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I'm Masha.
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Supposedly,
she completely changes people,
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you know. That's why I'm going,
to be transformed.
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Good luck with that.
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You're a drug addict, Tony.
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There's many places
you could go, but you came here.
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It's my brother, Zach.
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He-- He stopped living three years ago.
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I'm angry.
- At me.
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For being so constantly upbeat.
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That was interesting.
- Could you just be open, please?
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It's not published yet.
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Maybe the guy
got a leaked copy or something.
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What did it say?
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He didn't like it very much.
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Mom!
Honey!
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I mean, is Masha crazy
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or is she the real deal?
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You're right, Delilah, this is
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a particularly volatile group.
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Let's start the Protocol.
The new Protocol.
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I've made the decision.
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This is exciting.
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♪ This Strange Effect playing ♪
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♪ You've got this strange effect on me ♪
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♪ And I like it ♪
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♪ You've got this strange effect on me ♪
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♪ And I like it ♪
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♪ You make my world seem right ♪
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♪ You make my darkness bright, oh, yes ♪
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♪ You've got this strange effect on me ♪
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♪ And I like it ♪
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♪ And I like it ♪
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♪ And I like it ♪
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♪ Only you ♪
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♪ Can make all this world seem right ♪
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♪ Only you ♪
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♪ Can make the darkness bright ♪
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♪ Only you and you alone ♪
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Today we give ourselves to the Earth.
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♪ And fill my heart with... ♪
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What?
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I thought I heard a scream.
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Oh.
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I wouldn't know.
- Sorry.
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♪ lively music playing ♪
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You're not hard.
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I mean,
you're not really wet.
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I am wet.
Not really.
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I think I'd be the first to know.
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Hmm. Maybe our frame
of reference is just different.
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Our frame of reference is different?
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I mean, my wet might not be your wet.
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What?
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Fuck me.
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Morning.
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Hey, honey.
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Brushing with a lot
of vigor today. Even for you.
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It's my Masha day.
- What?
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It's my Masha day.
My, uh, my one-on-one.
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Fabulous.
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Why fabulous?
Do you even know what to expect?
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Hmm. No. No idea.
It's like jumping in a river.
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You just see where it takes you.
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Rivers just take you downstream
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from wherever you are.
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I guess that's the point.
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What can I do?
- Nothing, it's okay.
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Like you say, we-- we ride it out.
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Hmm.
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Hey, baby. Hmm.
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Richie, you're sad.
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What is it? What is it?
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We gotta clean your teeth.
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Something wrong?
Oh, you scared me.
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Yao mentioned that you've been
getting threats.
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Is that another one?
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I'm not worried.
I'm not.
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Think it's Connelly, maybe? His family?
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It makes sense, right?
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What? I won. No negligence.
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Well, that doesn't mean
they're over it.
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I mean, who else could it be?
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It could be... a stalker.
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It could be a competitor,
it could be my ex-husband,
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it could be-- it could be.
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I mean, I wish I could narrow the field.
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I don't think they're ready.
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I really, really don't.
- Oh...
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Delilah, can you trust me on this?
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Sometimes I feel trust
is still an issue with you, hmm?
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Hmm. Yes. Take it.
- Thank you.
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Come on. Don't worry so much.
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All right. Morning, Zoe.
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Morning.
- Morning, Carmel.
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Welcome, everybody.
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Everyone, welcome to day three.
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Good morning, Yao.
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I don't know where
Masha sourced that mattress,
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but oh, my God,
it is perfection.
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Heather, how are you feeling today?
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Oh, good. Slept amazingly actually.
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How about you, sweetheart?
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Yeah, good.
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Mm. This is good.
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Oh, my goodness, delicious.
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It's the big yum-yum, is what this is.
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It's his Masha day.
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Oh. It's scary,
but like in a good way.
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Does that make sense?
- I've got a splitting headache.
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Okay, uh, morning schedule.
We have meditation
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after breakfast, then we begin our fast.
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I don't have my smoothie.
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There you go.
Great.
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Oh, look at the special plate.
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Yeah, that's real fucking cute.
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Why do you get that?
I couldn't even get an Advil.
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Some of us have real medical conditions.
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I have an actual bad back.
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Which your little Heimlich didn't help.
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You loved it.
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Sorry to be a nosy-posy...
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...but what am I missing?
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Um, he tried to kill me
with a grape yesterday.
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Ooh, can I get some grapes?
Actually, I'm kinda having
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a little blood sugar issue.
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We do need you all
to take the fast seriously.
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Is that no?
- I'm taking it very seriously.
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When do we eat again?
Dinner. 7:00 pm.
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Oh, scheisse.
- 7:00? That's-- that's 11 hours from now.
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We will be outside all day,
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so if you feel you must eat,
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anything you can forage
on the property is allowed.
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Hmm.
- Today is about connecting
with Mother Earth.
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Living off the land.
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Um, can I ask?
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Oh, doesn't matter. It's fine.
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Go ahead.
Please.
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Excellent. Well.
When, uh, I feel stress
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and tension, it, uh,
typically helps me if,
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uh, I talk about it.
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And I was wondering
whether that was okay.
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You know, within the group.
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Of course.
- Absolutely.
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Excellent.
Um... I'm feeling tension
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between Jessica and Ben.
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What's going on?
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It's probably more what's not going on.
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I'm so sorry. I don't know why
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I said that out loud.
What do you mean by that?
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"What's not going on"?
- I-- I didn't mean anything by it.
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I didn't mean to say it.
- What'd you tell her about us?
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I didn't say anything.
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She just must be really intuitive.
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Listen, you're with friends here.
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You would feel much better
if you just talked it out.
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Hey, talk this out, bro.
You're a real dick.
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Delilah, I would like
to report Ben to HR.
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Who do I speak to about that?
Lars.
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You need to stop being antagonistic.
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Well, good luck with that.
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Excuse me?
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Excuse you? You remember?
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That's what you said when we met
at the General Store.
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I told you I was coming here
to be transformed...
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...and you said, "Good luck with that."
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Wow, you really have
given that a lot of thought.
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Seriously, babe, get yourself a vibrator,
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let off some steam.
- Really?
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Okay, okay.
Back to the schedule, please.
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We have meditation from 9:00 to 10:00.
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Potato sack race at 10:15.
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Napoleon, you have Masha at 11:00.
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Wait. Did you just say potato sack race?
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Yes, I did.
Exercise combined with laughter
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is proven to reduce stress and anxiety,
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which it seems we could use.
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Sensational!
Potato sack race,
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I'm not doing it.
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Tony, you can be excused
because of your knee.
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Right.
And, um, Frances,
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if your back is bothering you...
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It really is.
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No problem. But I can tell you
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it's one of our most popular activities.
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We've never had a guest
who regretted participating.
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Count the Marconis in.
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Uh-oh, I wanna be on the Marconi team.
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Yeah, and Carmel.
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There you go.
- Bet you guys are from
a long line of potato-sackers.
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Oh, you bet. I got--
I got moves like Tigger.
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Look at this!
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You could be in the Olympics.
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No. Sit down.
You're gonna hit the ceiling!
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Is it individual bags,
or do we get to jump in the sack
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with somebody else?
'Cause if we do...
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I choose Jessica.
I'm gay, but I still choose Jessica.
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Aw, that is so sweet of you to say.
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Look at those claws.
My God, they're fierce.
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Anyway, so long as it's not Carmel
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because you terrify me.
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Shut up!
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Masha?
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Yes.
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There's been an incident.
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Carmel attacked Lars.
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Physically attacked him?
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She lunged for his throat,
but we handled it.
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He's with Yao now.
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Well, she has anger issues.
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It's better that it comes out this way.
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Than what other way?
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Oh, come on.
You're having a day, aren't you?
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Aren't you?
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Well, apropos
of our conversation earlier,
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I do think we should proceed
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with a little bit of caution, no?
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Duly noted.
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It's good
that we challenge each other.
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It only makes us better, right?
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All about self-improvement.
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Glory's taking Carmel to the arboretum.
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I've examined Lars, he's fine.
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See, everything's fine.
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No need to worry, but Delilah is tight.
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I think you've been
neglecting her, Yao. Hmm?
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You've got a good one here.
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I hope you appreciate her.
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Do you?
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I-- I do.
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Hmm. Really good.
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I love my team.
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You want to ring the bell?
Come on, lovebirds, move it.
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Fuck.
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Fuck.
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Hey.
- Yeah.
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Are you okay?
You look-- you look pasty.
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Yeah, I'm fine.
Just, you know, meditation.
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Being alone with my own thoughts.
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Yeah. I know that.
Hey, um, listen, do you mind
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not saying anything to the others
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about my little internet scam-dom thing
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'cause it's just...
well, it's humiliating.
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What did you tell me for?
- I don't know.
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I guess for some reason I didn't
think you were gonna judge me.
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Yeah. Your secret's safe with me.
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Thanks.
- All right. Let's go meditate.
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The sunlight rains down upon you...
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a strobing swath of gold.
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Filling you up...
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from your head, to your toes...
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with gratitude...
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and joy.
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For another day, another chance.
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I'm right here, Tony...
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...sharing it with you.
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Oh, thank you.
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Oh.
- Ah, fancy meeting you here.
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Are you doing this?
Are you sure that's a good idea?
260
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Yeah, I can't resist the competition.
261
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What's your excuse?
262
00:16:01,086 --> 00:16:02,546
Are you sure you're okay to do this?
263
00:16:02,546 --> 00:16:05,340
Oh.
That's-- That is cute.
264
00:16:05,340 --> 00:16:08,343
I'm not participating,
I'm here socially. Good luck.
265
00:16:09,094 --> 00:16:10,262
Okay, let's split up.
266
00:16:10,262 --> 00:16:12,306
The Marconis...
Yes!
267
00:16:12,306 --> 00:16:14,349
...and Carmel. Versus...
- Whoo!
268
00:16:14,349 --> 00:16:16,560
...Ben, Jessica, Lars, and Tony.
269
00:16:16,560 --> 00:16:19,146
We are gonna look
so ridiculous in these things.
270
00:16:19,146 --> 00:16:22,733
You? Never.
271
00:16:22,733 --> 00:16:23,984
Okay, this way, ladies.
272
00:16:23,984 --> 00:16:26,528
Oh, you're gonna do this with your knee?
273
00:16:26,528 --> 00:16:27,779
You shit talking me, Karen?
274
00:16:27,779 --> 00:16:30,449
Can you cope?
- Heather. Her name's Heather.
275
00:16:30,449 --> 00:16:31,867
He knows that. He's joking.
276
00:16:31,867 --> 00:16:33,619
Okay, we want everyone to be safe.
277
00:16:33,619 --> 00:16:35,495
So let's not get crazy.
278
00:16:35,495 --> 00:16:38,081
Remember the goal is fun,
laughter, and play.
279
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The positive benefits
of which have been documented
280
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at the Mayo Clinic, FYI.
281
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Whoo! There you go!
282
00:16:43,420 --> 00:16:44,880
I'm rooting for all of you!
283
00:16:44,880 --> 00:16:46,215
Yeah, we're gonna crush this.
Go get them!
284
00:16:46,215 --> 00:16:47,424
Our team's more fit!
285
00:16:47,424 --> 00:16:49,051
Whoo!
The Marconis
286
00:16:49,051 --> 00:16:50,385
will not be beaten.
287
00:16:50,385 --> 00:16:52,804
I've got a heart murmur. Is that okay?
288
00:16:52,804 --> 00:16:56,642
All right. Ready... and, go!
♪ upbeat music playing ♪
289
00:17:22,918 --> 00:17:27,297
♪ music continues playing ♪
290
00:17:30,551 --> 00:17:34,179
I got it! I got it! I got it!
Come on! Come on!
291
00:17:34,179 --> 00:17:36,223
I got it! I got it!
292
00:17:36,223 --> 00:17:38,100
Yes! I got--
293
00:17:38,100 --> 00:17:40,102
I got it! I got it!
294
00:17:42,062 --> 00:17:43,355
I got it!
295
00:17:47,401 --> 00:17:48,777
What?
296
00:18:01,957 --> 00:18:05,627
Yeah! I won! I-- we won!
297
00:18:05,627 --> 00:18:08,422
We won! We won! We won!
298
00:18:08,422 --> 00:18:12,217
That's illegal.
That's illegal. That's illegal.
299
00:18:12,217 --> 00:18:14,511
That wasn't-- She wasn't--
She wasn't jumping.
300
00:18:14,511 --> 00:18:15,929
Everyone calm down.
301
00:18:15,929 --> 00:18:17,764
Calm down. Calm down.
I could've done the--
302
00:18:17,764 --> 00:18:19,516
Breathe.
- Excuse me. But there's no rule
303
00:18:19,516 --> 00:18:21,185
that says I have to jump.
- That's right.
304
00:18:21,185 --> 00:18:23,478
No, no. That is a first, but...
305
00:18:24,438 --> 00:18:25,439
it's legal. Yeah.
306
00:18:25,439 --> 00:18:26,690
Strategy.
307
00:18:26,690 --> 00:18:28,025
How did you even learn to do that?
308
00:18:28,025 --> 00:18:29,693
I used to be a cheerleader.
309
00:18:30,527 --> 00:18:31,945
Gee!
Okay, okay!
310
00:18:31,945 --> 00:18:35,199
Congratulations to the winners.
Namaste to the losers.
311
00:18:35,199 --> 00:18:37,326
Yeah, okay.
We have 40 minutes of free time,
312
00:18:37,326 --> 00:18:38,744
then it is out
to the wilderness.
313
00:18:38,744 --> 00:18:41,496
Lunch is out there
if you can find it. Dinner, too.
314
00:18:41,496 --> 00:18:43,165
Why dinner?
Uh, smoothies at 7:00 pm,
315
00:18:43,165 --> 00:18:45,042
but anything beyond that--
- You can't--
316
00:18:45,042 --> 00:18:46,251
you can't just starve us.
317
00:18:46,251 --> 00:18:48,045
Oh, there's a lot of fruit trees. Nuts.
318
00:18:48,045 --> 00:18:49,963
There's even an avocado tree
out there somewhere.
319
00:18:49,963 --> 00:18:52,007
And a river.
- I can't eat a river.
320
00:18:52,007 --> 00:18:53,133
Do we at least get a fishing pole?
321
00:18:53,133 --> 00:18:55,511
Uh, living off the land, Ben.
So...
322
00:18:55,511 --> 00:18:56,929
That doesn't count?
323
00:18:57,638 --> 00:18:59,264
Forty minutes, everyone!
324
00:18:59,264 --> 00:19:00,933
Don't forget your sunscreen. Okay!
325
00:19:00,933 --> 00:19:02,935
Okay. All right.
- Can't eat sunscreen either.
326
00:19:48,188 --> 00:19:49,606
Please come in.
327
00:19:51,483 --> 00:19:53,819
Napoleon.
328
00:19:54,820 --> 00:19:56,864
Welcome, how are you today?
- Thank you.
329
00:19:56,864 --> 00:20:00,075
Oh, fantastic. I mean, still smarting
330
00:20:00,075 --> 00:20:01,952
from a devastating potato sack defeat,
331
00:20:01,952 --> 00:20:04,162
but other than that--
- Wonderful.
332
00:20:04,162 --> 00:20:06,373
You know, I,
uh, I wanted to let you know
333
00:20:06,373 --> 00:20:09,001
we're so grateful to be here
despite how it may have...
334
00:20:10,210 --> 00:20:12,421
seemed at the beginning.
Heather was, um...
335
00:20:13,922 --> 00:20:15,174
She couldn't believe it
336
00:20:15,174 --> 00:20:17,301
when you reduced
your rate for us. Very generous.
337
00:20:18,760 --> 00:20:19,803
How is Heather?
338
00:20:19,803 --> 00:20:21,513
Oh, she's good. Thank you.
339
00:20:21,513 --> 00:20:24,099
Please, um, sit down.
340
00:20:26,351 --> 00:20:28,061
So she's better?
341
00:20:28,061 --> 00:20:31,732
She was quite on the precipice
the other day, I understand.
342
00:20:31,732 --> 00:20:34,067
Oh, she would never--
She was just, uh...
343
00:20:36,612 --> 00:20:39,323
Admiring the view.
- Yeah.
344
00:20:40,699 --> 00:20:42,492
Yeah, she would never.
345
00:20:42,492 --> 00:20:46,121
She would never.
346
00:20:49,791 --> 00:20:51,084
Wanna start again?
347
00:20:54,379 --> 00:20:57,132
How is your wife? How is Heather?
348
00:21:02,346 --> 00:21:03,931
Heather is broken.
349
00:21:05,891 --> 00:21:09,186
Our son took his life.
And Heather, uh...
350
00:21:10,604 --> 00:21:12,189
she's broken.
Mm-hmm.
351
00:21:13,982 --> 00:21:16,568
What about you?
- I'm fine.
352
00:21:18,904 --> 00:21:22,407
I mean, I-- Obviously,
I was grief-stricken
353
00:21:22,407 --> 00:21:24,243
for some time and, uh...
354
00:21:26,578 --> 00:21:27,829
But these things happen.
355
00:21:28,956 --> 00:21:31,041
These things happen?
- Yes. They do.
356
00:21:32,960 --> 00:21:37,214
Uh, suicide is the leading cause
of death in America,
357
00:21:37,214 --> 00:21:38,590
especially for young people.
358
00:21:40,551 --> 00:21:43,804
I spent about a month crying
"Why me?" on my pillow.
359
00:21:43,804 --> 00:21:46,515
But when you look at the statistics,
360
00:21:46,515 --> 00:21:48,809
the better query might be, "Why not me?"
361
00:21:48,809 --> 00:21:49,935
It's all around us.
362
00:21:52,187 --> 00:21:53,647
So you're not broken.
363
00:21:57,651 --> 00:21:59,862
I-- I still hurt, of course, but...
364
00:22:05,200 --> 00:22:06,869
and the irony...
365
00:22:06,869 --> 00:22:08,078
The irony?
366
00:22:09,162 --> 00:22:10,706
Napoleon, what irony?
367
00:22:13,959 --> 00:22:16,044
"It matters not how straight the gate,
368
00:22:16,044 --> 00:22:19,590
I am the master of my fate.
I am the captain of my soul."
369
00:22:21,008 --> 00:22:25,012
"Out of the night carries me,
black as the Pit
370
00:22:25,012 --> 00:22:26,221
from pole to pole."
371
00:22:26,221 --> 00:22:27,764
Invictus.
372
00:22:28,640 --> 00:22:32,102
Yeah. Yeah. You get a gold star.
373
00:22:33,270 --> 00:22:35,731
I teach high school. Which you know.
374
00:22:36,648 --> 00:22:39,193
And, uh, anyway, that's what I preach
375
00:22:39,193 --> 00:22:40,986
to all my students,
that they are the masters
376
00:22:40,986 --> 00:22:42,196
of their own fates.
377
00:22:43,989 --> 00:22:46,617
And Zach chose to be
the master of his fate,
378
00:22:47,784 --> 00:22:51,079
in his way.
So, you know. Irony.
379
00:22:51,079 --> 00:22:52,206
I am so sorry.
380
00:22:53,498 --> 00:22:56,001
I am so sorry for your loss, Napoleon.
381
00:22:56,001 --> 00:22:58,962
Thank you. It's, uh, it's difficult.
382
00:23:00,839 --> 00:23:02,758
But I am not broken.
383
00:23:05,260 --> 00:23:08,013
We carry on because we must, right?
384
00:23:08,013 --> 00:23:10,557
What's the alternative?
- Exactly.
385
00:23:10,557 --> 00:23:12,476
I'd like to try something,
if you're open to it?
386
00:23:12,476 --> 00:23:14,311
Of course I'm open, that's why I'm here.
387
00:23:14,311 --> 00:23:16,396
Lovely.
388
00:23:17,523 --> 00:23:20,776
Good. Well, um, close your eyes...
389
00:23:26,073 --> 00:23:27,032
breathe...
390
00:23:28,116 --> 00:23:31,703
...picture your son Zach.
391
00:23:31,703 --> 00:23:35,415
Sorry.
392
00:23:35,415 --> 00:23:37,251
That-- not-- not right now.
Okay. Okay. No.
393
00:23:37,251 --> 00:23:39,127
No. Mm-hmm.
Of course not. I understand.
394
00:23:39,127 --> 00:23:41,588
Just picture anything--
anything at all.
395
00:23:41,588 --> 00:23:43,423
Hmm.
- Close your eyes.
396
00:23:43,423 --> 00:23:46,218
I... I really don't want
to be late for the foraging.
397
00:23:46,218 --> 00:23:48,679
I'm-- I'm told there's
a limited amount of avocados.
398
00:23:48,679 --> 00:23:50,264
Napoleon, please.
- ...and the idea of missing out
399
00:23:50,264 --> 00:23:52,641
on the guac is, uh...
Please, would you do it?
400
00:23:52,641 --> 00:23:55,143
Picture anything at all. I don't care.
401
00:23:55,143 --> 00:23:57,437
I mean, a cup of coffee.
Whatever you want--
402
00:23:57,437 --> 00:23:59,982
A spaceship. Your wife's smile.
Anything at all.
403
00:23:59,982 --> 00:24:02,818
Then you can leave, I promise.
Just close your eyes.
404
00:24:03,652 --> 00:24:04,736
Yeah.
Close them.
405
00:24:04,736 --> 00:24:07,197
Yes, that's it. Now...
406
00:24:08,991 --> 00:24:10,033
anything you want.
407
00:24:26,925 --> 00:24:29,011
There it is. What did you see?
408
00:24:32,097 --> 00:24:33,307
I saw myself.
409
00:24:35,392 --> 00:24:37,186
Eating a delicious avocado.
410
00:24:42,858 --> 00:24:45,110
The future.
- Yeah.
411
00:24:46,904 --> 00:24:49,823
May-- may I go, Masha? Please?
412
00:24:49,823 --> 00:24:53,368
You may. Carry on, Napoleon.
413
00:24:54,244 --> 00:24:57,080
Right-o.
414
00:25:25,067 --> 00:25:28,111
What about these mushrooms?
Are they poisonous?
415
00:25:28,111 --> 00:25:30,155
Uh, some are. Uh, some aren't.
416
00:25:30,155 --> 00:25:31,740
Some-- Helpful!
417
00:25:31,740 --> 00:25:33,200
I suggest we stick to the berries,
418
00:25:33,200 --> 00:25:34,743
the-- the leafy greens.
419
00:25:34,743 --> 00:25:36,119
It's not just about finding food.
420
00:25:36,119 --> 00:25:37,871
It's about connecting to the Earth.
421
00:25:37,871 --> 00:25:39,623
Really feeling the Earth.
422
00:25:39,623 --> 00:25:40,916
Yeah. As long as I don't connect
423
00:25:40,916 --> 00:25:43,168
to any poison ivy, I'm allergic.
424
00:25:43,168 --> 00:25:44,294
Yao, a moment.
425
00:25:44,294 --> 00:25:45,546
Yes.
- I'm not really feeling
426
00:25:45,546 --> 00:25:47,214
the effects of my breakfast this morning,
427
00:25:47,214 --> 00:25:48,257
you know what I mean?
428
00:25:48,924 --> 00:25:50,050
No, I don't.
429
00:25:50,968 --> 00:25:53,554
My medication. You guys cutting back?
430
00:25:53,554 --> 00:25:56,181
Tony, you-- you picked up the pill
and swallowed it.
431
00:25:56,181 --> 00:25:58,517
Uh-huh. Yeah, well listen,
I'm-- I'm not feeling
432
00:25:58,517 --> 00:26:00,561
so great, okay? And when I feel like shit,
433
00:26:00,561 --> 00:26:02,729
I don't play well with others. You got me?
434
00:26:02,729 --> 00:26:03,897
Understood.
435
00:26:10,070 --> 00:26:11,697
What are you staring at?
436
00:26:11,697 --> 00:26:13,365
I know who you are.
- Oh, yeah?
437
00:26:13,365 --> 00:26:15,576
You looked familiar,
but I couldn't place your face.
438
00:26:15,576 --> 00:26:18,412
But now I can.
You're Smiley Hogburn, right?
439
00:26:19,246 --> 00:26:21,248
What? Oh, my God.
440
00:26:22,249 --> 00:26:24,084
Ben, you're right, that's Smiley Hogburn.
441
00:26:24,084 --> 00:26:26,253
Holy moly, what happened, man?
442
00:26:27,379 --> 00:26:28,922
I-- I didn't mean that.
443
00:26:28,922 --> 00:26:31,091
Who-- Who's Smiley Hogburn?
444
00:26:31,091 --> 00:26:32,843
He was a star tight end for the Niners.
445
00:26:32,843 --> 00:26:34,928
He was like Gronkowski before Gronkowski.
446
00:26:34,928 --> 00:26:36,471
Gronkowski.
I was better than Gronkowski.
447
00:26:36,471 --> 00:26:37,931
Yo, you know you could've
been a Hall of Famer
448
00:26:37,931 --> 00:26:38,974
if you wouldn't have shattered your knee.
449
00:26:38,974 --> 00:26:40,767
I knew you were famous. I knew it.
450
00:26:40,767 --> 00:26:42,352
And you know how I recognized you?
451
00:26:42,352 --> 00:26:44,688
When we won the potato sack race
and you did that little dance.
452
00:26:44,688 --> 00:26:46,023
That was your touchdown jig, right?
453
00:26:46,857 --> 00:26:48,358
Yo, you was my dad's favorite player.
454
00:26:48,358 --> 00:26:50,235
Well, you was his favorite white player.
455
00:26:50,235 --> 00:26:51,737
Well, you was probably
his second favorite white player
456
00:26:51,737 --> 00:26:53,989
'cause he loved Brett Favre,
but you was top three for sure.
457
00:26:54,781 --> 00:26:56,325
Damn, I'm talking to Smiley Hogburn.
458
00:26:56,325 --> 00:26:57,701
No, you're not.
459
00:26:57,701 --> 00:26:59,745
There's no Smiley Hogburn
anymore, okay? It's just Tony.
460
00:27:00,954 --> 00:27:02,247
You got me? Tony!
461
00:27:04,041 --> 00:27:05,626
And Tony needs his fucking medicine.
462
00:27:07,878 --> 00:27:10,881
So, uh, are there any snakes?
463
00:27:10,881 --> 00:27:13,926
There are 33 species
of snakes in this region.
464
00:27:13,926 --> 00:27:16,637
I'm not gonna have to,
like, bite the head off one
465
00:27:16,637 --> 00:27:18,055
to prove myself, am I?
466
00:27:18,055 --> 00:27:19,139
Jessica.
Hmm?
467
00:27:20,015 --> 00:27:22,684
You shouldn't ever do anything
that makes you feel uncomfortable.
468
00:27:22,684 --> 00:27:24,645
That goes for anywhere, here included.
469
00:27:26,063 --> 00:27:28,273
Maybe especially here. Okay?
470
00:27:31,902 --> 00:27:33,111
What did that mean?
471
00:27:33,111 --> 00:27:34,655
That sounded like it had meaning.
472
00:27:36,031 --> 00:27:38,825
♪ Michicant by Bon Iver playing ♪
473
00:27:40,035 --> 00:27:43,163
♪ Melic in the naked
Knew a lake ♪
474
00:27:43,163 --> 00:27:45,541
♪ And drew the lofts
For the page ♪
475
00:27:49,795 --> 00:27:51,880
♪ Hurdle all the waitings up ♪
476
00:27:51,880 --> 00:27:55,592
♪ Know it wasn't wedded love
Why? ♪
477
00:27:59,304 --> 00:28:01,890
♪ Honey, it wasn't yet
The spring ♪
478
00:28:04,601 --> 00:28:06,103
That's a pretty song.
479
00:28:09,147 --> 00:28:10,649
My son used to play it.
480
00:28:10,649 --> 00:28:13,277
He could really sing.
481
00:28:14,444 --> 00:28:16,071
I bet.
482
00:28:31,712 --> 00:28:34,673
Oh. What's happening?
483
00:28:34,673 --> 00:28:37,092
Uh, this part
is completely optional.
484
00:28:38,343 --> 00:28:40,512
But I promise, you won't regret it.
485
00:28:46,810 --> 00:28:48,520
♪ Nose up in the globes ♪
486
00:28:48,520 --> 00:28:51,899
♪ You never know
If you are passing out ♪
487
00:28:56,445 --> 00:28:57,696
♪ No it wasn't... ♪
488
00:28:57,696 --> 00:29:01,241
Oh, Mom. You're naked. Okay.
489
00:29:01,241 --> 00:29:03,535
It's beautiful!
490
00:29:05,329 --> 00:29:08,081
Here you go.
Oh, you girls are wild!
491
00:29:24,515 --> 00:29:26,391
'Gram-tastic.
492
00:29:26,391 --> 00:29:27,935
What? Huh?
493
00:29:27,935 --> 00:29:31,438
Instagram. It's not real
if you can't post it, right?
494
00:29:33,815 --> 00:29:35,609
You strike me as more of
a Facebook lady.
495
00:29:35,609 --> 00:29:36,985
No, my kids
496
00:29:36,985 --> 00:29:39,655
are like you, tragically...
...addicted.
497
00:29:39,655 --> 00:29:42,032
I'm sure if they saw your page,
they'd worship you.
498
00:29:43,784 --> 00:29:47,913
Uh, I'm really sorry
499
00:29:47,913 --> 00:29:50,541
if I'm, like, misreading you at all.
500
00:29:50,541 --> 00:29:52,376
But on the possibility
that I'm not, you can fuck off.
501
00:29:56,713 --> 00:30:00,175
Mom! J-- just at least t-- turn-- ang--
502
00:30:00,175 --> 00:30:01,927
It's just a body. It's just flesh.
503
00:30:01,927 --> 00:30:03,262
Oh, God!
504
00:30:05,931 --> 00:30:07,266
Frances?
505
00:30:07,266 --> 00:30:11,019
Oh. No. Not a chance.
506
00:30:11,019 --> 00:30:13,564
Between the chemical peels,
the collagen injections,
507
00:30:13,564 --> 00:30:16,275
and all the other things
that I'm not going to admit,
508
00:30:16,275 --> 00:30:18,402
I'm confident I have single-handedly paid
509
00:30:18,402 --> 00:30:20,529
for my esthetician's beach house.
510
00:30:20,529 --> 00:30:23,699
This doesn't ever see the sun.
511
00:30:23,699 --> 00:30:25,033
Okay.
512
00:30:30,747 --> 00:30:33,333
Talk to me like that ever again...
513
00:30:33,333 --> 00:30:34,918
And what? You'll fuck me up?
514
00:30:35,961 --> 00:30:37,754
You think you're the only one
who doesn't like being dismissed?
515
00:30:37,754 --> 00:30:39,131
I haven't been
dismissing you.
516
00:30:39,131 --> 00:30:40,716
Yes, you have.
517
00:30:40,716 --> 00:30:42,551
"Ooh. Gee. Ooh.
518
00:30:42,551 --> 00:30:45,804
Ch-- cheerleader!
Ooh, Instagram." Like, fuck off!
519
00:30:49,683 --> 00:30:52,519
I don't ever think
I, uh, seen one before.
520
00:30:52,519 --> 00:30:54,396
Well, there it is.
521
00:30:54,396 --> 00:30:56,273
What?
- Right there. See it?
522
00:30:56,273 --> 00:30:59,026
I do. Avocado, ahoy!
523
00:31:02,446 --> 00:31:03,822
Man, what the...
524
00:31:06,158 --> 00:31:06,950
One.
525
00:31:06,950 --> 00:31:08,785
Uh. It's still
a little early in the season.
What the fuck?
526
00:31:08,785 --> 00:31:11,330
Are we on some kind of
reality show or something?
527
00:31:11,997 --> 00:31:13,665
All right, what about the,
uh, apple orchard?
528
00:31:13,665 --> 00:31:16,126
Uh, just buds.
But we got some blueberries,
529
00:31:16,126 --> 00:31:18,629
some-- some green ones.
It's a little early for them.
530
00:31:18,629 --> 00:31:20,714
Hey, man.
You said that there was gonna be
food out here.
531
00:31:20,714 --> 00:31:22,508
There is.
We just need to forage.
532
00:31:22,508 --> 00:31:23,717
It's not meant to be easy, Tony.
533
00:31:23,717 --> 00:31:26,553
Clearly not.
534
00:31:27,596 --> 00:31:30,224
-
Give in to the river, ladies.
535
00:31:31,099 --> 00:31:32,392
She knows what she's doing.
536
00:31:33,310 --> 00:31:34,645
Oh, my God, Mom.
537
00:31:35,103 --> 00:31:37,523
The full-frontal situation, really...
538
00:31:37,523 --> 00:31:40,108
-
You used to run around naked
539
00:31:40,108 --> 00:31:42,236
all the time.
- Yeah, when I was five.
540
00:31:42,236 --> 00:31:44,905
I love your body.
541
00:31:44,905 --> 00:31:46,990
Oh, my God. Who are you?
542
00:31:46,990 --> 00:31:48,659
Carmel, can you spin me around?
543
00:31:48,659 --> 00:31:50,536
I wanna see the other side of the river.
544
00:31:50,536 --> 00:31:56,124
Oh.
545
00:31:56,124 --> 00:31:57,709
Oh, it's pretty!
546
00:31:59,545 --> 00:32:03,048
Mm.
Oh, these are actually pretty good.
547
00:32:03,048 --> 00:32:04,800
A lot of fat content in walnuts.
548
00:32:04,800 --> 00:32:07,135
Rich in antioxidants and Omega-3s.
549
00:32:07,135 --> 00:32:10,931
I wanna go back to the lodge.
I need my medication.
550
00:32:10,931 --> 00:32:13,767
When did you start taking oxy?
Was it to deal with the injury?
551
00:32:13,767 --> 00:32:15,102
That would be none of your business.
552
00:32:15,102 --> 00:32:16,937
Come on. You can tell us.
553
00:32:16,937 --> 00:32:19,064
I mean, dipshit here
told us his deep, dark secret.
554
00:32:20,023 --> 00:32:21,024
I did?
555
00:32:21,900 --> 00:32:23,277
Yeah. That you're a dipshit.
556
00:32:25,028 --> 00:32:26,947
Well, the Marconi
family drama has certainly been
557
00:32:26,947 --> 00:32:29,241
on full display. That's for sure.
558
00:32:29,241 --> 00:32:31,451
Yo, you know I saw you shatter
that knee like a hundred times.
559
00:32:33,036 --> 00:32:35,622
Those highlight reels
they always play on ESPN,
560
00:32:35,622 --> 00:32:36,999
the worst sports injuries,
561
00:32:36,999 --> 00:32:38,292
you're right up there with Joe Theismann.
562
00:32:38,292 --> 00:32:39,793
Good times. Let's change the subject.
563
00:32:40,878 --> 00:32:42,421
Let's talk about you, Ben.
564
00:32:43,547 --> 00:32:46,216
Driving a Lamborghini.
What's your story?
565
00:32:47,301 --> 00:32:48,594
I don't have one.
566
00:32:50,012 --> 00:32:52,848
I don't.
- Everybody has a story.
567
00:32:52,848 --> 00:32:55,726
Especially the people
that claim otherwise.
568
00:32:55,726 --> 00:32:58,145
Well, I'm sorry. Never been anything.
569
00:32:59,438 --> 00:33:01,648
Never done anything.
How do you make your money?
570
00:33:03,525 --> 00:33:04,651
I didn't.
571
00:33:05,986 --> 00:33:07,487
I won the lottery.
572
00:33:07,487 --> 00:33:09,364
Whoa. Mm.
573
00:33:09,364 --> 00:33:12,367
Twenty-two million dollars.
- Phew! Wow!
574
00:33:12,367 --> 00:33:13,994
I never did a fucking thing.
575
00:33:15,746 --> 00:33:17,539
I didn't plan on telling y'all that.
576
00:33:17,539 --> 00:33:19,625
Sharing is contagious, Ben.
577
00:33:19,625 --> 00:33:21,835
So, thank you for your honesty.
It's a big step.
578
00:33:21,835 --> 00:33:23,754
Come on, you must've had a job, right?
579
00:33:26,089 --> 00:33:27,716
I drove a catering truck.
580
00:33:29,009 --> 00:33:33,722
I didn't make a lot of money,
but... it had meaning, you know?
581
00:33:33,722 --> 00:33:36,433
Just simple tasks that make
people's day a little better.
582
00:33:36,433 --> 00:33:37,601
Hmm.
583
00:33:38,227 --> 00:33:39,853
Sounds stupid, but it mattered.
584
00:33:41,772 --> 00:33:42,981
And poof.
585
00:33:44,233 --> 00:33:46,985
I won the lottery,
everything else became moot.
586
00:33:48,737 --> 00:33:51,198
No meaning. No matter.
587
00:33:51,198 --> 00:33:54,117
Come on. You've still got Jessica.
588
00:33:54,993 --> 00:33:56,328
At least for the time being.
589
00:33:57,496 --> 00:33:59,456
What the fuck is wrong with you, man?
590
00:33:59,456 --> 00:34:01,458
Why you feel like
you always gotta stir shit up?
591
00:34:03,210 --> 00:34:04,711
I was kidding. Sorry.
592
00:34:04,711 --> 00:34:07,089
You know, the snide is getting old.
593
00:34:07,089 --> 00:34:10,342
Ben had a genuine moment there,
a moment of real honesty.
594
00:34:10,342 --> 00:34:13,470
And you just took a big,
fat shit all over it. Why?
595
00:34:13,470 --> 00:34:16,431
Look, man, I appreciate it,
but I'm not asking anybody
596
00:34:16,431 --> 00:34:17,891
to feel sorry for me.
597
00:34:18,934 --> 00:34:20,435
I won the lottery, right?
598
00:34:20,936 --> 00:34:22,896
I actually feel sorry for Lars.
599
00:34:29,236 --> 00:34:30,445
Okay, can we go now?
600
00:34:30,445 --> 00:34:32,030
This is just the best feeling.
601
00:34:33,282 --> 00:34:34,700
This is the best thing I've ever felt
602
00:34:34,700 --> 00:34:36,910
and I don't know why.
603
00:34:36,910 --> 00:34:39,162
Me, too. But my body keeps...
604
00:34:39,162 --> 00:34:40,706
...wanting to bob up.
605
00:34:40,706 --> 00:34:45,711
I also find that feelings
tend to bubble up in this pool.
606
00:34:47,796 --> 00:34:50,382
Anybody have any feelings to share?
607
00:34:51,300 --> 00:34:53,802
I feel wonderful.
- Me, too.
608
00:34:53,802 --> 00:34:58,223
I feel more like myself,
which I haven't been today.
609
00:34:59,349 --> 00:35:01,351
Would you like to expand
on that, Carmel?
610
00:35:02,519 --> 00:35:05,189
How you haven't been feeling
like yourself?
611
00:35:06,356 --> 00:35:08,483
I've been snapping at people.
612
00:35:09,610 --> 00:35:13,572
And-- Well, Jessica told me to fuck off.
613
00:35:13,572 --> 00:35:16,408
So I suspect that
I did something to her, too.
614
00:35:17,868 --> 00:35:19,286
Did I?
615
00:35:19,286 --> 00:35:21,830
You dismissed me. I told you.
You've been...
616
00:35:23,165 --> 00:35:25,626
you know, judging me. And...
617
00:35:28,045 --> 00:35:30,214
About being a cheerleader, and Instagram.
618
00:35:30,214 --> 00:35:34,927
And you said,
"It's not real if I don't post it."
619
00:35:34,927 --> 00:35:36,428
And that hit a nerve?
620
00:35:40,015 --> 00:35:41,975
Yeah, 'cause it's true.
621
00:35:41,975 --> 00:35:44,061
I check it first thing in the morning
622
00:35:44,061 --> 00:35:46,271
to make sure people think I'm pretty.
623
00:35:48,273 --> 00:35:49,399
It's pathetic.
624
00:35:50,609 --> 00:35:52,569
Do you really not think
that you're pretty?
625
00:35:54,112 --> 00:35:55,614
No.
626
00:35:55,614 --> 00:35:56,740
How?
627
00:35:56,740 --> 00:35:59,368
It's pretty noticeable.
I mean, my eyelids are, like,
628
00:35:59,368 --> 00:36:00,661
drooping, and...
629
00:36:02,162 --> 00:36:03,288
my thighs are too big,
630
00:36:03,288 --> 00:36:04,915
and my stomach isn't flat enough,
631
00:36:04,915 --> 00:36:07,084
my pores are huge, my hips are too big.
632
00:36:07,084 --> 00:36:08,335
My hairline is wrong,
633
00:36:08,335 --> 00:36:09,670
and these freckles won't fuck off
634
00:36:09,670 --> 00:36:11,588
no matter how much I laser
and it's-- You know...
635
00:36:14,007 --> 00:36:15,467
...this is a good day.
636
00:36:16,593 --> 00:36:20,055
Wow, I feel so bad right now
for hating you some.
637
00:36:21,682 --> 00:36:26,520
Well, my husband left me for,
um... a young woman.
638
00:36:26,520 --> 00:36:30,357
So, sometimes when I see
pretty young women, you,
639
00:36:30,357 --> 00:36:34,820
I just want to go... "Pow."
640
00:36:34,820 --> 00:36:37,155
Right in the face.
641
00:36:37,155 --> 00:36:39,199
I mean, I would never do it, honestly.
642
00:36:39,199 --> 00:36:41,743
What? You wanna
punch me in the face?
643
00:36:41,743 --> 00:36:46,123
I'm-- Well, I'm ashamed of it,
but... yes.
644
00:36:46,123 --> 00:36:48,917
Okay.
645
00:36:48,917 --> 00:36:50,794
That's cool.
646
00:36:50,794 --> 00:36:52,880
Frances. What are you thinking?
647
00:36:53,922 --> 00:36:57,384
I was just thinking I wish
I could write this all down.
648
00:36:57,926 --> 00:37:00,888
It's awful. I have five interesting women,
649
00:37:01,513 --> 00:37:03,015
a beautiful setting,
650
00:37:03,015 --> 00:37:06,268
and I'm not the least bit present.
651
00:37:08,353 --> 00:37:10,355
I'm just recording it, you know,
for reference.
652
00:37:10,355 --> 00:37:13,942
You're not... real people to me.
653
00:37:15,485 --> 00:37:17,571
Sorry, I--
Hmm.
654
00:37:17,571 --> 00:37:18,989
It's the sulfur.
655
00:37:18,989 --> 00:37:21,450
I don't know
where that came from.
656
00:37:21,450 --> 00:37:22,534
I have a question.
657
00:37:24,203 --> 00:37:26,955
When was the last time
anybody here had sex?
658
00:37:26,955 --> 00:37:29,625
Mom.
- You don't have to answer.
659
00:37:29,625 --> 00:37:31,585
Have you had sex?
- Stop. Stop!
660
00:37:31,585 --> 00:37:34,254
It's just-- I'm just asking
661
00:37:34,254 --> 00:37:37,341
whether anybody here remembers.
'Cause I remember.
662
00:37:38,300 --> 00:37:40,135
I know exactly the last time I had sex.
663
00:37:40,135 --> 00:37:41,220
It was three years ago.
664
00:37:41,220 --> 00:37:44,097
Oh, don't please. Please.
If I had known
it was gonna be the last time,
665
00:37:44,097 --> 00:37:46,058
I'd have bothered
to remember the details.
666
00:37:46,058 --> 00:37:47,976
Oh, God.
- I suspect it was good,
667
00:37:47,976 --> 00:37:50,062
because your father is a brilliant lover.
668
00:37:50,062 --> 00:37:53,106
As goofy as he is,
he-- he can be all business.
669
00:37:53,106 --> 00:37:56,693
I'm sure it was good.
Because sex is good. Isn't it?
670
00:37:56,693 --> 00:37:57,945
Oh, sure.
671
00:37:57,945 --> 00:38:02,074
It's just not possible
for me... anymore.
672
00:38:04,326 --> 00:38:05,911
It might be for Napoleon.
673
00:38:08,247 --> 00:38:10,874
I-- I think he should have
an affair while we're here.
674
00:38:12,167 --> 00:38:14,002
He could have an affair with you.
675
00:38:14,002 --> 00:38:15,838
And you could write about it after.
676
00:38:19,132 --> 00:38:20,175
Are you okay, Heather?
677
00:38:20,175 --> 00:38:22,803
I-- I'm wonderful.
678
00:38:25,389 --> 00:38:29,017
How could that possibly be?
679
00:38:35,023 --> 00:38:36,149
I'm not feeling well.
680
00:38:37,067 --> 00:38:39,611
Join the club.
It's called malnutrition.
681
00:38:40,571 --> 00:38:42,239
No. No, it's something else.
682
00:38:42,239 --> 00:38:43,448
My head feels funny.
683
00:38:43,448 --> 00:38:45,659
It's 'cause you're starving.
We all are.
684
00:38:45,659 --> 00:38:47,953
I hear ringing.
Does anyone else hear ringing?
685
00:38:47,953 --> 00:38:50,455
I thought you said there was gonna be
food out here to find.
686
00:38:50,455 --> 00:38:53,000
There is.
- Yeah? Well-- well, when the fuck, huh?
687
00:38:53,000 --> 00:38:54,960
I mean, all the fruit is out of season
688
00:38:54,960 --> 00:38:57,379
and all we've had was a--
a couple of walnuts,
689
00:38:57,379 --> 00:38:58,922
which were fucking disgusting.
690
00:38:58,922 --> 00:39:01,175
We had a tiny little smoothie
like nine hours ago.
691
00:39:01,175 --> 00:39:02,259
It's fucking inhumane.
692
00:39:02,259 --> 00:39:03,927
Tony. Just take a breath.
693
00:39:03,927 --> 00:39:05,762
And enough
with the fucking breath, okay?
694
00:39:05,762 --> 00:39:08,599
We can't eat air.
695
00:39:08,599 --> 00:39:10,350
You, you got rations?
696
00:39:10,350 --> 00:39:11,643
Me?
697
00:39:11,643 --> 00:39:13,604
"Me." Yeah, you.
698
00:39:13,604 --> 00:39:15,397
You're the type
to have a secret stash.
- Oh, right.
699
00:39:15,397 --> 00:39:17,524
Yeah, yeah, you're definitely
the type to not share.
700
00:39:18,567 --> 00:39:19,526
Oh.
701
00:39:24,573 --> 00:39:25,824
Hi!
702
00:39:30,829 --> 00:39:32,080
You said the only thing
703
00:39:32,080 --> 00:39:33,707
we're having for dinner tonight
is a smoothie?
704
00:39:36,293 --> 00:39:37,503
Don't be ridiculous.
705
00:39:37,503 --> 00:39:39,296
Well...
706
00:39:39,296 --> 00:39:41,590
...the rules are "whatever
we can forage," right, Yao?
707
00:39:46,803 --> 00:39:48,764
The ethical carnivore.
708
00:39:48,764 --> 00:39:51,058
One must only eat
what one is prepared to kill.
709
00:39:52,559 --> 00:39:54,811
Little protein don't sound so bad.
710
00:39:56,104 --> 00:39:58,106
Have you all gone mad?
- Hey, baby.
711
00:39:58,106 --> 00:39:59,191
You have!
- It's all right.
712
00:39:59,191 --> 00:40:01,735
Maybe after a little sustenance
we'll come to our senses.
713
00:40:01,735 --> 00:40:02,694
Hey, girl.
714
00:40:05,280 --> 00:40:06,365
Scusi.
715
00:40:08,075 --> 00:40:10,911
I'll be back in a second, fellas.
716
00:40:10,911 --> 00:40:12,120
Whoa, whoa, whoa!
717
00:40:12,120 --> 00:40:13,580
Are you kidding me?
- Tony!
718
00:40:13,580 --> 00:40:16,166
Stop him! Jesus!
719
00:40:16,166 --> 00:40:19,294
Tony! Tony!
720
00:40:19,294 --> 00:40:21,630
Come here. Come on!
721
00:40:43,652 --> 00:40:49,241
♪ triumphant music playing ♪
722
00:41:23,108 --> 00:41:25,694
Welcome back. How was your Earth day?
723
00:41:26,361 --> 00:41:28,155
It was, uh, interesting.
724
00:41:28,155 --> 00:41:29,781
Yeah?
725
00:41:29,781 --> 00:41:31,950
No, actually, it was incredible.
726
00:41:33,160 --> 00:41:35,954
I feel strange.
727
00:41:41,418 --> 00:41:43,295
Who's hungry for barbecue?
728
00:41:43,295 --> 00:41:44,713
What the hell?
729
00:41:48,383 --> 00:41:49,635
Did you kill it?
730
00:41:49,635 --> 00:41:51,220
Living off the land, baby.
731
00:41:51,970 --> 00:41:53,514
Oh.
732
00:42:03,190 --> 00:42:04,483
Hmm.
733
00:42:08,779 --> 00:42:10,280
You did this?
734
00:42:10,280 --> 00:42:12,574
Well, the rule was whatever
we could forage out there.
735
00:42:12,574 --> 00:42:15,410
And there wasn't much out there.
736
00:42:15,410 --> 00:42:17,037
How barbaric can you be?
737
00:42:17,037 --> 00:42:20,332
She wanted us to be barbaric.
Didn't you?
738
00:42:24,962 --> 00:42:26,463
I did. Yes.
739
00:42:28,173 --> 00:42:29,424
Well-played.
740
00:42:29,424 --> 00:42:31,260
"Well-played?"
- You're okay with this?
741
00:42:31,260 --> 00:42:32,636
I'm proud of you all.
742
00:42:32,636 --> 00:42:34,638
The exercise was to live off the land.
743
00:42:34,638 --> 00:42:36,515
Man as hunter and gatherer.
744
00:42:37,641 --> 00:42:41,520
You have exceeded expectations.
Tonight, we're gonna celebrate.
745
00:42:42,271 --> 00:42:45,023
We will have a-- a grand banquet.
746
00:42:46,275 --> 00:42:48,026
We will even have wine.
747
00:42:48,026 --> 00:42:50,320
Why's she looking at me
when she says, "wine"?
748
00:42:50,320 --> 00:42:51,697
See you all for dinner.
749
00:42:55,993 --> 00:42:57,327
Glory!
I'm not eating that.
750
00:42:57,327 --> 00:42:59,162
How you doing?
Very good, thank you.
751
00:43:00,038 --> 00:43:03,417
Well, I'll take my pill.
The real one, right fucking now.
752
00:43:06,461 --> 00:43:07,629
Yeah. Of course.
753
00:43:35,908 --> 00:43:38,410
It's me.
754
00:43:42,581 --> 00:43:43,665
Come in.
755
00:43:46,084 --> 00:43:47,586
You okay?
756
00:43:48,670 --> 00:43:50,506
Yes. I'm fine.
757
00:43:52,466 --> 00:43:54,384
I should've intervened.
758
00:43:55,469 --> 00:43:58,055
No. You did well.
759
00:43:58,472 --> 00:44:02,518
It's the new protocol.
Uh, power, th-- they all felt it.
760
00:44:02,518 --> 00:44:03,685
Good.
761
00:44:06,146 --> 00:44:07,105
That's good.
762
00:44:10,984 --> 00:44:12,152
But I'm sorry.
763
00:44:15,447 --> 00:44:17,366
Yao, you did nothing wrong.
764
00:44:18,534 --> 00:44:21,453
For your loss, Masha.
765
00:44:23,121 --> 00:44:24,206
I'm sorry for that.
766
00:44:31,129 --> 00:44:34,383
I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
767
00:44:50,607 --> 00:44:52,860
♪ upbeat music playing ♪
768
00:44:54,111 --> 00:44:57,614
♪ For Sure by Future Islands playing ♪
769
00:45:03,453 --> 00:45:05,080
♪ Perish the pain ♪
770
00:45:09,918 --> 00:45:13,505
♪ I was impoverished
Those ties that wind ♪
771
00:45:17,634 --> 00:45:20,012
♪ And stared into open lanes... ♪
772
00:45:28,228 --> 00:45:29,271
Whoo.
773
00:45:31,315 --> 00:45:33,483
Frances!
- Oh, God.
774
00:45:33,483 --> 00:45:35,068
Yeah, well, uh-- What do you say?
775
00:45:35,068 --> 00:45:37,696
I'm surviving, which is more
than I can say about the goat.
776
00:45:37,696 --> 00:45:40,782
Aw! Oh.
- I mean, I know it's hypocritical
777
00:45:40,782 --> 00:45:43,118
'cause I eat meat, and do I own
778
00:45:43,118 --> 00:45:45,412
quite a few exceptional
leather pieces? I do.
779
00:45:45,412 --> 00:45:49,625
So, guilty. But, I mean,
to physically just do it is...
780
00:45:51,168 --> 00:45:52,544
Just when I thought
781
00:45:52,544 --> 00:45:54,671
you were actually gonna be sweet.
782
00:45:54,671 --> 00:45:56,673
Ah, well, there's your mistake
right there,
783
00:45:56,673 --> 00:45:58,091
thinkin' I'm a nice guy.
784
00:46:00,761 --> 00:46:03,847
You know, the big,
uh, word on the street
785
00:46:03,847 --> 00:46:06,308
is that you were
a professional football player.
786
00:46:07,559 --> 00:46:09,102
Is that true?
787
00:46:09,102 --> 00:46:11,939
Yeah. Yeah, it wa-- it-- I was.
788
00:46:13,148 --> 00:46:14,858
I was, yeah.
789
00:46:14,858 --> 00:46:15,901
Is there any reason
790
00:46:15,901 --> 00:46:17,778
that you never mentioned that to me?
791
00:46:17,778 --> 00:46:19,905
Well, you never asked me.
792
00:46:19,905 --> 00:46:23,075
So...
793
00:46:23,075 --> 00:46:25,619
Well, I just assumed
you were in witness protection
794
00:46:25,619 --> 00:46:27,079
or something like that,
795
00:46:27,079 --> 00:46:28,789
so you couldn't talk about it anyway.
796
00:46:33,585 --> 00:46:35,212
You know, your issue...
797
00:46:35,212 --> 00:46:36,755
You gotta narrow it down for me.
798
00:46:36,755 --> 00:46:39,842
The one about, uh,
you know, not being as great
799
00:46:39,842 --> 00:46:41,426
as you used to be at something.
800
00:46:41,426 --> 00:46:43,220
That one I know.
- I-- I get it.
801
00:46:44,346 --> 00:46:45,764
I've been there, done that.
802
00:46:47,349 --> 00:46:50,060
It sucks.
803
00:46:51,144 --> 00:46:55,983
♪ I will never keep you
From an open door ♪
804
00:46:57,568 --> 00:46:58,986
♪ I know... ♪
805
00:46:58,986 --> 00:47:00,404
Oh, hey.
806
00:47:03,240 --> 00:47:05,200
Your mom seems to be having fun.
807
00:47:05,200 --> 00:47:07,035
That's nice.
- Nice? Maybe.
808
00:47:07,035 --> 00:47:08,745
Concerning? Definitely.
809
00:47:08,745 --> 00:47:10,455
She could always dance, your mom.
810
00:47:12,624 --> 00:47:14,251
I wasn't sure I'd ever see it again.
811
00:47:14,251 --> 00:47:16,837
Something's up with Mom, Dad.
812
00:47:19,673 --> 00:47:21,216
She's turning a corner.
813
00:47:24,720 --> 00:47:26,722
Everyone seems a little different today,
814
00:47:26,722 --> 00:47:27,681
wouldn't you agree?
815
00:47:29,141 --> 00:47:30,601
Anything you wanna tell me?
816
00:47:31,643 --> 00:47:33,020
Only that we don't fool around.
817
00:47:34,062 --> 00:47:35,689
Ah. Yeah, about that.
818
00:47:35,689 --> 00:47:37,900
Um, seems that when we were out today,
819
00:47:37,900 --> 00:47:40,819
somebody went into my room
and took some of my things.
820
00:47:40,819 --> 00:47:43,864
Oh, really? Like what? An Apple Watch?
821
00:47:43,864 --> 00:47:45,991
Things that record images and so forth,
822
00:47:45,991 --> 00:47:47,701
things that you agreed to turn over?
823
00:47:47,701 --> 00:47:49,620
I need them back. Now.
824
00:47:49,620 --> 00:47:50,954
You know what you need, Lars?
825
00:47:50,954 --> 00:47:52,497
You need a little puppy training.
826
00:47:53,415 --> 00:47:54,583
Would you like that?
827
00:47:55,417 --> 00:47:58,337
Want me to roll up a newspaper
and come to your room later?
828
00:47:59,338 --> 00:48:00,339
Tempting.
829
00:48:13,852 --> 00:48:16,522
Look at this.
The goat, too.
830
00:48:16,522 --> 00:48:18,190
That is...
831
00:48:18,190 --> 00:48:22,110
That is a lot of meat.
Impressive.
832
00:48:22,110 --> 00:48:23,403
There's no such thing as white meat.
833
00:48:25,614 --> 00:48:31,453
Welcome.
Here is to a successful Earth Day.
834
00:48:31,828 --> 00:48:36,792
I hear there was many
positive unearthings today.
835
00:48:36,792 --> 00:48:38,085
Many truths were told.
836
00:48:39,044 --> 00:48:43,882
Here's to revealing ourselves
and giving of ourselves.
837
00:48:43,882 --> 00:48:45,467
Hear, hear!
I'm down.
838
00:48:45,467 --> 00:48:46,718
To the truth, nothing but.
839
00:48:47,886 --> 00:48:50,973
Would anyone else like to say
a blessing before we eat?
840
00:48:50,973 --> 00:48:53,392
What about
a eulogy for the goat?
841
00:48:53,392 --> 00:48:56,979
He gave his life
so that we may rejoice tonight?
842
00:48:56,979 --> 00:48:58,313
It's the least we can do.
843
00:48:58,313 --> 00:49:00,524
I don't think the goat
was a willing participant.
844
00:49:00,524 --> 00:49:03,360
He didn't give anything.
He was slaughtered.
845
00:49:03,360 --> 00:49:04,444
I-- I'll go.
846
00:49:05,696 --> 00:49:09,575
Yes, Napoleon, please. Speak to us.
847
00:49:10,826 --> 00:49:12,077
All right.
848
00:49:16,790 --> 00:49:19,334
Leviticus 4.
Anybody, uh, remember that one?
849
00:49:23,922 --> 00:49:28,760
When you, uh, sin,
mind you, unintentionally sin.
850
00:49:29,970 --> 00:49:32,139
Leviticus 4:23.
851
00:49:32,139 --> 00:49:34,099
Honey? What...
852
00:49:34,099 --> 00:49:38,228
Out there, uh, celebrating
the Earth, first I heard...
853
00:49:40,147 --> 00:49:42,357
ringing, like bells...
854
00:49:43,984 --> 00:49:47,529
in my head, in my ears. Bells.
855
00:49:47,529 --> 00:49:49,239
Dad?
856
00:49:49,239 --> 00:49:50,490
I'm saying grace, Zoe.
857
00:49:51,575 --> 00:49:54,161
And then I heard it.
858
00:49:54,161 --> 00:49:58,040
Leviticus 4:23. Screaming...
859
00:50:00,000 --> 00:50:02,169
"If his sin is made known to him,
860
00:50:03,128 --> 00:50:05,088
"he shall bring for his offering...
861
00:50:06,673 --> 00:50:07,716
"a goat.
862
00:50:08,383 --> 00:50:10,636
"A male without defect.
863
00:50:10,636 --> 00:50:14,306
"He shall lay his hand
on the head of the male goat...
864
00:50:15,891 --> 00:50:16,850
"and slay it.
865
00:50:18,435 --> 00:50:20,103
And offer it before the Lord."
866
00:50:21,939 --> 00:50:22,898
Napoleon.
867
00:50:27,945 --> 00:50:29,821
You know, the thing about suicide.
868
00:50:31,281 --> 00:50:33,867
Uh, so often there are no signs.
869
00:50:33,867 --> 00:50:36,203
There's hardly an inclination, even.
870
00:50:36,203 --> 00:50:37,704
Especially with teenage suicide,
871
00:50:37,704 --> 00:50:39,122
it can be the consequence of a,
872
00:50:40,082 --> 00:50:42,793
uh, split-second decision.
873
00:50:42,793 --> 00:50:45,963
An impulse as little as minutes
before it happens.
874
00:50:49,800 --> 00:50:51,927
I mean, isn't that--
isn't that incredible?
875
00:50:53,345 --> 00:50:54,763
And here's the other thing.
876
00:50:55,430 --> 00:51:00,602
Suicide survivors often report
that their first thought
877
00:51:01,603 --> 00:51:03,689
after they swallow the pills,
878
00:51:04,523 --> 00:51:06,859
or jump, or cut themselves,
879
00:51:07,818 --> 00:51:10,696
first thought, "My God, what have I done?"
880
00:51:12,197 --> 00:51:14,032
Sometimes if the attempt
is thwarted, the--
881
00:51:14,032 --> 00:51:16,618
the suicidal thoughts,
they never even return.
882
00:51:27,171 --> 00:51:30,591
Zach... was, uh...
883
00:51:32,426 --> 00:51:34,386
uh, impulsive.
884
00:51:34,386 --> 00:51:36,346
He was always so impulsive,
wasn't he, Zoe?
885
00:51:36,346 --> 00:51:40,559
Uh, me and him,
we were up the night before.
886
00:51:40,559 --> 00:51:42,936
We were watching The Royal Tenenbaums.
887
00:51:42,936 --> 00:51:45,230
We really loved that movie. And, um,
888
00:51:45,230 --> 00:51:46,982
we stayed up a little too late
watching it.
889
00:51:46,982 --> 00:51:50,235
And, uh, that's-- that's why I was--
890
00:51:50,235 --> 00:51:52,029
I was tired the next morning.
891
00:51:52,029 --> 00:51:55,032
And that's why I hit
892
00:51:55,032 --> 00:51:57,701
the snooze button on my iPhone...
893
00:51:57,701 --> 00:51:59,912
...when the alarm went off.
894
00:52:01,747 --> 00:52:03,498
Instead I was woken up by your scream
895
00:52:03,498 --> 00:52:06,001
after you found him two minutes
after he hung himself.
896
00:52:06,835 --> 00:52:10,714
So, um, if I-- if I...
897
00:52:12,132 --> 00:52:13,842
if I had gotten up when I should have,
898
00:52:15,093 --> 00:52:18,722
when my alarm went off,
if I'd gone into his room
899
00:52:18,722 --> 00:52:21,225
and woke him up like I always do...
900
00:52:22,935 --> 00:52:24,436
"Up and at '‘em, buddy."
901
00:52:31,944 --> 00:52:36,615
You wouldn't be broken.
And, uh, you'd still sing in the shower.
902
00:52:36,615 --> 00:52:38,075
You'd be celebrating your--
903
00:52:38,075 --> 00:52:40,786
your 21st birthday with your brother.
904
00:52:48,126 --> 00:52:49,837
I killed that goat.
905
00:52:49,837 --> 00:52:53,298
If-- I went to save him,
I grabbed him away from Tony,
906
00:52:54,299 --> 00:52:56,677
and then, uh, Leviticus.
907
00:52:58,887 --> 00:53:02,891
"He shall lay his hand
on the head of a male goat..."
908
00:53:07,312 --> 00:53:12,192
"...and slay it,
and offer it before the Lord."
909
00:53:12,192 --> 00:53:17,239
It's unintentional-- an unintentional sin.
910
00:53:18,407 --> 00:53:21,410
If I had just gotten up.
911
00:53:21,410 --> 00:53:23,036
If I had just gotten up.
912
00:53:29,626 --> 00:53:32,379
God.
913
00:53:46,185 --> 00:53:47,895
Have you been medicating us?
914
00:53:50,272 --> 00:53:54,610
♪ Running Red Lights
by The Avalanches playing ♪
915
00:54:02,826 --> 00:54:06,455
♪ Wonder ♪
916
00:54:07,539 --> 00:54:11,585
♪ Wonder ♪
917
00:54:12,419 --> 00:54:16,840
♪ Running, running red lights
Red lights, red lights ♪
918
00:54:17,132 --> 00:54:21,929
♪ I been running red lights
To get to you ♪
919
00:54:21,929 --> 00:54:24,306
♪ Running, running red lights ♪
920
00:54:24,306 --> 00:54:26,683
♪ Where you been
Running all night ♪
921
00:54:26,683 --> 00:54:31,522
♪ I been running red lights
Boom, boom, boom ♪
922
00:54:31,522 --> 00:54:36,193
♪ Lights, lights, lights, lights
Lights, lights, lights, lights ♪
923
00:54:37,361 --> 00:54:39,279
♪ I'm a thundercloud ♪
924
00:54:41,823 --> 00:54:45,827
♪ Ready to burst
Like Schrodinger ♪
925
00:54:46,703 --> 00:54:49,039
♪ I'm crying in the car ♪
926
00:54:51,416 --> 00:54:53,043
♪ An invalid ♪
927
00:54:53,877 --> 00:54:58,549
♪ I'm off the grid
Hans is looking for Liesel ♪
928
00:54:59,800 --> 00:55:03,262
♪ Living in Union Square ♪
929
00:55:04,388 --> 00:55:08,350
♪ Shoot this rabid canine ♪
930
00:55:10,727 --> 00:55:14,439
♪ Something's gone horribly wrong ♪
931
00:55:14,439 --> 00:55:19,194
♪ Running, running red lights
Red lights, red lights ♪
932
00:55:19,194 --> 00:55:23,991
♪ I been running red lights
To get to you ♪
933
00:55:23,991 --> 00:55:26,410
♪ Running, running red lights ♪
934
00:55:26,410 --> 00:55:28,745
♪ Where you been
Running all night ♪
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