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A film by Carlos Puentes

That´s all right

it´s good, that´s all right

very well

It´s positioned

This damn tree is

blocking me all the light

but well

Ok

I belive that is ready

Ok

It´s ready, ready, ready, ready

All right

starting in 3

It´s imperative to start

with a quote from the master

It´s imposible to make a

good movie, without a camera

I didn´t see the camera

I didn´t see the camera

DAMN IT¡

i didn't do it right

i didn't do it right

That´s fine, relax, relax

I can save it

I can save it

that's what edition exists for

The first take and I failed

gosh

I´m in the shot

ok, now i´m out of the shot

perfect

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Vagabond. Independent. To. Freedom?.

We start the adventure

in the always sunny

city Torreón Coahuila

observing a quiet

autumn afternoon

watching his trees, benches

nature

and parks always abundant

and never infuriating

maybe it´s not overflowing

with inhabitants

but those who decide to stay

are always rejoicing

They have churches

also schools

and malls

It's obvious to say

that Torreón is a small city

but colloquially speaking cool

Many will wonder

why we talk about this

rather the question should be

why this soft-spoken man

is telling us this.

I believe that every good storie

starts with a demonstration

from the context in

which something arises

and in this case someone

Francisco Starkon

also known as Dirk fuck#% Holmes

Born in México City known as D.F

was a young pornographic actor

debutante of the mid 2000s

the golden age of

of filthy porn video movies

He was raised in

a middle class family

only son and with

irresponsable parents

saw in porn cinema

an opportunity to shine

He felt that his destiny

could make him participate

in those films

and not only that,

also to become

in a legendary star

like his idols

Mirk Migler and Juan C. Molks

Over the years the old Frac

changed his physical appearance

which led

to a great depression

and thanks to his short stature

and complexion not so common

in pornographic cinema,

Francisco thought that he

would never be able to perform

in a triple x film

but destiny

like a roller coaster

always up him or

and down him in life

One dark night

in a desolate room

Francisco took a nap

in which he could witness

an epiphany of his great future

LIGHTS, WOMEN

AND A CINEMA CAMERA

FORESHADOWED HIM

HIS FUTURE LIFE AS AN ACTOR

AND ALSO A MYSTERY HAND

THAT COULD FULFILL

ALL HIS WISHES AND DREAMS

In that moment

Francisco woke up decided

and convinced that he

could be the actor of his dreams

went looking for a job

but when he couldn't find

he decided to make his films

on his own

until he met the director-actor

uintessential bulwark

of pornography

Moseph Cassavetos

also known as

I believe that here

the most important thing

is purification

Sometimes we think

that this type of movies

are just to relax

but they have their magic behind

their

concept

Almost everyone thought

than with the advent

of digital cameras

in the 50s and 60s

and its boom in the 90s

would affect the cinema a lot

even saying that

it would be their destruction

but it was nonsense

I consider that it growed it

and rejuvenated it

that saved it

Also my films

consistently look other places

places where the public

is not just looking for "action"

they stayed for the plot

with a genuine interest

in the story

wanting to be the characters

identifying with them

they connected with the films

Sadly, after directing 6 films

this capable mysterious

and daring filmmaker

that wanted to change

all the porn cinema

considered by many

the new John Ford of porn cinema

died of unknown causes

on June 6, 2011

Continuing with contemporary

artists of our star,

we have his best friend

compatriot and partner in acting,

the mysterious but always funny

Luis Romero

a.k.a Wilhemn Dafouck

Born in Chile

in the post-franquist era

lived most of

his childhood in Cuba

In this days he discovered

acting and gangsters cinema

that helped him to learn English,

and from this experience

Luis always believed that

one day he would become

an film actor

Dissapointed for

the results that he had

on his country

Luis decided to left his country

and moved to México

and because he didn´t had money

he moved to Torreón

He tried to found an acting job

but he wasn´t sucessful

Tired of always being

a foreigner

This young actor was decided

to return to his origin country

But one gelid friday afternoon

he met Dirk Holmes

his soon co-star

and best friend

Wilhemn didn´t wanted

to perfom in Dirk movies,

but at the end

he started to perfom

in supporting roles

and soon he became

the leading man,

Always giving his best effort,

despiting the results

of his performances,

like in the marvelous film

"Cured or Not Cured"

where his character Dr. Wonder,

in a zombie invasion

discovers that his cure,

created to defeat AIDS,

can be used to heal humanity

Having only one cure,

he need to risk all his values,

and feelings to discover

what he need to do,

with his miraculus cure

This dreamful and surreal dream

created by Dirty Moe,

gave us one of the best

performances of Wilhemn Dafouck,

and after this film,

his career started

This new fame

with his previous film,

made his emigration

to Hollywood invetable,

But his career in this country

wasn´t the same

He became a drug addict,

and stared an

addiction to cocaine,

Bad companies lead him to lose

all his progress,

In 2*+%&

he returned to México

It was no longer the best time

for porn films,

and the filming

despite being digital

became more and more expensive,

the producers didn´t had interest

in innovative films

independent pornographic cinema

would no longer be profitable,

and the big productions

faded the small ones

Wilhelm Dafouck was seen

in different cities

of Latin America,

but after his last film

his whereabouts, destiny and life

would never be known

The effervescent sense of

joy that this cinema emanates

was very ephemeral,

the stars who

previously dominated

cinema in general,

gradually became extinct and

like in the age of silent movies

they couldn't evolve

Everyone had terrible endings,

excepting Dirk Holmes that

somehow survived as

an assistan of production

in normal films,

but in the end he had

a more catastrophic fate

than his partners

His addiction to painkillers

and methamphetamines,

like his friend Wilhelm

doomed him,

all his savings were squandered

in women, drugs,

he didn´t stayed in shape,

and lost contact with

any possible human being

Diego Férnandez Dirk Holmes Stepbrother

Despit...

Excuse me

Despite having the same mother,

I never got to know him,

I saw him once

when I was a child

Maybe I heard his name,

because his films

are very known,

despite you know,

being

dirty movies,

my mother never told me

anything about him,

I didn´t knew that

he was my brother

unitl I discovered

his photos in the web

People always confused me

with that guy and,

I stayed like this

with the doubt

But having contact with him...

never

Diana Farroles Dirk Holmes Psychologist

After the end of his career,

Francisco developed multiple

mental disorders,

like post traumatic stress

and subsequent bipolarity,

in the absence of a stimulus

which was awarded to him

by acting, or interaction with

this medium,

his brain changed

He was no longer

the same person,

and his attitudes with others

showed it

Not having a goal and

human contact on his life

destroyed him

I spent 3 months working on

his recovery,

and despite his notable effort

subconsciously sabotaged himself

He deformed himself

physically and mentally

after a small fight we had,

he stopped

attending our sessions

Francisco is a fragile person

that need help,

he only wants love

and recognition

This star after years

without knowing his whereabouts,

was seen in the streets

of Torreón,

hanging around the garbage cans,

looking for any food

He became a miserable vagabond,

who has to manage to survive

every day

COME ON¡,

CAN´T YOU LEAVE ME ALONE

I´m Juan Lucas Tarantose

I´m 22

I´m a documentary filmmaker

The reason why i´m doing this

experiment film,

rather than making a documentation

about the history of

national porn films,

is to recreate a portrait

about one of his main actors,

about the main star

of porn films

For some this industry

can be despeciable,

only consumed by the filth

and impure persons

but behind this prejuices,

values like empathy,

friendship

and hard work are not distant

It took 75 years for this art

to realize the potential

of its rebellious brother

Dirk is...

an unknown actor

who rather than questioning,

we need to fully understand him, understand their motives, passions

to understand his motives

behaviors,

lifes,

knowing his life for one day

22 JULY, 2020

18 APRIL, 2020

After some discussions,

the star accepted to be filmed

with the condition that

everything have to be under

his rules,

and on the date

that he indicated,

filming not in a day, only

in 2 hours,

with the minor possible takes

AH, I can´t mute the sound,

I need to take out this mask

Listening?

yes everything sounds,

everything sounds,

and I plugged in everything fine,

why I didn´

didn´t put attention

to sound class

Let´s hear

Listening?

yes

done

10 AUGUST, 2020

10 SEPTEMBER, 2020

10 OCTOBER, 2020

10 NOVEMBER, 2020

Are you ready?

Yes, ready

I´m Francisco Starkon,

best known for my cunning

as an actor,

but not known by

by the consequences and

actions

after my last project,

my last failure

All my money was wasted

in a record time,

I never thought

in the possibilities,

and repercussions that

my actions would have,

I managed to

go from a state of maximum

of maximum euphoria

to its antipode,

I was devastated

with my spirit in the ground and

just thinking in drugs, alcohol

and

in the brothel that I used to go

I wanted to completely get away

from the cameras,

and never think about

being an actor again...

but doing that

never helped me,

sometimes we thought

always in the necessities,

and hopes that never let us

thank the universe,

and be able to apreciate the

things that we have,

until they lose them completely,

like me,

and ended up like a

marauder vagabond,

a person that only survived

with what he had

I never wanted

our careers to end

What about your friends?

There were my only family,

I considered them my brothers,

we were always a unit

rather than a duality

When Moseph died,

I felt that a part of me

also died too,

my discoverer passed away and

for a moment

I wanted to be with him

Did you also consider

Wilhemn Dafouck part of

your being?

Of course,

he was my brother,

my own blood

So you never fought

with punches?

What?

Oh come on

We never fought with punches,

maybe discussions

and verbal fights sometimes but

come on,

this medias are always changing

everything,

miserables motherf&/**ers

So do you not agree with his

statements that you had

betrayed him

more than once?

Betrayed?

BETRAYED?

COME ON, I´M SURE THAT YOU

THE MEDIAS CREATED THIS LIES,

OUR PUBLIC IMAGE MUST BE INTACT,

WE WERE PROFESSIONALS

NOT

SECOND-RATE ACTORS OR

second-rate performers

Dirk is a complicated person

I have no doubts about it,

but taking out his problems

we have left a fascinating being,

that had a whole journey

as a life, and was able

to move on

All my life I have always

regretted the decisions that

I have made,

not socializing,

not going to parties,

not dating the girl that I liked,

not doing new thing in my life,

not living,

had always been

my dailies battles,

my chains that doomed my

whole life

I'm sick of regretting

of being the loser,

sometimes I feel like

I´m caging myself

in my own personal hell,

in my miseries cage,

Blaming others only

transformed me into this coward

who is talking to you,

into this mediocre that

can´t managed his life dream,

into this misfit who

only wanted to be in

film business

and wanted to live,

that only wanted to live

I think my biggest problem is

my voracious attitude,

I´m never satisfied

or feel complete,

I used to control that aspect

when I perfomed

People treat porn actors

like beasts,

like monsters who

just want to fuck,

when we´re just humans,

We think, therefore we exist

and we survive

Franc... Dirk

do you ever ask yourself

what happend with your films?

Yes,

I always wondered if

our films had posteriority,

if they remained in history,

but what is posteriority?

and why we worried about it,

in the end everything

is forgotten

I used to always think

in my future,

in the tomorrow,

in the what will be,

and because of that

I never thought in my past

or my memories,

I never analyzed my life,

or analyzed my present

and appreciate what I'm living

I used to have a life

before acting,

but I never managed

to perfectly match

with that style,

every day I was just

thinking in my future,

how will I live as an actor and

who would I meet

In fact

I never lived in that world,

I wanted to be in other

You had your revelation

at a young age that you would

one day be a movie star,

right?

An abstract being, told me

what to do with my life

and the price I had to pay

to have it

Everyone have a goal in life

whether you are an engineer,

an accountant or a teacher,

whoever you

were to become,

we all have a fundamental role

to play in this society,

We cannot choose the vocation,

it chooses you,

I´m an example of this,

I never knew that

I was going to be an actor until

fate called me,

told me what to do with my life,

and the price I had to pay

No one stopped me and

and maybe i'm not

in the best time of my life but

like a phoenix,

I WILL RISE FROM THE ASHES,

NEITHER MY MOTHER

NOR MY STUPID FATHER

HAVE STOPPED ME,

NOBODY DID

C-Can you rela

Can you relax sir?

YOU WANT TO KNOW THE TRUTH?

YOU WANT TO KNOW THE TRUTH?

Please

IS THE ONLY THING THAT YOU WANTED

Dirk

OF THIS FU*$&¨+G EXPERIMENT

SHUT UP, SHUT UP, SHUT UP

I´M PISSED OFF BECAUSE OF THIS,

I´M PISSED OFF OF

HEARING THESE THINGS,

WE HAD ALREDY TALKED ABOUT THIS

DIDN´T WE?

SHUT UP

You want the truth?

this is the truth,

I lived a complicated childhood,

my dad was a bastard

and my mom a a heartless woman,

I only live for cinema

If it wasn't for this,

I wouldn't be here today,

I

worked hard to

fulfill my dream of

being an actor,

I fought for it and

here I am

I thought that adolescence

would be easy without my parents,

I thought that something

would change,

but anything changed,

anything changed

My epiphany

gave me a 180° change,

I finally found my destiny

and I followed it

Under that longing

I cannot say that

I had an easy path from that

because i suffered,

this path for people like me,

it's too complicated

to get there,

It´s very difficult in this

porn industry

to get a leading role

because of the publicity

The medias always

are giving lies to the public

with this ideals stereotypes

about a beauty that

I never possessed,

but in the end I earned it

with effort,

and I had some glorious moments

as every good actor can have,

but these moments

started to end and

I can't complain,

I lived unforgettable experiences

and I accomplished my dream

Now i´m living this life

for something and,

I know that one day

I´ll return to cinema,

I know that I will,

I can recognice my actions

and

I hope that destiny

can help me in this

I know the things that

I need to do,

and I hope

I hope to soon

return to the big screen

As the saying goes,

the show must go on,

it must go on

All I ask is some wisdom,

only stupids ask for

nonsense,

and without making any effort,

but I pray for a way,

for a vision of

what I need to do,

in order to understand

the actions that I have to do

What I'm asking for is

some wisdom and clarification,

a simple human could not have

any of this without the help

of a divine being,

who gives him some more wisdom

and power,

that gives him a goal to live

So this is your routine?

That's right,

in addition to make my living,

I like to collect bottles

that dirty people throw away

in the park

I don't want to bother you, but

have you ever had a

media-related love partner?

Oh come on man,

you´re asking for

personal information,

I´ll only answer with a yes,

I may not have

he prestige of before,

but I still have my manners

And after the daily collection,

what do you do?

Well, I sing and

many do not know it,

or maybe they don't remember,

but I had an attempt to make

a musical career

♪ MARTHA, MARTHA ♪

♪ You were the love of my life ♪

♪ MARTHA, MARTHA ♪

♪ Please get back to me ♪

♪ MARTHA ♪

♪ You were the love of my life ♪

♪ I miss you ♪

♪ I miss our moment ♪

♪ Please get back to me ♪

♪ Please get back to me ♪

I never even got a single

or an album

I never had success in music,

but I only wanted to experiment,

I thought that I could

combine acting and music,

and in the end I quit music

Now I try to perform

amateur theater plays characters

Are you going to hurt Daisy?

That woman calls me vulgar

Please you need to undestand

that she

Ah, you don't realize,

you don't realize

what this damn witch

does to you,

all the lies she tells you

What did you say to her?

AH, DON'T PLAY INNOCENT TO ME

Do you do this daily

or sporadically?

Sporadically,

and sometimes I love to

improvise some lines and

to invent some scenes

PLEASE GOD HELP ME, PLEASE

PLEASE I CAN´T,

I CAN´T LIVE WITHOUTH HER,

PLEASE HELP ME

PLEEAASE GOD

HELP ME

MARTHA,

MARTHAAAAAAA

Martha

Martha

Also other activity that I try

to do is excercise,

but I can't even lost a kilogram,

I think I gained it

Every actor knows that

he must have

physical and mental strength,

I remember that a while ago,

I got to practice some boxing

for one of my roles

Is one of the last things

that I still have

my boxing gloves

My boxing scene in that film

lasted 10 minutes, and

only required 3 days

to be filmed,

I wanted to be prepared,

and not have to use a stunt

in the filming days,

my acting method would never

let me do this atrocious act

After this,

I never returned to box

Do you have another interesting

relic of your

successful career?

Ha, successful career,

I have some objects that

were actually the only things

that I couldn´t leave when

I losted everything

Jesus, is from "Luxuries Times"

"Blow Down", are they

still in operation?

It´s a shame but no

"Once upon a time the smugglers hearts in the west"

Of course y'all

This film was our

only big budget film,

we shot it in the Durango desert,

and I almost co-wrote the script

with Dirty

Is Wilhemn Dafouck's shirt

in "Cure Or Be Cured"?

NO, NO, NO, NO, NO

it is one shirt that I have

if I need it

for my theater plays

Gregorio Thomas glasses and cap

in "All about my father"

"All about my father",

my last role as an actor

Garbage collection

didn't just help me with money

it also helped me

with my mental health,

with that I can think better,

I can analyze my situations,

and I can design me

a better future

Besides this,

what else do you usually

incorporate into your routine?

It depends on the day,

aside from begging,

I still try to make

mental notes about ideas

for some characters or stories,

I know that destiny have

something planned for me,

so better be prepared

Could you tell us about

a character or story?

NO, everything is mine,

is my material,

MINE

you´re not going to steal it

F*´+K YOU

EVERYTHING THAT I WRITE

IS JUST MINE,

IS JUST MINE

ANYONE CAN SEE IT

WITHOUT MY PERMISSION,

ANYONE

THEY WILL PASS OVER MY

DEAD BODIE AFTER THEY

BEFORE THEY READ IT

Calm down Dirk,

calm down, calm down

Also for a while

I got to paint some murals,

I always felt an atraction

to the art of graffiti,

specialy the one from

my native town

maybe that's the only thing

that I miss from my town,

from my previous life

the painting and

a good bed of course

And have you been

doing this for a long time?

Actually I don´t,

I am a student

A communications or

film student?

I´m sorry, a film student,

since 2015

So this documentary

is a kind of school project?

Yes and no,

my teachers wanted me to make

a documentary shortfilm

for one of my subjects but,

I wanted to do something more,

you know,

I needed to experiment more with

the possibilities of a documentary

and cinema,

I never wanted to follow

the same paths than the others,

I wanted to do something

on my own,

to fully experiment with my film

We can se that this market

is overexploited,

and now with this situation

Are you going to eat that?

Yes

You know this is our situation,

in my times,

movies were not profitable,

and actually

that time was,

how can I tell you?

the golden age of porn cinema

Yes,

your time was different, but

I thought that

my movies would sell

because of its "properties"

In my case,

I never wanted to change cinema,

I just want to show my vision,

I want to be seen,

I want to express myself,

and with that I would

experiment and keep foward

I never had the opportunity

of studying in a film school,

I belive that the persons who

study that

are very privileged I agree

We are

But i´m sure that also is

a complicadet path

It has its pros and cons but

we keep going

That's the important thing,

keep going,

at your age,

I wanted the same thing

Constancy is the key,

don´t you think?,

especially in the art and cinema

I hope to see you again and

acquire some of of your knowledge

as a filmmaker

I also hope to see you soon

Can you give me my chips?

What chips?

Excuse me, my soda,

the one that you have there

And besides the artistic,

what else do you usually

incorporate into your routine?

Besides the artistic,

I like to go for daily walks,

traveling can give you

many wonders,

but sometimes

it can be exhausting

So is this park your home?

The whole town is my refuge,

I sleep in the places where

the night indicate me

I am just a a deer and

the world is my field

People never notice

persons like me,

vagabonds for many

are just thieves or slackers,

some help us and others fear us,

I admit it,

I was afraid of them before

I became one,

but now that I know

how they live,

I finally understand them

Maybe because of this, destiny

made me one of them,

a vagabond

In the end,

we are just mere passengers,

just that

mere passengers

Are you a man of God?

Yes

that was the only thing

my parents left me,

my religion

In fact,

of the only happy memories

I've had in my childhood

are in the church,

with my family together,

at least we pretended that

My only visits were to the church,

to receive the confession and

heard the word of God,

I also had the movie theaters,

always going alone or

with my mother,

in this place I could watch

great films and

marvelous westerns stories

These two places were

the only ones where

I could be me,

without them

I could never have survived

my first years of life

After my not so common

childhood, came my

not so common adolescence,

in which everything

went to hell

My fahter the

alpha male of the family,

always told me that crying

is just for girls,

he abused us and

named me as the

weakest of the family,

but in the end

he abandoned me and my family

to go with a pimp,

he felt in love

with the owner of a brothel,

then he ended up on

with drugs and

died of an overdose,

after that my "wholy" mother,

who was in charge of making

my life miserable, chan

changed with the pass of time,

She wasn't the villain that

I thought she was,

until I discovered that

she had multiple personalities,

and I wasn´t,

and I wasn´t her only family

I found her with another kid,

one day when

I attended a casting

for a theater play,

I talked to her but

she didn't recognize me,

I thought she

was joking with me,

but when I saw her eyes

I realized that she

was not joking

After that I spend my days

locked in my room

crying and regretting myself,

I could not fulfill my dream,

my family had abandoned me

and my home seemed abominable

The city became into a

living hell to me

And after your change,

you never thought in returning

to your hometown?,

You know, to finish those cycles,

to finish those tortuous

that you had

No

I never thought in getting back

to that sh*+ hole,

or in watching again my family

I just don´t care,

and why would I return?

I don´t have family there,

nor friends,

In that place I always tried

to get away from my reality,

fearing to commit

the same mistakes that

I made before,

I no longer belonged

to that place,

I felt like a misfit,

I wanted to visit new places,

new cities

I didn't know if

I was doing the right choose,

but I needed to leave

and under the desire of a

fruitful career my

escape went to give and

the rest is the same story

that they know,

my discovery,

my fellas,

my movies,

my fame,

my addictions,

my problems,

my partners,

I don´t want to be rude but,

Have you ever was attended

from a person or help center

that could save you

from all your demons?

I did,

I was trapped in drugs for years,

analgesics were my breakfast,

cocaine was my lunch, and

the other drugs were my dinner

I suffered from that addiction

for a long time, thanks to

my bad friendships

Did you ever know

Wilhemns whereabout?

No, I never knew

I made an investigation,

and he acted in Chile only in normal films,

after that he returned to porn,

but everything under the radar

That´s nice,

that´s nice

I was asking because

I want to get

more information about

I don´t know, I don´t know

I DON´T KNOW

You filmed the movie

"Cure or be cured" here,

right?

Yes I did,

always directed by Moe

we actually shot it in 3 days

and it was crazy,

speacially for Agner my co-star,

I still remember my role,

I remember that it was

a very complicated role

despite being supporting,

I prepared myself a whole month

to perform that role perfectly,

I played the bad guy,

it was the first time that I got

a complex character and

that was the magic

of the director,

he always wanted

more of these films,

he wasn't satisfied

with the common things,

he wanted to give his vision

to everything

And that's why you achieved

one of the best

porn films in history,

with a brilliant Wilhemn Dafouck

and a final poignant act

Another thing was that

Wilhelm almost convinced Moseph

to involve the public,

to do the "action",

he wanted to

create a new experience in which,

in a van at midnight,

we were looking for the first

young person who

wanted to act in a live film

with us,

Moe and Wilhemn wanted

to get a real emotion

in the process of filming,

But come on,

if they had done this,

we wouldn't be talking

here today

It was always a great pleasure

working with them

Hello?

Oh yes, wait a second

Ok,

I'm going to go to a place

where there is no noise,

I´ll return in a moment Dirk,

let´s turn off the mic

And in the same way,

did you have any interest in participating in

acting in a movie that

you already knew was not dirty?

Like your partner Wilhemn

who managed to emigrate

to the United States, and

worked there for a while

DIRK WAS DIFFERENT¡

I´m sorry, I´m sorry

I meant,

Wilhemn,

Wilhemn was different

In my case,

I loved westerns,

at first before my revelation

I wanted to be

a normal movie actor,

but when

but when my epiphany arrived,

I removed that idea

from my head until the end

So I am sure that

a lot producers and filmmakers

looked for you

Yes,

they offered me

some roles but,

I never felt prepared to act

in this kind of films

and in the end

I had to accept any role

Many do not know, but

I had a cameo in a

not very well known movie called

I was in the film for 2 minutes

and I played a map guy that

escaped from a bomb,

without knowing that

the bomb was implanted

all over the place,

and it wasn't just in one place

I also had a cameo

in another film, named

"THE CYBERPSYCHO"

And did you get to participate

in the radio?

I was the main voice

of the beginning in

"SAVAGE BALL F.M"

THE PLACE WHERE DREAMS AND

SPORTS BECAME TRUE

SAVAGE BALL F.M

THE BEST NATIONAL SPORTS STATION

THAT WILL KEEP YOU INFORMED

OF THE NEWS, TRANSFERS

AND WILL MAKE YOU YELL

¡GOOOOOAAAAL¡

You, too, must have acted

in commercials, the medium most

similar to cinema

Yes... I did

I acted in a infomercial,

a pretty bad one,

it was about a

microwave pizza

Pizza is made with

some tasty components,

SAUSAGE,

SALAMI,

PEPPERONI

and hundreds of

fascinating ingredients

To prepared it, you only

need to put the pizza

in a oven or microwave

and done,

you only coocked it

in 5 minutes and

CHECK THIS OUT,

¡THIS PIZZA IS DELICIOUS¡

let's savor it

So now you know,

if you want a quick

microwave pizza

The best pizza in the market

What's that noise?

Hello?

Yes I told you that,

I finally got the budget,

a small one but at less I have,

the school gave me

10% of the original incentive

we lack money for distribution,

yes we need money

to distribute the film

Really?

Yes, I told you

Your work process,

was the same

working with Wilhemn

or different?

Now that you mention it,

it was never the same,

I used to rehearse alone

in my dressing room or set,

but when Wilhemn arrived,

what we did was an acting duet,

we both came from a

self-taught acting school,

and our practice was based on

seeing ourselves in a mirror

imagining the situation

and practicing our scenes,

it was something very unusual

and strange for us latin-actors,

but very functional

WILHEMN: I told you

to leave her alone,

right?

DIRK: You don't understand,

she doesn't belong to you,

now she's

WILHEMN: WHAT?

immersed in me

Grandiloquence

was always present

in our rehearsals

WILHEMN: I CAN´T BELIEVE IT

YOU TURNED HER INTO A

DIRK: This change was inevitable

WILHEMN: NO, PLEASE

No,

NOOOOO

Did you never find out

about Luis's fate?

I already told you,

after my life change,

don't you remember?

Yes but I was asking yo

because we don't know

I get it, I get it, I get it,

I´M GETTING IT, YOU IDIOT

Pl-Please calm down

I get it

Please sir

I get it

I´M GETTING IT,

I´M GETTING EVERYTHING

I

HAD NOTHING TO DO

BEFORE HIS DISAPPEARANCE,

¡NOTHING¡

THE LAST TIME I SAW HIM,

WAS BECAUSE HE ASKED ME

FOR SOME MONEY,

AND THAT WAS ALL,

NOTHING ELSE

Any other project or method?

We had planned to do

a musical at the beginning

of our union,

the story was based on

a man who entered a haunted mansion

and was reunited with

his old girlfriends

This film was a madness,

but in the end we decided

to drop this history,

and we preferred to make

a more personal film

"All about my father"

Movie that was also

filmed in this church,

Yes,

this film was

almost autobiographical

Main film of

the career of the actors,

released in 2 *% &

it shows the lives of 3 persons,

2 aspiring actors

and a film director,

who come together

to make a movie,

showing only 2 hours

of their lives.

show us the relationships between

the artists

with their families and pasts.

we made this as a relief film,

it had porn elements, but

that wasn´t the main point,

it was our chance to grow,

in it we compiled the history of the 3,

aninmigrant,

a hidden talent

and a weird person,

It goes from being a story that

contained dirty elements,

to one that sought

the motivations of the characters

and lives as artists,

as

human beings

"ALL ABOUT MY FATHER"

Right now there is

no longer any copy of the film,

only scenes on the internet.

The distribution of the film

never allowed us

to bring it out,

Joseph possessed

the last copy,

but I never knew where it was

We never seek to recognition

or fame,

all we wanted

was to be accepted,

and share our message

I think that is the goal

of every artist,

to make his word known,

to share who he is,

and to let people like us

know that they are not alone

What is this?

These are photographs that are

in this cell phone,

I do not know who own it,

but the photos are of Wilhemn,

and there are also,

and there are also audios.

WILHEMN: Day one,

the person that I considered

my own brother, locked me

in this sh%* hole

I started to gather with him,

in that time

I was emigrating to Chile,

and to say goodbye I

What?

I invited him to have dinner,

he prepared the drinks

and

I have no idea of

why he did this or

what he put into my drink,

after I drank

some drinks,

I lost all consciousness and

Who this could happen?

I lost everything,

I showed up here

in this dark

and filthy house,

the only thing that I remember is

DIRK: ARE YOU TALKING

TO SOMEONE?

WILHEMN: HELP ME¡

HELP¡

HELP¡

Dirk: SILENCE DOG,

SILENCE¡

You thought you would stop me

right?

IDIOT,

IDIOT,

IDIOOT¡

NO ONE WILL DEFEAT ME

NO ONE

He-He have more audios

What did you do Dirk?

What did you do?

What I just listen,

I have no idea if

it's real or not,

I've been shooting with

this guy all day,

and I'm starting to suspect

that he had something to do

with Wilhemn's disappearance

I have no idea,

I need to listen

the other audios and videos

... must be reveal

I need to discover it,

I must discover it

Everything negative that

happens to us in life,

will have its positive

consequence,

its reward,

I am living proof,

that´s how my life started,

that's how is now,

that´s how it will end

Dirk

I´ll answer a call,

can you wait me

here some minutes

Of course

Thank you

I take the camera, don´t worry,

if you want you go ahead to

the place.

All right

Hello?

Hi,

how are you?

Yes of course

Yes, yes

Wait a moment

I discovered the truth,

the audios prove that

he killed Wilhemn,

also the video have

an evidence that can

could lead me to imprison him

I´m scared,

I don´t know what will happen

Ready?

YES, i´m ready

Why did you choose this city?

Why did you choose it?

Excuse me

Yes, you heard me w

... it´s beautiful, and

it does have the heat

of the Torreón desert,

but why?

I didn´t chose it,

is my birth town,

my ancestors were

the ones who chose it

I asked you this because your

birth town is another city,

and I want to know

You know,

I also would say that

this city became my birth town,

somehow,

I have it inside me

So Dirk,

did you never really know

Wilhelm's whereabouts?

I told you, NO

Some sources confirm me that

after his return to Chile,

anyone knew

something about him

To Chile?

Are you serious?

Do they only think in him?

Come on,

Yes, my contacts confirm it,

he returned to Chile

for a long time,

and starred some

terrible films

B#+c please

YOUR CONTACTS ARE DAMN IDIOTS

AND YOU A STUPID

FOR BELIEVING ALL THOSE THINGS,

COME ON¡

YOU DISAPPOINT ME

IN THE FIRST PLACE

HE WOULD NEVER ACT BADLY,

NEVER,

AND IN THE SECOND

HE WOULD NEVER GO BACK TO CHILE,

UNDERSTOOD?

Stupid fool

Yes, let's hope that

Yes,

I hope people can

see me again in the big screen

I hope too

or at least behind it

My name is Juan Lucas Tarantose,

I am 22,

I am a film student,

that came here

to shot a documentary about

the actor Francisco Starkon

Dirk Holmes

I discovered his terrible truth,

that mon,

that monster that calls itself

human,

KILLED

T

THE FILMMAKER DIRTY MOE,

and he has kidnapped

Wilhemn Dafouck,

he kidnapped him,

he kidnapped him,

and he is going to kill him,

God

My camera's battery is dead,

what a shame,

but well,

at least I filmed

everything that I need, and

I think I already have

enough material,

even plenty of it,

to make the documentary

We have been lucky,

the sun is about to set,

darkness is coming

Well Dirk,

I think this is the farewell,

we were able to finish

the scenes and I am

very satisfied with the results

It was a pleasure,

and I assure you

that we will see

each other again

very soon,

and we will fulfill our destiny,

I guarantee it

Because fate will help us

I guarantee it

and as they say in the theater

have a lot of s#$t

See you soon Dirk

Wilhemn: I haven't eaten

for hours,

it's day 4

Francisco is just feeding me

with plants,

I begin to

think that

he is practicing

black witchcraft

NOOO, NOOO

HE SKINNED HIM,

HE SKINNED HIM,

HE SKINNE

I can´t be,

I can´t believe it,

Francisco killed Mo

He have the body in the house,

god, I have no idea of what

he want but

Please help me,

his obsession with fate

make him mad,

I don't know

if he is the friend that

I used to know,

I'm scared,

I don't know if someone

will ever hear this,

but if I die,

I need the discoverer

of this audio to

go to the authorities

and report him,

THIS MONS

PSYCHO

Dirk: I DISCOVERED YOU IDIOT

Wilhemn: NO, NO, NO, NO, NO

PLEASE MERCY,

I WON'T TALK

I SWEA

Dirk: IDIOT, IDIOT, IDIOT

He killed him,

he did it,

he is to blame for all this.

how could it have happened?,

My destiny

is being fulfilled

I need this video

reaches the authorities,

I found out that he

has the bodies and skinns them,

I found the truth,

I discovered that he

NO GOD PLEASE

NO GOD PLEASE

PLEASE

MERCY

ANYONE WILL EVER KNOW

This is what I lived,

this is what I live,

this is what I will live,

THANK YOU DIRK HOLMES

Dear god,

on this solemn day

I ask for your blessed mercy,

the afflicted need your support

more than ever,

I need it,

I recognize my sins

and I will pay the price

for redemption,

your mercy is infinite,

the goodness that abounds

in your heart fills me,

I know,

I am not worthy

to enter your house,

but a word from you

will not be able to heal me,

now I beg you,

I need this support,

with one hand of yours

I can heal,

with a sign of the future

I can shine,

I can love,

I can live

Lord,

I beg you to allow me

to achieve peace

in every new morning,

fill me with joy,

I will work to continue my fate,

and regardless of

the consequences I will continue

steadfast and forward,

good things

come for those who believe,

better things for

those who are patient,

but the greatest blessings

come for those

who never give up,

in the end you know

what is the best for me,

and you know my desires,

I am tired of depressions,

this yoke

that I pass

I can no longer bear

I will praise you lord,

and I will thank you, my savior,

I will thank your name because

you were my protector

and my support,

you freed me from death

and from the lips

that forge lies,

when I saw myself surrounded

by enemies you came

to help and save me,

you freed me,

by your mercy and

for the glory of your name

you prevented

these sinful teeth

from consuming me,

you rescued me from

all the calamities

that I have been through,

from the flames

that surrounded me,

my soul

came to the brink of death,

my life was near

to fall into an abyss,

I was surrounded on all sides,

and there was

no one to help me,

there was no one,

then I remembered

your mercy and your works,

as you said that

"The past never saves,

the future is a martyrdom,

and the present

is the one

that give us hope"

Today lord I sobbed

in this journey of tears,

moaning and crying,

I've been through

a lifetime journey,

with disappointments, tragedies,

joys and experiences,

who forged my person,

who I am,

I put my offerings to you

and I will pay the sacrifice

that I owe to

obtain what I want,

I will not become

the shadow of my fears,

not anymore,

I will take the leap of faith,

I will lord,

I don´t have anything to lose,

I will trust in you,

and I will repeat your words

of comfort,

"The past never saves,

the future is a martyrdom,

the present gives hope"

"The past never saves,

the future is a martyrdom,

the present gives hope"

The show must go on

The show must go on

The show must go on

The show must go on

The show must go on

The show must go on

The show must go on

The show must go on

The show must go on

The show must go on

The show must go on

The show must go on

The show must go on The show must go on

The show must go on The show must go on

The show must go on The show must go on

The show must go on The show must go on

The show must go on The show must go on

The show must go on

" What I lived What I live What I will live "

Directed and written by Carlos Puentes