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- Previously on Nurses...

- You should know that Dr. Shure

has requested Grace assist him today

in your place. - When it was your word against the doctor's,

I had your back. - I'm sorry, Ash,

but your biggest problem in this hospital is you. - You hung me out to dry, Grace.

- You've been distracted lately. I understand you're having financial issues, but you need

to leave your problems at the door. - And you...

get a lion because you're brave.

- Nurse Latesha Colby, I am so proud of you.

Come here. What are you doing? - I couldn't have done it without you.

- We're gonna start over and be friends. - We are?

- Here's to a clean slate. - I'm not an addict. I was trying

to get clear of something. I'm gonna lose everything. - Let's say for a minute

that you are an addict. Hospital policy says, as long as you report it

and you seek treatment, you can't be terminated.

- I guess I'm an addict. - I'm sorry I got you tangled up in all this,

but it's over. Markie got picked up. We're in the clear,

both of us. - Are we actually doing this? - At this point, I sure hope so.

♪

(sirens and honks)

- (Grace): No one gets through a night in the hospital alone, whether you're a patient

or on staff. Everyone needs someone to have their back.

Because when you don't, it can feel

like the loneliest place in the world.

Ashley, this is dumb. We need to talk.

- Daisy!

Right on time! - No, too much enthusiasm.

It's been nuts in here today, hasn't it? - No, actually,

just your old boring and quiet. - Is she full of crap?

Am I gonna regret picking up two hours of her shift? - No.

It's been stupid quiet.

- Well, the concert starts in an hour and the Aztec's downtown, so please help.

- Wolf, you're... early?

- Yup, Who we got in the bullpen tonight, boss? Teamwork makes the dream work.

- It is way too early for... this.

Take a lap to calm down, squeaky.

- Whoa. Um, hello.

Good evening. - Hi. Did you need something?

- I just... I want you to know that I know what happened the other day was a one-time thing.

Heightened emotions and all, right?

But we're both professionals, so it won't be weird working together.

- Absolutely not. We're not on the clock for another 20 minutes

and the clothing door locks.

- Thank you, Winnie.

(indistinct conversation)

- Naz?

- Keon, hi!

Hello! Um...

Keon, Doug. Doug, this is Keon.

- Hey, man. - Hey.

Well, you are gonna be late for your shift, and I have a gig to get to.

So... - Call me tomorrow? - Of course.

- Wow. - Shut up.

- Thought we were buds. You don't tell me you got a new guy?

- It's new. But, Keon,

it's... it's nice.

- Uh-huh.

He looks familiar. Do I know him from somewhere?

- Hm! Maybe you do, maybe you don't.

- Who are you?

(energetic pop song)

(muffled music and shouts)

- Cool shirt. They selling those here?

- Um, actually, I made this. I'm an artist. I made some

for Jonie and Dale too, but they probably won't want them.

- What? They'd be crazy not to. I want one.

- I don't have an extra shirt, but...

Here, pass me your hand.

- Cool. Thanks.

Hey, where are your friends?

- Uh, they're around,

finding a place to stand.

I don't know why I said that.

I'm here by myself. I wasn't supposed to come,

but my parents are away for the weekend

and I had to see Jonie and Dale before they sell out

and go to crap. - Well, I am in fact here by myself too.

Do you want to go find a place to stand together?

- Keon, my friend! Did you... did you get it?

(chuckling)

- Italian with extra mayo. - You're a lifesaver.

Mmm! My favourite nurse. - They're still not bringing you a tray?

- No! The other nurses

let me starve. Why would they do that to a sick man? Delicious.

Next time, more cheese? - You got it, Jurgen.

(clicks tongue)

(laughing) - Nurse Colby?

Mr. Faber isn't your patient today.

- Just trying to keep his spirits up. - With extra mayo?

The nursing staff didn't stop bringing him his food

to be cruel. They're trying to get him to get out of bed.

He needs to walk to recover. - He said he doesn't have the energy.

- Yet he's strong enough to devour an entire sub in three minutes?

I'm more worried about you. You're a good nurse,

and with your background in team sports, you could be

leadership material. - Wow, thank you--

- But not if you keep being such a soft touch.

You need boundaries. You're more worried about patients

liking you than giving them what they need.

- And make sure you check the dressing.

There was some pus developing at last change.

Oh, I cannot wait to curl up on the couch with Netflix

and pizza. - That's your Friday night?

No plans, no hot date?

No wild hijinks?

- I do get extra hot peppers on my pizza.

- Wow, you're a madwoman. (chuckling)

- [Code orange. We have a code orange. All available staff]

[to the ER immediately. We have an incoming code orange.] - Every nurse who can to the ER.

We're already short-staffed tonight.

- I can stay. I'm already here. - I don't want anyone pulling a double

unless absolutely necessary. - OK, then just a few hours. Where do you need me?

- ER. Collapse at a concert down at the Aztec.

We're expecting a lot of injured. - The Aztec?

Ashley was at that concert.

♪

(sirens blaring)

- [This is Ashley. Hang up and text]

[like a normal person.] - Anything?

- No. - Where we at with blood? - I'm on with them right now.

As many units of O neg as you can. - Make sure we're stocked

when the buses get here. First ambulance is still 20 minutes out, but in an event like this,

people with minor injuries who can drive will often beat them.

We need to prioritise carefully.

Naz, go through our current patient load. Anyone who came in

before the code orange and reached triage. Discharge anyone

ready to go home and make room. Grace, Keon, triage.

Any frequent flyers coming in with minor injuries-- - Down to a walk-in clinic

or urgent care. - We need to be ready to rock

when the real emergencies get here.

- Have you heard from Ashley? - She isn't answering her phone.

- Oh god, I was hoping she was just ignoring my calls.

(radio transmissions, moans of pain)

- Check her out over there. I see someone over here.

Hi, miss. I'm here to help.

Whoa, whoa, whoa, slow, slow.

- You got any extra gloves? - I'm Joel. EMT. Are you hurt?

Easy. You could be in shock. - No, I'm a nurse, I can help.

Stella! Stella, hey, it's Ashley!

Hey, Stella, can you hear me?

- We need some help over here.

Hi, I'm Joel. Ashley and I are gonna check you out, OK?

- Uh, nurse? Nurse,

please, my sister-- - Somebody will be with you.

- No, I, um... I can't find her.

And she's not picking up her phone.

Please, she's only 13.

- Uh, OK. What's her name?

- Stella Hartford.

- Maybe she just isn't answering her phone.

- OK, but what if she's really hurt

and she's not here yet? - I'll keep an eye out, OK?

In the meantime, just grab a seat.

- Hey, it's Jonie and Dale! You guys OK? - What is this all about?

- Uh, I think that's the band.

- I'm sorry, ladies, unless you're injured or immediate family, I'm gonna ask you to go.

- Please, we don't wanna get in your way, we just want to help.

- The firemen wouldn't let us stay at the club,

but we have to do something. These people got hurt at our show.

- Then you'll need to be with a hospital liaison at all times.

This is Keon Colby. He'll take care of you.

Keep them out of the way. They compromise our ability

to provide care, they're gone. You got it?

- Why me? There are real patients here, people who are actually hurt.

- You're the best nurse for this. Celebrity clients

need a soft touch.

- It was bad, man. Chunks of ceiling coming down,

people running blind in the dark just to get out.

- The scaffold just fell, right in the middle of the crowd?

- Yeah. (whimpering)

It was so dark, I didn't even see the stairs.

The ground just went out from under me and cracked.

Still, a lot of people got hurt worse.

- My roommate was there. - OK, I took a look

at your x-rays and you have a fractured tibia.

- Is that why it hurts so much? - I asked the orthopedic surgeon

for a consult, but while you're waiting, let's get Ms. Burnett

2mg of morphine. - Yep.

(gasping in pain)

(gasping)

- What?

- Last doses of blood. Wolf, get it while you can, we're running low.

Two more ambulances, doc. - Oh. Yeah.

- (Ashley): Stella! Hi!

I'm right here. I've got you, OK? Can you hear me?

- I feel weird. I don't feel good. What's happening?

My legs hurt. I... I want my mom.

- I know. We're gonna get you out of here, OK? You're gonna be alright.

Just a couple minutes. - Squeeze my hand?

Tight as you can. Good. - I promise your next concert

is gonna be a better one, OK? - Kind of has to be.

Better venues, better... roof tomatoes...

- I'm gonna shine a quick light in your eye, OK, Stella? - OK.

Is the door open? It's green.

- Her pupil's blown. She's coding. We need to get her to a hospital now.

Hey, a little help over here!

We need to get her unlodged from over here.

One, two...

- This is gonna be huge on Insta. Gib, Babe,

you know the angles. Please?

- OK, Tia,

Dr. Goldwyn will be in shortly to sew this up,

and then he's sending you down to Imaging for your arm. - Is that gonna take long?

'Cause there's an after-show party in an hour, so...

- Can there be an after-party if there was no show?

It might be a while. They're overrun downstairs.

Everyone is. - Just a second.

Uh, nurse? I need a pill

or something. I have a bit of a situation.

- Make an appointment for an STI screening with your family doctor, sir.

We're in code orange right now, and during a code orange,

it's emergencies only. - That's the thing. Apparently, after more than 4 hours

of... - Oh!

- This is an emergency. - Oh, right.

- Too soon, still being treated. Alright, why don't you both come over here and--

- Go see her. I'm gonna go over here. - Guys, try to stay together.

Busy nurses and doctors working to save lives here.

- They can't be here. I can't get to my patient.

- Um, you know what could really help your fans? If you guys donate some blood.

We're running low and there's an emergency drive.

- I love that idea. - Perfect.

- Hey, listen, super low-key,

Jonie hasn't been herself lately. She's really moody, she's not sleeping,

and last week I saw her take a bunch of pills, but she wouldn't tell me what they were.

- You think she's using drugs? - She's got a good heart

and she's gonna want to donate blood to help, but you're not gonna be able to use it.

- OK, thanks. Alright, just come here a second.

- She's not responding. She needs surgery.

I'm gonna, uh...

I'm gonna ride with...

- Ashley, are you OK? Don't move,

I'm gonna take a look.

(raspy breathing) We're gonna need another stretcher!

Hang in there, Ashley.

- Ashley! What happened? - Foreign body lodged in 3rd intercostal space, right side,

posterior axillary line. - It's just a scratch.

- Ash! I was freaking out, you weren't answering your phone.

- Wolf! Suspected brain bleed here.

- Go. Go, I've got her, I promise.

Come on, let's get her in.

- I'm fine, listen, the other one, Stella... - Shh...

- She has a multiple brain bleed. Possible fractures.

- Yes, Ash, Wolf's got her, OK? You just need to relax. Save your breath.

- You have to take care of her. Promise me...

- Hey, Ashley, Ashley, look at me. What's that song

you always sing? You hum it

on crazy nights. - You Are My Sunshine. - That's right.

I want you to run the lyrics in your head over and over, OK?

When you're ready, start singing, Ashley.

(gasping) Potential pneumothorax.

We are gonna get you all patched up, but I want

to insert a tube into your chest to re-inflate your lung, OK? You're doing great.

Thank you. Do you remember... 1, 2, 3.

Do you remember when we extracted

that vintage doll collection -thank you-

from that guy's bum? (shuddering)

Yes. This is gonna hurt just slightly less than that, OK?

You're gonna want to hold on to something. Here we go.

(whimpering)

Here we go. - Oh, god.

- Awesome of you to step up and take care of people like this.

- You mean what you do every day of your life?

I don't know how you do it. - I can't play guitar.

- I'll teach you sometime. - I don't know. Life of a rock star

seems pretty stressful. - 'Cause nursing isn't?

- I don't know. I think I prefer things behind the scenes.

- Right. (chuckling)

The doctors are the rock stars. You guys are more

like roadies. - Yeah. I don't know,

I never thought of it like that, but I guess we are.

- Yeah, you do all the work nobody sees, on no sleep,

all to make us look good. - Well,

we're not all saints, believe me. You don't wanna hear how filthy things can get

inside the nurses' lounge. - Oh, just like roadies.

(slurred words)

I don't... I can't believe this happened.

- No, it wasn't your fault, just bad luck.

I see it every day.

Best thing to do is not look in the rear view mirror, only move forward.

- Pretty sage for a roadie. - There's a lot of things

I don't know, but I do know people.

- Hm. I just want everyone to be OK.

Anything we...

can do to help.

- I can take that with the others.

- You might wanna hold off on this for the time being.

Think it might be compromised. - Hey, um, can we...

wrap this up fast? Like, before Tia gets back from the x-ray?

I don't know if you noticed, but she's...

- She doesn't know you're using erectile prescription? - Shh, please!

- When did you take it? - Five hours ago.

- You paged Urology? - Drug-induced ischemic priapism.

- Ten years of school and I do four of these a week.

OK, Mr...? - Just Gib.

- Some phenylephrine should get things settled down. - OK, great, thank you.

What is that, a little pill or something?

- Could you lift your gown, please?

- Oh... oh, hey,

maybe it'll just go down on its own.

You know, when I relax or something. - Too risky

if it doesn't. Clots, loss of circulation, gangrene...

- OK.

Just one needle. Tia's worth it.

She's worth it.

(groaning)

So what, does it just go away on its own now?

- After Dr. Lim aspirates the... excess blood.

- We're gonna need a bigger syringe.

- As someone also in a new relationship, it probably shouldn't be this hard.

Sorry. - Dr. Turcotte? EMT just brought in

a 30-year-old male, respiratory distress. Ky was trying to pull people out after the collapse.

- Sounds like you're a hero, Ky. We're gonna take good care of you, OK?

Can you get a big breath for me? (raspy breathing)

OK, let's intubate.

Melazepam, 2mg IV. This will help you breathe, OK?

(Ky gasping for air)

- Ah, caught me.

It's my second pack. I really just hadn't eaten all day.

(sighing) - Is that why you were slurring?

Look, Jonie, I know you answered no to all the questions

about drug use when you donated, but I just want to double-check.

- Did Dale put you up to this? - She saw you taking pills and was worried.

What's going on, Jonie?

- Not what you think.

Two months ago, I was playing a show in Kingston,

looked up and... saw two of everything.

They found lesions on my spine.

I have multiple sclerosis.

- And Dale doesn't know?

- No. - And the pills?

- Prednisone, to get me through a flare-up.

- MS can go into remission. You might not have another flare-up for years.

- Or I could go blind tomorrow.

- Still, I think...

you should tell your partner, man. She'd wanna know.

- No. No, I just have to keep it together long enough

to close this record deal.

I don't care if lying makes her hate me right now.

I just can't have her hate me forever

for ruining her dream.

- Grace, I tracked Ashley's employee file.

Wolf's her emergency contact. Not who I'd choose, but...

is there any other family we should notify? - I'll ask, but I don't think

she'll want them here. - I don't like to see patients alone.

- Are you kidding me? Half the hospital's been to see her.

- (Naz): We kept trying to call you!

When I heard you came in-- - Eh, it's not the worst thing

that's happened to me in a mosh pit. (chuckling)

- Um...

I knew you'd hate being stuck in just a gown.

Don't tell the other patients, they'll all want them.

- I'm not sure I can... move enough to get these on.

- She can't, and she shouldn't. - And the warden's in.

(phone chiming) - Crap. That's my bloodwork. I'll come back later, OK?

- OK.

- How's the pain? - Persistent, and in my butt.

The pain is you.

- Do you want me to help you get into these cute pants?

- No, I want you to stop hovering, Grace, and go check on Stella,

please. - Ash, you need to rest. - I can't.

Not until I know she's OK, OK?

(Grace sighs)

- His chest isn't rising. - I can't get the tube past the chords.

- His stats are bottoming out. He's in big trouble. - I have to try cricothyrotomy.

- You sure it's the right call? - Are you questioning my judgment, nurse?

- No, I just wanna make sure it's the right decision. - He's suffocating. Shall we

discuss this some more and let him die? Knife.

Be ready with the tube.

One, two... (gurgling sound)

Yes! (gasping)

(patient coughing) Breathe.

Don't you ever undermine me in front of a patient again.

- What? No, I wasn't, I-- - You think I would hurt a patient?

- No, not intentionally. It was just a tough spot, I didn't want you--

- To make the wrong decision. - The pregnant mother.

- Don't. You never bring that up.

- Sorry, I was just worried. - Worry about your own shit, OK?

- First night back, you administered morphine. You wasted an almost full vial,

and nothing. Your pupils

didn't dilate, you didn't tremble, no raise in pulse.

A real addict, barely sober a month,

that close to what they want most-- - I can explain.

Look, I got in over my head with money stuff and I got caught.

I can't afford to lose my job, so... I'm Wolf,

and I'm not an addict. - No.

You're just a liar.

- Weren't you supposed to be done 5 hours ago?

- I'm not going anywhere. Ashley--

- ...has some really good nurses taking care of her.

How is she? - Cranky.

So, herself. She wants me to check on the girl who just came in here with her.

- Subdural hematoma. She just got out of surgery,

so nothing to do now but wait and see if she wakes up.

- Where are the parents? - In Vegas for the weekend.

- Talk about bad luck. - Yeah,

can't get a flight out till the morning, but...

her brother won't leave her side. - "Colt realised

the AI had taken on a life of its own."

Hey.

Found my sister.

(sighing) - I'm so sorry.

- I don't know why I'm reading her this.

She hates sci-fi.

I was...

I was supposed to take her to that concert, but you know,

I just...

I just couldn't bear listening to crappy music,

hanging out with an annoying 13-year-old all night. - I get that.

I have a sister. - Younger?

- Older, though she acts younger.

- She was... she was so excited about this concert.

I was like... I was such a dick about it.

If, um... if she doesn't...

Um...

She doesn't know how much I love her.

- She does.

- Right.

(deep sigh)

- Hey! I thought you had a gig downtown.

- I did, right beside this incredible dim sum joint.

I just figured you guys were all working so hard, everyone must be starving.

- Oh my god! Dumplings are more than my heart could hope for

right now.

Extra soy sauce?!

(chuckling)

- Hey.

I, uh... I just checked on Ashley.

She looks good. She's ornery, but she looks good.

- Oh, Doug brought food. Grab a plate.

(cheerful humming)

- Wait. Wait, wait, wait, wait.

You're Doug. As in Dr. Doug.

You're the therapy clown. - (nasal voice): Guilty as charged.

(laughing) You know, I saw some people

looking pretty tense in the ER waiting room, so...

duty calls. Enjoy.

- I've never seen you like this before.

You're, like, giddy. (laughing)

- What can I say? I love dumplings.

- Right.

(regular beeping)

(gasping) - Wolf! - I was just checking.

I didn't mean to wake you up. - Jesus, warm that thing up next time.

God, I can't believe I lost my phone.

- You scared me tonight.

- And yet I still look better than you.

Second first day not going so well?

- Turcotte handed me my ass. - Why, what happened?

- Brought up some things from group that I shouldn't have.

She figured out that I'm not an addict.

- We all knew this rehab thing was gonna bite you in the ass.

- Yeah, well, my ass has been sufficiently bitten to death,

Ash. It's like one thing

after the other. When is it just gonna stop?

- I'm hoping 30.

(chuckling)

- I really liked her, and I think I screwed it up.

- Alright, time to check the position of that tube, sunshine.

(sighing)

So, I see you got those super cute pants on.

Wolf help you into those?

Oh, uh, Kate wanted to know

if you wanted us to let your family know you're here.

- Definitely not. - That's what I said.

But you should probably tell them what's going on.

It might make you feel better. - It'd make me feel better

if you stopped making a big deal out of this. How's Stella?

- Uh, you were right. Subdural hematoma.

They did the surgery to relieve the pressure. She's back in the ICU now.

- I wanna see her.

- "When suddenly it turned to him, its eyes lighting up.

"Colt and the robot

battled for the phaser." - Oh, uh...

We can come back. - You know Stella?

- Um, I just met her tonight.

- The concert.

What was it like?

- Um...

It was... um...

loud...

and dark and scary.

They cut the canned music and...

the band was starting to play.

One minute she's standing right beside me...

...so excited she's bouncing on her toes, and then the next,

she...

she's just...

- Well, I'm... I'm glad she wasn't there alone.

- Did Stella draw that? - Uh, yeah. Yeah, I brought that

so we'd be the first things she sees when she wakes up.

If she wakes up. - She will.

- Hey, hey, wait, wait. We're leaving soon.

What did Jonie say about the drug stuff?

- Uh, I'm sorry. Patient information

is strictly confidential. - Yeah, so she is using again.

- I didn't say that. - But confidentiality wouldn't be a big deal

if she wasn't. - No, that isn't how it works,

OK? - Yeah. - Hey, Dale?

- You're using again? - No. What did you do?

- Just be honest with me for once.

After a night like tonight, how could you lie to me, huh?

How could you be so selfish?

- She doesn't know what's going on with you because--

- You are my nurse and we aren't friends,

so back off, OK? - OK.

Understood.

One of our actual patients, someone

my friend saved tonight, she's a super fan

and she could really use some good energy right now.

You're gonna need someone too, Jonie,

and you might hate me for saying it,

but you gotta learn to trust people enough to give them the ugly truth.

- Oh, you can't be drinking that energy crap.

Unacceptable. - Hey!

- Come on. Time for some fresh air.

I bet your pizza's pretty cold by now.

- Hmm, cold pizza, hot bath-- welcome to life as a nurse.

- Oh, and throw in a little lower back pain.

- Oh yeah, and insomnia. - Oh, and of course

there's bunions, and the inability to socialise

with anyone who isn't a nurse. - Don't forget about the compassion fatigue.

- Is that what they're calling burnouts these days? - Yeah.

- Hey, speaking of compassion,

I'm pretty sure Ashley's gonna be OK if you go home and get some rest.

- No, she won't.

Before she came in on the stretcher, Ashley wasn't talking to me.

- You guys got in a fight? - Big one. We both said some things.

She didn't think that I had her back.

I know she doesn't want me here, but I can't leave her alone.

- Sounds like a pretty crappy deal for you. Still,

anyone who's dumb enough to miss hanging out with you, it's their loss.

(phone chiming) Stella's waking up.

You go home, get some sleep.

- If you wanted to see me, you didn't have to impale yourself

to do it. - Yeah, no offense,

but I wouldn't go through that for anyone.

- Next time, don't be such a stranger, you know, just come on by and say hi.

- Hi. - I think you have a heart, Ashley,

and I'm gonna take an x-ray to prove it.

Alright, so...

take a big breath in for me. (inhaling)

Huh, weird. Just a big cactus-shaped hole.

(laughing)

- Corny. - I suppose it is.

I'm not really supposed to tell the patients this, but it looks like your lungs

are inflating nicely.

Oh, fudge. - Whoa!

Breaking out the big cusses.

(dramatic music)

Wait, why? What are you seeing? - Uh...

I'm sorry, I, uh... I'm not trained

to interpret these images. - No, Candy,

not with me. What do you see?

- Ashley,

there's a mass on your lung.

- The majority of incidental pulmonary nodules

are benign in young people, but the mass in your lungs has an irregular shape.

- What does that mean? - I'm not sure yet.

The mass is close enough to your airway. We should be able to do a biopsy via bronchoscope.

There's an opening in the endoscopic suite first thing in the morning.

- Sure, why not? I'm already in the gown.

- Great. I'll let the surgeon know.

- You OK? Do you want me to call anyone?

Maybe Wolf? - No. He's got enough on his plate.

I'm fine, I can do this by myself.

- Ash, it's OK to need somebody--

- Don't nurse me, Grace, please.

You heard the doc, it's probably nothing.

I wanna see Stella.

- You have so much energy. I'm exhausted, Tia.

I'm so tired. You're a lovely person,

I just don't think having a younger girlfriend--

- Whoa, girlfriend? Oh my god, no.

Defined relationships are so Gen X.

And no one breaks up anymore.

Just ghost like a normal person.

- Are you OK, Gib?

- My name is Brian.

And I should've been at home in bed hours ago.

- Hey, uh... it's not a good time for visitors.

- Why? Is Stella OK? - She's awake,

and she seems OK physically,

um... - But?

- She isn't verbally responsive. Doctor isn't sure about her brain function

or whether or not she can understand when somebody's speaking to her.

Her head injury might be more severe than we thought.

- But... she... she's 13.

She has her whole life ahead of her.

- I know.

- No. No, I'm sorry, if she's not answering,

then they're just not asking her the right questions.

Excuse me. - OK.

- Hey... hi, Stella!

Nice to see those baby blues open again.

Do you remember me?

What about this guy?

Who is he? - No.

Doctor already tried that.

They don't know if she can...

They don't think that she-- - No.

No, you can hear us.

Can't you, Stella?

I mean, someone who's... tough enough

to sneak out to a concert by herself is tough enough

to pull through this. Aren't you?

Look, just because someone...

isn't verbal, doesn't mean that they can't respond.

It's a medical fact. OK, what if...

what if you tried to move your hands,

Stella? This way for yes, that way for no.

- Look, I told you, the doctor already tried this. It didn't work.

- Well, he didn't try everything because clearly he missed something, OK?

- OK, Ash, maybe we should go. - No. OK, um...

pass me your pen.

Gimme your pen. Stella's an artist.

Um, the paper.

Put this in her hand. OK, Stella,

what... what happened at the concert?

(soft music)

- Cen I get an update

on Ky Donaldson? Did he...

- He made it. He's in recovery now.

- Good, that's... really good.

I shouldn't have questioned you earlier. I'm sorry.

- Do you know how many impossible choices come

through the ER every day?

It's a risk, and... there's gonna be losses.

Even if I am an addict. - I get that. I do.

- I'm tired of being watched.

Of everyone just waiting for me to screw up.

I wanna be trusted.

- Can I buy you breakfast?

I just owe you an explanation.

I think it'll go better with bacon.

- I'd like that.

- You must be relieved about Stella.

How are you doing? Bronchoscope's in an hour.

How are you? - I'm fine.

- Would you stop?

There is a mass on your lungs. Ignoring that is not gonna make it go away.

- I know that.

I don't want my family here.

They'd make this whole thing about me.

"God's punishing you for your sins, Ashley."

But...

I also don't want to be alone.

Who do I have, Grace?

- You have Wolf,

and Keon, and Naz. And me.

You can't shake me. - No kidding.

- I'm here. With you. Every step of the way.

- Keon! What's for breakfast, my friend?

- Get your own damn sandwich, Jurgen.

- Ke... Ke...?

- Hit me with the most caffeine you are legally allowed to sell.

So, the usual.

- How do you even process it? - I know, but you should've told me.

- Tonight didn't seem like the right time.

- No, before that.

You really thought I cared more

about some stupid album than you, you dummy? - Sometimes you care more

about the perfect harmony than me.

- Well yeah, that shit matters. (both chuckling)

Look at me.

You're my best friend.

We started this together and we're gonna finish it together, OK?

- Even if we have to get a ramp for the bus one day?

- If Dave Grohl can rock a wheelchair on stage,

my BF can too.

♪

- ♪ When your heart falls into the fire ♪

♪ The one you choose cuts you like a knife ♪

♪ I was left alone with no answer ♪

♪ Hoping you'd come back to my life ♪

♪ When no more tears are left to cry ♪

♪ I see you in my dreams when I sleep ♪

♪ At night

♪ The candlelight will burn tonight ♪

♪ I'll hold the memory forever with me ♪

♪ I will never say goodbye

♪ I will never say goodbye ♪

♪ I'll wait for you under the stars ♪

♪ Over the ocean, no matter how far ♪

♪ I will never say goodbye

♪ I will never say goodbye ♪

- (all): Surprise!

- We, uh, pimped your crib.

- Just because you have to stay here a couple of days doesn't mean you can't stay in style.

- Can you finish this one off for me? Oh wait, I'm sorry...

- You losers. - You're the loser having to sleep at work

for the next couple of days. - But I'm not doing it sober. - You might not do it alone,

either, because I could use a place to nap for my next twelve, roomie.

- Aight, you ready?

Watch the back.

- And while you were getting your scope done,

we all chipped in and got you a few things,

including... - A new phone!

Thank you! Gimme that. - (Grace): In our hour of need,

we all ask the same question: Who do I have?

And if even one person shows up,

you might just be OK.

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