All language subtitles for Chance.S02E04.WEBRip.x264-ION10

-Previously on Chance...
-HYNES: Hey.

Woman found with her throat cut,
a kid shot in the head

breaking into a car
registered to Ryan Winter.

I'm gonna need you to get into
Ryan Winter's head for me.

You were attacked by a stranger,
targeted for whatever reason.

Rear choke like that
for longer than 40 seconds,

and you wouldn't be here.

Winter is here
in my office.

Change rattles him.

If I keep him here,

can you get into his house?

Already out the door, Doc.

You spread that shit around
about me and John.

-Chill out.
-And then just sit here.

You are not my friend!

Whatever, stalker freak.

WINTER:
Someone's broken into my house

and taken things, moved things.

What they stole has no value
other than to me.

-Did you call the police?
-He is the police.

Detective Kevin Hynes.

It really freaked him out,
what you did.

Look, I don't give a shit,
but I can't lose this job.

In case you get hungry.
Why didn't you scream

when you saw me in the house?
'Cause you're not scary.

When I was 8, I was standing
on a train platform.

This woman had come out
of the crowd, grabbed him,

and tossed him
in front of the train.

I found a way to cope.

There's this asshole
bullied me or whatever.

D: Anytime somebody bullies you,
you should thank them every day.

Learn to stand up
for yourself now.

Anything can be a weapon.

-Oh.
-Oh!

-Thank you.
-Hey, take a bow.

For what?
Your good work
made this happen.

Ryan Winter just donated
$1 million to the unit

in Josefa's name.

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(streetcar bell dings)

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(indistinct conversation)

(woman speaking indistinctly
over P.A.)

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Pinch me, right?

This is too good
to be true.

CHANCE: I agree.

**

What?

Come on.

**

I don't think you should
take this money.

**

What do you mean, don't?
Based on what?

Well, he's a patient with
head trauma for one thing.

We've accepted money
from victims

and families of victims
before.

I mean, not this much money,
but they donate all the time.

It's not unethical.

It's what helps
keep our doors open.

Will you -- Will you just
listen to me for a second?

I'm just concerned
that this donation

is gonna come
with strings.

Access.

This is not the type of guy
who can give a million dollars

-and just leave it at that.
-Fine.

He can have
my parking spot.

I'm serious.

So am I.

Do I really have to tell you
what a million dollars

means for this unit?

I know, I know.
I just --

(cellphone chiming)

I just don't want him

to distract from the people
who actually need us.

(chiming stops)
Yeah?

**

Whoa, whoa, whoa.
C-Christina, s-slow down.

**

Is she with you now?

Okay.

Uh, I'll meet you
at my place in 20 minutes.

-Nicole?
-Yeah.

I got to go.
(door opens)

I'll call you later.

Hey. This money,

it'll be a good thing.

(indistinct conversations)

**

(bell dinging)

(indistinct talking)

**

WOMAN: Jesus,
carryout check stand 2.

Jesus,
carryout check stand 2.

**

Folic acid and iron
and a stool softener

for the iron
side effects.

**

You know they have
flowers here.

Folic acid helps protect
your baby against birth defects,

and the iron
prevents anemia.

**

What's your name?

D.

D.

I have a doctor, D.

An O.B. for the baby.

She tells me not to eat raw fish
and weird cheeses or whatever.

And she tells me to take
vitamins, so I do that.

But thank you.

Okay, then.

**

So, you're stalking me
at the supermarket

because of birth defects?

Hmm?

Then why?

Y-Your boss,
he's a very bad man.

That's all I know
is bad men.

You're gonna have to say
more than that.

He kills people.

What people?
Women, mostly.

**

So, he's gonna kill me?

Doubt it.

That'd be too obvious,

although I guess
you never know.

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You a cop?
No.

Good.

You ever kill anybody?

Nobody anyone would miss.

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So, what do you want
from me, anyway?

I just figured
you should know.

Yeah, that's an answer,
but it's not the whole answer.

You like Chinese food?

Sure.

Golden Pagoda,
tomorrow at 2:00.

You can take me to lunch.

The baby likes the chicken
in black bean sauce.

Okay.

Good.

WOMAN: Price check in produce.
Price check in produce.

Cashier 2.

You can tell me the rest
of the answer then.

**

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CHANCE:
Nic thanked Pepper?

Right after she
broke her nose.

And that Pepper
is a piece of work,

just pretending
to be her friend

so she could
humiliate her?

So, what now?

Expulsion, possibly.
I don't know.

I'll know more when I talk
to the dean tomorrow.

What time?

I'll come with you.

There's another shoe.

Of course there is.

Her parents are
pressing charges,

aggravated assault.

Aggravated?

They're saying the book was
a weapon, a blunt instrument.

The hospital's holding her
overnight for observation.

That's standard
concussion protocol.

Okay, well, I guess
I'll go talk to the parents.

And then I'll handle
the dean?

Eldon, uh, she's going to be
charged with a felony.

Is there a scenario
where she goes to jail

or some kind of, like,
juvenile detention center?

No.

That's not gonna happen.

I really thought that
we were over this. I --

She was doing so well.

I'll go talk to her.

Do you ever think that
maybe this is our fault?

I mean, she's so bright and --
and beautiful and young

and unjaded and unspoiled.

I don't know where
this is coming from.

I mean, the stalking
last year, and now?

I-I keep thinking that

the only
common denominator is --

is us.

You had nothing
to do with this.

**

(door closes)

Pepper humiliated me
in front of basically everyone,

so forget putting anything
behind me or starting over.

Not to mention
ruining any chance

I had at making any
other friends besides her.

And the rest, as they say,
is history.

Look, I -- I understand
the impulse, I do.

I just --

You ever feel like your life
is just some ride?

You're at a carnival,
you strap yourself in,

and then somebody else decides
how fast or high you go?

**

But you do have control.

It might not always
feel like that, but...

Yeah, but even before this.

Too many times I'd get up
in the morning and think,

(scoffs)
"Here we go again."

Walking the school halls,
worried,

wondering what's next,

what's out there
waiting for me now?

But today with Pepper?

I was what was waiting.

And to be honest,
it felt awesome.

**

Look, after what Pepper did,
you had every right to be upset.

This is not the way
to deal with it.

Really?

You tried "walking and reading"
at the same time lately?

Look, do me a favor.

In the future,
will you talk to me first?

Well, I tried,

and I could not
find you anywhere,

so I talked to D.

D?

Yeah, he thinks
we should thank bullies.

What? We should --
Thank them for what?

Well,
he says everyone else

just wants to keep us
weak and calm,

but bullies challenge us,

show us how
to handle adversity

and give us insight
into who we really are.

Mm-hmm.

So this is
who you really are now?

Mm. I don't know.

I just know that
whoever I was today,

I like her way more
than who I've been.

**

(beep)

(indistinct conversations)

(telephone ringing
in distance)

(conversations continues)

(woman speaking indistinctly
over P.A.)

(conversations continues)

This is not smart,
you being here.

You got no way of knowing

whether you're gonna
run into him.

I wouldn't
have had to come

if you'd answer
your fucking cell.

Besides, you said you were gonna
keep him from coming in here.

He noticed
and wrote a check so big,

no one cares what I think.

(telephone ringing
in distance)

WOMAN:
Diagnostics, please dial 7-1.

Diagnostics, dial 7-1.

(conversations continue)

So, his story about a kid
being throw on the train tracks?

The woman's name
is Amy Debbs.

Has a history
of mental illness,

in and out of psych wards
until July of '82,

where she tossed this kid
on the tracks

at the Emeryville
train station.

So that really happened.
Winter was telling the truth.

Yep.
And there's more.

The kid (groans) with
the grace of fucking God

ends up under the train or
beside the train and survives.

And Debbs was
arrested on the scene

and brought straight in
to be processed.

But no one ever
claims the kid.

In 1982, Winter would
have been 6 or 7.

Yeah, I could never get
anything on Winter's childhood.

I mean,
the things I did get,

I couldn't be sure it wasn't
some revisionist history

done after he shot into
rich people stratosphere.

And I don't even know
where he was originally from

or if Winter
was even his name.

Where is Amy Debbs now?

Do we know
if she's still alive?

Patton State Hospital.

(sighs) All right, well,
I know one of the deputy chiefs

of psychiatry down there.

I'll give him a call,

see what kind of cocktail
they've got her on.
(dialing)

If she would talk to me.

About?

(breathes sharply)

About why she tried
to kill her son.

**

(indistinct talking)

WOMAN: Thank you so much.

(horn honking)

(indistinct talking)

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The VOVC.
I'm one of the schedulers.

Right.
I thought what you did

was pretty cool.

What I did?

I've done a lot of things.

Oh, right.

The donation --
the ginormous amount of money.

I thought it was
pretty awesome.

Oh, yeah.

Well, thanks.

That was pretty awesome,
wasn't it?

(chuckles)

Have you worked there
a long time?

The unit? Uh, no,
but I used to work with

Dr. Chance when he had
his own practice.

No kidding.

You know, I'm working
with Dr. Chance right now.

Yeah, I know.

You do?
I mean, I don't know-know.

I mean, I know you are.
I do the scheduling.

I don't know anything else,
so don't worry.

(chuckling) Oh, wow.

It literally sounds
like I've never had

an adult
conversation before.

So, how long
have you known him?

A couple of years. Um...
I used to run his practice.

Anyway, I just wanted to say
that what you did was amazing,

and we all
really appreciate it.

What is your name?

Lucy.

Baek.

I'm Ryan Winter,
but you know that.

Mm-hmm.

Not just because of stalky
scheduling weirdness.

Also because
I'm kind of a tech nerd.

Well, those and Star Wars

are my two favorite
kinds of nerds.

(chuckles)

You know, I'm actually
speaking at a thing...

Oh.
...that you might like.

Mm.
It's a conference
on mixed reality.

Oh!
Um, yeah. Uh...

It's just with work and my kid,
it's a little hard

to get away
for last-minute stuff.

You're a mom.

Yeah, the single kind.

**

(cup thumps lightly)

Well, listen.

**

If you can get away...

Mm-hmm.

(paper tears)

...here's the information.

I -- (scoffs)
It could be interesting, too.

So, bye.
Bye.

**

MAN: They have
a gift shop in there.

(indistinct conversations)

(curtain opens)

Hi.

I'm Nicole's father,
Eldon Chance.

I just wanted
to check on Pepper,

tell you
how sorry we all are

that this has happened.

Not as sorry as
you're gonna be, pal.

-It's okay.
-I understand your being upset.

Oh, do you?

Because I didn't see you
sleeping in a plastic chair...

Hey, hey, hey.
...all night while nurses

came in to check your daughter's
pupils every hour.

Bob.

Pepper has
a nasal fracture.

Thankfully, there's no sign
of concussion.

Just spoke with
the attending physician.

What?
You talked to her.

I'm a neuropsychiatrist.

I work with a lot
of head trauma patients.

Yeah, it figures, huh?

it's always the shrink's kids
that are the fucking --

Stop it!

(sighs)

Just take it outside, okay?
Both of you.

Maybe this is not
the best time.

What was
your first clue?

Bob, please.

Once again, I'm so sorry
that this has happened.

And maybe
when you're ready,

we can all sit down and talk
about what to do next.

Your daughter fucking broke
our daughter's nose.

There is nothing for us
to talk about. At all.

Okay?
That's what lawyers are for.

(sighs)

**

Okay, come on. Get your stuff.
Let's get out of here.

(door slams)

**

(clattering)

(clattering echoes)

WINTER: Lyndsay!

Lyndsay!

Yes?

Where is the briefc--
Right here.

Thank you. Listen,
a talk and a lunch, too,

is too much for me.
I'm not gonna be able to d it.

I'm sorry.
I told them that you probably

wouldn't be staying
to eat.

Did you call them yet?

No.

Do you want me to do it?

No, I will,
but just not right now.

Is the car here?
It's out front.

You know,
trespassing is a crime.

Yeah, I know that.

But what am I
gonna tell 'em?

That Detective Hynes
broke into my house

and rearranged my shirts?

Uh, I wouldn't even
have known he was here

except he stole my rock.

(chuckles)

I would tell me
to fuck off.

Be that as it may --
I hate when people say that.

Why is he doing this?
Why is he doing it again?

It's been four years.

Why is he doing it?

Because he wants
to torment you,

and he is,

and you can't let him
get away with it.

We can't.

We have to deal with it.

Okay, but not right now.

I can't think about this
right now.

And you don't have to.

I'm here for that.

(beep)

AUTOMATED VOICE:
Kitchen door open.

Don't schedule
without talking to me first.

**

ALVIN: You act like you didn't
start this whole shit here.

Like you didn't just wake up
one day and say,

"Fuck them, this is
how it's gonna be."

Yes,
one day I woke up.

But I never said
fuck you or anyone.

And you know that.

Don't you
put that on me.

I guess you could just
remember it however

you want to remember it, huh?
Huh?

What I want is
for you to tell me

what else I can do
to help you.

Carl still jawing
at that guy in the alley?

-Yeah.
-God damn toyboys.

What the fuck
were you doing,

talking to
Nicole like that?

What the fuck
were you thinking?

Careful, Doc.
Lacquer's wet.

Fuck the lacquer.

She broke a girl's nose.

I didn't tell her
to do that.

Just showed her how.

Yeah, you showed her how,
all right.

How to get
fucking suspended

and probably expelled
from a public school.

How to go to prison
for assault.

She's 16, D. She's a child.
She -- She --

A confident member
of the tribe

who isn't afraid to
stand up for themselves.

Who's ready to
deal on her own

with the reality
of the world.

What are you, a life coach?
Listen to yourself.

This isn't
a half-empty glass.

This fucking glass is full.

If she was my kid,
I'd take her out

for fucking ice cream
and nunchucks.

She's not your kid.
She's mine.

Think of it as
a brush-back pitch.

At the very least,
Nicole showed this

Pepper to herself.

Oh!

Showed her where
that road leads,

and I bet Pepper will give her
a wide berth from now on.

Pepper spent last night
in the hospital.

She's a mess.

Parents are on the warpath,
and I don't blame them.

I do.
She's a piece of shit.

Pretty sure they had
something to do with that.

You don't start worrying
about their child's morality

until she's a teenager?
Oh, Jesus, will --

They're already broken.
Will you stop

talking to me
about parenting?!

It's a good thing, Doc,
Nicole wanting to stand up,

face her struggle
with honor and dignity.

That's badass.

I don't want my daughter
to be badass,

not the way you mean,
not the way you are.

If she ever comes here again
for advice, you better go deaf.

(indistinct conversation
in distance)

You're welcome.

(birds chirping)

(speaking indistinctly)

Yeah.

AMY: He sent me signs.

I didn't recognize them
at first,

but when I did,
they were everywhere.

CHANCE: And what was
the first sign you saw?

Do you remember?

I had the dishes
in the sink.

The TV was on.

And a child had been mauled

by a lion at a zoo
in Milwaukee.

And what did
that tell you?

That He was coming,
and I had to prove myself.

So, what did you do?

I told Matthew.

Told him what?

That the Lord wanted me
to kill him.

How old was he
when you told him that?

3.

His eyes were like stars.

I would look in them and...

I just couldn't.

You couldn't -- You couldn't do
what the Lord was asking?

No.

Did He stop asking?

I thought so.

But then,

I went into Matthew's room
in the morning,

and Matthew rolled
over on his bed,

and he looked at me.

And there was a spider
on his pajamas.

So that night, I did it.

You -- You tried
to kill Matthew.

No.

Myself.

Mm.

**

But it didn't work.

**

The way He wanted me to do it
after that was so much worse.

Because I was fighting it.

He wanted Matthew
s-strangled,

stabbed, cut up

because
I wouldn't listen.

Is that when He told you
about the train?

That's not exactly
what He said.

What did He say?

Metal.

Metal was His message.

**

I couldn't put my hands
on my baby.

Not like God wanted me to,
not like that.

Not cut him and stab him
and beat him to death.

But when I stopped
fighting, I knew.

(metal screeches)

(train rumbling)

I stepped out in faith.

The train would fulfill him.

It would be quick.

It would be enough.

**

**

(sighs)

People thought
I was crazy, too.

I mean,
not Amy Debbs crazy,

but they washed their hands
of me pretty much.

I guess I was glad
when the brass shipped me

to Fremont after I, uh...

I told myself, hey,
that's just what I needed

was a clean slate,
you know?

But that
didn't fucking last.

I mean, Winter for me

is like the princess
and the fucking pea.

No matter what I do,

that piece of shit
keeps me awake.

Why do you think that is?

I mean, to that extent.
Is it Travis?

-'Cause you and he were --
-What?

Us two were what?

Forget it.

You know, we weren't -- if
that's what you were thinking.

It wasn't like that.
I've only been with women.

Almost got married,
even, twice.

I took the road I-I knew,
and once I got going,

I ended up
where it took me.

Till Travis.

You know, and I told myself

it was --
it was just a mentor thing,

a parental, like a --
like a dad and a son.

You know, but inside,

it all just felt
like a load of shit.

Everything felt like shit.

And so, you know,
one day, I just --

I just stopped fighting,
and then I said to myself,

I'm gonna just feel
what I'm feeling.

Secretly to myself.

In case I was wrong.

**

And what happened?

(scoffs)

I guess that's
what happiness is.

Got a glimpse of it.

**

(indistinct conversations)

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D: Barrio Cazadores.

Your tattoo, the hunters,
Tijuana gang.

You affiliated?

It was another life.

**

Is that where your
baby's daddy is?

You don't take girls out
a whole lot, do you?

No.

**

How'd you become
a murderer's maid?

I was a coyote.

Just outside of Tecate.

I would take people
10, 12, 14 hours, on foot,

through the mountains,
until they were picked up

outside Highway 94.

I'd smuggled so many other
people across the border,

I figured I could go ahead
and smuggle myself over.

And I did.

I stayed with a friend.

She would clean houses
under the table.

And she couldn't make
all of her jobs,

so I started
to fill in for her,

and that's how I met Mr. Ryan's
assistant, Lyndsay.

So, what's it like?

It's pretty boring.

There's cleaning, errands,

and Mr. Ryan has
talked to me maybe twice.

He talks to himself
a lot, though.

What do you mean,
like, he mumbles?

No, more like full-on
conversations.

With who?
Nobody.

There's nobody there.

It's passionate, or he just
yell, or maybe he's crying,

but there's nobody there.

(chuckling)
Mr. Ryan is not all there.

He has his ways.

He hates certain plates,
so a salad plate he hates.
(chuckles)

And he has, you know,
this beautiful swimming pool,

but he never uses
his swimming pool.

Except maybe one time.

One time a man came over,
and he teach him how to swim.

To swim?

LORENA: Mm-hmm, and he's never
been in it since.

(chuckles)

You like pie?

I don't like it.

Oh.

I love it.

**

-Awesome.
-(chuckles)

I'm gonna make
a quick phone call,

and then let's go
get some pie.

**

(indistinct conversation)

(conversation continues)

(beep)

(woman speaking indistinctly
over P.A.)

(sighs)

What is this?

Pretty awesome
is what it is.

Ryan Winter replaced the whole
unit's computers for free.

Baller.

When? Why --
Why would he do that?

Apparently,
he heard someone say

something about our computers
being slow and shitty,

and he just, you know,
made the call.

No biggie for him.
Huge deal for us.

I'm excited, too.

(indistinct conversations)

(conversations continue)

(bag thumps lightly)

(keys rattle)

**

(cellphone dialing)

**

(line ringing)

(cellphone chiming)

**

(chiming stops)

**

Hey?

CHANCE: Hi.

Listen, I have
to cancel group tonight.

I got a family issue.

Wondered if you wanted to
get together this afternoon.

The two of us?

If that works for you.

I wanted to continue with what
we discussed the other day,

but I don't want
too much time

to -- to lapse
between sessions.

Do you like to walk?

Sure. What did you
have in mind?

Beach.

Dune Point, just north
of the old baths --

you know it?

I know of it.

Great.
So, in about an hour?

(mouse clicking)

Sure, fine.

I hope everything's okay?

**

What do you mean?

**

With your family, with your
family issue, I hope it's okay.

**

Thank you for saying so.

**

You're welcome.

**

(cellphone clatters)

**

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**

**

(water lapping)

(waves crashing)

**

(highlighter cap clicks)

**

**

(indistinct conversations)

(cellphone ringing)

CARL: D?
Is that you, D?

You're calling
my phone, Carl.

(breathes deeply)

I need you to come, son.

There's, um --
There's, um, trouble brewing.

I bought a lot of drinks
for a lot of people.

Bring money now.

Where are you?

**

I'm at the Admiral's Arms.

**

Quickly, D.

Coming.

S.O.S. from a friend.

-You game?
-Okay.

(indistinct conversation)

(waves crashing)

WINTER: How do I cope?

You said that after you saw
the boy being thrown

in front of the train,
you found ways to cope.

I just wondered
what they were.

(birds calling)

Back then, it was school.

How about now?

Work.
I run sometimes.

Nothing too unusual.

(birds calling)

For me, it was work,

and then drink
when work wasn't enough.

What are you talking about?

I had a fall.

Actually, in a place
not very different from this.

You fell off a cliff?

Uh-huh.

How?

(birds calling)

One moment I was walking.

Next thing I knew,
I woke up in an ambulance

with my head in a cage.

My PET scan was not
very dissimilar to yours.

Well,
way to bury a lead, Doc.

Yeah, well, protocol is,

we're not supposed to share
personal details with patients.

So, did you feel
different after?

You mean besides
the physical effects?

Double vision,
memory loss?

I find I am more
prone to anger.

And it has been
pointed out to me

that I have
grown reckless.

Okay, okay, but you -- you must
do something to -- to cope.

Not really.

I just embrace.

(wave crashes)

Whoa!

I think
the tide's coming in.

So, I mean, what the fuck
are we supposed to do now?

Wait it out?

Not with this swell.

This whole place is gonna be
under water very soon.

I hope you can swim.

You're kidding me.

(laughs)

That's not funny.

I -- It's --

That water is freezing!

It's 56.

I caught the surf
report driving in.

Just never thought
to actually check and see

what the tide was doing.

It never occurred to me.
Sorry.

But you can swim, right?

Yeah, I can swim,
but I'm not going in there!
Okay.

Come on!

This is just, like,
five minutes. It's...

Go out around the point,
swells from the north,

that'll help, easy.

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You know,
I told Dr. Clayton

we should have a sign emblazoned
over the door saying,

"Life begins
when things go wrong."

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(coughing)

(gasps)

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(panting)

(gurgling)

(grunts) Eldon!

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Eldon!

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(gasps)

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(coughing)

(gasping)

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(gasps)

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(coughing)

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(gasps)

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And who, may I ask,

is this lovely young lady
who came to my rescue?

Lorena.

-Lorena.
-Why this, and why today?

Have something to do with
that new boyfriend of yours?

The guy I saw you
talking to in the alley?

All amped up?

(scoffs)

That was my son,
Alvin.

My son.

The last time I saw him,
he was just a little boy.

What happened?

I'm gay is what happened.

Carl came out,
they cut him off -- his family.

Wanted him out of their lives
and said so.

She's sick and dying,

Olivia, my wife.

Once.

Had insurance from a job,

but the out-of-pocket expenses
crippled them.

That's what the fucking
stolen Mayan shit is about?

They needed my help, D.

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They're so broke,
it forced them to come to me.

You risked your reputation,
your business.

No more than what you
and I have done together.

(taps)

Yeah, it is.

We may fudge
names and dates,

but the product
is all top drawer.

You start letting in hot shit,
third-party assholes,

risk it all for what?

People who dumped you out
like a dirty ashtray.

He's my son, D.

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My first son.

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WINTER: When I left here today,
I had no idea what would --

(birds calling)

I almost didn't come back here.

(sniffles)

I almost died.

You had a limit experience.

That's what
philosophers call it.

It's a near-death experience,

that point of living
that lies as close as possible

to the impossibility of living.

It can give you knowledge
about yourself

that you can't get
any other way.

Whether you like it or not.

Like when you fell
off that cliff.

Yeah.

Going beyond without
actually going beyond.

How'd you feel?

You saved me.

You would have
done the same.

I would like to think so.

But I don't think so.

I've done some things
that I know are bad,

and I don't think I would take
them back, even if I could.

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How do you feel about
saving my life now?

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Maybe you should tell me
about those bad things.

Because you can't decide
how you feel unless you know?

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Fine.

Tell me something
else, then.

Something else that
I've wondered for a long time.

You remember the story
that I told you

about the boy
on the train platform?

If I hadn't seen that,

I mean, if I hadn't had
to explain that to myself,

like you said,

would I be
the person that I am now?

Would I do
the things I do now,

be whatever it is I am,

if I hadn't been there?

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You want to know
what I think?

(sniffs)

I think it might be
the reason why we met.

I'll tell you what I think when
you tell me the whole story.

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I don't follow.

The whole story about
why you were there.

Who you were there.

That woman on the platform
was your mother.

The boy was you.

I knew that when you were
telling it to me.

I could hear it
in your voice.

You were testing me
to see if I could

really hear you, and I can.

That's why I saved you.

And that's
the reason we met.

I still need you to trust me,
and you don't.

Until you do,

I don't think
we can keep doing this.

(sighs)

Don't forget to have
someone go to the beach,

pick up your car.

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WINTER: (screams)
(glass shatters)

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(dog barking in distance)

LYNDSAY:
I filed it this afternoon.

They promised to
look into it further.

The sergeant seemed
to already know something

about your history
with Detective Hynes.

(sighs)

Why did you do this?

We had to.

No, I said --
I said not right now.

I said I wanted
to think about it.

No.
Ryan.

I'm sorry.

(sighs)

(chuckling) No. No, no.

Oh, God.
But if --

Ryan, if you could see you
the way that I see you.

How upset you are
by all this, how hurt.

I couldn't wait.

I couldn't let him do that
to you again.

You are too good of a man
to have to deal with this.

I had to do something.

No.

Because we're a team.
Aren't we?

Aah!

(grunts)

(whimpers)

(sighs)

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(sobs)

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I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

You are not her.

You will never be her.

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Be glad about that.

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I am.

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(engine starts)

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(tires screech)

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CHANCE: Mrs. Atkinson.
Uh, I'm sorry.

I should have called ahead,
but I, uh...

I was hoping
maybe we could talk.

(breathes deeply)

Uh, look, my husband's
not here, okay?

He's at a work dinner.

Oh.

Okay, well, I can talk out here
if it's more comfortable.

How's Pepper?

(insects chirping)

She's asleep.

I was just wondering if you
and your husband would be open

to sitting down
with Nicole's mother and me

and just talking
about what happened.

Civilly.

(dog barking in distance)

(scoffs)

No offense, but don't
you think the time for that

would have been the moment
before your daughter

decided to break my --
my daughter's nose?

Pepper humiliated Nicole
in front of the entire school.

For no other reason apparently
than a sadistic enjoyment

of her own power
and moral bankruptcy.

A less charitable person might
call your daughter broken.

Wow, this is what
you call civility, huh?

You know how many kids
kill themselves

over things like this?

I'm sure you could imagine
an alternate landscape

in which Nicole takes
a handful of pills instead.

I don't know why Pepper
did this, okay?

I have no idea.
Maybe it's me, you know.

Maybe I'm -- I'm the reason.

Maybe I'm the broken one.

I don't really care
what I am anyway

because I know that she knows
that I've got her back.

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Want to try it?

I'm -- No, I'm good.
Thank you.

(laughs)

(indistinct conversations)

What's wrong?

Listen.

There's something I-I want
to talk to you about.

(conversations continue)

It's something I've been
putting off for a long time.

(sighs)

But so much has happened.

It's time
you heard the truth.

About what? You're --
You're kind of scaring me.

The reason --

I think the reason
that, uh...

frightening things
feel good to you,

I think it's because I had
a version of that myself.

What are you talking about?

When I was in my 20s,

I was doing my residency,
and, uh, I met a girl.

And it was, uh --
it was serious.

I thought it was serious.
And she broke it off.

I didn't take it well.
I did not take it well.

And she moved to San Diego,
and I followed.

I followed,
and I followed, and, uh...

She took out
a restraining order.

Which I broke, I violated.

Many times.

So, eventually,
I was arrested.

And I was hospitalized,

and I was on suicide watch
for 28 days.

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I could just feel
my life unravel.

And I...was powerless
to stop it.

**

And then, when I got out,
I had no money for med school.

I had --
I had nothing left.

**

So, what are we?

I mean, is it some kind
of brain disease?

No, it's, uh...

(breathes sharply)

It's a propensity
to compulsion.

Think of it
as a genetic predisposition.

To being fucked up?

Nic, it's --
Does Mom know?

(sighs)

About what happened,
about everything you said?

No, she does not know
any of this.

Oh, my God.

Here I've been thinking
I'm crazy,

and now you're
telling me I am.

No, you're not.
That's what I'm saying.

You're not crazy.
We are not crazy.

We just --

We just have
to figure out a way

to make this work for us
and not against us.

You have to learn how
to recognize the triggers

and how not to act on them.

Trust me.
Why?

You didn't trust me.

Letting me go this long,
thinking that it was me,

that I was nuts.

Every time you talked to me
about what I did,

you were lying.

Why?

I don't know.

I was reluctant to admit
the possible -- I don't know.

I honestly --
Well, how can you not know?

Because I --
You're a neuropsychiatrist!

You should have told me.

**

You should have told me.

Well,
I-I'm telling you now.

Well, now is too late.

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HYNES:
You call that a fucking plan?

You trap him on the beach,
and you force him to swim,

and you count on yourself
to be able to save his ass?

Yeah, and he's
starting to break.

It's working.

Because you knew
everything was gonna

play out just like it did.

You were sure.

As opposed to, he drowns,
or he pulls you under,

and you both drown, or --
or you drown, and he makes it,

or you get eaten
by a fucking shark.

Listen to me,
Detective Hynes.

Winter is about to talk.

He's already admitted
to doing bad things

because he was pushed
to a place of extremity.

Somewhere he never
would have gotten

if he'd been
sitting on a couch.

[ Thumps ]

You know,
I don't know, Doc.

But what I do know is that
you just put everything

we've been toward at risk.

This hump
at the bar of justice,

facing a reckoning
before this world

for what he's done.

What the fuck?

What?

You're at home, right?

Turn on your TV now,
local news.

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ANNOUNCER: And it looks like
they're gonna substitute him.

REPORTER: This morning, a couple
was hiking with their dog

when they found a body.

All this a week after
the body of Travis Webber

was found buried.

Causing the excavation
that led to the latest...

HYNES: Tell me
you're seeing this.
...gruesome discoveries
yesterday.

I'm seeing it.

REPORTER: Now, police are saying
that as many three bodies

have been found as of now,
and they are continuing...

You forced this guy
to a breaking point, Doc.

Pushing him to an extremity
like you said,

and he may tell you secrets
because of it, but --

but what else?

What else might you have
pushed him to do?

**

Do you even know?

Sorry this was last minute.

I'm glad you could get free.

You ever have one of those weeks

that kind of turns you
on your head?

It's sort of an hour-to-hour
proposition for me.

**

I feel like we're getting away
with something.

I mean, you're sure
this is okay?

Us going out like this?

I'm actually not sure
because it isn't.

But if we just keep this
on the DL, we should be fine.

**

I mean, it's not like
we're hurting anyone, right?

("Last One Dies"
by Blindness playing)

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