Original subtitles

♪There are sunny days and gloomy days♪

♪Red and green signals are flashing♪

♪The crowd are like ants♪

♪So small that their identities are ignored♪

♪Zebra crossing intersects like the Milky Way♪

♪It’s a good sign that the world becomes slower♪

♪The besieged city♪

♪Who’s the person in the race between the hare and the tortoise♪

♪My waiting for you is the most romantic process♪

♪Be crowned as the greatest lover in the universe♪

♪Wait for the moment to click the shutter♪

♪Do my best in youth♪

Broker

Episode 39

♪I would be happy. I would be sad.♪

♪I would feel lonely.♪

Jiaxin. Jiaxin.

Hello, teacher.

Why is it so dark in your place?

Is your phone broken?

I can't see you.

No, there is a power outage.

Power outage?

No way. Maybe the switch tripped.

Teacher, I didn't expect that you're so stupid.

What?

In your life,

you haven't encountered any power outage, right?

I'm telling you,

be nice to me when I'm back.

I've been through so much.

Don't treat me like a child anymore.

The power outage makes so you happy.

You're funny.

♪Loving, loving, loving, this is all our loving duty.♪

♪Loving, loving, loving, this is all our loving duty.♪

Jiaxin, it's dark. Are you afraid?

No, I'm not.

What is that sound? What are you eating?

Something delicious.

I'm chewing instant noodles.

Why don't you eat something healthy?

It's already late. Are you having dinner?

Did you have lunch?

My lunch...

What about the breakfast?

You didn't have breakfast?

Teacher,

my phone battery is at 1%.

Are you sure to keep scolding me until my phone dies?

Qiu... Qiu Jiaxin, don't interrupt me.

Don't you care about your health?

Jiaxin.

Jiaxin, can you hear me? Jiaxin!

What's that sound? Jiaxin! Jiaxin!

What happened, Jiaxin?

Reply to me!

Teacher,

my student's mom sent me a candle just now.

We're on the video call.

Can you

inform me before you leave?

You scared me.

Your student's mom... Looks like you're doing well.

Yep.

I'm much better than you.

Whenever we have new patients

and extra beds are needed,

why can't you handle that

but I can do that immediately?

Right. You're amazing.

You're amazing. I agree.

Jiaxin,

let's

get married

when you're back.

My phone is out of power.

Did her hear me?

Tell Uncle Zha

I want to meet Xianglan.

After I meet Xianglan,

I'll give him the answer he wants.

Uncle Zha.

I want to be alone

with Xianglan for a while.

OK. Go.

Xianglan.

You came here.

I'm here.

Help me,

Wenzhao.

Help me, please.

I can't get over him.

I can't get over Xiaoshan.

I can't get over him at all!

My life is painful.

My life is miserable!

Xianglan!

Let me die!

Xianglan!

I'm Zhou Xiaoshan.

I'm your Xiaoshan.

Why won't you let me die?

The pain will be gone if I die.

I'll never forget him if I die!

Let me die!

Xianglan!

I'm Zhou Xiaoshan.

I'm your Xiaoshan.

Look at me.

I'm Zhou Xiaoshan.

Don't you recognize me?

You're Zhou Xiaoshan?

Yes, I am.

Why did you come so late?

Why did you come to visit me so late?

Sorry, Xianglan.

I was late.

You have to go now.

They'll kill you.

Go now!

Go now!

Xianglan,

I haven't thought about leaving this time.

I won't give PLAN O to them.

I won't give formulas to them.

I've already made many mistakes in my life.

I can't make more mistakes.

I'm here to say goodbye to you this time.

But they killed a lot of people,

including your mom.

I said I can't.

They wanted to tie me up.

Xianglan,

what did you say?

Who

killed my mom?

Don't kill me!

Xianglan! Don't kill me!

Look at me. Tell me.

Tell me.

You said you're Xiaoshan.

Yes, I am.

You're lying!

Tell me!

Xianglan! You always kill people!

You always kill people!

Xianglan, tell me!

You always kill people!

Don't kill me!

Look at me. Who killed my mom?

Please leave immediately. Go away!

Who killed my mom?

Don't kill me!

Xianglan, who killed my mom?

Don't kill me!

Don't kill me!

Don't kill me.

It's OK, darling.

Xiaoshan,

have you made up your mind yet?

Let's go home.

Xiaoshan, what's your answer?

Xianglan said

she saw

you kill my mom.

Xianglan is insane. You can't believe her words.

Why?

Why did you kill my mom?

I said Xianglan is insane!

How did she go insane?

You should ask yourself!

She desperately loves you.

It was you who hurt Xianglan

and it was you who got your mom killed. Do you know?

You monster!

Put down the knife.

Xiaoshan, we can talk.

Tell me.

Why on earth did you kill my mom?

By now

there's no need to hide the truth anymore.

OK. Let me tell you.

My child is still young.

He deserves to live his own life.

You can't force him to stick to one way forever.

Live his own life?

It took me a lot of effort to train him.

It's not for him to

live a normal life like others.

Your great kindness.

Let me pay you back for him.

I'll do everything for you.

Please...

Please let Xiaoshan go.

Do you think it's good for Xiaoshan?

Let me tell you.

The weak are prey for the strong in the world.

To live a great life,

he has to be strong.

To have a great future,

he has to be with me.

Mr. Zha.

First, I'd like to thank you.

Thank you for teaching Xiaoshan.

But as parents,

we only hope our children

can live a healthy and peaceful life.

I know I can't change your mind,

but I can control my own son.

You can't just walk in and out at your will.

Besides,

if I let you go,

how can I make sure

you won't betray me outside.

Every wall has a crack.

You...

Are you gonna kill me?

Only dead people cannot talk!

Aunt!

Aunt!

Aunt!

Save Xiaoshan. Aunt.

Save Xiaoshan.

Aunt!

Dad,

you killed Zhou Xiaoshan's mom!

Xianglan. You... You... Look at you.

You have depression.

You're talking nonsense.

You're talking nonsense!

Go. Take your medicine.

Take your medicine!

You should take a medicine.

You murderer!

Shut up.

I'm your father!

I'm gonna tell Zhou Xiaoshan.

I'm gonna tell Zhou Xiaoshan now!

Looks like you're not just depressed.

You're absolutely insane!

Si.

You're insane.

You murderer!

You murderer!

Take her to the sanatorium tomorrow morning!

Try to treat her illness!

Right.

I'm not insane!

Go.

I'm not insane!

I'm not insane!

Why?

Why?

My mom is innocent!

Why did you kill her?

For you.

Shut up!

Zha Zhicai,

I'm gonna avenge my mom's murder now!

Put down the knife!

If I die today,

Qiu Jianing will die tomorrow.

You can try if you don't believe me.

Zha Zhicai!

Zhou Xiaoshan,

love is a burden on you

and your weakness.

You need to get over it.

You need to make yourself stronger.

Come on.

Kill me.

Just a move.

You can avenge your mom's murder.

Go ahead!

Go.

Come on!

Kill me!

Please...

Please don't hurt Qiu Jianing.

Well, are you giving up killing me?

I'm sorry.

Please don't hurt Qiu Jianing.

Xiaoshan. Xiaoshan,

I'm very disappointed in you.

I'm very disappointed in you!

What's up? Why do you make a video call now?

Jiaxin, is your phone broken?

I can't see you.

Teacher, please stop talking.

Listen to me.

OK. Talk to me.

I haven't told you

I like you in person, have I?

Well. Do you want to tell me now?

I know even if you don't tell me.

Teacher,

I always think life is long.

I'm still young.

I still have much time to figure out

what I really want and who I really like.

Jiaxin, what's wrong with you?

I... Please let me see you.

Jiaxin, what's wrong with your face?

Did anything happen to you, Jiaxin?

Teacher,

maybe I...

Maybe I can't see you anymore.

What are you talking about?

I must talk.

Before, I always wondered

if I love you.

Now until the end of my life...

You...

I realize that

I...

I like...

I...

I... I love you.

I can't buy you breakfast anymore.

Jiaxin!

Jiaxin!

Jiaxin!

Qin, we just knew...

Stop talking. Stop talking now.

I have something more important to do.

Jiaxin is in trouble!

In the village where Jiaxin works as a volunteer teacher,

landslide occurred at high altitudes.

The slope is about 50,000 cubic meters.

Many farmhouses were buried.

Six people were missing.

Jiaxin is in one of the farmhouses.

What are you doing?

I'm going to find her!

The village is in a mess!

Part of the rescue is under way!

Let me go! What can you do after you go there?

Let me go! I'm going to find her!

Qin Bin!

The whole village has been buried.

You need to be mentally prepared.

Mentally prepared for what?

Jiaxin was talking to me on the phone just now!

She was fine!

I'm going to find her.

Calm down.

Calm down!

As medical personnel,

no matter what happens,

you can't leave without permission!

That's what you said!

I know you're worried.

But if you go there now,

how can you find her? Tell me!

Do you know that you can only mess things up?

Then what should I do?

What should I do?

What should I do?

I always told her

not to go there.

She still went there.

I had persuaded Jiaxin as well.

I said, "You're a girl.

You just graduated. You never suffered.

You'll be unable to stand the life there."

But she insisted on going there. Well,

this...

Director Qian,

please call the disaster area again.

No matter what it takes,

please save Jiaxin from there.

I just contacted them an hour ago

The telecommunication just started to work there.

If we call them frequently,

will the telecommunication be jammed?

You... Call them. Just call them.

Hello.

You found her?

OK. I got it.

Did they find her?

What's up?

They found Jiaxin,

right?

They found her,

but...

But what? Say it now!

Please tell us now.

To protect the patient, Jiaxin got seriously injured.

Now,

she's in a critical condition.

It's because of you!

Aunt.

If it was not for you, Jiaxin wouldn't break up with Xiaoye

or wanted to be a volunteer teacher!

Aunt, calm down first!

Give Jiaxin back to me!

Calm down first, aunt.

Give my daughter back to me! Wu Jie.

Wu Jie.

Wu Jie, calm down.

Enough. Enough. Enough.

Enough. That's enough.

Jiaxin will be fine.

Jiaxin will be fine.

Director Qian,

I'll bring Jiaxin back here for treatment.

I hope you can

use the best medical resources.

I'll pay you.

Of course we will. Of course.

Our hospital has contacted the airline.

Jiaxin should be back soon.

Don't worry. OK.

OK.

Jianing,

don't be too nervous.

We've made every effort

to take Jiaxin back.

I believe she'll receive the best treatment here.

It's my fault.

If I didn't keep saying that

she was too childish and she was not mature,

she...

Something like that wouldn't happen to her.

It's not your fault.

It's mine.

I'm not a good sister.

Every time I see her, I criticize her.

I stayed abroad for many years.

I never stayed with her for a long time.

Do you think she...

No, she won't. She won't. She won't.

She won't.

Jiaxin is coming here.

Don't scare yourself.

Right.

You haven't eaten anything today.

I'll go get you some food.

Jiaxin,

please come back safely.

Eat something.

You'll starve to death if you don't eat.

Bro,

why did you do this just for a woman?

Did you forget why you

undertake this task at first?

Uncle Zha promised you

as long as you complete this task,

he can set you free.

You just need to tell him the formulas of PLAN O.

Then you'll be free.

There's only one step between you and freedom.

Why don't you take the step?

Mo Li,

you're so naive.

Since the beginning, Zha Zhicai

has never thought about setting me free.

In order to make me work for him,

he killed my mom

and drove his daughter crazy.

He's such a monster.

Do you still want to speak for him?

Yes,

Uncle Zha is indeed a monster.

He's even worse than a monster.

But why did he do that?

Because he needs you.

He can't lose you.

Why do you look at me this way?

Mo Li,

I have a question.

If you have a chance to choose again,

will you choose your current life

or the life of Qiu Jiaxin?

There is no if.

There is no choice!

You'll choose the life of Qiu Jiaxin

and you'll be a common but happy girl,

right?

Yes, I do envy her!

I envy Qiu Jiaxin having a normal family

and growing up with her parents!

But there is no choice in my life.

There is no if!

You're wrong.

You can always askwhat if once

and you can always make a choice,

as long as you dare to resist.

Resist.

Resistance can only kill me.

Will there be another result?

Yes.

Mo Li, let me tell you.

The result is that I will no longer do evil things.

As long as I don't do evil things anymore,

the world can't become more ugly.

Even if I turn into a dead body,

the world can't get worse

because of my death.

Bro,

if you didn't meet Qiu Jianing,

you wouldn't be like that.

And you wouldn't say something like that.

Right.

Because of Qiu Jianing,

I realized that

in this world, there is good

besides evil.

You're hopeless.

What's wrong?

The patient's breathing is faint.

Prepare to give her the breathing tube.

Nurse, take vital signs.

Check her body now.

The patient's pupils reacted to the light slowly.

Fix her cervical vertebrae externally.

There might be a cervical vertebrae damage.

The patient's thoracic cage collapsed.

There might be a fracture of the rib.

The patient's pupils reacted to the light slowly.

Her thoracic cage collapsed .

Her blood pressure is 80/60.

There might be an acute injury.

Do a complete blood count

and a comprehensive physical exam.

Have a CT scan of her head,

cervical vertebrae and breast.

Conduct the further analysis after examination.

How is she?

How is she?

She's still in danger.

Change the hospital.

Dad.

Apply to change a hospital.

Uncle,

it's not suitable for Jiaxin to change a hospital now.

Yes, Mr. Qiu.

Jiaxin can receive better treatment here.

Yes.

I let you treat Jiaxin,

but now she's in the ICU

and she's in a critical condition.

How can I trust you?

Change the hospital.

Dad.

I'm sorry.

Stop saying sorry! Try to find a way now.

Jiaxin woke up!

You'd better take a look at her.

Be careful. Be careful.

Jiaxin.

Jiaxin.

Jiaxin.

Jiaxin.

Mom.

Jiaxin, I'm here.

I'm here.

Mom,

it... it hurts.

Don't talk.

Don't talk, Jiaxin.

Come here.

Aunt.

Support her.

Comfort Jiaxin.

Does it hurt so bad?

I've already asked them.

They said you'll recover soon.

Teacher,

I'm sorry.

You don't have to say sorry.

Jiaxin,

please stop talking.

Save some strength.

May I...

Maybe I can't survive.

You're talking nonsense!

Jiaxin,

you must be brave at the moment.

You're also a doctor.

You should know

how much the willpower matters to you now.

Trust me.

I asked them just now.

They said you'll recover soon.

Teacher,

don't lie to me.

I know my condition.

I didn't lie to you.

You must hang in there. Do you know?

Teacher,

thank you.

But I

really

can't...

I can't...

Qiu Jiaxin!

You're not allowed to say that!

You have to survive!

Do you know?

Jiaxin. Jiaxin!

Jiaxin, what's wrong with you?

Jiaxin, wake up!

Doctor!

Doctor!

Jiaxin.

Jiaxin, stay with me!

Jiaxin!

Jiaxin, can you hear me? Jiaxin.

Jiaxin.

Doctor Qin, please get out.

Jiaxin!

Please get out now!

Hang in there, Jiaxin!

Jiaxin!

How is Jiaxin?

They're trying to save her.

What about her mom?

She's fine.

Doctor, how is she?

She's safe now,

but

you need to be mentally prepared.

Is there anyone else in your family?

Ask them to visit her if they're available.

What do you mean?

Doctor Qin,

we did everything we can do.

I'm not sure if she can survive.

It depends on her desire to survive.

Jianing.

Jiaxin.

Jiaxin, stay with me. Jiaxin.

I know it hurts so bad.

Please hang in there.

I...

We all know

when in danger,

you protected your patients regardless.

You did well.

I'm proud of you.

Jiaxin,

hang in there.

You went to support the village

because you wanted to a better person, right?

You did it.

So you can't give up. Do you know?

Otherwise, your efforts will be useless.

Sister,

it hurts so bad.

I can't hold on.

I know. I know.

I know it hurts.

Jiaxin.

Please hang in there.

Please...

Please hang in there.

I believe you can recover.

I believe Qin Bin will cure you.

I believe you can recover.

Otherwise...

He can't find

a girlfriend like you,

right?

If it doesn't work,

you can scold Qin Bin when you're in pain.

Yes. Jiaxin, scold me.

Scold me.

He often scolded you before.

You can scold him now.

Scold him at will.

Please hang in there.

We're here with you.

Please

don't leave me.

We'll be here with you until you recover.

Jiaxin,

you scared me.

You can't go anywhere in the future.

Stay at home. Do you know?

I see you lying on the hospital bed.

If something bad happen to you,

how can I live without you?

Mom,

can you be quiet for a while?

Now you think I'm verbose.

If you listened to me,

would you be like that?

Look at you.

You ask for it.

Jianing, thank you.

Thank me for what?

When we were going to be desperate,

it was you who made Jiaxin

regain hope for living.

My sister

is afraid of pain.

But

as long as she feels pain,

that means she's still in reaction to the world.

You can't even watch the injection,

but you're good at criticizing others.

You were grateful to me before.

Now you start to satirize me.

Well,

Zhou Xiaoshan has been gone for half a month.

How is he?

Nothing happened.

What do you mean?

Qin Bin,

I always feel a bit strange.

Messages he sent to you

are too cold and simple.

Yes.

It's not like him.

Did anyone catch and keep him?

Didn't he give you any hints?

But I think

it must be related to Uncle Zha.

But if Uncle Zha really did that,

why should he hide it from you?

Maybe Uncle Zha

found his unspeakable secret

and threatened him.

But I have seen Uncle Zha before

and I know everything about Zhou Xiaoshan's past.

I can't think of another

unspeakable secret.

There's one thing.

The Dormitory Office once said

when the equipment's annual inspection was carried out,

they found the air-conditioner of

a dormitory was broken on purpose.

Zhou Xiaoshan lived in that dormitory before.

So the administrator thought

Zhou Xiaoshan broke the air-conditioner

to get to me

soon after he moved in.

You mean he broke an air-conditioner on purpose?

Based on his character, I'm not surprised.

But what does that imply?

When I got to know him,

I felt he's weird

and mysterious.

I ever suspected him and tested him,

but I didn't find anything.

Jianing, there's something that

Zhou Xiaoshan doesn't want me to tell you.

But...

Take care of Jianing.

If I can't go back...

Did anything happen?

If God can forgive me and

give me a second chance,

I won't let Jianing down.

So

Zhou Xiaoshan felt hewould be in danger before he left.

But what will the danger be?

Are you okay?

The climax today hasn't been reached yet.

Forget him. Let's go.

You asked me a question just now.

I can answer you now.

Zhou Xiaoshan,

actually...

Ruan Wenzhao!

Maybe there's someone who knows.

Mr. Ruan, Ms. Qiu is calling.

Hello, Ms. Qiu.

What's up?

Mr. Ruan,

about Zhou Xiaoshan,

I have something to ask you.

Go ask him directly.

But after he went abroad,

I couldn't get in touch with him.

Really?

That is really too bad.

Mr. Ruan,

is Zhou Xiaoshan hiding something from me?

I'm not sure.

But before you left, you said you want to meet me

and tell me Zhou Xiaoshan's secret.

It's just an excuse.

No way.

Zhou Xiaoshan must have a secret that I don't know.

Otherwise, at that night,

he wouldn't say something like he'd rather die.

Mr. Ruan,

what did you talk with Zhou Xiaoshan

alone at that night?

He, you

and Xianglan.

Is there anything about you guys that

I can't know or hear?

Ms. Qiu,

it's our own affair.

I don't wanna invade your privacy.

It's just that Zhou Xiaoshan left several days ago.

I can't get in touch with him. I'm worried about him.

So could you please help me?

I can only promise you that he's still alive.

Ms. Qiu,

Mr. Ruan is very uncomfortable now.

He can't talk to you on the phone.

Zhou Xiaoshan,

your secret

will be revealed.

Zhou Xiaoshan.

He must be hiding something from me.

I'm sure.

Jianing,

now the only thing we can do

is to wait.

I don't believe that a person

will be missing for no reason.

Maybe next second,

Zhou Xiaoshan will contact you.

You need to trust him.

He loves you.

He won't leave you like that.

Before the investigation has been completed,

don't scare yourself like that.

Don't worry. He's fine.

Trust him.

Hello, Zhou Xiaoshan.

Ms. Qiu, hope that you are doing well.

Mr. Zha?

Yes.

Why do you have Zhou Xiaoshan's phone?

Where is he?

Do you know why Zhou Xiaoshan haven't contacted you

for a long time?

Because he doesn't love you anymore.

I don't believe you.

Ask him to tell me about that.

Ask him to tell me about that directly.

Actually, since the beginning,

you have had no idea

who the man you love is.

The man you ever saw

is fake.

He lied to you.

You know nothing about

Zhou Xiaoshan's real identity.

What do you mean?

Do you want to know who Zhou Xiaoshan is?

Do you want to know why he wanted to know you?

Come here and find the answers by yourself.

What do you think?

Uncle Zha, will she come here?

I mean, dare she come here?

She'll come here.

She's a brave woman.

I knew it when I first saw her.

Qiu Jianing,

I'm waiting for you.

Xiaoshan,

you can't keep doing this.

You'll have no strength if you don't eat.

If you have no strength,

how can you pick Qiu Jianing up later?

You... What did you say?

Qiu Jianing...

Didn't you tell him?

Well, Ms. Qiu

is so worried about you.

After she talked to me on the phone,

she decided to visit you in person.

Zha Zhicai!

Don't be like that.

She has nothing to do with it.

Xiaoshan,

calm down.

An hour later,

Ms. Qiu's plane will land.

You'd better try to think

how to

explain to Qiu Jianing later.

♪The cruel destiny.♪

♪Close your eyes.♪

♪I lost your news because of occasional deafness♪

♪I changed my old habits, leaving traces in life♪

♪Flowers wither and summer dies♪

♪Once stars shine and I feel pitiful♪

♪Our paths cross I heard the whisper♪

♪The invisible chains tighten♪

♪It’s unlucky that time is merciless♪

♪I can’t write it off♪

♪The reputation you left behind♪

♪You come, go, and squander time♪

♪In the crowds, sometimes distant, sometimes close♪

♪It’s not your fault I can’t let go of my feelings♪

♪Let your lonely shadow♪

♪Leave a mark in my youth♪

♪Please don’t turn around from now on♪

♪The sorrow you left for me♪

♪Is so gentle♪