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Ten-nine net base,

I got a ten-one, it's raining so bad here at Brady's Creek.

Evening, Officer,

How you doing? What seems to be the trouble?

The roads washed out. You gonna have to turn around, sir.

But I got to get up to Aleves Road, my wife is missing.

Nothing to do but go back to Ojai and wait out the storm.

And if I refuse?

I arrest you.

Oh, God.

Oh, no!

Where are the life jackets?

I don't know, honey, you bought the boat.

I tell you what, if it will make you feel better,

I will buy you a dozen tomorrow

and I'll buy you a dozen yellow roses, too.

Because even though you can't swim,

you are the prettiest second mate that a guy ever had.

Oh. Coop, I don't want to be out here anymore.

Hey, hey, you know what you need?

You need another drink, all right? Now, here.

Hold the wheel, all right?

Stay out of the rain.

I'll grab the last bottle of champagne.

Coop, what I need is to turn this damn boat around.

No, no you don't.

J-Just hold her steady. I'll be right back.

Coop...

Surprised?

Let's get one thing straight,

I'm not gonna let you do it.

W-What are you doing here? How did you get on board?

Michael told me where you were, so I stowed away.

Listen to me. If you love me,

you will turn this boat around, we'll go back,

we'll pack our suitcases and we'll get out of town tonight,

- okay? - I-I got this all worked out.

You're ruining everything.

Did you hear what I said?

I don't care if you slept with Lexi, okay?

I will go away with you.

We'll, we'll start all over again.

We don't have to.

I'm gonna take care of it.

What? By killing Lexi?

What?

No, I get...

Look, how could you even think that?

I mean, yeah, I-I hate her,

but I could never hurt her.

I just want to scare her a little bit.

That was your plan? To scare her?

Yeah.

Look,

think of it as payback.

All right?

Now if my plan works out,

then she's gonna kick me out

and this sham of a marriage will be over.

I'm so sorry. I don't know what happened.

I, I feel like such a fool. I know you would never...

anybody.

Coop?

Yeah, yeah, I'll be right there, honey.

I love you.

Stay out of sight, okay?

Okay.

Oh, wait, champagne.

Cheers.

♪♪

♪♪

♪♪

♪♪

♪ Oh oh ♪

♪ The sky looks ♪

♪ So grey lately ♪

♪ And I wish ♪

♪ I could fly could fly ♪

♪ Could fly away ♪

♪ I don't know if ♪

♪ You've noticed ♪

♪ The birds are not at play ♪

♪ And there's something ♪

♪ Strange in the air ♪

♪ It's time to fly away ♪

♪ Oh I want to ♪

♪ Fly ♪

♪ I want to go... ♪

I don't think the ambulance

is gonna make it in time.

Michael, we have to

get to the hospital...

'cause I need to be on drugs.

Uh, better yet, knocked out cold!

Yeah, well, thanks to the mudslide you're out of luck.

And you're out of time. We're getting very close.

Now you've heard of natural child birth, Taylor?

Push.

Not until you and Jane agree on

taking custody of the baby.

Stop negotiating

and push.

- Come on, Taylor. - Come on, Taylor, push.

I need an answer, Michael.

Just tell her yes.

All right, all right, anything,

just push, okay?

Okay, all right, that's a nice one.

All right, now the baby is crowing.

- Just a few more, Taylor. - Good job, Taylor.

Oh, I can't I'm too tired.

I have heartburn from that sandwich.

And whose fault is that, huh?

Would you two stop it?

Come on, Taylor, you've got to do it.

Push. Big one.

- Good, good. - Oh, God.

One more and we're there. One more and we're done.

- All right, Taylor. - It's coming, Taylor.

- Just a little bit more. - Push.

Come on.

Oh. Hey.

Yeah. Hi there.

Well, it looks like he's got

all his fingers and all his toes.

Oh, but no nose.

Oh, just kidding, just kidding.

He's beautiful, Taylor.

I can't believe it.

I finally did something right and I get a prize for it.

This is Jeff Baylor at WQAK 100 AM.

We're talking to Joe from east Tampa.

You want to know who my personal hero is?

Ken Griffey Jr.

Man plays clean and hard. He even plays injured.

He is a great role model for the guys coming up.

He is definitely one of those...

Uh, hold on.

We're gonna go to commercial break.

Don't go away.

Hey.

What are you doing here?

How's the new job?

All right. Sam...

I just, I wanted to tell you that what you said

the other night, it really hit home.

I really hated you for it.

Well, I said some pretty harsh things.

Yeah, well, you were right.

I've really messed things up.

I've hurt the people that I love the most...

and care about...

you.

I don't know what you expect me to say.

Apology accepted?

No.

I-I just needed to tell you that, um,

that I tried to fix things.

I went to Jennifer and I came clean with her.

I told her about the fax from Allison.

And I, um...

I apologized to Billy.

Well, that couldn't have been easy for you.

Actually, getting on a plane and coming here

wasn't easy, either.

It was the hardest thing I've ever done.

Is it too late for us?

I know that I hurt you.

I've just been so stupid and so self-absorbed.

It's just that when you were gone, I just realized...

how much I love you. Oh, more than ever.

Stop.

That's how I feel.

No, look, it is too late, okay?

When I left L.A. without you, I mean, you just...

you just broke my heart one too many times.

And there's nothing that you can say

that's ever gonna change my mind.

I understand.

I do.

Good-bye, Sam.

Safe trip back.

Where the hell are you?

I'm at the sheriff's station in Ojai,

the road got washed out.

The sheriff's? They said no cops.

They wanted no cops.

You didn't tell them about Amanda?

What else am I gonna do?

Okay, we, we gave them the money,

we still don't know where she is.

Well, let's just hope that we didn't get her killed,

- that's what. - Look, they're bringing in

the body of a woman.

Blonde, mid-thirties.

I-I can't hear you, you're breaking up.

I lost you. Say it again.

They want me to I.D. the body. They think it's Amanda's.

I can't...

You're breaking up. I can't hear you.

Uh...

It's the battery.

It's a dead battery.

Dead battery.

You're on with Jeff Baylor, WQAK, 100 AM.

Who am I talking to?

I'm a former pitcher for Crisfield, Maryland.

I clocked my fastball at 65 miles an hour.

- No kidding. - Yeah.

And I have a question.

You see, there's this, um, team that I played for,

and this other team came along,

and, well, I...

I liked it a whole lot better.

Actually, it was like a... new ball game.

So, do you have a question?

Well, it's kind of complicated. Um...

you see, I made a commitment to the one team,

and I've never walked away from a contract before...

so I stayed,

and I was miserable.

And it started to affect my game.

I started making all these unforced errors.

And the second team thought

that I wasn't the pitcher that I used to be.

And you... and they...

they were right.

I just... I don't know what to do,

'cause I want to be on your team so badly.

I'm down on my knees.

Will you marry me?

Where are you?

I'm outside in the parking lot.

Uh, the board's lighting up.

We have to go to commercial.

Uh... stay tuned.

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- Guess you changed your mind. - Yeah.

And yeah about the marriage part, too.

- But we're doing it right away. - Okay, five months

and 11 days... that's when my divorce with Billy's final.

- Deal. - Deal.

I got to tell you, I've never been so love with anybody

in my whole life.

That's the first time you've said those words to me.

I guess I was afraid you wouldn't feel them back.

I didn't want to risk it.

Hm.

Well, go ahead.

I dare you.

Risk it now.

I love you, Amanda.

I... I love you, too.

Dance with me, okay?

Before I start to cry.

If you need a minute...

No. I want to get this over with.

It's not her.

It's not Amanda.

Coop, the radio is out!

Doesn't anything on this boat work?

What'd you pay for this thing?

Okay, there's no life jackets, there's no radio.

Party's over, I want to go home.

All right, help me tie up the boat.

Okay.

Oh!

Careful, you're gonna kill us both!

Trust me,

dying with you... is not my intention.

Wha... What?

Wait a minute,

th-that's it, isn't it?

You're gonna throw me off here

and you're gonna claim it as an accident.

I told you it was a bad idea coming out here,

but you just wouldn't listen.

You just had to come out on your new sailboat.

You always were a party girl, Lexi.

Don't you do... Coop, no! No!

No! No!

There's nowhere to hide, Lexi!

Just a whole...

lot of water!

And you can't swim!

- You... - No.

No, it's not what you think.

Oh, really?

Two's company, but three is a crowd in a marriage,

and I'm the expendable one.

You are Coop's alibi.

He's not gonna hurt you.

Okay? That's what I thought, too,

and I came here to stop him.

But he swore to me he's just trying to scare you.

Oh, are you that much of an idiot, Megan?

He got rid of the life jackets.

- He dismantled the radio! - No, you're wrong.

Does that sound like

a man who wants out of a bad marriage?

Oh, my God, he's gonna break that thing down,

he's gonna come down here, he's gonna kill me.

Lexi, listen to me, I won't let him hurt you.

- Oh, why should I believe you? - Because I love Coop,

and if he kills you, I lose him forever, okay?

Oh, honey, I got news for you... You've already lost,

and he's a freaking psycho!

Wait, wait. It stopped.

Why? Wh-What's he doing?

I don't know.

I'm as good as dead.

Oh, gosh, Megan, if I were you I would start working

on your story to the Coast Guard.

Yeah, well, he'll listen to me.

I'm gonna go up and talk to him. You stay here.

Just lock the door behind me, okay?

Oh, believe me, you are not getting me

back up on that deck.

Lock it; you'll be safe.

Oh, my...

Coop?

Coop?

I talked to Lexi!

Everything's okay!

She says...

she says she wants out, too!

No hard feelings!

M-Megan, that you?

My God.

Megan! Megan!

Megan! Megan! Where is he?

- No! - Let's go for a little swim.

- No, Coop! - Coop, don't do it!

- You'll go to prison! - Yeah, I'd pick prison over you any day.

Go below!

No! If you love me, I'm begging you, let go of her!

I am not gonna let you stop me

from doing what I want ever again!

Stop it! Don't do this!

Oh!

- Coop! - Megan!

Grab my hand.

Megan!

You lied to me! What is going on with you?

- Coop... - Just don't.

All right, just... don't.

'Cause whatever you got to say...

I don't want to hear it, all right?

'Cause I'm standing here on a boat that I didn't want

with a wife that I sure as hell didn't want.

Why? I'll tell you why.

Because I loved you.

Why couldn't you just leave it alone?

We had everything.

Our happiness,

our dreams.

But that wasn't enough for you.

I wasn't enough for you.

You had to save the world.

The hooker with the heart of gold.

Well, congratulations.

I almost killed someone for you tonight.

Where are you going?

I'm turning this boat around.

I'm turning my life around.

Billy.

Don't get the wrong idea; I'm only here

'cause I have to finish packing.

Understood.

Can I help?

That's right... you're my little helper.

You helped me right out of my marriage,

you helped me with my feelings for Alison.

So much for talking things through.

I'll just get out of your way, take a shower.

There's pizza in the fridge if you're hungry.

Hello?

Oh, you. I thought you'd be gone by now.

- Is Jennifer there? - She's in the shower.

Okay, when she gets out, tell her she's an aunt.

Tell her I had the baby early.

Seven pounds. Mikey Jr.

Oh, congratulations.

I'm sure you're gonna make a wonderful father.

Yeah, thanks.

But tell me, after I left, how'd things go with Jennifer?

The engagement's off.

Oh, really? So I got something else to celebrate.

Uh... listen,

tell her that I'm at the hospital now

and I'll pick her up at 6:00 to take her to the airport.

Um... if she's still going to New Jersey.

I'll tell her to give you a call.

I'm hanging up now.

Hello?

Sorry. Michael just called.

At this hour? Is there something wrong?

No. Taylor had her baby.

Wow.

I'm an aunt.

He said to call him at the hospital

if you still need a ride to the airport.

Do you want to join me?

I can't.

I'm gonna tell you something, Mikey.

I've always wanted to be a mother,

and now I'm gonna be your mommy.

One of your mommies.

And I'm gonna love you and take care of, and...

help you understand your father.

He's kind of complex.

Oh. Oh.

You've got his eyes, yeah.

You've got his eyes.

He's got my coloring.

And don't you think my nose, Jane?

Yeah, I can see that.

Oh, I think he's perfect.

A little miracle.

Oh, did I mention

that you're gonna be living at the beach?

Oh, in a big house right on the sand.

Excuse me, but could I hold him for a minute?

Sure.

Guess what, Mikey.

Your other mommy's gonna hold you now.

How do I do it? Like-like this?

- Yeah, just... - Oh.

Make sure you support his head.

Okay. What if I drop him?

- You won't. - Ooh!

Like that, right?

- That's right. - Okay. Okay.

Here. Just take his bottle and let him go for it.

Okay.

- -Oh. - Oh he hates me.

It's okay. No, he's just hungry.

No. Um... Jane, I'm not cut out for this. Here, you feed him.

- Okay. - Oh.

Let's see.

Yes, just like that.

Just do what comes naturally.

The only thing that comes naturally to me...

Well, I can't discuss it in front of a minor.

Fun's over, Blondie.

It'd have been a lot easier if they'd just taken the money.

You don't listen too good.

I only work for one guy.

I'm the one who saved his life.

I'm Beck's doctor.

And that means what?

I just got off the phone with him,

and the orders are, "Forget about the blonde,

and get your butt back to town."

So you could be a hero?

No. No.

So we both can.

Now why don't you fire off a round... for effect?

Amanda, what are you doing?! I'm trying to save you!

What are you doing here?!

I thought you were one of them trying to kill me.

- Well, no. - I heard a shot. -Oh, no.

I practically got my head blown off.

You know, the big guy took a shot at me and ran off.

- Are you all right? - I've never been

so happy to seen anyone in my life.

Even if it is you. Oh.

You keep that up, and I'll throw you off this ledge.

Oh, sorry you have to carry me.

You're heavier than I remember.

It's the wet clothes.

I'm so cold, I can't stop shaking.

It's the first stages of hypothermia.

My body heat will do you good.

Is that your opinion as a doctor or as a man?

That's my girl.

I'm either hallucinating, or we made it.

- Hello. Anybody in there? - Open up!

Hello! Hello.

Hello. Anybody in...? Oh.

- Open up. - Open up, please.

Yeah, thank you. Thank you.

- Yeah. We're closed. - I need to use your phone.

This woman needs an ambulance.

Uh, listen, the only phone

we have is here at the front desk,

and it's been down all night.

We-We'll get a room then.

Please, just-just let us in. Please.

Hmm.

Thank you.

Sit here.

We got to get you out of these wet clothes

and into a hot shower.

He says that to all his girlfriends.

We also need any of the extra blankets you might have.

Oh, well, yeah, listen, Mister, this isn't the Hyatt, okay?

What's in the room is what you get.

Do me a favor. When those phone lines come back up,

I want you to call this number.

It's her husband. He's looking for her.

Oh, her husband. Oh, okay. Uh, who are you?

Uh, well, I'm the...

He's my personal hero

and good friend.

Oh.

Congratulations.

Okay, um, I had one of my guys check out the old fire road.

It'll get you to the cabin, but it's gonna be a few hours

before that road's even close to passable...

Few? I don't have a few hours.

Take your call.

Yeah, talk to me, Pete. Talk...

It's Taylor, Silly.

Tayl... Tay...

What are you doing calling me in the middle of the night?

I had the baby.

Oh, Kyle, it was the most...

awe-inspiring, incredible miracle,

just like everybody says.

Well, congratulations, uh, to both of you.

I got to go.

No, Kyle. Wait. Listen.

Lately I've been thinking about, uh, what kind of person I am.

You know, the

pluses and the minuses.

Oh, my plus side is really, really short.

Actually, the only thing on it is my love for you.

- Taylor... - No, Kyle. Please let me finish.

Kyle, anything I learned about being a good person

I learned from you.

And... well,

after my excruciating labor,

I just realized that you deserve to be happy.

You and Amanda.

So, I've decided to move back to Boston.

I'm gonna sell you my share of the restaurant and club.

That should make Amanda happy.

Aren't you proud of me?

Hasn't motherhood changed me already?

Maybe it'll change me so much you'll want me back some day.

But probably not.

Right.

Well, just checking.

Good-bye, Taylor.

Good luck.

Oh, the hell with you.

- There you go. - Thank you, Doctor.

Hey.

Dr. Garcia to Anesthesiology.

All right, why are you looking at me that way?

Jennifer's crying her eyes out in the bathroom, Michael.

If you had anything to do with her and Billy breaking up, I...

No, and even if I did, she'll get over it.

Keep telling yourself that, but do you think

you ever get over the right person?

Oh, it's possible.

Michael, he was the one.

Her one true love, and you've ruined it.

You know, sometimes it's okay to admit you screwed up.

Hello! Is any of this registering?

Okay, okay, I screwed up.

I thought I knew what was best for Jennifer.

But she'll go back to New Jersey,

she'll work in Pop's bakery, she'll get fat.

No reason to stop meddling now.

Meaning?

You can still fix things.

Play matchmaker.

I guess it depends on how good of a brother you are,

and how good of a man.

Hey, I never thought I'd be saying this,

but put this on before you come out. Here.

- Oh, thanks. - Yeah.

Oh. It's your color.

Oh, not everyone can pull off this look.

Come on, get in the bed here.

That's a prescription, not a come-on.

Yeah, I can't tell the difference.

I'm too tired to tell.

I'm starting to feel a little warmer.

I still look like a piece of chalk?

No, no.

Just still not home free yet.

You got to be careful. You had a rough

time out there. Anything could have happened.

Yeah, but it didn't.

You found me.

Well, I figure, once I got all wet,

I couldn't really come back without you.

Well, what good would that have done,

if both of us ended up dead?

I thought I was gonna die out there.

I really did.

No one's gonna hurt you now.

Come on, try and get some sleep.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh.

- Hi. Where is she? - Hey.

Oh, she's right here. Except for

a mild case of hypothermia, she's fine.

And happy to see you.

I don't mean to be ungrateful,

but why don't you have any clothes on?

Oh, how about giving me a kiss

before grilling my rescuer?

Oh, I was so worried about you, I couldn't see straight.

I tried to make it up to the cabin,

but the road was washed out.

You don't have any clothes on, either.

On, no. Everything was wet and muddy.

I couldn't stop shivering.

I told you, it was hypothermia.

We had to get her clothes off

as fast as we could and warm her up.

And exactly how did you do that, Doc?

Kyle, if Peter hadn't come along,

I'd still be stuck on a 50-foot ledge, or worse.

Dead from exposure.

He was incredibly brave.

He wouldn't let me give up, and when I couldn't walk,

uh, he carried me.

Well, then, I guess I owe you a big thanks, Doc.

My pleasure.

We're now pre-boarding Flight...

I can't believe that Michael didn't drive me to the airport.

I mean, not that I don't appreciate you seeing me off.

Oh, it's not that he didn't want to.

Something urgent came up... He had to take care of it.

I know... first-time father.

Baby comes before sister.

Hey, do you love him?

Michael, I mean.

Call me crazy, but yes.

Then don't let anything come between you guys this time,

because, believe me, if I had a second chance with Billy...

I'd never blow it.

To San Francisco is now boarding at Gate 22.

Don't look now, but here comes your second chance.

I don't understand.

Consider it an engagement present from Michael.

Look who I ran into at a gate far from here.

I thought your flight already left.

Doesn't leave for 15 minutes.

I bought him a ticket... Full fare economy.

Do you mean it?

You're really coming with me?

Well, I-I told him he can go

with you now or spend the rest of his life chasing

women who look like you and talk like you

- but would never be you. - Shut up, Michael.

I made up my mind before you showed up.

Are you sure, Billy?

Because I-I don't want to get my hopes up.

You really hurt me, Billy.

I was having some airport coffee

and a really bad breakfast burrito

and, uh, I was thinking about Italy

and how amazing it's going to be

to go to the Colosseum and Florence and Sicily.

And I'm like, "Why am I going over there

if you're not coming with me?"

It's like I'm leaving my whole life behind here and...

You are my whole life, Jennifer.

I need you.

I've never needed anybody like I need you.

I love you so much.

You did good.

How long has it been...

Three days?

Seems like forever.

I'll second that.

I'm sure you two want to be alone.

I have to call into the hospital.

I'll see you later.

Get some sleep; you deserve it.

- Thanks for your help, Pete. - Yeah.

I just realized, did Billy leave?

This morning,

but I called him as soon as I found out that you were okay

and he told me to tell you he wants you to visit him in Rome.

Oh, that's gonna be so weird, not having him around.

You know what? Let's not talk about Billy, hmm?

We're home, we're safe.

What do you want to do first?

First...

First is good.

Second is even better.

Will you take a rain check?

You bet.

My bed is calling me.

Me, too.

Look, I know it's your job to cover for Coop,

but I just saw his car in the parking lot,

so don't try to tell me he's not in, okay?

Well, he is, but he's not seeing anyone.

I'm not in for anyone, and that includes you.

Oh.

Look, I don't understand, you're not talking to me anymore?

It's just over just like that?

Yeah.

Look, I understand you're still angry.

No, no, I'm not angry.

Okay?

Now, if you'll just excuse me, please.

You know, you can't just shut me out.

Please?

Just have dinner with me tonight, all right, Coop?

I can't.

I'll be in Philadelphia tonight.

You remember Dr. Larner?

Well, it seems they had, uh, some difficulty

filling that research position, so, uh, I finally accepted.

Larner.

Hmm.

You would take a job with that scum after what he did to me?

I figure he just snapped momentarily.

You know, some women can bring out a man's dark side.

You are some piece of work, you know that?

Carrie, what do I

- pay you for?! - I can't believe

that you called my lawyer

and told him that our marriage was over.

- It is. - That's great, Coop, that's just great.

Now they want the ten million bucks back and we don't have it.

Well, that's not my problem, is it?

'Cause I didn't spend a dime of it.

You're the one who paid back taxes, bought yachts.

I'm in the clear.

Oh, yeah?

I'm gonna file charges against you... attempted murder.

Go ahead.

Your word against mine.

You know what? You can't just solve things by running away.

You cannot fix this, Megan!

All right?!

There's nothing left to fix!

You threw it all away.

You know what? You don't mean that.

You still love me.

Not anymore.

And the sad part is,

you're never going to find anyone

to love you the way I did.

God, he can't just turn his feelings off overnight.

What, Mr. Mood Swing?

You bet your ass.

Megan, you just got the abridged version

of what I lived through for eight years.

Yeah, well, then why did you want him back?

Bad memory and poor judgment.

He also happened to be conveniently located

in the bedroom next to mine,

and he had one thing I always wanted in a man...

Five million bucks.

Oh, God, I love him, I can't imagine my life without him.

Oh, Megan, honey, please, don't let Coop get to you.

He's not worth it.

No man is, believe me.

Yeah.

Gosh, I'd love to buy you a cup of coffee, but...

I'm broke.

Hey, maybe we can go scrounge one up

at the Burns-Mancini lounge, huh?

Come on.

Yeah, maybe they have some of that instant oatmeal.

My God, I haven't had breakfast.

My stomach hurts.

I know.

Jane, um, Taylor can wait.

Uh, well, when I told her we were both going to the airport,

she decided to take a nap

right after she stopped screaming at me

for us not caring about her.

Well, she's just hormonal.

I envy her.

But why? I mean, you're the one

that's gonna be changing the diapers and walking

the floors at night.

Really, and what are you going to be doing?

Whoa, oh, no, well, I'm a changed man.

I'll be right there with you.

I'll be rooting you on... Go, Jane, go.

We can joke about it,

but, um...

Michael, when we were married,

you know how much I wanted a baby.

Oh, yeah, me, too.

Did you?

Because w-when I miscarried I-I sort of felt like maybe,

maybe you were relieved.

Well, you know, I wasn't ready to grow up then.

But I want this now.

I want us to have a family...

You, me, and the kid... And I promise

I'm gonna really, really try to make it work this time.

I'm, I'm going to be the man you thought you married.

I love you.

Come on, let's go check in on Mommie Dearest.

Where is she? Did she change rooms?

She left a note.

"Dear Michael and Jane, I know this is going

"to be hard for you to understand.

"But I really feel Mikey Jr. and I

"have a bond that shouldn't be broken.

I love him."

I know it's kind of weird, facing backwards like that,

but it's for your own personal safety.

I'm your mommy and I know these things.

Look, I want to be honest with you.

I haven't had the best of luck hanging onto guys,

but it's going to be different with you, I promise.

I will always be there for you

and you will always be there for me.

Whatever bad things anyone says about me,

you just won't believe 'em.

Nope.

You're gonna love your mommy.

Hello.

It's me.

Are you all right?

Yeah, I just didn't get

a chance to thank you properly.

Well,

you don't have to thank me for anything.

No, I think I do.

I said some pretty mean things to you lately

and I put you down for carrying a torch,

and you still came through for me.

You always do.

And I always will.

It's one of my favorite things to do.

You know, I just assumed, as, as time went on,

the connection between us would go away, and...

it hasn't and I'm glad.

I won't take it for granted again.