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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:00,102 --> 00:00:03,992 Provided by explosiveskull https://twitter.com/kaboomskull 2 00:00:04,095 --> 00:00:13,805 ♪ ♪ 3 00:00:40,497 --> 00:00:43,366 ♪ I could float on ♪ 4 00:00:43,400 --> 00:00:46,470 ♪ I'd be fine on my own ♪ 5 00:00:46,503 --> 00:00:50,607 ♪ No ties to pull me back and forth ♪ 6 00:00:50,640 --> 00:00:53,677 ♪ But I like the way you move me ♪ 7 00:00:53,710 --> 00:00:56,680 ♪ I like the way you take me out ♪ 8 00:00:56,714 --> 00:00:59,683 ♪ I like the way you see me ♪ 9 00:00:59,717 --> 00:01:03,887 ♪ I don't need my eyes when you're around ♪ 10 00:01:03,921 --> 00:01:06,223 ♪ Never thought I'd feel this way ♪ 11 00:01:06,256 --> 00:01:09,893 ♪ I never wanna see you go ♪ 12 00:01:09,927 --> 00:01:12,797 ♪ Never thought I'd be the first to ♪ 13 00:01:12,830 --> 00:01:15,133 ♪ No, no, no ♪ 14 00:01:15,166 --> 00:01:20,805 ♪ I hear a love song playing in my head like ooh ♪ 15 00:01:20,838 --> 00:01:27,744 ♪ I hear a love song circling around like ooh ♪ 16 00:01:27,778 --> 00:01:30,580 - You made it. - I did. 17 00:01:30,613 --> 00:01:33,583 - Hey. - Hey. 18 00:01:33,616 --> 00:01:35,386 - Good to see you. - You too. 19 00:01:35,419 --> 00:01:37,355 ♪ ♪ 20 00:01:37,387 --> 00:01:38,689 Erin, Alex. 21 00:01:38,722 --> 00:01:41,425 Alex, this is Erin. 22 00:01:41,458 --> 00:01:43,161 - Hey. - Hi. 23 00:01:43,193 --> 00:01:46,196 ♪ ♪ 24 00:01:46,229 --> 00:01:48,165 Looking good out there, girl. 25 00:01:48,199 --> 00:01:49,834 Yeah, I know. 26 00:01:49,866 --> 00:01:51,401 Uh, I'm gonna... I'm gonna grab a beer. 27 00:01:51,434 --> 00:01:53,503 Did... did you want anything, can I...? 28 00:01:53,537 --> 00:01:54,939 I don't drink. 29 00:01:54,972 --> 00:01:56,506 Well, how about a Coke? 30 00:01:56,540 --> 00:01:57,741 They're free for me. 31 00:01:57,775 --> 00:02:00,478 Save your $5. 32 00:02:00,511 --> 00:02:02,580 - You got it. - I'll take a... 33 00:02:02,612 --> 00:02:05,715 Uh... okay. 34 00:02:05,749 --> 00:02:07,851 (flushing) 35 00:02:07,884 --> 00:02:10,454 Hello, did you hear me? 36 00:02:10,486 --> 00:02:12,789 I got my final mark on that major paper I wrote 37 00:02:12,823 --> 00:02:14,759 on Paradise Regained, 38 00:02:14,791 --> 00:02:18,962 which I have now read for the third time by the way. 39 00:02:18,996 --> 00:02:21,199 The fucking instructor 40 00:02:21,231 --> 00:02:23,533 says that my interpretation of Milton 41 00:02:23,567 --> 00:02:26,337 doesn't fully explain his continuing role 42 00:02:26,369 --> 00:02:28,838 in Western literature. 43 00:02:28,872 --> 00:02:30,607 Dick. 44 00:02:30,641 --> 00:02:33,644 - What was your grade? - A fucking minus. 45 00:02:33,676 --> 00:02:36,180 (laughing) 46 00:02:38,015 --> 00:02:40,517 Oh, did she show, Erin? 47 00:02:40,551 --> 00:02:42,954 What, does everybody know this girl but me? 48 00:02:42,986 --> 00:02:45,323 Uh, no, I barely know her. 49 00:02:45,355 --> 00:02:46,957 She was in our Philosophy of Literature class 50 00:02:46,991 --> 00:02:48,759 with me and Zack, 51 00:02:48,791 --> 00:02:52,262 and I think he kind of asked her out. 52 00:02:52,295 --> 00:02:53,630 Kind of? 53 00:02:53,664 --> 00:02:55,666 Well, I think he thinks he did. 54 00:02:55,699 --> 00:02:57,601 ♪ ♪ 55 00:02:57,635 --> 00:02:59,003 So, he's into her? 56 00:02:59,035 --> 00:03:01,838 Uh, well, she's a female, 57 00:03:01,872 --> 00:03:03,674 so yeah. 58 00:03:03,706 --> 00:03:07,010 ♪ ♪ 59 00:03:07,044 --> 00:03:09,680 Is she into him? 60 00:03:09,712 --> 00:03:11,581 - Hey, Jules. - Oh, hey, how are you? 61 00:03:11,615 --> 00:03:14,684 Oh, she's devastated, she got an A minus on a paper. 62 00:03:14,718 --> 00:03:16,354 Oh, buddy. 63 00:03:16,386 --> 00:03:18,656 Oh, shut it. 64 00:03:18,688 --> 00:03:21,458 You know, I think I wanna go dance. 65 00:03:21,492 --> 00:03:23,694 Is there anybody I can convince to join me? 66 00:03:23,726 --> 00:03:25,830 - Zack, let's go. - Absolutely. 67 00:03:25,862 --> 00:03:28,565 Oh, yeah, go show me your moves. 68 00:03:28,599 --> 00:03:29,934 Yes, ma'am. 69 00:03:29,967 --> 00:03:33,571 ♪ ♪ 70 00:03:33,604 --> 00:03:35,806 You sure I can't tempt you? 71 00:03:35,838 --> 00:03:37,942 Uh, no, 72 00:03:37,974 --> 00:03:40,010 I mean, the table. 73 00:03:40,044 --> 00:03:42,313 I should watch the table, I... I don't want someone 74 00:03:42,345 --> 00:03:43,781 to take it. 75 00:03:43,813 --> 00:03:45,849 No, we wouldn't want that. 76 00:03:45,883 --> 00:03:55,793 ♪ ♪ 77 00:04:02,633 --> 00:04:03,868 Hey, baby, what's going on? 78 00:04:03,901 --> 00:04:05,368 Ow. 79 00:04:05,402 --> 00:04:08,005 Oh, you're a little feisty, all right. 80 00:04:08,038 --> 00:04:09,674 Okay. 81 00:04:09,706 --> 00:04:13,009 ♪ ♪ 82 00:04:13,043 --> 00:04:14,645 What, it's just a little dance. 83 00:04:14,677 --> 00:04:17,714 - I'm a good dancer. - Ugh, no, you're not. 84 00:04:17,748 --> 00:04:27,659 ♪ ♪ 85 00:04:32,830 --> 00:04:41,005 ♪ ♪ 86 00:04:41,037 --> 00:04:42,672 Hey. 87 00:04:42,705 --> 00:04:44,075 How's the table? 88 00:04:44,108 --> 00:04:46,677 Fine, I just wanted to make sure you're okay. 89 00:04:46,710 --> 00:04:48,945 Oh, yeah, just perils of the dance floor. 90 00:04:48,979 --> 00:04:50,781 Did you come to dance with me? 91 00:04:50,813 --> 00:04:54,351 Uh, no, I don't think I can keep up. 92 00:04:54,385 --> 00:04:57,587 I just... just wanted to check you're okay, that's all. 93 00:04:57,621 --> 00:05:00,858 Well, you did, and I am. 94 00:05:00,890 --> 00:05:02,659 Okay. 95 00:05:02,693 --> 00:05:04,527 ♪ ♪ 96 00:05:04,561 --> 00:05:06,796 And now I need to be making sure 97 00:05:06,830 --> 00:05:08,998 that you're okay. 98 00:05:09,032 --> 00:05:10,835 Jeez. 99 00:05:10,868 --> 00:05:16,841 ♪ ♪ 100 00:05:16,873 --> 00:05:19,976 Thank you. 101 00:05:20,010 --> 00:05:23,546 Hey, uh, have a good night, see you later. 102 00:05:23,580 --> 00:05:24,849 Uh, wait. 103 00:05:24,882 --> 00:05:27,017 ♪ ♪ 104 00:05:27,049 --> 00:05:29,886 - What's up? - Um, do you wanna 105 00:05:29,919 --> 00:05:31,722 share a cab or something? 106 00:05:31,755 --> 00:05:35,159 I live pretty close, so I won't be catching a cab. 107 00:05:35,191 --> 00:05:39,162 Um, do you wanna share a sidewalk? 108 00:05:39,195 --> 00:05:43,600 ♪ ♪ 109 00:05:43,633 --> 00:05:45,503 (knocking) 110 00:05:45,536 --> 00:05:47,839 (birds chirping) 111 00:05:53,142 --> 00:05:55,546 Oh, shit. 112 00:05:55,578 --> 00:05:57,013 Ah, for fuck's sake! 113 00:05:58,815 --> 00:06:00,917 (knocking) 114 00:06:00,950 --> 00:06:03,820 This is fucked. 115 00:06:03,854 --> 00:06:06,022 - Good morning, sunshine. - Julia, 116 00:06:06,056 --> 00:06:08,625 what the fuck? 117 00:06:08,659 --> 00:06:10,493 Don't take that tone with me. 118 00:06:10,527 --> 00:06:12,695 Beach, let's go. 119 00:06:12,729 --> 00:06:14,899 Dude, you literally just woke me up. 120 00:06:14,931 --> 00:06:17,200 I am not ready for the beach, and it is really early 121 00:06:17,234 --> 00:06:18,868 for your cleavage. 122 00:06:18,902 --> 00:06:22,106 First off, it is not my fault that you slept in, 123 00:06:22,138 --> 00:06:26,075 and secondly, it's never too early for my cleavage. 124 00:06:26,109 --> 00:06:27,611 Let's go. 125 00:06:27,644 --> 00:06:29,814 ♪ ♪ 126 00:06:29,847 --> 00:06:31,981 God, I am so glad I went from 127 00:06:32,015 --> 00:06:33,784 a comfortable laying-down position 128 00:06:33,816 --> 00:06:36,219 to an uncomfortable laying-down position. 129 00:06:36,253 --> 00:06:38,823 Okay. 130 00:06:38,856 --> 00:06:43,127 Try to think of it as full-body exfoliation. 131 00:06:43,159 --> 00:06:45,529 But, I'm more thinking of it as a sunburn, 132 00:06:45,561 --> 00:06:47,864 and sand in my crack. 133 00:06:47,897 --> 00:06:50,934 Are you ever happy about anything? 134 00:06:50,967 --> 00:06:53,136 Hardly ever. 135 00:06:53,169 --> 00:06:54,904 Room for one more? 136 00:06:54,938 --> 00:06:56,873 - Oh, hi. - Hi. 137 00:06:56,907 --> 00:06:58,709 Yeah, sure. 138 00:07:02,678 --> 00:07:04,582 I didn't know you were joining us. 139 00:07:04,614 --> 00:07:06,783 - Is that all right? - Absolutely. 140 00:07:06,816 --> 00:07:09,486 Of course. 141 00:07:09,520 --> 00:07:12,690 Zack likes you, 142 00:07:12,722 --> 00:07:14,724 so you're stuck with us. 143 00:07:14,758 --> 00:07:16,226 Could be worse. 144 00:07:21,698 --> 00:07:23,500 I think I'm gonna go for a dip. 145 00:07:23,534 --> 00:07:25,002 Be right back. 146 00:07:25,034 --> 00:07:27,070 (waves crashing) 147 00:07:27,104 --> 00:07:29,940 So, is she just, like, our friend now? 148 00:07:29,972 --> 00:07:31,641 I don't know, why? 149 00:07:31,674 --> 00:07:34,044 You don't like her? 150 00:07:34,077 --> 00:07:35,813 No, I... 151 00:07:35,846 --> 00:07:37,748 I don't know her. 152 00:07:37,780 --> 00:07:40,116 I mean, she seems nice. 153 00:07:40,150 --> 00:07:42,753 She's polite, and friendly, and... 154 00:07:42,786 --> 00:07:45,022 Alex, you don't have to convince me. 155 00:07:45,054 --> 00:07:47,525 I don't care if you like her. 156 00:07:47,558 --> 00:07:49,260 I didn't say I didn't like her. 157 00:07:49,292 --> 00:07:51,995 Mhm. 158 00:07:52,029 --> 00:07:54,198 - Oh. - Oh, thank you. 159 00:08:08,745 --> 00:08:10,314 Oh, no, I'm good, thank you. 160 00:08:10,347 --> 00:08:12,181 It's for me. 161 00:08:12,214 --> 00:08:14,084 If you don't mind? 162 00:08:14,116 --> 00:08:16,087 - Please? - Oh, yeah. 163 00:08:18,589 --> 00:08:20,858 Yeah. 164 00:08:20,890 --> 00:08:30,801 ♪ ♪ 165 00:09:14,144 --> 00:09:15,946 Oh, okay, well let's just cover all the bases. 166 00:09:15,978 --> 00:09:18,081 No, none of us are into Zack. 167 00:09:18,115 --> 00:09:20,717 He's like an annoying younger brother. 168 00:09:20,750 --> 00:09:22,819 - Hm. - But, you know, 169 00:09:22,852 --> 00:09:24,722 wouldn't be life without him, though, don't tell him 170 00:09:24,755 --> 00:09:28,125 - I said that. - Lips are sealed. 171 00:09:28,158 --> 00:09:30,728 So, is he not your type, or...? 172 00:09:30,760 --> 00:09:33,262 I don't know, I haven't really thought about it. 173 00:09:33,295 --> 00:09:35,765 What is your type? 174 00:09:35,799 --> 00:09:38,401 Confident, attractive, smart. 175 00:09:38,434 --> 00:09:39,969 How about you? 176 00:09:40,002 --> 00:09:42,038 You, generally. 177 00:09:42,072 --> 00:09:43,907 What? 178 00:09:43,939 --> 00:09:46,242 Oh, I mean, same... same as... as you. 179 00:09:46,275 --> 00:09:48,746 Same as you said just... 180 00:09:48,779 --> 00:09:50,179 Oh, my God, are you okay? 181 00:09:50,212 --> 00:09:52,116 Yeah. 182 00:09:52,149 --> 00:09:55,184 - You're bleeding. - Yeah. 183 00:09:55,217 --> 00:09:57,121 - Come on. - No, that's okay. 184 00:09:57,154 --> 00:09:59,657 - Let me take care of it. - It's totally fine. 185 00:09:59,689 --> 00:10:01,724 It's... yeah. 186 00:10:01,757 --> 00:10:03,726 Ow. 187 00:10:03,760 --> 00:10:05,261 Have a seat. 188 00:10:10,900 --> 00:10:14,737 Wow, this is a real happening place, huh? 189 00:10:14,770 --> 00:10:16,707 We're closed on Sundays. 190 00:10:16,740 --> 00:10:19,342 ♪ ♪ 191 00:10:19,375 --> 00:10:21,712 Have you worked here for a long time? 192 00:10:21,745 --> 00:10:24,881 Uh, yeah, we've had it for a while. 193 00:10:24,914 --> 00:10:27,351 - We? - My family owns it. 194 00:10:27,384 --> 00:10:29,419 ♪ ♪ 195 00:10:29,452 --> 00:10:32,990 Guess I kind of own it. 196 00:10:33,023 --> 00:10:35,359 Oh. 197 00:10:35,391 --> 00:10:37,226 Wow. 198 00:10:37,260 --> 00:10:39,929 ♪ ♪ 199 00:10:39,962 --> 00:10:42,065 Yeah, my dad has this habit of buying businesses, 200 00:10:42,098 --> 00:10:44,801 and he kind of left me in charge of this one, 201 00:10:44,834 --> 00:10:46,469 so. 202 00:10:46,502 --> 00:10:48,438 Hey, that must be nice. 203 00:10:48,472 --> 00:10:51,074 ♪ ♪ 204 00:10:51,107 --> 00:10:53,309 Oh, I... well I didn't... I... 205 00:10:53,342 --> 00:10:56,112 I'm sorry, I didn't mean... 206 00:10:56,145 --> 00:10:59,449 I just meant it must be nice. 207 00:10:59,482 --> 00:11:01,017 Yeah. 208 00:11:01,050 --> 00:11:04,020 Yeah, it's as nice as material things can be I guess. 209 00:11:04,053 --> 00:11:05,456 ♪ ♪ 210 00:11:05,489 --> 00:11:07,324 What do you mean? 211 00:11:07,356 --> 00:11:09,125 ♪ ♪ 212 00:11:09,159 --> 00:11:10,928 I mean that my dad doesn't really get 213 00:11:10,961 --> 00:11:14,965 the whole feelings thing, so he uses his money instead. 214 00:11:14,997 --> 00:11:17,400 But hey, it's not like I'm just some complacent manager. 215 00:11:17,433 --> 00:11:19,770 I do actually work, you know. 216 00:11:19,803 --> 00:11:21,804 ♪ ♪ 217 00:11:21,837 --> 00:11:23,506 Okay. 218 00:11:23,539 --> 00:11:25,842 I mean, I wasn't suggesting that you were. 219 00:11:25,875 --> 00:11:29,880 ♪ ♪ 220 00:11:29,913 --> 00:11:31,914 I think it's very cool 221 00:11:31,948 --> 00:11:34,918 that you're the boss. 222 00:11:34,951 --> 00:11:37,755 - You think so? - Yeah. 223 00:11:37,788 --> 00:11:42,226 ♪ ♪ 224 00:11:42,259 --> 00:11:44,327 How about you, what's your story? 225 00:11:44,361 --> 00:11:46,429 ♪ ♪ 226 00:11:46,462 --> 00:11:49,900 Uh, it was just me and my mom growing up. 227 00:11:49,933 --> 00:11:54,004 She worked a lot, but she got the feelings thing. 228 00:11:54,036 --> 00:11:56,506 - Mhm. - Sounds like you and me 229 00:11:56,539 --> 00:11:59,409 had completely opposite childhoods. 230 00:11:59,442 --> 00:12:03,212 ♪ ♪ 231 00:12:03,246 --> 00:12:04,981 (thudding) 232 00:12:05,015 --> 00:12:10,953 ♪ ♪ 233 00:12:10,986 --> 00:12:13,122 You know, he's not all bad. 234 00:12:13,155 --> 00:12:16,226 - Who, you're dad? - Yeah. 235 00:12:16,259 --> 00:12:18,996 I'm not judging. 236 00:12:19,029 --> 00:12:22,399 Just laid my entire life story out on you. 237 00:12:22,432 --> 00:12:24,433 Sorry about that. 238 00:12:24,467 --> 00:12:27,203 I guess that you're just sort of 239 00:12:27,236 --> 00:12:30,006 easy to talk to. 240 00:12:30,039 --> 00:12:32,442 ♪ ♪ 241 00:12:32,475 --> 00:12:35,445 How about you, what happened to your dad? 242 00:12:35,477 --> 00:12:38,481 Uh, he left when I was 4. 243 00:12:38,515 --> 00:12:40,516 ♪ ♪ 244 00:12:40,549 --> 00:12:42,986 I didn't really know him. 245 00:12:43,019 --> 00:12:46,089 According to my mom, that's a good thing. 246 00:12:46,121 --> 00:12:48,424 You see your mom a lot? 247 00:12:48,457 --> 00:12:50,394 Uh, no. 248 00:12:50,427 --> 00:12:52,196 No, she, uh... 249 00:12:52,228 --> 00:12:55,331 she died. 250 00:12:55,365 --> 00:12:57,601 I'm sorry. 251 00:12:57,634 --> 00:13:00,938 Oh, it's okay. 252 00:13:00,971 --> 00:13:02,840 I mean, it's not okay, 253 00:13:02,872 --> 00:13:05,908 but I'm fine. 254 00:13:05,942 --> 00:13:10,447 ♪ ♪ 255 00:13:10,480 --> 00:13:12,916 There's this, uh... 256 00:13:12,948 --> 00:13:16,553 There's this spot down by the beach 257 00:13:16,586 --> 00:13:18,087 that I like to go to. 258 00:13:18,121 --> 00:13:20,023 ♪ ♪ 259 00:13:20,055 --> 00:13:21,390 It reminds me of her. 260 00:13:21,424 --> 00:13:31,134 ♪ ♪ 261 00:13:31,167 --> 00:13:33,136 Let me see your arm. 262 00:13:33,169 --> 00:13:36,005 I think you got some gravel in it or something. 263 00:13:36,039 --> 00:13:38,140 Yeah. 264 00:13:38,174 --> 00:13:40,077 It's okay, though, just throw a Band-Aid on there 265 00:13:40,110 --> 00:13:42,212 or something. 266 00:13:42,245 --> 00:13:44,414 - I'll be gentle. - Okay. 267 00:13:44,447 --> 00:13:52,890 ♪ ♪ 268 00:13:52,923 --> 00:13:54,524 Are you ready? 269 00:13:54,557 --> 00:13:56,293 I don't know. 270 00:13:56,326 --> 00:13:59,663 ♪ ♪ 271 00:13:59,696 --> 00:14:02,199 That probably hurts. 272 00:14:02,231 --> 00:14:04,601 All good. 273 00:14:04,634 --> 00:14:14,577 ♪ ♪ 274 00:14:14,611 --> 00:14:16,313 - Can you, um...? - Oh. 275 00:14:16,346 --> 00:14:26,256 ♪ ♪ 276 00:14:51,614 --> 00:14:54,985 Does it feel better? 277 00:14:55,018 --> 00:14:57,087 Yeah. 278 00:14:57,120 --> 00:14:59,655 ♪ ♪ 279 00:14:59,688 --> 00:15:01,958 So, did I tell you about my movie idea? 280 00:15:01,991 --> 00:15:03,260 - No. - Yeah, I mean, so I'm writing 281 00:15:03,293 --> 00:15:06,263 this movie, and it's you and me are the leads, 282 00:15:06,295 --> 00:15:10,166 and I play a character named Robin Banks, okay? 283 00:15:10,199 --> 00:15:14,637 No, but wait, you're Greta Waycar. 284 00:15:14,670 --> 00:15:17,373 - You're dumb. - No, it's genius. 285 00:15:17,406 --> 00:15:19,308 (thudding) 286 00:15:19,342 --> 00:15:22,346 - Hey. - Hey, Al. 287 00:15:22,379 --> 00:15:25,015 - Where's Erin? - Ah, she had to work 288 00:15:25,048 --> 00:15:26,549 or something. 289 00:15:26,582 --> 00:15:30,120 Aw, I got her a Coke. 290 00:15:30,153 --> 00:15:32,356 Before you say anything, it wasn't you. 291 00:15:32,389 --> 00:15:34,057 I didn't scare her away? 292 00:15:34,090 --> 00:15:36,160 - No, Zack. - Thank God. 293 00:15:38,560 --> 00:15:40,162 But, like, what'd she say about me? 294 00:15:40,196 --> 00:15:43,133 - Oh, my God, get over yourself. - What? 295 00:15:43,165 --> 00:15:44,667 I need to know. 296 00:15:44,701 --> 00:15:46,603 I don't know, nothing. 297 00:15:46,635 --> 00:15:48,237 Nothing? 298 00:15:48,270 --> 00:15:50,573 At all? 299 00:15:50,606 --> 00:15:52,342 Really? 300 00:15:52,375 --> 00:15:55,111 No, no, I mean, 301 00:15:55,145 --> 00:15:56,413 you're a good guy or whatever. 302 00:15:56,446 --> 00:15:59,016 Just keep doing that. 303 00:15:59,049 --> 00:16:00,449 I don't know about that. 304 00:16:00,482 --> 00:16:02,752 Good guys finish last. 305 00:16:02,785 --> 00:16:06,323 Unless that's what she likes. 306 00:16:06,356 --> 00:16:09,056 I don't know what she likes. 307 00:16:09,058 --> 00:16:11,694 If you wanna ask her out, just ask her out, 308 00:16:11,727 --> 00:16:15,097 and if she says, "No," then you have your answer. 309 00:16:15,130 --> 00:16:18,267 Yeah, true. 310 00:16:18,300 --> 00:16:20,236 Aw, Zackary, 311 00:16:20,270 --> 00:16:23,106 do you need me to ask her out for you? 312 00:16:23,139 --> 00:16:25,308 No, I do not. 313 00:16:25,341 --> 00:16:27,344 It's just, you know, if I ask her out 314 00:16:27,376 --> 00:16:28,811 and she says, "No," then she's not gonna 315 00:16:28,845 --> 00:16:31,048 wanna hang with us anymore. 316 00:16:31,081 --> 00:16:33,517 I kinda like her hanging with us. 317 00:16:33,549 --> 00:16:36,553 Good point. 318 00:16:36,586 --> 00:16:38,789 What, what, it's a good point. 319 00:16:38,822 --> 00:16:40,690 I mean, she's nice. 320 00:16:40,722 --> 00:16:43,159 It's nice to make new friends who are nice. 321 00:16:43,193 --> 00:16:45,761 Why do you need new friends? 322 00:16:45,794 --> 00:16:48,698 Aw, Jule, you need to go to jelly school. 323 00:16:48,731 --> 00:16:50,266 Ew! 324 00:16:50,299 --> 00:16:52,835 Never touch me like that again. 325 00:16:52,869 --> 00:16:54,371 I'll never touch you like that again. 326 00:16:54,404 --> 00:16:56,573 ♪ ♪ 327 00:16:56,606 --> 00:16:59,308 So, Al, can you talk me up to her? 328 00:16:59,342 --> 00:17:02,678 Please, can you talk about literally anything else? 329 00:17:02,712 --> 00:17:04,180 I don't know, what makes you think that 330 00:17:04,214 --> 00:17:06,650 she would listen to me, or that we even talk? 331 00:17:06,682 --> 00:17:09,486 I figured you guys became pals. 332 00:17:09,518 --> 00:17:11,487 Well, I mean, she's... 333 00:17:11,521 --> 00:17:13,390 Nice. 334 00:17:15,592 --> 00:17:18,461 (thudding) 335 00:17:18,495 --> 00:17:20,496 (creaking) 336 00:17:27,370 --> 00:17:29,673 - What time's happy hour? - Oh, shit. 337 00:17:29,706 --> 00:17:31,775 I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to scare you. 338 00:17:31,807 --> 00:17:34,343 No, it's okay... oh! 339 00:17:34,377 --> 00:17:36,847 - Oh, my God, okay. - Okay. 340 00:17:36,880 --> 00:17:39,349 Ah, right. 341 00:17:39,381 --> 00:17:42,451 (chuckling) 342 00:17:42,485 --> 00:17:43,887 Uh. 343 00:17:43,919 --> 00:17:46,323 Okay. 344 00:17:46,355 --> 00:17:48,691 (clacking) 345 00:17:48,725 --> 00:17:51,495 - Are you okay? - Uh, yes. 346 00:17:51,527 --> 00:17:54,230 - Yes, hi. - Hi. 347 00:17:54,264 --> 00:17:57,133 - How are you? - I'm good, I'm good. 348 00:17:57,167 --> 00:18:00,704 I, um, came by to see if you're coming out... 349 00:18:00,736 --> 00:18:03,806 uh, to the club, after your shift. 350 00:18:03,840 --> 00:18:08,445 I mean, do you want to come out to the club to dance? 351 00:18:08,477 --> 00:18:10,479 Right, right, um, 352 00:18:10,513 --> 00:18:12,448 I'm off work pretty late, so. 353 00:18:12,482 --> 00:18:14,118 Okay. 354 00:18:15,752 --> 00:18:17,654 Well, I mean, 355 00:18:17,687 --> 00:18:20,256 that was more of a for-your-information 356 00:18:20,290 --> 00:18:22,292 than... than a no. 357 00:18:22,324 --> 00:18:25,294 Okay, so it's a yes then. 358 00:18:25,328 --> 00:18:27,264 Uh, it's a maybe. 359 00:18:27,296 --> 00:18:29,232 Probably. 360 00:18:33,535 --> 00:18:36,773 I mean, I was in the neighborhood. 361 00:18:36,805 --> 00:18:39,308 That's why I'm here, 'cause Julia told me 362 00:18:39,342 --> 00:18:41,210 that you worked here, and I was passing by, 363 00:18:41,244 --> 00:18:43,547 - and so I... - Right, um, 364 00:18:43,580 --> 00:18:45,814 well it's really nice to see you, though. 365 00:18:45,848 --> 00:18:47,584 Thank you. 366 00:18:49,619 --> 00:18:54,591 Okay, so I guess I'll maybe, probably see you later? 367 00:18:54,623 --> 00:18:56,692 - Yeah. - Maybe, probably. 368 00:18:58,727 --> 00:19:01,965 Yes, um. 369 00:19:01,997 --> 00:19:04,433 Thanks for 370 00:19:04,467 --> 00:19:06,369 stopping by. 371 00:19:06,401 --> 00:19:08,237 You got it. 372 00:19:09,738 --> 00:19:12,342 Hey, before I forget, do you have a pen? 373 00:19:12,374 --> 00:19:14,777 Uh, yeah, I think I do, sure. 374 00:19:27,857 --> 00:19:30,260 In case you need me for anything. 375 00:19:31,928 --> 00:19:33,764 I'll see you later. 376 00:19:35,698 --> 00:19:37,534 Uh, see you later. 377 00:19:40,836 --> 00:19:42,872 (creaking) 378 00:19:47,576 --> 00:19:49,212 (rattling) 379 00:19:50,912 --> 00:19:53,282 ♪ Make up your mind ♪ 380 00:19:53,315 --> 00:19:55,784 ♪ It's not that hard ♪ 381 00:19:55,817 --> 00:19:58,387 ♪ It's not that gum or piece of clothing ♪ 382 00:19:58,420 --> 00:20:00,590 ♪ Or a brand new fancy car ♪ 383 00:20:00,622 --> 00:20:03,392 ♪ Just close your eyes ♪ 384 00:20:03,426 --> 00:20:04,961 Okay. 385 00:20:04,994 --> 00:20:06,996 You look good. 386 00:20:07,030 --> 00:20:08,865 You look fine, you're totally overthinking this 387 00:20:08,898 --> 00:20:11,834 'cause nothing's happening. 388 00:20:11,868 --> 00:20:13,770 Oh, God, what if something is happening? 389 00:20:13,803 --> 00:20:20,310 ♪ ♪ 390 00:20:20,342 --> 00:20:21,878 Hey, what are we looking at? 391 00:20:21,910 --> 00:20:23,912 A very happy Zack. 392 00:20:23,946 --> 00:20:26,582 Oh, yeah, is he making friends? 393 00:20:26,615 --> 00:20:29,551 Well. 394 00:20:29,584 --> 00:20:34,356 ♪ 'Cause you know that we've expired ♪ 395 00:20:34,390 --> 00:20:38,561 ♪ And you're not happy anymore unless you get a little higher ♪ 396 00:20:38,593 --> 00:20:40,529 I have to go. 397 00:20:40,563 --> 00:20:42,564 - Uh. - Yeah, sorry. 398 00:20:42,598 --> 00:20:44,734 ♪ ♪ 399 00:20:44,766 --> 00:20:46,503 Okay. 400 00:20:46,535 --> 00:20:49,706 ♪ So, boy, just go away for good ♪ 401 00:20:49,738 --> 00:20:51,741 ♪ ♪ 402 00:20:53,676 --> 00:20:55,445 Alex. 403 00:20:55,477 --> 00:20:57,046 Alex, wait. 404 00:20:59,815 --> 00:21:01,750 I'm sorry. 405 00:21:01,784 --> 00:21:03,652 For what? 406 00:21:03,686 --> 00:21:06,356 I don't usually drink, and I was dancing, 407 00:21:06,389 --> 00:21:08,824 - and I... - You don't owe me anything. 408 00:21:11,593 --> 00:21:13,996 I just don't want you to think I was doing it to hurt you 409 00:21:14,030 --> 00:21:15,699 or something. 410 00:21:17,432 --> 00:21:19,736 I don't know what you mean. 411 00:21:19,768 --> 00:21:21,503 (sighing) 412 00:21:21,536 --> 00:21:24,673 - I'm just nervous. - Nervous? 413 00:21:24,707 --> 00:21:26,810 About what? 414 00:21:26,842 --> 00:21:28,879 You make me nervous. 415 00:21:31,714 --> 00:21:34,017 (waves crashing) 416 00:21:41,757 --> 00:21:43,625 Erin, where are you going? 417 00:21:43,659 --> 00:21:46,428 I'm all sweaty, I'm going for a swim. 418 00:21:46,461 --> 00:21:47,963 I thought I was walking you home, 419 00:21:47,996 --> 00:21:50,632 not brushing up on my CPR. 420 00:21:50,666 --> 00:21:52,402 So, come in with me then. 421 00:21:54,637 --> 00:21:56,406 That doesn't make any sense. 422 00:21:56,438 --> 00:22:00,976 ♪ 'Cause you know that we've expired ♪ 423 00:22:01,009 --> 00:22:05,681 ♪ And you're not happy anymore unless you get a little higher ♪ 424 00:22:05,715 --> 00:22:07,984 Are you coming? 425 00:22:08,016 --> 00:22:10,886 ♪ We're getting tired ♪ 426 00:22:10,919 --> 00:22:12,988 ♪ Of fighting for the past ♪ 427 00:22:13,022 --> 00:22:17,092 ♪ Oh, boy, just go away for good ♪ 428 00:22:17,126 --> 00:22:19,796 Hey, there you are, I was looking for you. 429 00:22:19,829 --> 00:22:21,798 Thought you left. 430 00:22:21,831 --> 00:22:24,767 No, I'm right here. 431 00:22:24,801 --> 00:22:26,002 Did you wanna get dressed? 432 00:22:26,034 --> 00:22:27,836 I mean, I can wait. 433 00:22:27,870 --> 00:22:30,439 Are you sleeping with me tonight? 434 00:22:30,473 --> 00:22:32,809 ♪ ♪ 435 00:22:32,842 --> 00:22:34,977 Uh. 436 00:22:35,011 --> 00:22:36,678 I just meant 'cause my bed's more comfortable 437 00:22:36,711 --> 00:22:40,416 than the couch, so. 438 00:22:40,449 --> 00:22:42,151 Oh, right. 439 00:22:42,185 --> 00:22:44,921 No, cool, um. 440 00:22:44,954 --> 00:22:47,957 No, I was just gonna head home soon. 441 00:22:47,989 --> 00:22:49,625 Okay. 442 00:22:49,659 --> 00:22:50,893 Sure. 443 00:22:50,927 --> 00:22:52,795 ♪ ♪ 444 00:22:52,829 --> 00:22:54,097 Wait, I'm sorry. 445 00:22:54,130 --> 00:22:56,966 Oh, my God, I am so sorry. 446 00:22:56,998 --> 00:22:59,701 Oh, my God. 447 00:22:59,735 --> 00:23:02,472 It's okay. 448 00:23:02,505 --> 00:23:04,474 Hey, it's okay. 449 00:23:04,506 --> 00:23:13,682 ♪ ♪ 450 00:23:13,716 --> 00:23:15,717 Um, listen, 451 00:23:15,751 --> 00:23:18,221 I... I... 452 00:23:18,254 --> 00:23:19,688 I don't know what's happening, and I don't wanna 453 00:23:19,721 --> 00:23:21,824 misread anything. 454 00:23:21,858 --> 00:23:24,494 I don't think that you're misreading anything. 455 00:23:24,526 --> 00:23:27,863 ♪ ♪ 456 00:23:27,897 --> 00:23:30,066 Will you look at me, please? 457 00:23:30,099 --> 00:23:40,010 ♪ ♪ 458 00:23:54,090 --> 00:23:56,192 Do you want me? 459 00:23:56,225 --> 00:24:05,935 ♪ ♪ 460 00:24:05,967 --> 00:24:08,537 Yes. 461 00:24:08,571 --> 00:24:11,975 ♪ We saw the road that lay ahead ♪ 462 00:24:12,007 --> 00:24:19,748 ♪ If you remain inside my head ♪ 463 00:24:19,782 --> 00:24:22,651 ♪ ♪ 464 00:24:22,685 --> 00:24:26,121 ♪ Consequences have a way ♪ 465 00:24:26,155 --> 00:24:34,063 ♪ Of show you you were wrong next day ♪ 466 00:24:34,095 --> 00:24:36,698 ♪ ♪ 467 00:24:36,732 --> 00:24:40,270 ♪ My tortured soul and fragile mind ♪ 468 00:24:40,303 --> 00:24:42,738 ♪ Were not strong enough ♪ 469 00:24:42,772 --> 00:24:51,813 ♪ Against the weapons you designed ♪ 470 00:24:51,846 --> 00:24:55,817 ♪ Pour some liquor on it ♪ 471 00:24:55,851 --> 00:25:02,592 ♪ Let it sink right in ♪ 472 00:25:02,624 --> 00:25:05,027 ♪ ♪ 473 00:25:05,061 --> 00:25:11,935 ♪ On the deepest, darkest hour ♪ 474 00:25:11,967 --> 00:25:17,239 ♪ Of your sins ♪ 475 00:25:17,273 --> 00:25:25,747 ♪ ♪ 476 00:25:25,781 --> 00:25:29,319 ♪ I saw the road that lay ahead ♪ 477 00:25:29,351 --> 00:25:37,057 ♪ If you remain inside my head ♪ 478 00:25:37,059 --> 00:25:39,963 ♪ ♪ 479 00:25:39,996 --> 00:25:43,265 ♪ Consequences have a way ♪ 480 00:25:43,298 --> 00:25:51,340 ♪ Of showing you you were wrong next day ♪ 481 00:25:51,373 --> 00:25:53,976 ♪ ♪ 482 00:25:54,009 --> 00:25:57,713 ♪ My tortured soul and fragile mind ♪ 483 00:25:57,746 --> 00:26:00,048 ♪ Were not strong enough ♪ 484 00:26:00,082 --> 00:26:09,191 ♪ Against the weapons you designed ♪ 485 00:26:09,225 --> 00:26:13,062 ♪ Pour some liquor on it ♪ 486 00:26:13,094 --> 00:26:20,268 ♪ Let it sink right in ♪ 487 00:26:20,302 --> 00:26:22,371 ♪ ♪ 488 00:26:22,405 --> 00:26:29,212 ♪ On my deepest, darkest hour ♪ 489 00:26:29,245 --> 00:26:34,818 ♪ Of your sins ♪ 490 00:26:36,718 --> 00:26:39,022 (birds chirping) 491 00:26:56,805 --> 00:26:58,240 Erin? 492 00:27:01,043 --> 00:27:02,911 Shit. 493 00:27:07,315 --> 00:27:15,323 ♪ ♪ 494 00:27:15,357 --> 00:27:17,694 Alex, what are you doing here? 495 00:27:17,726 --> 00:27:19,996 Oh, well you weren't there when I woke up, so. 496 00:27:20,028 --> 00:27:23,965 I was, uh... I needed to get to work. 497 00:27:23,998 --> 00:27:25,400 Right, I... 498 00:27:25,434 --> 00:27:28,171 Uh, could we...? 499 00:27:28,204 --> 00:27:29,906 Sure. 500 00:27:29,938 --> 00:27:36,912 ♪ ♪ 501 00:27:36,946 --> 00:27:38,180 What's up... ah. 502 00:27:38,214 --> 00:27:40,383 ♪ ♪ 503 00:27:40,416 --> 00:27:42,150 Okay, um, 504 00:27:42,184 --> 00:27:44,120 can we talk about what happened last night? 505 00:27:44,152 --> 00:27:46,389 - No. - What, are you serious? 506 00:27:46,421 --> 00:27:48,056 Yeah, something happened, 507 00:27:48,090 --> 00:27:51,260 I don't know what, and I... 508 00:27:51,293 --> 00:27:52,928 You... you don't... you don't know... 509 00:27:52,961 --> 00:27:54,463 - Erin, we slept together. - Okay, can you please 510 00:27:54,496 --> 00:27:56,032 keep your voice down, because we are at 511 00:27:56,064 --> 00:27:57,332 my work right now? 512 00:27:57,365 --> 00:27:58,867 - So, uh... - It's not fricking illegal. 513 00:27:58,900 --> 00:28:00,236 - I mean... - Okay, I need you to 514 00:28:00,268 --> 00:28:01,770 forget about this. 515 00:28:01,803 --> 00:28:03,840 ♪ ♪ 516 00:28:03,872 --> 00:28:06,241 What? No, no. 517 00:28:06,275 --> 00:28:08,977 No, Erin, it was amazing, and you were right there with me 518 00:28:09,011 --> 00:28:11,114 and I know that you felt the same way. 519 00:28:11,147 --> 00:28:12,814 - Stop. - You came on to me. 520 00:28:12,848 --> 00:28:14,283 - I wasn't gonna do anything. - Please, I need you to 521 00:28:14,315 --> 00:28:17,853 fucking stop, I need you to fucking stop, Alex! 522 00:28:17,887 --> 00:28:19,856 Can you please fucking stop? 523 00:28:19,889 --> 00:28:21,189 (sobbing) 524 00:28:21,223 --> 00:28:23,259 ♪ ♪ 525 00:28:23,292 --> 00:28:24,794 Can you please go? 526 00:28:24,826 --> 00:28:26,762 (sniffling) 527 00:28:26,795 --> 00:28:28,397 I need you to go, please. 528 00:28:28,429 --> 00:28:33,969 ♪ ♪ 529 00:28:38,140 --> 00:28:40,443 (hyperventilating) 530 00:29:03,465 --> 00:29:05,034 (sighing) 531 00:29:05,066 --> 00:29:07,370 (phone buzzing) 532 00:29:10,272 --> 00:29:12,942 - Hey, Jule. - Hey, you. 533 00:29:12,975 --> 00:29:16,111 - What's up? - How are you? 534 00:29:16,144 --> 00:29:18,313 Yeah, I'm fine. 535 00:29:18,346 --> 00:29:21,449 Great, but how are you actually? 536 00:29:21,483 --> 00:29:23,519 - What do you mean? - Don't play dumb, 537 00:29:23,552 --> 00:29:25,021 you completely bailed last night. 538 00:29:25,053 --> 00:29:28,190 - Where'd you go? - Yeah, sorry. 539 00:29:28,224 --> 00:29:29,457 Well, don't be sorry, just tell me 540 00:29:29,490 --> 00:29:30,926 what's going on with you. 541 00:29:30,959 --> 00:29:33,461 (sighing) 542 00:29:33,495 --> 00:29:36,299 Hello? 543 00:29:36,332 --> 00:29:40,268 Can you just trust that I'll tell you when I'm ready? 544 00:29:40,302 --> 00:29:43,171 Okay. 545 00:29:43,205 --> 00:29:44,439 Should I be worried? 546 00:29:44,473 --> 00:29:47,476 ♪ ♪ 547 00:29:47,508 --> 00:29:49,978 No. 548 00:29:50,012 --> 00:29:51,313 Okay. 549 00:29:51,346 --> 00:29:53,014 Come for a drink tonight? 550 00:29:53,047 --> 00:29:55,284 ♪ ♪ 551 00:29:55,316 --> 00:29:58,153 Uh, yeah, sure. 552 00:29:58,187 --> 00:29:59,388 I mean, I'll meet you down there. 553 00:29:59,420 --> 00:30:01,591 Cool, see you soon, pal. 554 00:30:04,092 --> 00:30:06,128 (beeping) 555 00:30:06,160 --> 00:30:07,462 Fuck. 556 00:30:07,496 --> 00:30:11,601 ♪ ♪ 557 00:30:11,633 --> 00:30:14,035 (chuckling) 558 00:30:14,069 --> 00:30:23,980 ♪ ♪ 559 00:30:25,915 --> 00:30:27,082 Where have you have been? 560 00:30:27,115 --> 00:30:30,118 You almost missed happy hour. 561 00:30:30,151 --> 00:30:31,286 I'm sorry. 562 00:30:31,320 --> 00:30:33,322 ♪ ♪ 563 00:30:33,354 --> 00:30:36,525 Anyway, so as I was saying, I was on a date with this dude, 564 00:30:36,557 --> 00:30:38,660 and he asks me what I like to do for fun. 565 00:30:38,694 --> 00:30:40,496 I hate that question. 566 00:30:40,528 --> 00:30:44,232 So, I start telling him about this book that I'm reading. 567 00:30:44,265 --> 00:30:47,202 Alex, have I told you about this, book guy? 568 00:30:47,236 --> 00:30:49,639 Uh, yeah, sure, I think... I think so. 569 00:30:49,671 --> 00:30:51,339 Anyway, 570 00:30:51,372 --> 00:30:53,008 so I'm telling him about this book, 571 00:30:53,042 --> 00:30:55,410 and he gets this look on his face, 572 00:30:55,444 --> 00:30:58,614 like either he's never heard the word "book" before, 573 00:30:58,647 --> 00:31:01,250 or the idea of a woman reading 574 00:31:01,283 --> 00:31:04,419 is way too much for his tiny brain to comprehend. 575 00:31:04,453 --> 00:31:07,123 I really don't get it, I mean, guys say that they want a girl 576 00:31:07,156 --> 00:31:09,358 that's smart and interesting, but I mean, 577 00:31:09,390 --> 00:31:10,993 really they actually don't. 578 00:31:12,024 --> 00:31:13,129 - Right? - Yeah. 579 00:31:13,161 --> 00:31:16,131 Hey, how's the weather where you are? 580 00:31:16,165 --> 00:31:19,068 - What? - Where are you right now? 581 00:31:19,101 --> 00:31:21,370 Uh, I think I'm gonna get a drink. 582 00:31:21,402 --> 00:31:22,604 Actually, you know, I should go. 583 00:31:22,638 --> 00:31:25,073 I have this thing that I gotta do. 584 00:31:25,107 --> 00:31:26,575 Uhh, like what? 585 00:31:26,608 --> 00:31:28,411 It's Friday night during the summer. 586 00:31:28,444 --> 00:31:30,980 What do you have to do? 587 00:31:31,013 --> 00:31:33,316 Early inventory. 588 00:31:33,349 --> 00:31:37,285 Like you've never done inventory hungover. 589 00:31:37,319 --> 00:31:39,655 Erin, please explain to her 590 00:31:39,688 --> 00:31:43,124 why she needs to stop pretending to be so responsible. 591 00:31:43,158 --> 00:31:45,428 You really gotta stop it. 592 00:31:45,460 --> 00:31:48,096 ♪ ♪ 593 00:31:48,130 --> 00:31:50,366 Okay. 594 00:31:50,399 --> 00:31:52,668 Alex! 595 00:31:52,700 --> 00:31:56,271 Alex, what the hell? 596 00:31:56,304 --> 00:31:58,673 I just can't. 597 00:31:58,707 --> 00:32:01,677 ♪ ♪ 598 00:32:01,709 --> 00:32:03,278 Hey, Al 599 00:32:03,312 --> 00:32:05,414 ♪ ♪ 600 00:32:05,447 --> 00:32:08,316 All right. 601 00:32:08,350 --> 00:32:10,119 What's wrong with her? 602 00:32:10,151 --> 00:32:12,354 - I don't know. - Are you sure? 603 00:32:12,388 --> 00:32:15,757 Yeah, Julia, I don't even know her. 604 00:32:15,791 --> 00:32:18,727 - I don't believe you. - Hey. 605 00:32:18,761 --> 00:32:21,063 What the fuck was that about? 606 00:32:21,095 --> 00:32:23,298 I have no idea. 607 00:32:23,332 --> 00:32:25,200 - I should go after her. - No. 608 00:32:25,234 --> 00:32:27,436 Stop mothering her, okay? 609 00:32:27,468 --> 00:32:30,305 Storming off like that, she needs some time alone. 610 00:32:30,339 --> 00:32:32,308 She went to the beach, just... 611 00:32:32,341 --> 00:32:34,577 she'll be fine. 612 00:32:34,610 --> 00:32:36,611 You know, I think I'm gonna head out. 613 00:32:36,644 --> 00:32:38,179 Honestly, I wouldn't worry about her. 614 00:32:38,213 --> 00:32:40,282 She seems like a really tough girl. 615 00:32:40,314 --> 00:32:42,418 I'm sure she's gonna be fine, so. 616 00:32:42,450 --> 00:32:44,386 ♪ ♪ 617 00:32:44,419 --> 00:32:45,653 - Erin. - Hm? 618 00:32:45,687 --> 00:32:48,024 Alex has been through a lot of shit. 619 00:32:48,056 --> 00:32:51,026 If she is messed up in something, please tell me. 620 00:32:51,060 --> 00:32:53,596 Yeah, honestly, I'm sorry, but I don't know. 621 00:32:53,629 --> 00:32:57,466 Jule, why would she know anything? 622 00:32:57,498 --> 00:32:59,101 Well, have a good night, guys. 623 00:32:59,133 --> 00:33:03,304 ♪ ♪ 624 00:33:03,338 --> 00:33:05,641 (waves crashing) 625 00:33:11,780 --> 00:33:14,683 Alex. 626 00:33:14,716 --> 00:33:17,219 (sighing) 627 00:33:19,321 --> 00:33:23,458 No, you don't get to come here and look at me like that. 628 00:33:23,492 --> 00:33:26,361 I didn't mean to hurt you, I'm sorry. 629 00:33:26,394 --> 00:33:29,297 ♪ ♪ 630 00:33:29,331 --> 00:33:32,333 I don't understand. 631 00:33:32,367 --> 00:33:35,104 We didn't do anything wrong. 632 00:33:35,137 --> 00:33:37,505 You're acting like we've done this terrible thing. 633 00:33:37,538 --> 00:33:39,842 Are you in a relationship or something? 634 00:33:39,874 --> 00:33:42,243 You don't get it, do you? 635 00:33:42,276 --> 00:33:43,578 No, I don't get it. 636 00:33:43,611 --> 00:33:46,415 I need you to explain it to me. 637 00:33:46,448 --> 00:33:48,184 I fucking can't. 638 00:33:48,217 --> 00:33:58,194 ♪ ♪ 639 00:33:58,226 --> 00:33:59,562 Did you like it? 640 00:33:59,594 --> 00:34:03,531 ♪ ♪ 641 00:34:03,564 --> 00:34:05,333 You had fun with me? 642 00:34:05,367 --> 00:34:06,669 Yes. 643 00:34:06,701 --> 00:34:08,236 ♪ ♪ 644 00:34:08,269 --> 00:34:09,771 And you like me? 645 00:34:09,805 --> 00:34:11,807 ♪ ♪ 646 00:34:11,840 --> 00:34:14,443 Do we really have to talk about it all night? 647 00:34:14,476 --> 00:34:20,316 ♪ ♪ 648 00:34:20,349 --> 00:34:22,684 What are you so scared of talking about? 649 00:34:22,718 --> 00:34:24,220 Are you scared of the way you feel? 650 00:34:24,253 --> 00:34:26,155 ♪ ♪ 651 00:34:26,188 --> 00:34:28,756 Do we really have to do this? 652 00:34:28,789 --> 00:34:30,758 ♪ ♪ 653 00:34:30,791 --> 00:34:33,428 - Are you scared of being gay? - Okay, shut the fuck up. 654 00:34:33,461 --> 00:34:35,697 I'm not fucking scared. 655 00:34:35,731 --> 00:34:37,600 You're just wrong. 656 00:34:37,633 --> 00:34:39,568 I need to go. 657 00:34:39,601 --> 00:34:40,903 - Wrong? - Yeah, you're just 658 00:34:40,936 --> 00:34:42,470 fucking wrong, Alex! 659 00:34:42,503 --> 00:34:44,372 I'm leaving. 660 00:34:44,405 --> 00:34:45,807 Erin! 661 00:34:45,840 --> 00:34:48,409 ♪ ♪ 662 00:34:48,443 --> 00:34:50,412 (keys jingling) 663 00:34:50,445 --> 00:35:00,356 ♪ ♪ 664 00:35:04,860 --> 00:35:07,296 (clinking) 665 00:35:07,329 --> 00:35:09,832 ♪ ♪ 666 00:35:09,865 --> 00:35:11,467 (phone ringing) 667 00:35:11,499 --> 00:35:14,169 ♪ ♪ 668 00:35:14,202 --> 00:35:16,438 Hey. 669 00:35:16,470 --> 00:35:18,206 It's Erin. 670 00:35:18,240 --> 00:35:20,209 ♪ ♪ 671 00:35:20,242 --> 00:35:22,144 What are you doing? 672 00:35:34,256 --> 00:35:35,758 What are you doing here? 673 00:35:35,791 --> 00:35:39,628 That's seriously what you wanna say to me right now? 674 00:35:39,660 --> 00:35:42,697 Alex, what the fuck is going on? 675 00:35:44,633 --> 00:35:46,468 Just having a drink. 676 00:35:46,501 --> 00:35:49,905 You won't answer my calls and you won't talk to me. 677 00:35:49,938 --> 00:35:51,974 What's happening here, Al? 678 00:35:52,006 --> 00:35:54,209 You're the one with straight As. 679 00:35:54,242 --> 00:35:55,910 I'm sure you can figure it out. 680 00:35:55,943 --> 00:35:58,680 Why are you being a smart ass? 681 00:35:58,713 --> 00:36:01,282 Look, I just came here to have a drink, okay, alone. 682 00:36:01,316 --> 00:36:04,687 You don't get to come here and start yelling at me. 683 00:36:04,720 --> 00:36:06,889 Besides, 684 00:36:06,921 --> 00:36:08,923 no one else wants to fucking talk, 685 00:36:08,956 --> 00:36:11,626 - so why the fuck should I? - Because there's obviously 686 00:36:11,660 --> 00:36:13,596 something going on. 687 00:36:13,628 --> 00:36:15,363 - So? - So, I'm your best friend 688 00:36:15,396 --> 00:36:18,266 and I wanna help you. 689 00:36:18,300 --> 00:36:20,635 Yeah, I bet you do. 690 00:36:20,668 --> 00:36:22,637 - Alex. - I bet you wanna dance in here, 691 00:36:22,671 --> 00:36:24,273 looking all pretty, and fuck everything up, 692 00:36:24,305 --> 00:36:26,909 and then pretend like nothing ever happened. 693 00:36:26,941 --> 00:36:28,843 - What the fuck...? - Well, it did happen! 694 00:36:28,876 --> 00:36:30,478 - It happened! - What happened? 695 00:36:30,512 --> 00:36:32,615 Leave me alone, don't touch me! 696 00:36:32,648 --> 00:36:34,015 ♪ ♪ 697 00:36:34,048 --> 00:36:37,253 You know what, Alex? 698 00:36:37,285 --> 00:36:39,621 Fuck you. 699 00:36:39,655 --> 00:36:41,857 You know I just wanna help. 700 00:36:41,889 --> 00:36:48,029 ♪ ♪ 701 00:36:48,063 --> 00:36:51,432 Sorry, I can't offer you anything fun to drink. 702 00:36:51,465 --> 00:36:53,268 That's okay. 703 00:36:53,302 --> 00:36:54,903 Are you all right? 704 00:36:54,936 --> 00:36:57,805 You sounded kind of upset on the phone. 705 00:36:57,838 --> 00:37:01,543 I didn't invite you over here to talk. 706 00:37:01,575 --> 00:37:05,813 I am so done talking. 707 00:37:05,847 --> 00:37:07,582 Okay. 708 00:37:15,890 --> 00:37:18,559 Sorry, I thought that was my cue. 709 00:37:18,593 --> 00:37:19,861 Are you saying, "No"? 710 00:37:19,894 --> 00:37:22,497 No. 711 00:37:22,530 --> 00:37:25,400 Uh. 712 00:37:25,434 --> 00:37:26,901 Just... just wait a minute. 713 00:37:26,934 --> 00:37:28,770 Just a sec. 714 00:37:37,713 --> 00:37:40,916 Okay, so you're saying, "Yes"? 715 00:37:40,948 --> 00:37:44,452 I'm saying, "Just fuck me." 716 00:37:50,659 --> 00:37:52,961 (thudding) 717 00:37:57,898 --> 00:38:00,402 (panting) 718 00:38:12,414 --> 00:38:14,717 (breathing heavily) 719 00:38:19,954 --> 00:38:22,824 (knocking) 720 00:38:22,858 --> 00:38:25,093 Jesus, I'm coming. 721 00:38:27,461 --> 00:38:33,668 ♪ ♪ 722 00:38:33,702 --> 00:38:35,638 I'm sorry. 723 00:38:37,171 --> 00:38:39,574 I'm sorry. 724 00:38:39,608 --> 00:38:41,510 I'm an asshole. 725 00:38:41,543 --> 00:38:42,845 None of that was meant for you. 726 00:38:42,878 --> 00:38:45,013 Don't ever speak to me like that again. 727 00:38:45,046 --> 00:38:46,515 Just the whiskey. 728 00:38:46,548 --> 00:38:47,950 I'm serious. 729 00:38:50,017 --> 00:38:52,086 I know, I know. 730 00:38:52,119 --> 00:38:54,756 I'm sorry. 731 00:38:54,789 --> 00:38:56,958 I didn't mean any of it. 732 00:39:06,434 --> 00:39:08,737 (sighing) 733 00:39:16,177 --> 00:39:18,646 What am I going to do with you? 734 00:39:18,680 --> 00:39:20,549 ♪ ♪ 735 00:39:20,581 --> 00:39:22,884 Fix my broken heart. 736 00:39:22,918 --> 00:39:24,986 - What? - What? 737 00:39:25,019 --> 00:39:27,456 - Why do you have a broken heart? - Why do you have...? 738 00:39:27,488 --> 00:39:29,490 Alex. 739 00:39:29,523 --> 00:39:33,928 ♪ ♪ 740 00:39:33,961 --> 00:39:35,430 Okay. 741 00:39:38,767 --> 00:39:41,503 Okay, so I am very drunk, 742 00:39:41,535 --> 00:39:43,704 so I think I'm gonna tell you something right now 743 00:39:43,738 --> 00:39:45,474 that sober Alex definitely wouldn't tell you 744 00:39:45,506 --> 00:39:47,809 because sober Alex is scared shitless. 745 00:39:47,843 --> 00:39:49,812 Well, drunk Alex and sober Alex need to start 746 00:39:49,845 --> 00:39:52,448 trusting their best friend. 747 00:39:52,481 --> 00:39:55,883 They do... I mean, I... I do. 748 00:39:55,916 --> 00:39:59,020 It's nothing to do with not trusting you. 749 00:39:59,053 --> 00:40:00,889 Then, what is it about? 750 00:40:03,992 --> 00:40:06,061 - I think I need a cigarette. - Uh, no. 751 00:40:06,093 --> 00:40:08,463 (sighing) 752 00:40:08,497 --> 00:40:10,132 Speak. 753 00:40:10,164 --> 00:40:15,938 ♪ ♪ 754 00:40:15,970 --> 00:40:17,171 You love me, right? 755 00:40:17,204 --> 00:40:19,073 Like... 756 00:40:19,106 --> 00:40:21,610 Like no matter what? 757 00:40:21,642 --> 00:40:24,545 Of course I love you, you idiot. 758 00:40:24,579 --> 00:40:26,582 Nothing you can say will change that. 759 00:40:26,615 --> 00:40:32,588 ♪ ♪ 760 00:40:32,621 --> 00:40:34,722 Dude, I will help you bury the body. 761 00:40:34,756 --> 00:40:37,659 I will destroy the evidence. 762 00:40:37,691 --> 00:40:40,661 It honestly can't be that bad. 763 00:40:40,695 --> 00:40:43,731 Whatever it is, man, 764 00:40:43,764 --> 00:40:45,066 it's me. 765 00:40:45,099 --> 00:40:52,707 ♪ ♪ 766 00:40:52,740 --> 00:40:53,976 I'm gay. 767 00:40:54,008 --> 00:40:56,110 ♪ ♪ 768 00:40:56,144 --> 00:40:58,647 (chuckling) 769 00:40:58,680 --> 00:41:05,287 ♪ ♪ 770 00:41:05,320 --> 00:41:07,722 Well, I mean, you weren't hiding that very well. 771 00:41:07,756 --> 00:41:10,125 (chuckling) 772 00:41:10,157 --> 00:41:16,697 ♪ ♪ 773 00:41:16,731 --> 00:41:18,800 I'm in love, too. 774 00:41:18,832 --> 00:41:22,037 ♪ ♪ 775 00:41:22,070 --> 00:41:24,673 I'm sorry you were so scared to tell me that. 776 00:41:24,706 --> 00:41:26,541 ♪ ♪ 777 00:41:26,575 --> 00:41:29,077 I'm so sorry it took me so long to tell you. 778 00:41:29,110 --> 00:41:31,178 No. 779 00:41:31,211 --> 00:41:32,947 You told me when you were ready. 780 00:41:32,981 --> 00:41:35,717 ♪ ♪ 781 00:41:35,749 --> 00:41:38,019 So, Romeo, 782 00:41:38,052 --> 00:41:40,088 who's the lucky lady? 783 00:41:43,592 --> 00:41:45,059 Are you okay? 784 00:41:51,166 --> 00:41:53,901 - Erin. - I'm fine. 785 00:41:53,934 --> 00:41:57,338 - If you wanna talk about... - I don't. 786 00:41:57,372 --> 00:41:59,575 Okay, just consider this a freebie. 787 00:41:59,608 --> 00:42:01,610 You're off the hook. 788 00:42:01,642 --> 00:42:04,211 What? 789 00:42:04,244 --> 00:42:07,281 Look, I know I may seem like I'm that kind of guy, 790 00:42:07,314 --> 00:42:09,818 but I'm not that kind of guy. 791 00:42:11,653 --> 00:42:13,221 - Erin. - Look, Zack, 792 00:42:13,253 --> 00:42:16,023 it doesn't really matter what kind of guy you are, okay? 793 00:42:16,057 --> 00:42:18,961 Fuck, why is it that when a guy wants to have casual sex, 794 00:42:18,994 --> 00:42:21,196 it's totally fine, and when a girl wants to, 795 00:42:21,229 --> 00:42:22,731 there must be a fucking problem. 796 00:42:22,764 --> 00:42:24,765 I never said there was a problem. 797 00:42:24,798 --> 00:42:26,735 You just seemed upset. 798 00:42:26,767 --> 00:42:28,202 Sorry. 799 00:42:28,235 --> 00:42:30,338 Look, I know we may have done things 800 00:42:30,372 --> 00:42:34,309 a little backwards here, but I like you. 801 00:42:34,342 --> 00:42:36,077 - I'd like to... - No. 802 00:42:36,110 --> 00:42:38,313 - What? - Whatever you'd like to do 803 00:42:38,345 --> 00:42:40,681 is a fucking terrible idea. 804 00:42:40,715 --> 00:42:42,249 Taking you on a date's a terrible idea? 805 00:42:42,282 --> 00:42:44,752 - Oh, yeah. - Why? 806 00:42:44,785 --> 00:42:47,021 Just, fuck, I'm giving you an easy out here. 807 00:42:47,055 --> 00:42:48,624 I'm not looking for an easy out. 808 00:42:48,657 --> 00:42:52,093 This was just a distraction. 809 00:42:52,126 --> 00:42:53,728 Okay? 810 00:42:53,762 --> 00:42:56,164 This isn't gonna turn into a whirlwind romance. 811 00:42:56,197 --> 00:42:58,700 It's just sex. 812 00:42:58,733 --> 00:43:01,202 Jesus. 813 00:43:01,235 --> 00:43:03,671 Well, 814 00:43:03,704 --> 00:43:05,306 that's why I don't do this. 815 00:43:07,675 --> 00:43:09,010 Goodnight, Erin. 816 00:43:09,043 --> 00:43:18,119 ♪ ♪ 817 00:43:18,153 --> 00:43:22,890 ♪ I used to wonder what it felt like ♪ 818 00:43:22,923 --> 00:43:24,793 (sobbing) 819 00:43:24,825 --> 00:43:28,863 ♪ I looked to everyone for answers ♪ 820 00:43:28,896 --> 00:43:31,332 (whimpering) 821 00:43:31,365 --> 00:43:36,371 ♪ Chasing round and down in circles on purpose ♪ 822 00:43:36,403 --> 00:43:42,177 ♪ In search of something ♪ 823 00:43:42,209 --> 00:43:44,278 (sobbing) 824 00:43:44,311 --> 00:43:49,450 ♪ I spent a while trying to learn somehow ♪ 825 00:43:49,483 --> 00:43:51,786 This is Alex, leave me one. 826 00:43:51,820 --> 00:43:53,354 Alex. 827 00:43:53,387 --> 00:43:55,890 (crying) 828 00:43:55,923 --> 00:43:57,692 I'm so sorry. 829 00:43:57,726 --> 00:44:01,128 ♪ I try to fill my gaps with heartbeats ♪ 830 00:44:01,162 --> 00:44:05,233 ♪ So fleeting, but cold feet ♪ 831 00:44:05,265 --> 00:44:08,336 ♪ I'm sorry ♪ 832 00:44:08,369 --> 00:44:10,773 ♪ ♪ 833 00:44:14,476 --> 00:44:16,979 (birds chirping) 834 00:44:21,349 --> 00:44:23,351 - What happened? - Ugh, whoa. 835 00:44:23,383 --> 00:44:25,887 (sighing) 836 00:44:28,856 --> 00:44:31,159 (groaning) 837 00:44:33,128 --> 00:44:34,930 Are you gay, or was that a dream? 838 00:44:37,131 --> 00:44:39,233 Gay. 839 00:44:39,267 --> 00:44:40,836 Not a dream. 840 00:44:40,869 --> 00:44:42,204 Okay. 841 00:44:43,972 --> 00:44:46,807 Cool. 842 00:44:46,840 --> 00:44:48,843 (sniffing) 843 00:44:48,876 --> 00:44:50,911 Ugh. 844 00:44:50,945 --> 00:44:52,180 I need a shower. 845 00:44:52,213 --> 00:44:54,850 Mhm. 846 00:44:54,883 --> 00:44:58,086 You stink like a dirty bar. 847 00:44:58,119 --> 00:45:00,088 Yeah. 848 00:45:00,121 --> 00:45:03,224 Probably 'cause I was at a dirty bar. 849 00:45:03,258 --> 00:45:05,127 Mhm. 850 00:45:09,030 --> 00:45:10,932 Are you okay? 851 00:45:13,034 --> 00:45:15,104 Yeah, I will be. 852 00:45:19,039 --> 00:45:21,744 I love you very, very much. 853 00:45:24,211 --> 00:45:28,249 I have to pee very, very much. 854 00:45:33,488 --> 00:45:35,357 (groaning) 855 00:45:37,291 --> 00:45:39,360 I am so hungover. 856 00:45:41,095 --> 00:45:42,865 It's your own fault. 857 00:45:49,169 --> 00:45:52,340 (sighing) 858 00:45:52,372 --> 00:45:54,876 (phone buzzing) 859 00:46:03,383 --> 00:46:06,021 Erin! 860 00:46:06,053 --> 00:46:08,122 (door closing) 861 00:46:11,392 --> 00:46:15,297 ♪ ♪ 862 00:46:15,329 --> 00:46:18,232 Alex, what are you doing here? 863 00:46:18,265 --> 00:46:19,834 Nice. 864 00:46:19,867 --> 00:46:21,570 - Wait. - No, you made it quite clear 865 00:46:21,602 --> 00:46:24,238 that you don't want me to do that. 866 00:46:24,271 --> 00:46:26,440 Why did you call me last night? 867 00:46:26,474 --> 00:46:27,508 ♪ ♪ 868 00:46:27,541 --> 00:46:29,143 Were you... 869 00:46:29,177 --> 00:46:30,979 ♪ ♪ 870 00:46:31,012 --> 00:46:33,849 Were you apologizing for fucking someone? 871 00:46:33,881 --> 00:46:34,883 ♪ ♪ 872 00:46:34,916 --> 00:46:35,984 I don't know. 873 00:46:36,017 --> 00:46:38,520 I don't know why I called you. 874 00:46:38,552 --> 00:46:40,188 I'm sorry. 875 00:46:40,220 --> 00:46:49,530 ♪ ♪ 876 00:46:49,564 --> 00:46:51,867 What are you doing? 877 00:46:51,900 --> 00:46:53,200 ♪ ♪ 878 00:46:53,233 --> 00:46:55,369 I don't know. 879 00:46:55,403 --> 00:46:57,639 Look, I don't know what I'm doing. 880 00:46:57,671 --> 00:46:59,573 Okay? 881 00:46:59,606 --> 00:47:01,642 I don't know what this means. 882 00:47:01,675 --> 00:47:03,110 ♪ ♪ 883 00:47:03,144 --> 00:47:04,946 Okay. 884 00:47:04,979 --> 00:47:06,948 ♪ ♪ 885 00:47:06,981 --> 00:47:09,517 I know what it means, okay? 886 00:47:09,550 --> 00:47:11,986 Great, so I'm just supposed to pretend 887 00:47:12,019 --> 00:47:14,355 like this is normal. 888 00:47:14,389 --> 00:47:16,992 I don't know, Erin. 889 00:47:17,025 --> 00:47:19,327 But I mean, 890 00:47:19,360 --> 00:47:20,495 you should have some fucking idea 891 00:47:20,528 --> 00:47:22,296 of what you're doing. 892 00:47:22,329 --> 00:47:24,298 Do you give a shit about me at all? 893 00:47:24,331 --> 00:47:27,134 Yes. Yes. 894 00:47:27,168 --> 00:47:29,336 ♪ ♪ 895 00:47:29,369 --> 00:47:31,005 Okay. 896 00:47:31,039 --> 00:47:33,475 ♪ ♪ 897 00:47:33,508 --> 00:47:37,012 Then how could you have sex with someone else? 898 00:47:37,044 --> 00:47:38,046 ♪ ♪ 899 00:47:38,079 --> 00:47:40,682 Look, I was just trying to... 900 00:47:40,715 --> 00:47:42,217 ♪ ♪ 901 00:47:42,249 --> 00:47:45,387 I needed to figure out whether I... 902 00:47:45,419 --> 00:47:47,655 Yeah, okay. 903 00:47:47,689 --> 00:47:49,324 ♪ ♪ 904 00:47:49,356 --> 00:47:52,393 I know what you needed. 905 00:47:52,427 --> 00:47:54,662 ♪ ♪ 906 00:47:54,695 --> 00:47:56,597 Hope you feel better. 907 00:47:56,631 --> 00:47:59,067 It's not like it was just someone random, Alex. 908 00:47:59,099 --> 00:48:03,537 ♪ I still wonder how it all turned out ♪ 909 00:48:03,570 --> 00:48:05,539 ♪ ♪ 910 00:48:05,572 --> 00:48:07,708 ♪ If I'd done everything I wanted ♪ 911 00:48:07,742 --> 00:48:10,678 My God. Making the rounds, huh? 912 00:48:10,711 --> 00:48:13,314 No, wait. Alex... 913 00:48:13,347 --> 00:48:14,615 You know what? 914 00:48:14,648 --> 00:48:19,053 Don't touch me ever again. 915 00:48:19,086 --> 00:48:22,523 And for the record, you can't fuck yourself straight. 916 00:48:22,557 --> 00:48:23,591 ♪ ♪ 917 00:48:23,624 --> 00:48:26,428 ♪ But I'm good now ♪ 918 00:48:26,461 --> 00:48:29,164 ♪ I found out ♪ 919 00:48:29,197 --> 00:48:30,398 ♪ ♪ 920 00:48:30,430 --> 00:48:31,599 ♪ And I still don't know ♪ 921 00:48:31,631 --> 00:48:33,300 She fucked Zack! 922 00:48:33,334 --> 00:48:36,071 ♪ ♪ 923 00:48:36,104 --> 00:48:37,572 Why the fuck do you care that I was with Erin? 924 00:48:37,604 --> 00:48:41,175 ♪ I don't know, but I feel like... ♪ 925 00:48:41,209 --> 00:48:42,677 Alex! 926 00:48:42,709 --> 00:48:44,311 ♪ Got to catch my breath ♪ 927 00:48:44,345 --> 00:48:45,613 Alex, what the fuck? 928 00:48:45,646 --> 00:48:48,582 ♪ Breathing for is you ♪ 929 00:48:48,615 --> 00:48:51,619 You fucked her and she let you because she's scared! 930 00:48:51,651 --> 00:48:54,456 ♪ And I can't keep holding it down ♪ 931 00:48:54,488 --> 00:48:57,057 What the fuck are you talking about? 932 00:48:57,090 --> 00:48:58,159 ♪ ♪ 933 00:48:58,191 --> 00:49:00,294 ♪ Oh, but you can show me how ♪ 934 00:49:00,327 --> 00:49:02,429 I'm in love with her, Zack! 935 00:49:02,463 --> 00:49:04,566 Alex, I didn't... I didn't know. 936 00:49:04,599 --> 00:49:07,202 Yeah, well now you do. 937 00:49:07,235 --> 00:49:09,738 (screams) 938 00:49:09,771 --> 00:49:11,473 ♪ Mm ♪ 939 00:49:11,506 --> 00:49:15,010 ♪ I think I found out ♪ 940 00:49:25,619 --> 00:49:27,655 Can I help you? 941 00:49:29,456 --> 00:49:31,425 What are you doing? 942 00:49:31,459 --> 00:49:33,628 What does it look like I'm doing? 943 00:49:33,660 --> 00:49:38,365 ♪ What I didn't know was I wanted you to stay ♪ 944 00:49:38,398 --> 00:49:41,168 - Erin... - ♪ Now I'm broke, bleeding, ♪ 945 00:49:41,202 --> 00:49:43,071 ♪ left out on the curb ♪ 946 00:49:43,104 --> 00:49:45,306 ♪ And I'm dying for you ♪ 947 00:49:45,338 --> 00:49:47,708 ♪ Throw roses on me, ♪ 948 00:49:47,742 --> 00:49:52,046 ♪ throw roses on me ♪ 949 00:49:52,079 --> 00:49:54,515 Kiss me. 950 00:49:54,548 --> 00:49:58,085 ♪ I can throw a dress on, put my lipstick on ♪ 951 00:49:58,119 --> 00:50:02,624 ♪ and play it cool ♪ 952 00:50:02,657 --> 00:50:04,159 ♪ ♪ 953 00:50:04,191 --> 00:50:06,293 ♪ But underneath the surface, ♪ 954 00:50:06,327 --> 00:50:12,133 ♪ cherry red has turned to black and blue ♪ 955 00:50:12,166 --> 00:50:14,736 ♪ I'm just a vessel without you ♪ 956 00:50:14,769 --> 00:50:17,205 No. No, no. No. 957 00:50:17,238 --> 00:50:19,240 No. 958 00:50:19,273 --> 00:50:20,575 No, I can't wake up in the morning again 959 00:50:20,608 --> 00:50:22,142 and have you not be there. 960 00:50:22,175 --> 00:50:24,311 I can't be this mistake that you keep making. 961 00:50:24,345 --> 00:50:28,183 Look, I don't know how to be with you for real, Alex, so... 962 00:50:28,215 --> 00:50:31,218 You just be with me, Erin. 963 00:50:31,251 --> 00:50:32,586 There's nothing in the way. 964 00:50:32,619 --> 00:50:33,720 I'm all yours. 965 00:50:33,753 --> 00:50:35,522 Yeah. 966 00:50:35,555 --> 00:50:38,559 What am I supposed to do with that, hm? 967 00:50:38,593 --> 00:50:40,628 I don't know what to do with that. 968 00:50:40,660 --> 00:50:43,197 And what does that even mean, Alex? 969 00:50:43,231 --> 00:50:45,867 You don't know what my life is like. 970 00:50:45,900 --> 00:50:47,802 Okay, so tell me. 971 00:50:49,202 --> 00:50:50,204 Yeah, I fucking can't. 972 00:50:52,240 --> 00:50:55,209 Yeah, so... so that's just it? 973 00:50:57,378 --> 00:50:59,814 God. 974 00:50:59,847 --> 00:51:01,682 You're so fucking void of emotion 975 00:51:01,715 --> 00:51:03,117 that you can't even see love 976 00:51:03,151 --> 00:51:04,553 when it's staring you in the face. 977 00:51:06,253 --> 00:51:09,223 God, your dad really did fuck you up, huh? 978 00:51:09,256 --> 00:51:11,459 Oh! 979 00:51:11,492 --> 00:51:13,628 I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I'm sorry. 980 00:51:13,660 --> 00:51:17,331 No, I mean, at least you're feeling something. 981 00:51:20,800 --> 00:51:23,470 Look, I... 982 00:51:23,503 --> 00:51:25,639 Before I met you, I... 983 00:51:27,707 --> 00:51:32,213 I would never have thought that this would be me, okay? 984 00:51:32,246 --> 00:51:34,715 And I don't know how to... 985 00:51:34,749 --> 00:51:36,451 I don't know how to process this. 986 00:51:36,483 --> 00:51:40,654 I don't even know how to begin to process this. 987 00:51:40,688 --> 00:51:44,659 Okay, well, let's process it together. 988 00:51:44,691 --> 00:51:47,294 I mean, you're not alone in this. 989 00:51:47,327 --> 00:51:50,797 Julia knows, Zack knows. God. 990 00:51:50,831 --> 00:51:54,302 I mean, who gives a fuck what anybody else thinks? 991 00:51:55,936 --> 00:51:57,471 You told them? 992 00:51:57,505 --> 00:52:00,608 Yeah, I needed to talk about it. 993 00:52:03,343 --> 00:52:05,380 Okay, Erin, I know that you're scared. 994 00:52:05,412 --> 00:52:08,182 I know that this... 995 00:52:08,215 --> 00:52:09,550 ...that this derailed you a bit 996 00:52:09,584 --> 00:52:11,186 and it took you by surprise, 997 00:52:11,218 --> 00:52:14,289 but you can't pretend like this doesn't exist. 998 00:52:14,322 --> 00:52:17,624 Hmm, I, uh, I wish that you'd met somebody else 999 00:52:17,657 --> 00:52:19,293 that night on the dance floor 1000 00:52:19,327 --> 00:52:21,662 and I wish that she could give you what you need 1001 00:52:21,695 --> 00:52:23,464 because I can't. 1002 00:52:25,465 --> 00:52:28,936 That's how you feel? You wish you'd never met me? 1003 00:52:32,506 --> 00:52:34,676 Say something! 1004 00:52:36,876 --> 00:52:38,445 Fine. 1005 00:52:38,479 --> 00:52:41,216 Fine, uh, right, you want me to forget. 1006 00:52:41,249 --> 00:52:42,784 Sure, let's forget, let's put it all behind us, 1007 00:52:42,816 --> 00:52:45,753 one big fucked up mistake. 1008 00:52:45,785 --> 00:52:48,423 I can't believe you told them. 1009 00:52:48,456 --> 00:52:49,591 ♪ ♪ 1010 00:52:49,624 --> 00:52:52,227 Yeah, well, I had to! 1011 00:52:52,260 --> 00:52:55,729 I can't just bury this like you can! 1012 00:52:55,762 --> 00:52:57,731 God, it's like... 1013 00:52:57,764 --> 00:53:00,667 It's like you... you're living in this fantasy land 1014 00:53:00,700 --> 00:53:02,403 where you think you can fuck whoever you want 1015 00:53:02,436 --> 00:53:03,938 and not have to worry about the consequences. 1016 00:53:03,970 --> 00:53:07,474 It's like you don't think any of this is real. 1017 00:53:07,508 --> 00:53:08,543 Huh. 1018 00:53:08,575 --> 00:53:10,911 Whether we talk about it or not, 1019 00:53:10,945 --> 00:53:12,981 and whether people know about it or not, 1020 00:53:13,014 --> 00:53:15,282 the way that you're feeling is fucking real, Erin, 1021 00:53:15,316 --> 00:53:16,684 it's real! 1022 00:53:16,717 --> 00:53:25,325 ♪ ♪ 1023 00:53:25,358 --> 00:53:27,794 That's the part that scares me. 1024 00:53:27,827 --> 00:53:29,496 Alex. 1025 00:53:29,530 --> 00:53:31,466 It's my feelings. 1026 00:53:31,499 --> 00:53:33,368 Okay, how am I supposed to just one day decide 1027 00:53:33,401 --> 00:53:34,969 that I like women? 1028 00:53:35,001 --> 00:53:37,738 It wasn't a decision, Erin. 1029 00:53:37,771 --> 00:53:41,008 It was a realization. 1030 00:53:41,041 --> 00:53:42,809 It's always been there. 1031 00:53:42,843 --> 00:53:44,045 You've just been hiding 1032 00:53:44,077 --> 00:53:45,813 this part of yourself for so long. 1033 00:53:45,845 --> 00:53:48,416 Erin, this is... this is who you are. 1034 00:53:48,448 --> 00:53:51,785 This is who you've always been before you ever even met me. 1035 00:53:51,818 --> 00:53:53,387 No. 1036 00:53:53,421 --> 00:53:55,323 ♪ ♪ 1037 00:53:55,356 --> 00:53:57,792 Look, I'm here, okay? 1038 00:53:57,825 --> 00:53:59,060 I'm here. 1039 00:53:59,093 --> 00:54:02,630 We can do all of this together. 1040 00:54:02,662 --> 00:54:06,066 Just... just let me love you. 1041 00:54:06,099 --> 00:54:08,935 ♪ ♪ 1042 00:54:08,968 --> 00:54:11,673 Sorry, but this just isn't me. 1043 00:54:11,706 --> 00:54:13,341 ♪ ♪ 1044 00:54:13,374 --> 00:54:15,843 Please, Erin. 1045 00:54:15,876 --> 00:54:17,678 No, this isn't me. 1046 00:54:17,711 --> 00:54:21,481 - No, come here. - Don't touch me. 1047 00:54:21,514 --> 00:54:23,417 I'm sorry I came here today. 1048 00:54:23,450 --> 00:54:24,952 ♪ ♪ 1049 00:54:24,985 --> 00:54:26,887 Do you love me? 1050 00:54:26,921 --> 00:54:30,058 Yeah, it doesn't fucking matter, does it? 1051 00:54:30,090 --> 00:54:31,825 ♪ ♪ 1052 00:54:31,858 --> 00:54:34,428 (door opening and closing) 1053 00:54:34,461 --> 00:54:36,997 ♪ ♪ 1054 00:54:40,034 --> 00:54:42,537 I come in peace. 1055 00:54:46,139 --> 00:54:48,075 How's your face? 1056 00:54:48,108 --> 00:54:49,943 You punched it. It hurts. 1057 00:54:49,977 --> 00:54:52,480 (laughing) 1058 00:54:56,983 --> 00:55:00,954 Oh, uh, this is my cue. 1059 00:55:03,490 --> 00:55:06,360 Don't fucking wreck the place. 1060 00:55:10,831 --> 00:55:13,334 (door closing) 1061 00:55:14,501 --> 00:55:16,737 (sighing) 1062 00:55:16,771 --> 00:55:18,973 I'm really sorry. 1063 00:55:21,409 --> 00:55:24,646 I was just so mad. 1064 00:55:26,012 --> 00:55:28,982 Yeah, I got that part. 1065 00:55:30,785 --> 00:55:32,687 You didn't deserve that, though. 1066 00:55:34,053 --> 00:55:35,021 You're right. 1067 00:55:35,055 --> 00:55:36,524 I didn't. 1068 00:55:40,961 --> 00:55:45,033 I'm also sorry because I know that you were into her first. 1069 00:55:47,168 --> 00:55:50,704 I don't think our feelings compare. 1070 00:55:50,738 --> 00:55:54,041 I had no idea. You know that, right? 1071 00:55:54,073 --> 00:55:56,077 Yeah. Of course. 1072 00:55:56,110 --> 00:55:57,577 Of course I know that. 1073 00:55:57,610 --> 00:56:00,647 It was just one of those things. 1074 00:56:00,680 --> 00:56:03,117 It was late. We were drunk. 1075 00:56:03,150 --> 00:56:05,686 - She told me to... - Okay. 1076 00:56:05,718 --> 00:56:09,624 No, I don't need any of those details. 1077 00:56:09,657 --> 00:56:12,126 My imagination is on overdrive as it is. 1078 00:56:12,159 --> 00:56:13,994 Sorry. 1079 00:56:14,028 --> 00:56:15,530 If it makes you feel any better, 1080 00:56:15,563 --> 00:56:18,633 I don't think I rocked her world or anything. 1081 00:56:18,666 --> 00:56:21,535 It doesn't make me feel any better. 1082 00:56:21,568 --> 00:56:23,704 Are you okay? 1083 00:56:25,939 --> 00:56:28,108 No. 1084 00:56:28,142 --> 00:56:29,844 I'm not. 1085 00:56:38,184 --> 00:56:40,087 (door opening) 1086 00:56:41,822 --> 00:56:43,992 We're closed. 1087 00:56:49,262 --> 00:56:51,665 So... 1088 00:56:51,698 --> 00:56:53,733 Riddle me this. 1089 00:56:53,767 --> 00:56:57,705 I've now found both of you separately 1090 00:56:57,738 --> 00:57:00,140 in your respective places at work 1091 00:57:00,173 --> 00:57:04,111 getting drunk alone over each other. 1092 00:57:06,713 --> 00:57:08,248 I don't know what you're talking about. 1093 00:57:08,282 --> 00:57:09,717 (Julia laughs) 1094 00:57:09,749 --> 00:57:11,084 Okay. 1095 00:57:11,117 --> 00:57:12,619 If we're gonna get drunk in a cafe, 1096 00:57:12,653 --> 00:57:15,657 let's have some class, shall we? 1097 00:57:37,177 --> 00:57:39,046 To Alex. 1098 00:57:45,052 --> 00:57:47,555 (clanking) 1099 00:57:49,155 --> 00:57:51,692 So let's have a chat. 1100 00:57:53,626 --> 00:57:55,929 I can wait all day. 1101 00:58:00,166 --> 00:58:02,135 You don't fucking get it. 1102 00:58:03,938 --> 00:58:09,075 Okay, do you have any idea what my father would say? 1103 00:58:09,108 --> 00:58:12,112 Or even worse, what he would think? 1104 00:58:12,146 --> 00:58:14,148 ♪ ♪ 1105 00:58:14,180 --> 00:58:18,218 I couldn't be affectionate with her in public. 1106 00:58:18,251 --> 00:58:22,222 People would be looking at us and making comments. 1107 00:58:22,256 --> 00:58:23,858 ♪ ♪ 1108 00:58:23,890 --> 00:58:28,162 I don't know how to make this work, Jules. 1109 00:58:28,195 --> 00:58:31,064 ♪ ♪ 1110 00:58:31,097 --> 00:58:32,166 And I don't know how to love her 1111 00:58:32,198 --> 00:58:34,834 without hurting her. 1112 00:58:34,867 --> 00:58:36,803 ♪ ♪ 1113 00:58:36,836 --> 00:58:39,273 I didn't realize that the entire world 1114 00:58:39,305 --> 00:58:42,108 had such a big influence on who you love. 1115 00:58:42,142 --> 00:58:46,113 ♪ ♪ 1116 00:58:46,146 --> 00:58:48,783 I'm sorry, Jules. 1117 00:58:48,816 --> 00:58:50,251 ♪ ♪ 1118 00:58:50,284 --> 00:58:51,718 I know what I've put her through, 1119 00:58:51,751 --> 00:58:53,887 but I just... I just can't fucking do it. 1120 00:58:53,921 --> 00:58:56,957 - I can't. - Then let her go. 1121 00:58:56,990 --> 00:58:59,626 ♪ ♪ 1122 00:58:59,660 --> 00:59:02,129 How's Zack? 1123 00:59:02,162 --> 00:59:04,198 Which part? 1124 00:59:04,231 --> 00:59:07,635 His feelings, his ego, or his nose? 1125 00:59:07,668 --> 00:59:10,604 His nose? 1126 00:59:10,637 --> 00:59:12,139 Oh, God, did Alex... 1127 00:59:12,171 --> 00:59:14,976 Fuck, I'm such a fucking asshole. 1128 00:59:15,008 --> 00:59:17,378 Yeah, I mean, you could've worked out 1129 00:59:17,410 --> 00:59:20,847 your internalized homophobia literally any other way. 1130 00:59:20,881 --> 00:59:22,283 Jules... 1131 00:59:22,316 --> 00:59:24,785 Listen... 1132 00:59:24,818 --> 00:59:28,789 I know you're going through a lot of shit right now, 1133 00:59:28,822 --> 00:59:31,092 but try not to drag the people you care about 1134 00:59:31,124 --> 00:59:34,061 through the shit with you. 1135 00:59:34,093 --> 00:59:35,729 I'm sorry. 1136 00:59:35,762 --> 00:59:36,930 ♪ ♪ 1137 00:59:36,963 --> 00:59:38,865 I know two other people who deserve that 1138 00:59:38,898 --> 00:59:39,967 much more than I do right now. 1139 00:59:42,669 --> 00:59:45,238 I'll see you at school, okay? 1140 00:59:47,106 --> 00:59:57,017 ♪ ♪ 1141 01:00:02,356 --> 01:00:05,860 ♪ What's stopping love, what's stopping love ♪ 1142 01:00:05,892 --> 01:00:07,427 ♪ What's stopping it ♪ 1143 01:00:07,461 --> 01:00:09,363 (laughing) 1144 01:00:11,064 --> 01:00:15,702 No, it was seriously inside the lettuce bag. 1145 01:00:15,735 --> 01:00:16,903 Sorry. I'm sorry, what? 1146 01:00:16,936 --> 01:00:19,005 (Alex laughs) 1147 01:00:19,039 --> 01:00:22,176 Yeah, no, I'm serious. 1148 01:00:22,209 --> 01:00:24,211 You ever think they're gonna close this place down? 1149 01:00:24,244 --> 01:00:27,081 No. Julia. That's blasphemy. 1150 01:00:27,113 --> 01:00:29,684 Well, seriously, you can't work here forever. 1151 01:00:29,717 --> 01:00:31,017 What are you gonna do when you graduate? 1152 01:00:31,050 --> 01:00:33,220 Oh, I need to graduate first. 1153 01:00:35,021 --> 01:00:36,090 Pardon me? 1154 01:00:36,122 --> 01:00:38,391 I have this killer stats class. 1155 01:00:38,425 --> 01:00:40,260 I don't think I'm gonna survive it. 1156 01:00:40,293 --> 01:00:42,896 Ooh, I have a friend. 1157 01:00:42,930 --> 01:00:44,865 I'm so proud of you. 1158 01:00:44,898 --> 01:00:46,133 Shut up. 1159 01:00:46,166 --> 01:00:47,735 No, she's a science major. 1160 01:00:47,767 --> 01:00:50,271 She TAs a lot and loves stats. 1161 01:00:50,303 --> 01:00:51,972 I'll ask her to tutor you. 1162 01:00:52,005 --> 01:00:53,740 That makes me sound like a real winner. 1163 01:00:53,773 --> 01:00:55,375 Alex, it's okay to ask for help 1164 01:00:55,409 --> 01:00:58,746 when you don't understand something. 1165 01:00:58,778 --> 01:01:00,780 ♪ ♪ 1166 01:01:00,814 --> 01:01:02,349 Help. 1167 01:01:02,381 --> 01:01:05,052 Ugh. 1168 01:01:05,084 --> 01:01:08,354 Let her do what she's gonna do. 1169 01:01:08,387 --> 01:01:13,059 She's gonna walk into my bar with some dude. 1170 01:01:13,093 --> 01:01:15,129 It's not your problem. 1171 01:01:15,162 --> 01:01:16,330 ♪ ♪ 1172 01:01:16,363 --> 01:01:19,100 (sighing) 1173 01:01:19,133 --> 01:01:21,102 Well... 1174 01:01:21,135 --> 01:01:22,270 I never thought I'd say this, 1175 01:01:22,302 --> 01:01:26,439 but I think I should go study before I get too drunk. 1176 01:01:26,472 --> 01:01:28,875 Music to my ears. 1177 01:01:28,909 --> 01:01:30,144 Funny. 1178 01:01:30,177 --> 01:01:31,879 - I'll see you later. - Bye. 1179 01:01:31,912 --> 01:01:37,118 ♪ ♪ 1180 01:01:37,151 --> 01:01:39,186 Hi. 1181 01:01:39,218 --> 01:01:40,354 What are you doing? 1182 01:01:40,387 --> 01:01:41,921 Um, saying hi. 1183 01:01:41,954 --> 01:01:44,057 In Alex's bar with a guy? 1184 01:01:44,090 --> 01:01:45,291 He's my boyfriend. 1185 01:01:45,325 --> 01:01:47,828 Super. 1186 01:01:47,860 --> 01:01:50,130 Just trying to move on with my life, Julia. 1187 01:01:50,164 --> 01:01:51,765 Wouldn't it be interesting 1188 01:01:51,798 --> 01:01:54,034 if instead of moving on with your life, 1189 01:01:54,066 --> 01:01:55,969 you actually just lived it? 1190 01:01:56,003 --> 01:01:57,071 I just came to say hi. 1191 01:01:57,104 --> 01:01:59,140 I'm not looking for a lecture. 1192 01:01:59,173 --> 01:02:00,941 Have you talked to somebody? 1193 01:02:00,974 --> 01:02:03,309 Like a counselor? 1194 01:02:03,343 --> 01:02:05,813 Okay, I'm gonna go get back to my date. 1195 01:02:05,845 --> 01:02:07,247 Oh, he's your date now. 1196 01:02:07,280 --> 01:02:09,182 I thought he was your boyfriend. 1197 01:02:09,215 --> 01:02:11,317 Yeah, um, well, he's... 1198 01:02:11,351 --> 01:02:13,253 A man. 1199 01:02:13,287 --> 01:02:17,892 Which is the only part that actually matters, right? 1200 01:02:17,925 --> 01:02:20,361 Listen, just talk to somebody. 1201 01:02:20,394 --> 01:02:22,196 This is not your life. 1202 01:02:22,229 --> 01:02:23,831 It's not who you are. 1203 01:02:29,936 --> 01:02:32,572 Hey, are you Alex? 1204 01:02:32,606 --> 01:02:34,475 Uh, yeah. 1205 01:02:34,508 --> 01:02:37,378 (slamming) 1206 01:02:37,410 --> 01:02:38,445 Billie. 1207 01:02:40,981 --> 01:02:43,217 - Hi. - Hi. 1208 01:02:43,249 --> 01:02:45,485 Julia texted me and told me to meet you in the library. 1209 01:02:45,519 --> 01:02:47,188 She said that you needed a tutor. 1210 01:02:47,220 --> 01:02:50,890 And you have no idea what I'm talking about. 1211 01:02:50,923 --> 01:02:53,893 Ah, no, yes, I do, I do. 1212 01:02:53,927 --> 01:02:55,229 God, she acts fast. 1213 01:02:55,262 --> 01:02:57,363 - What do you mean? - Nothing. 1214 01:02:57,396 --> 01:02:58,398 Yes, please. 1215 01:02:58,432 --> 01:03:00,334 Uh, save me from the numbers. 1216 01:03:00,367 --> 01:03:02,570 Okay, so where are you at? 1217 01:03:02,602 --> 01:03:07,173 Well, I'm somewhere between 1218 01:03:07,206 --> 01:03:09,943 I have no idea what I'm doing and I want to quit school. 1219 01:03:09,977 --> 01:03:12,146 Okay, look, 1220 01:03:12,178 --> 01:03:15,883 I find it easier to write out the whole formula. 1221 01:03:25,626 --> 01:03:28,229 Does that make sense? 1222 01:03:28,262 --> 01:03:31,030 Uh, yeah. 1223 01:03:31,064 --> 01:03:32,533 Yeah, I think... I think it does. 1224 01:03:34,200 --> 01:03:44,110 ♪ ♪ 1225 01:04:05,432 --> 01:04:08,002 (sighing) 1226 01:04:08,035 --> 01:04:14,675 ♪ ♪ 1227 01:04:14,707 --> 01:04:16,577 I'm sorry, I made a mistake. 1228 01:04:16,610 --> 01:04:20,113 Wait. Why do you think you've made a mistake? 1229 01:04:20,146 --> 01:04:22,081 ♪ ♪ 1230 01:04:22,115 --> 01:04:23,317 I... I... 1231 01:04:23,349 --> 01:04:27,287 Just come in and listen, meet some people. 1232 01:04:27,320 --> 01:04:28,655 I wouldn't know what to say. 1233 01:04:28,689 --> 01:04:30,257 You don't have to say anything. 1234 01:04:30,289 --> 01:04:32,358 You can even sit in the back if you want to. 1235 01:04:32,392 --> 01:04:35,629 It's at your own pace, and there's free coffee. 1236 01:04:35,662 --> 01:04:37,398 I don't have to say anything? 1237 01:04:37,430 --> 01:04:38,499 Nothing. 1238 01:04:38,532 --> 01:04:39,633 - Just listen? - Mm-hm. 1239 01:04:39,666 --> 01:04:44,972 ♪ ♪ 1240 01:04:45,005 --> 01:04:46,974 Okay. 1241 01:04:47,006 --> 01:04:56,918 ♪ ♪ 1242 01:05:04,992 --> 01:05:06,427 Um... 1243 01:05:06,459 --> 01:05:07,628 ♪ ♪ 1244 01:05:07,660 --> 01:05:10,164 Did you... 1245 01:05:10,197 --> 01:05:13,166 Did you want to get a drink with me? 1246 01:05:13,200 --> 01:05:14,234 Right now? 1247 01:05:14,267 --> 01:05:16,203 - Is that okay? - Yeah. 1248 01:05:16,235 --> 01:05:18,671 Actually, I know the perfect place. 1249 01:05:18,704 --> 01:05:24,010 ♪ ♪ 1250 01:05:24,043 --> 01:05:25,345 Hello? 1251 01:05:25,378 --> 01:05:28,481 ♪ ♪ 1252 01:05:28,514 --> 01:05:30,516 Billie? 1253 01:05:30,550 --> 01:05:40,461 ♪ ♪ 1254 01:05:54,307 --> 01:05:56,410 Hello? 1255 01:05:56,443 --> 01:05:59,046 Sorry, I was getting us refreshments. 1256 01:05:59,079 --> 01:06:01,481 This place is crazy. 1257 01:06:01,514 --> 01:06:03,082 I know, it's pretty great, right? 1258 01:06:03,115 --> 01:06:05,151 - Do you work here? - No, 1259 01:06:05,184 --> 01:06:09,389 I just live in the basement waiting for my Christine. 1260 01:06:09,423 --> 01:06:11,125 Not a theater person? 1261 01:06:11,157 --> 01:06:13,459 Oh, no, not at all. 1262 01:06:13,492 --> 01:06:14,695 Phantom of the Opera? 1263 01:06:14,727 --> 01:06:16,563 Oh, I know that one. 1264 01:06:28,508 --> 01:06:30,511 - So, did we just break in? - Technically, yes, 1265 01:06:30,543 --> 01:06:33,646 but I have a key, so they can't prove anything. 1266 01:06:33,680 --> 01:06:34,648 I'm friends with the manager. 1267 01:06:34,680 --> 01:06:36,717 He owed me a beer. 1268 01:06:36,749 --> 01:06:38,217 What about you? 1269 01:06:38,251 --> 01:06:40,053 Tell me all about Alex. 1270 01:06:40,086 --> 01:06:43,423 - What are your aspirations? - Business school. 1271 01:06:43,456 --> 01:06:45,825 - That's sexy. - Thank you. 1272 01:06:45,858 --> 01:06:48,461 Um, I want to start my own business. 1273 01:06:48,494 --> 01:06:50,830 - Ooh, that's ambitious. - Yeah, I mean, I work 1274 01:06:50,863 --> 01:06:52,365 at this little dive bar across town 1275 01:06:52,398 --> 01:06:54,300 and we have regulars 1276 01:06:54,334 --> 01:06:56,370 and everybody knows everybody else, 1277 01:06:56,403 --> 01:07:00,407 and it's just this, you know, chill, safe place 1278 01:07:00,439 --> 01:07:03,443 for people to hang out and, I don't know, 1279 01:07:03,477 --> 01:07:05,079 I just want to create something like that. 1280 01:07:05,111 --> 01:07:07,247 Like a dyke bar. 1281 01:07:07,280 --> 01:07:08,348 Are you okay? 1282 01:07:08,381 --> 01:07:11,251 (coughing) 1283 01:07:11,284 --> 01:07:13,186 - Yeah. - Have you never heard 1284 01:07:13,220 --> 01:07:15,789 the word "dyke" before? 1285 01:07:15,822 --> 01:07:17,524 I mean, not in that context. 1286 01:07:17,557 --> 01:07:19,693 What? Where have you been? 1287 01:07:19,726 --> 01:07:21,095 Uh, in the closet. 1288 01:07:21,128 --> 01:07:23,729 Oh, Alex. 1289 01:07:23,762 --> 01:07:26,432 Have you never been to a gay bar? 1290 01:07:26,465 --> 01:07:27,601 I have not. 1291 01:07:27,633 --> 01:07:29,802 Okay, it is official. 1292 01:07:29,836 --> 01:07:34,140 I am now your tutor in stats and in being gay. 1293 01:07:36,209 --> 01:07:39,213 And I have a confession to make. 1294 01:07:40,680 --> 01:07:42,382 - It's okay. - You don't even know 1295 01:07:42,414 --> 01:07:45,384 what I was gonna say. 1296 01:07:45,418 --> 01:07:49,222 That Julia purposefully asked her lesbian friend 1297 01:07:49,256 --> 01:07:52,126 who happens to be good at stats to tutor me 1298 01:07:52,159 --> 01:07:53,827 in hopes of us hitting it off. 1299 01:07:53,860 --> 01:07:56,329 So, did we? 1300 01:07:56,363 --> 01:07:58,565 Well, I followed you into a deserted theater, 1301 01:07:58,597 --> 01:08:02,570 so, uh, I would say yes. 1302 01:08:05,604 --> 01:08:07,675 Do you want to follow me somewhere else? 1303 01:08:10,843 --> 01:08:12,445 How was that for you? 1304 01:08:12,479 --> 01:08:15,448 - Overwhelming. - That's okay. 1305 01:08:15,481 --> 01:08:17,750 Do you think you might want to come back? 1306 01:08:17,784 --> 01:08:20,320 Possibly. 1307 01:08:20,353 --> 01:08:22,623 Are you a one-word woman? 1308 01:08:22,656 --> 01:08:26,860 I don't know, I just never really... 1309 01:08:26,893 --> 01:08:28,629 That's okay. 1310 01:08:28,661 --> 01:08:30,597 It's baby steps. 1311 01:08:30,629 --> 01:08:32,698 You can sit at the back as long as you like. 1312 01:08:32,732 --> 01:08:33,901 I mean, you can even sit on the floor 1313 01:08:33,933 --> 01:08:36,302 if you really want to. 1314 01:08:39,572 --> 01:08:42,242 How do you know when to... 1315 01:08:44,510 --> 01:08:46,312 I think there just comes a point 1316 01:08:46,345 --> 01:08:50,351 where it's harder to not say it than to say it. 1317 01:08:52,818 --> 01:08:56,356 I don't even know how to say it to myself. 1318 01:08:56,388 --> 01:08:58,758 Well, then that's a really good place to start 1319 01:08:58,791 --> 01:09:00,660 because the only person who really matters 1320 01:09:00,693 --> 01:09:02,963 in all of this is you. 1321 01:09:02,995 --> 01:09:04,430 ♪ ♪ 1322 01:09:04,464 --> 01:09:06,767 So you've never been here before? 1323 01:09:06,799 --> 01:09:10,469 No. No, I didn't know this place existed. 1324 01:09:10,503 --> 01:09:12,973 Or that there were other lesbians in town. 1325 01:09:13,005 --> 01:09:16,410 Oh, honey, you just wait. 1326 01:09:16,442 --> 01:09:21,547 ♪ ♪ 1327 01:09:21,580 --> 01:09:22,748 Hey. 1328 01:09:22,781 --> 01:09:24,817 You don't have to hide anymore. 1329 01:09:24,851 --> 01:09:34,762 ♪ ♪ 1330 01:09:39,665 --> 01:09:41,968 Thank you for not pushing me. 1331 01:09:42,001 --> 01:09:43,637 We're all here for whenever you're ready 1332 01:09:43,670 --> 01:09:45,272 to find your voice. 1333 01:09:45,304 --> 01:09:46,606 I know it's in there. 1334 01:09:46,639 --> 01:09:48,374 Trust it. 1335 01:09:48,407 --> 01:09:50,977 - I'm really scared. - And that's okay. 1336 01:09:51,010 --> 01:09:54,281 That probably won't go away anytime soon. 1337 01:09:54,313 --> 01:09:56,582 But I promise that when you do find those words, 1338 01:09:56,616 --> 01:09:58,318 everything will change. 1339 01:09:58,351 --> 01:10:00,019 ♪ ♪ 1340 01:10:00,053 --> 01:10:02,622 (indistinct chatter) 1341 01:10:02,656 --> 01:10:06,560 ♪ ♪ 1342 01:10:06,593 --> 01:10:07,760 You know, I appreciate the respect, 1343 01:10:07,794 --> 01:10:10,497 but you can touch me. 1344 01:10:10,530 --> 01:10:12,499 (laughing) 1345 01:10:12,531 --> 01:10:15,501 - You are so cute. - I'm nervous. 1346 01:10:15,535 --> 01:10:18,372 We don't have to do anything you don't want to do. 1347 01:10:18,405 --> 01:10:19,939 No, I'm good. 1348 01:10:19,973 --> 01:10:21,875 - Yeah? - Yeah. 1349 01:10:21,907 --> 01:10:28,581 ♪ ♪ 1350 01:10:28,615 --> 01:10:30,416 - So, you have fun, then? - Yes! 1351 01:10:30,450 --> 01:10:32,352 Oh my God, I want to go there every week. 1352 01:10:32,384 --> 01:10:33,352 It was incredible. 1353 01:10:33,385 --> 01:10:34,787 - It felt so... - Free? 1354 01:10:34,821 --> 01:10:36,290 Yes! 1355 01:10:36,322 --> 01:10:38,392 Like nobody cared what you were doing 1356 01:10:38,424 --> 01:10:40,059 - or who you were doing it with. - Yeah, it's called 1357 01:10:40,093 --> 01:10:42,696 being inclusive and non-judgmental. 1358 01:10:42,728 --> 01:10:45,064 Right, yeah, guess I haven't really experienced 1359 01:10:45,098 --> 01:10:46,300 all that much of that. 1360 01:10:46,332 --> 01:10:48,669 Ugh, that makes me really sad. 1361 01:10:48,701 --> 01:10:50,070 But it's probably because 1362 01:10:50,103 --> 01:10:51,405 you've only ever been to straight clubs 1363 01:10:51,437 --> 01:10:54,407 and you can't be yourself. 1364 01:10:54,441 --> 01:10:57,077 Anyway, this is me. 1365 01:10:57,110 --> 01:10:59,612 Oh, well, thanks. 1366 01:10:59,646 --> 01:11:01,048 I had a really good time tonight. 1367 01:11:01,080 --> 01:11:02,348 Good. 1368 01:11:02,381 --> 01:11:04,485 We should do this again sometime. 1369 01:11:06,920 --> 01:11:08,689 Do you want to come up? 1370 01:11:10,055 --> 01:11:11,857 Like to your apartment? 1371 01:11:11,890 --> 01:11:14,494 Like to my bedroom? 1372 01:11:14,527 --> 01:11:17,097 ♪ ♪ 1373 01:11:17,129 --> 01:11:19,432 Oh. 1374 01:11:19,465 --> 01:11:21,701 ♪ ♪ 1375 01:11:21,735 --> 01:11:23,704 What happens next? 1376 01:11:23,737 --> 01:11:25,605 Whatever you want. 1377 01:11:25,638 --> 01:11:27,474 ♪ ♪ 1378 01:11:27,506 --> 01:11:30,411 (thudding) 1379 01:11:41,153 --> 01:11:43,557 So, what's going on? 1380 01:11:44,957 --> 01:11:46,727 Sorry. 1381 01:11:48,728 --> 01:11:50,430 I just... 1382 01:11:50,463 --> 01:11:53,599 I needed to talk to you and I wanted to do it alone 1383 01:11:53,633 --> 01:11:57,871 without your backup, so thanks for coming over. 1384 01:11:57,903 --> 01:12:00,107 You know, she's probably watching. 1385 01:12:00,139 --> 01:12:02,375 She's everywhere. 1386 01:12:02,409 --> 01:12:03,777 Yeah. 1387 01:12:03,809 --> 01:12:05,111 ♪ ♪ 1388 01:12:05,144 --> 01:12:08,013 So what do you need to say? 1389 01:12:08,046 --> 01:12:09,715 I'm sorry. 1390 01:12:09,749 --> 01:12:11,050 ♪ ♪ 1391 01:12:11,084 --> 01:12:14,988 I guess that's pretty long overdue. 1392 01:12:15,021 --> 01:12:18,759 I just didn't really have the courage before now. 1393 01:12:18,791 --> 01:12:20,393 But I'm not gonna make excuses. 1394 01:12:20,427 --> 01:12:22,661 I... 1395 01:12:22,695 --> 01:12:25,732 That night that we, uh... 1396 01:12:25,764 --> 01:12:26,967 ♪ ♪ 1397 01:12:27,000 --> 01:12:28,001 Yeah. 1398 01:12:28,034 --> 01:12:30,871 Look, what I did, 1399 01:12:30,903 --> 01:12:34,140 what I said, it was wrong, 1400 01:12:34,174 --> 01:12:36,042 and I'm sorry. 1401 01:12:36,075 --> 01:12:37,911 You didn't deserve that. 1402 01:12:37,943 --> 01:12:39,780 I was a dick. 1403 01:12:39,812 --> 01:12:41,180 Wow. 1404 01:12:41,214 --> 01:12:43,582 Um... 1405 01:12:43,616 --> 01:12:45,051 Thank you. 1406 01:12:45,084 --> 01:12:47,019 I appreciate it 1407 01:12:47,053 --> 01:12:48,921 because you were a dick. 1408 01:12:48,955 --> 01:12:50,490 ♪ ♪ 1409 01:12:50,522 --> 01:12:54,860 But I should've asked more questions. 1410 01:12:54,893 --> 01:12:57,930 I knew something was up. 1411 01:12:57,964 --> 01:13:00,167 So, I'm sorry too. 1412 01:13:00,200 --> 01:13:02,803 You needed a friend, not a quickie. 1413 01:13:02,835 --> 01:13:04,204 ♪ ♪ 1414 01:13:04,237 --> 01:13:07,007 I would take a friend, though. 1415 01:13:07,040 --> 01:13:08,575 ♪ ♪ 1416 01:13:08,607 --> 01:13:09,909 You got it. 1417 01:13:13,112 --> 01:13:15,482 You're such a nerd. 1418 01:13:15,514 --> 01:13:17,550 (giggling) 1419 01:13:17,584 --> 01:13:18,652 - Hey. - Hi! 1420 01:13:20,987 --> 01:13:23,523 So, uh, last night... 1421 01:13:23,555 --> 01:13:26,125 Was fun and spontaneous. 1422 01:13:26,159 --> 01:13:28,995 Absolutely, uh, 1423 01:13:29,027 --> 01:13:30,763 and I think that we should talk about it. 1424 01:13:30,796 --> 01:13:32,933 Sure! 1425 01:13:32,965 --> 01:13:34,468 Okay. 1426 01:13:34,500 --> 01:13:36,035 Okay, so we, um... 1427 01:13:36,068 --> 01:13:38,071 - Had sex. - Yes. 1428 01:13:38,103 --> 01:13:40,506 And, uh... 1429 01:13:40,540 --> 01:13:41,842 What does that mean? 1430 01:13:41,875 --> 01:13:45,011 It means that we had sex. 1431 01:13:45,044 --> 01:13:46,646 Right. Right, right. 1432 01:13:46,679 --> 01:13:48,882 But... but what does that... what does that mean? 1433 01:13:48,915 --> 01:13:51,551 Like, um, like, are we dating? 1434 01:13:51,584 --> 01:13:53,954 Uh, are you my girlfriend? 1435 01:13:53,987 --> 01:13:56,723 - Uh... - Do we talk about it? 1436 01:13:56,755 --> 01:13:57,957 Do you not want to talk about it? 1437 01:13:57,991 --> 01:14:00,894 Okay, okay, okay, you are so cute. 1438 01:14:00,927 --> 01:14:03,563 Okay, first of all, we can talk about everything 1439 01:14:03,595 --> 01:14:05,698 and anything, okay? 1440 01:14:05,732 --> 01:14:07,000 And, secondly, I think 1441 01:14:07,032 --> 01:14:09,503 that you might be panicking a little. 1442 01:14:09,536 --> 01:14:12,539 We had sex last night and it doesn't have to be 1443 01:14:12,571 --> 01:14:14,106 anything more than that. 1444 01:14:14,139 --> 01:14:15,976 - It doesn't? - No. 1445 01:14:16,009 --> 01:14:19,713 Two people can find each other attractive and just have sex. 1446 01:14:19,745 --> 01:14:23,115 I mean, do you want a relationship? 1447 01:14:23,148 --> 01:14:27,019 No, I don't, actually. 1448 01:14:27,053 --> 01:14:29,155 Okay, so are we just friends, then? 1449 01:14:29,187 --> 01:14:30,689 Absolutely. 1450 01:14:30,723 --> 01:14:33,793 And we can be whatever we want to be. 1451 01:14:33,826 --> 01:14:35,829 Does that work for you? 1452 01:14:35,862 --> 01:14:38,031 Yes, that works for me. 1453 01:14:39,765 --> 01:14:41,101 I still really need a tutor, though. 1454 01:14:41,134 --> 01:14:43,670 Yeah, you do really need a tutor. 1455 01:14:45,604 --> 01:14:47,107 Okay, where are you at today? 1456 01:14:47,139 --> 01:14:49,608 Oh my God, not much further than I was last time. 1457 01:14:49,642 --> 01:14:51,044 What is this? 1458 01:14:54,880 --> 01:14:58,050 You know, you don't have to knock every time. 1459 01:14:58,084 --> 01:15:00,253 I wasn't really sure if I was gonna go in. 1460 01:15:00,286 --> 01:15:02,289 Well, you showed up, so that's a good start. 1461 01:15:02,321 --> 01:15:04,256 - Is it? - Do you want to hang out here, 1462 01:15:04,290 --> 01:15:06,092 or you can follow me in? 1463 01:15:06,125 --> 01:15:09,262 I'll pretend not to notice. 1464 01:15:09,295 --> 01:15:12,198 I guess I can keep the back row warm. 1465 01:15:12,231 --> 01:15:14,067 You're very kind. 1466 01:15:16,635 --> 01:15:18,304 (door opening) 1467 01:15:19,938 --> 01:15:23,209 Here we have your premium back row seat. 1468 01:15:25,111 --> 01:15:27,814 (door closing) 1469 01:15:27,847 --> 01:15:29,749 (indistinct chatter) 1470 01:15:29,781 --> 01:15:32,052 Hey, how's it going? Thank you. 1471 01:15:37,924 --> 01:15:39,192 Hello, everyone. 1472 01:15:39,224 --> 01:15:42,294 Thank you so much for coming tonight. 1473 01:15:42,327 --> 01:15:44,764 Would anyone like to start us off? 1474 01:15:48,300 --> 01:15:49,936 I would. 1475 01:15:49,969 --> 01:15:52,306 Awesome. Please do. 1476 01:16:02,048 --> 01:16:03,148 Should I stand up? 1477 01:16:03,182 --> 01:16:05,152 You can do whatever you want. 1478 01:16:08,787 --> 01:16:15,061 ♪ ♪ 1479 01:16:15,094 --> 01:16:16,196 Okay. 1480 01:16:16,228 --> 01:16:18,063 Um... 1481 01:16:18,097 --> 01:16:20,265 So I'm Erin. 1482 01:16:20,299 --> 01:16:22,235 And, uh... 1483 01:16:22,268 --> 01:16:24,938 ♪ ♪ 1484 01:16:24,970 --> 01:16:27,206 This is all very new for me. 1485 01:16:27,240 --> 01:16:28,974 ♪ ♪ 1486 01:16:29,008 --> 01:16:30,943 I guess I've never really allowed myself 1487 01:16:30,977 --> 01:16:34,147 to feel these feelings before... 1488 01:16:34,179 --> 01:16:39,818 ♪ ♪ 1489 01:16:39,852 --> 01:16:41,220 ...until I met this person 1490 01:16:41,254 --> 01:16:44,290 that shifted my entire outlook on the world 1491 01:16:44,322 --> 01:16:46,726 and on everything. 1492 01:16:46,759 --> 01:16:48,928 ♪ ♪ 1493 01:16:48,960 --> 01:16:51,063 I tried really hard to bury it, 1494 01:16:51,097 --> 01:16:55,835 but I just haven't been able to keep ignoring it. 1495 01:16:55,867 --> 01:16:59,705 ♪ ♪ 1496 01:16:59,738 --> 01:17:04,878 I tried so hard to not, you know, to not be... 1497 01:17:04,911 --> 01:17:06,946 ♪ ♪ 1498 01:17:06,978 --> 01:17:08,682 You know... 1499 01:17:08,714 --> 01:17:10,349 ♪ ♪ 1500 01:17:10,383 --> 01:17:12,986 God, I'm scared. 1501 01:17:13,018 --> 01:17:17,956 I'm so fucking scared. 1502 01:17:17,990 --> 01:17:21,995 And I just haven't been able to even say the words or... 1503 01:17:22,027 --> 01:17:25,298 ♪ ♪ 1504 01:17:25,330 --> 01:17:28,333 ...or be able to even really 1505 01:17:28,366 --> 01:17:32,438 let myself be this way. 1506 01:17:32,472 --> 01:17:36,742 ♪ ♪ 1507 01:17:36,776 --> 01:17:38,111 And I just can't do this anymore. 1508 01:17:38,143 --> 01:17:39,713 And... 1509 01:17:39,745 --> 01:17:42,281 ♪ ♪ 1510 01:17:42,314 --> 01:17:45,751 I've never been able to admit this, but I just... 1511 01:17:45,785 --> 01:17:47,454 ♪ ♪ 1512 01:17:47,487 --> 01:17:49,456 God, I feel like I'm suffocating. 1513 01:17:49,488 --> 01:17:52,424 I feel like I can't breathe... 1514 01:17:52,457 --> 01:17:54,027 ♪ ♪ 1515 01:17:54,059 --> 01:17:58,363 ...like I can't keep up this lie anymore, and... 1516 01:17:58,397 --> 01:18:00,400 ♪ ♪ 1517 01:18:00,433 --> 01:18:02,902 I think this is it. 1518 01:18:02,934 --> 01:18:07,874 I think this is it, I think this is my coming out story. 1519 01:18:07,906 --> 01:18:09,875 Right now. 1520 01:18:09,909 --> 01:18:15,147 ♪ ♪ 1521 01:18:15,180 --> 01:18:17,349 So, I, uh... 1522 01:18:17,383 --> 01:18:22,255 ♪ ♪ 1523 01:18:22,287 --> 01:18:23,923 ...can't keep doing this anymore, 1524 01:18:23,955 --> 01:18:27,793 so I'm gonna... I'm gonna finally say this. 1525 01:18:27,826 --> 01:18:31,330 ♪ ♪ 1526 01:18:31,363 --> 01:18:33,299 I'm gay. 1527 01:18:33,331 --> 01:18:42,407 ♪ ♪ 1528 01:18:42,441 --> 01:18:43,943 I'm gay. 1529 01:18:43,976 --> 01:18:45,178 ♪ ♪ 1530 01:18:45,210 --> 01:18:47,446 Do you have a Jack? 1531 01:18:47,479 --> 01:18:50,150 Read 'em and weep, motherfuckers. 1532 01:18:50,183 --> 01:18:52,318 I win again. 1533 01:18:52,351 --> 01:18:53,786 I think you're making up the rules. 1534 01:18:53,820 --> 01:18:55,854 It's bullshit. 1535 01:18:55,888 --> 01:18:57,957 Hey, y'all should be used to it by now. 1536 01:18:57,990 --> 01:18:59,992 I win every time. 1537 01:19:00,026 --> 01:19:03,062 I live in hope. 1538 01:19:03,094 --> 01:19:04,496 Hey, get me more beer, please. 1539 01:19:04,530 --> 01:19:06,331 Beer, yes, definitely. 1540 01:19:06,365 --> 01:19:10,335 ♪ ♪ 1541 01:19:10,369 --> 01:19:15,474 So, any more sexy time rendezvous with Billie lately? 1542 01:19:15,508 --> 01:19:17,010 ♪ ♪ 1543 01:19:17,043 --> 01:19:19,379 Maybe. 1544 01:19:19,411 --> 01:19:21,380 No, you know, this is actually a really cool feeling, 1545 01:19:21,414 --> 01:19:24,951 not being heartbroken, no obligations, 1546 01:19:24,983 --> 01:19:26,919 not worrying about Erin. 1547 01:19:26,952 --> 01:19:28,321 ♪ ♪ 1548 01:19:28,353 --> 01:19:29,923 I think I finally feel like myself, you know, 1549 01:19:29,955 --> 01:19:32,191 like who I'm supposed to be. 1550 01:19:32,224 --> 01:19:33,425 Does that make sense? 1551 01:19:33,459 --> 01:19:36,162 Yeah, it makes a lot of sense. 1552 01:19:36,195 --> 01:19:38,097 I'm happy for you. 1553 01:19:38,129 --> 01:19:39,998 ♪ ♪ 1554 01:19:40,031 --> 01:19:41,601 - All right, there you go. - Yes. 1555 01:19:41,634 --> 01:19:43,369 Wait, that's yours. 1556 01:19:43,402 --> 01:19:44,871 ♪ ♪ 1557 01:19:44,903 --> 01:19:47,607 I don't trust you. I want that one. 1558 01:19:47,639 --> 01:19:50,410 - No. - What do you mean? 1559 01:19:50,442 --> 01:19:52,077 You did something, I know it. 1560 01:19:52,111 --> 01:19:53,580 Cheers, cheers. 1561 01:19:53,612 --> 01:19:56,348 Drink your own spit. 1562 01:19:56,381 --> 01:19:58,250 ♪ ♪ 1563 01:19:58,284 --> 01:19:59,986 (keys clanking) 1564 01:20:00,018 --> 01:20:01,954 (sighing) 1565 01:20:01,987 --> 01:20:04,290 (knocking) 1566 01:20:13,933 --> 01:20:16,069 Hi. 1567 01:20:16,102 --> 01:20:17,903 What are you doing here? 1568 01:20:17,937 --> 01:20:20,273 I needed to talk to you. 1569 01:20:20,305 --> 01:20:22,442 Wow, well, you could call me. 1570 01:20:22,474 --> 01:20:25,344 I needed to see you as well. 1571 01:20:28,647 --> 01:20:31,383 What's going on, Erin? It's late. 1572 01:20:31,416 --> 01:20:32,451 I missed you. 1573 01:20:32,485 --> 01:20:35,921 Mm, okay. 1574 01:20:35,955 --> 01:20:37,591 Are you drunk? 1575 01:20:40,492 --> 01:20:43,463 Okay, come on. Come on. 1576 01:20:59,978 --> 01:21:01,647 Okay, what's up? 1577 01:21:03,415 --> 01:21:06,485 ♪ ♪ 1578 01:21:06,518 --> 01:21:09,521 No, no, no, no. 1579 01:21:09,554 --> 01:21:11,189 No. 1580 01:21:11,223 --> 01:21:15,061 ♪ ♪ 1581 01:21:15,094 --> 01:21:16,562 (clears throat) 1582 01:21:16,594 --> 01:21:18,597 Just listen to me for a minute, please, 1583 01:21:18,630 --> 01:21:21,467 'cause there's something that I need to say. 1584 01:21:21,500 --> 01:21:23,336 Okay. 1585 01:21:23,369 --> 01:21:26,139 ♪ ♪ 1586 01:21:26,171 --> 01:21:29,241 I've been thinking and learning a lot about myself, 1587 01:21:29,275 --> 01:21:33,312 and I came here tonight because... 1588 01:21:33,345 --> 01:21:34,613 ♪ ♪ 1589 01:21:34,647 --> 01:21:37,317 ...because, 1590 01:21:37,349 --> 01:21:41,120 because I needed to tell you something. 1591 01:21:41,152 --> 01:21:44,057 ♪ ♪ 1592 01:21:44,089 --> 01:21:48,226 I needed to tell you that I figured it out. 1593 01:21:48,259 --> 01:21:50,495 Figured what out? 1594 01:21:50,528 --> 01:21:53,131 That I can't hide anymore. 1595 01:21:53,165 --> 01:21:54,500 I can't hide who I am. 1596 01:21:54,532 --> 01:21:57,536 I came out today to complete strangers 1597 01:21:57,570 --> 01:22:00,106 and it felt really good. 1598 01:22:00,138 --> 01:22:01,740 ♪ ♪ 1599 01:22:01,773 --> 01:22:03,675 I realized that this entire time 1600 01:22:03,709 --> 01:22:07,213 I thought that I was afraid of you and of us, 1601 01:22:07,245 --> 01:22:09,681 but really, I was just afraid of things 1602 01:22:09,714 --> 01:22:11,351 that I couldn't control. 1603 01:22:11,384 --> 01:22:12,685 So I'm ready. I'm ready. 1604 01:22:12,718 --> 01:22:16,356 I'm ready for... for us. 1605 01:22:16,388 --> 01:22:19,092 I'm ready for you to give me 1606 01:22:19,125 --> 01:22:20,360 all the things you wanted to give me. 1607 01:22:20,393 --> 01:22:22,762 I'm ready for you to love me. 1608 01:22:22,795 --> 01:22:26,399 ♪ ♪ 1609 01:22:26,432 --> 01:22:28,067 Wow. 1610 01:22:28,099 --> 01:22:29,568 ♪ ♪ 1611 01:22:29,602 --> 01:22:32,738 Um, that took a lot. 1612 01:22:32,772 --> 01:22:34,107 ♪ ♪ 1613 01:22:34,139 --> 01:22:36,342 I know that. 1614 01:22:36,375 --> 01:22:38,044 But you can't expect that we can just pick up 1615 01:22:38,076 --> 01:22:39,711 like nothing happened. 1616 01:22:39,745 --> 01:22:42,148 No, I know, I know. I, um, 1617 01:22:42,180 --> 01:22:47,186 I was really selfish and unfair, 1618 01:22:47,219 --> 01:22:49,622 and I'm so sorry. 1619 01:22:49,655 --> 01:22:52,125 And if you'll just, uh, 1620 01:22:52,157 --> 01:22:55,327 if you'll just let me prove to you that I... 1621 01:22:55,361 --> 01:22:59,098 Erin, I'm not looking for an apology, okay? 1622 01:22:59,130 --> 01:23:00,732 And I'm not saying this to try and punish you. 1623 01:23:00,765 --> 01:23:04,070 I'm genuinely happy for you. 1624 01:23:04,103 --> 01:23:05,204 Okay. 1625 01:23:05,237 --> 01:23:07,740 So give me another chance. 1626 01:23:07,772 --> 01:23:10,809 No, it's... it's not about giving you another chance. 1627 01:23:10,843 --> 01:23:12,577 Okay, then what is it? 1628 01:23:12,611 --> 01:23:14,280 What is it about? 1629 01:23:14,312 --> 01:23:18,383 ♪ ♪ 1630 01:23:18,416 --> 01:23:21,286 It's been months, Erin. 1631 01:23:21,320 --> 01:23:23,055 ♪ ♪ 1632 01:23:23,089 --> 01:23:27,427 You haven't spoken to me in months. 1633 01:23:27,460 --> 01:23:28,628 Okay? 1634 01:23:28,661 --> 01:23:30,096 ♪ ♪ 1635 01:23:30,129 --> 01:23:32,497 A lot has changed. 1636 01:23:32,531 --> 01:23:34,367 ♪ ♪ 1637 01:23:34,400 --> 01:23:36,736 But you still love me, right? 1638 01:23:36,768 --> 01:23:40,606 ♪ ♪ 1639 01:23:40,638 --> 01:23:43,342 This is what you wanted! 1640 01:23:43,375 --> 01:23:44,744 I am giving you what you wanted. 1641 01:23:44,777 --> 01:23:47,180 No, I wanted you to be yourself. 1642 01:23:47,213 --> 01:23:49,182 For you. 1643 01:23:49,214 --> 01:23:51,784 You've taken this amazing step. 1644 01:23:51,817 --> 01:23:54,687 But you need to do it for you, 1645 01:23:54,719 --> 01:23:56,421 not because you think it's what I want. 1646 01:23:56,455 --> 01:23:58,224 I mean, I'm not the one who suffers here. 1647 01:23:58,256 --> 01:24:01,227 If you can't accept yourself... 1648 01:24:01,259 --> 01:24:02,494 I've been down that road. 1649 01:24:02,527 --> 01:24:03,695 I'm not... 1650 01:24:03,728 --> 01:24:06,098 I can't do that again. 1651 01:24:06,131 --> 01:24:07,500 ♪ ♪ 1652 01:24:07,532 --> 01:24:09,634 I don't understand. 1653 01:24:09,668 --> 01:24:12,772 I don't understand, I thought that you'd be happy. 1654 01:24:12,804 --> 01:24:16,741 I thought that you would be... 1655 01:24:16,775 --> 01:24:18,344 ♪ ♪ 1656 01:24:18,376 --> 01:24:19,411 Waiting for you? 1657 01:24:19,445 --> 01:24:24,683 ♪ I always felt so small ♪ 1658 01:24:24,717 --> 01:24:27,253 ♪ And with you ♪ 1659 01:24:27,286 --> 01:24:28,121 Oh my God. 1660 01:24:28,153 --> 01:24:29,655 ♪ I stood tall ♪ 1661 01:24:29,687 --> 01:24:31,389 Oh my God. 1662 01:24:31,423 --> 01:24:34,727 ♪ ♪ 1663 01:24:34,759 --> 01:24:36,862 I can't breathe. 1664 01:24:36,896 --> 01:24:39,432 ♪ ♪ 1665 01:24:39,464 --> 01:24:41,700 I don't know what to do. 1666 01:24:41,733 --> 01:24:43,736 ♪ ♪ 1667 01:24:43,768 --> 01:24:45,570 I... 1668 01:24:45,603 --> 01:24:49,207 I need you, I can't do this without you. 1669 01:24:49,241 --> 01:24:50,776 I don't know how to do this without you. 1670 01:24:50,808 --> 01:24:53,879 ♪ Without you ♪ 1671 01:24:53,912 --> 01:24:56,314 It's okay. 1672 01:24:56,348 --> 01:24:57,750 It's okay. 1673 01:24:57,782 --> 01:24:59,718 ♪ The wind ♪ 1674 01:24:59,751 --> 01:25:01,687 It's okay. 1675 01:25:01,719 --> 01:25:03,356 ♪ ♪ 1676 01:25:03,388 --> 01:25:05,624 It's okay, it's okay, it's okay. 1677 01:25:05,657 --> 01:25:08,794 ♪ ♪ 1678 01:25:21,240 --> 01:25:23,742 Good morning. 1679 01:25:23,776 --> 01:25:25,811 Did you sleep on the couch? 1680 01:25:25,844 --> 01:25:26,746 Yeah. 1681 01:25:29,415 --> 01:25:31,551 Thanks. 1682 01:25:31,584 --> 01:25:33,653 How are you? 1683 01:25:36,688 --> 01:25:39,424 Embarrassed. 1684 01:25:39,457 --> 01:25:42,228 Sad. 1685 01:25:42,260 --> 01:25:44,830 Mostly embarrassed, yup. 1686 01:25:44,862 --> 01:25:47,465 Yeah. 1687 01:25:47,499 --> 01:25:49,736 That was, um... 1688 01:25:51,870 --> 01:25:54,207 Um... 1689 01:25:54,240 --> 01:25:55,707 I'm sorry. 1690 01:25:55,741 --> 01:25:58,778 Coming over like that last night, it was shitty. 1691 01:25:58,811 --> 01:26:03,782 And, um, do you think that maybe we could try and have 1692 01:26:03,816 --> 01:26:06,419 that conversation again? 1693 01:26:06,451 --> 01:26:07,820 Um... 1694 01:26:07,853 --> 01:26:09,589 Erin... 1695 01:26:09,621 --> 01:26:11,624 ♪ ♪ 1696 01:26:11,656 --> 01:26:15,660 You may have been drunk and upset, but... 1697 01:26:15,693 --> 01:26:16,963 ♪ ♪ 1698 01:26:16,995 --> 01:26:19,731 ...my words aren't gonna change. 1699 01:26:19,764 --> 01:26:26,738 ♪ ♪ 1700 01:26:26,772 --> 01:26:31,477 I will never forget... 1701 01:26:31,509 --> 01:26:33,378 ♪ ♪ 1702 01:26:33,411 --> 01:26:36,915 ...that you're the first person that I ever loved... 1703 01:26:36,948 --> 01:26:40,018 ♪ ♪ 1704 01:26:40,052 --> 01:26:42,955 ...and you're the first woman I ever slept with. 1705 01:26:42,987 --> 01:26:45,691 ♪ ♪ 1706 01:26:45,723 --> 01:26:47,392 But... 1707 01:26:47,425 --> 01:26:48,727 ♪ ♪ 1708 01:26:48,760 --> 01:26:50,896 I need to move forward. 1709 01:26:50,929 --> 01:26:53,766 ♪ ♪ 1710 01:26:53,799 --> 01:26:57,503 What we had, it was... 1711 01:26:57,536 --> 01:27:01,841 ...intense and terrifying... 1712 01:27:01,874 --> 01:27:03,876 ♪ ♪ 1713 01:27:03,909 --> 01:27:06,711 ...and unhealthy. 1714 01:27:06,745 --> 01:27:08,347 And... 1715 01:27:08,379 --> 01:27:09,848 ♪ ♪ 1716 01:27:09,881 --> 01:27:13,786 And perhaps maybe you think you need to be with me 1717 01:27:13,818 --> 01:27:14,687 because I was your first, 1718 01:27:14,719 --> 01:27:16,354 but it doesn't need to be that way, 1719 01:27:16,388 --> 01:27:19,725 it doesn't need to be all or nothing 1720 01:27:19,758 --> 01:27:23,362 or painful or dramatic. 1721 01:27:23,394 --> 01:27:25,598 ♪ ♪ 1722 01:27:25,630 --> 01:27:29,768 I think, for me, 1723 01:27:29,802 --> 01:27:33,673 I need stability... 1724 01:27:33,705 --> 01:27:36,441 ♪ ♪ 1725 01:27:36,474 --> 01:27:37,942 I need to explore, 1726 01:27:37,976 --> 01:27:40,946 and I need to learn who I am. 1727 01:27:40,978 --> 01:27:42,647 And... 1728 01:27:42,680 --> 01:27:45,418 ♪ ♪ 1729 01:27:45,451 --> 01:27:47,019 I just... 1730 01:27:47,052 --> 01:27:49,322 ♪ ♪ 1731 01:27:49,354 --> 01:27:50,955 I just don't... I just don't think 1732 01:27:50,988 --> 01:27:53,491 that I could do that with you. 1733 01:27:53,525 --> 01:27:55,760 ♪ ♪ 1734 01:27:55,794 --> 01:27:57,028 I'm sorry. 1735 01:27:57,062 --> 01:27:58,397 ♪ ♪ 1736 01:27:58,429 --> 01:28:00,799 I'm sorry. 1737 01:28:00,832 --> 01:28:04,070 I know that you wanted this to go a different way. 1738 01:28:04,103 --> 01:28:06,806 ♪ ♪ 1739 01:28:06,839 --> 01:28:10,743 No, I, uh, I get it, yeah. 1740 01:28:10,776 --> 01:28:12,845 ♪ ♪ 1741 01:28:12,878 --> 01:28:14,580 But, um... 1742 01:28:14,612 --> 01:28:16,115 ♪ ♪ 1743 01:28:16,147 --> 01:28:17,949 Maybe one day? 1744 01:28:17,982 --> 01:28:19,584 ♪ ♪ 1745 01:28:19,617 --> 01:28:22,487 Maybe one day. 1746 01:28:22,521 --> 01:28:25,523 ♪ ♪ 1747 01:28:25,557 --> 01:28:27,660 But not now. 1748 01:28:27,692 --> 01:28:28,927 ♪ ♪ 1749 01:28:28,960 --> 01:28:30,795 Right. 1750 01:28:30,829 --> 01:28:35,668 ♪ ♪ 1751 01:28:35,701 --> 01:28:37,770 We're going to be okay. 1752 01:28:37,803 --> 01:28:39,438 Okay? 1753 01:28:39,470 --> 01:28:42,575 ♪ ♪ 1754 01:28:42,607 --> 01:28:46,578 You are gonna be okay. 1755 01:28:46,612 --> 01:28:48,914 ♪ I have an issue, I'm ♪ 1756 01:28:48,946 --> 01:28:53,752 ♪ trying to find some answers in this storybook ♪ 1757 01:28:53,786 --> 01:28:56,155 ♪ I am light, just like a dancer ♪ 1758 01:28:56,187 --> 01:28:58,490 ♪ Moving gracefully ♪ 1759 01:28:58,523 --> 01:29:00,925 ♪ But then it feels like I'm stuck ♪ 1760 01:29:00,959 --> 01:29:03,062 ♪ There's a door that I, ♪ 1761 01:29:03,094 --> 01:29:05,497 ♪ I cannot seem to open up ♪ 1762 01:29:05,531 --> 01:29:07,867 ♪ I found a lock, I found a key ♪ 1763 01:29:07,900 --> 01:29:10,536 ♪ I found some reasons why ♪ 1764 01:29:10,568 --> 01:29:13,606 ♪ When I'm closest to my dreams ♪ 1765 01:29:13,638 --> 01:29:15,740 Hey, Jule. 1766 01:29:15,773 --> 01:29:17,642 Do you think we can meet up later? 1767 01:29:17,675 --> 01:29:19,745 There's something I want to tell you. 1768 01:29:19,777 --> 01:29:21,946 ♪ Step into the wild ♪ 1769 01:29:21,979 --> 01:29:24,450 ♪ ♪ 1770 01:29:24,482 --> 01:29:26,751 ♪ There is a part of me ♪ 1771 01:29:26,785 --> 01:29:29,088 ♪ that knows that I'll be just fine ♪ 1772 01:29:29,120 --> 01:29:31,556 ♪ There is a part of me ♪ 1773 01:29:31,589 --> 01:29:33,892 ♪ that knows it's all in my mind ♪ 1774 01:29:33,925 --> 01:29:36,161 ♪ There is a part of me ♪ 1775 01:29:36,195 --> 01:29:39,165 ♪ that knows that I'll be just fine ♪ 1776 01:29:39,197 --> 01:29:40,465 ♪ ♪ 1777 01:29:40,499 --> 01:29:42,001 ♪ Just fine ♪ 1778 01:29:42,034 --> 01:29:43,602 ♪ ♪ 1779 01:29:43,634 --> 01:29:45,905 ♪ I have this part of me ♪ 1780 01:29:45,937 --> 01:29:48,473 ♪ that always tries to keep me safe ♪ 1781 01:29:48,506 --> 01:29:50,675 ♪ Another part that seems ♪ 1782 01:29:50,709 --> 01:29:53,012 ♪ to sign me up for every race ♪ 1783 01:29:53,045 --> 01:29:55,614 ♪ And both sides, they fight ♪ 1784 01:29:55,647 --> 01:29:57,783 ♪ Yeah, they try to show who's best ♪ 1785 01:29:57,816 --> 01:30:00,085 ♪ So now I mediate ♪ 1786 01:30:00,117 --> 01:30:02,554 ♪ I'm always stuck cleaning the mess ♪ 1787 01:30:02,588 --> 01:30:04,924 ♪ I found a broom, the time to sweep ♪ 1788 01:30:04,956 --> 01:30:07,159 ♪ I found some reasons why ♪ 1789 01:30:07,192 --> 01:30:09,695 ♪ I throw myself down on the ground ♪ 1790 01:30:09,728 --> 01:30:11,931 ♪ when every cell says fly ♪ 1791 01:30:11,964 --> 01:30:14,467 ♪ From way down here, the sky is clear ♪ 1792 01:30:14,500 --> 01:30:16,836 ♪ The ground supports my weight ♪ 1793 01:30:16,869 --> 01:30:18,903 ♪ Step into the wild ♪ 1794 01:30:18,937 --> 01:30:21,506 ♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ 1795 01:30:21,540 --> 01:30:23,809 ♪ There is a part of me ♪ 1796 01:30:23,842 --> 01:30:26,111 ♪ that knows that I'll be just fine ♪ 1797 01:30:26,143 --> 01:30:28,613 ♪ There is a part of me ♪ 1798 01:30:28,647 --> 01:30:30,916 ♪ that knows it's all in my mind ♪ 1799 01:30:30,948 --> 01:30:33,219 ♪ There is a part of me ♪ 1800 01:30:33,251 --> 01:30:36,155 ♪ that knows that I'll be just fine ♪ 1801 01:30:36,187 --> 01:30:37,522 ♪ ♪ 1802 01:30:37,555 --> 01:30:38,991 ♪ Just fine ♪ 1803 01:30:39,023 --> 01:30:40,526 ♪ ♪ 1804 01:30:40,558 --> 01:30:42,827 ♪ There is a part of me ♪ 1805 01:30:42,861 --> 01:30:45,130 ♪ that knows that I'll be just fine ♪ 1806 01:30:45,162 --> 01:30:47,633 ♪ There is a part of me ♪ 1807 01:30:47,665 --> 01:30:49,934 ♪ that knows it's all in my mind ♪ 1808 01:30:49,968 --> 01:30:52,238 ♪ There is a part of me ♪ 1809 01:30:52,271 --> 01:30:55,273 ♪ that knows that I'll be just fine ♪ 1810 01:30:55,307 --> 01:30:56,509 ♪ ♪ 1811 01:30:56,541 --> 01:30:59,044 ♪ Just fine ♪ 1812 01:30:59,076 --> 01:31:01,579 ♪ Hey there, resistance ♪ 1813 01:31:01,612 --> 01:31:03,081 ♪ Knocking at the door ♪ 1814 01:31:03,115 --> 01:31:05,651 ♪ I'm gonna head out back ♪ 1815 01:31:05,683 --> 01:31:07,820 ♪ Go on and explore ♪ 1816 01:31:07,853 --> 01:31:10,556 ♪ You are persistent ♪ 1817 01:31:10,589 --> 01:31:12,858 ♪ I recall this from the past ♪ 1818 01:31:12,890 --> 01:31:15,628 ♪ There's intention in my heart ♪ 1819 01:31:15,661 --> 01:31:18,531 ♪ So you can't hold me back ♪ 1820 01:31:18,563 --> 01:31:20,832 ♪ There is a part of me ♪ 1821 01:31:20,866 --> 01:31:23,168 ♪ that knows that I'll be just fine ♪ 1822 01:31:23,201 --> 01:31:25,638 ♪ There is a part of me ♪ 1823 01:31:25,670 --> 01:31:27,939 ♪ that knows it's all in my mind ♪ 1824 01:31:27,973 --> 01:31:30,242 ♪ There is a part of me ♪ 1825 01:31:30,275 --> 01:31:33,245 ♪ that knows that I'll be just fine ♪ 1826 01:31:33,277 --> 01:31:34,746 ♪ ♪ 1827 01:31:34,780 --> 01:31:37,582 ♪ Just fine ♪ 1828 01:31:37,616 --> 01:31:39,852 ♪ There is a part of me ♪ 1829 01:31:39,884 --> 01:31:42,186 ♪ that knows that I'll be just fine ♪ 1830 01:31:42,219 --> 01:31:44,689 ♪ There is a part of me ♪ 1831 01:31:44,723 --> 01:31:46,992 ♪ that knows it's all in my mind ♪ 1832 01:31:47,025 --> 01:31:49,260 ♪ There is a part of me ♪ 1833 01:31:49,294 --> 01:31:53,566 ♪ that knows that I'll be just fine ♪ 1834 01:31:53,598 --> 01:31:55,034 ♪ Just fine ♪ 1835 01:31:55,067 --> 01:31:56,569 ♪ Ooh ♪ 1836 01:31:56,602 --> 01:31:59,071 ♪ I have an issue, I ♪ 1837 01:31:59,103 --> 01:32:03,275 ♪ I'm still trying to find the answers ♪ 1838 01:32:03,371 --> 01:32:08,371 Provided by explosiveskull https://twitter.com/kaboomskull 110410

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