:57,012 They climbed Huayna Picchu with Steve. 57 00:02:57,013 --> 00:03:00,268 - Huh. - That's my mom. 58 00:03:00,269 --> 00:03:02,857 She looks like you. She's beautiful. 59 00:03:05,655 --> 00:03:08,952 Dad, this is... 60 00:03:49,994 --> 00:03:52,206 Eh... huh. 61 00:03:53,250 --> 00:03:55,003 I don't recognize that place. 62 00:03:55,004 --> 00:03:56,380 - Like this? - Yes. 63 00:03:56,381 --> 00:03:58,802 But get on your knees. 64 00:04:04,188 --> 00:04:06,529 - Sitting this way hurts, Lil. - It should. 65 00:04:06,530 --> 00:04:09,449 - Who is he talking to? - A woman? I don't know. 66 00:04:09,450 --> 00:04:11,285 It's definitely not my mom or Felicia. 67 00:04:11,286 --> 00:04:12,705 - Can you just pause it? - Mm-hmm. 68 00:04:12,706 --> 00:04:13,916 Sure, I'll try. 69 00:04:17,799 --> 00:04:20,889 Can you just rewind it and then...? 70 00:04:24,228 --> 00:04:25,564 - Like this? - Yes. 71 00:04:25,565 --> 00:04:27,100 But get on your knees. 72 00:04:29,907 --> 00:04:31,408 Sitting this way hurts, Lil. 73 00:04:31,409 --> 00:04:33,906 It should. It will. 74 00:04:33,907 --> 00:04:35,367 Now, focus. 75 00:04:36,211 --> 00:04:37,797 Well, whoever she is, she's in charge. 76 00:04:37,798 --> 00:04:39,801 Seriously. Who could she be? 77 00:04:39,802 --> 00:04:42,932 Life is one long struggle in the dark. 78 00:04:42,933 --> 00:04:47,755 Life is one long struggle in the dark. 79 00:04:51,492 --> 00:04:52,744 Uh... 80 00:04:59,508 --> 00:05:01,929 Sarah? 81 00:05:03,474 --> 00:05:05,519 What are you thinking? 82 00:05:06,536 --> 00:05:08,451 _ 83 00:05:08,452 --> 00:05:09,736 Shit. 84 00:05:09,737 --> 00:05:11,573 Um, I-I have to go. 85 00:05:11,574 --> 00:05:12,993 Okay. 86 00:05:14,705 --> 00:05:15,962 Everything okay? 87 00:05:17,334 --> 00:05:19,171 Thank you. 88 00:05:40,297 --> 00:05:42,008 Uh, sir, can I have your name, please? 89 00:05:42,009 --> 00:05:43,512 Where's your father? He should be here. 90 00:05:43,513 --> 00:05:45,432 He's inside, talking with the police. 91 00:05:45,433 --> 00:05:47,603 Well, somebody needs to tell us what's going on. 92 00:05:47,604 --> 00:05:49,314 That's exactly what he is going to do 93 00:05:49,315 --> 00:05:51,151 as soon as he's finished talking with the police. 94 00:05:51,152 --> 00:05:52,988 He let a Nazi onto our campus 95 00:05:52,989 --> 00:05:54,241 and now there's a bomb threat. 96 00:05:54,242 --> 00:05:55,614 I want answers. 97 00:05:57,624 --> 00:05:59,794 Hi, can I have your name, please? 98 00:06:02,049 --> 00:06:03,468 All clear. 99 00:06:03,469 --> 00:06:05,973 - It was a hoax. - You sure? 100 00:06:05,974 --> 00:06:08,018 100%. 101 00:06:08,019 --> 00:06:09,486 No bomb. 102 00:06:10,900 --> 00:06:12,572 Wow. 103 00:06:14,365 --> 00:06:16,703 All right, in the morning, we should 104 00:06:16,704 --> 00:06:18,582 gather everyone in the meeting room 105 00:06:18,583 --> 00:06:20,330 and I will give them the lowdown. 106 00:06:20,956 --> 00:06:22,506 What will you say? 107 00:06:22,507 --> 00:06:24,835 That it's safe to go home. 108 00:06:25,513 --> 00:06:28,815 And if they ask you if it has something to do with Logan? 109 00:06:29,980 --> 00:06:31,900 I don't know. 110 00:06:31,901 --> 00:06:34,572 Okay, the police don't know. 111 00:06:34,573 --> 00:06:37,285 Hate crimes are on the rise everywhere. 112 00:06:37,286 --> 00:06:40,124 - Don't tell them that. - Why? 113 00:06:40,125 --> 00:06:42,212 What do you want me to tell them? 114 00:06:42,213 --> 00:06:43,632 That I made a bunch of mistakes, 115 00:06:43,633 --> 00:06:45,176 first by removing security? 116 00:06:45,177 --> 00:06:46,956 - No. - Look, I want you to know 117 00:06:46,957 --> 00:06:50,195 that I still believe that I was right about that kid. 118 00:06:50,196 --> 00:06:52,357 - He could've been helped. - Okay. 119 00:06:52,358 --> 00:06:54,570 Calm down. I know that, okay? 120 00:06:54,571 --> 00:06:56,406 Look, The Light is supposed 121 00:06:56,407 --> 00:06:59,162 to guide my decisions. 122 00:06:59,163 --> 00:07:01,793 The Light is in my instincts. 123 00:07:01,794 --> 00:07:05,007 But apparently, The Light's instincts are shit. 124 00:07:05,008 --> 00:07:06,928 And so my instincts are shit. 125 00:07:06,929 --> 00:07:09,726 And now I have to go out there in front of everybody... 126 00:07:09,727 --> 00:07:12,319 in front of Sarah... and eat crow. 127 00:07:12,320 --> 00:07:14,442 No, don't do that. 128 00:07:15,218 --> 00:07:17,156 Don't eat crow. 129 00:07:17,157 --> 00:07:19,160 Since "sorry" won't satiate them, 130 00:07:19,161 --> 00:07:21,390 it won't diminish their anger. 131 00:07:21,391 --> 00:07:23,795 In fact, it'll make it worse. 132 00:07:23,796 --> 00:07:26,290 You're the prophet who walked through fire. 133 00:07:26,291 --> 00:07:28,387 Go out there and be just that. 134 00:07:28,388 --> 00:07:31,143 The situation is now resolved. Everyone can go home. 135 00:07:31,144 --> 00:07:33,022 And if someone has a problem, guess what? 136 00:07:33,023 --> 00:07:35,255 The gates are still open and they can walk the hell out. 137 00:07:36,989 --> 00:07:39,050 Tell them you take your orders from The Light. 138 00:07:39,703 --> 00:07:41,411 And stay away from "sorry." 139 00:08:00,578 --> 00:08:03,917 I want to thank everyone for coming out this morning, 140 00:08:03,918 --> 00:08:07,987 after what I'm sure was a very long night 141 00:08:07,988 --> 00:08:10,315 for each and every one of you. 142 00:08:11,475 --> 00:08:15,086 I want to start this off by saying that... 143 00:08:17,612 --> 00:08:19,405 I'm sorry. 144 00:08:19,406 --> 00:08:20,867 I truly am. 145 00:08:20,868 --> 00:08:23,041 I made rash decisions, 146 00:08:23,042 --> 00:08:25,860 ignored the ODE, the system... 147 00:08:25,861 --> 00:08:29,149 and that was a mistake. 148 00:08:29,150 --> 00:08:31,491 I hope that all of you at least 149 00:08:31,492 --> 00:08:34,937 were able to sleep a little bit last night. 150 00:08:34,938 --> 00:08:38,110 I know that's unlikely, but all through the night, 151 00:08:38,111 --> 00:08:40,490 I was in contact with the police 152 00:08:40,491 --> 00:08:44,582 and they assured me that it is safe to return to the compound. 153 00:08:44,583 --> 00:08:49,386 The threat that we received was a hoax. 154 00:08:49,387 --> 00:08:52,771 Your safety and your own sense of safety 155 00:08:52,772 --> 00:08:55,710 are very important to me. 156 00:08:56,355 --> 00:08:59,130 I hope that you believe me when I say that. 157 00:08:59,613 --> 00:09:03,870 It was the wrong time to take down our security gate. 158 00:09:03,871 --> 00:09:06,996 But I'm gonna make sure to reinstate those measures 159 00:09:06,997 --> 00:09:08,796 as soon as possible. 160 00:09:08,797 --> 00:09:10,780 Now, if anyone has any questions, I'm... 161 00:09:10,781 --> 00:09:12,471 What if something like this happens again? 162 00:09:12,472 --> 00:09:14,098 I truly believe that will not happen. 163 00:09:14,099 --> 00:09:15,602 Does it have anything to do with Logan? 164 00:09:15,603 --> 00:09:16,667 I heard he failed the ODE. 165 00:09:16,668 --> 00:09:18,007 Look, it has nothing to do 166 00:09:18,008 --> 00:09:19,985 with the boy that we know of. Okay? 167 00:09:19,986 --> 00:09:21,262 Are they gonna find out who did it? 168 00:09:21,263 --> 00:09:23,993 Look, I asked Officer Banks that same thing 169 00:09:23,994 --> 00:09:26,039 - and he told me they don't... - What's going on? 170 00:09:26,040 --> 00:09:27,876 - Bomb threat on the compound. - Like discussing much 171 00:09:27,877 --> 00:09:30,924 during the investigation, but he will keep us updated 172 00:09:30,925 --> 00:09:32,844 as things move forward. 173 00:09:32,845 --> 00:09:35,224 Please, I want to answer any question... 174 00:09:35,225 --> 00:09:37,668 - Sarah? - That anyone wants to ask, 175 00:09:37,669 --> 00:09:41,250 - but this has to be done orderly. - Cal. Mary. 176 00:09:41,251 --> 00:09:43,783 - Please, one at a time. - What brings you back? 177 00:09:43,784 --> 00:09:45,169 - It was time. - The police are not 178 00:09:45,170 --> 00:09:47,624 discussing the investigation at this time. 179 00:09:47,625 --> 00:09:50,129 But like I said before, I really don't believe 180 00:09:50,130 --> 00:09:52,049 that Logan had anything to do with this. 181 00:09:52,050 --> 00:09:54,513 - Of course he did it! - Well, I trust that the police 182 00:09:54,514 --> 00:09:55,900 are looking into everyone. 183 00:09:55,901 --> 00:09:57,811 What do you think about all this, Cal? 184 00:09:57,812 --> 00:09:59,268 You hear about what's going on? 185 00:10:06,037 --> 00:10:09,043 Sounds like everyone's had quite a scare. 186 00:10:10,211 --> 00:10:12,131 Now, look, it's obvious and understandable 187 00:10:12,132 --> 00:10:13,528 that tensions are running high. 188 00:10:13,529 --> 00:10:14,970 That makes complete sense. 189 00:10:14,971 --> 00:10:16,519 Where've you been, Cal? 190 00:10:19,439 --> 00:10:20,737 The wilderness. 191 00:10:22,945 --> 00:10:24,030 Florida. 192 00:10:25,116 --> 00:10:27,078 I'm sorry, who are you? 193 00:10:27,079 --> 00:10:29,374 - Cal Roberts. - Cal, well, this meeting 194 00:10:29,375 --> 00:10:31,294 is for Meyerists only, and I think we've answered 195 00:10:31,295 --> 00:10:33,298 all the questions we can for now. 196 00:10:33,299 --> 00:10:36,262 - Buses are waiting outside and... - No, no, it's... it's okay. 197 00:10:36,263 --> 00:10:39,896 Cal is an old friend of ours. 198 00:10:42,860 --> 00:10:46,492 People can be so foolish, 199 00:10:46,493 --> 00:10:48,496 so misguided. 200 00:10:48,497 --> 00:10:52,642 But what those without The Light try to do to us? 201 00:10:52,643 --> 00:10:56,261 They want to hurt us. They want to scare us. 202 00:10:56,262 --> 00:10:57,779 But they can't. 203 00:10:59,251 --> 00:11:02,038 They can't because of who we are. 204 00:11:02,900 --> 00:11:04,903 And who we are 205 00:11:04,904 --> 00:11:06,907 is a reflection 206 00:11:06,908 --> 00:11:08,384 of who we follow. 207 00:11:09,719 --> 00:11:13,640 And who we follow is Eddie Lane. 208 00:11:33,211 --> 00:11:35,799 I-I tried to live outside The Light, 209 00:11:35,800 --> 00:11:37,636 but I heard the call. 210 00:11:37,637 --> 00:11:40,604 I was able to hear the call because Eddie 211 00:11:40,605 --> 00:11:43,773 took down the walls that surrounded Meyerism. 212 00:11:43,774 --> 00:11:46,946 He flung open the doors, he threw open the curtains, 213 00:11:46,947 --> 00:11:49,367 saying to anyone who would listen, 214 00:11:49,368 --> 00:11:51,497 "All are welcome. 215 00:11:51,498 --> 00:11:53,930 Even those who have strayed." 216 00:11:55,046 --> 00:11:59,053 And the bravery that took is immense. 217 00:12:01,994 --> 00:12:05,441 My family heard Eddie's call, 218 00:12:05,442 --> 00:12:08,447 and we dropped everything. 219 00:12:08,448 --> 00:12:10,827 We drove straight here. 220 00:12:10,828 --> 00:12:14,125 And I... and we... 221 00:12:17,007 --> 00:12:18,897 Would like to stay. 222 00:12:21,850 --> 00:12:23,811 If that would be okay, Eddie. 223 00:12:32,871 --> 00:12:33,970 Of course. 224 00:12:43,309 --> 00:12:44,731 Who is it? 225 00:12:45,439 --> 00:12:46,633 It's Eddie. 226 00:12:52,578 --> 00:12:54,078 Hey, man. 227 00:12:54,832 --> 00:12:56,084 Hey. 228 00:12:57,755 --> 00:13:02,472 You know, um, the longer that you are parents, 229 00:13:02,473 --> 00:13:04,350 the more you'll learn that 230 00:13:04,351 --> 00:13:07,337 teaching consequences is critical. 231 00:13:08,485 --> 00:13:11,872 You cannot betray so many people's trust, 232 00:13:11,873 --> 00:13:14,871 disappear, then show back up as if nothing happened. 233 00:13:14,872 --> 00:13:16,374 No, I'm not pretending nothing happened. 234 00:13:16,375 --> 00:13:18,044 To be completely honest, Cal, 235 00:13:18,045 --> 00:13:19,631 I don't even know if you deserve to be 236 00:13:19,632 --> 00:13:22,512 let back into this community at all. 237 00:13:22,513 --> 00:13:26,227 Much less be let back in with this amnesia 238 00:13:26,228 --> 00:13:28,419 you wish that we all had. 239 00:13:29,152 --> 00:13:33,241 You will not be allowed to enjoy the same 240 00:13:33,242 --> 00:13:35,580 privileged status you had before you left. 241 00:13:35,581 --> 00:13:36,999 I know what it looks like. 242 00:13:37,000 --> 00:13:38,794 But I'm sincere. 243 00:13:38,795 --> 00:13:41,163 All right, we tried to live without this place. 244 00:13:41,164 --> 00:13:42,244 But we couldn't. 245 00:13:43,304 --> 00:13:45,015 Yeah, it's true. We... we couldn't 246 00:13:45,016 --> 00:13:46,852 and we want our son to be raised here. 247 00:13:46,853 --> 00:13:49,315 Great. Then you will be willing 248 00:13:49,316 --> 00:13:52,031 to accept the consequences. 249 00:13:53,115 --> 00:13:56,505 You and Mary and Forest 250 00:13:56,506 --> 00:13:58,918 will be assigned to Dorm Seven 251 00:13:58,919 --> 00:14:01,673 on the East Campus with the Novices. 252 00:14:01,674 --> 00:14:05,388 And from day one, you will be included 253 00:14:05,389 --> 00:14:07,438 in the work detail rotation. 254 00:14:08,647 --> 00:14:10,817 - From day one. - Why? 255 00:14:10,818 --> 00:14:13,166 Why are you being so vindictive? 256 00:14:13,167 --> 00:14:15,696 I'm not being vindictive. 257 00:14:16,328 --> 00:14:17,849 I'm righteous. 258 00:14:18,458 --> 00:14:21,295 He is the one who kept score, 259 00:14:21,296 --> 00:14:24,176 secrets, kept everyone in the dark. 260 00:14:24,177 --> 00:14:26,055 No, it's okay, Mary. 261 00:14:26,056 --> 00:14:29,521 And speaking of raising your son, here. 262 00:14:29,522 --> 00:14:32,109 Forest will need to be Embraced. 263 00:14:32,110 --> 00:14:33,821 What? 264 00:14:33,822 --> 00:14:35,950 - You were. - I didn't have parents. 265 00:14:35,951 --> 00:14:37,662 - Sarah was. - But you... your children... 266 00:14:37,663 --> 00:14:38,998 - Russel was. - Hawk wasn't. 267 00:14:38,999 --> 00:14:40,591 It is an act of commitment. 268 00:14:41,128 --> 00:14:43,799 A gesture of humility. 269 00:14:43,800 --> 00:14:45,803 Submission. 270 00:14:48,020 --> 00:14:49,439 Those are my terms. 271 00:14:50,187 --> 00:14:52,704 And those are your consequences. 272 00:15:06,930 --> 00:15:09,350 Yes, but get on your knees. 273 00:15:09,351 --> 00:15:12,440 You found the film in the box of clothes for Summer? 274 00:15:12,441 --> 00:15:14,861 Yes. And do you recognize the voice? 275 00:15:14,862 --> 00:15:16,823 - Why are you... - I was curious. 276 00:15:16,824 --> 00:15:19,621 Would you recognize that, um... that place? 277 00:15:19,622 --> 00:15:23,306 - Is it on our campus? - I've never seen it before. 278 00:15:24,632 --> 00:15:27,637 But the woman who's talking, it's... it's odd. 279 00:15:27,638 --> 00:15:29,432 It's like she's commanding Steve. 280 00:15:29,433 --> 00:15:31,272 What is this about, Sarah? 281 00:15:31,980 --> 00:15:33,231 You don't know who it is? 282 00:15:33,232 --> 00:15:35,611 You're asking me if I recognize some voice 283 00:15:35,612 --> 00:15:37,699 from over 40 years ago. 284 00:15:37,700 --> 00:15:40,203 - No. - Okay, listen again. 285 00:15:40,204 --> 00:15:43,627 All right? It sounds like he calls her "Lil." 286 00:15:43,628 --> 00:15:45,343 - Like this? - Yes. 287 00:15:45,344 --> 00:15:46,800 But get on your knees. 288 00:15:46,801 --> 00:15:48,429 Sitting this way hurts, Lil. 289 00:15:48,430 --> 00:15:50,791 All right. Did you hear that? 290 00:15:51,393 --> 00:15:53,647 Lil. Did you know anyone named Lil? 291 00:15:53,648 --> 00:15:55,129 Maybe it's Lilith. 292 00:15:55,905 --> 00:15:57,780 It must be Lilith. 293 00:15:57,781 --> 00:15:59,576 Who's Lilith? I've never heard of her. 294 00:15:59,577 --> 00:16:00,767 That's who it has to be. 295 00:16:00,768 --> 00:16:02,531 Because she would talk like that to him. 296 00:16:02,532 --> 00:16:04,836 - Who is she? - I think originally, 297 00:16:04,837 --> 00:16:06,965 she was a patient of his. 298 00:16:06,966 --> 00:16:10,055 - Of Steve? - Yeah, she was disturbed. 299 00:16:10,056 --> 00:16:11,187 Unwell. 300 00:16:11,851 --> 00:16:13,264 She was in love with him. 301 00:16:13,265 --> 00:16:14,898 She was obsessed, really. 302 00:16:14,899 --> 00:16:18,864 All I remember is, the last time that she visited, 303 00:16:18,865 --> 00:16:21,327 it was sometime in the late '80s. 304 00:16:21,328 --> 00:16:24,626 She was erratic and angry. 305 00:16:24,627 --> 00:16:27,703 And she made some crazy claims about Steve. 306 00:16:28,383 --> 00:16:30,373 Well, what kind of crazy claims? 307 00:16:30,972 --> 00:16:33,359 I can't remember. They're just crazy. 308 00:16:34,062 --> 00:16:37,234 It happens, you know, just like Eddie 309 00:16:37,235 --> 00:16:39,864 got called a cult leader on a billboard last month. 310 00:16:39,865 --> 00:16:41,535 Why don't you ask your dad when he gets back? 311 00:16:41,536 --> 00:16:43,219 He has a much better memory. 312 00:16:44,929 --> 00:16:46,931 I think I'll make hlelem tonight. 313 00:16:54,645 --> 00:16:56,023 Come in. 314 00:16:59,362 --> 00:17:00,778 I need to talk to you. 315 00:17:01,659 --> 00:17:03,787 Look, Nicole, I know you're upset. 316 00:17:03,788 --> 00:17:06,668 Okay, you've made that clear and I understand. 317 00:17:06,669 --> 00:17:07,785 I know you do. 318 00:17:08,423 --> 00:17:10,563 You know what the end looks like. 319 00:17:11,762 --> 00:17:13,473 Look, I'm not here about Logan. 320 00:17:13,474 --> 00:17:15,526 I am here about the end. 321 00:17:16,062 --> 00:17:17,899 The end of a marriage. 322 00:17:17,900 --> 00:17:20,613 Russel gets back from Peru next month 323 00:17:20,614 --> 00:17:24,093 and I think when he does, I want us to... 324 00:17:24,705 --> 00:17:25,870 end. 325 00:17:27,168 --> 00:17:29,964 All right. When he gets back, 326 00:17:29,965 --> 00:17:32,135 - we will sit down. - You don't understand. 327 00:17:32,136 --> 00:17:35,893 It's been hell since I unburdened my affair 328 00:17:35,894 --> 00:17:37,314 with Sam Field. 329 00:17:37,315 --> 00:17:39,484 And Russel acts polite, says all the right things, 330 00:17:39,485 --> 00:17:41,739 but he hates me. 331 00:17:43,283 --> 00:17:44,805 Hates me. 332 00:17:46,624 --> 00:17:49,294 And I thought I could live with it 333 00:17:49,295 --> 00:17:50,923 or I had no choice because of the kids, 334 00:17:50,924 --> 00:17:54,179 but now that he's been away, 335 00:17:54,180 --> 00:17:55,733 I see I can do it. 336 00:17:56,435 --> 00:17:59,106 I will be able to get by without him. 337 00:17:59,107 --> 00:18:00,254 Nicole, 338 00:18:00,735 --> 00:18:03,281 you two have been together for 20 years. 339 00:18:03,282 --> 00:18:04,867 - And now I'm done. - All right, look, 340 00:18:04,868 --> 00:18:06,830 I don't feel comfortable talking about this 341 00:18:06,831 --> 00:18:08,333 without Russel being here. 342 00:18:08,334 --> 00:18:09,794 All right, this is something the two of you 343 00:18:09,795 --> 00:18:11,923 would need to decide together. 344 00:18:11,924 --> 00:18:14,810 I've decided I'm going to let him know when he comes home. 345 00:18:16,057 --> 00:18:17,392 Well, if you've decided, 346 00:18:17,393 --> 00:18:19,981 then what are you doing here? 347 00:18:19,982 --> 00:18:21,332 Because you're The Guardian. 348 00:18:21,333 --> 00:18:24,281 I tell you and then you give me your blessing. 349 00:18:24,282 --> 00:18:27,031 Or advise me otherwise, or punish me. 350 00:18:27,956 --> 00:18:30,126 No, we don't... we don't have punishment anymore. 351 00:18:30,127 --> 00:18:31,535 Oh, I... 352 00:18:32,340 --> 00:18:35,345 I know marriage is the cornerstone of The Movement. 353 00:18:35,346 --> 00:18:37,850 Nicole, I'm not gonna be doing any of those things. 354 00:18:37,851 --> 00:18:38,935 That's what Steve did. 355 00:18:38,936 --> 00:18:40,361 I'm not Steve. 356 00:18:43,362 --> 00:18:47,743 But I will pray on this for you. 357 00:18:48,623 --> 00:18:51,472 I don't just want your prayers, Eddie. 358 00:18:52,254 --> 00:18:54,458 I want you to tell me what to do. 359 00:19:14,508 --> 00:19:16,385 I'm not living in Dorm Seven. 360 00:19:16,386 --> 00:19:19,391 All right, we are not living in Dorm Seven. 361 00:19:19,392 --> 00:19:21,896 And why the hell does Forest need to be Embraced? 362 00:19:21,897 --> 00:19:23,567 You're the only father that he needs. 363 00:19:23,568 --> 00:19:25,194 Yeah, I'm the only father he'll ever have. 364 00:19:25,195 --> 00:19:27,407 But, uh, it won't come to that. 365 00:19:27,408 --> 00:19:29,746 Really? 'Cause Eddie seemed dead set to me. 366 00:19:29,747 --> 00:19:32,041 - Yeah, well, I have a plan. - Talk to Vera? 367 00:19:32,042 --> 00:19:34,171 What's she gonna do? And who is she, anyway? 368 00:19:34,172 --> 00:19:35,632 Well, Eddie listens to her. 369 00:19:35,633 --> 00:19:37,636 She's important, apparently. 370 00:19:37,637 --> 00:19:39,640 More important than Sarah? 371 00:19:39,641 --> 00:19:41,895 Nope. Oh... oh, yeah. 372 00:19:41,896 --> 00:19:44,274 I... you know, I don't know. Um... 373 00:19:44,275 --> 00:19:47,168 I don't think Sarah has much to do with Eddie these days. 374 00:19:47,169 --> 00:19:49,911 - How do you know? - I don't. 375 00:19:49,912 --> 00:19:51,748 You two seemed awfully happy to see each other. 376 00:19:51,749 --> 00:19:53,794 I mean, for people that hate each other's guts, 377 00:19:53,795 --> 00:19:56,089 you were all smiley-smiley. 378 00:19:56,090 --> 00:19:57,718 I guess you worked out a lot when she came down 379 00:19:57,719 --> 00:19:59,806 with that cease and desist letter. 380 00:19:59,807 --> 00:20:01,476 We did. 381 00:20:01,477 --> 00:20:03,103 Or have you seen her other times? 382 00:20:03,104 --> 00:20:04,982 I mean, did you keep in touch with her? 383 00:20:04,983 --> 00:20:06,860 What? No... Mary, what is this? 384 00:20:06,861 --> 00:20:09,492 Did you see her when you went with Harold to Boston? 385 00:20:11,079 --> 00:20:12,790 I'm not gonna talk about this anymore. 386 00:20:12,791 --> 00:20:15,169 Because you came back from that trip strange 387 00:20:15,170 --> 00:20:17,006 and that's when you told me about Steve 388 00:20:17,007 --> 00:20:19,344 and that's when all this started, the wanting to come back. 389 00:20:19,345 --> 00:20:20,953 You know, I-I am with you. 390 00:20:20,954 --> 00:20:22,672 I have a plan for us. 391 00:20:24,188 --> 00:20:26,258 I know what to do now. All right? 392 00:20:26,967 --> 00:20:28,319 But you have to trust me. 393 00:20:44,605 --> 00:20:47,444 Hey. How you feeling? 394 00:20:49,280 --> 00:20:51,241 No one's ever really, like, 395 00:20:51,242 --> 00:20:53,788 kicked somebody's ass for me before. 396 00:20:53,789 --> 00:20:57,648 You mean gotten their ass kicked for you. 397 00:20:58,131 --> 00:21:01,377 - But you're welcome. - Yeah. 398 00:21:02,557 --> 00:21:04,852 Is everything okay with the bomb threat? 399 00:21:04,853 --> 00:21:06,357 It was just a hoax. 400 00:21:06,982 --> 00:21:09,069 Yeah, how are the Musa kids? 401 00:21:09,070 --> 00:21:11,323 Oh, um... got some worried parents. 402 00:21:11,324 --> 00:21:14,873 But, uh, I'm smoothing things out. 403 00:21:16,084 --> 00:21:18,344 - Hopefully. - Yeah. 404 00:22:08,031 --> 00:22:09,700 But it was so bright. 405 00:22:10,735 --> 00:22:14,282 It was one of those crisp, clear, bright days 406 00:22:14,283 --> 00:22:16,119 that belied the fact that it's cold as hell. 407 00:22:16,120 --> 00:22:18,583 It was, it was cold as hell. 408 00:22:18,584 --> 00:22:22,716 And, uh, we were going to the hardware store 409 00:22:22,717 --> 00:22:24,720 in that old Army jeep they used to have. 410 00:22:24,721 --> 00:22:26,599 It didn't even have real windows. 411 00:22:26,600 --> 00:22:29,814 But the heater actually worked pretty well. 412 00:22:29,815 --> 00:22:31,984 I remember very distinctly us talking about 413 00:22:31,985 --> 00:22:34,115 how toasty we were in there. 414 00:22:36,077 --> 00:22:39,082 "Toasty." Yeah, that was a Steve word. 415 00:22:39,083 --> 00:22:40,877 Sorry, where's this going? 416 00:22:40,878 --> 00:22:42,464 - Oh, there's a point. - Can we get to it? 417 00:22:42,465 --> 00:22:45,846 Because I'm really busy and... 418 00:22:45,847 --> 00:22:48,726 and Eddie, whatever he told you the conditions were, 419 00:22:48,727 --> 00:22:50,312 those are the conditions. 420 00:22:50,313 --> 00:22:53,152 He's in charge and I can't change that. 421 00:22:53,153 --> 00:22:56,659 Anyway, a couple of minutes down the road, we saw a man. 422 00:22:56,660 --> 00:22:58,746 A middle-aged man up ahead on the road, 423 00:22:58,747 --> 00:22:59,957 walking on the shoulder. 424 00:22:59,958 --> 00:23:02,003 A hat on, all bundled up. 425 00:23:02,004 --> 00:23:04,215 But he... he was freezing his ass off. 426 00:23:04,216 --> 00:23:07,431 I mean, how could he not be? It was nine degrees outside. 427 00:23:07,432 --> 00:23:10,770 Um, he didn't look up at us when we passed him. 428 00:23:10,771 --> 00:23:12,774 He was just going where he was going. 429 00:23:12,775 --> 00:23:15,739 But then Steve slowed down, pulled over, 430 00:23:15,740 --> 00:23:17,951 and... and asked him if he needed a lift. 431 00:23:17,952 --> 00:23:20,289 So... so Steve told me to climb into the back, 432 00:23:20,290 --> 00:23:22,669 the man got in, and off we went. 433 00:23:22,670 --> 00:23:24,632 He was on his way to work and he... 434 00:23:24,633 --> 00:23:26,259 Kept his hands 435 00:23:26,260 --> 00:23:28,431 in front of the heater vents the entire time. 436 00:23:28,432 --> 00:23:30,435 And they... they made small talk, 437 00:23:30,436 --> 00:23:32,481 but not much was said. 438 00:23:32,482 --> 00:23:34,571 And when we got to his restaurant, 439 00:23:34,572 --> 00:23:37,532 he was incredibly gracious and thankful. 440 00:23:37,533 --> 00:23:39,578 And Steve said it was no trouble, you know, 441 00:23:39,579 --> 00:23:41,248 happy we could help, that sort of thing. 442 00:23:41,249 --> 00:23:45,548 And we drove off feeling good about ourselves. 443 00:23:45,549 --> 00:23:48,387 At least, I felt good about ourselves. 444 00:23:48,388 --> 00:23:51,769 And... well, not five minutes later... 445 00:23:51,770 --> 00:23:54,107 Okay, Mr. Roberts, I-I have to ask you to wrap it up. 446 00:23:54,108 --> 00:23:55,354 Yeah, we're almost there. 447 00:23:56,488 --> 00:23:58,156 So, uh... 448 00:23:58,157 --> 00:23:59,530 About five minutes later, 449 00:24:00,120 --> 00:24:02,248 we start hearing this, uh, 450 00:24:02,249 --> 00:24:03,835 yeah, ca-thunk, ca-thunk, ca-thunk, ca-thunk. 451 00:24:03,836 --> 00:24:05,045 And then... 452 00:24:05,046 --> 00:24:06,507 The engine dies completely. 453 00:24:06,508 --> 00:24:07,884 We can coast to the side of the road, 454 00:24:07,885 --> 00:24:09,430 but the jeep's dead. 455 00:24:09,431 --> 00:24:11,809 It's just dead. 456 00:24:11,810 --> 00:24:13,980 Never to be resurrected. 457 00:24:13,981 --> 00:24:15,608 And... and wouldn't you know it, 458 00:24:15,609 --> 00:24:18,640 now we're the ones bundled up, 459 00:24:18,641 --> 00:24:20,618 hands in pockets, freezing our asses off, 460 00:24:20,619 --> 00:24:22,371 walking on the side of the road... 461 00:24:22,372 --> 00:24:24,042 This is a very sweet tale, but it's really long 462 00:24:24,043 --> 00:24:25,837 and I have a life that's getting short. 463 00:24:25,838 --> 00:24:28,019 And Steve's got a great attitude about it, 464 00:24:28,020 --> 00:24:29,636 but I'm less cheery. 465 00:24:29,637 --> 00:24:32,044 Now I'm ten. I'm kinda pouty. 466 00:24:32,045 --> 00:24:34,980 But after about, I don't know, five minutes, 467 00:24:34,981 --> 00:24:38,070 literally, the very first car that passes 468 00:24:38,071 --> 00:24:41,436 pulls over and asks if we need a lift. 469 00:24:41,437 --> 00:24:44,958 It was a nice, older woman in a white Mercedes. 470 00:24:44,959 --> 00:24:47,464 Steve sat up front with her 471 00:24:47,465 --> 00:24:51,001 and, uh, small talked a little bit as she drove us home. 472 00:24:51,002 --> 00:24:56,314 But never saying one thing about the roles being reversed. 473 00:24:56,315 --> 00:24:59,289 You know, ten minutes earlier, not one word. 474 00:25:00,281 --> 00:25:03,286 I remember her making some reference to me 475 00:25:03,287 --> 00:25:05,417 as Steve's son. 476 00:25:05,418 --> 00:25:07,378 And... and him not correcting her. 477 00:25:07,379 --> 00:25:08,824 Which... 478 00:25:09,801 --> 00:25:11,802 at the time, that made me feel good. 479 00:25:12,598 --> 00:25:16,312 But then she dropped us off back at the compound. 480 00:25:16,313 --> 00:25:19,152 And we were incredibly gracious and thankful. 481 00:25:19,153 --> 00:25:21,907 And she said it was no problem, and we said our good-byes. 482 00:25:21,908 --> 00:25:24,913 And she drove off feeling good about herself, I'm sure. 483 00:25:24,914 --> 00:25:26,249 I don't... I don't get it. 484 00:25:26,250 --> 00:25:27,293 Just help me here. 485 00:25:27,294 --> 00:25:28,569 Who would? 486 00:25:29,966 --> 00:25:32,948 I did ask him, later that night, 487 00:25:34,057 --> 00:25:35,560 you know, when we were in our sleeping bag. 488 00:25:35,561 --> 00:25:39,860 And he said that that was our experience, 489 00:25:39,861 --> 00:25:41,947 shared with that man... just the three of us... 490 00:25:41,948 --> 00:25:43,868 Wait, wait. Did you... 491 00:25:43,869 --> 00:25:47,781 did you just say, "When we were in our sleeping bag?" 492 00:25:51,843 --> 00:25:53,386 I did. 493 00:25:53,387 --> 00:25:55,140 So you... you're trying to tell me... 494 00:25:55,141 --> 00:25:59,148 That Steve was an exceptional man. 495 00:26:02,155 --> 00:26:04,965 Who... he... who taught me many, many things. 496 00:26:10,171 --> 00:26:13,218 And we... we also... 497 00:26:13,219 --> 00:26:15,432 often, uh... 498 00:26:16,810 --> 00:26:19,144 slept in the same sleeping bag, yeah. 499 00:26:20,149 --> 00:26:22,523 Till I was about, uh... 500 00:26:23,239 --> 00:26:24,608 16. 501 00:26:25,971 --> 00:26:28,921 You're accusing Steven Meyer of molesting you? 502 00:26:29,419 --> 00:26:30,823 Accusing? 503 00:26:33,677 --> 00:26:34,988 Molesting? 504 00:26:37,602 --> 00:26:40,682 Neither of those words feel quite right. 505 00:26:42,068 --> 00:26:43,821 But, uh, yeah. 506 00:26:46,745 --> 00:26:48,482 You're fucking lying. 507 00:26:50,209 --> 00:26:53,298 You're just trying to blackmail me with your lies, all right? 508 00:26:53,299 --> 00:26:55,218 No, I visited Steve when... when he was sick. 509 00:26:55,219 --> 00:26:58,141 And he... he insisted on giving me 510 00:26:58,142 --> 00:27:01,440 a box of letters that we wrote to each other over the years. 511 00:27:01,441 --> 00:27:03,445 But I-I didn't... um... 512 00:27:04,989 --> 00:27:10,123 No, I couldn't look through it until recently. 513 00:27:33,964 --> 00:27:36,008 I didn't go to Eddie with any of this 514 00:27:36,009 --> 00:27:37,804 because he's a good soul. 515 00:27:37,805 --> 00:27:39,558 And he did the right thing. 516 00:27:39,559 --> 00:27:42,062 You know, not bury this like everyone else 517 00:27:42,063 --> 00:27:43,524 in his position would. 518 00:27:43,525 --> 00:27:45,820 Oh, no, no, no, not him. 519 00:27:45,821 --> 00:27:48,701 No, he'd, uh... he'd hang a lantern on it. 520 00:27:49,676 --> 00:27:52,542 He'd take this tragic situation out of the shadows 521 00:27:52,543 --> 00:27:54,003 and into the light. 522 00:27:54,004 --> 00:27:56,550 That would, of course, 523 00:27:56,551 --> 00:27:58,891 absolutely destroy The Movement. 524 00:27:59,807 --> 00:28:00,954 Forever. 525 00:28:01,561 --> 00:28:02,848 You know that. 526 00:28:03,732 --> 00:28:07,070 Catholics can figure out a way to justify 527 00:28:07,071 --> 00:28:08,782 some priests being pedophiles... 528 00:28:08,783 --> 00:28:10,995 which is pathetic and horrible and whatever... 529 00:28:10,996 --> 00:28:15,337 but if Jesus himself was proven 530 00:28:15,338 --> 00:28:17,930 to be that breed of monster... 531 00:28:18,722 --> 00:28:19,932 uh... 532 00:28:20,933 --> 00:28:23,060 it'd probably be a deal breaker. 533 00:28:31,829 --> 00:28:33,457 What do you want? 534 00:28:33,458 --> 00:28:35,005 I want what I had. 535 00:28:35,837 --> 00:28:39,886 He can be the... the... the good Jesus. 536 00:28:39,887 --> 00:28:41,845 I just wanna be the CEO. 537 00:28:42,726 --> 00:28:45,766 I wanna be out in front, speaking for The Movement. 538 00:28:46,568 --> 00:28:49,114 Well, I don't know how to make that happen. 539 00:28:51,578 --> 00:28:53,148 I don't know either. 540 00:29:02,140 --> 00:29:03,533 Why? 541 00:29:06,106 --> 00:29:08,151 Why would you want to be here 542 00:29:08,152 --> 00:29:10,332 if that horrible stuff happened to you? 543 00:29:11,408 --> 00:29:12,834 Because... 544 00:29:13,819 --> 00:29:15,821 it's cold out there, Vera. 545 00:29:18,715 --> 00:29:20,659 It's toasty in the light. 546 00:30:10,736 --> 00:30:11,768 Hey. 547 00:30:12,614 --> 00:30:14,534 Cal went to Boston last month. 548 00:30:14,535 --> 00:30:16,215 Did you two see each other? 549 00:30:17,666 --> 00:30:19,544 - Do you wanna sit down? - No. 550 00:30:19,545 --> 00:30:22,007 No, I just... I wanna know what's going on 551 00:30:22,008 --> 00:30:23,713 between the two of you, because he came back 552 00:30:23,714 --> 00:30:25,096 from that trip shattered. 553 00:30:25,097 --> 00:30:27,197 You know, it turned up a lot of bad things. 554 00:30:27,198 --> 00:30:30,370 Things from his past that you wouldn't know about and... 555 00:30:31,569 --> 00:30:34,207 I just wanna know if you still have feelings for him. 556 00:30:38,165 --> 00:30:39,488 No. 557 00:30:40,211 --> 00:30:42,449 Then why would he come back if it wasn't for you? 558 00:30:43,659 --> 00:30:45,869 I've been wanting to ask you the same thing, Mary. 559 00:30:46,516 --> 00:30:48,852 Why did he bring all of you back here? 560 00:30:48,853 --> 00:30:51,441 Whatever you think exists between me and Cal, 561 00:30:51,442 --> 00:30:52,860 it's not real. 562 00:30:52,861 --> 00:30:54,419 There's nothing there. 563 00:30:55,867 --> 00:30:58,257 He didn't come back for me or for you. 564 00:30:59,040 --> 00:31:01,276 He came back for himself, okay? 565 00:31:02,255 --> 00:31:03,512 Don't forget, 566 00:31:04,384 --> 00:31:06,114 whatever Cal does, 567 00:31:06,740 --> 00:31:08,016 he does for Cal. 568 00:31:32,324 --> 00:31:34,444 Musa's moved all their stuff out. 569 00:31:36,406 --> 00:31:39,013 Should I not have said Gandhi was cooler than Jesus? 570 00:31:39,014 --> 00:31:40,774 It was supposed to be a joke. 571 00:31:42,084 --> 00:31:46,405 Um, no, I'm sure there's some other explanation, Joy. 572 00:31:47,136 --> 00:31:48,829 It probably has nothing to do with you. 573 00:31:48,830 --> 00:31:50,714 Nothing to do with me? 574 00:31:51,240 --> 00:31:52,461 Thanks, Hawk. 575 00:31:53,093 --> 00:31:55,455 Then why isn't he answering any of my texts? 576 00:31:56,029 --> 00:31:57,916 Um, I don't know. 577 00:31:59,017 --> 00:32:01,539 Well, he hasn't reached out to you at all, has he? 578 00:32:01,540 --> 00:32:02,540 Uh... 579 00:32:04,421 --> 00:32:05,421 No. 580 00:32:19,158 --> 00:32:21,604 Cal's good at doing all the parts of the job 581 00:32:21,605 --> 00:32:22,992 that you don't wanna do. 582 00:32:22,993 --> 00:32:25,378 He can make this entire experience 583 00:32:25,379 --> 00:32:27,298 so much better for you... easier. 584 00:32:27,299 --> 00:32:28,885 Then you can just put your focus 585 00:32:28,886 --> 00:32:30,889 exactly where you wanna put it, Eddie. 586 00:32:30,890 --> 00:32:33,233 Right, so you have the opposite 587 00:32:33,234 --> 00:32:35,012 point of view as Felicia. 588 00:32:37,487 --> 00:32:40,784 Look, this isn't an ideal situation... 589 00:32:40,785 --> 00:32:43,498 that's obvious... but the community 590 00:32:43,499 --> 00:32:45,502 is fractured at the moment, clearly. 591 00:32:45,503 --> 00:32:48,730 - Mm. - And welcoming Cal back 592 00:32:48,731 --> 00:32:51,720 will help the community heal, prodigal son and all. 593 00:32:53,478 --> 00:32:56,441 If you take punitive action against him and his family 594 00:32:56,442 --> 00:32:58,820 and his baby and put them in the dorm with the others 595 00:32:58,821 --> 00:33:00,783 just to humiliate him, 596 00:33:00,784 --> 00:33:03,060 you will look weak and petty. 597 00:33:03,061 --> 00:33:05,249 Now, it's unfortunate, yes, that Cal made a show of us 598 00:33:05,250 --> 00:33:09,174 coming back, but people liked what he said. 599 00:33:09,175 --> 00:33:11,136 - Mm. - They needed it. 600 00:33:11,137 --> 00:33:12,766 He... he was just... 601 00:33:17,066 --> 00:33:18,902 He was Steve's protégé, right? 602 00:33:18,903 --> 00:33:20,715 Like, some kind of heir apparent? 603 00:33:20,716 --> 00:33:22,242 I guess. 604 00:33:22,243 --> 00:33:26,980 - And he fucked it up. - Cal is a snake, Vera. 605 00:33:27,420 --> 00:33:29,799 - He's a liar. - So am I. 606 00:33:30,217 --> 00:33:32,680 Which means I can protect you 607 00:33:32,681 --> 00:33:34,391 from his less-than-useful trait. 608 00:33:34,392 --> 00:33:36,228 You are the one. 609 00:33:36,229 --> 00:33:39,109 - You have the thing, Eddie. - It is not about that. 610 00:33:39,110 --> 00:33:40,981 It's always about that. 611 00:33:40,982 --> 00:33:43,159 You have what it is that he wants. 612 00:33:43,160 --> 00:33:46,206 And he can't take that from you because it is you... 613 00:33:46,207 --> 00:33:48,587 Look, he fucked my wife. 614 00:33:48,588 --> 00:33:49,986 My ex-wife. 615 00:33:55,890 --> 00:33:56,890 Um... 616 00:33:59,275 --> 00:34:00,539 I'm sorry. 617 00:34:03,576 --> 00:34:04,918 I didn't know that. 618 00:34:07,542 --> 00:34:12,091 I think Cal is good for Meyerism. 619 00:34:12,092 --> 00:34:14,179 But I had no idea things were this personal 620 00:34:14,180 --> 00:34:15,474 between the two of you. 621 00:34:15,475 --> 00:34:17,568 And if you don't want him around, 622 00:34:18,254 --> 00:34:21,101 I understand. I'll... I'll back off. 623 00:34:22,404 --> 00:34:24,700 But if there's any way... 624 00:34:24,701 --> 00:34:28,290 if there's any way you can put that history behind you, 625 00:34:28,291 --> 00:34:29,291 then... 626 00:34:30,379 --> 00:34:31,678 then just let me know. 627 00:34:32,801 --> 00:34:33,889 Okay? 628 00:34:41,527 --> 00:34:43,823 You're not a snake, by the way. 629 00:34:46,745 --> 00:34:49,696 I-I come from bad stock. 630 00:34:51,212 --> 00:34:54,678 If you come from monsters, does that make us monsters? 631 00:34:57,684 --> 00:34:58,684 No. 632 00:34:59,610 --> 00:35:00,610 No? 633 00:35:01,357 --> 00:35:04,711 Look, we make ourselves who we are. 634 00:35:05,575 --> 00:35:06,755 We decide. 635 00:35:08,623 --> 00:35:12,010 Just like you decided to be a good person. 636 00:35:14,593 --> 00:35:19,059 Somehow, that much I'm sure about. 637 00:36:06,362 --> 00:36:07,649 Let's see, Felicity. 638 00:36:16,215 --> 00:36:18,596 Best and final. 639 00:36:23,814 --> 00:36:25,505 I hate babies. 640 00:36:25,506 --> 00:36:28,197 So you can leave and take the baby or you can stay 641 00:36:28,198 --> 00:36:30,093 and the baby leaves alone. 642 00:36:30,674 --> 00:36:34,167 Either way, baby has to go. 643 00:36:52,497 --> 00:36:55,126 Did you get drafted or did you enlist? 644 00:36:57,799 --> 00:36:59,384 By your dad, I mean. 645 00:37:02,642 --> 00:37:04,122 I volunteered. 646 00:37:10,449 --> 00:37:11,855 It's good to see you, Hawk. 647 00:37:22,682 --> 00:37:24,200 You can get out here. 648 00:37:32,744 --> 00:37:35,756 I know you've been pulled in a lot of directions 649 00:37:35,757 --> 00:37:38,157 between your mom, your dad, and me, 650 00:37:38,964 --> 00:37:43,096 but, uh, one day... soon, I'm sure... 651 00:37:43,097 --> 00:37:44,637 you'll be your own man. 652 00:37:46,563 --> 00:37:49,067 And I very much look forward to meeting that man. 653 00:38:35,326 --> 00:38:36,689 To the truth. 654 00:39:21,210 --> 00:39:24,006 - Hey. - Yeah, thank you so much. 655 00:39:24,007 --> 00:39:26,637 - I really appreciate this. - Yeah, sure. 656 00:39:26,638 --> 00:39:29,183 I can't stay long, though. I've gotta pick up my kids. 657 00:39:29,184 --> 00:39:31,939 It's all right, it's just that I can see it 658 00:39:31,940 --> 00:39:34,862 so much better from the film than I can on my phone. 659 00:39:34,863 --> 00:39:37,534 Okay, sure. I understand. 660 00:39:37,535 --> 00:39:39,287 It's funny, actually. 661 00:39:39,288 --> 00:39:42,836 I think that my ex-wife has a date. 662 00:39:42,837 --> 00:39:45,132 Huh. That's hard. 663 00:39:45,133 --> 00:39:47,637 Heh, yeah, I guess it is hard. 664 00:39:47,638 --> 00:39:51,352 But it's great, too. I mean, I... 665 00:39:51,353 --> 00:39:52,939 at least I hope it's great. 666 00:39:52,940 --> 00:39:56,544 It's... it is very hard to move forward 667 00:39:57,407 --> 00:40:00,496 when... when one partner hasn't 668 00:40:00,497 --> 00:40:01,824 and the other one has. 669 00:40:01,825 --> 00:40:04,713 And you are not interested in a word that I'm saying. 670 00:40:04,714 --> 00:40:06,425 No, uh, I am. 671 00:40:06,426 --> 00:40:08,512 It's just that something came to me today. 672 00:40:08,513 --> 00:40:09,824 So I'm... 673 00:40:10,851 --> 00:40:13,119 I thought of something. I'm feeling a little distracted. 674 00:40:15,653 --> 00:40:17,697 Okay. There you go. 675 00:40:17,698 --> 00:40:19,283 I'm an expert at this now. 676 00:40:21,163 --> 00:40:25,128 Um, can you move it forward to the part where, uh, 677 00:40:25,129 --> 00:40:27,550 Steve was in the cave with the ropes? 678 00:40:27,551 --> 00:40:28,886 Yeah. 679 00:40:30,599 --> 00:40:33,688 Sarah, I don't know you very well. 680 00:40:33,689 --> 00:40:36,150 But if you choose to... if you want to 681 00:40:36,151 --> 00:40:37,821 let me in to what you're looking for, 682 00:40:37,822 --> 00:40:40,271 - what you're going through, I... - Thank you. 683 00:40:44,877 --> 00:40:46,547 I've done what you're doing now and it's terrifying 684 00:40:46,548 --> 00:40:48,091 to go through it alone. 685 00:40:48,092 --> 00:40:49,343 - Like this? - Yes. 686 00:40:49,344 --> 00:40:51,766 But get on your knees. 687 00:40:55,482 --> 00:40:58,321 There. Pause it. 688 00:41:04,166 --> 00:41:05,641 What is it? 689 00:41:08,675 --> 00:41:11,246 He had inappropriate urges. 690 00:41:12,182 --> 00:41:13,630 He was... 691 00:41:15,312 --> 00:41:17,892 trying to choke them from his consciousness. 692 00:41:22,745 --> 00:41:24,023 What if, um... 693 00:41:27,253 --> 00:41:29,404 What if all of this was built 694 00:41:30,580 --> 00:41:34,784 on the cravings of a very sick man? 695 00:42:00,319 --> 00:42:02,279 Hey, can I talk to you? 696 00:42:03,296 --> 00:42:05,356 Look, now's not a good time, Hawk. 697 00:42:06,123 --> 00:42:07,123 What do you want? 698 00:42:07,877 --> 00:42:11,425 Right now, with the fight and the bomb scare 699 00:42:11,426 --> 00:42:13,303 and everything, but I just wanted 700 00:42:13,304 --> 00:42:15,324 - to speak to you about... - I can't. 701 00:42:15,851 --> 00:42:16,851 I can't. 702 00:42:18,598 --> 00:42:19,983 Look, I said good-bye to you. 703 00:42:19,984 --> 00:42:21,585 You should probably go. 704 00:42:22,378 --> 00:42:23,378 Now. 705 00:42:26,163 --> 00:42:28,709 Can we... can we talk somewhere privately? 706 00:42:28,710 --> 00:42:31,339 There's no earthly reason why we need privacy right now. 707 00:42:31,340 --> 00:42:33,087 Just say whatever you came to say. 708 00:42:37,063 --> 00:42:39,599 I, um... look, I have a lot of work to do. 709 00:42:40,124 --> 00:42:41,960 I'm giving a youth homily on Sunday. 710 00:42:45,702 --> 00:42:47,830 You were a real asshole to Joy. 711 00:42:47,831 --> 00:42:49,501 You know that? 712 00:42:49,502 --> 00:42:51,087 You shouldn't just ghost people like that. 713 00:42:51,088 --> 00:42:52,695 It's a shitty thing to do. 714 00:42:53,638 --> 00:42:55,139 She didn't deserve that. 715 00:43:52,388 --> 00:43:54,171 You took everything! 716 00:43:54,172 --> 00:43:55,321 You fucked her! 717 00:43:57,178 --> 00:43:58,481 I was the son! 718 00:45:34,756 --> 00:45:36,918 To stay or to go 719 00:45:36,919 --> 00:45:39,924 amounts to the same thing. 720 00:45:39,925 --> 00:45:41,489 Steve? 721 00:45:42,179 --> 00:45:43,908 Do not listen to that man. 722 00:45:45,520 --> 00:45:46,688 Who? 723 00:45:46,689 --> 00:45:48,246 Do not listen to Steve. 724 00:45:49,695 --> 00:45:52,628 You are the true light, not him. 725 00:45:53,201 --> 00:45:54,360 I believe you. 726 00:45:57,461 --> 00:45:58,798 Cal? 727 00:46:00,341 --> 00:46:01,341 Cal. 728 00:46:04,182 --> 00:46:06,018 Are you okay? 729 00:46:06,019 --> 00:46:07,498 No, Eddie. 730 00:46:08,691 --> 00:46:10,351 No, I'm not okay. 731 00:47:10,022 --> 00:47:11,287 Who did this? 732 00:47:12,444 --> 00:47:14,106 Did I do this? 733 00:47:15,450 --> 00:47:16,984 We have to keep walking. 734 00:47:47,597 --> 00:47:49,267 Sarah. 735 00:47:51,354 --> 00:47:52,895 Sarah! 736 00:47:54,068 --> 00:47:55,481 Hey! 737 00:47:57,784 --> 00:47:58,818 Stop! 738 00:48:00,915 --> 00:48:02,071 Sarah! 739 00:48:06,103 --> 00:48:07,676 Try and call her. 740 00:48:08,472 --> 00:48:09,537 Sarah! 741 00:48:11,520 --> 00:48:12,765 Sarah! 742 00:48:14,192 --> 00:48:15,876 Sarah! 743 00:48:38,406 --> 00:48:39,625 Hey. 744 00:48:45,297 --> 00:48:46,699 Where are you coming from? 745 00:48:47,258 --> 00:48:48,659 Long night. 746 00:48:50,703 --> 00:48:52,309 Apparently. 747 00:48:54,856 --> 00:48:57,861 So I have decided to let Cal 748 00:48:57,862 --> 00:49:01,605 live off campus and speak for The Movement. 749 00:49:02,162 --> 00:49:04,108 But there will be a higher price. 750 00:49:04,710 --> 00:49:06,253 At least you've learned not to ask 751 00:49:06,254 --> 00:49:07,945 for my opinion first. 752 00:49:09,413 --> 00:49:11,098 He has nothing to do with me. 753 00:49:23,371 --> 00:49:25,446 I took the medicine last night. 754 00:49:27,929 --> 00:49:29,123 You were there. 755 00:49:31,597 --> 00:49:34,642 I was on one path, 756 00:49:34,643 --> 00:49:36,682 and you were on a different one, 757 00:49:38,433 --> 00:49:40,561 heading in a different direction. 758 00:49:42,576 --> 00:49:43,898 You weren't lost. 759 00:49:45,366 --> 00:49:47,026 But you weren't coming back. 760 00:49:48,672 --> 00:49:51,197 I tried calling out to you and... 761 00:49:52,555 --> 00:49:53,908 nothing. 762 00:49:57,440 --> 00:50:00,546 Is there something you wanna talk about? 763 00:50:03,243 --> 00:50:05,287 Is there something you wanna talk about? 764 00:50:05,288 --> 00:50:06,946 Where were you going? 765 00:50:08,421 --> 00:50:10,282 Where did that path lead? 766 00:50:11,858 --> 00:50:13,116 Sarah. 767 00:50:15,391 --> 00:50:18,271 - Where are you going? - I can't. 768 00:50:18,272 --> 00:50:20,392 - Tell me. - I don't... 769 00:50:21,822 --> 00:50:23,240 Let go of me. 770 00:50:23,241 --> 00:50:24,480 Sarah. 771 00:50:25,162 --> 00:50:26,482 You just stop? 772 00:50:27,667 --> 00:50:29,944 Just answer me. Where are you going? 773 00:50:31,302 --> 00:50:32,530 And why? 774 00:50:35,390 --> 00:50:36,534 Sarah. 775 00:50:54,930 --> 00:50:56,996 We don't use the white rooms anymore. 776 00:50:58,479 --> 00:51:00,499 Well, I'm reinstituting them. 777 00:51:01,818 --> 00:51:03,304 You're punishing me? 778 00:51:03,305 --> 00:51:05,104 This is not a punishment. 779 00:51:05,713 --> 00:51:07,814 This is an intervention. 780 00:51:07,815 --> 00:51:10,084 I can't be in here. What about my kids? 781 00:51:10,085 --> 00:51:12,422 That is what the community is for. 782 00:51:12,423 --> 00:51:14,969 To take care of things while you get the time 783 00:51:14,970 --> 00:51:17,575 to deal with the things that you need to deal with. 784 00:51:17,992 --> 00:51:20,369 Before walking away from a marriage, 785 00:51:21,312 --> 00:51:24,596 you need to think long and hard 786 00:51:25,240 --> 00:51:26,667 and silently. 787 00:51:27,662 --> 00:51:30,458 You need to fast and struggle. 788 00:51:30,459 --> 00:51:34,299 You need to rip your fucking hair out. 789 00:51:34,300 --> 00:51:36,303 And then you decide 790 00:51:36,304 --> 00:51:39,780 if you really want to walk. 791 00:51:40,467 --> 00:51:42,558 Because once it's over, 792 00:51:44,153 --> 00:51:45,822 it's over. 793 00:52:06,604 --> 00:52:08,270 Did you get the dumplings? 794 00:52:09,203 --> 00:52:11,086 You are the best. 795 00:52:14,923 --> 00:52:18,886 Did you know that my father preyed on little boys? 796 00:52:19,933 --> 00:52:21,560 I didn't know that. 797 00:52:21,561 --> 00:52:23,557 That is very sad. 798 00:52:24,734 --> 00:52:27,447 I tried to help him with his urges, 799 00:52:27,448 --> 00:52:29,563 but he didn't tell me what they were. 800 00:52:29,953 --> 00:52:31,514 How did you find out about this? 801 00:52:31,515 --> 00:52:33,608 Cal. Cal Roberts. 802 00:52:33,609 --> 00:52:34,696 I know who he is. 803 00:52:34,697 --> 00:52:36,656 Yeah. Steve abused him. 804 00:52:38,659 --> 00:52:40,032 Does Eddie know? 805 00:52:40,641 --> 00:52:41,659 No. 806 00:52:42,144 --> 00:52:44,898 Cal blackmailed me. 807 00:52:44,899 --> 00:52:47,946 He wants a bigger audience. 808 00:52:47,947 --> 00:52:50,033 I help Eddie accept him into the fold 809 00:52:50,034 --> 00:52:52,419 and he doesn't say a word. 810 00:52:53,792 --> 00:52:55,839 Everything works out in your favor. 811 00:52:56,757 --> 00:52:58,250 In our favor. 812 00:52:59,052 --> 00:53:00,668 Our favor. 813 00:53:01,808 --> 00:53:03,072 Okay. 814 00:53:07,027 --> 00:53:09,113 - Mom... - No. 815 00:53:09,114 --> 00:53:10,492 - Mom... Mom... - Vera. 816 00:53:10,493 --> 00:53:13,148 I want to be normal. 817 00:53:13,749 --> 00:53:16,442 Okay? I just want to be a normal person 818 00:53:16,443 --> 00:53:18,298 I want to be the Secular Liaison 819 00:53:18,299 --> 00:53:19,570 for the Meyerist Movement. 820 00:53:19,571 --> 00:53:22,181 And I want to be ignorant of the signs and the end. 821 00:53:22,182 --> 00:53:25,229 I don't want to know these horrible things that happen 822 00:53:25,230 --> 00:53:27,484 - and that will happen. - Nobody wants to. 823 00:53:27,485 --> 00:53:30,030 We live in the world where horrible things happen, 824 00:53:30,031 --> 00:53:31,700 and we just do our best to be good. 825 00:53:31,701 --> 00:53:34,038 Eddie is good. I'm lying to him 826 00:53:34,039 --> 00:53:36,502 and I don't feel good about that. 827 00:53:36,503 --> 00:53:37,673 He is good. 828 00:53:38,339 --> 00:53:41,595 And that is why our work is so important. 829 00:53:41,596 --> 00:53:44,392 Eddie can spread The Light that I encountered 830 00:53:44,393 --> 00:53:45,998 when I was a young girl. 831 00:53:46,665 --> 00:53:50,488 And that was a light that was so... so beautiful. 832 00:53:50,489 --> 00:53:53,839 And you... you're helping him to do that. 833 00:53:54,539 --> 00:53:57,384 So wash your hands, eat something. 834 00:53:58,010 --> 00:54:00,007 Things will look different in the morning. 835 00:54:37,541 --> 00:54:39,401 You will fail. 836 00:54:40,923 --> 00:54:43,849 And others will fail you. 837 00:54:45,121 --> 00:54:49,898 Because that is what humans do to each other. 838 00:54:49,899 --> 00:54:51,455 But through it all, 839 00:54:53,436 --> 00:54:55,584 you will have a father. 840 00:54:56,304 --> 00:54:58,504 A real father. 841 00:54:59,460 --> 00:55:01,487 Who will never fail you. 842 00:55:02,842 --> 00:55:05,469 And whom you can never fail. 843 00:55:06,390 --> 00:55:09,610 I am your spiritual father, 844 00:55:10,524 --> 00:55:14,812 Forest Roberts, always and forever. 845 00:55:16,243 --> 00:55:18,009 I am yours 846 00:55:19,260 --> 00:55:22,464 and you are mine. 847 00:55:24,472 --> 00:55:30,473 Sync and corrections by btsix www.addic7ed.com 59906

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