Original subtitles

♪There are sunny days and gloomy days♪

♪Red and green signals are flashing♪

♪The crowd are like ants♪

♪So small that their identities are ignored♪

♪Zebra crossing intersects like the Milky Way♪

♪It’s a good sign that the world becomes slower♪

♪The besieged city♪

♪Who’s the person in the race between the hare and the tortoise♪

♪My waiting for you is the most romantic process♪

♪Be crowned as the greatest lover in the universe♪

♪Wait for the moment to click the shutter♪

♪Do my best in youth♪

Broker

Episode 38

Do you have to go?

Yes.

Really? You have to go for one year.

A lot of unexpected things will happen.

I have thought it clear.

I need a year to settle.

Last time I was so impulsive.

I shouldn't have demanded you like that.

As doctors,

we took the oath at the first day in medical institution.

Love our motherland and be loyal to the people.

Abide by the medical ethics.

Be determined to strive diligently to eliminate man' s suffering.

Enhance man' s health conditions,

and uphold the chasteness and honor of medicine.

Heal the wounded and rescue the dying, regardless of the hardships.

My immaturity

makes me forget the oath I took.

I even took out my anger on you.

Please accept my apology.

What? Jiaxin,

you are getting so serious now

and I feel weird.

You are the one who said I was immature,

and now you feel weird about my seriousness.

It's so hard to be with you!

Jiaxin, I want to say

that you just be yourself.

I didn't plan to be someone else.

There's something I have to experience on my own.

Supporting rural areas is the path I chose for myself.

Okay.

I respect your choice.

Shall we have dinner tonight?

No, thanks, I got plans tonight.

Xiaoye.

Why are you here?

I'm here to say goodbye.

I thought we had made that clear enough.

You don't have to come here and stress that

we broke up.

I didn't mean that.

I'm leaving here for a while.

Where are you going?

Xiaoye,

I know our relationship ended suddenly.

I don't know what to say.

I made a mess of my life.

I don't know even who I like.

I hurt you, and it's my fault.

I'm sorry.

Have a seat.

We met each other

at this cybercafe.

So our ending

can also be here.

Jiaxin,

let's play one more game,

and then we can move on.

Okay.

Are you done with your packing?

Almost.

Are the clothes enough?

Yeah.

Remember to take some daily medicines.

Jianing,

I'm a medical worker to support the rural area.

I don't need you to remind me.

Jianing,

just sit down and calm down.

I'm not a child preparing for her summer vacation.

Okay.

I'm just trying to help.

I'll get the door.

Coming!

Zhou Xiaoshan, Qin Bin doesn't come here?

No.

Whatever, who cares?

♪He says he falls in love with her♪

♪and gets crazy♪

Why are you taking the high heels?

Is there a fashion show?

It's fashion, you don't get it.

What are these?

Two boxes of PROYA's masks?

Why?

You know,

I'll be weathered by the sun and the rain there.

One for moisturizing and one for cleansing.

I won't be a countrified girl

and I can come back as a cutie.

What is this?

So many holes on the knee and the thigh.

It's cold in the countryside.

The winds may give you arthritis.

You know that?

You are too old to understand fashion.

Don't take this!

It's chic.

Isn't it pretty?

I’m still here.

You are setting yourself free, huh?

Don't pinch my face all the time!

Anyway, don't take that!

You know,

she gets tons of clothes upstairs.

You can pick.

Look, Jianing is more sensible.

Jianing!

Go upstairs and turn left.

My room is on the right.

Master.

Master.

♪What do you what do you love♪

♪Love is the most mysterious transposition♪

What are these!

Why do you dress this in the countryside?

It's pretty. I'll take it.

It isn't pretty!

Get out.

Out!

♪I would be sad. I would be happy♪

What are you doing?

What do you think?

Let me tell you,

Jianing and Zhou Xiaoshan are outside.

If you want to do something to me I will...

♪To find that♪

I...

♪love he wants♪

♪I listen to what he listens♪

Jiaxin,

when you get there,

remember to take care of yourself.

We should call each other every day

so I can know your condition, okay?

It depends on my mood.

What?

Say that again.

I...I...

Fine, you win.

I'll call you once I get there.

I swear.

That's right.

Have you booked the ticket?

Yeah.

When I finish the transition here,

I'll leave next week.

Are you afraid?

Afraid what?

I may never come back.

If I love you, I should let you go.

When you come back,

you can truly be with me.

Jianing,

I'm sorry.

I can't tell you when I will come back.

You don't need to.

I believe you.

Jianing,

look after mom and dad for me.

I will.

And you!

Look after yourself and don't get ill.

Got it?

Be good.

Be careful.

Go.

Bye.

Don't want to leave me?

Then don't go!

I'll visit you.

You may bring me some food then!

Okay.

Oh, you'd better not come.

Why?

I'm afraid that I will go back with you.

I should go.

Take care.

I send you to the bus.

Bye, Jianing.

Bye.

See you.

Call me when you arrive!

Have a balanced diet and bedtime!

Do you hear me?

Take care, Jiaxin!

Hey.

Hey, Qin Bin.

I have something very important to tell you.

Don't tell Jianing.

You are not asking me to enjoy the view, right?

I don't have the time or the mood.

I'll leave here, too.

Where are you going?

Europe.

I have something to deal with.

Does Jianing know that?

Yes.

She asked me to go.

Why don't you just tell her?

Why do you have to tell me?

There is something

I can't tell her directly.

I can only tell you.

Well, I'm flattered.

What's the thing?

Take care of Jianing for me.

In case,

in case I can't go back.

What do you mean?

Zhou Xiaoshan, answer me.

I have always

wanted to say goodbye to the past.

And move on.

But how can the past and the future

be separated clearly?

The experiences I had,

the things I did and the people I met

all want to chase me and catch me,

and pull me back to the old world.

Stop all this nonsense.

Don't you think you should stay?

Jianing needs you.

I know.

But as a man,

I need to shoulder my responsibility.

Do you understand?

What happened?

If the Heaven

can give me another chance,

I won't let Jianing down.

Fine.

I won't ask since you don't want to say.

But you...

♪It would be buried till the end of the world♪

We will be waiting for you.

♪Shake me awake♪

♪Your love♪

I will.

♪I hope you♪

♪Don't be sorrowful♪

Zhou Xiaoshan, it's time.

I'm here for you.

I should go.

♪My bravery was broken♪

♪If♪

♪This love is locked♪

♪The fate tears the past apart♪

Jianing,

I love you.

♪Jump into the fire♪

♪Love still exists when becoming dust♪

♪It's for you♪

Alright, you'd better get going.

Okay!

♪My love♪

Go.

Don't be late.

♪Don't let go♪

♪Don't separate♪

Jiaxin's gone.

Xiaoshan's gone.

All have gone.

Zhou Xiaoshan...

What's wrong with him?

Nothing.

That hug

is touching.

Right,

did Jiaxin call you?

She messaged me on WeChat.

Talking about calls.

Every time when I'm off work, she has slept.

We couldn't make a call for several times.

She seems to be leading

a rural life where she

goes to bed with the lamb and rises with the lark.

Good.

She needs to meet some difficulties.

You miss her?

I'm okay.

You're okay?

Fine, I miss her so much.

If she heard what you said,

she'll be thrilled.

I won't tell her that!

Don't let her be jaunty!

What's your plan after arriving?

Find Uncle Zha.

He won't agree.

He will.

I got something he needs.

What?

Want to hear a story?

What do you mean?

The story of me and Qiu Jianing.

Say it.

PLAN O

was my last mission

as a business spy.

Uncle Zha promised me that once I completed it,

I will be free.

I know that.

But something unexpected happened.

Qiu Jianing.

Exactly.

At first,

she was the breach of this task.

In my view,

she is naive and pure.

She even told me that

kindness is an option.

That's ridiculous.

I'm the man

who had no options when I was born.

I just wanted to complete the task quickly.

End all of this.

But you failed.

I'm totally confused.

I realized that

the life I have been longing for

is the life Qiu Jianing is leading.

She lives as an upright person.

She has confronted all the darkness,

but she still loves the world

and believes all the beauty in the world.

Naive.

Too naive.

If the world is as

bright and promising as

you and she think.

Why did Xianglan suffer all of these?

Among us,

she is the most innocent one.

You know?

This time I go back with you

and I'll never return.

Before you find me,

I have been broken with Uncle Zha.

If I go back, he will not get off my back.

Liar.

Are you willing to seek your doom?

I decided to go back with you

because Qiu Jianing asked me to.

She makes me understand that

people can't just muddle along.

We should pursue the truth

at any costs.

You can still go back on your word.

I will not regret.

This time,

I'll end all of this.

Really?

Mr. Ruan's assistant told me.

When will they arrive?

In two hours.

Good.

Si, get prepared.

Sir,

I'm afraid that Xiaoshan won't do something good this time.

He's at my place.

His tricks won't scare me.

Plus,

I have a trump card.

You mean Ms. Xianglan?

But she's like... Si!

Go and prepare.

Yes.

Wenzhao, Xiaoshan,

welcome home.

I want to meet Xianglan.

You have been on the plane for over 10 hours.

Maybe you should get some rest.

Uncle Zha.

He has told me

everything.

I know that Xianglan didn't die.

You tried so hard to make me back.

And now I'm here.

I won't escape.

Just tell me where she is.

Xiaoshan,

it seems that you still care about her.

Okay,

you can see Xianglan,

with one condition.

Before seeing her,

I won't tell you anything.

You know my personality.

Okay.

I'll let you meet her.

But you have to be prepared.

Xianglan is here?

Yes.

Why did you say she died?

Xiaoshan,

once you see her,

you will understand.

I know it!

Xianglan you didn't die!

I know!

I know!

Xianglan.

Here you are.

I'm here.

Help me.

Wenzhao.

Okay.

Okay.

Please help me.

Okay.

I will.

You call me what?

I cannot forget Xiaoshan.

I can't forget him!

It's painful!

I'm Zhou Xiaoshan.

No, you are not.

I'm Xiaoshsan.

I'm your Xiaoshan!

Xianglan, look,

I'm Wenzhao.

Your husband!

No, you are not.

No.

I'm your husband.

You are not Ruan Wenzhao.

You are not!

Why don't you let me go to hell!

Xianglan!

Death can take away the pain.

Xianglan, what's wrong with you?

Xianglan!

Let me die!

Let me die!

Xianglan!

Calm down, Xianglan!

Xianglan!

Let me die!

I want to die! Xianglan!

I want to die! Xianglan!

Xianglan!

Why can't you let me die!

Xianglan!

Why can't you let me die!

Why can't you let me die!

Xianglan! Why!

Why!

Uncle Zha,

please tell me

why she looks like this?

Xianglan.

Here.

Dad.

Let me see.

How can you be so thin!

Let's come in.

Go.

Have some food, Xianglan.

Eat something.

Xianglan.

Xianglan.

Don't rush.

You okay?

You okay?

Two years after she married Ruan Wenzhao,

Xianglan came back to see me.

I found that she was in a bad status.

She was weak,

and there was a big problem

on her mental state.

So I asked Ruan Wenzhao

to let Xianglan stay with me.

But he declined.

Therefore,

Xianglan's illness became more serious.

When Mr. Ruan

agreed to let her back,

her illness lasted longer

than the time when she was normal.

Xianglan.

Xianglan, you cannot do this.

Please don't do this, Xianglan!

What are these?

What happened?

Did Wenzhao do that?

Dad!

I did this, not him.

Xianglan!

Don't be so silly!

Don't be so silly, Xianglan!

But dad,

living is killing me!

Xianglan!

I cannot forget Xiaoshan.

Only physical pain

can let me be sober.

I'm going to get crazy!

I'm going to get crazy!

I'm going to get crazy!

Xianglan!

Xianglan!

Calm down!

Everything will be okay.

Everything will be okay.

Everything will be okay.

Dad! It'll be fine.

Dad, what's wrong with me, dad!

Here.

Alright.

Alright.

I noticed that she was

on the verge of collapse.

If she keeps like this,

I'm afraid that she will meet her doom.

So Xianglan's suicide scene

was your plot?

But why did you keep Ruan's family from this?

Ruan Wenzhao wouldn't let her go.

He would bind her tightly

to himself.

Even if she dies, she must die in his house.

But you are the one

who lets her marry Ruan Wenzhao.

I was stupid!

I didn't know she would be so painful.

So I must save her

from the torture of Ruan's family.

Why didn't you tell me?

It was Xianglan's idea.

She hoped she was

always perfect in your heart.

Xiaoshan, please stay here

and be with her forever.

Okay?

I'm begging you

as her father.

Stay with her.

Uncle Zha,

is this what you want?

Xiaoshan,

if you stay here,

we will become a family.

Uncle Zha,

what you want is still PLAN O,

right?

You can't forget Qiu Jianing, are you?

Okay,

even if you don't want to stay with Xianglan,

I understand.

As long as you tell me about PLAN O,

I can let you and Qiu Jianing

lead a rich life.

What about Xianglan?

You abandon her so quickly?

In this business,

is she so worthless?

Do you care about her?

Love is meaningful and valuable

only when you own it, right?

I guess she doesn't know

your true identity.

How about

I tell her?

You want to ruin me.

Fine!

Just do it!

If you ruin me,

you'll ruin the formula forever!

Xiaoshan, Xiaoshan!

You wrong me.

I just hope that

we can all get the things we want.

Am I right?

You have always

wanted to go back to normal, right?

I keep that in my heart.

Here is the chance.

It's my chance and also yours.

You may think about

your decision.

I know that you're clever.

Well,

you may let your girl take some rest

and take medicine regularly.

Thank you Doctor Qiu.

I got it.

Li, you may send them to the door.

Okay.

Be careful!

Master, what's wrong?

What's wrong?

Don't talk to me like that.

I'm busy now.

Just get to the point.

I'm busier than you, okay?

I'm busier than you now!

Let me tell you,

I'm an important doctor

with beauty and kindness at this place.

The monkey reigns in the mountains when the tiger is not there.

Jiaxin, well...

You miss me?

No.

Wrong! Answer again!

It's true.

I'm busy like a bee.

I have no time to miss you.

Every day when I wake up, I work.

The time passes really quickly.

When I finally get some time to miss you,

I fell asleep the next second.

Don't push yourself too hard.

You should work hard,

but you must take care of yourself.

Master, don't worry.

I'm leading a healthy life here.

I go to bed with the lamb and rise with the lark.

I drink spring water

and eat free-range chickens.

I even don't want to go back.

What?

You don't?

Why don't you just marry someone there!

I'm looking for someone right now.

What?

I shouldn't have a video chat with you.

I'm cutting off.

Bye.

Don't, master.

I'm kidding, what are you doing?

If I marry someone else,

you will be alone.

Jiaxin,

I miss you so much!

Gross!

I miss you so much!

Well,

I may as well miss you a bit.

Doctor Qiu,

another patient comes.

Master, I have work to do,

I'll call you back.

Miss you, miss you, miss you.

Look how thirsty you are!

Can't you just say something nice

or shut up!

Am I wrong?

Look at yourself.

You are like losing your soul.

I don't know.

I found myself

not a tough guy anymore.

I thought I won't miss her.

But now,

I just miss her so much!

Every day I worry that she will be hungry

or feel cold or sleep poorly.

You are so close to being a grumbling mom.

It's true.

Okay,

I'll ask for leave next week.

You work for me for several days.

What do you mean?

I can't take this anymore, and I'm going to find her.

Alright.

Even if you are here, you are not here.

Just let me be alone!

I'll tell her the good news.

Take advantage of me, shame on you!

Zhu,

the dorm keeper had an overhaul few days ago.

They wanted to ask us something.

What?

You see, this dorm

has been vacant for one year.

When they entered, they found that

the air conditioner was vandalized.

They asked us who is the person

and that person needs to take responsibility.

Let me check.

Zhou Xiaoshan.

I remember he did not live there.

I want you to do me a favor.

Ms. Qiu, you are here.

Then I may as well tell you

what Zhou Xiaoshan did.

What did he do?

It is this, Ms. Qiu.

The dorm keepers

had an overhaul to the dorms.

They found that an air conditioner

was vandalized.

So?

If I remember it correctly,

when I took him to that dorm,

the air conditioner worked well.

Why it doesn't work now

when he left?

So you mean

he used to live there?

Of course,

we can't be sure that he broke the air conditioner.

Our company's management is strict,

so we are just going by the book.

Can I look at the repair record?

If it's clear, then you can fine him.

It's not like that.

I think he must

have wanted to live right next to you

so he deliberately damaged it.

So he can change the dorm.

You...

Why are you looking me?

I handed in his request for leave long ago.

Why haven't you approved?

When will I get your approval?

How can your administration department

be so low-efficient?

Ms. Qiu, we got it.

Give me!

No!

I just want her to know that I'm safe.

Are you safe?

Sorry, the number you dialed is busy,

please...

I have landed here for over ten hours.

She hasn't a call or a message from me.

Is that sensible?

I work for Uncle Zha.

What if Qiu Jianing knows something happened to me,

The consequences will be severe!

Are you afraid that she worries you

or knows who you really are?

You are here, the formula is here.

Give me!

No!

Give me!

No!

Give me!

What do you want?

I just want her to know that I'm okay!

Kill me

before getting the phone.

You stay here!

You'd better listen to Uncle Zha

and give the formula.

It's my decision.

It's none of your business!

None of my business?

From the moment you left me

and returned to China alone,

I realized that

I was born to be a nobody.

So delusion and struggles to me

mean only more pain.

So to you.

No.

I'm not you.

Even though I had been led astray,

I want to be virtuous!

Virtuous?

You are virtuous,

so you are now like a prisoner

locked here.

Ridiculous.

Stay here!

What if I'll go?

I'll shoot you!

Then shoot me!

Shoot me!

I will literally shoot you!

You dare not.

I'm going to shoot!

Mo Li,

both you and Uncle Zha

cannot threaten me.

Since I came here,

I'm prepared to die.

Sorry, the number you dialed

is busy,

please...

Sorry, the number you dialed

is busy...

Mo Li nearly got us into trouble.

It's reasonable

to let her know that he's okay.

After all, it will do us no good

if the thing is exposed.

He's still too young and impulsive.

What benefit can we get from those love affairs?

They will only make us lose our reason.

And eventually,

we'll end nowhere.

Si,

people can't be subject to affection,

so they can be strong.

Busy, don't worry about me.

♪He says he, falls in love with her♪

♪and gets crazy♪

♪He even took someone else as her♪

I'm exhausted and hungry.

Should I sleep or eat?

♪It blooms♪

♪Dopamine is sprouting♪

♪A romantic dinner♪

♪I think she must like it♪

But I can't fall asleep with a growling stomach!

♪Goodnight♪

♪Loving, loving, loving is ♪

♪Loving, loving tutti ♪

♪Loving, loving, loving is ♪

♪Loving, loving tutti♪

♪What is what is love♪

♪What do you what do you love♪

♪Have a guess together no matter how long it would take♪

♪Loving, loving, loving is ♪

♪Loving, loving tutti ♪

♪It takes some moments to see through♪

♪What is what is love♪

♪What do you what do you love♪

♪Love is the most mysterious transposition♪

♪Loving is♪

♪Loving is♪

♪Be sad and happy♪

♪And be lonely♪

Jiaxin, Jiaxin.

♪I lost your news because of occasional deafness♪

♪I changed my old habits, leaving traces in life♪

♪Flowers wither and summer dies♪

♪Once stars shine and I feel pitiful♪

♪Our paths cross I heard the whisper♪

♪The invisible chains tighten♪

♪It’s unlucky that time is merciless♪

♪I can’t write it off♪

♪The reputation you left behind♪

♪You come, go, and squander time♪

♪In the crowds, sometimes distant, sometimes close♪

♪It’s not your fault I can’t let go of my feelings♪

♪Let your lonely shadow♪

♪Leave a mark in my youth♪

♪Please don’t turn around from now on♪

♪The sorrow you left for me♪

♪Is so gentle♪