Original subtitles

♪ Following the way she walked through ♪

♪ He searches for every piece of memory that he had with her ♪

♪ An unexpected encounter in the crowds ♪

♪ Was the start of their destined journey ♪

♪ No one can tell the end of the story ♪

♪ Since every heart is overloaded ♪

♪ The dream about blooming flowers is illusionary ♪

♪ Painful yet addictive ♪

♪ Love is too wild to be reined ♪

♪ Too deep to be forgot ♪

♪ The pain will forever stay with the scar on the chest ♪

♪ He wants to linger in his dream ♪

♪ He wants to linger in his dream ♪

Tears In Heaven

Episode 38

Xiangyuan, how come you are here?

You’re having reexamination tomorrow.

I’m a little worried.

So, I stopped by to see how you are doing.

How about I call the day off tomorrow

and come with you?

It’s okay.

My father will go with me tomorrow.

You should go focusing on your work.

There’s nothing to focus on.

The most important thing I want to focus on right now

is you.

Xiangyuan,

do you think I will get better?

Of course you will.

Fanlu,

don’t think too much.

Don’t worry.

No matter what happens,

I will be with you

until you get better.

So,

don’t be stressful.

Sleep well.

The sun will rise as always tomorrow.

Good girl. Sleep.

Xiangyuan.

Dad.

Did Fanlu fall asleep?

Yes, she did.

It’s pretty late already. You should sleep soon too.

Did you see Yuzheng

at the company these days?

Yes, I did.

Did he

say anything to you?

Xiangyuan,

now Yuzheng is back to Yutian.

Besides the Entertainment Center,

there are also many other reformation that Yutian

is planning to do.

Now, it’s the time that Yutian needs as many talents as possible.

I hope that you could

let go of what’s on your mind

and dedicate in your work.

Dad,

I also want to dedicate in work.

But now Lei Yuzheng is back,

do you think that he wants me to stay?

Xiangyuan,

I understand your worries.

If you don’t feel comfortable staying at Yutian,

come to Xinsheng.

You are familiar with our business

after all.

It’s also easy for you to

achieve your goals.

Dad,

I can’t answer it now.

Xiangyuan,

are you still worrying about that?

If it’s hard for you to say,

I can go for you

and beg Lei Yuzheng to let you off.

Dad,

please don’t do that.

Under the current circumstances,

I deserve however Lei Yuzheng

plans to do with me.

But,

Dad,

Fanlu needs to do reexamination tomorrow.

You should rest early.

Siqi.

What happened? You seem so down.

Tell me.

Huanhuan,

why hasn’t Qunfei

proposed to me yet?

He’s acting so slow.

He wouldn’t run away, would he?

Well, there’s no woman who wants to be left single.

But men don’t want to

settle down too soon.

It’s not always like that.

I feel that He Qunfei

is not one of them.

He wants to settle down much more than I do.

He has prepared the ring a long time ago.

It’s just that

I don’t know what he’s afraid of.

Is he afraid that I spend money to recklessly

or that I won’t treat his parents well?

It’s pointless for us to make guesses.

If you really want to know,

you need to test him.

Test him?

How?

Have you heard of Linton?

He’s one of the top management at the famous S.G. company,

and he has been working at Wall Street since he was in his twentieth.

Have you heard of Hengshan Funds?

Let me tell you, darling.

The managers there have

achieved financial freedom earlier than others.

However, those people combining together

won’t be a match of our Mr. Lei.

Siqi,

after this hard fight,

I, He Qunfei, will be noted

on the acquisition-resistance history in China.

That’s fantastic.

Now, I finally know why

you won’t want to leave Yutian.

Every time you talk about Yutian,

you look so different.

So handsome and so cool.

Darling, don’t praise me please.

I’m not used to it.

Please keep cursing me.

Why would I curse you?

My He Qunfei is so good.

I won’t curse him.

Because behind every single successful man,

there’s a woman

who keeps nagging.

Then, would this successful man

abandon this woman behind him?

How come?

Am I that kind of person?

I don’t think you are.

Then, since we have decided to

walk together with each other,

shall we start planning

our future?

What future?

Our future!

He Qunfei, it’s so hard to understand your thoughts.

Why?

You’re so bad at picking place.

BBQ restaurant is not suitable for this.

Sir, here’s the wine that you ordered.

Sorry, but I didn’t order it.

What?

You didn’t order it?

I’m sorry, sir and madam. It was my mistake.

Over there.

Sorry about that.

Do you want to marry me?

Yes, I do.

How happy they are.

Yeah.

What do you think these people are thinking

when they propose at a BBQ restaurant?

Do you think they lost their mind?

Such idiots.

They are not idiots.

I am.

Hold on. We are just having meal.

Why do you start talking bad about yourself?

What’s wrong with that?

I’m the most stupid idiot in the world

to know you.

Wait, Siqi, what’s about me?

Look at them.

Eating BBQ while listening to music. How happy are they.

If you like violin, we can order it too.

It’s not violin that I like.

It’s the atmosphere.

Vibe. Alright?

But violin doesn’t really match

BBQ restaurant, right?

It’s so oily and loud everywhere.

There’s also this BBQ sound.

Even if the violin sounds so nice,

can you hear it?

I would still enjoy it even if I can’t hear it.

What? Look at them.

How happy they are!

Because I measured the size of your hand.

Do you like it?

Are they happy? I don’t see it.

Although she looks

quiet and low-key,

but I can tell from her face that

she’s eager to get married.

Look at that guy.

Although his appearance is average,

but he has high EQ.

One proposed and the other answered.

What a connection! So enviable.

Come on, darling.

Eat meat. It’s just cooked.

Let’s not look at other places when we eat.

In case it will affect our appetite.

All you think about is eating.

Look. This little face has gotten even thinner because you starved yourself.

You’re so annoying.

Wait. Why are you mad again, Siqi?

I’m done. I’m full. Leaving now.

Come on. We haven’t finished the meat, darling.

Siqi.

Siqi.

What’s wrong, Siqi?

I just want to know

what I am to you.

You are the most important woman

to me in my life.

There’re so many important women,

including your mother.

This is so vague.

Siqi,

I know what you are trying to say.

You know?

Then, why don’t you do anything?

Of course I understand you.

But just because I do,

I don’t want to say it easily.

He Qunfei,

did you have a change of heart?

How could I, Siqi?

I love you too much.

So,

I cannot say it easily

or promise anything.

If I cannot even buy a house for you,

how can I propose to you?

House?

Your biggest dream

is to own a house in Shanghai.

If I cannot even offer you

a place to stay,

how can I bring you happiness?

I’ve finally understood

what house means to you.

When a women marry to a men,

the most important thing is the sense of safety.

Having a house

will give you at least half of it.

Even if you don’t mention it now,

I still can’t easily

propose to you.

What do you think?

(Teacher Sun)

Teacher Sun,

it’s been a while.

How are you and the kids?

We are all doing good, Xiaosu.

I’m calling to share a great news.

Our school has been moved to the town.

Kids were so happy

when they heard about this.

That is awesome!

Then kids can

focus on studying now.

There’s one more thing.

My tenure will end soon.

You may not be able to see me

next time when you come to the island.

What do you mean?

Are you going back to your hometown?

Yeah.

I plan to be a civil servant.

My girlfriend has also come back to me.

We plan to get married next year.

I see. Congratulations!

You will be the bridegroom.

Thank you, Xiaosu.

I assume you and Yuzheng also getting married soon.

What happened on the island was so memorable.

It was really nice to

know you and Yuzheng.

Xiaosu,

don’t forget to come to my wedding ceremony

together with Yuzheng.

Okay.

No problem.

We will be there for sure.

Doctor,

how is it?

Based on the current condition,

Miss Jiang is basically recovered.

Doctor, thank you so much.

It’s our responsibility to cure patients.

But seeing that Miss Jiang can recover

in such short period of time,

the caring from family made a huge contribution,

especially Mr. Lin.

It’s Miss Jiang’s luck to

have him who can persist until now.

Thank you so much, doctor.

You’re welcome.

Thank you!

Now, you’ve recovered.

My mission has been completed.

I want to pack my stuff and move back.

Xiangyuan,

actually, you don’t have to move.

Fanlu, it makes me very happy

to see you recover.

I want to go back home to check my mother,

and then

go to where I belong to.

Now, it’s time for me to pay the debt.

Do you have to do this?

Is there any other way?

I can ask Yuzheng for help.

No, it’s ok.

If we are still husband and wife,

please don’t do that.

Let’s go back home first.

Have a dinner before you leave.

Let’s go.

Mr. Lei, here’s the list for the victory banquet.

Excuse me.

Hello.

No, no, no. It’s too expensive.

Please let me know when there’s cheaper one.

Ok. Thanks!

Are you buying a house?

Do you need my help?

Mr. Lei, I’m not buying it.

I’m just checking the price.

Are you still blaming me

for not helping you buy the house last time?

No.

I know that,

as your assistant,

I shouldn’t make this exemption.

I should be the model for others.

Ah right, Mr. Lei.

Have you checked the list?

We can just invite a few friends.

There doesn’t have to be a lot of people.

Ok.

Then,

shall we invite Xiaosu?

I can tell that you’ve been having hard time concentrating on work recently.

Do I look distracted?

No, that’s not what I mean.

So,

shall we invite Du Xiaosu?

Ok, I see. I will do it right away.

Fanlu,

are you full?

You should get rest if you are full.

There’s something I’d like to talk with Dad.

Ok.

Xiangyuan,

what can’t you say in front of Fanlu?

Dad,

Fanlu’s illness has just recovered.

I don’t want her to worry about me.

I’ve made up my mind.

For what?

I’d rather quit myself

and undertake the responsibility for my mistakes,

than being chased away by Lei Yuzheng.

It’s easy to quit.

But regarding undertaking the responsibility,

how do you plan to do that?

Don’t you know that

you need to go to jail

if you want to do it.

Fanlu has just recovered,

and she cannot be irritated more.

You are the only one

who she cannot live without

besides me.

If you go to jail,

she will get hurt.

Dad,

I’ve been living in fear every day.

Every time I see Lei Yuzheng,

I couldn’t even look at his eyes.

I’m a culprit to him.

But it’s been a while already.

If Lei Yuzheng wants you to pay for it,

he would’ve done it already.

He wouldn’t have waited this long.

It doesn’t matter what he thinks.

I have to undertake the responsibility

for what I have done.

Please don’t try to change my mind.

I have decided.

Xiangyuan,

I’m happy that

you choose to do this,

because it means that

you’ve become mature.

A man should be responsible

for his own actions.

But

you are my son-in-law,

and I cannot watch

you go through it.

I cannot just let you be.

I’ve fought my life just to

see you two happy together.

I was hoping that one day I could embrace my grandson.

Dad,

I’m sorry to you,

and I’m sorry to Fanlu.

No,

I have to talk to Lei Yuzheng.

Dad, please.

Let me handle this myself.

I will walk you out.

Xiangyuan,

have you really made up your mind?

Actually, everyone makes mistakes,

and you should give yourself a chance.

Fanlu,

you don’t need to persuade me.

I’ve decided.

Not just you,

I’m also talking about myself.

You?

What did you do?

I’ve been spoiled since I was a kid.

No one dared to violate my wills.

At that time,

I’ve let off all the emotions

on you.

All on you.

I’ve done a lot of stupid things.

You didn’t blame me and

you still gave me chances.

I promised you that

I would spoil you.

It’s unfortunate that I didn’t keep my promise.

Even if you torture me,

I would be happy to take it.

Just because you were too good to me,

I was spoiled like that.

I wanted to keep spoiling you

and be next to you.

But I broke my promise.

I am not a good husband.

You just recovered,

and I shouldn’t have

mentioned about this to you.

What is it?

Before I confess to Lei Yuzheng,

let’s get divorced.

Xiangyuan…

If you are done with thinking,

let me know any time.

Xiangyuan,

do you regret marrying me?

Of course not.

Although we’ve fought and argued,

strangely every time when

I close my eyes,

all I see is our best memories.

I still remember how you looked like in the wedding dress.

You were so stunning,

and you were willing to marry me.

How did I, Lin Xiangyuan, deserve such perfect woman?

♪ How to handle the simplest greetings ♪

It’s getting cold.

You should go back inside.

♪ How can love be perfunctory with one sentence ♪

Xiangyuan,

I want to treat you well.

Do I still have a chance?

Fanlu,

if you really want to treat me well,

then take care of yourself.

If one day I’m gone,

I hope that

you can still be happy.

♪ Dare not come back, no one is here ♪

♪ Only willing to wait for the one ♪

Brother,

if there’s such exciting thing like this going on next time,

you have to let me know.

I haven’t had this much fun in a while.

This time, thanks to you,

Si Yang and Ye.

Yuzheng,

if you want to thank people,

leave Shangguan out of it.

I would move faster

without this guy.

Ye has got the point.

By having him,

we have significantly improved

the IQ level of our think tank.

Come on. Cheers!

But he’s decreased the good-looking level of us.

Wait. You jerk!

Mr. Lei, here’s the gift from Xu You.

(Congratulations. Congratulations to Yutian. Wish you all the best!)

Xu You has really put a lot of thought into this.

She has saved Yutian

in the hardest time.

She’s such a hero with soft heart.

Such a pity.

Bro, Xu You is such a

good match with you.

If I were you, we would have married her already.

Just because she’s a nice person,

I don’t want to hurt her again.

Actually,

Xu You and I are more like comrades

who are still friends after the war is finished.

I feel that my bro

is truly himself when

he’s with Xu You.

What made you say that?

Because he has the

aura of coldness

at that time.

But when he’s with Du Xiaosu,

he seemed to be

not like himself.

What?

Warmth.

What’s wrong with warmth?

It’s so much better than coldness.

There’s this saying, “lonely at the top”.

Let me tell you all.

In every man’s heart,

there’s an ideal type.

Look, Yuzheng has changed. Why?

Because he met the right person.

Xu You. Right.

She is elegant, wise and attractive.

But Du Xiaosu sometimes

acts dumb.

What do you call it? Innocent.

If I were him, I would like it too.

Wait, Yuzheng.

I’m just drawing an analogy. Don’t get mad.

This kind of stuff

can only be perceived by

mature men like Yuzheng and me.

Shangguan,

you’re still young and you need to learn more.

Women like Xu You

will never place her future

on some men.

She would only give hints and run away.

What do you call it?

One sets up the trap while the other falls into the snare.

Such push-and-pull in relationships

is so much fun.

Are you coming to celebrate?

Especially you, Shangguan.

You’re so talkative today.

Haven’t you drunk enough?

Of course I haven’t.

Come on.

Come on.

Cheers.

Why does this wine from 1982

taste so sour?

Thank you for the gift you sent the other day.

I really appreciate it this whole time.

We don’t have to be so polite to each other.

There’s one thing that I’ve been curious about.

We’ve seen each other so often these days,

but I’ve never seen your girlfriend

called you or

texted you.

Can I take it as

that your girlfriend doesn’t exist?

I was too busy

to contact her proactively.

We seem more like a couple

since we are together every day.

Yeah.

It’s not right for me

to spend every day with you.

It’s preventing you from meeting the right person.

Laurence Bloch has said that,

even the richest person and

the most successful person in this world

might run into a woman who doesn’t love him

and a mountain that he would never be able to climb up.

Are you trying to suggest that

my affection for Du Xiaosu is one-sided love?

I’m not talking about you.

I’m talking about myself.

Actually, I came here today

to get an answer.

Xu You,

my choice has never changed from the beginning.

It seems like I have misunderstood it.

We’ve been together often during this whole time.

I thought

we might be possible.

Xu You,

when I was at my worst time,

you helped me unconditionally.

I really appreciate your help.

It’s my honor to have

a friend like you.

In future, we will always be good friends.

It’s just that I’ve never imagined that

this person would be Du Xiaosu.

Goodbye.

Lei Yuzheng.

I’ve thought about it for a long time.

Getting divorced is for your best.

Since now you’ve recovered,

there’s no reason for me to stay.

I should give your freedom back.

Why did Xiangyuan move out?

I’ve tried to persuade him,

but I couldn’t refute

what he said.

It’s time to let go of him.

Let go of him?

Daughter,

are you two getting divorced?

Is it his idea or it’s yours?

It’s a decision of both of us.

My girl,

Dad can also see that

you don’t want to let him go.

You too, right?

But now I get it.

Loving someone

means respecting his choice.

Since you’ve made up your mind,

then let him go.

I’ve done everything

that I could.

Dad,

did you go to beg Yuzheng?

I went to talk to him,

but

he didn’t feel like talking about it.

Does he want to revenge?

I am getting old,

and I couldn’t really tell

what you young people are thinking.

Under the current situation,

we could only follow the fate.

This friend of mine

has very high standard of vision.

There’s never been any designer

who could satisfy him.

But after he saw your project,

he appointed you for the design.

I don’t know whether it’s good

for you or not.

As long as the project can get started, of course it’s good.

I’ve even handled difficult client

like you.

Don’t worry.

There’s no problem for me to handle your friend.

Thank you so much.

You’ve really been a great help.

Do you know each other?

No.

Do you want to go to another restaurant?

It’s ok. We can eat here.

The meeting lasted a long time and you must be hungry.

What would you like to eat?

Your friend has been looking at you.

Aren’t you going to say hi?

How about ordering a bottle of wine

to celebrate?

Waiter, a bottle of wine.

Why are we drinking wine in the middle of the day?

Is it too much?

Why?

Can’t we even celebrate by drinking some wine?

Please fill for us.

Mr. Liu, the first glass

is to thank you for introducing me this business.

I will drink first.

Slow down.

Come on.

The second glass

is to thank you for

your support in this whole time.

Hi,

my name is Lei Yuzheng

and I’m her boyfriend.

What?

Can I sit there?

Excuse me, Mr. Liu. Don’t misunderstand it.

He’s just a friend of mine.

It seems like you just knew each other.

You have no idea that

Du Xiaosu has really low tolerance

and very bad temper after getting drunk.

If she’s drunk,

she might do something

that you wouldn’t imagine.

We are talking about business today. This is work.

Haven’t we talked about this?

No matter where you are,

as long as you are drinking,

I need to be there.

Please don’t interrupt us.

You need to be more careful when you work.

I’ll be here today.

Go ahead and drink as much as you want.

If you get drunk and act stupid,

I will handle it.

Excuse us, Mr. Liu.

Excuse my absence.

Lei Yuzheng, I’m having meal with my friend.

Why did you come to sit next to us?

What are you trying to do?

I have very important thing to say to you.

You have very important thing to say to me?

Do I have to listen?

You don’t have to.

But you cannot use the time that you were supposed to meet me

to meet other people.

Who are you to me?

Why would you care who I meet?

Who am I to you?

Follow me if you want to know.

I don’t want to go with you.

Let me go.

Please let her go.

Didn’t you hear that

she doesn’t want to leave with you?

Please let her go.

Sir,

I haven’t asked you.

How did you two know each other?

For how long?

Do you know who I am to her?

If you want to be responsible for her,

you shouldn’t have left without saying goodbye.

I don’t have to explain it to you.

It has reached my limit that

you got close to her while I was gone.

Hope that you know the limitations.

Lei Yuzheng, who do you think you are?

You come and leave whenever you want.

What do you think of me as?

Your toy?

Does it have anything to do with you

that I meet other people?

Why did you query my friend?

You’re looking for excitement? Fine.

Go find other people instead of me.

Excuse me, Mr. Liu.

It must be ridiculous to you.

Let’s go and continue the meal.

Bye, friend.

What are you doing?

Lei Yuzheng!

Lei Yuzheng, let me go!

What are you doing, Lei Yuzheng?

Let me go!

Du Xiaosu,

calm down and listen to me.

What do I need to listen?

Are you trying to apologize to me?

What do you think of me as?

Your toy?

Do I have to accept if you apologize?

I’ve been waiting for you every day

and I was so scared.

I wanted to call you so bad,

but every time I made the call,

I was so afraid.

I was afraid that you were with other people.

What do you want me to do?

If you want to break up, just say it.

Just tell me.

I’m not a hard case,

and I will agree.

But you made me wait

and you made me guess.

I’m not you and

there’s no way that I would know what you’re thinking.

It doesn’t seem like

you are trying to apologize today,

right?

You just want to

make yourself feel better.

You have no idea what I’ve been through

or what’s so painful for me.

♪ No one can tell the end of the story ♪

♪ Since every heart is overloaded ♪

♪ The dream about blooming flowers is illusionary ♪

Of course I can understand

your pain.

I feel worse than you

when I couldn’t see you.

You hate me

or you don’t want to see me.

I can stand all that.

But you have to hear me out today.

After that,

if you are still mad,

I, Lei Yuzheng, swear to God

that I will never stick around.

♪ He wants to linger in his dream ♪

He Qunfei,

marry me.

Siqi.

Here you are.

What happened?

Why do you suddenly want to treat me

at such an expensive place?

I’m telling you.

Don’t waste money.

I’m not wasting money.

I just got my salary

and I wanted to be extravagant a little bit.

You have already ordered?

Thank you.

Qunfei.

Please enjoy it.

Well…

What?

Just...

I want to say that

He Qunfei,

marry me.

Hello.

He Qunfei,

let me marry you.

Please enjoy it.

It’s just that...

♪ Will that day of that year ♪

♪ start over again? ♪

♪ Who else will stay awake like you do? ♪

♪ Between us ♪

♪ is the time of unknown length ♪

♪ As well as the tangle in pain and delight ♪

♪ Will that day of that year ♪

♪ start over again? ♪

♪ Who else will stay awake like you do? ♪

♪ Between us ♪

♪ is the time of unknown length ♪

♪ As well as the tangle in pain and delight ♪

♪ Your love weeps for a withered soul ♪

♪ That teardrop of sadness brings extreme beauty ♪

♪ Indulged in the black whirlpool of your eyes ♪

♪ Dreams have never been this quiet ♪