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Begin Again

Well, in the light of Lu Fangning's character,

shouldn't you pay for breakfast?

I'm brushing my teeth now.

Episode 32

Why hasn't he arrived yet?

He should be here at this hour.

Didn't he say that he was free on weekends?

If he doesn't come,

how can I get inspiration?

A great man is able to stoop or stand.

Generally, great writers all do this.

Muse doesn't work on time.

What to do?

I'll meet him by myself.

Who is it?

Wait a minute.

How come it's you?

Muse's house.

A place of happiness.

Let me feel it well.

Normcore.

As expected, it's your style.

You,

why are you here?

You didn't come to my house.

I certainly have to come here.

You mean that

I didn't go to your house,

you were sad.

Then, you came to mine on your own initiative.

Lu Yiyao, how come

your language comprehension skill is so poor?

What I clearly expressed is,

is...

the spirit of

not doing things halfway.

You haven't got the answer to

that question yet.

I am afraid that one day

if you have a whim for it,

you'll come to bother me again.

I just have some time today.

I'm here to answer it.

You don't feel well?

I'm fine.

-I'm fine. -In my opinion,

you can't be so weak.

Succinct, clean, monotonous,

very bossy.

Not bad, not bad.

Cai Siyu,

what the hell are you doing here?

I'm here…

Why are you standing here?

Just sit down.

If you look like this,

you'll make me misunderstand.

I will feel that you

don't want to see me.

Come on, sit down.

I…

Cai Siyu!

What's wrong with me?

That's enough!

What's wrong with you? You're…

Do not touch my waist.

Did you hurt your waist?

The waist is very important to people.

I know it.

Thank you.

Then, how did you get hurt?

Gym?

Repaired the water pipes?

I'm old.

I have the muscular strain, okay?

Okay, okay, okay.

You are sick.

You're the one who's sick!

Don't get excited. Relax.

I didn't know you had hurt your waist.

I won't touch you.

I won't.

He didn't come

due to his poor health.

He looks pretty pathetic.

Then I'll forgive you.

Lu Yiyao,

did you see a doctor?

Yes.

An old man stays at home alone.

He won't die alone, will he?

You are my Muse.

A sick Muse is also a Muse.

I'm here now.

You'll get my pity.

Don't worry.

I'll take care of you.

Don't you have to work?

Renew your book.

It's okay. Have a look.

I've brought my living tools with me.

You should be hungry at this hour?

I'll cook for you.

No need.

It's okay.

I'm good at cooking.

You just sit here.

Don't move at all.

I'll do it very quickly.

Meal is ready.

Meal?

Special food for patients.

What's the smell?

Sweet and scorched smell.

It provokes the appetite and promotes digestion.

I'm not hungry. I don't want to eat.

How can you not eat them?

If you don't eat any food, you won't get better.

I said no.

Eat them by yourself.

You're an old man,

why do you act like a child?

I won't eat them anyway.

Then I'll feed you.

Feeding is

common in the novels.

Great.

Your mouth.

Hot!

Come here.

You, as an old man,

why don't you cooperate at all?

I won't eat.

No, I've worked hard to

make them.

You can't waste food.

Come on.

How is it?

Sweet, very sweet.

Oh my!

How could you be so good at

coaxing people?

I asked about the taste.

I mean it's sweet indeed.

It's much too sweet.

The water over there,

get it for me.

I'm asking you,

why did you put so much sugar

in the congee?

I just thought

you're sick now.

You don't have any taste in your mouth.

So, I put a little sugar in it for you.

When I was sick as a child,

my mom cooked some sweet congee for me.

Did you put a little sugar in it?

You put a jar of sugar in it, I think.

I accidentally did it.

Look at my little hands.

They are more suitable for typing.

Eat them up.

Pickles here.

He still eats alone.

He goes to work and knocks off alone.

Only few people dare

to approach him.

She can think of how

cold and lonely his world is.

There is nothing she can do.

She can only dash around

to intrude into his world.

Mr. Lu,

I like you.

Can you be my boyfriend?

They broke up.

She knew that

he had never loved her.

So, she scolded him for being a scumbag.

In fact, he isn't.

In her heart,

he is a brave man.

Because hiding a love,

hiding it for so long,

needs more courage

than embracing love.

I told you that I didn't mind it.

I just don't care about it!

She will pray to God for nothing else.

She only prays that

the poor man

can smile more.

Stop being so pathetic anymore.

So, she could leave him

without hesitation.

She won't have the impulse to rush over

and embrace him anymore.

Although he's a

disagreeable old man,

he's still handsome

Lu Yiyao, you...

I was asleep.

What about just now?

Just now,

I seemed to have a sleepwalking.

Sleepwalking?

When you sleepwalking, you do bad things.

It's a disease, you know? You need a treatment.

Get up!

Waist, waist, waist.

Explain it clearly…

Explain it!

Siyu,

will you give me one more chance again?

What's going on now?

Take care of the sick CEO,

he starts the wife-chasing mode?

This time,

I won't care about anyone anymore.

I don't need any answers either.

I just want,

I just want to

stay with you well.

Tricks. All tricks.

I can't believe him.

Ouch!

Did it hurt?

Are you awake?

Listen,

I don't like you anymore.

I don't need your answer now.

I just,

I just want

you to give me one more chance.

Let me try it again.

I don't want to try it.

Are you still

mad at me due to what happened before?

Let me tell you, before…

Lu Yiyao, don't be

so narcissistic, okay?

You said I was narcissistic?

Fine.

Tell me,

in these novels that you're writing now,

which male protagonist

does not have a shadow of me?

Have you read my novels?

No, no.

I'm asking you,

the male protagonist

in this novel

you're writing now,

isn't he like me?

The male protagonists of the romance novels

are all like this.

They are all like this?

Then, I'll read more books.

Anyway, I just

saw a detail, which is

particularly similar to me.

Otherwise, I'll read it out to you?

Lu Yiyao, you...

Yes, I admit it.

When I think of you,

I am particularly inspired.

I'm especially able to immerse in the novel.

Based on your image, I can

make up stories for each novel.

So what?

I just

make use of you.

Make use of?

Use me if you want.

I won't make a fuss about it with you.

You can also make use of the real person now.

I don't need it.

Isn't it better to look at a real person and then imagine?

No.

A living man

is standing in front of you.

But you prefer an imaginary man.

Yes.

The imaginary man

is better than a real man?

Why are you so wordy?

The imaginary man is certainly better than the real one.

The man in my imagination

won't lie to me,

won't play with me,

won't make me unhappy.

He worries about me,

but I don't need to worry about him.

I ask him to go east.

He will never dare to go west.

I ask him to sleep, he will…

Anyway, he can do anything.

I can't understand it.

I don't need a man,

like you, to understand it.

Listen carefully.

I live

a happy life alone.

Men are troublesome!

Waist!

Take it easy.

-Get out of the way. -Waist.

Cai Siyu!

Cai Siyu,

can you be calmer?

You can't be fooled by these series of tricks that

he did six years ago.

No.

I need to distract myself.

I need to…

I need to…

I need to take some exercise in the gym and

sprinkle my sweat.

Press down your center of gravity. Straighten your back.

Come on.

Old man,

this place is really not suitable for you.

Why?

I take exercise every day, okay?

It won't work.

I...

I'll go to the movies.

I'll date myself.

Cai Siyu,

you are very familiar with

these series of tricks.

Why can't you keep sober-minded?

It's not good.

I need to find someone to talk with.

Why are you here?

Youyou's not here.

Nobody discusses novels with you.

Wait a minute.

Ms. Lu,

my conception

is particularly complex this time.

I must discuss it with someone at your level,

someone who has your

emotional experience.

Your waist

is not serious.

But you must take some rests.

Remember to rub the medicine.

Avoid the strenuous exercise.

It will heal gradually.

You're not young. Take care.

Thank you, doctor.

It's over.

You can leave now.

Am I old?

My skin is quite good.

He said I was old. Really...

Simon,

what brought you here?

I...

I came to see a doctor.

Are you okay?

I'm fine. I had an X-ray.

I accidentally bumped into something two days ago.

Got hurt.

I'm glad you're alright.

Pay attention to your health.

If you need anything,

contact me anytime.

Okay.

I'm going to work now.

Wait a minute.

Are you free after work?

Come on.

Ling Rui,

tell me, what do women

think nowadays?

Tell me, what does

this man think?

Lu Yiyao made use of me so much before.

Now he knows he was wrong,

and wants to get me back.

I won't let myself be fooled by him!

I will not forgive him!

A scumbag should always be nailed to

the pillar of shame!

The past is the past.

Now is now.

I've already apologized to her.

I've acknowledged my mistakes

with such a sincere attitude.

Why doesn't she let the past go?

She's dubious, which

makes me feel annoyed.

He even kissed me with force.

Did he really think

he was a domineering president?

He was disrespectful.

This is a sexual harassment.

I must call the police.

It's obvious that she likes me.

However, she doesn't say it out.

She lives in her

brain theater every day.

She is unwilling to face the reality.

Tell me what this woman

thinks about now?

Tell me what exactly he thinks about?

Actually...

Actually, I don't know either.

It's okay, Ms. Lu.

This issue is complicated indeed.

It's normal if you don't know. Come on.

But, Cai Siyu,

let me ask you a question.

In terms of the forced kiss,

do you really think it's like that?

This question mainly depends on the face,

although that guy

is quite handsome.

Did Dr. Ling do the same thing to you?

You and Dr. Ling, are you back together?

You are reunited with him?

Yes, reunited.

But is this a happy ending?

What happened to you guys?

I feel that your problems are more complicated than mine.

Here's the thing.

He's very gentle sometimes.

He gives every care to me sometimes.

But sometimes,

he's very indifferent and bossy.

In short, he's not quite the same

as he used to be.

Moreover, when he was with me,

he said we were suitable.

Suitable?

What does he mean by "suitable"?

Could it be said that

I gave birth to a child for him,

so, we're suitable?

Or did he just say it casually?

Does Ling Rui want to

take revenge on me, punish me?

If Dr. Ling did hate you,

he would be understandable.

After all, you were so cruel that

you didn't tell him anything six years ago.

Yes, I got it.

A scumbag should always be nailed to

the pillar of shame.

So should be the trash like us, right?

But what could I do?

At that time, I,

I was young, impulsive, and thoughtless.

Besides,

he didn't tell me either that

he wouldn't go to Germany.

Were you saying that

Dr. Ling refused to go to Germany

for you six years ago?

At that time,

I was told it.

Going to Germany for further study

was a very

important thing for him.

It was his dream.

After I found out this,

how heavy

my mental burden was!

How pity you are!

It's okay. It's okay.

Even Dr. Ling is like this.

So, in that case,

the husbands in my computer

are free from worry.

Even if there are some tricks,

I decide all that.

And they are also…

Where is my living tool?

Where is my computer?

Lu Yiyao.

Actually, I don't know either.

You don't know either?

Come on.

How are you guys doing now?

We're back together.

Back together?

You just let her off lightly.

In fact, I originally thought to

be tough.

I should make her realize that she was wrong.

But on second thought,

what does it matter if she was wrong or not?

Anyway, she has a way

to keep me from being hard.

So, I admitted defeat.

Can you let me

take a sip well?

Win or lose is not important.

I also want to admit defeat.

But no one

gives me the chance.

It's okay.

You two have already had a result.

That's pretty good.

But am I

doing the right thing?

What did you do wrong?

I didn't even give her

a chance to say no.

I haven't told her that

I'm still in love with her.

I'm afraid

to get a rejection

from her.

So, by all possible means,

I won't let her go.

I'm afraid that she

will secretly disappear from my sight again.

However,

every time when I see her

do something with extreme caution in front of me,

I can't help but be angry again.

I'm angry at her,

and also, at myself.

So,

you're asking the wrong person.

Come on, let's go.

Where are we going?

We haven't finished all the beer yet.

Not yet.

You've drunk quite a lot.

You can't drink any more.

We can still order.

Boss, more beer.

Don't listen to him.

Stop drinking. You can't drink anymore.

You're drunk. Let's go home.

Not too much.

I'm telling you,

once I drank too much. I'd sleep with others.

I need to overcome this shortcoming.

I said that

I didn't want to go to bed.

You can't sleep here.

Let's go. Go home.

Have you paid for the bill?

Yes, I have.

You really don't give it a consideration

you can get your computer when Simon returns home.

I've told you so clearly what

has happened between us.

I really don't want to

meet him again now.

I'll leave after getting my computer back.

I'll do it very quickly.

My baby.

All right, be quick.

Okay, okay. There's nothing left.

Let's go, Ms. Lu.

Are you okay?

-Fangning. -Ling Rui.

You...

Why are you in my house?

Why can't I be here?

I came to get my computer,

my moneymaker,

my treasure.

Here is the person you love.

Not there.

Hand off.

Do you deserve this title?

Of course you don't.

Scumbag.

Scumbag?

Why do you still remember what happened before?

I'm not as calculating as you are.

You're narrow-minded.

Can you survive in fantasy?

Yes.

Of course, I can.

Women are deaf to all words.

It's because

none of men is good in real life.

Say it again.

I'll say it again if you want to hear it.

I'm saying none

of the men is good.

You also

scolded Ling Rui.

Wonderful!

Did I scold you?

Even if I did, so what?

I'm not wrong.

He is fickle.

Our Ms. Lu,

a cool and brave woman,

what has she been tortured by him!

I'm not. I'm fine.

You don't have to keep talking

about Ling Rui here.

What about her?

She left without saying goodbye six years ago.

She gave birth to a child secretly.

She even hid it from him.

What's wrong with him being angry?

I'm fine too.

Is Dr. Ling extraordinary?

He didn't say anything and

refused to go to Germany?

Act first and report afterwards.

What's the difference between that

and what Ms. Lu has done?

Has he thought about it

once she knew it,

what a heavy mind burden she would have!

Ling Rui had stayed with Fangning

during a difficult period.

What he did was for her good.

That was the one-sided wish of men.

Who asked him to stay with her?

Our Ms. Lu donated so much money

to that institute.

Because she didn't want Dr. Ling

to sacrifice everything for her.

She did it for his good, okay?

Didn't women also

have the one-sided wish?

Okay, let's not talk about the past.

Let's talk about now.

We talk about it every day.

We only say two words

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

What's the point of making apologies?

Why didn't she ask

Ling Rui whether

he has the same feelings for her as before?

She was jealous sometimes,

and pushed him out later.

She hesitates and dallies.

Ling Rui

worried that she would leave,

and worried that

she would be reluctant to stay.

Why didn't she

make things snappy?

I...

As expected, man only understands man.

You don't understand women's

sensitive and fragile heart at all.

Our Ms. Lu did this

because she was afraid that

Dr. Ling would stay by her side reluctantly

for the sake of the kid.

She would affect his life. Stupid!

Okay, okay, okay.

I'm not going to talk to you

about these useless things here.

If you said so,

why not just make it clearly?

Ling Rui only wants one sentence.

Why didn't he say it first?

Ms. Lu also wants to hear

those three words?

Enough.

Stop talking.

Will Ms. Lu silence me by killing me?

Cai Siyu.

If you have something to say, you can tell me.

I taught her to say what

she had said.

We've said everything that we should say.

You two should have a good chat.

Sim...

Simon.

Would you like some coffee?

Would you like some water?

-I don't want any. -I'm not thirsty either.

-Sit anywhere you want. -How about sitting down first?

Take a seat first.

This isn't our home.

Slow down. Slow down.

Scared me to death.

It was horrible.

Well,

thank you.

You're welcome.

I should do that.

Just now I...

Well,

you cannot mix the things together.

I know.

Okay, then I'll send you home.

What should I do? Should I let him send me home?

Will I fall into his trap again?

I said it all just now.

She had nothing to do with it.

It's okay.

Go upstairs.

Where shall I go?

Simon,

this is your home.

My home.

Okay, then I'll send her home first.

No need.

I'll go back by myself.

You are drunk. You can't do drunk driving.

Well, go home and sleep early.

Good night, bye-bye.

Good night.

Well,

let's also

go home.

It seems that

we haven't

done one thing.

Pick up Youyou!

Yeah. Pick up Youyou. Let's go!

We talk about it every day.

We only say two words.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

What's the point of making apologies?

Why didn't she ask

Ling Rui whether

he has the same feelings for her as before?

She was jealous sometimes,

and pushed him out then.

She hesitates and dallies.

Why didn't she

make things snappy?

Did I make him misunderstand first?

It's impossible.

It's rare for me to

be so considerate,

and sacrifice my own interests.

Mom,

when you're done,

can you help me to brush mine?

Thank you.

Mom,

your teeth.

Since we said so,

let's make it clear.

Ling Rui only wants one sentence.

What does he want to hear from me?

Why didn't they say the words clearly?

They've come to that point.

Why did I tell them to shut up?

Alas.

Fangning hasn't clearly stated her stand.

It turns out that she minded this.

Thinking it carefully,

what I've done is quite a little bit improper.

I was wrong six years ago.

I'm also wrong six years later.

Dad,

help me to brush my teeth.

Dad,

are you also ignoring Youyou?

I'm a man.

In any case,

I need to say sorry first.

I'm sorry.

It's okay, Dad.

Youyou won't blame you.

It seems that

I need to find a good time.

I'm,

I'm making the bed. I'm done.

One quilt for you and one for me.

Yeah.

Well.

Fangning.

Actually,

one.

What?

One, one quilt is enough.

What do you mean by one is enough?

One quilt is enough.

What? What do you mean

by one quilt is enough?

I'm asking why?

Why for what?

Why is one quilt enough?

Because

it's cold.

-It's not cold. It's hot. -It's not cold.

As if

it's a little hot indeed.

Well,

then I...

I will take this quilt away.

Okay.

Let's sleep.

Okay.

It's not normal.

Both mom and dad are not normal.

One brushed her teeth repeatedly.

One cleaned the house repeatedly.

It's so hard for me.

Is it a good time?

What is he

willing to hear?

Ling Rui,

you're still awake?

How about you?

Are you still tired today?

I am...

Youyou.

Youyou.

Dad, mom,

you've been fostering your affections for several days.

I also want to join you

to foster affections.

-Okay. -Come on.

Come.

Come on.

Okay. Get into the quilt and sleep.

Okay, sleep.

Come on.

Meal is ready.

Good morning.

Good morning, mom and dad.

Good morning, morning, morning.

What a great breakfast today!

Have a try.

I like it very much.

Youyou,

let's finish eating first.

After washing the dishes,

I will send you to

grandma's house, okay?

Okay.

Fangning,

how about

having lunch together later?

I want to tell you something.

I also have something to tell you.

Hello?

Okay, okay, I'll be there at once.

Youyou,

come on, have an onion ring.

What's wrong?

Mr. Cao called me.

He was quite anxious to ask me out.

Maybe it's

about moving in.

Things should be fine.

I'm going to prepare for it.

By the way,

I ran into Gao Erfan

in the park yesterday.

In my opinion, he knows that

you've come back to open a store.

I'll be careful.

I'm leaving.

Have breakfast first.

I'm going to change my clothes.

When we're free later,

I'll check this with you again.

Okay.

Don't worry about the rest.

Back to your work.

Hello, sis Pingping?

Hello?

Let's meet.

I want you to meet someone.

A man.

A person is very important

both to you

and me.

A man?

Very important? You also want me to see him?

Sis Pingping,

you're in love with him?

As your big fan,

for the sake of your acting career,

I will definitely make the final check.

No problem.

Does she want to

show her boyfriend to her friend?

Then why does she think of me?

Hello.

Go to see Lu Fangning.

Do you want to

tell Lu Fangning about us?

I said so many bad things

about Lu Fangning before.

Does she want to

tell on me?

Okay.

I'll be there.

Great.

Check boyfriend.

Two boyfriends.