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I'm feeling peculiar.

I don't know why I'm feeling this way.

I just had a great conversation with Kiss.

We haven't laughed this much together since we graduated.

Just think about it.

It was Christmas, so I dressed up as beautiful as I could.

It took me five hours,

but once I got there, he just broke up with me and left.

I was dumped on the morning of my birthday.

-Gosh. -What a jerk.

That was mean.

Actually, it was good for your ex. He didn't have to buy you presents.

Right.

Did he dump me because he didn't want to buy me presents?

He'd rather let you call him a jerk

than to let you know that he's a cheapskate.

That hurts even more.

Hey, there was a time

when I got dumped because he said

I'm suitable to be his wife but not his girlfriend.

-Does that make any sense? -That's bullcrap.

You're not suitable to be anyone's wife.

That's right.

Kiss.

That's not right, Priew.

Hey, I was dumped once

because he said I was too cute for him.

I was dumped once

because I was taller than him.

That's total nonsense.

Was I shorter than him when we started dating?

I've had worse.

I was dumped because I didn't moan when he kissed me.

You don't moan at all?

-You do? -You do?

Of course.

It's automatic.

-It's my nature. -Gosh!

Gosh! Wait a minute.

Don't listen to that, kids.

You're too late.

You may not believe this, but back in high school I was determined

not to have sex before I got married.

-Gosh. -Yeah, right.

I once thought I would marry my first boyfriend.

But then Kiss stole him away from you, right?

-Skip. -Skip.

How did you meet your baby's daddy?

-Say it. -Skip.

Say it!

It might just be a honeymoon period.

Nevertheless, I felt comfortable that we didn't have to pretend with each other.

At that moment, I thought…

I would tell Tofu about all this once I got home.

But…

Hey, don't come any closer.

If you hug me again, I'll kick you out.

This time,

you really have to kick me out.

I'm going to do it.

Goodbye.

Tofu.

Tofu!

Tofu, what do you mean, "goodbye"?

Tofu!

He packed up all his things.

He left.

Tofu left the house.

Goodbye.

This time, he didn't promise to come back to me.

Tofu might not come back.

I'm sorry I'm late.

I brought the second batch of goods.

Okay.

This slim-fit suit looks really cool.

Yes, it looks nice.

Aren't you going to check the goods?

She trusts me now.

Oh, I see.

Here, look at this.

Even when he's not around,

I feel indifferent.

Yes, we know. Let the customer see it first.

Maple. Mesa.

I'm leaving.

-Goodbye. -Goodbye.

I don't cry my eyes out.

I don't drink and get wasted.

I continue to live my life as usual.

Tofu and I aren't dating,

so I didn't get dumped.

But somehow…

You're home early.

Have you eaten yet?

I can picture him.

I can hear his voice.

What's with that face?

I can feel his touch.

Who did you fight with?

I didn't.

You always accuse me of fighting.

Right. So what did you do?

I went live on Celeb Shop today.

You know what?

I had fun working with Kiss.

Ever since we made up,

the feelings of us being friends in college

all came back.

See?

I told you.

Yes.

You were right.

I should've believed you sooner.

I talked to myself so many times.

What about you?

Have you eaten yet?

Where did you eat?

Was the food good?

Once I got home, I would call for him out of habit.

Sorry.

The number you've dialed is unavailable.

The number you've dialed is unavailable.

Sorry.

The number you've dialed is unavailable.

Sorry. It is not possible to reach…

Tofu.

Why are you doing this?

I didn't mean to kick you out.

Can't you answer your phone?

Just talk to me.

Tell me what you want me to do.

But I didn't really call him.

That's just my thoughts,

since we're not going to be together forever anyway.

You can cook this dish every day.

We saw Jay Fai cook a basic dish.

-Right. -I think it was too basic.

I do everything Tofu hates.

When I did this in the past,

he would scold me.

Stir-fried crab with curry powder.

Baby.

Put your dirty clothes in the laundry basket.

Don't leave them lying around.

See this? This is the hard shell of a crab.

What's this?

Home shopping again.

Hey. Shouldn't you watch something relaxing?

And see this. It doesn't stick at all.

What is all this? You've made a huge mess.

You can get two pans today.

That's right.

This is a deep frying pan.

And for the high heat, we have the stove…

Hey.

You're eating unhealthy food again.

Unhealthy food is good.

I'm going to eat this until I die.

I'm serious.

Let it kill me.

So you'll know

what you've done to my life.

-Kiss. -Yes.

How is it going?

It's going okay.

Okay?

Yes, it looks nice.

How is Arlan doing? Is he doing well?

He's fine. We just dined together the other day.

He could eat?

Of course, why couldn't he?

He's just fine?

Yes, he's just fine.

So where is he now?

At the hotel.

And what is he up to lately?

The boy band project is done, isn't it?

Najai, you haven't been following the media, right?

He's really popular now.

What?

Now you're back with me for the last break.

Before I play the next song, I have a story to tell you.

A woman once said to me

that she likes being alone.

Dealing with other people is an inconvenience to her.

Aside from herself,

everyone else is just a stranger.

But every day,

she always comes to see me

and tells me about her day.

At the end of the day,

nobody really wants to be alone.

I'm Arlan X,

and I'll be by your side every day as usual.

Liar.

What did you say to me?

You said you'd come back to make me happy, didn't you?

Take this!

I don't know what to do with you anymore!

You said all kinds of things and you didn't do any of them.

I feel more angry than sad

now I've found out he can carry on with his life.

I don't know how I really feel.

No.

I feel something in my heart.

It's slowly growing.

So you're twins.

No wonder I'm so tired.

It's nice, though.

You'll have each other.

This is your first picture together.

Rachanu.

Open the door.

I want to talk to you.

He's my next-door neighbor.

Wait and see.

He'll knock.

Rachanu!

Priew!

Open the door!

I want to talk to you!

-Priew! -Yes?

Goodness. Oh, my!

You reek of alcohol.

-Are you drunk? -What?

Hey.

What?

You're wasted, aren't you?

It's because I'm worried.

I'm worried

because of you.

What?

You can't sleep here.

Hey.

What's this box?

What's in this box?

Hey! Stay out of it.

This is for my baby.

Hey.

Hey.

Hey.

Wake up.

How did you get in here?

Or last night…

Hey.

This is your room.

So why am I here?

You were very drunk last night.

You came in to talk and fell asleep.

Really?

What's in that box?

What?

Well…

Just give me a moment.

I'll explain.

Well…

Well, then.

Have some breakfast first.

Jubjang.

It's late. Wake up.

Let me sleep a little longer.

It's Sunday.

You still need to have breakfast.

Hey.

Do you have a fever?

Yes. I guess.

Get up.

One, two, three, up.

How are you feeling?

Do you have a headache

or do you feel tired?

Are you…

Are you really back?

I think I should take you to a doctor.

-Let's get dressed. -Answer me first.

Are you really back?

You're sick.

How can I not come back?

I can't bear to see you like this.

There's no healthy food in the fridge.

You leave your clothes lying everywhere.

Now you have a fever.

I don't know either

why I'm acting like this.

I wish you never came into my life.

Before you,

I was fine on my own.

Now I don't want to be alone anymore.

I have a fever.

I'm in pain.

This box is a device to help

new parents learn about parenting.

We can learn how to change diapers,

how to bathe and hold the baby

and how to feed it.

Anyway,

let's just see

how we'll do as parents.

What if

we do it together and it works?

Then it's good.

But if it doesn't work,

then I'm out of here.

I'm a coward.

I'm selfish.

I never take responsibility.

I'm sorry

your kid has me as a father.

From now on,

I'll be working from home.

I'll watch

the baby during the day.

You can take the night shift.

You said you'd only pay alimony.

Why did you change your mind?

Well, I couldn't really do it.

This is my child too.

From what I've seen of you,

you're in over your head.

How can I just leave?

Gosh. I'm sorry.

This thing has been driving me crazy.

Let's just say

that we will

give it a try.

I'll install a security camera

and get you an app

so you can monitor the baby.

I've already bought baby clothes too.

They'll be here today.

I just want you to buy things that you want more often

so you know better what you like and don't like.

But I think if this goes on,

you won't be happy either.

Because your happiness…

is not me.

It's what you think other people see you.

BANGKOK PHARMACY

SAVAGE

Yes, Kan.

Where are you, Jai?

Are you home?

I…

I'm not feeling well,

so I'm out getting some fresh air.

Go see a doctor.

I'm almost done with work.

I'll take you out to eat.

It's okay if you're busy.

Aren't you sick?

Shall I buy you some food?

Well,

I…

I feel better now. I'm okay.

Thank you so much, Kan.

Yes.

I want to see you miss me

and go crazy looking for me.

I want to see you utterly distraught.

But I know that's not love.

I feel so ashamed

for thinking that.

My fever's down.

Why am I still seeing Tofu?

Baby.

How have you been?

Go away.

What's wrong with you?

I asked how you were.

I'm not talking to myself.

I'll look crazy.

I know.

You're like me.

You always think about me.

You see my face

and hear my voice everywhere.

Now that I'm really here,

you think you're dreaming.

That's how it is

when your loved one's away.

You miss them.

You start picturing them with you.

That's not what I'm doing.

All right.

If you say so.

Jubjang.

I miss you.

Don't you want to come home?

Don't change the subject.

You forgot your clothes.

I washed them for you.

Go get them.

Just throw them away.

Or keep them as mementos like the rings you collected.

Mementos of what?

It's not like we were dating.

Of course, we were.

We lived together.

We cuddled.

We laughed and cried together.

We told each other things.

Every woman would call that dating.

Only you would say otherwise.

Stop it, Tofu.

When will you stop?

You know I'm with someone else.

You haven't changed at all.

This is why

I wanted you out of the house.

Isn't this the reason you left?

You haven't changed a bit.

When I saw you here,

I thought it was a miracle.

I didn't think we'd be fighting.

Okay.

This thing between us,

let's say I imagined it.

Why are you back?

It's because I'm soft like this

that you never care for me.

I shouldn't have come back after I moved out.

Even when I saw you with a bag of medicine,

I should've kept walking.

I'm sick.

I'll stop caring about you.

Don't talk to me anymore.

When the rain stops,

I'll go.

My heart wishes the rain never stops.

I have an umbrella in my car,

but I won't give it to her.

Why do I wish

I could stay by his side?

SAVAGE

Don't answer it.

Jubjang.

From now on, no matter how much I miss you

or want to see you,

I won't come to you.

Listen carefully.

When you know what you want,

you can come find me.

Jai.

Why did you ignore my calls?

Are you done with work, Kan?

I can continue my work at home.

Actually, if you're busy,

you don't have to come to see me.

You're sick, right?

You'd be mad if I didn't come.

With Kiss,

did you have to do this?

Let's not talk about the past.

But this thing worries my mind.

Fine.

Ask me whatever you want to ask.

With Kiss,

did you have to go see her because you're afraid she'll be mad?

I think you're overthinking it.

I came to see you because I'm worried about you.

I just feel that you actually…

don't like me at all.

What do you want me to do

to make you believe I really like you?

I don't know how to answer him.

I know that there are no kisses that are the same

and there is no love that is the same.

I'm not telling him what's good and what's not.

I just want my love to be beautiful,

fascinating, and fill my heart with happiness.

Jai, tell me what you want me to do.

If I told you,

would you do it for me?

Of course.

I will try my best.

"Try"?

I think you're being too sensitive today.

With Kiss,

did you have to try this hard?

I never had to try to do anything for Kiss.

I did everything

from my heart.

I fell in love with Kiss

not because of reasons.

I just followed my feelings.

I couldn't control myself.

I want him to lie to me

because he's afraid to lose me.

But nothing he said was a lie.

Do you want that kind of love?

I don't like that kind of love.

It's painful.

I'll never love anyone that way again.

With all the questions you asked, do you think there's a problem with us?

I don't see any problems between us.

There is a problem between us.

It's a problem

because you're too stuck in the past.

This isn't just my problem alone.

We're not kids anymore.

Why don't we just move forward together?

I don't want to move.

How can I move on with all these things on my mind?

Don't you think there's anything weighing on my mind?

Some things should be left unsaid.

And there are things we should just let go.

It's good that the rain stopped.

Don't forget to take your medicine

and get some rest.

I will

try to make things better.

I…

apologize

for making you come all the way here.

You should head in.

I'll call when I get home.

Okay.

Maybe that guy was right.

Nobody dies because of love.

But it might be excruciating.

Choosing love without caring for the future

and choosing to give up on love for fear of pain

are completely different things.

Sometimes,

those who believe in love

may find happiness in the end.

It feels like I've been hearing this

For a long, long time

If you want to love someone

You just follow your heart

I'll make you happy

I promise.

I'm back.

I'm going to make you happy.

I love you.

I love you.

I love you.

It's as simple as that.

I could say I love you as often as I want to.

You must say it straight from the heart

Tofu is always one step ahead of me.

No.

A couple of steps ahead.

He isn't moving too fast.

I'm the one who's slow.

I keep losing my way.

Do you know where Arlan is?

Maison de Fleur,

room 7 on the 25th floor.

You should date someone who sees your worth.

It doesn't have to be me.

Pick someone who cares for you

and won't leave you in the rain.

Pick someone who cares about what you want,

who will be there to comfort you when you cry.

Don't worry about that.

I've seen you cry.

Whatever mood you're in, I've seen it.

It's okay.

I think doing whatever you want

and not worrying about it,

-like you said, is actually okay too. -Okay.

No matter what happens,

-I'll stay by your side. -Gosh, that sounds…

Hey, Tofu.

I have something to tell you.

-Come in. -It's okay.

I want to say it here.

You're wrong.

You told me…

love can't kill anyone.

That's true.

But we also can't live without love.

True love doesn't require any effort.

Only trust is enough.

And that's what I believe now.

I love someone who also believes in love.

Let's break up.

Subtitle translation by: Pannapat Tammasrisawat